Date: Sun, 10 Feb 2008 12:41:35 -0500
From: J.J. <jjjanicki@gmail.com>
Subject: Constantin chapter 11

The standard disclaimers once again apply. Do not read any further if it is
illegal due to place of residence or age to do so. Do not read any further
if offended by such material as in found at this website. Do not-

Hey, wait a minute. Exactly why ARE you here?

Well OK then. If you do NOT fall in any of the above categories, then if you
really MUST, just go right on ahead.

Since it should go without saying that everybody who isn't supposed to be
here has already stopped reading anyway. Or at least I hope so.

So OK then.


                             Constantin
                             chapter 11


Chapter 10 ended this way: We were discussing the pros and cons of letting
Jesse join our club (and we'd FINALLY convinced Isac it probably wasn't a
good idea). "BUT" said Isac, "I'll bet just about anything I know where he
goes when he's out in the woods and what if..."

But he would've lost that bet. So it was too bad he didn't specify what
"just about anything" was, but honestly I was glad we didn't come across
Jesse. Because I was conflicted about it. I WAS interested in observing some
weird behaviour on his part because he was cute. And if we were to surprise
him in the act, I was sure he'd be horrified. I could relate to that. It was
likely he'd be pretty much unclothed. And his clothes wouldn't be  close by
either. Because it's more exciting that way. The POSSIBILITY of being caught
is a huge turn-on, but then BEING caught is something else entirely.

So we'd surprise him, much like Joe was surprised in my story. But we WOULD
be nicer about it and in the end we'd promise not to tell if he wanted to
give blow all of us. And if that excited him, then he might be interested in
some FURTHER humiliation. But we weren't going to RAPE him, we were just
going to blackmail him. And there WAS a certain appeal to that. But at the
same time, him acting like a poof or not, I felt... well, I guess I felt
empathy. Or at least I was conflicted. And maybe I should just leave at
that. Conflicted. Because it wasn't like I was trying to earn some kind of
merit badge or anything.

Well, NONE of us were candidates for sainthood, but Isac DEFINITELY wasn't
and the twins were even less so. Because THEY didn't give up. We just needed
to try a different approach. Armed with walkie talkies we'd split up,
covering five of the more likely places for Jesse to do his thing, whatever
that might be. I was stationed near the cave. It wasn't much of one, but I
guess it would qualify, because if you tried, you could get yourself turned
around in there. Even if no one to our knowledge had ever gotten themselves
lost to the extent of having to call search and rescue. But there I was and
I STILL had mixed emotions. I really hoped no one spotted him. Maybe Jesse
had given up on the whole thing. I mean it was getting too cold for that
sort of behaviour. At least on a regular basis. But IF he were to show up
beneath my vantage point (at the top of a five foot bank) I was thinking
about keeping it to myself. I'D see him but... no wait. I'd have to tell
Constantin. Be true to thine own self and all that. So I'd call in then. I
still hoped it was another wild goose chase though. But if that's all it
turned out to be or if he had been spotted by anyone else then I don't
suppose I'd be spending all this time setting things up, now would I?

Nah. So about fifteen minutes later, just when I was getting really bored,
off to my left I heard the sounds of some sort of commotion fast
approaching. To my left the trail started down towards the cave. But I had
no idea WHO it was. I heard some loud voices, but they didn't belong to
anyone in our club. They sounded a bit winded and pissed. So I hunkered down
of course. THEN I heard, "Where- in the- FUCK- do you- think you-`re- going
you little- queer! Just WHERE-" and here came Jesse. But all he was doing
was panting. And running for all he was worth. Stark naked. Except for his
socks. Lot of good THEY were. And he even RAN like a girl. But he was scared
shitless. Looking desperately first this way, then that... and then only a
few yards behind him I saw WHY. Tony, Buck, Doug and Rick. Our resident
junior skinheads. MEAN. Not huge, but bigger than the average junior high
student as they were older. 15 or 16. They had their clothes on but probably
not for long, because it looked like they had designs on Jesse. Who was
about to go into hysterics.

