Date: Wed, 31 Dec 2008 01:43:20 -0800 (PST) From: jude6907@yahoo.com Subject: [Fate]: Chapter 3: Forgiveness This story contains homosexual material that may be explicit to minors. If you are NOT 18 years old or above the age of 18, Do NOT continue reading. This is my first Nifty story. It is enitirely fictional and from my own imagination. Please be tactful about any responses you may or may not want to express to me. Although I am open to "constructive" criticism, I'd rather not hear a bunch of negativity. If, in fact, you would like to contact me, you may do so by adding me on Yahoo!Messenger: jude6907@yahoo.com Please give a brief introduction of yourself so you don't freak me out! Thanks for reading! - Jude Covenan CHAPTER 3 - Forgiveness Ooohhh fuck. Now he's really lost it. I'm getting really fucking annoyed with this little mind game of his. Why the fuck does he think he's a vampire?!! He HAS to be playing me. Please tell me you're playing with me. . . James took my head in his cold hands and searched my soul for a grain of stability. "I'm not playing, Keiran." I started bringing back memories of anything I had read, watched, or surfed the internet concerning vampires. "Show me your teeth." I demanded. He looked like he had been defeated. Disappointed, even. "That's folklore, Keiran. My teeth are perfectly straight. Every last one of them." He opened his mouth and sure enough, there wasn't a single pointy fang existing in there. . . So much for Hollywood. "I don't turn into a bat, I can still see my reflection in mirrors, but the cold skin. . . that's not a myth. My skin will always and forever be cold. THAT, and I can read your mind." So here I am, seeing my boyfriend for the first time in over a year, and he tells me his brother bit him in his sleep, and now he's a vampire, but he can read my mind?!?! I think I'm the one who needs an Aspirin. James grabbed my shaking hand and began leading me into the park. Despite his crazy beliefs, I trusted him so far. . . I guess that makes me Crazy By Association. Great. "Not only can I read your mind, Keiran, I KNOW you." "Explain that, please, by all means." I said. We continued to follow the dimly-lit trail throughout the middle of the park. I tried to take in everything he was saying. I really wanted to believe him, I really did! But a vampire? I mean, seriously. . . They're not even real. . . Right? "Kai, you're the only person I've had sex with, and I'm the only one you've had sex with. Consequently, since I am a vampire, I will forever be bound to you, and because I'm in love with you, that love increases the bond a thousand fold." I actually started to tear up at those reassuring words. He really did love me! I can forgive him for leaving me. "The entire time I was away from you, I never stopped thinking about you, you know that?" he told me, giving my hand a squeeze and leaning over to kiss my head. "You were on my mind nonstop: every day, every night, every waking second I thought about you, Kai! But I had to leave. I had to." "You didn't HAVE to leave me, you know. I wouldn't be an emotionally unstable homo right now. . ." I smarted off to him. "If I wouldn't have left, Keiran, I probably would have killed you." Those words sent chills throughout my entire being, and not the good ones. "You see," he started explaining more. "When a human is first bitten, they don't feel their sense of hunger until about 20-30 hours into the Transformation. And you remember where I the day after my brother bit me. . ." Duh! Fucking my brains out. "Exactly." James read me. I'm gonna have to get used to this. . . "You very well could've woken up the same way I did." he admitted. He was looking straight ahead now and I couldn't make out his expression, though he sounded a bit angry with himself. "You mean, you really could've killed me?" I said, my voice a little higher than expected. My stomach hurts now. "Try as I might have, I wouldn't have been able to stop. The hunger. . . It's. . . overwhelming, to say the least." his voice broke off. I stopped walking and hugged him. With the knowledge of what he just said making sense in my brain, I started to cry as I held him. Now I realized why he left. It wasn't because he hated me, or because he simply got tired of me. He didn't want to kill me. He loved me enough to leave me until he could control his taste for human blood. . . Oh shit. . . I guess I DO believe him. I don't care if he's a killing machine, he's still the James I fell in love with two years ago, and he will always be the James I'm in love with: lethal vampire or crazed crack addict. "I love you, James." I cried into this chest. "I know you do, Kai. And I love you too. More than you could ever know." We resumed walking throughout the park and James continued to explain to me his whole "Transformation" and what not. He said it was something like. Shit. What did he say??? Oh, he said it was like having your skin being set on fire