Date: Mon, 17 Feb 2003 23:19:21 +0000 From: tommy nofeet Subject: Brothers and Lovers part 1 DISCLAIMER: the following FICTIONAL story contains vivid descriptions of sex between young boys. If this is offensive to you, or viewing of such material is illegal where you're at, DON'T READ IT! Otherwise, enjoy it. And e-mail me comments if you have anything nice to share. The author would like to point out that this is a story of love, and the realisation of something hidden deep within. Yes, there is sex later on, and yes, it is between boys, but I don't think it would be the same without it. In other words, boys are horny, and they get up to things... Brothers and Lovers - Part 1 Chapter 1 - New houses mean new friends Dad lost his job, and we moved. I should have been unsettled, but as a ten year old boy I simply saw it as an adventure. I'd never had much of an attachment to the place where I'd spent the first decade of my life, other than the fact that the woods were good to explore. And the new place was right on the edge of the Ashdown Forest, so who was I to argue? The house was smaller, but older, and as a boy who lived his life as one long fantasy, I was spellbound by the twisting little corridors in the upper story of the building. It was apparently nearly two hundred years old, and the original cottage had been extended into what was quite a large house. Yes, I know I said it was smaller than our old place, but that was a bit of a mansion! I didn't realise at the time that dad hadn't moved us for monetary reasons - he had plenty of savings when he'd been made redundant, and the pay-off was huge - rather he wanted to get away from his old life. He and my mum had decided that the pressure of his accountancy job in London was far too much, and at the age of 41 he'd gone into semi-retirement. We could comfortably live off the returns from several smart investments, and just to keep the money coming in he would do consultancy work from home. All this meant that my home environment was relaxed and unstressed. My father was around for me whenever I needed him, rather than leaving the house in the morning before I got up and returning after my bed-time, and we started to really bond. I loved football, and he made sure I was in the local boys team, made sure I went to every practice, and I can honestly not remember him ever missing a single game I played in. He would even join in and help the coaches out from time to time, and though I thought it might be embarrassing, all the kids I played with actually looked up to him, especially since he would give friends of mine a lift home in his black BMW. I knew some of them were only really friendly to me because of that, but I didn't mind - I'd always been a bit of a loner, because I would spend all my time daydreaming, and it was nice to finally interact with someone my own age. But one of the friends was a true friend. Mike was my friend before he knew my dad had a BMW. He was my friend before my parents arrived at the house the day we moved in. He was my friend almost before I knew his name. I probably ought to explain this - on the day we were moving in to the new house, my parents allowed me to ride in the removals truck with the men who had come to empty our house of the remainder of its belongings. Most of our stuff had gone on ahead of us, but there was still the bare basics left which needed a medium size van to move. The same men who had spent weeks clearing our clutter into a series of trucks (I never knew it was possible to have that much stuff in a house!) came with a van and started loading the beds and the rest of our clothing and cooking utensils. I had become a firm favourite of theirs - it was the summer holidays and I'd spent my days helping them move pretty much anything I could carry. I obviously couldn't be a huge help to them, but i was later told that my enthusiasm had brightened up their work, so I was welcomed around them. How things change, eh - I was recently moving into the house I am currently decorating (with Mike, but let's not get ahead of ourselves here), and the removals men did anything they could to stop us helping them out. Apparently we were in the way. But getting back to the story, I was allowed to ride up front in the van with the men, since they'd come to see me as another member of their team. I'm sure my mum tried to persuade them that I would only get in their way, but she was reassured that I really was welcome there. Anyway, to cut a long story a little shorter, we arrived at the new house before my parents came in their car, having been delayed with a flat tyre. I was helped down out of the cab and was sitting on the grass in front of my new home when I saw a boy my age wandering over. It was a small village, and I was wondering whether there would actually be any kids about, considering i'd only seen old people so far. But here was someone almost straight away who was potential friend material. He wore a similar sort of clothes to me - he even wore a black L.A. Raiders t-shirt, of which I owned about five. The Raiders t-shirts were a strange phenomenon - most boys in England had never heard of the NFL, and yet there were shirts everywhere for a team we knew nothing about. A Raiders t-shirt was part of my uniform, along with navy or black tracksuit bottoms and a pair of beaten-up old Clark's trainers, the scruffier the better. And it looked like this boy had the same dress code. I lost myself thinking about whether he even wore the same sort of y-fronts I did, and then shook myself out of my reverie, wondering to myself why I would consider something so strange. Physically, we weren't that different either - his hair was lighter than mine, although it looked like that was due to the sun more than anything else. His eyes, I noticed as he approached, were deep hazel, not that far different to my own. Once again shaking myself out of staring at this boy (and silently wondering why he fascinated me so), I stood to greet him. 