**********
6. Metamorphosis
**********
(Late Winter, 1179)
Rahab of
Mahmun.
Two long years had not changed the
sorcerer at all. He remained tall and imposing, still radiating menace, his
voice smouldering like coal behind that ivory mask and its lopsided smile – with
that gods forbidden Tome of the Ancients still clutched jealously to his
person. Abana and Maliq were surrounded by an armed guard of over twenty men
and the unarmed one was by far the most dangerous.
"Welcome home, slave." said
Rahab. "Welcome home."
Abana felt the knife burn a hole in his
robes. It was as if the enchantments had tied it to his rage. "This is NOT my
home and I am NOT your slave! Not anymore!"
"And yet here you are with my brand
upon your neck..." he looked to Maliq, "And you. To think you were fool
enough to return too. Do you think serving Yahya makes you any less of slave,
boy?"
A clink of unsheathed steel. Maliq drew
Jahanshah and stepped into his fighting stance unperturbed by the sorcerer's
words. "We will not hear your poison. We are here to kill you, Rahab!"
He chuckled. "...I know. Come and try."
Maliq growled his war cry and charged
forth. A seething Abana drew his kidney spike and followed him. Rahab did not
flinch.
It was a simple spell. Magical light
followed the path of his fingertip as it carved runic shapes into the air and
forged a bright white sigil. He held its form for but a moment, then with a
single push Rahab cast it forth at his attackers. It passed over Abana and
Maliq like a wave, like they were diving into water, and as its surface broke,
they were frozen mid-lunge, weapons aloft and faces contorted with silenced
rage. Rahab smirked. Ghassar and the armed guards around them looked on with
awe at the two would be assassins frozen in the air.
"Step back, men."
They did as commanded and widened their
circle around him. Rahab stepped forth and slapped his fist into his gauntleted
palm. A snap of energy broke the instant of time Abana and Maliq were frozen
in, tossing them off their feet and knocking the weapons from their hands. The
knife and the sword clattered loudly to the ground as the lovers toppled over.
`W-what happened? We were running and
then- `
"And then you were on the
ground?" Abana looked up and saw Rahab of Mahmun towering over him. "Slave.
Many people far greater than you have tried and failed to kill me. I am
insulted that this is the best the governors could think of..."
Maliq blinked. "...You knew?"
"The arrogant never hide their trail.
Consider this. When Yahya grew too influential at court, they conspired against
her to appoint me as Grand Vizier. Would it not... behove me to prepare for and
forestall a similar fate...?" Rahab dropped to his haunches and glared at
Abana, tilting his head like an owl. "I embed my mind in the souls of those
I enslave. That brand on your neck does not merely mark you as my own – the
symbol itself is a conduit for my psyche. Its range is not limitless... but the
moment you set foot in Tehraq your thoughts became my thoughts.
Yes. I can see into your memories, `Dancer of Hafiz'. I can see you poisoning
Dhabr and Ganu. I can see you ordering that little boy's execution. I can see
your patricide. All that death... all that skulduggery... and yet here you
are again... beneath my heel. I could have you killed right this instant."
Abana glowered at him. He would give
Rahab the satisfaction of hearing him say do it.
"However," a white-hot aura
manifested around the sorcerer's body. Its tongues lashed at the black air like
fire, "I have a proposition for you..."
**********
(Early Spring, 1177)
`I
want die...' thought Abana the Slave. `I should have
died.'
Other members of the Silk Court came to
check on him over time. Hamami was the first. She gave him some encouragement
and fresh blankets. Zanza brought a kiss and some wine. Roswyn re-dressed the
flower baskets around his room with healing fragrances. Pasha and Li convinced
Ishfan to waive his other palace duties until he recovered. But it was Qabus
who stayed by his side. He performed a healing ablution with incanted waters,
lit sticks of incense and brought baked bread and smoked fish (which Abana only
ate a bit of).
