Date: Mon, 20 Jun 2022 10:55:00 +0100 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Coming Out Part Twenty One (Young Friends) The drive home was long and a bit tedious but it was still nice spending time with Jamie, Jacob and Jon, Jacob talked excitedly to me for most of the journey about any little thing that popped into his head. I was concerned he might reveal our secret but he didn't mention or even hint at it. So I knew we would trust him. Once I was back home I had a long shower and then lay on my naked replaying the events of the weekend. I was so pleased I'd pushed Jamie to take that next step, to allow me to suck his dick. I hoped he was becoming more comfortable with his sexuality now. After all, it had been almost eight months since we'd got together. A lifetime in the life of a teenage boy! By the time Jamie turned sixteen in January it would be a whole year together and I'd be fifteen. Growing up fast I guess! I closed my eyes and replayed the feeling of Jamie's hard dick in my mouth. As I slowly wanked my dick I pretended I was sucking him again. I sped up my hand and just as I came I pretended he was cumming in my mouth too. Well thankfully now we'd taken that step it would hopefully be only a few days before he was again! I headed off for my first day of the new school year in fairly good spirits. It had almost been a year since I'd come out to Jorge and only a few weeks off the anniversary of being outed by Oscar. It had been a tough twelve months. I still bore the mental scars of the bullying and the name calling. I hoped the insults would be even fewer this year, after all surely me being gay was old news now? The only boys who still seemed to care were the usual suspects who liked to make anyone's life hell, and a few I suspected were either closeted or trying to convince themselves that they were 100% straight. What better way to do that then insult the gay boy? As I met up with Jorge en route and let his frantic conversations wash over me, I realised that it was nice to have a bit of routine back. The walk to school together, hanging out in lessons, seeing Jamie at school, playing football with him, kissing and sucking him whenever I could. At that last thought I felt a bit guilty that I still hadn't told Jorge or Olly about me and Jamie. I suspected when I did they might be a bit hurt that I'd kept it secret. I was sure they'd understand but even so, we always used to share everything. On that note as Olly ran up to walk with us and made a couple of good natured jokes about me no doubt counting the minutes down until I'd see everyone naked at swimming I turned it back on them. "So aside from Oscar, did the two of you get anywhere with Operation Blowjob? Or was just the one you got enough?" As I said this I could see both boys look a bit shiftily at each other before Jorge nodded slightly to Olly. "Well....we're only telling you this because you're our best friend but we um.,..we did try it out on each other a couple of times. Not in a gay way! Just to feel again what it felt like. And it felt amazing!" "But only receiving it, we both hated giving it!" Jorge said vehemently. Like I cared! "Wow, I was not expecting that. If you'd have said Bella did it to you both I guess I'd have believed that though." "Gross Sam! She's my sister!" "I suspect Jorge wouldn't have minded!" I said with a wink at my friend who blushed. "Fuck off you cheeky shit! Just because you aren't getting any action!" Jorge pretended to be angry and outraged but I could tell he didn't mind really. I was flattered they'd told me what they'd done and it only made me feel worse about not telling them about me and Jamie. Part of the problem was that Jamie didn't want to be out and it didn't help that Olly was a bit of a loud mouth at times. The last thing we needed was him blurting it out in front of Oscar. It did make me think though. All the time me and Jamie had been together we'd never really talked about him coming out even to just his parents. Yes he could stay in the closet forever, he could pretend we weren't a couple publicly. But at some point it was bound to come out, whether from being caught or letting something slip. For now though I just hoped he'd come around one day soon. That first day back was fine. The good points of school were seeing my friends, and knowing Jamie couldn't go on holiday for six weeks without me again! The bad points were dealing with arseholes insulting me, the usual teenage shit and school work. I was starting my first year of GCSEs and our teachers kept making long speeches about how this year was the most important so far and would dictate how we did in life. Jamie was entering the final year of his GCSEs so would have exams next summer. He said the teachers gave him exactly the same speech last year and the same one this week as well. Things were beginning to get more serious and none of us wanted to fuck things up! I noticed a change in me when we went into the swimming pool changing room for the first class of the year. That frisson of excitement I used to get at seeing all those dicks had gone. I guess now I had Jamie and his dick so why did I need anything else! I did still check out others and could see Olly and Jorge had grown a fair bit. As had most boys including me. There were now more dicks that were getting towards adult sized on show and no more hairless