Date: Sun, 15 Jan 2006 13:58:05 -0500 From: Miguel Sanchez Subject: Chris and Tommy - KidCodesters Story Letter from KidCodester: This story is in every bit true to life, this is mine and Thomas's story. While it may seem in the beginning like a happy story, it is a very serious story. We thought our lives were perfect as we were growing, we never left each others side. Sadly, our happiness was ended abruptly and with no warning indeed. This is a true story of what can happen if YOU choose to drive while under the influence of alcohol or drugs do not be mistaken, one bottle of beer or one shot of liquor can impair your driving ability. If you are not going to drive while under the influence, don't let anyone else either, call a taxi or a sober friend, somebody can get you home. Please help me in my life long goal to make people aware of how serious it is. This is my reason for requesting Miguel to write this, if I can stop one person from driving while under the influence, it will save some innocent person's life. If only one person is saved, then it was worth the hard work Miguel and I both put into this story. Remember: FRIENDS DON'T LET FRIENDS DRIVE DRUNK. Thanks, and please pay attention to the message given in the story. KidCodester and Miguel Sanchez Poem for Tommy: This poem is to show the love I shared with him. If I had all the world to give, I'd give it, yes, and more, To hear his voice, see his smile, And greet him at the door. But all we can do, dear Thomas, Is go and tend your grave, And leave behind tokens of love, To the best friend God made. In Dedication: This story of KidCodester's life is dedicated to the Memory of Thomas. The two boys shared love for each other, a love that even death itself cannot sever. Young Thomas's life was taken from him by a drunk driver at the young age of 14. We will always remember you and love you forever Tommy. Sadly missed along life's way, Quietly remembered every day, No longer in our life to share, But in our hearts he's always there. R.I.P. Tommy, I love you. Disclaimer: This is a true story and that of love. This story may contain erotic and/or sexually explicit behavior between consenting teens. If it is illegal for you to, or you find this sort of work offensive, don't download or read it! The name of KidCodester has been changed by request. The people in this story do not use protection because diseases don't exist here. However, in our world they do so please use caution and protection. This story is protected by copyright. It may not be downloaded or copied for other than your private enjoyment and may not be changed in any way without the expressed written consent of the author. This story may not be put on any pay to view site. I reply to all emails, except flames. You may write me at miguel_sanchez55@hotmail.com Here is the email address of the young man Chris in the story kidcodester@yahoo.com I hope you enjoy this story. Miguel Sanchez Chris and Tommy -- KidCodester's Story Chris watched as the moving van pulled in from of the vacant house across the street. Just then, a car pulled up and he watched as a man, woman and little boy got out. `Oh great,' Chris thought. `A boy my age to play with.' Chris was kneeling on the couch watching the men work when he heard his mother. "Look Mommy," Chris said pointing out the window. "People are moving in across the street and they even have a boy my age." "That's nice son," his mom said. "We will have to go and meet them soon." "Aww Mommy," Chris whined. "Can't we go over now? Maybe he can come over here and play." "We'll go over after you've had your lunch," his mom replied. "Ohooo all right," Chris whined as he went into his room to play. Chris dug out dome of his toys to play with. A few minutes later he went out to his Mom and asked, "Can I have lunch now, Mommy?" "It's not time yet Chris," his Mom replied as she folded the laundry. "As soon as I get done with this, I'll make you your lunch." Chris sat at the table and watched patiently as his Mom folded the laundry. Soon though, he was getting antsy and started swinging his feet and got his Mom's attention. "Go play in you room son," she said. "This is going to take a while. Besides, there are men working over there and we don't want to be in the way." Chris tried had to understand but being 4 years old, he only knew there was someone his age to play with. He went back into his room and managed to keep himself occupied. "Lunch time Chris," his Mother called. Chris ran into the kitchen and took his place as his Mom set down a peanut butter and jelly sandwich in front of him. "Thanks Mommy," Chris said as he started inhaling the sandwich." "Slow down and chew young man," his Mom said setting a glass of milk in front of him. While Chris was eating, his Mom made a batch of sandwiches to take across to the new