Abana laid flat upon a cushioned stone
bench in the centre of the Silk Court's healing room. Qabus swathed him in a
long samite cloth from slave brand to anklets. The Kushwari boy did not move
and he did not speak. He just watched the still waters of the Silk Court's
reflecting pool through the doorless archway.
"It gets easier," said Qabus. His was an
accented Tehraqi but a strong one. "...Over time."
Abana said nothing.
The Northlander had a washing bowl at
his side sodden with blood and faecal matter. He disposed of it and returned
with fresh water. "I was your... predecessor in this. When Master Rahab was a
scrivener... he served me to the magistrates. And when he was a magistrate... he
served me to the governors. And by the time he was a governor... I was too old to
suit anyone's taste. I was... thirteen when the master bought me. And now I am
twenty-nine."
Abana said nothing, only listened, as
Qabus rang a new cloth over the water bowl. "I once tried to end myself. I
failed. And then I stopped. And I listened to the heartbeat of the world... and
found strength to keep me up and keep me whole. I found the Word of Mnenomon."
Abana sighed.
"All is balance. All is order. All is
Mnenomon's will. If I am a slave in this life, I will be a king in the next.
Only by taking my life would I disrupt that cycle. Abana, you understand, don't
you?"
He kept silent.
"The others do not," Qabus slowly peeled
back the samite and wiped away the blood traces around Abana's hind quarters.
"They will not heed Mnenomon's word. We are all of us slaves to prophecy. As it
is written in the Book of Mnenomon, so it shall be."
There was not much blood left. Qabus
soaked the cloth into the bowl and withdrew a small leather pouch from his
pocket. He placed it in Abana's hands.
"W-what... is this?"
"This is but one of Mnenomon's many
gifts," said Qabus. "Jinn Powder will ease your anxiety and dull your pain
until riding the camel becomes second nature. Take it when you need it."
Abana glared at the pouch. In another
life a happier boy was raised to be wary of alchemists and their drams. What
nature gives it also takes, went the saying. No matter what the
effectiveness... there was always a cost. But... he could not endure another night
like last night. If this jinn powder was the only way...?
Abana's clothes were tucked up besides the stone bench. He hid it
inside their folds and thanked Qabus for his `gift'. Qabus told Abana to thank
Mnenomon rather than him.
Outside the healing room Roswyn tossed fresh rose petals into the
reflecting pool only to stop suddenly and bow. A Jafari eunuch standing guard
did the same. Then Qabus quickly took a knee as Rahab of Mahmun shuffled into
the healing room. He was so tall he had to lower his head beneath the archway
to just to enter. His Tome of the Ancients swung close to his waist from its
leather strap.
"Qabus, leave us."
The paleskin man nodded and excused himself. Rahab's mask turned to
Abana who froze in his very flesh. He felt the hairs across his body stand on
end. He had met frightening men in the past, but none frightened him more than
Rahab of Mahmun. "I spoke to Governor Marwan. He said the slave I sent to
tend to his needs last night was unruly and inartful. Is this true?"
Abana bit his lip. He felt like an errant bread thief confessing his
crimes to a magistrate. "I-I-I'm so sorry, Master Rahab, it was not my intent
to..."
The Governor of Yaghazu
tilted his head to the side in that owl-like way of his. His shadow swallowed
up the whole bench. "...People are wont to see rhythm in their lives... but
there truly isn't any. Order is restricted to the controllable... and all else is
chaos. Do you understand, slave?"
"N-no, master..."
"Come," Rahab turned his right-hand palm-side up and
raised two fingers into the air. "Let me show you."
The magics that slowly lifted Abana into the air were sightless,
soundless, and touchless. He felt no tingle on his skin nor any invisible hand
raise him up, he felt nothing at all... until Rahab closed that hand into a fist.