boys. It was nice to look at them but no more. I had all the dick in my life I could ever want! It was great getting back into football as well. I'd let things slide a bit on the fitness front but hoped the walking in Wales would help. I walked into the changing room just after Danny and Jamie. Jamie went off for a piss while me and Danny got changed. "How was your summer Sam?" Danny asked. "Fine, boring. Didn't go anywhere apart from North Wales with Jamie, his dad and Jacob for a couple of days. Did you go away?" "Yeah we hired a villa in Spain. Big family bash, lots of fun but I had to share a room so it's nice having my own space again if you catch my drift!" "Ha I bet!" I said with a wink knowing what he was referring to. Jamie then came back from the toilet and started stripping his uniform off as we finished getting changed, "So Jamie, Sam was saying he went on holiday with you?! How come I wasn't invited!?" Danny asked. I hoped I hadn't put my foot in it telling him. "You were on holiday! Poor Sam didn't get to go anywhere. Also he's a lazy bastard sometimes so I thought dragging him up a mountain or two would get him fit for football." "I'm not lazy!" I protested as they both laughed at my expense. It seemed to placate Danny though it was a reminder that some people still thought it weird me and Jamie hung out. One day we'd have to tackle that but not today. Today was about a different sort of tackle, football ones. It felt good to run around playing with friends again. I'd definitely missed this, the camaraderie, the teamwork, the seeing boys in not much clothing afterwards! Although like swimming that seemed much less important now I had Jamie. That weekend I had my first sleepover of the year with Jamie. He'd been a bit worried about asking his parents about it as it was only a week since Wales but Jon had actually suggested it. He said it would be nice for Jacob to have me around. I did wonder if Jon actually liked it. He'd definitely enjoyed playing a bit of a father figure role in Wales and seemed to actively enjoy hanging out with me. That was fine by me, if it gave me the green light to spend more time with Jamie all the better! So I spent Saturday afternoon over there playing football in the garden with Jacob and Jamie before we played on the PS4. We all had a big family dinner which was nice and then played a board game. All very wholesome behaviour! Of course once me and Jamie were safely locked away in his room wholesomeness soon went out the window. We were naked and kissing on his bed when I made my way down to take his hard dick in my mouth again. He moaned but so did I as I started sucking. This is what I'd been wanting all week. His dick was like a drug for me, I was an addict and I needed my fix! As I sucked him I felt like I was beginning to get the hang of it. That first time I loved it but I was also hypersensitive to not getting it wrong. Now I was more relaxed and into it I could experiment a bit. Flicking my tongue here and there and listening to Jamie's reaction to know what was working. "Ooh.....oh fuck that's good......mmmmmm...." The noises drove me to try even more things and by the time Jamie shot his cum in my mouth again I reckoned I was getting pretty fucking good at it. Jamie clearly thought the same as when I pulled off him and went it kiss him he looked at me with wild eyes, "Fucking hell, that was amazing! Have you been practising?!" "Only in my mind when I wank off every night!" I replied with a wink. He blushed at that which made me love him even more. I may have been a year younger but clearly I was the one taking the lead on the bedroom and in the sex side of things. Although maybe things were about to change. After we kissed and I took Jamie's hand and pulled it down to my hard dick he pulled it away. "Not this time. I think I want to try and suck you," he said. "Really? You don't have to!" I said although every part of me internally was shouting, "Yes! Yes Yes!" "I know I don't have to, I want to!" So Jamie got between my legs, looking almost suspiciously at my hard dick before he took the plunge and engulfed me with his mouth. Oh god, it felt so fucking good. Having Jamie's hand on my dick had felt amazing, this was next level. His mouth was so warm and wet on my dick. Well obviously but you know, it just felt so fucking good. I loved every single minute of it and I never wanted it to end. But as with all good things the end comes eventually and I started to feel it approaching. "Fuck......am almost......pull off...pull off!....I'm....about.....tooo.......Jamieeeee!" I moaned aloud as I had the most intense orgasm of my life. My dick pulsed and shot what felt like litres of cum into my boyfriend's mouth. He didn't pull off, he didn't spit, maybe he liked the taste? I was about to find out as he pulled off me and smiled. "Your cum is as sweet as you are. Let's do that again and again!" "Fine with me! But only if you want to," I said acutely conscious that he might be saying it to make me happy. His smile got wider and he gave me a cheeky wink as he simply said, "Oh I definitely do!" We kissed and yet again I just basked in the happiness of having Jamie as my boyfriend. I loved him so much that at times it hurt. But nothing was better than falling asleep in his arms. My last thought as I drifted off to sleep was that I was the luckiest boy in all the world.