A Day Without Rain
The House of Air
Another story by Miro Miro
Please Do NOT read this story if it offends you, I based this story on experiences that I personally had but have not yet shared, I have also shared certain things that a friend of mine experienced during his coming out, I hope you all enjoy it BTW, don't forget to donate to Nifty, they do an amazing job and should be supported!
So I've almost caught you up to today, and I wish I could say that after our little sex-a-thon the relationship I had with Raven was less, ummm? Complicated? I think it has gotten more complicated. After we broke up and got back together and the whole sex thing happened we pretty much hung out like we normally did before we boned each other, we really didn't speak about what happened. It was as if we were both trying to avoid the sex subject which was pretty interesting. A week after the day we lost our virginities Raven told me that his parents were taking him and his brothers back up to San Francisco for the weekend, they invited me but I had to do something with my parents and couldn't make it, I wished I would have gone because after he came back Raven seemed odd, distant, and he wasn't the same.
Things were kinda awkward after we had sex but we would still kiss, and touch each other down there, oh, and hold hands. After he came back from Frisco he was acting really weird, distant, as if he didn't feel comfortable with holding hands. That lasted about two days, then it was the complete opposite, he wanted to hold hands in public, he wanted to kiss me in public, and was very touchy in front of my parents. He knew that I wasn't ready to come out to anyone, especially my parents so for him to do what he had been doing was making me a bit angry. He knew full well that I wasn't ready to tell anyone about our relationship and he was okay with it, well at first anyways. He was then acting all weird about the whole situation and yeah it was just odd.
I couldn't sleep at night because I just didn't know what to do, I thought I had been doing something to piss him off but I thought about it and thought about it but I didn't come up with anything. Then I decided to try something else, a few weeks ago I asked him to spend the night so he stayed over and when my parents were asleep I began to kiss him. This was something we did, we just didn't go too far when my parents were home but that night I didn't care. I began to kiss him more passionately and began to stroke his dick, over his pants though.
I felt him get hard and obviously I got hard, I then took my pants and boxers off and tossed them to the side, I then took his pants and undies off and took his cock in my mouth. It had been a few weeks since we had sex and to be honest I was horny, jacking off to those memories wasn't doing the job anymore so I wanted new memories. I sucked the length of his shaft taking great care to lick underneath his head, he didn't squirm or even moan this time, he just laid there with his eyes closed.
He sorta squeaked when he came but that was it, at the time I figured that he was trying to be quiet because of my parents so I didn't think much of that. After I was done sucking him he pulled his undies back on and told me he was going to sleep because he was "tired". I was left feeling used, it was such a shitty feeling but again I just thought it was because of my parents so I let it go.
The day after he wouldn't look at me, I was feeling like shit because I had not slept much throughout the night, in fact I had not slept all that well since he had come back from the trip and started all weird. That Sunday I had enough, I didn't want to have a fight with him but at the same time I didn't want to hang out with him anymore so I sorta lied.
I asked mom to help me out a bit, I told her that I had an argument with Raven and that I wanted her to tell us that he had to go home because we were going to visit an aunt or something, oh how I love my mom, she did exactly what I told her bailing me out. After Raven left she gave me a "we will talk about it later" look but I was relieved that she didn't want to talk about it at that moment otherwise I would've broken down in tears and that would've been hard to explain.
That entire week at school was a blur, we hardly hung out, in fact I spent more time away from him than I did with him and the moments I spent with him were just short and just blah. The following Friday I had made up my mind that I was going to ignore him and continue to live my life I had before he came into my life, I had become sick with the whole gay thing and used his attitude towards me as an excuse to suppress my feelings. The first day which was that Friday was really hard for me because I had become so used of having him over, my fingers twitched trying to text him but I refused to give in. Saturday was still tough but my friends helped me out by asking me out to a movie. We had a blast, the twins and Scotty were there so the movie was extremely fun. When Sunday came I was feeling better, I was feeling more cheery and just myself again, the sun was out, the weather was great, and my spirits were high. I decided that it would be best if I skated around town so I picked up my board and went to all the skate spots that I knew at least a friend of mine would be there.