neighbors thinking they didn't have much food there. When Chris finished eating, his Mom took him into the bathroom to wipe the grape jelly off his mouth and then helped him on with his shoes. Chris carried the sandwiches and his Mom knocked on the door. A little boy answered the door then shouted, "Mommy, somebody's here and they have a little boy too." A woman came to the door and Chris' mom said, "Hi, I'm Doris Soreno and is my son Chris. We brought you over something to eat for lunch. We're your neighbors from across the street." "Thank you, won't you come in?" The woman said. "I'm Jenny Benson and this is Tommy." The two boys had disappeared as Mrs. Benson looked down to introduce Tommy to Doris. "It looks like our boys made their own introductions," Mrs. Soreno said. The two women went into the kitchen and Mrs. Benson sat the sandwiches on the counter. "Tommy, come and get something to eat son," his Mom called out. Soon two pairs of footsteps could be heard running in the nearly empty house. "I'm hungry Mom," Tommy said out of breath. "You know you're not supposed to run in the house young man," his Mother scolded. "Did you wash your hands?" "There's nuthin to dry them on," Tommy replied. "That's right," Tommy's Mom replied holding the plate of sandwiches out for him. Tommy took a sandwich and handed it to Chris as Chris' Mom said, "I thought you ate already son." "Can I have one with Tommy?" Chris replied as he took a bite. She giggled as he replied saying, "I guess you can son." After the boys ate, the workers started returning to finish unloading the Benson's furniture. "Can Tommy come over and play?" Chris asked with a mouthful of sandwich. Mrs. Benson looked at Chris' Mom and she nodded her head in approval. "Alright Chris," Mrs. Benson said. "The workers have a lot of things left to move in and this way they can work without Tommy being underfoot." The two boys started running for the door when Chris' Mom yelled, "Don't go out of the front yard Christopher." "Yes ma'am," he said as they boys went out and watched the men start to carry things onto the house. The two boys played happily like they were long lost friends and at 5, Mrs. Benson came to get her son. Chris' Mom answered the door as the two boys came out of Chris' room. "Aww Mom," Tommy whined. "Is it time to go home all ready?" "Yes it is son," she replied. "Your Daddy will be home soon and we have to get something for dinner." "Nonsense," Doris said. "I've been fixing fried chicken all afternoon. I didn't think you'd have time to get to the store. Won't you and your family join us for dinner?" "If you're sure it's no bother," Jenny said. "YAY," whooped the boys as they ran back towards Chris' room. "Chris you have to get a bath," his Mom said. "Can Tommy take one with me?" he yelled from his room. Jenny said, "If it's no problem, I can bring him some clothes over but we haven't found the towels yet." "No problem at all," Doris said. "Yes Chris, Tommy can take a bath with you." No sooner had the words left her mouth when two naked 4 year olds scooted past and into the bathroom. Jenny laughed at the sight and said, "No modesty for either of them. I'll bring something right over." Doris was laughing at the sight and replied, "Don't hurry; I'll put him in something of Chris' for the time being. Dinner will be ready at about 6." Jenny left and went home as Doris went in and started filling up the bathtub. She lifted each boy into the tub then went and got some clothes while the tub was filling. When she returned, she gave each boy a bath as they laughed and giggled together. As Doris was getting the boys out of the bath, Chris' Dad, Gregg came home from work and heard Chris' voice coming from the bathroom. He looked in as Doris was drying Tommy. Chris saw his Dad standing there and jumped into his arms saying, "Hi Daddy." "Hi son," he said kissing Chris on the cheek. "I didn't know you had a brother." Chris giggled and said, "No silly, you know I don't. That's my new friend Tommy. He just moved in across the street." "Oh," Gregg said as he set his son back on his feet. "It's nice to meet you Tommy." Tommy just smiled as Doris finished drying him. "Hi Sir," he said as Doris hung up the towel. Doris took the boys to Chris' room and got them dressed as she filled her husband in on the day's activities. The boys went back to playing while Chris' Mom and Dad talked in the kitchen. Just before 6 the doorbell rang and it was the Bensons. Gregg answered the door as Doris said, "Hi we're the Benson's Tommy's parents." "Hi, I'm Gregg Soreno," Greg said as the boys came to the door. "Hi Daddy," Tommy said as he was lifted into his father's arms. Jenny came in and after all the introductions were made went to the dining room for dinner. Fried chicken and 4 year old boys always seem to attract a mess after it's eaten