Date: Sat, 11 Jun 2022 17:53:00 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Coming Out Part Eighteen (Young Friends) So what do you think?" Olly said to me and Jorge a few days into the school holidays. "About your plan? It has no fucking chance of working! There is no way Oscar would go for it!" Jorge was adamant about that and I had to say I agreed with him as well. But I wanted to be supportive so I repeated the topline of the plan we'd been told about. "So...on Saturday we play poker with Oscar. The loser i.e Oscar has to suck the other three's dicks? I think that plan needs some meat on the bones!" I said before Jorge had another outburst. "It all sounds bollocks! Literally! Too risky! What happens if one of us loses?! NO fucking way am I sucking anyone's dick! Not Sam's, not yours Olly and definitely not your arsehole of a brother!" Olly put his hand up to quieten us both "You're panicking Jorge because you only know half the plan! We cannot lose because we basically cheat. Each time you have a hand you tell the other two what it is. We then bet accordingly making sure that none of us run out of chips and then we take Oscar to the cleaners!" "How?!" Jorge said looking very unconvinced. "Yeah, how do we tell each other what we have? Oscar would clearly tell it if it was obvious!" I chipped in. Olly smiled conspiratorially, "I have devised an ingenious scheme. Once you have your hand then you start your next sentence with the letter of what you have!" "How does that work? Flush and full house have the same first letter! Two pairs and three of a kind do too!" This just didn't seem thought through enough for my liking. Olly nodded and looked thoughtful before speaking again, "Good point. So we'll amend it slightly So N if you have nothing, P for Pair, T for two pairs, K for three of a kind, S for straight, F for flush, H for full house, A for four of a kind, B for straight flush, C for royal flush. Perfect!" "This sounds really complicated!" I protested. Olly nodded, "It has to be to not be too obvious. We obviously need to practice a fair bit so it becomes second nature." "Okay I get the plan" Jorge said but he still looked sceptical, " but my big question is why the fuck would Oscar go along with it and even if we know what hands each others got then that is no guarantee we'll win as we don't know what he has!" "That's where Sam comes in!" Olly said triumphantly as if that had answered all our doubts when it clearly hadn't "Oh? What should I do?" I asked slightly nervously. "It's not what you do, it's because of who you are. I am going to tell Oscar that we think Sam wants to suck our dicks. And that I'll work with Oscar to set all this up and we all get a blowjob out of it!" I shook my head, "He won't fall for that surely! You two hate each other!" Olly smiled, " Sam, I think you underestimate how much boys are driven by their dick and balls! Once I mention the possibility of him getting to be sucked off by you he won't care what else I say. He'll just be fantasising of having you on your knees! But anyway I'll also tell him that I'm sure you'll want to lose as you're desperate to suck us off but won't want us to know how desperate you are.. So I'll say I know that you'll deliberately bet big on bad hands pretending it's a bluff in order to lose. So when you have an amazing hand just bet big and go all in, Oscar will think you're bluffing and will do the same and then he'll lose!" Jorge shook his head, "It sort of makes sense but why do you think Oscar will go through with it if he loses? He'll just say no and tell us to fuck off!" "So...I need leverage! I take photos of each of us with a dick in our mouths and then say I'll send them around school if the loser doesn't pay up!" "Wait I have to have someone's dick in my mouth!? No fucking way!!!" Jorge said "You don't have to suck it! Just have it in there for me to take a photo. No one will want to do it for Oscar so I'll do it with him and you and Sam do it together.' "I dunno mate, I want my dick sucked and I want revenge for Sam but this...it's a big fucking ask!" I had so many doubts I didn't know what to say. However I could see Olly felt really proud of his plan and I didn't want him to feel let down. I also knew he and Jorge were desperate for "Operation blowjob" to proceed. Seriously, if they were that bothered I dunno why they just didn't do it to each other! I guess it's easy for me to say as I'd be more than happy to do it to Jamie! In any case I wanted to support Olly. "Okay I'm sort of in but I think we need a better slightly less gross bargaining chip than the photo one. Let's give it some thought. I