I was lucky enough to find a great friend of mine named Brad who is extremely hot at the first skate spot I went to. Bradley is about 5' 3" tall, he's got green eyes, blond wavy hair, sorta long, a very cute smile with dimples! Perfect teeth, and these really cute chubby hands, not fat hands, nothing gross, just chubby and cute, yeah I don't normally look at people's hands but he just had cute hands. Oh and of course his ass, he has this nice bubble butt that I had been staring at since we were 7 years old when I met him.
"Hey fucker!" Brad said the moment he saw me.
"GOOCH! Mi amigo!" I replied giving him some knuckles.
"What brings you around mi casa" He asked me sounding chipper to see me.
"UGH! I was hella bored and got an urge to skate, figured I would hit some spots and see who I see so here I am" I smiled at him.
"Oh so I lucked out eh?" he replied gently hitting me on my shoulder.
We skated for a while, I tried several times to land a kick-flip, to 50-50, shuv-it out but kept missing the rail, Brad is a very good skater and is a very patient teacher. Every time I would miss that stupid cunt of a rail he would encourage me to keep trying, he would give me pointers on where to place my foot and how to time the spin correctly. Besides Scotty Bradley was a close friend of mine, Scotty was warm, kind and just absolutely loving whereas Bradley was more nurturing and just as loving as Scotty. There were times that I thought Brad was hitting on me by the way he would grab me or hold me, whenever we spent the night together he would always love to spoon with me.
The first time I got a boner I was mortified, I thought he would completely hate me or kick me out his house and tell everyone I was perving on him but he didn't do anything like that. This happened when we were 11 and like usual we were getting ready to go to sleep, I was behind him hugging him tightly, we both slept in boxers so our goodies were always touching. At that point in my life I knew that I liked guys like girls but I really didn't think about it too much, I always enjoyed hugging Brad that way so when he asked me to hug him my heart leapt.
Like usual I leaned in close to him and pressed my crotch against his butt, now remember he had a really nice fluffy ass right? Well my dick would usually rest between his warm butt cheeks but I usually didn't pop a boner, that night it was completely different. When I felt his warmth my dick jumped and I immediately panicked, I knew I was going to pop a boner.
Sure enough that fucking thing started to grow and before I could move he felt it, at first he started to giggle but said nothing. I felt humiliated, I felt like I was a pervert and just felt horrible so I started to cry, not loud, at least I thought I was being quiet.
"Don't cry..." He gently said as he turned to face me.
My entire body felt hot, I knew that if the lights were on I would be looking like Hellboy. I tried to talk but nothing came out.
"It's okay I get them all the time when you hug me anyways, so we're even, plus I don't care felt kinda neat" He said as he turned back around to give me his back. He then scooted back until he was pressed up against me. He wiggled up against my crotch until my dick was resting between his butt cheeks. I didn't say anything, I couldn't, I was too scared to make a move in case I was confusing what he was doing for something else.
Whenever he spends the night we still spoon and yep I still pop boners, he sorta just wiggles his butt until its inside his crack, we both fall asleep that way without saying a word, it's happened that way ever since that night so yeah there are times that I think he's inviting but before Raven I was so scared to take him up on the invite in case I'm mistaking. So we spent the entire afternoon together, we skated and talked, skated and talked, it was actually a good time since it helped me forget about my issues with Raven.
Sometime around 5 I decided to walk back home, I was lucky enough to have Brad with me, lately I had been getting really depressed whenever the sun went down, I didn't know why but things were just all crap with me. My baseball coach had noticed that I wasn't playing like I used to and asked me a few times what was going on but I sure as hell couldn't tell him, or anyone for that matter. Summer was just around the corner and I knew that if things didn't get right between me and Raven it would be a very long and boring summer.
Me and Brad didn't go in my house we just sat on the front steps talking and just enjoying each other's company. We ended up challenging each other about who was the strongest and before we knew it we were rolling around the front lawn wrestling each other. It was more of the WWE style of wrestling instead of the real stuff, we were just goofing around so yeah it was fun. We were so caught up in what we were doing that I had not noticed the audience we had attracted.