and this was no different with Chris and Tommy. When dinner was over, Chris' Dad took the boys down to the bathroom to wash their faces and hands. The families sat and talked for about an hour then they had to get Tommy home and into bed. When they went to tell the boys Tommy had to go home, they found the pair sound asleep on Chris' bed. The adults said good night as Tommy's Dad picked the sleeping boy up and carried him home to his bed. Chris' Mom had to work the next day and his sitter was there bright and early as she had to be to work at seven. Chris awoke about 7:30 and was looking out the window to see if Tommy was outside playing. Chris thought he saw something so he ran to the door in his underpants. He was looking outside when his sitter said, "Close the door Chris, you're not dressed yet." She made him his breakfast then went and set out some play clothes for him. After eating breakfast the sitter got him dressed and had his favorite morning cartoons on the television. Chris sat and tried to watch but every few minutes he would stand on the couch and look out the window to see is Tommy was outside. Finally about 9, Chris saw Tommy out in the front yard looking towards his house. "Tommy's outside," Chris shouted running for the front door. "Can I go over and play with him?" "I don't know Chris," she said. "Your mother didn't say anything about you going to someone's house." "But he's my new friend," Chris said. "They had dinner here and everything. Mommy and me went over there yesterday." Chris ran over to the door and opened it and started waving to Tommy. Tommy ran back inside and got his mother and came over to Chris'. "Tommy and his Mommy are coming," Chris said excitedly. Mrs. Benson and the sitter talked for a few minutes then she took both boys back to her house. The boys played together and Chris' sitter came to get him just before noon and Mrs. Benson said Chris could have lunch there. When Chris' Mom came home from work, she saw her some out in the Benson's front yard happily playing with Tommy. When Jenny brought Chris over the two women sat and talked for about an hour finding out how each other's day went. It was then that Doris learn that Jenny was a stay at home Mom. Jenny said, "Henry was promoted just after Tommy was born and because if it, I get to be with Tommy more. I'm glad he and Chris hit it off so fast because I was really worried about him finding someone his own age to play with." "I know," Doris said. "It's been hard on Chris. He's older now but there aren't many boys his age. There is a girl here he spends time with but at his age, boys are of more interest." "You know Doris," Jenny said. "Since our two are almost joined at the hip, I'd be glad to watch Chris." "That's awfully nice Jenny," Doris said. "I can't pay much." "Don't worry about that Doris," Jenny said. I'm here and at home with Tommy and knowing he's happy playing makes my job easier. I got things done today I couldn't have if he had been under foot." "If you're sure," Doris said. "Chris can be a real handful at times." "What 4 your old can't?" Jenny replied. "When Tommy gets out of hand, I have a special chair for him. It sits where he can see it and it's been over a year since he's had to use it." "Well if Chris misbehaves, he can have a sit there too," Doris replied. "I've paid the sitter through the end of the month. I'm sure Chris will love being with Tommy every day." The day finally arrived when Chris was to start being watched by Tommy's Mom. Doris got ready for work then carried Chris across the street to Tommy's. Jenny was at the door when Doris arrived and she took Chris and put him bed with Tommy. When Tommy woke up he saw Chris sleeping beside him and started giggling. Tommy's giggling woke Chris and he was startled when he saw his friend. "How did you get in my bed?" Chris asked. "You're in my bed silly," Tommy said. "Your bed," Chris asked. "How did I get in your bed?" "I dunno," Tommy said. "I was sleeping." The boys got up and used the bathroom then went out to see Tommy's mother. Chris went up to Jenny and asked, "How'd I get over here?" Jenny kneeled down and fixed his hair and said, "Your Mom carried you over. You were still sound asleep when you got here. Did you sleep well?" "Uh huh," Chris said. "Until Tommy's laughing woke me." "I'm sure he was as surprised to see you as you were to see him," Jenny said as she started fixing breakfast for the boys. The boys had a great time playing together. Doris noticed that since the two had been together, she did not have to scold Chris like she did before he and Tommy met. That weekend Tommy spent the night Chris' and bath time became fun time for the boys. They played in the tub and then Jenny came in and then it was off to bed. Later that summer, Tommy came down with the chicken pox. Chris' Mom thought