Date: Wed, 1 Feb 2006 21:20:23 -0800 (PST) From: Thomas Gaige Subject: Alex Gets Educated - Chapter 11 DISCLAIMER: The following story is FICTIONAL. It contains descriptions of sexual activities between teenage boys. If you are not over 18 years of age, or if you find this type of story offensive, or viewing this material is illegal where you are, then please DO NOT READ IT! If you choose to read it, then - I hope you enjoy it! Alex Gets Educated Chapter 11 - New Beginnings - Jon's Story - Part II ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Jared! Over here!" Steve called, waving at Jared. Jared nodded, and began making his way toward our table. A moment later, he pulled an empty chair from a neighboring table, spun it around so the back of it was facing our table and slumped down onto it. As he did, his eyes caught sight of Ryan in the back corner of the room, and a snarl spread over his lips. "You won't fucking believe this! Fitzpatrick's a fag!" Jared burst out angrily. "I'm living with a fucking faggot!" Steve looked up stunned, his fork full of hashbrowns stopping midway from his plate to his mouth. "What?" he asked, looking at Jared incredulously. Jared told us then how while Ryan was showering, he'd noticed a porn magazine sticking out from under his mattress. Curious, he'd pulled it out, only to find it was a gay porn magazine. When he'd confronted Ryan with it, Ryan had admitted to him he was gay. "The little faggot fucking lied on his application! He said he was straight! I've been living with a queer all this time!" Jared cried, in an anguished tone. "Son of a bitch!" Steve said, sympathetically. "That really sucks man!" I was surprised by this turn of events too, although I'd been wondering ever since I met Ryan, if maybe he was gay. I felt awful for him. It was no wonder he looked so devastated. As I glanced across the room, Ryan quickly looked down. He'd been looking at the three of us. In the short glimpse I had of him, I could tell he was really upset, in fact he looked like he was going to cry. As my attention returned to Steve and Jared, Steve asked "So, what're you gonna do?" "Move out I guess!" Jared said. "Where will you go?" Steve asked. "That's the thing - the RA says there's no openings! I gotta get someone to trade rooms with me!" Jared said miserably. "Fat chance of anyone wanting to move in with a faggot! I think I'm stuck there, unless I want to move off campus, and I can't afford that!" When I glanced at Steve, I noticed he'd been looking thoughtfully down at his plate. At the same time I looked at him, he looked up at me. Suddenly his face tinged red, and he looked embarrassed. "What?" I asked. "Nothing" Steve said, quickly, sounding a little guilty. I got the definite impression that Steve was going to say something, but had decided not to. "Fuck here comes the faggot now!" Jared said. Ryan was indeed walking toward us. He looked like he was quaking with fear though. I felt terrible for him. "What do you want faggot?" Jared said, as Ryan walked up to us. Ryan looked mortified. "I just wanted to say I'll be moving out of our room!" he said. "Yeah right! I already checked with Adams. There's no place for either of us to go!" Jared replied tersely. "Too bad there isn't another faggot who's sharing a room with a normal guy! You all could swap!" Steve said. As he said it, I noticed he glanced quickly at me for a split second. "What was that look for?" I asked. Steve got embarrassed and said, "Nothing. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you think I thought you were a faggot. I know you're not. I'd know if you were. It's too bad you're not though. We could swap with them and all be happier. I mean I know you don't like me that much, and we're not alike at all, like me and Jared are. And, I don't mean anything by this, but you ARE more like queer boy here than you are like me or Jared." As Steve spoke, I felt my anger rising. Jared's eyes were big with surprise that Steve had said what he did. I could feel Ryan's eyes on me too. As I sat glaring at Steve, and everyone was watching me, my mind was racing. It suddenly occurred to me that this might actually be a golden opportunity for me to put myself into a better situation, and at the same time, help Ryan out. "You know what?" I said after a minute. "You're right! You two assholes are a lot more alike than I am with you, or Ryan is with Jared! So you know what? If you two assholes wanta move in together, I'll move upstairs and room with Ryan, and Jared can move in with you!" All three of them looked at me in complete surprise. None looked more surprised than poor Ryan though. "You'd move in with a faggot?" Steve asked incredulously. Ryan blanched and looked miserable. "I'll move in with 'Ryan!' He's a nice guy. I like him. And his sexual preferences don't matter to me!" I said. "Quite honestly, I expect he's a little more modest about flaunting his body around than you are! It's probably safe to say there'll be less sexual