I felt BAD! Those fuckers were CRAZY! I'D never had any run-ins with them
myself but still, I hated them with a passion. But what was I supposed to
DO? What COULD I do? I didn't even know if Constantin and Isac wanted to
mess with THEM ... for a little bit I just froze. I mean, what- and then
Jesse stumbled and fell flat on his face and it was all over, before he
could even TRY getting back up (must've knocked the wind out of him) they
had him. So he was about to get his little ass raped or killed. Or maybe
both. And this time it wasn't a game.

My hands shaking, I keyed on my walkie talkie and whispered as loudly as I
dared, "Hey! It's Todd! Cave! Fast!"

Then Constantin came back (and I almost wet my pants) "Is he THERE?"

Fortunately I was several yards away (fuck, he was crying, begging-) so with
all that going on, no one heard me. I keyed my unit on again. "Yes! And
hurry! We got a problem! MAJOR!" And I said that at slightly above a whisper
and hoped they caught the urgency in my voice.

"We're on our way!" said Constantin. He sounded very excited. And I hoped he
didn't end up getting hurt. If he even made it in time.

So see, it wasn't like "Yippee! The calvary's coming!". Because NOW I was
afraid I was leading them into an ambush. And Jesse was still bawling even
after Tony slapped him and told him to shut his queer mouth and start
sucking on it, so I did something stupid. I grabbed a handful of rocks and
hurled them. Not a REALLY good move because I ended up hitting Jesse too,
but that was unintentional. And to be honest, I didn't INTEND to hit Buck in
the head, in fact I didn't even INTEND to throw those rocks in the first
place, I just did. But OK, one thing I learned in Taekwondo is how almost
anything can be used as a weapon. And rocks can work pretty good. At least
sometimes.

But then ANOTHER thing I learned is that sometimes it's wise to take evasive
action until you can find a more advantageous place to fight. In other
words, running might be a really good idea. At least until the
reinforcements showed up. "Get AWAY from him!" I yelled and here three of
them came and away I went. You think I was STUPID or something?

Well, at least I had a head start. And first they had to go up the bank.
Meanwhile, I was looking for something else to hit them with. Aha! Like a
three foot broken off tree limb for instance. I hadn't achieved inner
calmness, but I HAD reached insanity. Along with a strong urge to survive. I
mean Buck was PISSED! And he about got me too. But TWAPPP!! I got him across
the face with that tree limb. And now he was TRULY pissed. But he was also
trying to pick himself up off the ground. Only I'd about reached a dead end,
so I guessed I'd better double back. Buck was by then on his hands and
knees, cussing up a storm. I mean my ass was DEAD, that was a PROMISE! Not
too good. And then I ran into Doug. OH SHIT! So I kicked him in the balls.
SQOOFF! and down HE went. So now he's going to kill me too. I'm really
making progress here. But MEANWHILE (where in the FUCK is Constantin and
Isac, damn it!!)  Jesse was almost screaming. And I was headed that way
anyway, so I reached the bank JUMPED (fell down) (jumped back up) FLEW
across the clearing and... well it wasn't EXACTLY like when two dogs get
stuck together but it was at least close because Tony was trying like hell
to pull out and it was pretty obvious that Jesse was all for that himself,
but whatever, Tony's dick was still in there. So whether it was intended or
not, Tony found himself in a somewhat disadvantageous position. So he
snarled at me and I kicked him. In his face. Which uncoupled him from Jesse
at least but I think I broke his nose. Then I got the wind knocked out of me
by Rick. Uh oh. Where did HE come from? But I was on the ground. And maybe I
achieved inner calmness, because everything was in slo-ow motion at that
point. His steel-toed boot was about to STOMP me and I thought "scissor
kick!" But I missed. Shit. So I GRABBED his foot. OUCH! But I'm still
hanging on for dear life. You think? But THEN all at once he went flying.
YES!!! The calvary had ARRIVED! (Constantin.) And I thought it was pretty
goddamn fortuitously good timing on his part as well. Just in case you
might've been wondering.

