Date: Thu, 4 Feb 2021 16:05:00 +0000 From: Andrew Passey Subject: A Japanese boy in England Part Ten (Young Friends) 17th January 1995. A date etched in my brain. The day my life totally changed. The Great Hanshin Earthquake. Or as it was maybe better known, the Kobe Earthquake. My home town, wracked and destroyed by the movement of the Tectonic plates of the earth. Japan was no stranger to earthquakes, they were part of our lives. I'd done countless drills in school growing up on what to do. But never expected that it would happen in Kobe, not on the scale it did. The first I knew of it was the morning of the 17th, I got up for school with Alex. I'd had my shower and headed off for lessons none the wiser. At lunchtime one of the twins said they'd heard there was an earthquake in Japan but I thought little of it. It was only that evening as it was starting to get late when the house master came to see me that I realised it might be serious. He'd told me that Kobe had been in an earthquake, that there was nothing to worry about, phone lines were down and so news was slow to come out but he was sure my parents would be in touch when they could. I phoned the Jackson's straight away. I tried not to cry on the phone as Jane reassured me that they'd spoken to my parents on Sunday and all would be fine. I spoke to Moto who seemed fine with it all, excitedly telling me how he was enjoying school and living with James and the host family. He'd met Sam and whispered, "Good work" when no one else was listening. I hung up feeling more relaxed though still stressed. Japan was used to earthquakes. Our buildings were built to withstand them. I was sure all would be fine but I still felt anxious. Alex was concerned when I came back to the room. "You Ok mate?" He asked me. I nodded, "yeah I'm just really worried about my parents. I'm sure it's fine but you know until I hear from them I can't think straight," Alex came over and sat next to me, putting his arm around me and pulling me tight to him. "Hey, it'll be fine. I'm here for you, you just need a good nights sleep," He said and I relaxed slightly. "I know, I don't think I can sleep though, my mind is racing," I said sadly. Alex squeezed my leg. Listen Ryo. I know you have a boyfriend but how about I give you a blow job before bed? It'll help relax you, help you sleep," He asked me with a stroke off my leg. Thing is he was right, it probably was what I needed. It would relax me more than a wank would for sure. "I er, I want to but I feel bad about doing it, like I'm letting Sam down," I said being honest. Alex looked at me sympathetically, "if Sam was in this position what would you want him to do.?" "If he needed comforting, needed help to get to sleep then I'd want him to,"As I said this Alex smiled and said "exactly" before slipping his hand to pull my trousers and pants off. I let him do what he wanted, then he got on his knees and started sucking me. "Stop, let me do you too," I said. He stood up and pulled his pants down releasing his big thick black dick. We got into position and sucked each other, it was definitely what I needed! For those few minutes of enjoyment I wasn't thinking about the earthquake, or about my parents. I was just lost in the amazing feeling of having Alex suck my dick, and the enjoyment of having his big one in my mouth. His dick then pulsed and he came in my mouth, flooding me with what felt like a gallon of cum. This set me off and I moaned on his softening dick as I fired off my cum into his mouth. As we got our breaths back and pulled off I thanked him. "That was just what I needed,"I said with a smile. "If you ever need a repeat performance let me know. I'm always here for you. Your boyfriend is a lucky boy," Alex said with a wink which made me blush slightly. I was exhausted from the emotion and also the amazing orgasm. I fell asleep into a deep dreamless sleep. The next few days were the toughest of my life. I kept hoping for news of my parents but also aware that the news might be bad. Was no news good news? I was called out of lessons to a meeting with the housemaster. I walked into his office and my fears were realised. Mike and Jane were sat there and I knew the news was bad. They hugged me as I collapsed in floods of tears, then tried to hold it together. I knew my parents would not want me to grieve in public. We Japanese liked to keep our public emotions in check if we could. My father's business partner had been in touch to say that my parents had been declared dead. I didn't know the details and wouldn't for a good few years but I hoped they hadn't suffered. As for what happened next, my parents had talked to Mike and Jane about becoming guardians of me and Moto in the unlikely event anything happened. However for now the school was sort of in charge of me. My school fees were paid up to the end of the school year and Moto was paid up too for the language school for the year until in theory he went to boarding school too. We would