behavior going on in my room if I room with him, than with you!" Ryan and Jared stared at me incredulously. At first Steve looked angry, probably because I'd alluded to his sexual behavior. After a moment, his face took on more of a hurt expression though, while Jared wore a look of confusion. "Would you be willing to have me as your roommate?" I asked Ryan, looking up at him. Ryan continued to stare at me, probably still shocked that I'd suggest such a thing. Finally he said, "you really would want to move in with me... even after finding out....????" His voice trailed off, as his face flushed red, and he looked extremely uncomfortable and embarrassed. "Sure!" I said, smiling slightly. "We've always gotten along OK." Ryan's eyes looked as if they were watering up a little. "Uh... well if you're sure you want to, yeah, that'd be OK," he said after a moment. He didn't sound completely convinced I was on the level though. Looking back at Steve and Jared, I saw they were both still staring at me with stunned looks. "So... are YOU a homo too?" Steve asked. I looked at him and said in a snarling tone "it's really none of your business if I am or not! But! I don't prance around naked, jacking off in front of other guys either as a rule! So do you guys wanta do this or not? If you do, c'mon, let's all go see Randy and ask if we can swap. Maybe we can get moved around by lunch time!" Jared was still looking at me Steve with a somewhat confused look on his face. Steve, who was trying to avoid Jared'd look, was as red as a fire truck. Finally, Steve looked at me and in a somewhat hurt tone asked, "do you really hate living with me that much?" I felt sorry then that I'd been so hard on him. Afterall it was Jared who was being the complete asshole. Steve was just being a little one! "No Steve. It's not that bad living with you. And I do like you," I said, stretching the truth a bit. "The thing is, I do think I'd be happier living with Ryan, than with you. He's quieter, and doesn't party as much. I need to be able to study. I think I'll be able to study more if I room with him." "Even though he's queer?" Steve asked softly, still looking unbelievably at me. "Yeah, even if he is gay. We can work things out I'm sure," I said, smiling a little. Steve looked at Jared, who was looking at him. Jared started to smile, then Steve did too. "OK," Steve said. "Let's go then" Jared said, standing up quickly, grinning. Steve grinned and got up too. He and Jared started walking to the tray return area. As I got up, I noticed that Ryan still looked miserable. I smiled at him. His eyes looked watery. "Don't sweat it. I think we'll get along OK. But, if you don't want to do this, just say so," I said. "No! I do!" Ryan said, almost too quickly. Then he added, "But only if you're really sure!" "I'm sure," I said smiling. Ryan smiled gratefully then and followed me as I picked up my tray and headed off after the jocks. Jared turned then and called "Are you two fruitcakes coming or what?" "I don't have to swap you know!" I glowered at him, as I caught up to him. "Knock it off with the names! You want this to happen you promise right now you'll stop telling people Ryan is gay! And you'll stop picking on him! You'll also stop insinuating that I'm gay too! After all - What would people think if they knew you'd been living with a fag???" Jared looked taken aback. A moment later though his eyes took on a hardened look as he stared back at me. He didn't reply. "C'mon," Steve said to him. "Jon's alright. He's doing you a big favor. Lay off already. Besides - he's right - you got your rep to protect - stop spouting about livin' with a homo! C'mon - let's go see Adams! We're gonna be roomies now!" Jared looked at Steve and smiled again. "Yeah! PARTY TIME!" he crowed. The two headed for the door then. "What a pair of assholes!" I said, looking after them. Ryan smiled, but quickly turned serious again and said "You really sure you wanta room with me?" "Yeah I am!" I said. "And, it might turn out to be more fun than you think!" Ryan studied my face for a moment. Then, still not looking convinced, he turned and started to follow Jared and Steve. Devilishly, I stepped in behind him. Glancing around, I saw no one looking, so quickly, I reached out and grabbed Ryan's left ass cheek and squeezed it quickly, then ripped my hand away from him. Shocked, Ryan spun around and looked at me incredulously. I just grinned and winked at him. Ryan's incredulous look changed to one of uncertainty then, and he studied me for a moment again, in an almost questioning way. grinning warmly, in a benevolent way, I nodded slightly. "Really?" Ryan asked incredulously. Still smiling, I nodded again. Ryan suddenly smiled broadly and his face suddenly looked much more relaxed! "Don't let on to the assholes though!" I whispered as we started walking after them again. Ryan looked at me and nodded, still smiling brightly. * * * A few minutes later, we were back in the dorm, at the RA's