still don't see Oscar going for it though." Olly laughed not particularly warmly, "Oh don't worry, he will! It'll be an opportunity to get his dick sucked and humiliate you. Don't underestimate what an arsehole he is!' So that was it, the plan was on. The next couple of days we played practice poker hands around Jorge's until we had the whole thing relatively well rehearsed. I was still nervous though, this had the potential to go very wrong. Even if Oscar got onboard with it I didn't trust things wouldn't get out of hand. "No fucking way!" Was Jamie's WhatsApp message to me when I told him what Olly had planned. The six hour time difference between London and Mexico meant we couldn't message each other quite as much as we liked, particularly if we were out and about during the day. On this occasion I was in bed almost asleep and Jamie was in his hotel room. He was sharing a room with Jacob so couldn't phone me, we just had to send messages instead. "I know, I know. Whatever happens I won't let Oscar suck my dick. I only want you to do that!" "This sounds like a big scam to get me on my knees..." "I'm only winding you up. One day that will happen but only when you're ready. I'll let you know how it goes tomorrow. Whatever happens I won't do it if I lose and I won't let him do it to me if I win. Love you xxx" "Love you too. Don't fuck up!" Those words were ringing in my ears as I hung out with Jorge and Olly at the Saturday sleepover. Oscar had come in to see us all to tell us he was in charge and we had to do as he said. Olly winked at me when Oscar said this, I guess it was part of their plan. What I didn't really get is why Oscar thought Olly would betray me and set me up? But maybe Oscar's desire to humiliate me silenced that little voice telling him it was a set up. Who was I kidding? Arrogant arseholes like Oscar think the world revolves around them so of course he wouldn't have any doubts. We had takeaway pizza and had just watched a movie when Oscar came into the front room. "Okay ladies, time to separate the boys from the men. We're playing poker for high stakes, the highest of stakes!" "Can't we just play on the PS4?!" I asked, pretending to be reluctant. "It's a democracy in this house Sam and there's no special treatment for you being gay unlike in the outside world." Any doubts I might have about this plan started to disappear. "Special treatment" for being gay? The shit I had to put up with just because of my sexuality and he was making out I got special treatment?! Cheeky fucking bastard. "So, Jorge and Olly will vote with me. Who votes for PS4?" I said, raising my hand. "I dunno Sam, poker might be fun. What high stakes Oscar?" Olly asked. I knew the answer and was training myself to look shocked and outraged. "Loser has to suck the other boys' cocks. So three of us get BJs, one boy gets to give them!" "What?!No fucking way!?" I protested. Oscar laughed, "Sam, surely you're the one boy here who SHOULD be onboard with this? You either get to suck three cocks or get your own sucked...all by a boy! That must be the biggest wank fantasy going for a gay boy like you!" "I suppose so...." I replied pretending to be unsure before Jorge said he didn't really want to do this. "No offence guys, I'd love one of you to suck me off but no way am I taking anyone's dick in my mouth!" "Oh come on Jorge," Olly said pleadingly. "High stakes, high risk even but high reward! Imagine, your first blow job! Whoever gives it to you, don't worry about it, just close your eyes and pretend it's a girl!" Jorge shrugged as if he might be coming round to it, and I then moved things on as we'd planned "but even if we did do this how can we guarantee that the loser gives those blow jobs? I'm gay so I guess I could go through with it but you three aren't." "That's a good point Sam, what did you think Oscar? I know Jorge would be the first to back it if he lost!" Olly said as Jorge said "damn straight!" "Basically we need something embarrassing for each of us. So whatever it is, well it has to be worse than sucking a cock. Let's all now promise that whatever happens here never leaves this room. Swear on your Mum's life!" Oscar said and we all did that. He then pretended to think as if this hadn't all been concocted beforehand with Olly. "I can think of two options, first one I take a photo of each of you with my dick in your mouth. Second option, I will take a photo of each of you with one of our dicks in your mouth, decided at random." "No fucking way!" Jorge said standing up and looking agitated, it was a great piece of acting! "One, I don't trust you Oscar so why are you doing the photos.? Two, I