'Hi.' Not the most original greeting, I'll admit. He did slightly better. 'Hi, I'm Mike. I live over there,' he said, pointing to a small cottage situated well back from the road in amongst the trees. I had thought the place derelict, although I managed to avoid saying so. 'Are you moving in here?' 'Yeah. I'm Tom, by the way.' 'Cool,' he said, with a grin. I couldn't figure out why he thought it was so cool, and he offered no explanation. 'I've got to go,' he continued, 'my mum wants me back to help her around the house.' 'Ok. See you later.' I really wasn't doing so great here. For some reason, I couldn't quite think straight. 'That would be cool,' he said, another grin flashing across his cute face. Cute face? Where did that come from? But then he was gone again, and I didn't have the chance to contemplate his looks further. Then thoughts of Mike were gone from my mind, as my parents turned up and started rushing around ordering the removal men, who as far as I could see were doing a perfectly good job on their own. It wasn't long, however, before Mike was firmly back in the forefront of my thoughts, as he came bounding through my bedroom door. I was in the middle of drying off after a shower later that afternoon, toweling my front with my back turned to the door. I spun round to see a shocked look on his face, which was quickly replaced by both a blush and a grin, before he stepped out of my room and pulled the door shut behind him. Then I was left to contemplate why I had a really hard willy. When I came out of my room he was stood in the hallway, surrounded by the packing crates which littered pretty much all of the house. 'Sorry 'bout that.' Another grin. 'That's ok. We're both boys, right?' I really hoped I sounded a lot more confident saying that than I actually felt. 'Yeah. Want me to show you around the village?' 'Yeah, cool.' With that we were off. Somewhere between stepping out of my room and reaching my front door, we knew we were going to be the best of friends. Shouting a response to my mum's usual warnings about not going too far, I wandered out to discover my new world. Talking to Mike was easy. He had exactly the right mix of enthusiastic chatter and the ability to listen. Before we'd walked once around the village, I knew that he lived alone with his mum, that he'd never known his dad, and that an older brother was off at university, just like mine. He didn't seem bothered that his father was gone before he was born, and my attempts to tell him how sorry I was for him were waved off. He'd already decided, at the age of ten and three quarters - two months older than myself to the day - that since he never knew what he was missing, there was nothing to miss. I wasn't so sure, but I also wasn't about to get into a philosophical argument about it. We were ten. There wasn't a lot to the village itself, beyond a pub and an all purpose grocers/bakery/butchers. Most of the houses were scattered about at teh edges of nearby farmland, or actually in Ashdown Forest itself. The place seemed ancient to my eyes, but all the more wonderous for that. I stopped listening to Mike talking about some random peice of history to slip into a daydream about he and myself being guardians of the village in olden times. I don't know what made me think about that, but as ever the fantasy was a deeply involved affair. It was too in depth, though, for suddenly I realised that I was walking alone, and Mike was stood still some way behind me, waiting for an answer to a question I'd missed entirely. He was grinning. Again. 'Sorry,' I said. 'I drifted away there. What did you say?' he just shook his head and told me it didn't matter, he'd ask again some time. No amount of probing on my part could worm the information out of him, and eventually he just told me to drop the situation, in rather a sharp tone of voice. Immediately he apologised for snapping at me, but still wouldn't tell me what he'd asked. I felt really bad for almost messing up our friendship on the very first day, but I was too long to stay feeling that way for long, and soon we were laughing and playing on the grass outside his house. We both loved football (soccer for those across the pond), and had great fun kicking a ball backwards and forwards. Those of you obsessed with the game will understand how much fun this simple activity can be, and it was getting dark before we realised it. It suddenly occurred to me that my mum hadn't come out to look for me, and then I fouynd out why - just then, the front door to my new house opened and a woman stepped out, still chatting to my mum as she left. 