inherit a fair bit of money and my father's business partner had assured Mike and Jane that he would support us financially as well. Our inheritance was to be put in a trust until we were 18 although it could be used on school fees. I really wasn't sure that's what I wanted. I wanted to be home, with Moto, with James, with Mike and James and most of all Sam. That wasn't to be though. I had to see the term through. It was a hard time, I totally went into my shell. I went through all the stages of grief, the anger, the tears. My school work was the one thing I made sure didn't suffer though. I didn't want to disrespect my parents memory by letting them down. At half term I should have gone back to the Jackson's but I couldn't even though I wanted to Sam and Moto more than anything. I was a bit of a mess and I wanted to get myself straight. Of course the best way would have been to have gone home but I wasn't thinking straight. Mike and Jane were desperate for me to come and were working through the legal paperwork to make me their ward but I said I needed to focus on school work. Luckily a couple of the other boys were around as well so I had company. I knew I was behaving irrationally but while I was in the bubble of school I didn't have to face the real world. Eventually things improved, I wouldn't say they got massively better but I suddenly felt like I'd come up for air and realised how self absorbed I'd been, with good reason admittedly! I sent Sam a long letter. I'd ignored his previous few and wanted to make amends. I told Mike and Jane I was coming home at Easter and I wanted to live with them and go to the same school as James and Sam. To their credit they let me have my say and said it was up to me but we'd talk about it in more depth at Easter. I suspect they felt bad that I'd be leaving the private schooling my parents wanted and they wanted me to be sure it was the right thing. I liked the school, I like my friends but it wasn't the same as living with a family. Arriving back in Cradley on the Friday evening of the start of the Easter holidays felt like coming home, and I guess it was. The only home I really had now. The warm hugs of Mike and Jane instantly made me feel better and so did the ones from James and Moto. Moto had grown since I'd seen him and turned 13. I felt bad I'd neglected him and apologised profusely. "It's ok, it's been hard but James has looked after me," He said smiling at James who smiled back. I could see they had a good bond and that made me feel better about leaving Moto to deal with this on his own. I was expecting to sleep on the floor in James room or share with Moto while we worked out a longer term plan, however Moto said he'd be sleeping with James. "You haven't had any privacy for months! And I've been sleeping in with James at times anyway, it's been tough and he's helped me," Moto said to me as we chatted on our own. "Oh ok. We've got a lot of catching up to do, I wanted to hang out with my little brother," I said slightly surprised. "There's plenty of time, when I'm not at school anyway! It's fun there isn't it but they work you bloody hard," He said slipping in to English to show how much he'd learned. "Yeah, enjoy it while you can. It's all downhill school wise as you get older," I grinned as I said this and he grinned back. It was nice to be back. It had been decided to discuss schooling in a few days once I'd settled back in. However I knew this was where I really needed to be... P I struggled to sleep that evening, it felt strange to be back here. I expected the phone to ring and it be my parents. I knew it wouldn't be but I realised I needed time to settle back in. Seeing Sam tomorrow would help but I felt like I needed closeness. I needed comforting. Moto was lucky to be in with James. I decided I'd sleep on the floor there as well, it would be a squeeze but I needed people around me. I picked up my pillows and duvet and walked quietly to James's room so as not to wake his parents. There were noises coming from the room. I guessed they were still awake which made it easier. However I was not in any way prepared for what I saw as I opened the door. I walked in and Moto was on the bed lying his back, his legs thrown around James back who was clearly balls deep in my little brother, thrusting in and out as they both moaned and grunted. They hadn't heard me come in but once I shouted "What the fuck?!" pretty loudly then suddenly they saw me. "Shit. Er Ryo it's not what it looks like. Well it is but..," James said as they scrambled to cover themselves up. "It looks like you're fucking my little brother, " I said angrily. "Well erm... ," James said guiltily, Moto didn't say anything, just avoided my gaze. "After everything he's been through! You've taken advantage of him, of his grief. How could you? I hope you didn't force him!" I said starting to really feel the anger flowing through me. "Shh, you'll wake our parents," James said trying to calm me down. "I don't care, they