it would be good if Chris got it and then he wouldn't have to about getting it later. The boys itched, scratched and soaked though their first childhood illness together. During this time, their parents became good friends. They were doing all kids of things together. They would have cookouts most every weekend and even went to carnivals and did other things together as one big family. The boys were spending so much time together; they began calling the other parents, Mommy and Daddy. The summer quickly passed and soon the boys were starting school. There was a private school that had a good reputation and when the parents enrolled them, it was arranged that they would be in the same class. The boys were inseparable in class and out and had the reputation of getting into mischief. It wasn't anything serious but a lot of the boys wouldn't play with them. They didn't make many friends but they had each other, and for them, that was all they needed. When the boys were about 7, they started playing more with one of the neighborhood girls. Jennifer was a neighbor and nice playmate. One of the things the three of them loved to do was play house. When Jennifer suggested it, they weren't sure about it but it became a favorite pastime for the three children. Jennifer was the Mommy, Tommy was the Daddy and Chris was the baby. Since Chris was the baby, it meant he had to be changed. They didn't have anything for a diaper so Jennifer just took his pants and underwear off, pretended to clean him up then got him redressed. During that summer, Tommy and his parents went off for a week leaving Chris alone to his own devices. Chris was at Jennifer's one day after a trip to the doctor's office. And they began telling each other about the experience. Well, the two of them thought it might be interesting to play doctor. They each took their shirts off and neither of them could see a difference in each other. We were only seven at the time so Jennifer's breasts hadn't developed yet. The next thing they did was remove their pants and underwear. It was then that Chris noticed the difference betweens boys and girls. The two spent the next hour or so exploring each other. At seven, this wasn't really sexual because sex was foreign to them. Chris didn't see a penis on her and she was wondering what that thing was coming out of his abdomen. When Tommy returned from his week away, Chris couldn't wait to tell his best friend what he'd learned while he was away. The first time they were alone Chris said, "Tommy, you wanna see what I learned when you were away?" "You learned something when I was gone?" He asked surprised. "Sure, what did you learn?" Chris started taking his shirt off and Tommy looked a little surprised. "Well come on Tommy. If you wanna see what I learned, you gotta be naked." Tommy didn't have any problems being naked around his best friend. They'd slept together countless times and seen each other while changing. Both boys quickly stripped then Chris said, "Well, when you were gone I saw Jennifer naked." "Wow," Tommy exclaimed. "You saw a girl naked? What was it like? Are they like us?" "No Tommy," Chris replied reaching over and touching Tommy's penis. "She don't have a pp like we do." "She don't?" Tommy asked. "How does she pee then?" "I'm not sure," he said. "She has a slit where our pp is. She sits on the toilet like when we go poop so I guess that's how." "Wow," Tommy said touching Chris' penis. "I wish I had seen her." The boys sat together touching each other while talking about Chris' experience with Jennifer. When the boys slept at each other's houses, they would shuck their clothes and cuddle together feeling each other's small penises. Neither boy felt ashamed of their nudity and didn't know what they were doing was wrong. By the time the boys were 8, they had discovered the joys of oral sex. This happened more as a dare one night and soon found out how good it felt. Neither of them had a clue that this was a form of sexual activity but it was laying the ground work of who they were to become. One afternoon when the boys were on the playground after school, Chris gave Tommy a kiss on the cheek. "Well lookie here," an older boy said. "What are you two, gay?" The boys didn't know what he was talking about he was talking about and they turned and left to go home to the bad words the boy was saying. When they got home, they noticed their 13 year old neighbor out in the front yard shooting baskets. They went over to him and Chris asked, "What does gay mean?" "Huh," the boy said stopping his practice. "What did you say?" "What does gay mean?" Chris asked again. "It means it's when you like boys instead of girls," the teen replied. "Oh," Tommy said. The boys went into the Tommy's house and played like nothing was wrong. They knew they loved each other but didn't realize at