Date: Tue, 05 Oct 1999 03:42:36 -0800 From: themostcooldude Subject: The Best Time of my Life (PART 2) I open my eyes, it was still dark and I could see some moonlight getting inside my room, I look in the direction where Tony was sleeping and his face was peaceful. The light made his milky skin glow and his red lips disappear. He was my treasure and millions of things a loved in one person. He is the mirror of everything good, he always seems so pretty and shy. He is the reason I survive. His chest was going up and down in the deepest dream. Without thinking I moved my lips and kiss the side of his head, smelling his aroma that makes him who he is. I move to the other side of my bed and I watched him until I fell asleep again. I wake up again in the morning to find my bed empty of my love Tony. I looked around the room to find him getting dress in the far corner of the room. - I thought you'd never wake up. He said. I wasn't still quite awake, so I made some kind of sound before getting up from the bed and put something on. That day we had breakfast and then he went back to his house. I was still a little dazed thinking with the best night of my life. I had confused feeling of extreme happiness, sadness and jealousy. I knew there was no way I could live without that little guy, so I would never tell him how I felt about him, but I would do anything for him in order to keep him. That week went brilliantly when I was with him only, if he wasn't there I was sad and planning how to make him happy or what to tell him next day. Something came up the end of the week when he asked me if he could come to sleep over my place. How can I refuse having him in my bed again? I didn't ask why he wanted to come, but I knew in his silence that he was having problems with his parents and he wanted to be away from them. I didn't want to ask. I didn't want to pressure Tony and might make him run away from me. If I look into his blue eyes I knew how sad Tony was sometimes. So I just wanted to make him happy while he was with me, he could take my life if he wanted, without asking I would give it to him. We made arrangements for him to come over my house on Friday night. We spend all Friday evening playing video games. While we were playing one I mastered he took my control away from my hands. - Why did you do that? I asked without thinking that may cause an argument. - I'm sick you beat me every time. He answered a little pissed off. I realised I may started an argument and I tried to think as quick as I could, so I smiled and I said: - Look at your expression, looks like you going to beat me for real man. - I'm thinking about it. He said giving me one of his best smiles. - Come on then. I said like a Robert de Niro type of voice. Just the fact of he touching me made me say that. Before I could react he pushed me still smiling and put his arm around my neck as a professional wrestler. My nose was under his hairless armpit and I loved every single second. I thought I might have to defence myself of could look weird. So I moved my body around and without that much effort I was on top of him. I was out of breath feeling his body under me. He was so fragile I didn't want to hurt him, but I didn't want to move. He twists his body so I fell on my side off him. At that time the world stop for a second of two. His arm around my neck relaxed and I look into his face. - Are you ok? I asked. I don't know why I did ask that question. But it felt like the right thing to say judging the expression on his face. - Yeah! I'm ok. He responded. It was a silence again between us, I was waiting for him to say something because I didn't want to move. - Jesse, thank you for being my friend, you are so good to me. He said. Then something amazing happened. He came closer and hugged me. I didn't know what was happening but he was there and I hug him back. His face was in my neck and it felt perfect. I put my hands on his shoulders and I went up and down his back. I was in heaven, my dick also thought I was in heaven because it hurt inside my pants. He began to cry and talk how much he needed to get out of his house. He told me that leaving with any of his parents was a nightmare and he didn't feel safe until he met me. I also wanted to cry when he told me how much he appreciates my friendship. I felt a little bad as well for not being honest with him. That night when we went to bed he told me a little about how lonely he felt before he meet me. I didn't know what he actually meant. He might love me as I love him, or maybe my dreams and hopes were taking over. After talking he just move over the other side of the bed and felt asleep. I was crashed, I had the chance to tell him how I felt and I didn't. Then again if I tell him, he may run away from me for good. If I don't I can see him almost everyday. And I couldn't keep living without seeing his pretty eyes. After an hour watching him fast sleep, I was just horny as hell. I guess that puberty was taking over again. I needed to touch him, so I moved closer again and this time I put my hand in his belly pulling his shirt a little to display his bright white belly. I placed my shaky hand in his soft skin. The contact of his soft skin was just the best sensation I ever had. I started to move my hand slowly up his chest, but before arriving there I changed my mind and I began to go down his belly again. At that moment I was breathing heavily, quite scared not to wake him up, but too excite to stop. I arrived to his boxed shorts so I just place my hand very slowly on top of his underwear to feel his crotch. I moved my hand a little around to find his soft penis. The contact of his penis through his underwear made me gag a weird sound. What was under my hand was very soft and small, I wondered how big was Tony's penis again. I didn't think that Tony was going through puberty yet. He didn't had any hair under his arms, well neither did I but I had a very few in my crotch. - What are you doing? Tony said coming from his sleep raising up! - Nothing. I said