The lightning hit him instantly. The spark, the ignition of his blood, the
screaming snap of energy surged through his entire body and set every receptor
capable of pain alight. It felt like being thrown into fire. Abana's eyes
bulged out of his skull and his jaw cracked open so wide his screams thundered
throughout the entire Silk Court. Abana twisted and writhed and screamed and screamed
and screamed until his throat was hoarse and all saw was the blinding white
explosion of raw magical energy bombarding him into submission until his brain
finally caught up to his agony.
`Stop!' He thought. The pain was too blinding and
stark to speak it, `Stop! Stop it! STOP! STOP! STOP!'
"You disgusting people and your worthless obsession with flesh and
seed," Rahab opened his fist. The thunderous barrage
stopped almost as quickly as it started – but the breathless Kushwari boy
remained frozen in the air by his master's magic.
"I do not understand that urge... and thank the gods for that... but I
have found that obsession makes people malleable." Rahab leaned into Abana's sweat-soaked ear. "I bought you...
because there are powerful men in this city whose vision is so miniscule that
their sole ambitions in life are to fuck boys and chase wealth. But as much as
it galls me to admit it... I need those men... or rather... their influence.
You are here to placate those men. You are here to ingratiate those men TO ME!
But if you cannot do that..."
Thunder was the roar of the gods. Abana never dreamed he would find
it in the palm of a man's hand. He tried to thumb the drool off his lips to
speak and to beg his master not to hurt him anymore... and yet he was utterly
dumbfounded as a burning and blood-eyed white shadow loomed up behind Rahab's
soaring body. A silhouette of evil light hung there for a moment like a
phantom, smiling at the boy, daring him to look away. Abana blinked. And then
it was gone.
Rahab lowered his fist. A shuddering Abana landed with a wet thud
upon the marble bench. His samite cloth fell away.
"The Governor of Khrat shall wake soon," said Rahab. "And when he does you will bring him wine and baked
bread and smoked fish. You will prostrate yourself and you will apologize for
your poor manners by treating him to the delights he should have received last night.
Am I understood?"
`I wish you would have killed me instead, father, truly I do. I wish
you would have killed me...' Abana thumbed the tears out of his eyes. "Yes... master..."
**********
(Late Winter, 1179)
"Call
me master once more," said Rahab. "Take to your knees. Beg my
forgiveness and I will spare your lives."
All he had endured... all he had
sacrificed... all for this one moment. The deer was in his line of sight... and he
missed his thrust. How had he come so far only to have it end like this? Abana of
Hafiz peered at Ghassan and his twenty men surrounding them with outstretched
blades. Even if he and Maliq found a way to get past them there was no
defeating Rahab of Mahmun. Their plan was always to poison him in his stone
sarcophagus before he woke – fighting him head on was nothing but a last
resort.
`After all we've done...' Abana looked to Maliq with a tearful smile. `I
am so sorry, my love...'
Maliq kept a relentless eye on Rahab.
"Did
you hear me?" churning white flames engulfed the sorcerer's clutched fist. "On.
Your. Knees. Do not waste your lives on petty revenge
when you still possess useful talents. Acknowledge me as master and I will be
merciful."
Abana fixed his eyes on Rahab's black-void orbs and spat a wad of phlegm at his
sandaled brown feet. "That is what I think of your mercy! I'll never
again bow before a man – least of all YOU!"
Rahab chuckled gravelly. It made Abana's teeth itch. "A slave will always be
a slave... if not for me then for Yahya and those other dung-wit governors. But I
wonder: is your resolve truly so great? Let us plumb the depths of that
vengeful rage of yours..."
The sorcerer raised his hand. As if in reply, Ghassan's sickle sword flew out
of his grasp and landed in Rahab's fist, as the sorcerer's free hand twirled
its gaunt fingers and dispersed another wave of magical energy that struck his
captives numb.
Abana froze.
Maliq froze.
Neither of them could move.
And then a familiar cold fear crept down Abana's spine as Rahab of
Mahmun set Ghassan's sword at Maliq's throat. "Declare me your master once
more... or I will cut your little black pet's head off."
