Date: Wed, 18 Apr 2018 11:29:16 -0400 From: Youngjonboy1 Subject: CONFESSIONS OF A GAY BOY CHAP 21 Young Friends Gay CONFESSIONS OF A GAY BOY CHAPTER 21 Without answering my question, Stevie moved towards my side of the bed and placed his arm on my back. His face and body were just inches away from my face and body. I moved as close as I could to my cousin and I placed my arm around him and held him tightly. Stevie put his face against my face and our cheeks were pressed together. I felt his leg crossing over my leg and he began to rub his feet against my feet. The feeling of another boy being so close to me and touching my body the way Stevie was doing was such a beautiful feeling. " Just hold me close" Stevie told me. Stevie's hand moved from my back and slowly moved down, touching my buttocks. He rubbed his hand across my butt and moved his hand up and own my back, always resting for a few seconds on my buttocks. I started doing the same to him. " I have never kissed a boy before" Stevie told me. " Do you care if I kiss you Travis?" He moved his cheek from my cheek and I could see his eyes looking into mine, waiting for my answer. I did not bother to answer him, I put my lips on his lips and I closed my eyes. Stevie brought his hand up and placed it behind my head. He pushed my head closer to his lips and I felt his tongue rubbing against my lips. It felt so wonderful having Stevie is my arms and having his lips sealed against mine. My hand began rubbing his back, moving down to his buttocks. I opened my lips and Stevie's tongue found it's way into my mouth. Our two tongues played with each other as I explored his backside with my hand. His hand moved from my head and began to copy what my hand was doing to him. Whatever I was touching, he would touch me in the same spot. Stevie began running circles around my tongue with his tongue and the tips of our tongues kept touching and tickling together. The room was filled with the sounds of smacks as the seal of our lips kept breaking and then retouching . I had kissed boys before but nothing as intense as the way Stevie and I were kissing. It was sex play but we were not touching each others sex organs. To me, it was just as intense and beautiful as any sexual activity I had ever been a part of. I had always enjoyed doing the sex and getting the feeling that comes after the sex play but this was something different. I was getting a different kind of feeling. Stevie was giving me a feeling that was so beautiful and peaceful. I wondered to myself if this is what boys feel when they kiss girls. I had always wondered why boys would want to kiss a girl, it just seemed like such a disgusting thing to do. Who would want to have someone's spit in your mouth. I was not feeling like that with Stevie, I longed for his tongue to be inside of my mouth, it was a wonderful feeling not a disgusting feeling. " So THIS is why boys kiss girls" I thought to myself. They were getting the same feeling that I was getting by doing it with Stevie. I thought I had understand what being gay was all about but I had only been thinking about the sex part. Now I was understanding about a different side of being gay. Being gay was more than just having sex, it was also about feeling a "love" for another boy. It dawned on me that I was falling in love with Stevie. I had always had strong feelings about wanting to be around other boys because I enjoyed being with them and I especially enjoyed doing sexual things with them. I had kissed other boys but it was just part of the sexual act. Tonight, those feelings were being taken to a higher level and a level that I had never experienced before. It was a beautiful experience and I realized that I could experience this beautiful feeling inside of me without actually touching another boys penis. I was beginning to understand why gay people loved to just hold hands while walking or just kissing each other without the sexual play. If I could feel like this by just kissing, what would it feel like if I added touching Stevie's penis at the same time? I moved my hand from Stevie's backside and brought it to the front of his body. I placed my hand on his belly and slowly moved it down to his pubic area. Stevie did the same to me. His hand went straight to my penis and he grabbed it and held it firmly. Within seconds, my hand moved to his uncircumcised penis and I placed my hand around the base of his penis and held it tightly. Our tongues were still doing their love dance inside of each others mouths while our hands began to make love to each others penis. I could feel Stevie moving his fingers up and down my penis stopping at the point on my penis where my head was. He rubbed my head with his fingers, knowing that this was the most sensitive part of my penis. My hands moved up Stevie's penis shaft to where I knew his head would be. My fingers touched the tip of his fingers and I slowly pulled his foreskin down . I was not sure how far I should pull the foreskin down. " How far should I pull it down?" I asked him in between kisses. " It does not feel good if you pull it down" He told me. I pulled his foreskin back up and decided to just hold his penis without pulling the foreskin down. I wanted to do what felt the best