am not having anyone's dick in my mouth!" "For fucks sake calm down Jorge! If you lose you'll have a dick in your mouth so it shouldn't matter if you do one before. Look if it makes it any better then I will take photos on my phone instead of Oscar. And I'll stick his dick in my mouth, and his in mine, you then just need to do Sam and vice versa. He's gay anyway so he'll be fine. But if you're losing your bottle Jorge then just back out. The three of us will play without you." I did hope that Olly might have come up with a better leverage plan than this but seemingly that wasn't the case. I didn't mind having Jorge's dick in my mouth but I knew he'd hate doing it to me. Jorge did agree to terms and we all shook on it, swore again that we would go through with it before Oscar then took control. "So photos first then, get your phone out Olly and get your dicks out everyone! Actually strip off to make it look even gayer." With some reluctance, Jorge and Olly stripped off while Oscar whipped his clothes off much quicker than we did. He caught my eye as he got down to his pants and then kept eye contact with me as he pulled them down. I licked my lips pretending it was subconscious and I could see him smile to himself. This was working well, after all I wanted him to think I wanted his dick. It was a good size, 4 inches and chunky. Much bigger than ours, unsurprisingly. Me and Jorge were still barely over two inches while Olly was a bit bigger than us. Oscar made us all go and wash our dicks, then Olly got into position to photograph me and Jorge doing it to each other. "I'll go first," I said, getting onto my knees and sticking Jorge's soft two inches into my mouth. "Hold on, I'm taking a few in case they don't show who it is," Olly said. To my slight horror I felt Jorge's dick harden and so it was with a bit of relief when Olly said I was done. "Looks like someone enjoyed that.," Oscar said with a giggle. Jorge then took my dick in his mouth, releasing it as quickly as possible. Oscar then had his in Olly's mouth with me taking the photo and finally Olly's in Oscar's. I'm not gonna lie, it was pretty sexy watching all these dicks go into mouths and I noticed our dicks were all in various states of hardness! "Can we get dressed now?" Jorge asked, picking his pants up. "Nah let's play naked, it'll be more fun!" Oscar replied which I could tell Jorge didn't agree with. I guess Oscar liked showing off that his dick was bigger than ours. Then again he was two years older than us so it wasn't like he'd achieved anything, he just happened to be further along development wise. We all sat down cross legged on the floor as Oscar shuffled and dealt. I didn't mind being naked in front of my friends although I could tell Jorge was uncomfortable. He used his hands and then his cards to hide his dick and balls as the game started in earnest. Early on we were still testing our strategy out, it was a bit tricky to not be too obvious. We'd also agreed in the first few hands to stay quiet every now and again just in case Oscar thought we were acting suss. We needn't have worried though, he was clearly engrossed in the game and feeling confident that he wouldn't lose the game. Whatever Olly had said to him seemed to have worked as Oscar had a self satisfied smile on his face as cards were put down and bets were made. While we'd also plotted all this between us, I also went rogue a few times early on. I bet when I had nothing and let Oscar call my bluff. I wanted him to think I wanted to lose and that I'd bet whether or not I had a good hand. The game continued with all of us chipping slowly away at Oscar's pile of chips but not so much he really noticed. We all knew what cards we all had and he didn't. He was at a distinct disadvantage although we'd let him win a hand every now and again. I'm not sure how long we'd been playing when suddenly I glanced at my cards and realised an opportunity was knocking. I had four kings. Four of a kind. Very difficult to beat and it was time to try and end this. "Bollocks," I said out loud as I looked at my cards, subtly letting Olly and Jorge know my hand. "Fucking poker face!" Olly said. So he had a flush. "Needlessly telling us you have a shit hand Sam seems a bit crazy, unless you're bluffing!" Jorge said. So he had nothing. At that moment I realised what I really needed was Oscar to have a good hand. Not an amazing hand but one good enough that he'd feel confident to bet against me even if he thought I was bluffing. A pair of twos wasn't really going to cut it. The betting started and Oscar raised the bet. He was hooked on my line, he must have something