**********
(Early Winter, 1177)
The
Elephant Palace was built atop a sloped hillock that gave it a sweeping view of
the southern (lowborn) side of the city, and its watchtowers were the highest
points in the palace. Although he risked a beating whenever he tried it, Abana
the Slave enjoyed sneaking up into one of those lofty vantage points and
observing Tehraq.
There was something... soothing about it.
From up there Tehraq was nothing but its
sandy thoroughfares, domed palaces, bustling marketplaces and sweeping
sandstone tenements. For all its horrors it was a breath-taking place.
For a time Abana observed the city's splendour and forgot the absolute evil
lingering beneath its surface... but then the reality always struck home. The
`sandy thoroughfares' running through Tehraq like veins looked impressive... until
you pictured Wahdi guardsman forcing war captives and half-lames to
sweep out heap after heap of horse dung. Those `domed palaces' hosted
tyrannical rulers who sat to opulent feasts as their subjects staved off
starvation. Those `bustling marketplaces' were where human beings could be
bought and sold like livestock, those `sweeping sandstone tenements' were where
the poor sold their dead to pig farmers and bone-mongers for just enough coin
to last them another week.
Perhaps somewhere out there was a similar
slave boy of a similar age and ethnicity, eye freshly blackened by his master's
fist, looking up at the remarkable Elephant Palace and thinking to himself – `what
would it be like to live there?'
`A
great deal worse,' thought Abana. He spat out a clotted wad of phlegm and
semen over the breastwork, not to be crude but because was he sick of the
taste. It was a `gift' curtesy of Khamaj ibn Khaffa, a powerful retainer of the
Ban of Kushwar. Master Rahab ordered Abana to attend to him that night. It was not
difficult work – Khaffa was not a man of tremendous girth and rather timid in
the bedchamber, it only took a few long strokes and a warm mouth to bring him
off. Abana waited for him to lull off to sleep before sneaking up to the
watchtower for some air. But air (and a good view) was not the only reason
Abana came out that night.
That night (as he did every night when
the moon was at its apex) Maliq of the Palace Guard came out into the courtyard
to train. Shirtless and barefoot the Jafari man twirled his sabre in a series
of looping slashes and stances. Abana knew nothing of the sword or its use but
he knew a masterful hand when he saw one. He watched Maliq dance with his
invisible opponent until the sweat dripped down his muscular torso. He stopped
to catch his breath, set the sword down at his feet, then muttered a prayer in
a language the boy did not understand to a god that was likely not Tehraqi in
origin.
Abana bit his lip.
The Dance of Flesh was a foreign thing
to his mind before Master Rahab bought and brought him to Tehraq. Now, as a
member of his Silk Court, that dance was his sole purpose. Rahab hosted
gatherings for every noble, merchant and magistrate he sought to curry favour
with, and each had his pick of the Court to bed. In the year since his arrival
at the Elephant Palace, Abana had been ravished by governors, generals,
chieftains, judges, mages, stargazers, merchants, quartermasters, auditors,
envoys, slavers, priests, and guildsmen.
There were few rules to his (mis)use.
So long as they did not wound or kill him, they had their permission
to do with Abana as they pleased. Most were unimaginative and only wanted a
quick hard ride with him. Others were sadistic ghouls bent on living out every
twisted fantasy their minds could concoct – and those were by far the worst. A
Mnenomonic theologian named Argonax made Abana crawl on all fours like a dog
and lick his feet. Ghadesh the Horsemaster liked to bring chains and whips into
the bed. Magistrate Shahab could not climax unless Abana took him up the
rear. Sometimes (after their own seed was spilt) they turned Abana over to
their men to use. On one exceptionally long night, an overlord from the
barbarous lands of Soth gave Abana to his outriders. Twelve hotblooded paleskin
ruffians took turns upon his throat and anus and hands. They took him on his
back, and they took him on his belly. They mocked him and beat him and spat on
him. They rutted him across the hours until every orifice gouted with seed, and
then they circled up and urinated on him. He passed out shortly after. Hours
later he woke up where they left him; on a straw pallet in the stables caked in
a viscous mask of sweat, semen, spit, and piss.