Brad was the first one to notice Raven as he stood there watching us wrestle each other. He was straddling me trying to hold my arms down when he suddenly stopped, I tried to look up to see who it was but couldn't because he had me pinned.
"I'll come back later" I heard Raven say as he began to walk away.
"No wait stop!" I yelled back.
Raven stopped and turned around, he had his typical "I'm bored" look to him as if he was running out of patience with me.
"What's the hurry?" I asked breathing heavily.
He didn't say anything just shrugged his shoulders.
"Want to join us" I asked now grinning.
"Nope, thanks" was all he said.
We stood in silence for a minute or two before Brad interrupted the silence.
"I'm out guys, peace!" Brad said as he picked up his skateboard.
We both said our good-byes and I watched as he walked away, there was a part of me that didn't want him to go, I was having such a good time with him, I wasn't ready to let it go.
"Come on" I said as I lead Raven in my house.
I yelled out to my parents but didn't hear a response, I closed the door and immediately reached out to Raven for a hug. I hugged him tight, even though he had been giving me somewhat of a cold shoulder I still cared for him, after we had sex something inside of me had changed, it was as if my eyes were open and I was able to really love him, not just think that I did, no, things had changed, I knew for certain that I loved him.
I squeezed Raven tight, he hugged back but didn't squeeze as tight as I did. I pulled away from him just enough to see his beautiful eyes, then I tried to go in for a kiss but he turned his head to one side making me kiss him on the cheek.
"I can't" he whispered.
I was stunned, I felt rejected and just completely awful. I didn't know what the hell was going on with him and at that moment I felt absolute rage, rage because of the way he had been treating me.
"FUCK! What's your prob?" I asked furious at how he had rejected.
He flinched a bit but I didn't care, I wanted to punch him on his face, I wanted to hurt him as much as he had been hurting me.
"We need to talk" he said.
"You think!?" I retorted as I shot him an evil look.
"Let's go to your room" he said as he started to walk towards the stairs.
"NO! If you're going to talk to me you're going to talk to me here, you will never go back up to my room" I responded, I was so angry that I didn't care if I sounded like a spoiled little brat.
"Okay" He said as he walked over to the living room and sat on the couch.
I followed close behind, I was fuming, I wanted to kick his ass because I knew he was about to break up with me, I just didn't understand what I had done or not done for that matter, I was so utterly confused and angry that I really didn't care what he had to say as an excuse for the break up.
"I love you..." he started, I just rolled my eyes when I heard those words. "...when I went back up to San Francisco I met up with Jackson and we talked abou-"
"- get the fuck out my house and don't bother talking to me again, I don't care what you got to say or what happened between the two of you" I angrily interrupted him as I got up from the couch. I was fighting really hard to control myself, I was seeing bloody murder and didn't know how long I would be able to control myself.
"wait I just..." he began to say but I interrupted him again.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I yelled.
"Fine okay...I'm sorry...I did...do love you it's just he's...never mind...I'm sorry" he whispered as he hung his head low and started to walk away.
As I was walking behind him I was able to hear that he was sniffling, I knew that he was crying but I didn't care, I was surprised that I didn't feel like crying myself but I guess deep down inside I knew this was going to happen sooner than later, especially after he gave me the cold shoulder so I guess I had mourned the loss and was over it.
He reached for the door handle but stopped in his tracks, he turned to look at me, his face was streaked with tears, I was able to see the pain in his eyes but that did nothing to ease my anger. Before I knew it his lips were connecting to mine, I reacted so quick that I even surprised myself. Without thinking I pushed him as hard as I possibly could then I reached back and with all of my might I punched forward. I saw as my fist travelled through the air and was making it way directly at Raven's mouth but the at the last minute I was able to move it slightly, just enough to completely miss him. I heard a loud thud followed by an audible crunch as my fist made contact with the large and heavy oak door.
I felt no pain which I was glad for, I saw Raven's face and how scared he was at that moment, he had seen a side of me only an unlucky few had seen before. With adrenaline still coursing throughout my entire body I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him close to me.