to Stevie. " It's just a little uncomfortable for you to touch it with your hand" He told me. " Does it feel bad if I suck it?" I asked him. " NO that feels awesome and you can pull the skin down as long as it's inside of your mouth" Stevie said. I guess what he meant was that as long as his cock head was wet and lubricated, it was more comfortable. " Can I suck it?" I asked him "Let's do it this way" Stevie said. He moved his body so that his head was facing towards my feet and our pubic areas where right in front of our faces. I had heard other boys talking about doing a 69 and we got into that position. Stevie moved his face close to my pubic area and I did the same to him.. Like a kitten licking milk in a bowl, I could feel Stevie licking on my testicles and taking long licks up the shaft of my penis. Whatever Stevie was doing, I began to do the exact same thing. I don't think my penis had ever been so hard before. Finally, Stevie reached for my penis with his mouth and took it into his mouth. I did the same to Stevie. His long penis entered my mouth and it was all I could do to take his erect penis into my mouth. It was the biggest penis that I had ever sucked on before. I could feel it reaching to the back of my throat. I could feel the few blond hairs near his penis rubbing against my chin. When I was licking his balls, I could also feel a few hairs growing on his ball sack. I let Stevie's penis slip out of my mouth and I put my hand onto his penis and pulled the foreskin back a little and then put his penis back into my mouth. I started to run my tongue over his exposed penis head. The cock head remained exposed as my tongue ran up and down his penis shaft. I felt Stevie moving his head up and down my penis, pausing at my cock head and sucking a little harder on my head. I began to do the exact same thing to Stevie. While sucking his head, I would nudge his skin back a little more and more of his cock head would become exposed inside of my mouth. Stevie began to tickle my balls with his fingers as his mouth sucked on my hard penis. It felt so good to have my penis sucked and to know that I was sucking his penis at the same time. It was like I was meant to be doing this to another boy. It just felt so natural and normal. I assumed that boys liked doing this to girls but I just could not understand how it could be better than doing it to another boy. When Stevie began sucking on my cock head I felt that feeling start to build inside of me and my orgasm was about to take place. We had only been sucking each other for a couple of minutes but it was happening already. I began to suck harder on Stevie's cock head expecting that he would be getting the same feeling. I heard Stevie making sounds as if he was moaning. He stopped sucking on my penis and I felt him shoving his cock deep into my mouth. I heard a few more loud moans coming from Stevie. All of a sudden, I tasted a salty taste in my mouth. " I'm getting the feeling" Stevie told me as he let my cock slip out of his mouth. He quickly placed it back into his mouth after letting me know. I knew that the salty taste had to be some sperm coming out of Stevie's penis. I kept sucking on it and I kept tasting more and more of it. Within seconds, I began to experience the sensation of my own orgasm exploding from my balls. Like Stevie had done, I made some sounds of my own. Not as loud as Stevie but they were loud enough for him to have heard me as the feeling was hitting me. I felt like I was ejecting something from my penis but I was not sure if it was going into Stevie's mouth. Many times when I would jack off, something would come out and other times nothing came out. I let Stevie's cock slip out of my mouth "Did I sperm into your mouth?" I asked Stevie "Yes" He replied. We stayed in the same position for another minute and then we got back to where we were facing each other again. "That was awesome" I told him " YEAH... I liked doing that" Stevie told me ` I heard you moaning when you were shooting off" I told him Stevie laughed " I heard you too" He told me. " Does Scott like to do like that?" He asked me " Do you mean 69?" " Yeah, does Scott like to 69?" " I don't know, all we ever did was just mess around a little bit, nothing like what we just did" I told him " What about Tommy?" I asked "Tommy and I have done it before like that" Stevie admitted to me. " Tomorrow night you and Scott are sleeping together. I bet he will do it with you" I told Stevie "Awesome, I know Tommy will do it with you" He said. We kissed one last time and moved to our own side of the bed. As much as I enjoyed being around Clay and Randy, I felt something different about Stevie. I was sad that he would only be here for a week during our Spring Vacation. I wished that he lived with us and we could share my bed every night. Within minutes I fell asleep and did not wake up until Mr. Sunlight came filtering through my blinds. I looked over and watched Stevie as he slept. I looked at his face and thought to myself how I wished I could wake up every morning and see his face in my bed. I put my head on his pillow and got next to him. It felt so good being so close to Stevie. I kissed him on his cheek several times. "I think I'm in love" I told myself.