'That's my mum,' said Mike. 'Looks like my mum and her will be friends then.' 'I hope so,' said Mike. Once again there was a smile there, though this time tinged with a slightly wistful set to his eyes. I didn't understand why he had to hope - after all, it mattered that we were friends, not our mums. My dad had also come out of the house, and called me over, telling me that I ought to get in and have a bath before I went to bed. Turning to Mike, I rolled my eyes skyward, a gesture which brought forward a riot of giggling. God, I loved that sound, I thought. What?! I did go and hyave a bath, though - my dad was a loving father, and really relaxed now that he was no longer working in London, but it didn't pay to rebel, especially since he had promised me a new bike for my birthday, and that was only five months away. Time is different when you're ten... and seven months! Chapter 2 - Brothers That's virtually what we became, you know. The summer days together made sure of that. Our parents' frindship also helped more than a littel. Just like Mike becamse my new best friend, his mother became ny mum's new partner in gossip. Mike's mum, Sarah, had to work to support the pair of them, and was effusively grateful when my mother offered to look after her son during the day for the duration of the holidays. It took the financial burden of finding activities for Mike off Sarah's shoulders, and she became a lot less stressed knowing that her son was in good hands. Mike and I loved it - we were absolutely inseperable. At some point during the holidays another bed appeared in my room - my parents reasoned that since he spent so many nights on my fold-out sofa, rather than making the hundred metre journey home, that he might as well have his own proper place to sleep. I wasn't about to complain, because it meant more time spent with Mike. He even had a drawer of clothes in my dresser and his own toothbrush in the bathroom. It might seem a little strange that we becae so close so quickly, but there really was the sense there that we should always have known each other. And besides, we had very little else to do with our time during the holidays, so spending time together was only natural. Riding was a joint passion of ours. Both of us had mountain bikes (though mine was already battered and needed replacing soon. I've already said that, haven't I?), and Mike delighted in showing me all the cool trails which led into the forest. We weren't really allowed to go too far into the trees, but we always did, returning with the last of the sun's rays to be told off, though not too harshly, for being out all day and being sent to take a shower. It was after a particularly long day's riding that the events which led to a subtle shift in our friendship happened. We were going to go out for a meal in the evening, my family treating Sarah and her new boyfriend to a meal, which of course meant Mike and I had to be smartly attired for the occasion. We spent the majority of the day out on our bikes, investigating a nearby nature reserve. This was another joint passion, and we ate lunch in the hide watching a knigfisher get his own food from a nearby stream. We were so engrossed, in fact, that we didn't realise the time, and when Mike finally looked at his watch, we realised that it would be a rush to get home and get ready in time to go out. Frantically pedalling all the way home, we burst through the door to be greeted by my father, dressed very smartly in one of his old work suits. 'There you are boys! Where on Earth have you been?' 'Sorry, dad. We were both out at Lockwood Park, and there was this really cool kingfisher, and we didn't realise the time, and then we came back here as fast as we could. Sorry!' I was speaking double-time, as I tended to do when nervous that my father might be angry with me. But there was no time for telling us off, fortunately. 'Just get up into the shower. And take one together, we're in too much of a hurry.' Dad must have noted the shocked looks on our faces, and the fact that we were stood stock still, because he came over to us and gently put each hand on a shoulder, turning us around and directing us up the stairs. 'You're both boys,' he said. 'There's nothing new down there.' Mike and i both blushed crimson, but were'nt about to argue with my dad, and made our way upstairs to the bathroom as slowly as we could get away with. It was the walk of condemned men. Yes, i'd seen Mike's willy before, but only the briefest of glimpses when we were changing in the morning. I'd never actually seen him naked before, and nor he me, if you don't count the first day we met. We'd certainly never showered before, and when it came to the threshold of the bathroom door, we both paused, looking at each ohter, waiting for the other to make the first move. And the he did it - Mike grinned, his trademark facial expression, and stepped through the doorway. 