"You don't speak to me, you don't look at me, you don't mention my name. People ask why we stopped talking you will tell them a lie, I never met you, we never did anything, we were never together, okay?" I calmly said to him scaring even myself. I felt that if he had said anything at that particular moment I probably would have beat him to a bloody pulp so I was glad when he simply nodded and left.
I calmly walked to my fridge, grabbed an icepack out and put it on my hand. With my left hand I reached for my phone and called mom. I told her that I had broken my hand obviously omitting HOW I broke it, and of course being the awesome that she was she made it back home in no time. She drove me to the emergency room where they confirmed my suspicion. They told me that I had broken my hand pretty bad and had to put it in a cast, the best part was that they gave me some gnarly pain meds that knocked me out.
I slept the rest of the day and when I woke up the next morning my hand was throbbing. I ate cereal and took another pill that knocked me back out for a few more hours. I spent that entire day eating and sleeping, whenever I wasn't asleep I was eating and whenever I wasn't eating I was asleep, it was actually a pretty good day.
My friends were all asking me how I had broken my hand so I had to come up with some lie to cover the story, I told them that I was shadow boxing and accidently punched my door which was sorta the truth, they of course all laughed at me, called me a dumbass but bought it, they didn't ask me again.
As for Raven I saw him here and there at school, the first day we saw each other I quickly glanced at him and saw that he was staring at me but I ignored him. I was surrounded by friends and really didn't care to pay him any attention. As days turned into weeks and then into months things got easier, in fact it wasn't as bad as I had thought. I had made up my mind to never jack off to another guy again and I was finding it easier for me to do just that because of my new girlfriend Ashley. I had asked her out a few weeks after I broke my hand when I decided that the whole gay thing was NOT for me. I wanted to get back to being normal and so I asked her out. I knew that she had a crush on me because her friends had tried to hook us up earlier in the year but I was going out with another girl at the time so yep I asked Ashley out.
It didn't take her long to want to start to mess around, it started out with touching while we made out. I would touch her thighs, or her tummy and then it progressed when she would reach out to grab my dick. Things escalated pretty rapidly from there, I fingered her, she jacked me off. I ate her out she sucked me, so yeah things were going pretty good for me but what made everything even better was when I lost my girl virginity. The weekend before summer break she had come to visit me while my parents were gone and one thing led to another and we ended up having sex, and hell yes I wore a condom. UGH! It was so awesome! It was the thing that I needed because I was able to forget everything that I had done with Raven, in fact he was such a distant memory that I didn't even think about him anymore.
I would see him at school but would walk by hand in hand with my girlfriend, there were times that we would make out and he would be there looking at us. I hated that shit, I hated that he would stare at us so there were times I sent a buddy of mine to check his ass, I really didn't feel like talking to him so I had someone else check him, he would always say the same thing "I'm not looking at them" but I knew better.
The first weekend of summer vacation as I was walking around with my parents at the mall I was tackled from behind and hugged. My parents were laughing which caused me to giggle the moment my initial shock wore off. As I turned around my heart sank, it was Edgar, Raven's little brother. I felt troubled because it was not his fault his scum bag brother had hurt me but I also wanted to avoid anything that linked me to Raven but because my parents were there I had to be nice.
"Hey! Bud!" I said genuinely happy to see him. I had come to like him and whenever Raven and I hung out Edger and I always had a blast so yeah I did miss him.
"Where have you been? I missed you!" He said as he still hugged me.
"Oh just been busy" I said as I pulled him off of me.
He gave my parents each a hug, they had come to really like him as well, Edgar was a very likeable kid and closely resembled Raven, in fact all three boys looked like each other which was pretty neat.
As Edgar was talking to my parents my heart stopped and thought `OH SHIT!' the moment I saw Raven and the rest of his family heading straight our way. I really wasn't prepared to see him or even talk to him so this was going to suck ass.
"Hi sweetheart!" I heard Raven's say as she reached out to hug me, I reached out and squeezed her. "Ouch, what happened to your hand?" She asked the moment she noticed my cast.
"Punched the wall accidently" I said as I looked Raven straight in the eyes, he blushed and looked down at his shoes.