half decent and so I met it and raised it again. After Jorge folded and Olly raised again I took the biggest gamble of the evening, if not my life. "I'm raising, going all in," I said, pushing all my chips into the middle. Olly folded and then Oscar stared at me intently. I licked my lips slightly again as if it was a subconscious response. It clinched the deal, Oscar shrugged, "All in as well. Call. Let's see if your cards match your balls Sam," he said as he pushed all his chips into the middle. Of course it was still a risk. If Oscar had a royal flush or a straight flush, or even four aces I was fucked. But I had to stay calm, the chances of Oscar having such an amazing hand was statistically very low. Then again I'd ended up with an amazing hand, maybe he had too? But this was the best opportunity I'd probably have so going all in on it was the best plan. Death or glory. Lose and I'd suck three dicks, win and I'd have my revenge on Oscar. "Let's make this a nail biter, each of you put one card at a time down!" Olly said looking excited. I guess either way he was getting his dick sucked even if I knew he'd rather I won than Oscar. "Fair enough, " I said and turned my first king over. Oscar turned over an ace. I turned over my second king. Oscar turned a second ace. I turned my third king, Oscar turned a third ace. Fuck things were getting tense. I took a deep breath, he could only beat me if he had four aces. I also wanted him to sweat so I turned over my nine of hearts, leaving my king left. All he knew at this stage was I had three of a kind, he might think it was a full house, or four of a kind but it couldn't be anything else. I looked at him to see if he looked nervous. It seemed not as he turned over a queen. It was on the last card. An ace and I was sucking dick. Anything else and I was safe. "Do it at the same time! On three!" Jorge said, also looking very excited. I could see his dick was hard in anticipation at what was coming. I should have been in my element, naked boys in various states of hardness but I wanted to know the outcome of this game. Olly counted us in..1...2...3...I turned my King over as Oscar turned his Queen. A full house! A fucking good hand and I reckoned usually enough to win but it couldn't beat my four of a kind. "Fuck!" Oscar shouted as Olly and Jorge did a dance of celebration. "Oscar loses! Fucking hell Sam that was a risk!" Olly said pretending we hadn't all planned this. "It's just a stupid game, you three go to bed and we'll not mention it again," Oscar said desperately. "Sorry bro, you have to do this! I've got the photos and they're ready to send if you back down. Don't worry, it'll be better than you think!" Olly said, smiling at Oscar. Easy for him to say, it's fair to say Oscar looked broken. "I think as Sam won that hand you should suck him first!" Jorge said. I didn't want to be sucked by Oscar so I shook my head. "No. We all played this game knowing what the risks were. However whichever one of the three of you won it would be a bitter pill to swallow, no pun intended. Oscar's first dick he sucks should be yours Olly, you're his brother. And look at Jorge, he's so fucking excited he's almost taking our eyes out! I'll go last." Unsurprisingly Olly and Jorge didn't protest while Oscar looked like he'd been served a shit sandwich which I guess he had. Still, any sympathy I had for him was fleeting. He'd made my life hell. He played this game because he thought I'd lose and he'd be able to humiliate me again. So fuck him, I might not let him suck me but I was going to make sure I enjoyed every minute of him having my best friends dicks in his mouth. "I don't suppose...." He said, making one last unspoken attempt to get out of it. "Nah come on Oscar, get sucking!" Olly said his dick hardening at the thought of what was coming. "I guess it's my fault. I suggested this. Fine, I'll do it. But this NEVER leaves this room. If you tell anyone at all I will rip your balls off and shove them in your mouth while I rape your tight arses!" Oscar was clearly trying to reclaim some of his macho toxic masculinity he was no doubt worrying he'd lose by carrying this out. But to be fair to him a minute later he was between his brother's legs taking his dick in his mouth. "Oh my fucking god, this is amazing!" Olly said as Oscar tentatively sucked him. Olly then moaned as Oscar sped up his bobbing and down, I guess Oscar wanted it over as soon as possible, which given Olly's increasingly high pitched noises wouldn't be far away! Then Olly held Oscar's head tightly as he grunted in release. He held him in place until he'd pumped a few more times before