need to know what you've been doing to my little brother!" I said indignantly. "Ryo. Stop," Moto said standing, not bothered about his still hard dick. "This is on me, not James. I initiated this with James. This was my choice. I jumped him as soon as I got here pretty much. Why are you the only one allowed to have a boyfriend? To have fun? We love each other," Moto said reaching down to squeeze James`s hand who smiled at him. I was very confused. "Love? You've only known each other a few months, and James isn't even gay! Did he tell you that before he stuck his dick in your arse?!" James cleared his throat, "I'm not sure what I am Ryo. I like girls but I think I like boys too. You were off the market thanks to Sam but as soon as I saw Moto I fell in love with him. But I never made any moves on him. I was totally respectable. He was the one who did all the running" "He's telling the truth Ryo. I suspect James was as surprised as anyone to find himself bent over the bed and me taking his cherry within a month of me arriving! if you'd have walked in ten minutes earlier you'd have seen me balls deep in him. He's not in charge of me or forcing me. We both love each other and we both take turns," Moto said firmly. I knew then I'd got to handle him being all grown up. "If anything Moto is the dominant one," James said with a blush. "And don't you forget it lover boy! Now Ryo, James hasn't got off yet and I want to feel him inside me again so he can finish what he started. I'm not the naive little boy you think I am. You asked me in the onsen if I even knew about sex? Well I'd been messing around with a friend well before then so of course I did. Now stay and be quiet and you might learn something. Or go back to bed and we can talk about it all in the morning," Moto was clearly in charge and I was in a state of shock. Not only was he sexually active, not only was he in a relationship with James but he was definitely calling the shots, and bossing me around as well. I knew I should go back to my room but fuck it, he was right, I might learn something. It was clear to me now that I wanted to be having sex with Sam as soon as I could. Maybe tomorrow in fact so I guess I'd watch and learn. "Fine, I want to sleep with you guys as I can't sleep and need a bit of company. So finish what you started," I said, feeling a bit weird and uncomfortable about the whole thing. Moto got in position again, telling me it was important to make sure there was lots of lubrications used, then he lifted his legs even higher than before so they were on James's shoulders. James said he felt a bit awkward about doing it in front of me. "Shut up and fuck me," Moto said with a grin, so James pushed in and started thrusting in and out. I couldn't lie, it was sexy watching my brother being taken like this and my dick hardened. Moto saw and grinned, "like...nggggh....what you....oooh....see? Come here......mmmmmppphhh....and I'll wank you...," he said between grunts and groans. I was already so far out of my comfort zone I did as I was told. Moto seemed to be in charge of all of us after all. He wrapped his hand around my hard dick and wanked it as he groaned and whimpered. I'm totally embarrassed to say that this was the most erotic, hottest thing I'd ever done, and possible would ever do. I barely lasted anytime at all before I shot cum all over my brother's chest as James thrust away. Moto then wanked his dick before I moved his hand and took over. "Now...mmmoppphhh....you're learning....," he said with a smile. He only need a few tugs before he came and then James fired in a Moto with a cry. The room stunk of sex and there was an uncomfortable silence before Moto spoke. "That was a probably a one off Ryo. I don't want to share James with anyone, even you. Now clean me up and let's go to sleep," He said, still barking the orders out. James looked at me and smiled, "He's the boss!" He said. I used a towel to clean everyone up. Moto said he usually slept in James bed but would cuddle up with me for tonight, "For one night only though, you've got your own boyfriend. Stop being so stupid and go and use him for cuddling," He said with a giggle. It helped though, with Moto holding me close and wrapped around me I fell asleep almost straight away. I woke up to hear the sounds of sex going on admittedly fairly quietly. I yawned and opened my eyes slightly to see my brother fucking James. Clearly both enjoying it and Moto obviously knew what he was doing. I realised I needed to think of Moto as an equal rather than a little brother, after all he was clearly more experienced that I was! "You really should try this Ryo" Moto said afterwards, "it's the best feeling in the world!" He grinned at James as he said this and they kissed. I had lots of questions, most importantly I wanted to know how this all happened. How one minute Moto was turning up here and a few months later he's in a relationship with James. "So......you say Moto seduced you James. How did it