'Come on then, you wimp!' he said, starting to strip there and then. Partly because his taunt was a direct challenge, and partly because I didn't want my mum to come along the corridor and see him getting undreswsed, I stepped quickly through the door and did the same. I tried not too look at his body as the dusty clothes came off, but for some reason it was hard to resist. I knew that he was the same as all the otyher boys I'd seen in the showers at school, and there really was nothing exceptional about his body when you looked at it objectively. But I was far from being objective at this point. I was drawn to the tan-line created by the football shorts we both wore as our only item of clothing on warmer summer days. And I was drawn bnelow that line, to where his little penis bounced on top of a vert tight scrotum. Like me, he was completely bare down there, which was to be expected (as I had discovered in the book about sex my parent's had seen fit to give me recently), and a long foreskin puckered over his head. Suddenly, I noticed that he was watching me watching him, and when I looked up to his face i saw a slight smirk there. And then I realised the reason for the smirk - my willy was pointing straight at the ceiling, stiff as a board and throbbing. I cringed inside, worried that he would think I was queer (a word learned from the playground) for geting hard watching him. But my fears were unfounded. 'Nice stiffie!' he said, the grin having turned devilish. 'I.. I'm sorry,' I said, my face turned downwards, ashamed to look at him any more. 'Don't worry about it. Happens to me all the time.' With that, he stepped into the shower. I was left there wondering at how calmly he was taking the fact that his best friend had just got hard watching him undress, and also wondering what I was doing reacting that way. I knew I didn't like girls, but my dad always said that I wasn't old enough to like girls yet anyway, and I should just enjoy being a boy for the moment, withouy bothering about girls. I agreed to that one wholeheartedly at the time, and found myself doing the same here. As quickly as it had arrived, though, my tumescence was gone, and I stepped into the shower, pulling the curtain closed behind me. it was a little cramped in there, and i got plenty of chances to see Mike's body. We even washed each others backs, but fortunately my willy behaved itself, and before long we were out of under the water and drying ourselves off. It was Mike's turn to get stiff as he toweled down his front, and when he saw that I noticed, he just shrugged with a strange smile on his face and continued drying his legs. Before we left the bathroom, his erection had subsided, just like mine had, and we both wrapped our towels round ourselves for the short trip to our room. Even then, I was our room. That night, we lay in bed chatting about the meal, both far too excited about his mum's new boyfriend to sleep. He seemed like a really nice guy, and worked in the same office as Mike's mum. But there was only so much we could talk about the evening before we ran out of things to say, and the conversation lapsed into silence. Mike seemed thoughtful, and I was about to ask him if he felt alright when he just spoke, all in a rush. 'Why did your thing get hard earlier? I didn't mind, it's just mine gets hard all the time and i wonder why, and then when I looked at you after the shower it got hard, and I didn't mean to freak you out, and I'm sorry.' All of this came out in one breath, ad Mike was left gasping for air. I knew some of the answers, at least the mechanical reason why it got hard, but i couldn't tell him why I got hard looking at him. Then it clicked in my mind exactly wheat he had just said - he'd admitted his got hard because he looked at mine after the shower, and not simply because of the friction of his towelling. For some reason, I decided to be a lot braver than I felt. 'I know why it happens. My dad got me a book,' I said lording my superior knowledge. 'Can you show me?' There was an excited tremor to his voice, and I felt butterflies in my stomach as I got out of bed to retrieve the sacred tome. Much to my embarrasment, I found yet another stiffie tenting out the crotch of my y-fronts. Mike giggled nervously, and then pulled back the sheet covering him to reveal that he, too, was hard. As I got the book and sat down on the bed, my heart really started racing. I went straight to the page full of cartoons that explained how an erection happened, and some of the reasons why. Of course, top of the list was attraction to someone and consequent arousal. I knew the question was coming, but that didn't make it any easier to answer. 'is that why you got stiff looking at me?' asked Mike. I couln't think what to say. I felt my cheeks flush hotly, and looked down at the bed between my legs. Between my legs where, even now, my willy was betraying my excitement. 'Promise you won't hate me?' I said at last. 'Cross my heart and hope to die,' he replied. 'Well, I was looking at you, and that got me stiff. i'm sorry, Mike. I understand if you don't want to be my friend any more. I'll leave so you can get dressed and go home.' I was utterly despondent, and got up to leave. I hadn't intended to tell Mike what i had only just realised myself - that I got an erection because I found him attractive - but he asked me directly, and I was always afraid to lie to him. i was just taking a step away from his bed when a hot little hand grabbed mine and turned me around. in a flash he was up on his feet, and had leant forward and hugged me. It started off the chaste hug of brothers, but as our arms went around one anothers' shoulders, we came closer and closer until it was a full body experience. I didn't even consider that he might come into contact with my willy untill his jabbed me in the lower abdomen. We both stopped, but only for a moment before we realised it wasn't all that bad, and just pressed into each other. He whispered right into my ear. 