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Chapter 15
\\\ Nick ///
Waking up in
a strange place is never one of my favourite things, especially when there are
different sounds, smells and feelings around as your awareness comes back. As I started to come around I heard some
heavy breathing and the occasional snorting sound. I could smell fresh hay in the air, as well
as feeling a prickly sensation on my back, and that's when my eyes blinked open
as I remembered where I was. I was lying
on my back in a pile of straw, with an old blanket draped over me; looking up
at the wooden roof of some stables. I
had no idea what time it was but the sun was definitely up so I'd obviously
been out for a while.
"Anyone ever
tell you you look cute when you're sleeping?"
I suddenly sat bolt upright and looked over to the stable door to see
Lucas leaning on it with a huge smile on his face.
"What're you
doing here?" I asked, obviously not
thinking clearly about where I was.
"Uh...I live
here, the question is what're you doing here?"
What was I doing there? I didn't
even remember what happened after I left the school but for some reason I
drifted towards the farm without even thinking about it. It couldn't have been to see Lucas as I left
him at the school so maybe I wanted Josh and Alex to protect me.
"I...I dunno...I
just ended up walking round for ages last night and somehow I ended up
here." I shuffled back against the wall,
pulling the blanket up as I drew my knees into my body for warmth. "What time is it?"
"A little
after 10." I was suddenly wide eyed and
reaching for my phone to see if he was right but then I realised I never took
it with me to the school. "Y'know,
everyone's out looking for you right now."
"Really? Why?"
I asked glumly.
"Cos you
obviously didn't go home last night, duh."
"So why
aren't you out looking for me as well?"
"Didn't need
to, I already knew where you were." He
replied with a cheeky grin on his face.
"I saw the door was slightly open when I came down for a drink earlier
and found you fast asleep, so I put that blanket over you to keep you
warm." The events of the night before
came flooding back to me and I started crying into my knees again. Lucas opened the door and knelt down next to
me, rubbing my shoulder soothingly when I suddenly looked up at him as I
remembered something else from the night before.
"Oh
god!! I punched Jamie in the face...he's
gonna hate me now." It dawned on me then
that I'd probably blown it with the few friends I'd made here and went back to
crying into my knees.
"Don't worry
about that, he'll probably have a wicked shiner but I don't think you did too
much damage." Yeah maybe not physically,
but I bet he's not happy with me now. We
were quiet for a little longer before Lucas spoke again. "So...you wanna talk about last night?"
"What's to
talk about? My whole life is all a lie
and just a sick joke to some jealous bastard, and now everyone at school knows
about it so I'll be a laughing stock when we go back."
"Look, I
know how you feel..."
"DO
YOU?!?!" I was suddenly up on my feet
shouting at Lucas as he started to stand up.
"Do you really know how I feel?!?!
You know what it's like to have your parents lie to you all your
life?!?! You know what it's like to
trust someone and then they stab you in the back?!?!"
"You mean
Danny? He didn't stab you in the back..."
"Really? He knew for weeks about my da...about Brandon,
yet he didn't say anything."
"He probably
didn't think..."
"Oh you're
right there, he clearly didn't think." I
snapped back, not letting him finish.
"No, I meant
he probably didn't want to say something that may not have been true, I mean,
how would you have felt if he told you weeks ago that he didn't think Brandon
was your dad and then it turned out he actually was?" I thought about that for a second but I was
still mad at Danny. Before I could say
anything else Alex was suddenly at the door.
"Hey what's
all the shouting about...Nick? What're you
doing here?" He asked.
"Oh...err...hi...I
uh...kinda crashed here last night, hope you don't mind." I replied, looking down at the floor.
"And you
knew about this?" He asked, giving Lucas
a stern look. "I should've known
something was off when you didn't want to go out looking for him. When did you know he was here?"
"Umm...about
seven." Lucas answered guiltily.
"You mean
you never said anything when Summer called, frantic that she didn't know where
he was? She's been worried sick and you
didn't say a word?" Alex looked really
pissed at Lucas and I took that as my cue to leave. "Whoa, where do you think you're going?"
"I'd better
go home...sorry about all this."
"Not in that
state you're not, come on, let's get you fed and cleaned up. I'll call your mum and tell her where you
are." I didn't know what he meant by
that comment until I realised I was still dressed like a zombie, so I
grudgingly followed them back to the house.
When we reached the kitchen Alex asked me what I wanted to eat and when
I just said cereal he just looked at me sceptically and offered to cook me
something while I used the shower. This
was the first time I'd actually been inside their house and I was amazed how
nice it looked. They had a proper,
rustic kitchen, with a big table off to one side, a huge breakfast bar in the
middle and solid wood units all around the edge. Over the worktops were dark blue tiles, but
above that it was all yellowy coloured wallpaper. There were a few pictures on the walls as
well, all of them seemed to be by Alex, and one that caught my eye, just for
pure quirkiness, was of a fortress with a little bird in the watchtower, going
mental with a machine gun.