Constantin and Isac were like, "Are there any more?" They still seemed to be
very excited.

Especially when I wheezed out that there WERE "Two-more-up-in-the
woods-and.. they are-PISSED!"

Rick was still wheezing as well, but he LURCHED up, (THWAPP!!) and down he
went again. Isac just beamed with pride. He is good! And he was glad he
finally got to hit somebody too.

So while Constantin took off on his search and destroy mission, Isac stayed
behind to guard the other two in case they got belligerent again. And the
twins stayed behind as well. All they contributed was looking mean, but at
least they were there. But Tony was just holding his nose. It was bleeding
bad. Rick had had enough. And Constantin didn't get to really destroy
anybody because I'd pretty much put Doug and Buck out of commission as well.
ME! All because of a small tree limb and a kick in the balls. Who woulda
thunk it? I did that. ME!!

Only now that it was mostly over I had a bad case of the shakes. As is "Oh
my GOD! What have I DONE?!" Because by then the rational side of me was
talking, and what it was saying was I'd made four very VERY bad enemies. And
they were GOING to get even. They WERE going to kill me. It was only a
matter of time. The rational side of me is a wussy. And while it's probably
true that wussies live boring lives, at least it's a LONG one. That's sort
of what I was thinking. So I was going to stick close to Constantin and Isac
from then on.

But then on the OTHER hand, maybe that wasn't a good idea either. Not that I
WASN'T, but for just a little bit I was wondering how long that would be
when Doug more or less threatened to get a gun and SHOOT us. When they were
skulking off? Doug turned and said to Constantin, "You know, you're pretty
good with that kung fu shit. But tell me something little man, they teach
how to dodge a bullet yet?"

So that's when I was getting REALLY worried but Constantin answered, "No,
none of us got that part down yet. So you saying you might get a gun, huh?"

"Whatever it takes man."

"Well if you do, you do. I sure can't dodge a bullet. But you know what's
gonna happen Dougie boy? WE'RE going to be on the national news and have a
great big funeral and YOUR ass is going to be in prison. As an adult. WITH
the adults. For a LO-ONG time. And you're gonna be their pussy boy. Up your
ass and in your mouth. When some lifer or guard in a bad mood or whoEVER
wants it from you. You're not going to be getting much sleep when you're in
there Dougie boy, you can count on that. So I know you ain't too bright, but
you might want to think about that. Oh, and one other thing, Dougie BOY. A
gun's the ONLY way you can do it. Pull a knife on ANY of us and I'll shove
it up your ass, OK?"

So I'm not sure just how accurate all that information WAS, but it worked,
from then on they avoided us. And it wasn't like they were in a gang or
anything (fortunately), they were just dumb rednecks nobody much cared for.

But returning to the scene in front of the cave immediately after the
skinheads limped out of sight, Isac looked down at Jesse and asked, "Hey
man, you all right now? They're gone, OK?" What, you think after we just
saved his butt we were going back to the original plan? You should know
better than that, I mean now we were heros, so nobody was going to mess that
up.

In fact Dorsey asked him, "Yeah man, what HAPPENED? I mean-"

"You mean where are my clothes?"

"Well yeah, I was sort of wondering about that" allowed Tommy.

"They took them off of me. But I got away... but... (deep breath) Look. I'm
a fucking queer, all right? Just in case you didn't KNOW-"

"So you're gay" Constantin interrupted, "You haven't really been keeping
that a secret if you want to know the truth, but we're not going to run and
hide, OK?... Now. You know where your clothes ARE? It's cold out here."

Snapping out of it I said "Hey, put this on for awhile OK?" and I gave him
my coat. (Then Dorsey pulled his coat off and almost TENDERLY arranged it
over his legs. Then Tommy removed HIS coat and let him sit on it. And Isac
let him have his socks for awhile. Nice of us, right?)