"You might not want to do that anymore" Raven's dad chuckled.
"Yeah that really hurt" I said as Orlando grabbed my cast, I started to pull away but saw that he was digging for a pen.
"Here you go" Raven said offering him a Sharpie.
Orlando began to write his name in really cool graffiti surprising me "dude that is sick! I didn't know you could tag" I said smiling at how awesome his name looked.
"My turn!" I heard Edgar say as he also reached for my cast to sign it. He tried to write the way his older brother did but it didn't come out like he wanted it to. "Aww I'm sorry it sucks!" he protested.
"No it's awesome! Plus it's from you so I love it" I said really meaning what I was telling him.
Both sets of parents let out a "Aww that's so nice" making me blush.
"Aren't you going to sign it Raven?" I heard my mom ask making me cringe.
"Uh, I-maybe...he probably doesn't want me to" Raven said shifting around on his feet nervously.
"Nonsense you guys are so close, I'm sure he wants you to" My mom said as she patted me on the back, this let me know that whatever was going on between us both I had better let go for now and let him sign my cast or else.
I weakly smiled at him and pushed my cast out so he could take a hold of it. He nervously fumbled with it for a second twisting it making me cringe in pain, "Arghh!" I complained.
I saw him jump as his eyes welled up with tears, he reached out and hugged me squeezing the hell outta me. I was caught off guard that I really didn't know what to do, I sorta felt awkward because I really didn't want to hug him especially in front of my mom. I looked up at her pleadingly but she just frowned letting me know that I had better hug him. I reluctantly hugged him and felt him shiver, I looked around at everyone because I really didn't know what to say or do, I felt weird holding him as he sobbed on my shoulder.
Both sets of parents were looking at me and at his brothers questioningly but we all just sorta looked at each other not knowing what to say or do. After a few minutes he was able to calm down enough to break our embrace, I saw him as he carefully drew a raven on my cast making me smile.
"That's awesome!" I said surprising myself that I had genuinely thought his raven looked pretty cool.
He smiled shyly at me but I didn't smile back, I just looked at him not really knowing what else to do. The feelings I had for him were there just buried under all the resentment and anger I still had. There was a twinge of pain there but I fought hard to turn it into anger. Our parents decided to meet up in the evening at our house for dinner making me break out in sweat, I really didn't want to spend any time with Raven anymore and it had been 3 months since he had been at my place. As we parted ways my heart was full of dread, I thought that the Raven issue had been resolved but I knew that I still had feelings for him, deep down inside I had feelings for my first boyfriend.
That evening I was dragging ass, I really didn't feel like setting the table or cleaning my room or doing anything. My mom and dad both yelled at me several times to get me to snap out of it, and on the way back from the mall mom had asked me why Raven had cried so I just told her half the truth, I told her that we had a fight and that we had not hung out for a while, she seemed satisfied with my answer because she didn't continue to question me.
At around seven in the evening our doorbell rang, I opened the door to find Raven's entire family there, dressed really nice I might add. The first one to walk in was Edgar who launched himself at me, his mom admonished him and told him to be careful with me, he apologized and looked embarrassed. Orlando gave me a quick nod and grabbed his little brother who was excitedly walking around my living room touching everything he could get his little hands on.
Raven's parents both gave me a hug and walked immediately to the kitchen to drop off a bag of whatever it was that they brought. Finally I saw Raven, he was also dressed up making my heart skip. He had a silk white shirt underneath a baby blue and white sweater vest, with some black slacks, nicely polished dress shoes, oh and he even had a baby blue tie with white markings on it. I unintentionally smiled at him when I saw how nice he looked, it was as if he was reading my mind because he blushed a little as he looked down at his feet.
"So you're a vampire now that I gotta invite you in?" I asked. He hadn't moved one bit, he was just standing outside awkwardly. He just shook his head and giggled making me giggle also.
As I was making my way to the living room where everyone was now sitting I felt a hand grab me by the back of my neck, I turned to see who it was and saw it was Orlando who by the way was much taller and stronger than I was. He had a firm grip on my neck but not enough to hurt me, I noticed that he was grabbing Raven the same way and was leading us away from the living room.