That was the night Abana would have
killed himself just to end it all – his Night of the Outriders – if not for the
Jinn Powder.
Qabus' gift required only a single sniff
up either nostril. Within a few moments it turned ugly cretins into handsome
suitors. It numbed the pain and heightened the pleasure. It turned painful
slaps into gentle tickles and made even the most inartful thrusts bring him to
orgasmic bliss. He would be sore and stiff when he woke up the following
morning, but in the moment, he felt no pain. In time it trained his mind to
endure even the harshest dance partners and extract whatever precious scraps of
pleasure he could derive from the experience until he did not even need
the Jinn Powder anymore. His purpose was to serve the men his master needed to
indulge and so he did. Like marble, he was chiselled mind and soul into the
form his sculptor sought to shape.
And that was his life now.
There were some small specs of joy in
all the pain. The Silk Court did not suffer the whippings that the other slaves
in Master Rahab's palace did (lest they mark and `soil' their attractiveness).
The other members tended to his bruises and aches after rough nights. They were
permitted wine and sweet treats such as dates and grapes; and in their free
time they could play games, write poetry, and perform music.
The Silk Court also took lovers from within. This was forbidden of
course but the eunuchs took a blind eye and if Master Rahab was aware then he
did not act on it. They alternated when it suited their favour. Hamami might
bed Roswyn one night and then her brother the next. Sometimes tender feelings
lingered – Li and Pasha developed a closeness that Hamami warned against before
it became too strong. It was often only frivolous... just a tender moment in the
night to help each other survive. Abana shared such a moment with Zanza once
but felt nothing from it. As much as the Kushwari boy hated the way men treated
him, he only had eyes for them.
And for months now he had eyes for
Maliq.
Hamami favoured him too (as she often
told the others in the Court) but neither of them acted on it. That was a
transgression the eunuchs would not turn a blind eye to. They had not
spoken much and Abana could not say when it started but he found himself drawn
to the stoic swordsman – which was why he risked punishment on nights such as
this to sneak out and watch him train.
`I wouldn't need any Jinn Powder for
you,' thought the dancer. Maliq was an enigma. He was not a slave
(un-branded as he was) but he served Rahab without qualm or reserve. Yet he
extended kindness to the slaves and chided Ishfan for punishing them too
harshly (though Ishfan oft retorted that the slaves were not within Maliq's
remit). It could not have been an act of pure kindness as ultimately the slave
staff outnumbered the palace guard 4 to 1, but somewhere in that stolid
muscular frame there was a kind heart... and Abana could not help but wonder if
there was room in there for him.
A short time later Maliq sheathed his
curve-bladed sword, mopped up his brow with a cloth, and made his way back to
the barracks. Abana watched him go before climbing back down the watchtower and
sneaking back into the guest wing. Khamaj ibn Khaffa was where Abana left him
(snoring in the four poster) so he climbed back into bed with him to see out
the night.
At first light Abana woke up and fetched a morning meal of fried
bread, boiled eggs, and smoked salmon hanks. Khaffa was grateful and ate well
of it. Then later (as Abana re-dressed him in his riveted armour and
half-cloak) one of the retainer's riders brought him a missive from Kushwar.
"...Yet another barbarian raid on our northern border," said Khaffa,
balling up the parchment. "I must away. Give your master my regards. I have
also left a sealed letter for his attention. Be so kind as to give it to him in
my stead."
It sat upon the scribing desk nearby, sealed in wax. Abana nodded and
promised he would deliver it to his master's hand. Khamaj ibn Khaffa bid him
farewell and departed with his men.
The Kushwari boy's smile fell.
He did not want to see the master now, but Rahab had an
uncanny knack for sniffing out disobedience in his slaves. Abana slipped the
note into his belt and traversed the Elephant Palace and is long black marble
hallways to the ironwood door to his master's private chambers.