while your insides are being frozen to death. . . Talk about extreme hot flashes and frost bite. :/ When we finally reached my car again, I was extremely sleepy and yet, my mind was racing a mile a minute. I just wanted to lay down and have a moment to take all of this information in. I did believe him, yes, but still: it was all a little too much for me to handle right now. I needed some time to think. I also needed to call Audrianna. "Audrie!" I whispered to myself as I remembered that I had forgotten to call her. "Fuck! She's gonna be so pissed at me!" I quickly opened the door to my car and flipped open my phone to find I had 28 missed calls, 3 voice messages, and 13 texts all from Audrianna, and it was coming close to 11pm. How could I leave my phone in my car?! Leave it to clueless `ole me to forget the stupidest shit. . . Ugh! I hate my one-track mind sometimes. Just as I was speed dialing her number, a car pulled up. The yelling and chastising I heard as the woman practically jumped out her own vehicle before it came to a complete stop informed me that it was Audrie. "What the HELL, Keiran!? Are you okay?. . . TELL ME YOU'RE FUCKING OKAY!!!" she screamed, apparently taking no notice to James, who, mind you, was standing right next to me. "I'm okay, Audrie, I-" "What the FUCK is you problem? You had me worried SHITLESS!!! And then you don't answer you phone!! You know, I was THIS CLOSE to -" She noticed him and froze, her hand darted towards her pocket. "Audrie, it's -" Too late. The can of pepper spray was out of her pocket and she sprayed James in his face and tried to grab my arm and pull me toward her car. "Audrie! Ugh! Audrianna Reese!!!!" I pinned her arms to her side and looked back at James with an apologetic face. I guess pepper spray didn't effect vampires. I think he was actually trying to hold back his laughter. I'm not sure. "Why are you holding me?!?! Let's GO!!" she tried to wriggle herself free of my grasp. "Audrie. That's James, my boyfriend." If I could explain the look she gave him at that moment I would be a millionaire. The best I can say is that it was a mixture of hatred, loathing, and disgust, and probably some more foul expressions that I can't think of that come from the pits of hell. I should've kept my mouth shut. "Audrie. HEY! Audrie? Look at me, hun. . . Calm. Down." I had to yell at her, taking her attention off of James. Ever since he left last June, she has pent-up her anger and hatred for James. I don't think she'll ever forgive him for leaving me and hurting me like he did. Seriously, you don't know Audrie. Call it over-protectiveness or whatever, she doesn't play when it comes to her best friend. . . You fuck me over, and you'd better hope you died on the spot before she got to you. "So, he DID decide to show up!" she said, gritting her teeth and tilting her head to glare at him as she specifically enunciated her words. "Listen. . . Audrie, LISTEN!!! Get in your car and drive to 7-11. I'll meet you there, okay? I promise. . . Fifteen minutes, `kay?" I assured her, all the while nonchalantly guiding her to her car. She buckled her seatbelt and shut the door, giving James a final death-stare before looking at me with one of those "you`re-in-deep-shit" looks, then started her car and peeled off. As I walked back to James he started laughing. I hugged him and he pulled me up to him so he could kiss my lips. "I know she hates me." he stated. "I don't blame her for a second. She has every right to. I mean, I could've at least written you a letter even after I had realized what was happening to -" This time, I placed my finger on his chilly lips. "Shh. I accept your apology." I smiled at him and he kissed me again. There I go getting light headed again. Hell, I could get used to being kissed by my vampire boyfriend! I almost felt like I was in one of those Dentyne Ice gum commercials! His cool lips felt so good on my warm kissers. "Just think of it this way from now on: if you wouldn't have left, you more than likely would've killed me, and I wouldn't be here tonight, standing in your arms, about to kiss. . . You . . . Again. . ." This time James didn't hold back. Our mouths met and he devoured me right then and there underneath the starry, moonlit sky. I traced his lips with my tongue then softly nibbled on it and he grabbed my ass and grinded his junk on my groin as my hands played with his mane. In seconds, he had me against the hood of my Civic, shirtless, pants unzipped, with his cool, bare, ripped chest pressed against mine as he let his nature get the better of him, letting his teeth graze my neck. There was a vigor in his passion that was never there before. Well, I mean, the human-James was always passionate, but DAMN!!! This whole jock-turned-vampire shit was HAWT!!! Did I really just think that? "Human" James? Lmfao. "I promise I will never hurt you again, Keiran Montana." he whispered in my ear, giving me goose bumps to the bone