We ended up going to my laundry room where he locked the door behind him.
"Nothing" I finally heard Raven say.
"Lies, and more lies, look you two better make up tonight, especially because we'll all be stuck in a car for eight hours and I don't want to hear about how your pussies hurt" Orland said.
"Huh? I'm confused" I replied not knowing what he was talking about.
"Didn't your mom and dad tell you?" He asked.
"Ugh tell me what?" I asked nervous about what I was going to hear next.
"You're coming to Frisco with us" Orlando said as he walked away leaving Raven and I alone for the first time in months.
I scowled at him, he was actually disgusting me as he stood there looking all fragile as if he was afraid, as if he was hurting.
"What!?" I asked irritated by his mere presence.
"Nothing" He whispered looking more dejected than ever.
"Ugh I fucking hate you!" I said as I started walking away.
I felt my hand being grabbed by him but I tried to get away unsuccessfully, he was holding on to me really tight.
"Dylan, just let me talk please" He begged.
"For what dude? You had your chance with me, I don't want anything to do with you, plus I got a girl now and I'm seriously not gay" I said snatching my hand away from his. He sighed loudly and shook his head.
"I know, I know I can't have you back and it's something I regret but when I went to San Fran me and Jackson talked and we ended up kissing and he just-"
"- STOP! I don't care, I don't want to know what you and your boyfriend did okay?" I interrupted, I didn't know why I felt horrible after he told me he had kissed his ex but it tore me up inside, but it was too late, tears were now streaming down my face and I felt like punching him again.
"Don't cry please..." he begged as he reached over to give me a hug and surprisingly I let him cradle me in his arms, I think it was because I really needed to feel him, to smell him, to feel his warmth, I needed to be close to him again even if it was for a few seconds.
My whole body began to convulse, I didn't know I would ever cry this hard for anyone I was in love with especially a guy but here I was crying like I've never cried before. He was very loving, rocking the both of us side to side while rubbing my back; he let me cry my eyes out on his shoulder.
I broke our hug when I felt strong enough to look at him in the eye, gosh he was really hot! His blue eyes were not sparkling as they did when I first met him, they looked dim and sad.
"Can we be friends?" He cautiously asked me and in a moment of weakness I relented and shook my head yes. In a way I was happy that we were at least friends, it was something that I wanted to have with him even if that's all we ever were. We both regained our composures before we rejoined our families, they knew something had been going on because both his and my mom looked at me and smiled when they saw us walk in the dining room together.
Dinner was great, mom had always been a great cook, she made us sautéed veal cutlet in a breadcrumb-and-cheese coating served with tomato sauce with a side of salad, bread sticks, and chocolate cake for desert. After a few glasses of wine mom finally told me that I would be joining Raven and his family for a weekend up north in San Francisco. I tried to sound excited especially for Edgar's sake but I really didn't feel like going. Sure, I was friends with Raven again but things just didn't seem the same.
After a few hours of small talk Raven's family decided to go, I was begged to spend the night at their place by Edgar but I declined the invitation, I told him that I had to let my girlfriend know that I would be gone all weekend long, he sniggered but accepted my refusal.
That evening before I fell asleep I jacked off and to my chagrin thoughts of Raven and I crept in, I realized that I still had feelings for him, I really did care about the boy and it was bothering me that he had ditched me the way he did. I just couldn't understand why he had done what he did. As I was falling asleep I heard a faint tapping on my window, at first I thought it was my imagination but I kept hearing it. Curiosity got the best of me so I reluctantly got out of bed and peeked out the window.
Standing out in my backyard was Raven wearing a black hoodie and black basketball shorts, I looked at my watch and couldn't believe my eyes, the dumbass was out at 1:13 in the morning! Ugh! He signaled for me to open the door which I didn't want to do but did anyways, I felt bad for him, yeah after all the shit he put me through I felt bad for him.
