Date: Thu, 8 Jan 2009 09:18:51 -0800 (PST)
From: solsticeman@yahoo.com
Subject: caught in the lower school bogs.  chapter 8

	      Caught in the Lower-School Bogs.  Kissing Gray
			   a tale of the 1950's

				    by

				Solsticeman



Kissing Gray seemed much more serious than kissing Trev.

Trev had been affection, Gray was because he was so beautiful it hurt.

All those mornings in the school chapel, gazing at his blond curls and
smooth skin.

Those trips afterwards, to the bogs before first period, for a 65 second
wank. Just so I could concentrate in class!

We could still hear Trev in the distance, chasing after Rico and not having
much success.

Gray drew away and looked serious...

"Was that OK? Kissing I mean, not too girly?"

"OK? I've wanted to do that all term"

"I didn't know that was what I wanted, but it must have been!"

"That's OK then, I just didnt want you to think I was girly"

He looked serious.

"I dont think you girly. I dont know what I think, but it isn't girly. OK?"

"It's just that when I see you, something happens."

"I wanted to do something and I'd no idea what it was. Now I know... I
wanted to kiss you, but I didn't know... OK?"

"That's OK... Trev and I had kissed, so I was pretty sure I knew what you
wanted... I just didn't know how to get you to do it without scaring you
off, 'cos kissing IS pretty girly"

He smiled. Or the sun came out... or something!

That did it.. I closed my eyes and leaned towards him...

The soft warm rolling feeling as our lips met
was... sweet... exciting... wow! just wow!

I suddenly realised that it wasn't what it was, it was what it wasn't...

It wasn't dirty...

It wasn't naughty...

It wasn't wrong!

The things I had done with Rico and Trev and the boy in the cinema bogs and
loads of others... they were dirty, wonderfully dirty, they were naughty,
gloriously naughty! I suspected they were wrong, but I didn't know enough
about it to be sure.

Kissing Gray? was just... the right thing to do... appropriate... what we
were intended to do!

"Made for it!"... that's the expression... "Made for it!"

Everyone else, I had hoped we could do whatever it was again, and maybe
again after that.

But I had kissed Gray just twice and now I wanted to do it
again... forever, and then for an eternity after that.

Is that why people marry, so they can go on kissing forever?

Gray was still looking serious...

"Do you have to hurry off... seeing as we only just met?"

"Not really, mum wont worry unless I miss two buses"

"Fancy sitting in the sun for a bit?"

He took me by the hand. I hadn't held hands properly with another boy since
I was a nipper, when we walked into class two by two.


His hand was warm and soft and he held me firmly.

He was telling me it wasn't an accident.

The hand holding mine was telling me something... Telling me I wasn't alone
any more!

We walked on into the school wood till we came up against the fence. He sat
down with his back resting against the chain links.

His hand never let go of mine. He drew me down beside him.

The grass was warm and soft as I sat down.

Gray put his arm around me and rolled me towards him.

I reached for his cock thinking that was what he wanted.

He stopped me... "Not that, I didn't mean that... just hold me"

I put an arm around his shoulders and pulled his head onto my shoulder,
against my neck.

My nose was nestled in his hair, and the smell of it was delicious.

I put a hand up to his face and stroked his cheek... it was so smooth, no
sign of a razor yet... "Do you shave yet?"... "No, you?"... "Just for
church on Sundays".

I kissed the top of his head, pressing my lips to his hair.

I didn't know if he was aware of being kissed. That didn't seem
important. It was more that I was kissing him than that he was being
kissed. I wasn't trying anything on, just kissing him for the sake of
kissing him.

His hand was stroking the small of my back, just as if I was a puppy or a
kitten. I dont think... in fact I'm certain that he wasn't trying to turn
me on or anything like that. He was just stroking me because that was what
you did if you were close to someone special and couldnt sit still.

I rolled closer to him, resting the length of my body against his.

"I wish we could go to sleep like this..."

"Maybe one day... in the summer we can do it up on the tops, Scouts' Hollow
maybe"

"We could sleep all afternoon and wake up still cuddled up..."  He sighed.

He had moved his head and my occasional kiss was now landing on his
forehead.

"That tickles"

"Sorry"

"No, no, it tickles nice... I'm just happy that's all"

"Have you really been waiting all term to talk to me?"

"Yeah, all term"

"Its been a long wait", and he smiled.

"What made you wait? Why didn't you say?"

"I didn't know if you played... you know..."

"Then Trev promised me you did... He'd seen you going in the bogs with
Rico, and not coming out again till the bell went"

"He said he was waiting to catch you on your own!"

"He did that!!" I blurted.

"Yeah, I know, sounds like it was fun... He's good at it isn't he?"

"Yes, he wanted me to blow him, and he's blown me... aren't you jealous?"

He smiled sadly...

"Not really, it was my fault for waiting for someone else to make the first
move"

"I wish I had known... Watching for you each morning and having to wank off
after assembly just to get my horn to go... We could have been looking
after each other instead... all that time"

He patted my hand. "Never mind, we got here eventually"

I ran a finger along the sharp line of his jaw... so smooth and
sharp... like our kitten, so fragile... his neck so thin and his hair so
soft.

I was really hard! I know sex wasn't what either of us wanted... just each
other's company and warmth and smell and... No sex wasn't what we wanted
but that didn't stop me getting hard anyway.

My finger under his jaw tilted his head back and our lips met. Neither of
us consciously moved, but our lips met anyway. The kiss lasted forever and
was over too soon.

"I'm glad we came before we met... its made it so much nicer"

"Yes, you're more than just another one in the back of my diary!"

"You keep a list?"

"Yes, everyone I have ever wanked with... there are ten on it now, you are
my tenth and my first"

"First?"

"The first that I have wanted to cuddle more than I wanted to be wanked
off"

"Not just another name in your list then?" He smiled and gave me a quick
kiss.

"No. Not just another name, not just another boy with his cock out."

I want all that too... but mostly I want to be your friend, your
best-friend, to kiss like I kiss my little brother... I dont know its so
complicated... I just want to hold you, and kiss you and know we have
something that we can't explain."

Its not understanding what I feel that makes it so special"

"That was a very long sentence" he said.

"You, will seriously need to learn to love me and breathe at the same
time!". He laughed.

"We shall have to go home soon"

"Yes, and its too soon". he said.

I rolled him over onto me. I was lying on my back, and he was now lying
between my legs. I could feel the hardness of him resting against mine, and
I put my hands on his bottom and pressed us together.

He kissed and then made a single thrusting motion with his hips... I gasped
with pleasure.

"Down tiger... that will have to wait... we dont want your mum deciding I'm
a bad influence"

"She mightn't let you come over for the weekend if she thought I led you
astray"

"The weekend?"

"Yes, I live in town just up from Hanbury Square, near the park. If we went
to the cinema in the evening it would save you the long walk back in the
dark across the pit"

"Fucking hell! You've got it all worked out already... I didn't stand a
chance did I?"

"Not a chance" he said, smiled and kissed me again.

"Time we were off... what shall we tell Trev? losing two boyfriends in one
afternoon!".

He looked serious and sad, so I kissed him.

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