Oscar broke away and looked at his brother angrily. "What the fuck Olly, you came in my mouth!" Sorry but that's all part of a blowjob!" Olly replied with a shrug. "You could at least have fucking warned me first," Oscar said grumpily. It had been very fucking erotic watching Oscar suck off Olly and I was rock hard, as was Jorge. To my amusement I also noticed Oscar was hard, a fact his brother also noticed. "Wow Oscar, did sucking my dick make you hard?!" "No! Well maybe, it's a natural instinct. Tell you what Olly, YOU try sucking my cock without getting hard. Up for that? I thought not, so shut the fuck up." Oscar stood up as he said this, his six inch hard duck jutting out of his body as he got between Jorge's legs. Jorge was clearly super excited and horny as it didn't seem to take too much bobbing down before he said, "I'm....about....too....cumm........fuckkkk," and Oscar had taken his second load of the day. Oscar was hard throughout and again I questioned how straight he was. Then again it was probably true that the sheer act of going anything sexual causes the body to respond. You can't fight nature. Oscar came over to me, "Okay let's get this over with," he said as he got between my legs. Part of me really wanted him to suck my dick. Not only would it feel amazing but I'd feel like I'd had payback for the misery he'd caused me. But I wanted Jamie to be the first, the only boy to suck me off so I stopped him just as he was about to take my hard dick in his mouth. "No. You don't have to do this Oscar." "I do, we agreed, Olly has that photo he could use to make me." "I don't want you to do it. I know you don't want to do it to me. I want the first boy to suck me to do it because they want to not because they need to because they lost a game. I reserve the right to call it in at some point in the future if you're an arsehole to me though but for now you're fine. You don't have to suck me so the game is done." Oscar looked at me in confusion but also relief. "If you're sure? Great, well I have to go and brush my teeth and gargle with mouthwash for the rest of the evening to get the taste of all this out my mouth." He stood up, picked up his clothes and he and his hard dick left the room. "I bet he's gone to wank off at the thought of sucking us off!" Olly said with a giggle before throwing his hands up in the air at me, "but Sam, you're a fucking idiot! You turned down a blowjob and after having had one I can assure you do NOT want to do that!" "Yeah it was amazing Sam!" Jorge chipped in. "I know, you two looked like you loved it. But I'm in no rush, it's different for me." "In what way?" Olly asked, looking confused. If I wanted to I could tell them about me and Jamie. Right now. It would make total sense to,. But I know Jamie wanted to keep it to himself. "I'm gay, eventually some boy will suck me off. Until then I'll just use my hand! Also...maybe this will make Oscar be nicer to me. If not then I can still take the blowjob off him anytime I want to. Now, shall we get ourselves ready for bed?" With that the conversation finished we headed to Olly's room, we were already naked so it wasn't like we had to undress. Something had changed between us, I guess being naked for all that time had made us used to it in front of each other. Olly got sleeping bags out while I went to get a glass of water from downstairs. "Put some fucking clothes on Sam," Oscar said coming into the kitchen before coming up to me and to my surpise putting his hand on my shoulder. "Thanks for earlier Sam, I appreciate it." "No worries, I could tell you didn't want to do it. Are you okay with it?" "I dunno...I sort of enjoyed it. And hated it. It's...confusing." "It's just hormones Oscar, don't worry about it." "Yeah, shame really, you've got a nice one, some gay boy will be very lucky!" This turned out to be a watershed moment for me and Oscar. After this he treated me much better and was pretty nice to me. Whether it was a watershed moment for Oscar himself I had no idea, who knows what goes on in boys bedrooms behind closed doors! He wouldn't be the first boy confused about sexuality, after all Jamie was struggling a bit at times with what we had together. I guess a lot of teenagers don't like to be the centre of attention and being different to the norm is one thing that has a way of making you that. I hated it but everyone knowing I was gay often meant I felt people's eyes on me. Still, I'd escaped fully intact from the night of cards. No sucking, no being sucked, I couldn't wait to tell Jamie. But what I really couldn't wait for was to see him in person, this summer holiday seemed to run and run.