room. He was pretty surprised at our request, and asked me to step into his bathroom with him for a moment. We all gave each other strange looks, but I followed him into his bathroom, and he shut the door behind me. "I just wanted to speak privately with you for a moment," he said. "Are you aware of the reason they want you to switch rooms?" "Yes. It was my idea," I said. "So... you know that Fitzpatrick's gay?" he asked, looking a little surprised. "Yes," I said. "And you're willing to live with him?" the RA asked, still looking surprised. "Yes," I said. He looked at me for a moment, and looked as though he was going to say something else, but at the last minute stopped short. "OK," he said, opening the bathroom door. "Are all of you in agreement about this swap? All of you want to do it?" he asked all of us, as he and I emerged from the bathroom. "Yes," we all replied. "OK then. Which two of you are swapping rooms then?" he asked. We all looked at one another. We hadn't thought about that yet. Before the rest of us could speak though, Jared said, "I think I'd prefer to move down to their room." "OK," the RA said. "Anyone object to that?" We all looked at one another, then looked back at the RA and either said "no" or shook our heads. "Cool!" he said. "I'll mark it down on the books, and you guys are free to swap then. Go to it!" "Cool!" Jared and Steve both replied grinning. Ryan was smiling too, and looking very relieved. I grinned when he shot me a grateful look. We left then. Jared and Ryan went back to their room, and Steve and I went back to our's, so Jared and I could pack up. * * * As I was piling a lot my things into my comforter, which I thought I'd just fold up and carry upstairs, since it wasn't a long distance move, Steve sat on his bed, looking a little sad. "You know, I'm gonna miss you!" he said, suddenly. I turned and looked at him and grinned. "The hell you are! I'm sure you're already planning a party for this evening with Jared!" I said, chuckling. "Well... " he said, chuckling and smiling sheepishly. "OK, so the thought did cross my mind.... but... I mean it. I like Jared and all... but I am going to miss you too!" "Why? You afraid Jared won't let you jack off in front of him?" I asked. Steve looked stung. Immediately I felt sorry for saying it. "I'm sorry man. That wasn't nice. I apologize," I said. "Is that why you're moving?" Steve asked, a moment later, a little red-faced. "Well..." I said. "Not really. I can live with it. Although Steve... it's not normal to do that in front of other people unless they're doing it too!" "But... my brother and me. We always do it together!" he said, looking confused. "That's my point. You guys are brothers. You and I aren't! And I wasn't doing it with you, like your brother does!" I said. "So you didn't like it then did you?" he asked. "Not really. But like I said, I could live with it. That's not why I'm swapping," I said. "I'm swapping because I really think you and Jared get along better than you and me, and Ryan and I will too, better than he and Jared do! I think it'll work out!" "But he's gay man!" Steve said. "I don't get why you would move in with a gay guy!" "Listen..." I said. "Just remember... I'm doing Jared a REALLY big favor, and it's sort of a favor to you too really. You guys'll have a blast together! ... So... kind of to repay me for this - I'd appreciate it if neither of you would publicize the fact that Ryan's gay! OK? Can you keep it quiet? And maybe convince Jared to too? I mean I'm doing you guys a big favor... but I do have my own rep to protect too!" I winked at Steve then, although inside, I berated myself for not sticking up for gays. I hoped though that Steve continued to believe I was straight, and because of the sacrifice I'd made for him and Jared, that he'd keep quiet about Ryan's orientation, and that he'd get Jared to as well. "So you are straight!" he said, grinning. "I knew it!" "Straight 'A'!" I said, crossing my fingers behind my back. "I mean... if I wasn't, don't you think I'd have been on my knees sucking you off everytime you stripped?" Steve grinned. Then suddenly his eyes got huge. "FUCK ME!" he cried. "You're gonna try and get Fitzpatrick to suck you off! Aren't you?" "Aw Jesus Christ!" I said, raising my eyes to the ceiling. Steve looked momentarily confused, but when I smiled and chuckled over how stupid he could be, he took it as assent that that was my plan. "Y'know?" he said, grinning lewdly. "If I'd have thought about it that way, I might've offered to move in with him too!" I burst into hysterical laughter then. Oblivious to the fact I was laughing at him, and not with him, Steve did as well. As we were still chuckling, and drying our eyes, there was a knock on the door. "It's me! Open up!" we heard Jared's voice. "OK, hang on!" Steve called. "HEY!" Steve said, turning to me again. "I really am going to miss you!" He shocked me then by grabbing me and hugging me tightly. I was so surprised, all I could do was hug