and igniting an even hotter flame in my rising cock. "I believe you, baby." I admitted. "I love you. I'll always love you until the day I die." James growled in my ear [I kid you not, this bitch really growled at me!] and I felt his rock-hard cock pulsing on mine. Has he grown more downstairs?!?! He laughed quietly and he began zipping my pants. "Being a vampire comes with its treats." Well fuck me running and fill my hole! "Only if you want me to. . ." he replied. SHIT!. . .creeeaaammm. . . "Well, I guess there will never be secrets between us, not that we have any." I laughed. He helped me put my shirt back on and saw to it that I was in my car, ready to drive off before he kissed me and whispered in my ear, "You'd better hurry and meet Audrianna before I make love to you and show you just how sorry and `endowed' I am." SHIT! Oh, fuck! SHIT!!! I bit my lip and my ass clenched. Its been a looong time since he's filled me. I'm probably tighter than a virgin pussy these days. "If us making love involves biting, I'm in!" I eagerly said, grinning from ear to ear. "As long as you don't kill me, of course!" I joked. His laugh sent the butterflies rushing to set my insides aloof. With the moonlight dancing across his pale face and those pearly white teeth and those sparkling jade eyes, he was causing me to use a hell of a lot of willpower just to keep myself from raping his sexy vampire ass right then! Damn. Hott vampire sex. . . Insta-bulge. "Don't tempt me!" he said, then winked before stepping away from my car. Something about the way he said that made me shiver in a weird way. I wasn't sure if it was lust, fear, or excitement. I've missed you, baby. I thought as I placed my hands on the gear shift. "Don't worry, Kai. I'll never leave you again." he responded, sounding very true to his words. "Now get going!" he said, grabbing the obvious bulge in his pants, reminding me of his offer and what was to come. I gave him one last smile before I waved and drove off. When I looked in the rear-view mirror only seconds later, he was nowhere in sight. So much for my plans on doing absolutely nothing today. I thought as I was driving towards the 7-11. My long lost boyfriend comes back into my life to proclaim his love and tell me he's a vampire, I think he's on crack or some shit, I'm so fucking emotional these days I could literally shit Midol, and to top it off, I'm madly in love with him. A smile crept across my face and stayed there until I saw Audrianna sitting in a booth inside the 7-11. I knew there was going to be a piece of hell to pay. . . So much for holding on to my moment of bliss. Audrianna and I talked for about 3 hours. Yes, I endured her chastises, but afterwards, she was willing to give me some advice. I didn't tell her about James being a vampire, though. Some things will just have to wait for the appropriate time. There's no telling what she'd do or who she'd tell if she knew. I would've offered to drive her back to Trenton, but I was extremely tired and worn out. It would've done me well to see my second family again, but I told her I would probably come up to visit on the weekend. She was satisfied, so then we hugged and said our "I love you"s and our "I love you more"s, and parted ways. I walked into my apartment at 2 am, tired as hell, eagerly awaiting the comfort of my bed. I didn't waste time as I locked the door and sleepily walked to my room, not caring to remove my clothes. As my head hit the pillow, I tried desperately to plug my phone into the charger, but sleep got the better of me and I let the chord slip through my hands as I slipped heavily into somewhat of a peaceful sleep. My eyes shot open in the middle of the night for some unknown reason. I wasn't having a bad dream, at least I don't remember if I did, and I tried rolling over on my side to catch my sleep again, but that just wasn't happening. I was fully awake and aware. I removed the covers and rose out of bed to go to the kitchen so I could drink a glass a water. After I had placed the empty glass in the sink, I walked back to my room, retrieved my comforter, and settled down on the couch to watch TV. It was 6:20am and I knew nothing worth watching would be on, so I punched the numbers on the remote to view the TV Guide channel and sat there watching the channels scroll down for eternity. I think I was almost asleep again, but I heard a tapping noise that brought me back to reality. When I realized someone was at the door, I slowly rose, still wrapped in my warm cocoon. Who in the hell would be knocking at this time in the morning? I thought. "Who is it?" I asked while trying to peer out of the slot in the door. It was still dark out and I couldn't see a thing. But one thing I could make out clear as day were those brightly lit, emerald eyes. "James!" I said excitedly while unlocking the door. I opened the door to find my vampire boyfriend dressed in all black - without the coat, thank God! He looked