all happen and end up like this?" I asked hoping they'd tell all. James looked at Moto who nodded. "Unlike when you arrived I was nice to Moto from the start and we hung out and got on well," James said with a smile at Moto. "I noticed if Mum and Dad were out in the evening then after he'd shower he'd just wander around naked, flashing his dick and bum at me. I didn't think anything of it at first but I realised I liked what I saw. We went swimming the second Sunday and as I got changed next to him he complimented me on my dick which I thought was weird but maybe just a cultural thing. Anyway then...the earthquake happened and he asked to sleep in my room that first night. He slept naked in my bed with me. I felt like I couldn't complain. Then the terrible news filtered through about your parents and he stayed in my room. I'd comfort him when he got upset." James flashed a sad smile at Moto who took up the conversation. "I was devastated like you Ryo. To lose our parents, well it was tough. Even if they'd sent me to live far from them! But it sort of also crystallised my thinking, I was in love with James from the moment I saw him. He hadn't taken the hints of me walking round naked. Even sleeping naked! After all he sort of forced you to suck him so I imagine he'd jump me. But no such luck. Anyway one night a week or so after I found out about Mum and Dad I took the lead. I was in bed with him naked as usual and he was holding me close. I told him I wanted him to suck me, and I wanted to suck him. He wasn't sure about it. He thought he was taking advantage so I made the move and took his dick in my mouth. That persuaded him! So we feel into a routine of sucking each other off at least once a day. It made me feel better about everything and made us closer," Moto said squeezing James's hand. James smiled back and took over. It was really nice to see how they dovetailed together and knew when one had finished and it was the other's turn to speak. "Moto told me he loved me within a month of being here. I hadn't quite admitted it to myself though yet. Anyway, it was a Sunday and Mum and Dad had gone shopping early and we were still in bed. They were fine with us sleeping together, thought it was good for Moto if that's what he wanted. So I started to suck Moto when he pulled away from me, he said something like "it's wet enough now" and I asked for what..," James said smiling at the memory. "I wanted to take things up a notch so I simply said to James something like "Wet enough for me to fuck you with, now bend over the bed and I'll make you feel like a million dollars!" Moto giggled as he said this. "It was a fucking cheesy line and I hadn't even given any thought to anal sex, but for some reason I couldn't say no to Moto. So there I was bent over the bed with Moto pushing his hard little dick into me. It hurt ever so slightly but once he was in it felt soo good. I could feel every inch of his little dick thrusting away." "Not that little!" Moto protested. "Big enough for me anyway!" James said grinning at Moto, "Anyway he fucked me hard and long, then did me again with me on my back in the position you saw last night. He was insatiable! But after a few days of him fucking me he ordered me to do him. I was worried my size would hurt but he took it all and seemed to enjoy it." "I loved it., I love fucking and being fucked! I love James. I love his dick. I love his bum, my life had gone to shit and now it's looking up. Without James I don't think I'd have made it through, after all you fucking abandoned me Ryo!"" Moto said giving me a glare. "Hey Moto, leave Ryo alone. People process grief differently, anyway you had me didn't you. He just had a load of posh boys who probably couldn't care less," I appreciated James leaping to my defence but he was right. I apologised to Moto again and the words flowed out then the tears came. When I was done talking and crying Moto smiled sadly at me. "You need a good fucking Ryo. Go and see Sam tonight, that's an order!" He said with a giggle. Moto went off to shower and James looked at me a bit guiltily.. "I'm sorry Ryo. I didn't intend for this to happen. And it is weird for me as well. I know we messed about a bit but I never expected to be in a relationship with another boy," He said softly. "Look I was angry when I saw you two last night but it's obvious the bond between you. I guess I'm pleased if my brother had to do it with anyone it was you. For now I guess see how it plays out. I'll support you both but just don't hurt Moto, he's been through enough," I told James, it probably didn't need to be said but I wanted to be clear with him. "I'll never hurt him. I'll be with him as long as he wants. If he wants to move on to someone else well that's ok," James looked wistful as he said this and I could see how much he loved Moto. I decided to have a shower and then some breakfast. After that there was only one thing I wanted to do. To phone Sam and see if he'd still want to see me...