If Abana had known the horror lurking
behind that door, he might not have knocked it.
If Abana had known the fate that awaited him when he did, he would
have knocked it the day he arrived.
The boy knocked the door.
His expectation was that the door would
part open by a fraction of a pace and a blood-chilling voice would ask, `What
is it, slave?'
Instead the door swung wide open and Abana was met with silence.
"M-Master Rahab?"
Silence.
Abana had never been inside these
quarters. Only a select handful of palace slaves (including Ishfan) had even
seen it. Curiosity got the better of him. Abana could not help but peer inside.
"Master Rahab, I have a message for
you?"
There was no reply.
When first he saw the bleached skulls,
he did not notice his sandals cross the threshold. They were mounted and lined
up along the rear wall by order of size from large to small – the skulls of a hippopotamus,
a horse, a lion, a human, a dog, a crow, and a gannet. Each were so marked. All
the braziers were lit. The master's chambers sported none of the extravagant
trappings customary to men of his station – but rather the oddments and
oddities of some sort of scholar of the macabre. Ghastly stone idols sat
alongside the foetal corpse of a conjoined twin preserved in a tall jar of
formaldehyde. Bookcases as tall as the ceiling stood against the east and west
walls – books of sorcery, astronomy, alchemy, and ancient history. There was no
bed to speak of. A large table centred the room strewn with hundreds of loose
parchment pages displaying hastily scratched notes, diagrams, and equations.
The ink block was dry and surrounded by dozens of stained quills.
Abana picked up one of the pages. The master's penmanship was
horrible, and his writings were of another world...
"...Pity upon
those who deny that the teleological principles undergirding both our natural
laws and our empirical existence are perceptible (and ultimately quantifiable)
by our embrace of the transcendental sciences. We Tehraqi scholars think highly
of ourselves but FAR too many of us are afraid to pierce the veil of the
unknown! There is no heresy, only utility. I seek only the beyond..."
It was a
stray page from a sheaf of notes tied up by string. His eyes wandered to
another page, torn from journal as if in haste.
"Non-standard
deviations in corpuscular structure are congruent with both exposure to lunar
radiation and the associated hyleg of parturition. Perhaps a bisection of the
cranium will uncover..."
The
sentence trailed off where the page had been torn out but beneath that was a
third scrap of parchment,
"The
alchemical calculus of phlogisticated tissue as a by-product of escalation
coefficient intensity in necromantic rituals can be represented as Ph = n3/x.
This bitter substance is not to be considered flotsam. Mathematically, not only
is its build up perpendicular to the regeneration rate of necrotic matter, but
with the right incantations it can also be used as a catalyst for
the process itself!"
The
meaning was beyond him. It could have been genius or gibberish for all Abana
knew. What he did know was that the tone was unmistakable. Those were
the whirligig writings of a madman.
Abana felt increasingly unsafe in those
chambers. Maybe it was better to just leave the message here for his master and
return to the Silk Court? The boy put Khamaj ibn Khaffa's message on the table
and backed away until he bumped into one of Rahab's book cabinets. His hand
accidentally pressed one of the lodged tomes – A Theory of Quicksilver –
and shimmering light surrounded him. The bookcase behind his back disappeared.
A startled Abana fell backwards into a dank hidden pathway as the wall
reappeared in front of his eyes and solidified into a black marble wall.
"W-what?" Abana scrambled to his feet.
"Oh no! What have I done?!"
He slapped his fists against the wall
but whatever magics threw him onto the other side, they would not throw him
back. `This is not good,' worried Abana. `Master Rahab will punish me
a dozen times over if he thinks I was intruding in his chambers...!' He had
to find his way out before the sorcerer returned. The corridor was dark but
there was only one way forward. Abana put a hand against its dank walls and
followed the path. It led to a flight of stone steps that descended into
another long, narrow corridor. But unlike the one above this one had a sparkle
of light at the end.
`A way out maybe?' He thought.