him back. When we parted, I said, "I'll only be a couple floors up! We'll still see each other enough!" "Well you better stop by now and then," he said, smiling. "I will," I said, smiling too. "HEY! C'mon! Open up! My arms are breaking!" Jared hollered from outside the door. Quickly Steve leaped over to the door and opened it. "It was unlocked!" he said, pulling wide open for Jared. "Look at me and tell me you think I could open a door!" Jared replied sarcastically, as he stood with his arms overflowing with a pile of his things. "Guess not," Steve chuckled and grabbed for a TV that was on top of the stack. I grabbed a box, and Jared dropped the rest of his load on the foot of my bed. "Thanks!" he said, looking closely at me. "You're welcome," I said. He continued looking at me a moment, until I glared back at him and said, "WHAT?" Smiling sheepishly, he chuckled nervously and said, "Sorry. I didn't mean to stare. I'm just still surprised that you'd be willing to move in with Fitzpatrick, knowing he's a fag. Don't get me wrong! I'm very happy you are. I just don't get it! Are you sure you're not queer too?" "He's NOT!" Steve said, before I could reply. He was going to continue, but Ryan walked in then with a box in his arms. "I'll explain later," Steve said. "Just know he's not. And... stop badmouthing either of them!" All three of us looked at Steve with different degrees of surprise registering on our faces, as he turned bright red. After a moment, to save Steve, I said, "OK I'm all packed, so if we each carry some of my stuff up to Ryan's and my room, then we can carry more of Jared's stuff down here. Within a couple trips we should be swapped!" "Cool!" Jared said, smiling at me. He grabbed a big box, and headed out the door. Ryan took a pile of my clothes that were on hangers and followed him. "Thank Steve," I said, smiling, as he grabbed a few bags. "For what?" he asked, turning to look at me. "For asking Jared to lay off the name calling," I said. "No sweat man," Steve said, grinning. "I'll make sure he doesn't talk about either of you!" I grinned back at him and picked up my computer and boom box. We headed upstairs then. * * * We made a total of two more round trips, and we had all of Jared's stuff moved down to my old room, and my stuff was up in his old room. After our last trip down to what was now Steve and Jared's room, Steve ran into the bathroom to his little refrigerator and returned a moment later, grinning and holding four cans of Budweiser. "Gentlemen! We've worked hard! And I'm thirsty!" he said. "Besides! I think we should all toast our 'New Beginnings'!" Grinning, Jared and I each reached for a can. Ryan looked dubiously at us, but Steve held out a can to him. "You too Fruit-" he started to say, but then he tinged pink and continued "Ryan." I smiled and nodded slightly at Steve. He smiled too. Jared looked a little disgusted. Tentatively Ryan reached out and took the proffered can of beer though and thanked him. We all cracked them open and Steve made some long toast about 'New Beginnings' for all of us. We all took a long swig of beer then. As we drank our beer over the next couple minutes, we made small talk, but it was a little stilted. Jared still obviously disliked Ryan, and he obviously wanted nothing more to do with Jared either. Steve and I glanced at each other uncomfortably. We all quickly finished our beer, then Ryan said, he was going back to our room. I said I needed to go get unpacked too. Steve looked sadly at me and stepped over to me and gave me another hug. "Don't be a stranger now! You're always welcome to drop in," He said. "Thanks. I might drop by and watch some hoop with you sometime," I said, smiling. "Cool! I'm gonna hold you to it!" he said, grinning. "OK, you take care!" I said. "You too man!" Steve said. "Take care, and thanks!" Jared said to me. "Sure. You take care too," I said. "Bye," Ryan said, quietly. "Take care Man," Steve said, smiling jovially. "You can come watch hoop too if you want!" "Thanks," Ryan said shyly. He looked at Jared then. Jared just stared back at him. Finally he nodded slightly. Ryan nodded in return, then turned and left. "OK, I'm going too. See ya!" I said. "Bye," Steve and Jared said, as I turned and followed Ryan, carrying a last box of my things. * * * Ryan and I walked silently to the elevator and took it up to our floor. Ryan held the door open for me, as I carried my box into our room, then he closed the door behind us. I set my box down and turned to look at him. We stood looking at each other for a moment, until I burst into a chuckle. "What?" Ryan asked, starting to smile. "Nothing," I said. "We're just staring stupidly at each other is all." We both grinned then. "So... are you really gay?" Ryan asked finally. I smiled and stepped toward Ryan and reached for his crotch. Cupping his genitals, and giving them a squeeze, I said, "Does that answer your question?" As I held Ryan's sex organs in my hand, gently squeezing and releasing