the time what it meant. By the time the boys were 9, they knew they loved each other deeply but were unaware of what being gay or homosexual was. As the boys grew, their sexual explorations continued and by ten, they were beginning to get a sexual gratification out of their touching and oral sex. It was shortly later that the boys experienced their first dry orgasm together. Chris was about 10½ and Tommy had just turned 10. When Chris turned 11, he and Tommy decided to experiment with anal penetration. Neither boy was that endowed so it was interesting if the feat could be under taken. It was Chris' birthday and they were about to have dinner and a little party for Chris at his house. The boys were laughing and carrying on so by the time they were going to attempt this; Tommy's mother heard the noise and went to investigate. What she saw startled her so she went to get Tommy's father. He saw the boys and said, "I think it's time you get dressed for dinner boys." Both boys were startled when they heard Tommy's father's voice. They quietly got dressed and walked out to meet Tommy's parents. They were all going to Chris' for dinner and it was a very quiet walk across the street except for some whispering between the two boys. When they walked into the house Chris' parents were busy finishing up for dinner. The boys went and washed their hands and got ready to eat. Dinner was a little quieter than normal and when it was over, the boys went to Chris' room to play. When the dishes were being done, Jenny looked at Doris and said, "I think we might have a problem with the boys." Jenny looked at her and asked, "What do you mean Jenny?" "Well," she stammered. "I don't know how to say this other than to just say it. I caught the boys playing together sexually before we came over. Tommy was trying to put his penis into Chris' bottom." Gregg was by the table and quickly sat down. Doris looked over at him and said, "Calm down honey. I'm a nurse and I've seen this before. Boy's experiment all the time, it's natural. Chris is 11 and Tommy isn't that much younger. They're going to be curious about their bodies." Doris stood looking at her husband as he was going to faint. She fixed him a glass of water and handed it to him saying, "Drink this honey." He sipped the water and had a blank expression on his face. "So what happens now?" He asked looking at his wife. "What happens now?" Doris replied. "Simple, we talk with the boys. I'm not going to forbid them to see each other; that would devastate them. You see how close they are." "Suppose they're. . ." he started to say. "Suppose they're what?" Doris said. "Gay? If they are, there isn't anything we can do about it. They are what they are but first and foremost, they're our sons." "I don't like it," Gregg managed to say. "I'm not thrilled with it either Gregg," Doris replied. "They're going to have a hard enough time in life. They will catch hell from their friends and peers when they find out. As the grow society won't welcome them with open arms so they're going to need all the love and support they can get starting right here at home." Gregg sat at the table regaining his composure while Doris and Jenny finished the dishes. The only one not really affected by the news was Henry. He seemed to take all this in stride. It wasn't until Doris talked with the boys that the reason became clean. Doris and the other adults came into the living room as she called for the boys to join them. They all sat and talked for several more minutes trying to decide what that want to do. Down in Chris' room both boys were just laying on the bed holding each other wonder what was going to happen. "Do you think we're gonna get it?" Tommy asked. "I dunno Tommy," Chris replied. "I don't think mom will be too mad but I know your Mom didn't look happy." "I know," Tommy said. "Daddy didn't look happy either. Neither of them would talk with us at dinner." "I just wonder how Daddy will take this," Chris said. "Do you think they will keep us from seeing each other?" Tommy asked. "I can't live across the street from you and not be able to play with you or just hold each other like we're doing now. I love you and I can't be away from you." The boys just held each other and wondered what the adults were going to do. After many tears fell they finally heard the words they were dreading. "Tommy, Chris please come in here." The boys walked into the living room holding hands and as soon as they reached Chris' Mom, the tears began to fall. Doris reached her hands out to both boys and they stopped thinking they were going to get spanked. "No son," Doris said softly. "You're not gonna get spanked." "We're not?" Chris asked in surprise. Doris shook her head and held out her arms as Chris and Tommy slowly stepped into them. She wrapped her arms around them and said, "No