The boy followed the light. As he drew
closer and close to its source, he overheard a familiar voice:
"Lo, Great Kafnak of the Eighth
Throne! The Starfallen One, the Bane of the Abyyabids! Here we stand as
supplicants to your might! Hear our cry!"
A unified chorus of monotone voices
chanted back, "WE BOW BEFORE YOUR GREATNESS FOREVER AND ALWAYS."
Abana huddled down and made it to the source
of the light. He emerged upon a large stone balcony running around the upper
rim of a domed underground chamber. Its stones were made of pitch-black brick
and illuminated by a circle of burning metal braziers encircled against the
walls. The dank air smoked with frankincense and animal bones. A shadowy
congregation of worshippers in hooded cassocks gathered around an ebony marble
plinth more than thirteen cubits tall. Atop it a reverent Rahab of Mahmun stood
and led the unholy chants as another worshipper knelt by his side. But unlike
the others this one had his hood lowered... and Abana could not believe who it
was.
`Qabus?' He thought. `What's
he doing down there?'
Rahab drew a knife. "Great Kafnak!
Progeny of the Stars! We are your VESSELS upon this earth! Take this soul as
our tribute to your power!"
"TAKE THE SOUL AND ABIDE WITH US," said
the congregation. Qabus said not a word. He did not move or argue. He did not even look
scared.
`I was... your predecessor in this.'
Abana watched horrified as Rahab's robed body began to burn in
tongues of white-hot flame. The burning `white shadow' that the boy once saw
emanate from his master's body in the Silk Court reappeared – twice as large as
before. It engulfed the entire pedestal and flooded the chamber from its floor
to its dome in ethereal light.
`And by the time he was a governor... I was too old to suit anyone's
taste...'
Through squinted eyes the Kushwari boy spotted a sudden blot of
blood in the air – and then Qabus, eyes glazed over, fell out of the heart of
the light. His throat was cut.
"NO!"
A hand clamped around Abana's mouth. As
the light of Rahab's burning white shadow began to ebb and the blood of Qabus
the Slave spluttered out of his gaping wound, a strong arm dragged the Kushwari
boy away from the balcony and back into the safety of the shadows. Abana turned
around.
It was Maliq.
"That wasn't for you to see, little
one."
**********
(Late Winter, 1179)
Abana of
Hafiz felt his heart thumping inside his chest as the evil sorcerer Rahab of
Mahmun held the sabre against his beloved Maliq's throat. The blade was close
enough to draw blood and indeed a bead of it trickled down his neck onto his
chainmail. Rahab meant every word. He would kill him.
"I will have your answer," said
Rahab. "Return to me or this man dies."
The dancer's fist trembled with scarcely
suppressed rage. `That mask...' he thought wrathfully. `Those eyes...
that voice...' Abana tasted his hate for that man like bile in his throat. He
hated him. He HATED him.
Rahab of Mahmun.
The man who bought him like livestock. The man who had his servants
brand him. The man who whored him out to his guests. The man who tortured him.
The man who murdered his friend. The man who threatened the life of the only
man he had ever loved – the only man he would ever love.
Khamali Maliq Moromaya.
The only man that ever protected him. The only man who
ever loved him. The only man ever willing to fight and die for him. What
was revenge if he could not share it with Maliq? What was the world even worth
without Maliq in it? Without Maliq... none of this was worth any of the price.
Rahab had won.
But the second Abana moved his lips to acquiesce, Maliq glowered at
him.
"Don't," he said sternly. "Do not give him the satisfaction.
If we die, we die with honour... together."
A single tear fell. `Oh, my love...'
"He, he, he, he, he..." his
chuckles were like a low rumble until they suddenly exploded out of his
gravelled throat, "AHA, HA, HA, HA, HA, HA, HA, HA, HA, HA-HA! You two were
born under a very obstinate star. It is almost commendable. And it is
not without use..."
"Enough riddle-speak!" spat Maliq. "If
you want to end this then end this."