panicking making my jump to the other side of the bed without knowing what to do. That second I thought my life was over. He found me touching his dick. I didn't know what to do or say, I was so embarrassed that all the blood of my body was in my face. - Jesse what were you doing? He repeated this time more awake and firm. - I'm sorry Tony. I began to cry and keep saying. Please Tony, forgive me, I'm sorry. - I can't believe that you … Tony said without finishing the sentence. - I'm sorry Tony. I just love you. I said surprising myself for saying the love word. Tony was now looking at me with a very weird expression in his face. I was just to embarrass to look him at the eye. After something that felt more than one minute he said very calm. - Jesse I like you as well but I don't think I like you that way. I was completely honest with you, at least you could tell me this, don't you. - I'm sorry I thought that if I told you, you'd run away from me, and I'd never see you again. I said just thinking how grown up he sounded. - Look Jesse I don't care if you are … well you know. But … - I don't know what I am. I interrupt him. But I know I love you Tony and I don't want to lose you, please forgive me and I promise I'll never do it again. He looked at me again with that weird expression that I started to love and just keep looking. Slowly he placed his hand in my shoulder and said. - Jesse I don't mind that much what you were doing. I'm a little pissed off because I don't know what else did you do while I was sleeping. But if you like ... well you know, if you like guys ... well or you just like me. I still like you, you are my best friend and I need you. My eyes were covered with tears. That was the sweetest thing no-body ever said to me. - I promise you Tony I'd never lie you, that's all I did. Well, last time you were sleeping here I touched you hip and I kissed you in the forehead. I said lifting my head up to look into his eyes. - I trust you. He said after a second. Now tell me how you feel about me. It's cool that you got the hots for me as I was a girl. He said smiling. I couldn't believe that was it. It was too easy! But I was relieved. My love was still there and was asking me to tell him everything. I told him that I didn't think I was gay, but since I saw him I couldn't do anything but stare at him. I told him how bad I felt and how difficult were the first 3 months without finding the way to talk to him. He told me how sweet sounded. - Do you wank thinking about me? He said to me with a big smile. - Yes. I said looking down again. - That's cool dude. I wank a lot thing about Jessica. You know that blond girl in the class. - So, you do? Wow. I said just making a mental picture of him jerking off! - Shit! I guess I just make you horny, don't I? So, would you like to see me naked? He said still smiling. - Don't tease me please. I said horny as hell! His voice changed a little and he said something I never thought he'll say: - Look Jesse. I like you a lot and I want to do anything for you. I know how difficult must being for you to keep this secret away from me and having me here sleeping with you. Well looks like I don't have any chance with Jessica, so if you want to jerk me off I'm going to let you. But without any weird stuff ok. - Really. I said thinking I was dreaming. - Yeah!, but not weird stuff, ok? He said. - Ok! I said without thinking. So how you want to do it. I said without knowing what to do. I was too excited it at the time that my dick was twitching. Also I never masturbate anybody else. - I don't know, look, just put my underwear down and do it. He said a little embarrassed. I thought why he didn't want to put his own underwear down, and I thought of his embarrassment. I didn't care that much, I was too horny that I put my auto-pilot on. I moved closer and I put both hands in his under pants and I began to pull them down, while he was lying down. His white crotch was coming on view now. My mouth was full of saliva and I couldn't wait. - Wait! He said making me jump a little. - What! I said without taking my eyes off his crotch that almost came to view his dick. - Never tell it to anybody, ok? I'm not, well you know. Promise me you'll never tell! He said very seriously and also his breathing showing his excitement. Something that made very happy. - I promise, I promise. I said, now wanting that badly. - Ok! Keep going. He said. I couldn't wait any longer, so I took his underwear all the way to his hips to display the most beautiful thing I ever seen in my life. I almost came just seeing it. I was so horny. He had not a very big dick, maybe 4 inches completely hairless and a little pink. It was rock hard at the time. His balls were very small and quite attached to his body with a red line going between them. While I was looking at them he covered his penis in embarrassment. - What's wrong now Tony? I said a little frustrated. - It's embarrassing dude. I'm here naked and all that. He said sitting down and covering them better. - Do you want me to take my clothes off too? I said very horny! - Ok! He said after a while. But I ain't going to do anything to you. I think you'll make me feel better. He said. I was sure that he didn't want to see me naked but somehow knowing that I was on display as him, made him feel much better. So I took my clothes off and he could see how hard I was with my uncut penis as his, but bigger and with a little hair growing on top. Then I came back close, but not that much because I didn't want to freak him out. I put my hand on top of his and he removed them slowly and put them in the back of his head. - Can you remove your shirt as I did? I said surprising myself again. - You pervert. He said smiling but taking off his shirt and putting it on the floor. After he came back to the same position, with his hands under his head, making his chest looked wonderful I put my right hand on top of his dick making it twitch a little. It felt so perfect and smooth under my careful touch. I pulled the skin a little and