son, you're not. But I do think we need to talk a little, don't you?" The boys nodded their heads as the tears once again began to fall. Doris kissed each boy then asked, "I guess the first question I have is how do you two boys feel about each other?" Chris looked at Tommy then back to his Mom and said, "I love him Mommy. And Tommy loves me too." Doris looked into her son's eyes and asked, "Have you two done anything like this before?" The boys looked at each other then Chris dropped his head and said softly, "Yes ma'am." She lifted his chin up and asked, "What have you done?" The boys got red when they knew they were going to have to tell what they had been doing all this time. Chris looked at his Mom and said, "Well, we love to touch each other when we're in bed and we even put our mouths on it." "Was this the only time you tried to do what you were caught at?" Doris asked. "Yes ma'am," Chris said. "We really couldn't do anything." "Yeah," Tommy said. "It didn't wanna work right." Doris pulled the boys onto her lap and held them. She held them as they broke down crying. "You're not gonna make us stop seeing each other are you?" Tommy asked. "Oh no son," Doris said kissing him gently. "I wouldn't do that. I know how much you both love each other." Henry walked over and picked his son up and said, "I know what it is you boys are going through." "Really Daddy," Tommy asked. "Not directly like you and Chris but yes I do," Henry started saying. "You see boys, my Uncle was gay but back then it was called that. He was called a homosexual. That is the correct term but today people use gay." "So that was what that kid meant," Chris said. "The boy next door told us it was when you liked boys instead of girls." "He was right son," Henry said. "Being homosexual or gay is when you prefer boys over girls. To a lot of people that doesn't matter, but there are those who would make your life rough if they knew. I know you both like to show your affection for one another but you have to be careful when and where you do it or you could hear someone call you both a lot of bad names." All this time Greg was sitting on the couch with his arms folded on his chest not saying a word. Doris looked over at her husband for comment but his face had a blank stare on it. Doris, Jenny and Henry managed to get the boys' tears under control so they could finish with the party. It wasn't easy but the boys did have a fairly nice time the rest of the evening. At about 9, Jenny and Henry said it was time to go. "Mom," Chris whined. "Can't Tommy sleep over?" She gave Chris a look that said he better not push things. "Not tonight young man." "Yes ma'am," Chris said as he went over and hugged his friend good bye. The time the boys had to sleep apart seemed to last forever even though it was just a couple of days. That weekend, they were back together having sleepovers and enjoying each other's bodies. The boys took a respite from trying to make love to each other and just settled for manual and oral ministrations. The boys' love for each other was really and they were finding it increasingly difficult to refrain from showing each other that love. They tried hard to follow their mother's insistence of not making love but by the time Chris was 12, they resumed making love making sure they weren't caught. At 13, Chris and Tommy were making love on a regular basis and had gotten a little complacent about being careful not to get caught. One afternoon, they were at Tommy's house and they were feeling particular frisky. After getting undressed, they started their usual cuddling and then decided to make love. During this time, they became oblivious to everything else and didn't hear Tommy's Mom at the door. "All right boys," she said causing them to separate in a hurry. They rolled apart and tried to act link nothing happened but they seemed to forget two incriminating details. When they stood up, they were naked, hot and sweaty and still sporting erections. "Get dressed now," was all Jenny said. "We weren't . . ." Tommy tried to say but he realized it was futile. Jenny stood there as the boys got dressed in total silence. Once they were dressed, Jenny brought them into the living room to wait until Chris' Mom got home from work. The only saving grace, if there was one, was the fact that the boys' Dads were away on a business trip. Once in the living room, Jenny pointed to chairs for them to sit in. The boys were each were told not a say a single word. So, for the next hour Chris and Tommy sat quietly until Doris arrived. When she arrived, Jenny sent Tommy to his room and Chris into hers. "I take it this isn't a social call," Doris said. "I wish it was," Jenny said not knowing how to really handle the situation. "I caught the boys having sex again." Doris wasn't happy when she heard this. "I don't know what to do