like a gothic angel just standing there smiling down on me. I stepped back to invite him inside and then shut the door behind him. He pulled me into a tight, chilly hug and kissed me, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, letting my blanket fall to my feet, exposing my nearly naked skin. "Nice briefs." he complimented as I grabbed my blanket and headed to the couch. I smiled. "Thanks, babe." They were baby blue and hugged my ass and package JUST right. I buy my underwear a size smaller than normal so that my stuff stays in place, if you know what I mean! haha! James sat down beside me and invited himself under the covers, not that I was complaining. He was sitting upright so I brought my feet onto the couch and leaned into him, taking in his masculine scent. "You're lucky. . . I just woke up out of the blue about ten minutes ago." I told him, cuddling closer to him chilled body. "Well, I'm glad you're awake now. . ." he paused. I looked up into his eyes. "And just what exactly is THAT supposed to mean?" I asked. He kissed my forehead and started to rise of the couch. "Where are you going?" "You're going to, silly." he winked at me and took my hand in his. I think I knew where this was going. . . When we reached my room, he started removing his form-fitted black shirt, along with his perfect black jeans and shoes. I didn't realize how muscular he had gotten! Was that one of the perks of being a vampire!? Even in the dim light coming through my window, I could see every ripple that ran down his stomach, his Greek-god-sculpted chest, his toned legs, and that round white ass. . . DAYYUM!! I got a massive hard-on in seconds. I just stood by my door, watching him as he unclothed himself before my lustful eyes. When he finished undressing, he climbed on my bed and lay on his back, massaging his - what the fuck?!?! That thing is HUGE!!! "You like what you see?" he teased as his cock grew from about 5 inches to somewhere close to 9.5 inches. My mouth started to water and before I knew it, I was all over that vampire dick like I was the gay Indiana Jones who had found The Holy Grail! He was almost as wide as a Glade air freshener can!!! SHIT!!! I knelt between his legs and eyed my prize before looking at James. "It's all yours, baby. All 10 inches." FUCK! My ass tightened. I wanted him so bad right now!! I started by licking the head of his cock. It was chilled, as was the rest of his body, but it felt really good in a weird way. As I flicked my dick licker around his head I heard a soft moan escape his mouth. That by itself put my horny level way past overload, just knowing that I was the one causing him pleasure. I could feel my own dick starting to leak its juice. One inch. . . Two inches. . . Three inches. . . Fuck, his dick felt so good in my mouth! Five inches. . . Six inches. . . Seven. . . "Damn, baby! I didn't think you'd be able to get THAT far!" James whispered in ecstasy. I began opening and closing the back of my throat and working my tongue, causing his dick to pulse hard. I could taste his sweet precum as I lifted my mouth off his rock hard member, just to replace it there again. He was really getting into it now. He started to meet me halfway as I downed his love stick, slowly fucking my face while he directed my head. I loved for him to make me his bitch. . . To take control over me. . . I was his and he was mine, and he could do with me whatever he wanted. I lifted again so I could taste his delicious sac. I was licking, sucking, and nibbling his balls as I jacked him off. His hands were holding on to my bedrail for dear life and his eyes were closed, mouth slightly parted. He was really loving this! Just seeing him laying before me, letting me do with him as I pleased, nearly threw me off the edge! I had to stop for a second to regain my composure so I wouldn't blow my own top off! James took hold of my shoulders and pulled me on top of him. He kissed my lips and then backed off. It looked like he was sizing me up like. . . Like he wanted to EAT me! I didn't think it was possible, but I was getting more and more turned on!!! My dick was beginning to literally ache with every pulse! "Can I make love to you, Kai?" Oh shit!! Fucking shit!!! "You can have me, baby!" James then helped me change position as he got on top of me. He started kissing me then pinned my hands above my head, all the while, grinding his leaking cock against mine. His cool body felt amazing against my hot skin. I knew it wouldn't be long before he was deep inside me, fucking his love inside me. We continued making out for about five more minutes until James released my left arm so that he could position his cock on my tight entrance. I wonder if I can take all of that! I thought. "I promise, I'll go slow, baby." he reassured, already knowing my thoughts. A few seconds later and the head was in me, pulsing ever so slightly as he began to drive it deeper. He felt so good in my tight