"Come on,
I'll take you up and get those clothes off you...uh I mean...I take you up and see
if I can find some better clothes for you to wear." Lucas said as his face turned bright red.
"You've got
two minutes and then I want you back down here." Alex angrily said to Lucas and then turned to
me, his face softening slightly. "Take
as long as you need Nick, Lucas can show you where the makeup remover is as
well so you can take those scars off."
Lucas quickly led me up the stairs to his bedroom, which was about three
times the size of my own room, and then pointed out the big, walk in wardrobe
off to the side. I was amazed at the
size of it and realised my own bedroom could easily fit inside it. He quickly dashed out and was back a couple
of seconds later with a huge, fluffy towel and some make up removing wipes.
"Ok,
bathroom's just down the landing on the left and you can borrow any clothes you
want from here; they should fit you I think.
Just drop the towel in the hamper when you're done." He was just about to take off again when I
grabbed his shoulder before he could turn around.
"Wait a
second...I just wanted to say thanks. I
know I've treated you like shit since I got here but that's all gonna change
now, I just want a fresh start."
"Don't worry
about it, what're friends for?" He
replied with that gorgeous smile of his.
"Yeah...friends." I said with a tinge of sadness. I stared into those hypnotic blue eyes of his
and I could feel myself wanting to lean in for a kiss.
"LUCAS!!"
"Oh shit, I
better go. Come down to the kitchen when
you're done." He scrambled out of his
room and down the stairs, leaving me to wonder if I should've made a move or
not. I wandered into Lucas' wardrobe to
see what I could find and noticed that it was all parted down the middle, with
a large mirror taking up the far wall.
On the left side were all sorts of skinny jeans, small shirts and other,
I dunno how to say it other than, gay clothes.
Then on the right side were the clothes he'd been wearing more recently,
like looser jeans, tracksuits, bigger t shirts and hoodies. It was almost like seeing old Lucas and new
Lucas in the same room. There was also a
strange pile of clothes on the floor with random tears in them. They looked like pretty cheap clothes so I
just assumed they were ones he'd tried out to make his own zombie costume. I picked up a couple of the t shirts and
couldn't work out why the tears were in pretty much the same places on all of
them; it almost looked like he'd tried to tear them up by making Josh wear them
as they were split down the chest, under the arms and at the end of the
sleeves. I fished out some clothes I
liked the look of and hoped Lucas didn't want to wear them any time soon, then
padded down the landing to the bathroom.
When I
walked in I couldn't believe how luxurious it looked. The tiles were pristine and all the fittings
were in a gold colour. It was like one
of the bathrooms in the luxury hotels I'd seen in films and when I looked over
to the shower I saw a huge, walk in cubicle, big enough for four people, with
multiple shower heads at different heights.
That was when it hit me. It had
to be that big because of how huge Josh was.
And what if he wanted to shower with Alex as well? Then I looked down at the towel in my hand
and thought about how many times it might've been used by Josh or Alex. How many times had this towel rubbed over
those huge, bulbous pecs on Josh, or those shredded abs on Alex? I was getting hard just thinking about it but
then I reminded myself where I was and quickly set about trying to remove the
make up from the night before.
I looked at
myself in the mirror and, as I'd slept on some pretty rough ground in the
stables last night, some of the scars had already started to peel off. The rest came off relatively easily and with
a couple of the wipes to remove the last traces of the makeup, I was finally
back to my normal self. I stripped down
and turned the shower on; marvelling not only at how much water was spraying
out of all the jets, but at the steam coming out as well. This was going to be the first hot shower I'd
had in a long time. When I stepped in it
felt incredible, almost like I was washing away months' worth of grime and I
felt myself just leaning back against the wall to just let the water cascade
over me. It didn't last long though as I
again realised where I was and finished up pretty quickly. After drying off and slipping into the
clothes I'd borrowed from Lucas, I checked myself out in the mirror and, for
the first time in a long time, felt good about my appearance. I dropped the towel into the hamper, gathered
up my clothes and made my way back to the kitchen.
"Ah perfect
timing. Feeling better?" Alex asked.
"Yeah much
better thanks. I haven't had a hot
shower in ages." I replied, suddenly
feeling self-conscious about not being as well off as these guys clearly
were.
"We've got
the same taste in clothes; you picked out my favourite hoodie." Lucas said with a smile.
"Oh...sorry, I
could change it for another one." I
replied, feeling my face start to flush.