with them," she said trying to figure out that to do. "I don't know either," Jenny said. "I guess we can try separating them." "Yeah," Doris said. "That might work. Boys, come out here right now." The doors to the bedrooms opened up and Chris and Tommy slowly walked out to meet their fate. "Yes ma'am," Chris said softly. "You each have one minute to tell me what you were doing and why," Doris said sternly. Chris looked at his Mom and said, "Tommy and I were making love. Why, because we love each other." Tommy looked at the women and basically said the same thing. Doris looked at the boys and said, "Didn't you two hear what we said about that? It's dangerous and someone could get hurt." Chris looked at her and said, "Not if we're careful." Doris shook her head and said, "That doesn't matter. It's dangerous and I don't want you two doing that. Period." Chris was getting angry because his Mom wasn't listening to what they were saying. He took a deep breath then said, "Oh yeah, well we've been doing it and we haven't got hurt. You were just too stupid to catch us." At that point Doris slapped Chris across the face followed by Jenny. "That's right and we're gonna keep doing it," Tommy said taking Chris' hand as they ran out the door. The boys ran up the street and down to their favorite spot on the beach. Both boys were out of breath when they arrived. Tommy looked at Chris' face and said, "Are you alright?" Chris wiped the tears away from his face and it still stung from the slap. "I guess so," he said hugging Tommy. They found their spot and settled down onto the sand and watched the waves as the held each other. "Why can't they see we love each other Chris?" Tommy asked. "I don't know Tommy," Chris said. "Maybe it would be different if one of us was a girl." "Ewww," Tommy said making a face as he did. "I like my pp." Chris reached down and groped Tommy's crotch saying, "I like it too." "What do you think our Moms are gonna do to us?" Tommy asked as he snuggled next to Chris. "Oh I dunno," Chris said. "I might be grounded for the next oh say 100 years." "I hope not," Tommy said as he took a group of Chris' crotch. "I couldn't stand to be away from this that long." "I know," Chris replied. "I couldn't stand to be away from you either." The boys cuddled and talked until the sun started going down. "Guess we better go home and see what's gonna happen next," Tommy said leaning on his elbow. Chris sat up and said, "Yeah. Might as well, gonna have to get this over with sometime." The boys stood up and brushed the sand off their clothes and legs the slowly made the walk home. Doris was still at Tommy's when they walked in and Jenny said, "Just where have you been Tommy?" "Thinking," he said holding Chris' hand. "That's good, because you're going to have a week to think even more because that's how long you're grounded for," she replied. Tommy didn't say a word not wanting to add any more time away from Chris. Doris looked at her son and said, "You are grounded for two weeks young man. I don't ever want to hear you talk like that again." Doris and Chris went home and he started serving his two weeks. The first week wasn't so bad because Tommy was grounded also. The following week was miserable for him because Tommy could play outside. When Chris' incarceration to his room was over, the boys became inseparable again. The boys were getting older so Chris was able to be home without his Mom there as long as Jenny knew where was. Now try as they might, the boys just couldn't refrain from not making love. They had their other means for showing love to each other but intercourse meant much more. The times they managed to do it, Chris and Tommy were at Chris' when his mom was still at work. The lock on Tommy's bedroom door was still broken and his Mother had this bad habit of never knocking when the door was closed. The boys were 14 now and gaining independence. That summer they spent a lot their time at "their" spot on the beach. Neither boy had really paid attention to the tan the other had developed until one afternoon at Chris' house. The boys' had gone over after some time at the beach and when Chris slid Tommy's trunks down he said, "Man Tommy, you're butt is like a sheet." Tommy giggles and said, "I know but Mom would flip if it was tanned like the rest of me." Chris giggled at the thought of seeing Tommy's cute bottom as dark as the rest of his body. "That would be a sight," Chris said. Tommy pulled Chris' trunks down and saw his white butt and soon, both boys became naked. After their usual cuddles and hugs, they had an hour of total uninterrupted love making. The summer went on and soon it was time to head back to school. Fall was quickly approaching and with it cooler temperatures. Sleepovers were still on the agenda and the year was passing by for the two loving teens. That