When I opened the back door he rushed inside but said nothing, we both quietly made it back to my room where he took his hoodie off. I locked the door to my bedroom and crawled back under the covers. He gave me a weird look so I invited him under my covers, he immediately kicked his shoes off and crawled in bed with me. He snuggled up close to me, I really didn't mind him getting so close to me but I was still weary as to why he was over.
"Why are you here?" I asked.
"I just missed you so much" He replied as he squeezed me a little tighter.
"I missed you too bro" I said returning the hug.
"Why do we do this to each other?" He asked sounding drained.
"I dunno bro, wish we would stop tho I hate feeling what I felt" I simply stated.
"Yeah me too but you know I didn't want to break up with you" He said, his words stung the wounds that our breakup had caused.
"Huh? What do you mean?" I asked now intrigued by what he meant.
"Well that day...I was going to tell you that we kissed and felt bad about it, but also that he grabbed my dick and I grabbed his" He said stunning me completely.
All this time I had thought that he had chosen him over me, that he was breaking up with me, that is why I beat him to the punch and reacted the way I did. At that moment I felt like a total ass, yeah I was pissed that he had done that with his ex but it wasn't as bad as choosing him over me.
"Wait so you guys jacked each other off?" I asked.
"Nope, just touched" He said making me feel even worse.
"and now you guys are together?" I asked with anticipation and hoping he would say no.
"Yeah I asked him out about a week after our break up" He said sounding a bit sad.
"Oh" was all I could say.
We didn't say a word to each other for what seemed hours until he spoke up.
"You know I still love you" He said making me cringe "no one has ever made me feel like you made...make me feel, not even Jackson, he's cool and all but he's not you" Raven said as I heard his voice crack, I knew he was in the verge of tears.
"Yeah I was really...I dunno...happy I guess when I was with you, I like my girl but she's not you" I said "Plus the time we had sex was NOTHING compared to when we did".
My words seemed to cheer him up, he giggled a bit and squeezed me again.
"Well at least we're friends, it's better than losing you completely...will you forgive me?" Raven said.
My room was dark, I couldn't see his facial expressions but I knew he was crying. I wanted more with him, I knew deep down that I was gay, sure, I liked girls but not like I liked boys especially Raven, I liked him so much that it hurt, literally at times (broken hand hehe).
"Yeah we're friends" I said.
We both drifted off to sleep, the day had been filled with a lot of emotional ups and downs and we were exhausted. As day light crept in my room I was woken up by a sun ray that was hitting me on my face. I shifted a bit realizing that Raven was still clutching to me, in fact he was clutching more of me than I was expecting. His hand was carefully wrapped around my boner making me giggle, I prodded him with my elbow trying to rouse him awake. When that didn't work I took his hand in mine and began to stroke myself ever so gently.
"Umm what are you doing?" I heard him mumble making me bust out laughing.
"Damn about time! I woke up to your perverted ass grabbing a hold of my tool" I giggled.
"Oh shut up it's not like you don't like it" He said as I leaned in and gave him a kiss on the lips and without thinking I took my dick out for him to grab.
"There now you got better access" I said as I pushed my hips towards him.
He immediately grabbed a hold of my cock, I heard him moan something that I couldn't understand and began to gently stroke me.
"Oh how I missed you" I moaned the moment I felt his fingers wrap around my cock, then all of a sudden a flood of guilt hit me like a ton of bricks. "Wait stop, stop!" I said freaking completely out. I immediately put my dick back in my boxers and felt my entire body turn hot, I was extremely embarrassed.
"Dude I am so sorry!" I said feeling horrible for having done that.
"I'm not" He grinned back.
"Yeah how about Jackson though? Plus I got a girlfriend" I added.
This seemed to dampen his spirits as he dejectedly got out of bed not saying a word to me but I was glad that it didn't ruin the rest of the morning for us. My parents were glad yet happily surprised to see Raven appear for breakfast, they told him to make sure he called home so they wouldn't worry about his whereabouts which he did. Not too long after we had finished our breakfast his parents came to pick us up. I had forgotten all about packing so I rushed up to my room and packed, with the help of Rave I was able to pack in no time, I pretty much crammed a bunch of clothes in a duffle bag and headed out.