them, I felt his penis swiftly beginning to stiffen. "Yeah!" he said, rather breathlessly. Then, he inhaled deeply. A wanton look filled his eyes, and a moment later, I could feel his still bent, but by then, fully hard penis flexing in my hand. "If you want me to stop, just say so. I don't want to do anything you don't want to do too!" I said, looking deeply into Ryan's eyes. "OK?" As I stood holding his crotch, looking into his eyes, all Ryan could do was stare back at me. His dick was flexing violently every few seconds. "You OK? You want me to stop?" I asked again, a little concerned that maybe he didn't like it. Slowly, an ever-so-slight smile appeared on his lips, and Ryan shook his head "no", never taking his eyes from mine. "OK then," I said, smiling. "Just tell me to stop if you want me to!" I let go of Ryan's genitals, and knelt in front of him then. As I reached for his belt buckle, I looked up at him. He was looking down at me, breathing heavily. His eyes were still filled with desire. Slowly, I unbuckled his belt. Then, I loosened the button above his fly. Finally, I unzipped his fly, pulling it down slowly over the hard bulge of his erection. As I did all this, I continued looking up into Ryan's eyes. He was staring back at me. "You still OK?" I asked, hesitating. Swallowing, Ryan nodded. I smiled again, then turned my full attention to what I was doing. I reached up to Ryan's hips and hooked my thumbs in the waist band of his jeans and boxers. Then, in one smooth downward motion, I pushed both his pants and underwear off his hips, and down his legs, depositing them in a pile on the floor about his ankles. As his pants slid past his crotch, Ryan's penis popped out and pointed straight at me. He had a beautiful dick. It was slender and rather delicate looking. It looked to be about 7-1/2" long, and he was cut, because he had a circumcision scar. The tip of his glans was moist with pre-cum that had begun to ooze slowly out of his piss slit. The base of his dick was planted in a dark curly bush of pubic hair, and dangling below it, between his legs was a pair of good-sized testicles in a slack, nearly hairless nut sack. Ryan's crotch smelled good too. Only slightly musky. As it'd been a while since I'd had sex, and Ryan had such a great body, I couldn't wait to get my mouth on him! So without any fanfare, I reached out and took the base of his penis in my hand, and pointed the head of his dick at my mouth. Then, I lowered my mouth over the entire length of his manhood, right up to the line of his pubic hair, closed my mouth, and slowly and softly began to suck up and down the entire length of his shaft. "OHhhhh!!!" I heard him gasp softly, as I felt his hands start to run through my hair. Slowly and sensuouly I sucked up and down his rod for the next minute or so. Shortly though, I felt Ryan's hips beginning to buck forward and backward slightly, and I heard his breath coming in gasps. As I continued sucking on him, his hips moved back and forth more noticeably, and he began moaning softly. After another several seconds, I could tell Ryan's orgasm was building up. His hips were moving faster, and his moaning was louder. "I'm gonna shoot Jon!" he gasped a moment later. I continued sucking away on him, and began masturbating the base of his dick with my thumb and forefinger. "OHhhh!!!" Ryan cried softly, as I reached behind him and began stroking his buttocks. It seemed to me that he pushed his butt backward a little, as if asking me through body language to work on his ass some more. Smiling slightly as I continued sucking on him, I let the fingers of my left hand slip into the warm, somewhat sweaty crevice between his buttocks. I pressed them inward, until the tip of my middle finger made contact with his tightly puckered anus, and he emitted a deep groan. Taking his groan as a sign of approval, I began massaging his hole. I must've guessed right, that Ryan wanted me to play with his ass, because instantly, he began moaning with pleasure! A few seconds later, Ryan's whole body was trembling, and he was bucking his hips back forth, fucking my mouth, as I sucked on him. Suddenly, Ryan's whole body tensed up. "Fuck!" he cried out in a loud gasp. I felt his sphincter contract violently beneath my finger tip, and then a huge glob of hot, gooey semen struck the back of my throat rather forcefully. "Awwwwww!!!" he groaned a couple seconds later, and I tasted his tangy love fluid again. "MMMMmmmmm!!!" he moaned, filling my mouth again. As I continued sucking and jerking Ryan off, and massaging his asshole, his spasms continued for a few more seconds, until he'd completely emptied himself. "Fuck!" he gasped, as he gently pushed me off him, when he was through. I looked up at him and grinned. "That answer your question about me?" I asked. Ryan looked down at me and grinned incredulously. "Oh yeah!" he said, half laughing. He twisted a little then, and tipped over backward onto his bed, and lay there panting. "Room for