"Thanks... Todd... and the rest of you guys and... Todd, I want you to
know... well... that was awesome! ... And it was really brave too. I wish I
knew some of that kung fu-"

"It wasn't kung fu, it was insane."

"No, it was really brave."

That was embarrassing me. But it worked out OK, Constantin sent the twins
off to see if they could find his clothes and I guess Isac was feeling a
little guilty so he went too. So once they were gone Constantin said to me,
"Really man. You WERE brave. Be-"

"I was scared as shit when I started, you know that? I'm surprised I didn't
wet my pants."

"But you still did it. So that makes you really brave." He paused and then
looking over at Jesse added, "And by the way, it's not kung fu exactly, it's
Taekwondo. But even if you've got a black belt, if you can help it, do not
EVER mess with a crazy person. They're DANGEROUS!"

"Damn right they are" I agreed. Guess I should know.

But anyway. They couldn't find his clothes anywhere so Constantin sent them
over to his house to get some he could wear to my place. My folks wouldn't
be home until around ten. They were Christmas shopping in Jeffersonville. So
he could get cleaned up and calm himself down a little. But we knew we had a
problem, because NOW we couldn't exactly leave him on his own at school.
Only that was going to reflect on us. He'd already been pretty much labled.
And beyond that, how much did we want to tell him about OURSELVES? We had to
approach this very carefully, since after all we hadn't discussed this with
Isac and the twins. Well, maybe in a way we had but...

See, I know what we had in mind BEFORE all that shit went down sounds bad.
And it was. If you're being initiated you know it's a game. It could still
reach the point you were thinking you sure HOPED it was... but in the end
that's still all it was. A game. But if you go out of your way to catch
somebody who has no IDEA, well that's different. We weren't going to force
him to do ANYTHING though. And if he happened NOT to be doing anything weird
then nothing would have happened anyway. Although we would have been
disappointed. But we assumed that he really DID want to mess with us, so
being forced would've been a way out if he still needed to rationalize and
besides that we were thinking about returning the favor once he was finished
with us. We'd be playing it by ear obviously, but by the time we were
finished with him he might be fantasizing about it for the rest of his LIFE.
So I mean we weren't EVIL.

But Constantin decided he'd try sneaking up on the question. He went, "Hey
Jesse, you know nobody's completely straight and nobody's totally gay
either, you know that, right?"

Not very helpfully Jesse replied, "All I know is that I can't imagine being
anything more than friends with a girl, so I looks like I'm about as gay as
I can get."

"Well it's none of my business, but have you ever DONE anything with a boy?"

"No. Unless you count me and my next door neighbor taking a bath together
two years ago. We both liked it; a lot; but then his brother came in on us
and nothing like that ever happened again."

"So I mean... well, what were you doing? ... If you don't mind my asking.
I'm just wondering is all. I'm not going to tell anybody."

Jesse shrugged. "We were in the tub. That's all. I already TOLD you I'm a
fag, but it's just things I want to do someday. I look at boys and I always
wonder what they look like but-"

"You DO know what gays... You know what? You've have a very negative
attitude about who you are. If you could've been like everybody else, if you
could've chosen your... well you know, whether you like boys or girls, then
maybe you would've gone for normal... but you are who you are. So why do you
always act like you got some kind of disease?"

"Well DON'T I?"

"No... unless that's what you THINK-" then Constantin looked over at me for
some help. But I just shrugged, I'D gone out on a limb quite enough for one
day. "You go on" I offered, "You're doing about as good as I could."

So he tried. "I mean why do you have to ACT so gay?"

"Because that's what I am. And maybe one day I'll be proud of it. But...you
guys really don't CARE?...That I'm... gay?"

"No, I don't care. Todd, you care if he's gay?"

"Nah. It don't bother me."

"You're not worried that I... that I might-"

"Do we ACT worried?" (And we're back to Constantin now, OK?)