look at his face. He was looking down his crotch with his mouth full open. I went up and down again slowly hearing Tony breathing deeply. His dick in my hand felt wonderful. It was very hot and smooth. I put my other hand in his crotch and I move it up to his belly. He put his hand on top of mine and stopped me there, asking me not to go further. I accepted, so I just removed that hand from his belly and I keep jerking off. I couldn't believe we were both naked and he was moaning of pleasure that I was giving with my hand. I tried to concentrate in order to give him the best hand job ever. Every time I rubbed his dick dropping my hand a second to cupped his balls he shake a little of pleasure and move his body a little making his crotch look so sexy that my thoughts were going wild thinking in kiss his, hips, belly, legs and all over. I was very excite as well that I had to lay down beside him and rub my own dick on the bed sheets slowly. He close his eyes and drop his arms by the side of his body, his breathing were faster and deeper, I thought to go a little faster, something that without any doubt he enjoyed for the sounds he was making. He opened his eyes and looked at my hand going faster and faster. Once or twice in my clumsiness I didn't keep a steady motion. Then again he was enjoying that and I loved it. After a minute his body tensed and this breathing was very deep and loud. His body was very hot, and started lifting his butt from the bed when his dick began to twitch like crazy and he felt on the bed. He made a sound that made me think that he was coming. Nothing came out of dick, but he was jumping like crazy and his dick was twitching in my hand. I loved the expression in his face, his eyes were shut and his mouth open catching his breath. In that same instance I came as well on the bed sheets, a big stream of cum in the bed. I tried not to make any sound while I came so powerfully. But I couldn't hold my breath. His eyes were close therefor he could not see me coming. He was so beautiful there catching his breath all naked and me that I just came but looking at him. His body was so gorgeous and bright. I couldn't believe that I just came without actually touching my dick at all. I came just seeing him coming in his awesome orgasm. I can't believe I just masturbate my love. He quickly put his underwear on after recuperating from that huge orgasm. I guessed he was a little embarrassed for being naked in front of me. But I loved seeing him naked. His body was the most perfect beautiful thing in the world. I had to say I was a little jealous about it. - You'll have a lot of material to jerk off now Jesse, he said. - Yeah I said still in that wonderful ecstasy he left me. - Put your pants on, man. He said looking down at my still hard dick. I did so. And I look at him. I was wondering what was he thinking but he turned around like he was going to sleep, so I didn't ask anything. I lied down as well and stare some point on wall taking special attention to the wind outside. All the silence and sound of the wind. - Jesse? He said. - Yeah! I answered. - I hope you don't thing that I don't like girl. Because I do. I just did it because I thought you wanted it. I thought for a second of two. I was a little hurt, for me was an experience like I never had before. All my dreams of having sex, a hand job is as close as sex I knew, with him was just those perfect moments in anybody's life. - So, you just did it for me right? You didn't enjoy? I said sarcastically. He turned around to look in the eye smiling and said: - It was awesome dude. I love it. I can believe I came so hard. He said still with a huge smile of satisfaction. We talk a little about techniques of jacking off, something that made me very horny just thinking of him jerking off. Also I told him how every inch of his body made me so horny. He loved to hear that he made me horny and some time he look down at his bare chest or other parts of his body like he didn't know how gorgeous he was. When we talk a little more serious he tried to change it again so I never told him how much in love I was with him. He usually changed the subject posing for me or lowering his underwear a little. He was really making me very horny. After an hour or so we decide it to go to bed. I promised not to do anything weird while he was sleeping, so I did promised. We lied down properly and he put his hand in my chest and began to go down towards my underwear. My breathing was very fast and I was excited as hell. He arrived to my underwear and lifted the band. - You wish sucker! He said removing the hand and laughing. - You wanker. I said a little mad and trying to recover my breath and myself. I hit him with my pillow and I told him to get to sleep. There is the only thing I could say. I was still in the ecstasy. For those seconds I imagine him putting his hand inside my pants and wanking me slowly while his body flexed with the movement. I had to turn around and try to think in something else. After 30 minutes of hearing him fast asleep and fell asleep as well. When we wake up in the morning we did the same things that we always do, but it was a little more confidence and security between us. Actually I was happy that the pressure was over and I was happy also because I could see my love naked. However in the morning he changed without letting me see him naked. We talk more openly about things, as he also didn't tease me anymore. I didn't need it, when I looked at him I could see through his clothes. However he was sexier with that white shirt and blue jeans. Something I realised was that I never saw his butt, something that I would love just to kiss. Was another week back to school, I a different kid. I had sex at 13 with the kid I loved. We didn't talk about gay people. Maybe because he didn't know how to say the word gay, and I didn't want to hear that neither. I wasn't gay, I thought, I just loved Tony. I didn't like gays, well something I may look other blond kids at school, but there was none like Tony.