"No no, you look good in it."
Lucas said and then quickly looked away as his face turned red.
Alex set a
plate loaded with a full, fried breakfast on the table for me.
"There you
go, get your laughing gear around that."
I looked hungrily at the plate loaded up with food laid out for me and
saw Alex give it a sceptical look. "Hmmm...I
think I may have made a bit too much there, just leave anything you don't
want." I sat down and started shovelling
food into my mouth. I didn't know
whether it was Alex's cooking or just better quality food, but it all tasted
amazing. I slowed down my eating to
savour it a bit more and I could see by the amused look on Alex's face that I
was making a bit of a spectacle of myself.
"Sorry." I said between mouthfuls. "It just tastes so good."
"Why thank
you. I spoke to your mum while you were
in the shower so they've called the search party off, and I told her I'd take
you home when you've let that go down a bit."
I started to come down off cloud nine when Alex said that. I wasn't looking forward to going home and
the reality of everything from the night before came thundering back. I think he must have seen it in my face as
both he and Lucas came to sit at the table with me. "Look, Lucas and Sammie told me about
everything that happened last night and I know this can't be easy for you, but
if you need to talk about anything at all, we're all here for you ok?"
"Thanks." I didn't really feel like talking about any
of it right now so I decided to try and change the subject. "So...are you still drawing comics?" I asked him.
"Not so much
at the moment, I'm doing some concept art for some new films right now so
that's taking up most of my time."
"Oh
wow. Anything I'd like to see?" I asked hopefully.
"Well I know
you're a comic fan so I'd say definitely, but I can't tell you what they are
just yet."
"Aww." I gave him my saddest, puppy dog eyes, hoping
he'd change his mind but I couldn't hold it long as Lucas started laughing
across from me.
"So who are
your favourite comic characters anyway?
Besides the ones I drew of course."
Alex asked with a cheeky wink.
"A lot of
the usual ones you know, like Spider-man, Batman and the Teen Titans."
"Really? Not someone like Superman or the X-Men?" Alex asked in surprise.
"Not so
much, I mean I like Superman I guess but I just think he's a bit too powerful
so they always have to draw a bigger threat for him. But X-Men are just a bit...freaky."
"Freaky? How so?"
"Well...like...I
dunno...I mean imagine if we lived in a world where people were born with mutant
powers. Like some you'd be able to tell
straight away by their looks but others would look normal and that's just a
bit...I dunno...scary."
"Because
they'd have to hide?"
"Well yeah,
I mean...you could go to school with someone and think they're perfectly normal
and then one day their power kicks in and everything would change. Same with Superman, I mean imagine growing up
with Clark Kent as your friend and then finding out that he was Superman."
"So do you
think you'd rather not know if he was?"
I'd never had such a deep conversation about comics before but now here
I was being probed by one of my favourite artists. Maybe I could shape the way he creates some
comics in the future.
"Hmmm...I
dunno." I replied. "I mean, I think it'd change your
relationship for sure. Like maybe it'd
make you jealous or amazed or...I dunno...freaked out."
"You mean
knowing someone like that could be frightening?" Alex asked and I could see Lucas was paying
close attention to what we were saying.
"Maybe a
little I guess. I mean, if you grew up
with him you'd know if he was a good person or not but I think there would
still be a little bit of fear about what if I pissed him off or something like
that."
"What about
Clark himself? Do you think he'd want
you to know about him?"
"What, me
personally?" I asked and to my surprise
Alex actually nodded. "I dunno, I guess
if we were close he might want to tell me but he might worry about me keeping
the secret."
"Why? Wouldn't you be able to?" This was getting weird now.
"I think I
could, but then if I knew what Clark could do I'd probably be too scared to
tell anyone, I mean, we all know Superman is meant to be good but it wouldn't
be hard for him to make someone disappear would it?"
"Sooo...you're
saying you'd probably keep the secret out of fear for your own safety?" Alex asked.
"I dunno,
probably...I'm just glad I don't have to think about that in real life."
"Yeah, that
would be a dilemma wouldn't it? Anyway,
let's get you home." We both started to
get up but Lucas stayed where he was, looking a little down. "You want to come too?"
"No, I'll
stay here and clean all this up." Lucas
said as he took my plate over to the sink.
I gathered
up my zombie costume from the night before and, with only the briefest of
goodbyes from Lucas, followed Alex out to the car. As we drove down the road from the farm we
saw Josh, Sammie and Ben driving back towards us with Sammie giving me a little
wave as we passed each other. On the way
I talked to Alex more about comics but probably not as in depth as we did
earlier, and once we pulled up to my house he reassured me that I could talk to
them any time I needed to before I hopped out and trudged up the pathway to the
house.