Halloween the boys managed to get out to trick or treat but they knew this would be the last time as they both were soon to grow. The weather went from fall to winter and as they approached Thanksgiving, winder was upon them. The boys had slept over at Chris' house and before cuddling together to sleep, the boys made hot passionate but beautiful love together. "I love you Tommy," Chris said as he caressed his lover. "I love you too," Tommy said as Chris slipped back beside him. They hugged and kissed until sleep over took the boys. The next morning, Tommy had a dentist appointment at 8 so that meant both boys were up early. Just after seven Chris' alarm went off and the boys did their morning duties. After getting dressed, a long with a few quick gropes the boys were out the door and off to Tommy's. "What time should you be home?" Chris asked as they walked to the edge of the yard. "If he's not running late, I should be home by 10," Tommy said as he hugged Chris one more time. They looked around to see if anyone or anything so see them and they gave each other another passionate kiss. Tommy stepped off the curb and started across the street just as a red pick up truck turned the corner. Tommy stopped to let the truck go past when suddenly he lost control. Chris was paralyzed with fear as he helplessly watched the truck hit his boyfriend. "TOMMY!" Chris yelled. Chris looked at his dead lover and then ran towards the beach. A neighbor heard the commotion and called the police. Chris ran all the way to the beach and as soon as he arrived, he fell to his knees and immediately vomited. He went to the edge of the ocean and using some of the seawater, he rinsed his mouth out. He stumbled back to his and Tommy's spot and curled into a ball and cried himself to sleep. He slept several hours and then awoke hungry and thirsty. Chris felt he couldn't go home. For some reason, he had to stay there and sort things out in his head. After several more hours, Chris couldn't stand the hunger pangs and longer so he did the only thing he could. He slipped his penis out, masturbated then ate his own semen. He had brought Tommy off many times and Chris liked the taste. Chris sat and looked out in the ocean and relives the past 10 years of his life with Tommy. He remembered how they met the day he moved in, the first time they saw each other in the bath, even the first time they touched each other. The tears started to fall again and Chris soon cried himself to sleep again. This went on for five days. The only thing Chris had to survive on was semen. After finally getting his thoughts together he felt he could go home. When he walked into the house his Mom went up to him and hugged Chris. "Are you alright baby?" "Yes Mom," Chris said. "I'm fine, just hungry." She went into the kitchen and fixed him something to eat then he crawled into bed. It was early afternoon when Chris fell asleep and his parents didn't see him until breakfast the next morning. Chris' Mom fixed him breakfast and said, "Tommy's funeral is at 3 this afternoon." "Thanks Mom," Chris said as he ate several helpings of food. Chris went back into his room and thought some more about his life with Tommy. He laid on his bed and remembered the last time they made love. He closed his eyes and remembered the feel of Tommy's skin, the smell of his hair and his bright blue eyes. His mother knocked on his door and said, "Its 1:30 son, you need to get ready." Chris got a shower then dressed into a dark suit. The ride to the church was quiet and when they arrived, Tommy's casket was already inside. Chris went up to the casket, put his hand it and closed his eyes and talked to him through his mind. Tears were streaming down his face as he let his feeling flow from his mind. After several minutes, his Mom came up and put her arm around him and led him to his seat. The minister gave a moving eulogy. He spoke about Tommy's love for life and of his best friend Chris. He told of how they met and that since that day they were always together seemingly glued together at the hip. After the service, everyone drove to the cemetery to where Tommy would be laid to rest. Chris tried to remain stoic but when the minister said, "Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, we comment Tommy to his final resting place," Chris broke down in an uncontrolled wave of tears. Doris held Chris until he got his tears under control. After his finished crying, Chris asked Tommy's parents if he could carve his and Tommy's initials into the head stone. They thought that that would be appropriate so Chris carved the initials TB + CS and encircled it in a heart. Chris stood there for several minutes once again talking to his lover. After everything had been said he put his hand on the headstone and said, "Good bye Tommy. I love you. Rest in peace." The End