I kissed my parents bye, they gave me some money and off we went. The road trip up north was un eventful except for the occasional times that Raven "sneaked" his hand inside my shorts and grabbed my dick while I slept. Most of those times I felt him reaching in and just let him, I couldn't help myself really. I would just open my eyes and smile at him, then he would blush and take his hands out, it was kind of cute.
We drove to a hotel right off downtown by a place they called the Sony Metreon, they told me that they would take me there soon but for now we needed to settle in. It had been a little more than an 8 hour drive thanks to traffic and Raven's dad was a bit tired. We were all the way up in the 10th floor giving me excellent view of downtown. I was paired up with Raven to share a room while his mom and dad obviously shared one and Edgar and Orlando shared another room. Of course Edgar protested and begged us to let him spend the night with us but Raven adamantly refused.
Raven and I jumped on the bed and wrestled all over the room, we made a mess in no time muahahaha, hey you gotta get comfy no matter where you're at I say. After about an hour of horsing around Raven's mom came in to calm us down.
"Okay tonight order whatever you want from room service, your dad is too tired to go out and have dinner, go to bed early tonight boys because tomorrow we will be going to the house of air okay?" She said as she gave us both a peck on the cheek.
"House of air?" I asked Raven.
"Oh shit you'll love it!" He said grinning from ear to ear.
"Okay but what is it?" I insisted.
"Not saying, plus we gotta order food" He said as he picked up a menu looking thing next to the phone.
We looked at it quickly and I found exactly what I wanted, I ordered 2 hamburgers with fries and a strawberry milkshake, Raven ordered the same thing except that he ordered a chocolate milkshake instead.
I was happy and absolutely excited about being in a new city I had never been before, but I think I was more happy now that Raven was back in my life. I couldn't pretend that he wasn't important or that I didn't care about him anymore, I missed him terribly when I was angry at him and I guess that is why I buried my feelings the way I did but it was all lame, it was all fake, I missed him and I knew it.
As I saw him coming out of the bathroom I rushed him and pushed him up against the front door and began to passionately kiss him, I wanted him at that moment like I had always wanted him. My dick immediately got hard, I wanted him bad. I parted his lips with my tongue and began to prod his mouth with it, I felt the tips of our tongues touch and kiss as well, I pulled my tongue out and sucked on his bottom lip before biting it gently. He then sucked on my tongue as I tried to reinsert it into his mouth making me moan in pleasure.
Before I knew it Raven was kneeling in front of me trying to undo my belt and pants, I had these Ezekiel pants that instead of a zipper they have a row of buttons, they get in the way if you're trying to rush things like he was right now. I helped him when I saw him struggle with my buttons making us both giggle. The moment that he undid all of the buttons he reached inside my boxers and pulled out my hard cock and stuck it in his mouth, I closed my eyes and bit my bottom lip out of pleasure.
DING! DING! Can you believe that the doorbell sounded at that moment, fucking hell man!
"Dammit!" I yelled absolutely frustrated at the timing, I hobbled away from the door and readjusted myself as he opened the door. I heard a man speak to Raven telling him it was room services and then a waft of delicious smelling burgers hit me making me realize that I was really hungry.
Raven wheeled in this neat little cart that had our food and milkshakes on. We both immediately reached for our food and began to chow down not saying a word about what had occurred. It didn't take us long before we finished our burgers and moved to the fries. I decided to get comfortable so I took my pants off and sat on the bed in boxers while I ate my fries and drank my milkshake. Raven saw how comfortable I was because he copied me and took his pants off and sat on the bed next to me.
We spoke very animatedly about random things, I guess we were trying to catch up to everything that had occurred while we weren't speaking to each other, there were times when we got serious and apologized for being asses but then we would go back to having fun conversations about stupid stuff. I don't know how late it was but I started to get tired, I told Raven that I was going to get ready for bed so he followed my lead. We both brushed our teeth together and laid down to get some rest. The moment my head hit the pillow I was out cold, I was tired from the long drive and I needed and wanted to be refreshed for this house of air they kept talking about. I hoped that tomorrow I would have a really fun time.
Chapter 4 Coming Soon!