'I don't mind. That's why mine got hard. That's why it's hard now.' We separated, and I just stared into his eyes, mere inches from my own. There was no mockery there. What he had said was totally sincere. That feeling was backed up by the small kiss he gave me, right on the lips. Then he just sat down on the bed and leant back on his hands. The look in his eyes was devilish, the tent in his pants more than obvious given his posture. 'Want to sleep here tonight?' he asked, his shaky voice betraying the calm look that he was attempting to pull off. 'of course, I'm going to sleep here, this is my room.' He just gave me one of those withering looks he gave when I said something really stupid. When it suddenly occured to me what he was really asking, my heart leapt into my throat. Of course I would sleep in his bed with him! He lay down, and held the sheet up for me while I climbed in with him. Then we were once again entwined, limbs all over the place as we found a comfortable sleeping position. I wasn't in the least bit disappointed to find that the only way we would get to sleep left his erection poking into my hip, not far from my own. Chapter 3 - Lovers Waking up was a wonderful experience. There was a warm weight to my right, with bits of it extended over my own body. I turned my head and looked straight into the face of my best friend in the whole world. I looked at his features, and for the first time really admitted to myself that instead of liking girls, I fancied Mike. I never had feelings for any other boy, but this was somehow different. I felt right. I also felt his morning stiffie poking into the top of my leg. Not really sure why I was did it, I reached down between us and grabbed it. That bought Mike right into the present from whatever dream he was having. His eyes popped wide open before he realised who had grabbed him and grinned. Turning onto his back, he stretched languidly, reaching down and pushing down the front of his y-fronts when he was done. 'Mm, nice,' he said sleepily, closing his eyes. The hem of his underpants was hooked under his scrotum, his expsosed willy a clear sign that he didn't mind if i continued. I din't know how far advanced he was, but I knew all about wanking and how good it could feel, and so I started on him, rubbing his foreskin up and down with my thumb and two fingers. It was a good thing i was left handed, as my right arm still lay beneath im on the bad. He was really getting into it, and before long was actually panting. i never made much noise myself, but his fast breathing was turning me on like nothing i'd ever felt. I went to work quite hard on his shaft, and beforelong he was arching ihs back, legs squirming and toes curling as he got the feeling. I'd only had it a few times myself, but i could tell by the ay he acted that he'd had it. His eyes were scrunched up tight, and his mouth was open, though no sound came out. EWventually, he subsided, and rolled into me, his pants still down at the front, and his dick as stiff as ever. I had an itch on my nose, and naturally brought my free left hand up to deal with it. As I did so, I caught the fragrance of Mike's willy and balls on my hand, and it nearly sent me over the edge. I loved the smell, and it turned me on so much I just had to have a wank there and then. Reaching down, I pushed off my y-fronts, arching my back and lifting my hips to get them out of the way. Then I started to go to work. I'd only been going for a few seconds when I felt a hand push mine out of the way and fingers grab my willy. I'd thought Mike was asleep, but clearly he wasn't. 'Mine!' he said in a possessive, if sleepy, voice. Then he started to wank me, and the feelings came stronger than i'd ever felt them before. I was amazing. There was a tingling running up and down my willy, following the path of his hand, and I could feel sweat forming all over my body. It was so intense, much more so than when I did it for myself. Only a couple of minutes had passed when the feeling becamse almost unbearable, and then release came in a flood which threatened to knock me right out of bed. I gasped, my muscles twitching, my breath ragged. Mike kept going until the last tremors had passed, and then removed his hand. I looked up at his face, and saw his gorgeous eyes staring back at me, a smile playing across his face. 'Morning,' he said. Somehow, that seemed to sum things up nicely. I smiled right back at him, before leaning into his open arms for another embrace, and another kiss. Thats it for now, folks. The next part will come when I have time to write it. If you have anything you want to say to me about the story, mail me at tommynofeet@hotmail.com. i do read all your mail, and I try to respond when Ihave the time. Also, keep looking out for further installments in my other series, 'Stall Story'.