"No but... well...I-"

"Well NOW I'm getting worried. Umm... you DO know what gays do, right?"

"Well yeah, they... suck... well, you know, and I'd NEVER do that... I mean
I WANT to but-"

"Would it shock you if I told you that me and Todd mess around? And Isac and
the twins know about it? And they don't care? So does that surprise you?"

Yeah, I'd say it DID. He was FLABBERGASTED. And I was a bit surprised
myself. But I guess that was a good way of sneaking up on it. And besides,
he hadn't actually outed the Isac and the twins, just me and him.

"You mean you... well, you don't mean-" (OK, I guess not COMPLETELY outed
yet. As apparently he could not BE-LIEVE that we'd-)

"Yeah, we suck each other's dicks and everything. You name it, we've tried
it." (Well shit. COMPLETELY then.)

And I could see something was starting to stir under Dorsey's coat. Which
was just sort of over his midsection. And that same time something was
quickly coming to life in my pants too. And Constantin's, but let's not get
carried away here.

"So" I said, "You need to get cleaned up. And my folks aren't going to be
home until around ten, so if you want to go over to my place... as long as
you don't say anything... because we don't have as much nerve as you do,
WE'VE got to act straight. But do you want to?"

... "Oh-my-GOD!... Oh my... YES!! I DO!"

And so we did. Just me and him. Constantin thought it was a good idea and I
HAD possibly saved his life, soo...

I mean really, just for once don't you think I should have a chapter without
any gratuitous sex?

I COULD, but what fun is THAT? We both DESERVED some and it wasn't
gratuitous either. After all we'd been through, I would certainly HOPE we
deserved a little and if you can accept that, then by definition it is not
gratuitous. So there.

But then of course if you don't want to read any further that's OK too. I'll
just close by saying that in the end we decided we WOuLD let him into our
club after all. If he was going to be hanging out with us, even if it was
out of necessity, well, if people wanted to guess then they could. But
really, nobody who mattered cared anything about the skinheads anyway. So
for the most part everybody thought it was good of us to protect him.

It didn't matter what Tyndal thought about it. Either he was with us or he
was just knew about us, but that was his decision.

Jesse started acting less foppish (a little) and also started taking lessons
at the Taekwondo academy. Nothing bad came of it.

And we had another person to initiate. When he was ready. And when we DID...


Well maybe later, OK? Because yeah, it was interesting as well.

                      o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o

So for those of you who said, "Well, if we really MUST go into this..." I
suppose I should further warn you that THIS isn't going all THAT far anyway.
Shit, it was his first time. And he was hyperventilating quite a bit by the
time we reached my house. I was excited as well, but that's only because I'm
just about insatiable and you should already KNOW that.

And he was cute too. Right at five feet tall (which is where I was at the
time) and weighed about 100. So he was a little heavier than me. Had the
same color hair as Constantin. (I was dirty blond. Never mentioned that
before either, did I? So we're getting some important information out
here.)

I'd ALREADY seen him naked, but I didn't think I should mention my noticing
while he was in mortal danger; it just didn't seem to be in good form; but
now I guess it's OK.

He was small. I mean about two inches, although the circumference was about
the same as mine. Which ain't huge, but being only two inches (soft) it
looked sort of chubby. And he did have hair. About the same amount as I did
(which again wasn't a WHOLE lot) but it was a pretty decent little black
bush which was threatening to grow down to his balls. They'd started
dropping a little and they were... well, close to medium sized. Really cute,
actually.

So see, what I had unfolding in front of me (back in the woods) was a real
tragedy. I could not allow that to happen, I just COULDN'T.

And you shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth, either.

So. After wondering if he wanted anything to eat or drink (no, he was in a
hurry) (to DO something) we went upstairs to my bathroom. Which might remind
you of another event. And it should, but I was too tired and sore to suggest
toting him ANYwhere. "So" I said in a shaky professional tone of voice, "I'm
going to undress you, OK?"

"Well let me undress you too."

