Date: Tue, 19 Apr 2005 11:03:27 +0000 From: David Lundquist Subject: Are you awake? Are you awake? By David Lundqusit This is of course pure fantasy from my part, but I will be the last to claim that nothing like this ever happens, as something like this happened to me when I was at that age. Chapter 1 "Tom, are you asleep?" Jan whispered in the dark. "Mmmm.." came Tom's muted reply. He shifted restless in the bed. Jan had known for a long time that Tom was just as awake as him, the shallow breathing and the shifting in the bed clearly told him so. "I cannot sleep" Jan whispered. "Neither can I." Came Tom's answer back to him. "What time is it?" Tom asked out in the darkness. "Almost three." Tom's face showed in the light from his watch as he pressed the light button. "I keep thinking about the movie." Jan whispered. "Me too." They had used the opportunity of being alone home to look into Jan's father's video stash. They had found an old Danish movie called "You're not alone". Not knowing what it was they had put it into the VCR, and with open mouths watched the very Danish movie from the late 70'ies unfold on the TV screen. The movie tells about homosexuality between young boys in a way that would be impossible in the later years. Jan and Tom had no idea that anything like that existed, and watched speechless the tender love between the two main characters develop, with all the trimmings like frontal nudity, making out and the long kissing scene in the end. They were clearly embarrassed by it both, and had difficulties looking into each other eyes the rest of the evening. They went to bed in Jan's big double bed, safely on each side with a wide secure expanse between them. Of course modestly dressed in t-shirts and their boxers, they had turned out the light after a short chat, trying both to sleep, a sleep made impossible with the images from the movie clearly on their minds. "Is that how ... you know ... homosexuality is?" Jan asked after a quiet minute. "Yeah, I guess so." Tom answered. "But, are boys so young homos?" Jan asked again. "I thought it was grownups that were homosexuals." "Na, I think boys can be it too." Tom answered softly. They lay both thinking about this. "But all the kissing," Jan commented, "why did they kiss so much?" "I guess it's nice." "Kissing a boy! Euch!" Jan tried to make his voice as gross as he could. "I don't know if there is a difference." Tom answered quietly. "I mean, it's still mouths and tongues. It must feel the same, even if it is boy boy instead of boy girl." "Have you kissed like that?" Jan wanted to know. "Sure." Tom answered. "I mean, with tongues inside and so?" "Yeah, have you?" "Not really. Is it nice?" "Yeah, very. And exciting too!" Tom sounded a bit unsure in his voice now. "How exciting?" Jan wanted to know. "Try and find out." "No, you tell me!" "No!" "Yes you have to! We're best friends!" "Ok then." Tom hesitated. "It's exciting like ... you know ... sex like." "He?" Jan did not understand. "Don't be daft! It's exciting like when you look at porn!" "Yeah?" Jan asked mystified. "Like getting hard and so?" "Yeah, sometimes." They lay still in the bed for a minute or so, both lost in their own thoughts. "But is it exciting like that when a boy kisses a boy?" Jan wanted to know. "Yeah, it might be." Tom answered, knowing that he was moving into dangerous grounds. "How do you know?" Jan broke out. "Have you tried kissing a boy?" "Yeah." Tom whispered. "Don't tell anybody! We're best friends, remember!" "Wow! Kissing a boy! Are you a poof? " "No! I'm not!" Tom answered back angrily. "But you've stilled kissed a boy that way, French kissing like, with tongue and all?" "Yes. Please don't tell anybody!" "Sure no, I promise, we're still best friends." Jan answered him quickly. "But what was it like really? Was it nice?" "Yeah. Very nice." "Was it exciting, like when kissing a girl?" Jan wanted to know. "Yeah." "Did you get hard?" "Yeah." "Oh.." Jan at last stopped. This asked for some thinking. Some minutes passed in silence, but then Tom broke the ice: "Do you want to try?" "Kissing?" "Yeah." "With whom?" Suddenly a light went up in Jan's mind, "with you?" "Yeah." "I don't know.." "Sure, it's nice, and remember, we're best friends! Nobody will know." "Yeah, that's right. Ok then, if you promise never to tell anybody!" "As you will never tell that I've kissed boys!" Tom answered. "Ok then." But still he hesitated. "But how, how do we, I mean, how is it done?" "Sit up in the bed, and I will show you." Tom reassured him. Jan sat up. He could feel the bed moving a bit while Tom scooted over to him. In the faint light from darkened window, he could just make out Tom's face. Suddenly he felt Tom take his arms around him, drawing him nearer. "Come on, hold round me!" Tom whispered. Jan embraced his best friend with his arm. The warmth from his living body seeped over to him through the thin t-shirt. He felt Tom's breath on his face before his lips pressed against his mouth. Tom's lips were warm and dry, then they opened up and he could feel Tom's tongue probing his closed lips. Tom let go of him and hissed that he should open his mouth. Jan did as told, and Tom's tongue slid into his mouth. He just managed to think that this was gross, before his mind went blank and his heart missed a beat or two before starting to hammer away in his breast. Tom's tongue crept in and crept in his mouth, never stopping, and then started to glide around inside him, probing out all crevasses in Jan's mouth. At the same time Tom's lips pressed warm and soft against his own. "Oh my God oh my god! What's happening to me, what is this?" mute thoughts shrieked round in Jan's head. Tom's hands caressed his back while his lips and tongue ravaged his own mouth and lips. His body felt on fire, and he could feel that he had sprung a massive hard on, the sweet feelings seeping from his groin out in his body. Tom let go of him and leaned back. Jan felt like crying, "Don't stop!" he whispered. "Did you like it?" Tom grinned to him. "Yes, yeas! Can we do it more?" "Sure!" Tom assured him, "but let's take off these first." He took hold of Jan's T-shirt and pulled it off him before taking off his own. Then he took hold of Jan again and pulled him against him while pressing his open mouth back on Jan's own. This time the feeling was heightened by feeling Tom's naked skin against his own. He could feel Tom's heart hammering under his skin, his chest going up and down with his labored breathing. Tom's hands kept wandering up and down on Jan's back, and he reciprocated by caressing Tom's back. When he felt Tom's hands down at the lining of his boxer's before the crept under it, it felt so right, and he wanted Tom to feel how aroused he was. He raised himself up on his knees, pulling Tom with him, without letting go of his hungry mouth. Up on his knees he pressed his groin against Tom, so he could feel his hard on against him. He could hear Tom's quick intake of air when their hard members touched. Tom's hands glided down on his but inside the boxers, and Jan could feel his hands kneading the buns. He did the same on Tom's behind for a few seconds, before Tom let go of him and whispered hoarsely, "Let's take them off!" pulling at the hem of Jan's boxers. Jan leaned back and let Tom pull down his underwear. His hard dick slapped against his stomach, and a clear drop slowly glided down from the engorged head. He took hold of Tom's boxers, and soon he was as naked as Jan, his hard circumcised dick pointing up in the air between them. Tom was a bit bigger than Jan, and he had a small bush on his pubes, where Jan had just a few hairs. They stood on their knees against each other, silently staring at their best friend's aroused dick. Then they took hold of each other again and started a new bout with kissing, this time grinding hard dick against hard dick. ------------------------- I would love to write more, but need encouragement! Write your comments to davidi50@hotmail.com