ass: I could literally feel everything! A few seconds later and my body went rigid. I started trembling and I could feel beads of sweat on my forehead. "Baby?" I moaned. "Whatever you're doing, don't stop!" "I'm not even in all the way, baby." he admitted. "You just wait. . ." With him realizing that I was teetering on the edge of a major orgasm, he gently pushed the remaining four inches into my hungry ass. I've never felt anything so amazing! I could feel his dick twitch inside me, grazing my Spot. . . That gave me goose-bumps and my eyes started to roll around in my head like a lifeless doll. My arms were pinned above me, my legs were wrapped around his waist, and my body was rocking with tremors. James pulled out all the way, then penetrated me slowly, allowing me to take in the full effect of his monster cock. He did that repeatedly over the next ten minutes or so, while kissing anywhere and everywhere his mouth could reach. My dick stayed rock-hard without him or me having to touch it. With every stroke he gave me, my body reacted with wave after wave of pure ecstasy. James released his grip on my wrists and directed my body on its side, where he continued to penetrate me. My left ankle was on his shoulder and my arms were pinned again. His thrusts became quicker and full of power. He was really letting loose on me now. "Oh, James!! James I fucking love you!!!! FUCK, baby!!! I love you so much!!!" I started screaming and moaning. He was hitting places I never knew existed until now! Damn, what a dick! "I wont ever leave you again, baby. I promise." James promised. He let go of my arms and grabbed the bedrail, pounding my helpless ass like there was no tomorrow. "OOOHHH MMYYY FUCKING GAAWWDDD, James!!! FUCK, BABY, I'M CUMMING. . .!!!!" I began yelling and moaning in pleasure. Just moments later I was shooting storms of cum onto my chest and sheets of the bed. My body couldn't take this much pleasure at one time!I was shaking uncontrollably and tears were flowing down my face. I loved this man, I really did. James let out an "Oh SHIT!" right before he rammed my ass one last time and began filling me with his seed. We started kissing and making out again. He was still inside me and hadn't lost his erection yet! He reluctantly pulled himself free of my greedy asshole and said, "Follow me, baby." I needed help with walking since my legs didn't seem to work just right, so he helped me to the shower. He plugged the bathtub up and turned the warm water on. Once it was full of warm/hot water, he turned it off and helped me into the tub. He told me to lay on my back and I did so. He carefully took hold of my ankles and placed them on his shoulders, then positioned his 10-incher right on the edge of my throbbing hole. Fuck, I wanted him to take me. . . Take all of me. . . We were mostly submerged under the water so that was enough lube in itself. James slowly entered my body then leaned forward to whisper in my ear. "Do you trust me?" he asked, slowly fucking me. "Of course I do, baby!" I said, becoming more breathless. It took all my concentration just to form those words. . . He really had an amazing cock!!! It hit all the right places and didn't hurt at ALL!!! James then allowed my feet to clamp around his waist once again, then breathed down my neck. My temperature rose but the fear was submerged beneath the pleasure of my personal brand of heroine. He began making love to me like he's never done before. All I could do was lay there, clinging on to his body for dear life, trying my best to concentrate on all he was doing to me. His right hand was above my head on the wall, and his left hand was supporting my back as he showed me, stroke for stroke, just how much he really loved me. I let go of his back and started rubbing his chest and arms, caressing his face and neck. . . He knew he was my man and I knew he would never leave me again. I've never loved anyone as much as I did at this moment in time. "James, I love you so much!" I managed to say between intakes of breath. "I love you too, Baby. . . FUCK!!! I'm cumming!!!" The water was splashing everywhere and I was about to slip off the edge again just seeing his face as he made love to me and was about to cum inside me. Something cold and slightly damp grazed my neck, then it sunk in. I felt a rush of pleasure enter my body through James' pumping dick and race up my spine to my brain. In a split second, I was releasing load after load of hot cum onto the both of us. Then, right when I was coming back to reality from that ecstasy climax, I heard a voice in my head say, "I love you so much, baby! You're my one and only true love." Everything went black. I hope you enjoyed reading this. If you have any comments, you are more than welcome to contact me at the email listed below. I will try to post a new chapter every week, so be on the lookout! Chapter 4 will be posted as soon as I am finished writing! Thanks again! Jude Covenan