"I speak no riddles," said Rahab.
"And this is not the end. No, not at all. This is the beginning."
Abana, Maliq, Ghassar and the twenty
palace guards looked on as Rahab of Mahmun tossed away the sickle sword and
wrapped his gauntleted hand around his ivory mask and pulled it off. The hood
fell from his wiry hair as he revealed his face – no disfigurements, no
monstrous features – just a face-shaped void of total blackness twirling into
itself. His own men stepped back in shock. But `Rahab' did not care as he
chuckled manically to himself and stripped away his clothing. He threw off the
Tome of the Ancients and tore off his cassock then ripped off his loincloth
then jammed his still gauntleted fingers into his barrelled chest and stripped
away his own skin like a flayer.
Abana's jaw dropped.
Maliq's eyes trembled.
Ghassar and his men, terrified, backed
away from their lord as he ripped and tore himself open until a second form
emerged from the shredded corpse he made of himself – a red-eyed and man-shaped
construction of absolute light stepped out of the bloodied mound of flesh and
bone that once called itself `Rahab of Mahmun'...
`The white shadow!' Abana
recalled. `That same white shadow I saw before...!'
It had fingers and toes and the
appearance of a nose and the contours of a chest. It tilted its head upward and
opened its arms as if to breathe in and savour the first gasp of morning air
after long night's slumber. It radiated light and heat. Each of its footsteps
evaporated the mucky puddles leaking down from the sarooj cistern in the floor
above.
`Those eyes...' thought Abana. `Those
bloody eyes...'
Maliq swallowed the lump in his throat
as the creature of light stood before them. "...Kafnak..."
"Indeed," its voice was ghostly
and waif-like. "Now accept my offer, `Dancer of Hafiz'. Or..."
Kafnak, the creature Rahab once called
the progeny of the stars, walked up to the still immobile Maliq, and
placed a single fingertip upon his forehead. There was a stillness for a
moment. Just a moment. And then a boom. Abana shivered as a burst of light
cocooned his lover and bombarded his body from head to toe with the burning,
torturous energies of absolute evil. The black swordsman SCREAMED in agony from
within, his silhouetted hand scrapping and gnashing at the air as though he
were being burned alive.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGHHHHHH!"
"Stop it!" Abana yelled. "Stop it, stop
it, STOP IT!"
The mouthless Kafnak smiled. "Accept.
My. Offer. Or. I. Will. Torture. Him. For. Eternity."
"I accept! Just stop, please! Stop
hurting him!"
Kafnak withdrew its finger.
The cocoon of light shattered like a glass jar. An unconscious Maliq
fell face first into the dank stone floor, limbs flopping limply about the
smoked scraps left of his armour and tunic. Abana, now suddenly free of magical
restraints, ran to his side for a pulse.
He found one.
Maliq was immobile but he was breathing... and inexplicably unburnt.
Ghassar and his men were gone.
"My
love," Abana whimpered. "I am so sorry; I am so sorry! I could not bear
it... I had no choice..."
Kafnak extended its `hand' to Abana. "You
and I shall achieve great things together, Dancer of Hafiz. Let us start with
Rahab of Mahmun."
"...What?"
"He is alive..." said Kafnak. "...and
vulnerable. I will take you to him."
Abana cradled his beloved. "What about Maliq?"
"He will wake soon. Now that Ghassar's men have fled he will be free
to make his escape. Now come. Rahab is close."
There was no choice. At least Maliq was
safe this way. Abana wiped the tears from his eyes and laid his love down
gently, then kissed him goodbye. Then he rose to his feet and took Kafnak's
hand as a gentle light surrounded his body... and vanished with it.
It would be some hours before Maliq awoke in
the tattered remnants of his armour. He would find Jahanshah would be close by,
as he would the false Rahab's mangled remains and the abandoned weapons of
Ghassar's men. He would groan through his disorientation, take up his sword,
and then he would notice something else that had been left behind...
...The Tome of the Ancients.
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