me?" I asked. Ryan looked at me, grinned, and held out his arm. I stepped over to his bed and laid down next to him, as he scootched up against the wall to make room for me. "That!" he exclaimed, still breathing heavily, "had to be the best blow job I've ever had!" I grinned and told him I was glad I was the one to give it to him. He grinned and said, "As soon as I can breathe, I'm gonna give you one too! I just hope it's as good for you as it was for me! Grinning, I rolled onto my side and faced him. He too was grinning. "So... this is a little different than life with Jared, huh?" I said. "Oh YEAH!" he said, laughing. We rested quietly then for a few minutes. Then, Ryan sat up and told me to get up and get naked. Grinning, I did as he said, and he got up and finished undressing completely as well. He had a gorgeous body! Before I could grab him to check him out all over though, he pushed me back down on the bed, and dove for my crotch! Within seconds he was deep throating me like a pro, and his fingers were exploring my asshole, just like I'd done for him. He was fantastic! Within a couple minutes, I was thrashing about on Ryan's bed, stiffening, then relaxing, and gasping and moaning as I too emptied my seed down his throat. When I was finished, and Ryan had sucked me clean and dry, he climbed up on the bed and lay down next to me. "I think I'm really gonna like living with you!" I said. "Me too!" he replied grinning. Ryan's eyes filled with tears then, and his lower lip began to tremble. He tried to hold back, but couldn't. "I'm s-sorry! It's j-just I'm s-so happy! After all these w-weeks, I'm f-finally h-happy!" he stammered, as tears began running from his eyes. I Grinned and said, "It's OK. Just let it out!" Then, I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into a hug. He buried his face against my chest and wept softly for a minute. * * * After Ryan got control of himself, we lay together in our embrace for a few minutes, each lost in our own thoughts, until I heard Ryan's stomach growl. Wiping his eyes, he grinned sheepishly. "Sorry," he said. "Don't worry about it!" I said. "I'm hungry too! How about we get some grub?" Smiling, Ryan nodded. As we started to get up, my stomach growled too then, causing us to both laugh. "I'm gonna like living with you!" Ryan said, smiling at me. "I'm gonna like living with you too!" I said. We both stood smiling stupidly at each other for a minute. Finally, I reached down and grabbed my clothes, and started dressing, and Ryan did the same. * * * Since we were so hungry, we decided to leave my unpacking til after lunch, and headed for the student union. We were happy that Steve and Jared weren't there, and had a nice lunch together. Afterward, we went back to our room, and even though we were both horned up again, I suggested we get my stuff unpacked and put away, and my bed made, before we did anything else. "Then," I said, "we'll have the rest of the weekend to do whatever we want!" "Oh fuck!" Ryan gasped, grabbing his crotch. "I'm gonna cream my shorts just thinking about it!" I roared with laughter, and he joined in. We got my stuff unpacked and set up in record time - about all of a half hour! "So... what do you want to do now?" Ryan asked. His eyes were glistening, and he was grinning hopefully. I grinned too, but just as I was about to reply, a thought hit me. "What about your homework?" I asked, sadly. "Oh!" he said. "Um... actually, it's all caught up but a little reading I was leaving for tonight! How about your's?" I grinned again then, and said "Excellent! I only have a little to do too. It can wait till later too!" Ryan grinned again then too. "So....????" he asked, looking hopefully at me again. "Why do we still have our clothes on?" I asked, chuckling. Ryan's grin widened and he quickly started stripping. I did too. "I wanta suck you off again," he said. "I wanta suck you off too!" I agreed. We looked at each other a moment, then our smiles turned to grins, and we both said, "69?" at the same time. Laughing, we climbed back onto Ryan's bed, and got onto our sides - He with his head facing the head of the bed, and my head facing the foot of it. Within seconds we were slowly and sensually pleasuring one another. We spent a good 15-20 minutes carefully not exciting each other too much, so as to prolong our pleasure. By then, nothing was going to prolong the inevitable any longer. I felt Ryan begin to speed up a little, in an urgent way. I gave in then too, and matched his pace. Then, after we finally worked earnestly on each other for another couple minutes, we shared spine shattering orgasms, groaning and filling each other's mouths with copious amounts of semen, which we each drank greedily. Afterward, as we lay together, recovering, we talked, discussing the things we liked and didn't like about sex. We both seemed to be pretty much in synch with each other's likes and dislikes. And, we were both happy to find that while I prefer to 'top', Ryan preferred to be a 'bottom'! "So... would you like to fuck me?" he asked after a while. I'd noticed his cock was hard again. So was mine. "You have to ask?" I said, grinning. "How do you like to do it?" he asked. "Any way, what do you like?" I asked. "How about I lay on my stomach with my butt up, and my legs apart?" he asked. "Sounds good!" I said. While I got my tube of lube out, Ryan arranged himself on his bed, with a pillow under his pelvis, with a towel over it. "So I don't mess up the pillow!" he said, as I smiled about the towel. "Good idea!" I said. "You ready?" "Yup. Climb on!" he said. Smiling, I crawled onto the bed behind him, between his legs. I got on my knees and leaned forward, and put one hand on each of his cheeks, and spread them apart, fully exposing his anus. It was beautiful! It was deep pink, and tightly puckered. As I looked closely at it, Ryan contracted it, and let it relax a couple times. Most likely it was part of an involuntary response to his heightened sexual arousal, when his pelvis muscles spasmed. There was a light fringe of dark hairs sprouting from his skin in a circle around Ryan's ass hole. He looked clean and leaning forward and breathing in through my nose, all I smelled was his muskiness. No shit! Grinning, I leaned forward and began licking at his hole! "What the-?" he cried in surprise, his head spinning around to look at me. "What?" I said, looking up, the area around my mouth wet with saliva. "I just thought you were going to fuck me! I didn't realize!" he said. "Hasn't anyone ever rimmed you before?" I asked. "No!" he said, a little sheepishly. I grinned and said, "Well, lay down and relax man! I promise you're gonna love this!" Smiling, he laid his head down, and I felt his body relax under my hands, as I lowered my face toward his boy pussy again. "Awwwww!!!!!" he groaned as I washed my tongue over his pucker again. Within seconds, I had Ryan moaning and thrashing about underneath me as I pleasured his hole. After a couple minutes he cried, "Stop, or I'm gonna cum too soon!" Grinning, I stopped and sat back up! "OK, I'll get you ready for my dick then," I said. I squirted some lube on his hole then and began massaging it in with my finger. Immediately he began moaning again with pleasure. "OH Fuck you're just too good!" he groaned afer a few seconds. I grinned, but then slowly, pressed on his anus with my index finger. Ryan must've realized my intention, as I felt his sphincter relax as much as possible, then it pushed back toward me, and my finger slid right through it, up inside him. "Mmmmmm!!!!" he moaned, happily. I finger fucked his warm hole slowly for a few seconds, then slowly entered a second finger, and began fucking him with both. He moaned a little more then. After a while, I tried adding a third finger. I was able to slide it inside him, but I noticed he was grimmacing a little, as if in pain, so I pulled it back out. "Ready for the real thing?" I asked, as his face relaxed. "Certainly!" he said, looking back at me and grinning. Earlier we'd discussed the fact that both of us had only ever been with one or two guys we knew were safe, and disease free, so we had decided there was no need for precautions. With that in mind, I lubed my dick and got into position. "OOHHH!!!" Ryan gasped, as I first entered him. "You OK?" I asked, concerned. "Uh huh," He gasped. Slowly I began pushing forward. "AAaaawwwwwww!!!" Ryan groaned, as I moved further up inside him. "You sure you're OK?" I asked, still concerned. "Yup! Just go slow!" he gasped. I held in the position I was in, which was about half way into him, for a few seconds. Then, I slowly pushed the rest of my length fully into his intestines, as he groaned again. "Mmmmm..." he moaned softly, as I settled my weight onto him, with my dick stuffed as far up inside him as I could push it. After waiting a few seconds, I began slowly pulling back out of him, until I was almost all the way out again. Then slowly, I pushed back in. I began slowly long-dicking Ryan then, as he lay moaning with pleasure, while the head of my cock rubbed back and forth over his prostate. "Go faster!" he murmured shortly. Gradually I sped up then, until I was moving in and out of Ryan at a moderate pace. We were both feeling great! I continued fucking him progressively faster and harder, until after a half minute or so, I was pounding in and out of him, and he was grunting each time I embedded myself fully in his rectum. Shortly, I felt my orgasm building. I thought Ryan felt like he was tensing up as well. We were both breathing heavily. As I increased my pace, and began slamming in and out of him, Ryan grabbed a handful of the sheets in each hand and squeezed them tightly. "OOOOOHhhhh!!!" he cried out suddenly, in a high-pitched tone, as I felt his anal ring clamp tightly around me. "MMMmmmmmm!!!" he groaned, as he relaxed, and his semen gushed out his penis, saturating the towel beneath him. The beginning of Ryan's orgasm pushed me over the age, and with a gasp, I blew a huge load of cum deep inside his bowels. "Awwwww!!!" he grunted, squeezing my cock with his asshole again, as he sprayed the towel again. "Ooohhnnnn!!!" I moaned, as I exploded again, painting the lining of Ryan's rectum once more. As I continued fucking Ryan, we both continued spasming for several seconds, until both our orgasms ended, and spent, I collapsed heavily on top of Ryan, burying my cock deep inside him. "Ohhhhh!!!!" he moaned softly, as I gave my own little moan of pleasure. "Fuck! That was fantastic!" he gasped in a whisper. A moment later, as his breathing began to return to normal he added, "I've never been with anyone as good as you!" Smiling, I said, "You're pretty awesome yourself!" I rested my arms on each side of his body and squeezed him in a hug, as he smiled happily. After a while, once my dick had shrunk completely, I crawled off Ryan. His hole remained open a little, so he jumped up and ran for the toilet, where he let my semen drain from his insides. Afterward, we showered together. As we washed each other, we of course became aroused all over again, and ended up masturbating each other to yet another orgasm, as the shower's warm spray fell on us. When we were finally clean and dry, we got dressed, and because it was suppertime, went out to eat again. When we returned to our room, neither of us had to ask the other. We just both began stripping, and within a minute, we were in another '69' on Ryan's bed. After we'd swallowed each other's cum, I flipped around and snuggled up to Ryan. It felt chilly in the room, so he pulled the covers up over us. We hadn't meant to fall asleep, but we did. We both slept very comfortably nestled in each other's embrace, all through the night, until the next morning. Of course, as soon as we were fully awake, we began pleasuring each other anew, and spent the rest of the day, in bed together. We did give up long enough to do our homework that evening, but before we went to sleep, Ryan wanted me to fuck him again. I did. When it was over, he tossed the pillow and towel that had been under him, down onto the floor, and coupled together yet, we rolled onto our sides, so we were spooned with my dick still up Ryan's ass. Again, we fell asleep, and slept that way for hours, before I roused a little when I felt my dick being pulled, as Ryan rolled onto his belly, and I slid out of his asshole. Ryan never woke, and I fell quickly back to sleep again. * * * Every day after that, whenever we both weren't in classes, or doing homework, or sleeping, or eating, Ryan and I could be found in one of our beds or the shower together. Sex had never been as great as it was with Ryan. And as the days went by, I found myself feeling strange. Strange in a very wonderful way. All I wanted was to be with Ryan all the time! It wasn't until one evening, after a particularly fantastic coupling, that I realized what was happening to the two of us. I'd just fucked Ryan missionary style, and I was lying on top of him, holding him in my arms. He looked up into my eyes and said "I love you Jon!" Then, he kissed me long and softly on the lips. It was our first kiss! And it was the first time Ryan had told me he loved me. Suddenly though, I realized that that was what I was feeling too! I was in love with Ryan! For the first time in my life, I truly understood what that kind of love felt like! As he lay looking up at me, a little worried that I wouldn't feel as he did, I grinned and said, "I love you too Ryan!" We fell into a long, sustained, sloppy open-mouth kiss then, and I felt my dick stir inside him! So this was love! And I was in it! I'd never been happier in my life! * * * The next few days were a blur for me! I don't remember them at all! All I could think about or focus on, was Ryan! Suddenly though, about a week or so later, I was plunged into a feeling of internal chaos. Alex! I'd been so busy and so happy being in love with Ryan, that I'd completely forgotten Alex! Alex, who I had thought I was in love with! Alex, who I was pretty sure loved me too! I realized I had a dilemma! As much as I had been looking forward to going home for Thanksgiving, and seeing everyone - especially Alex, I was terrified now! I was in love with Ryan. Deeply in love! Now that I knew what true love really was, I realized that as much as I'd thought I was in love with Alex, I wasn't. I was in love with Ryan. What I felt for Alex was in fact more of the type of love a big brother feels for a little brother! I knew my relationship with Ryan had forever changed how things would be between me and Alex, and that Alex was going to be very hurt! That was the last thing I wanted to have happen! I knew there was no way I couldn't tell him though. He'd be able to tell! As much as a week earlier, I had been dying to see Alex again, now I was dreading it! How could I hurt him so much.... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The next chapter of this story will be published shortly...