"OK, but first let me get YOU." We were BOTH hyperventilating. Off with his
shirt. OK, Constantin's then. Nice dime-sized nipples. I briefly kissed
them. He gasped. Oh, this was going to be GOOD! He'd already kicked
Constantin's old shoes off and I quickly pulled Isac's socks off him, then
sat up and unsnapped the button on his jeans and zipped down. For the time
being they WERE his since he was wearing them and it would simplier if I
just left it at that. So I zipped down and his chubby popped out because
underwear wasn't an absolute necessity. And he gasped AGAIN. So see. I
really needed to HURRY, because he wasn't going to last long. Not THIS time.
I quickly pulled them down, he stepped out of them and then...

"So now I undress YOU, right?"

"You ain't gonna last long, you DO know that don't you?"

"I KNOW, so let me-(GASP!!)-oh my God. ... Todd- oh SHIT!"

It had grown to about three and a half inches. Jutting up at roughly a 45
degree angle and was leaking a little. Prior to that I didn't know if he
could cum or not; it's hard to predict; but apparently he could, so I might
as well get on with lesson number one. One of the more enjoyable ones, even
if it really DIDN'T last long. Not on take one it sure didn't. I grasped his
soft ass cheeks, pulled him toward me (and he was quite startled by this as
you might well imagine) and sucked in ALL of it right down to his bush.
Which was still on the soft and downy side, but was coarser than
Constantin's. Or mine for that matter. And certainly much more so than
Isac's. I haven't mentioned that before either, have I? Yes, Isac had
finally started growing some hair. And he was very proud of it. But anyway.
I slid my mouth back up his spike (it wasn't just warm, it was HOT) flicked
my tongue across his slit a couple of times and-

Yeah, he could cum all right. And that little chubby jerked pretty violently
too. His cum didn't have that full-bodied taste, pretty thin and watery as
it turned out, but... I wish he could've held out just a LITTLE longer. At
least till I got to his balls, you know?

But that's OK, because later on he did. Hold out longer. And it really was
cute when it went soft. Even if it didn't stay that way for long.

Seriously, it was starting to stick out again by the time he'd undressed ME
and it didn't take very long to do that either. I thought I might have to
give him a few pointers, I mean a little over five inches isn't huge but
still the first time I was thinking he might be scraping his teeth on it or
something, but he went right down on it with no problems at all. He really
did good. So I asked him about it. I said, "You SURE you haven't done this
before?"

"I've been practicing" he said, and when I still looked a bit puzzled he
added, "I've been using a carrot."

I wish I'd thought of that before Jeff shoved his down MY throat, because it
really would have helped.

But anyway, then we got in the tub together. I thought he'd enjoy that touch
and he did, even if he already knew where that could lead.

Then we just lay side by side on my bed and cuddled. He has a really nice
ass. And we kissed a lot, something he HADN'T been practicing, but he caught
on very fast. It was really nice.

But I didn't fuck him because he was still pretty sore back there.
Apparently Dougie boy had a very large cock. I never noticed because at the
time I was preoccupied... well OK, I glanced at it later before he got his
clothes back on but by then it was soft. But it was pretty big at that. But
in case you're wondering, it looks like the reason he got stuck was because
all he used for lubrication was spit. And not nearly enough said Jesse. And
that concludes this chapter's public service annoucement.

But yes, he'd been practicing with various carrots and an occasional
cucumber back there as well, so he WAS interested.

So I said, "Well THAT'S good, so... you want to fuck me?"... and he did want
to and so while I was getting it doggy style Constantin came in. It was only
around 8:30 anyway. So we had at least an hour. Miraculously Jesse did NOT
blow a circuit and neither did I.

And so that's how after first talking the others out of letting Jesse into
our club we changed our mind. He's honestly a very sweet-natured person and
I don't think he SERIOUSLY wants to be a professional hit man when he grows
up. I can't remember what movie it was, but IT had a cross-dressing hit man
in it and that guy was LETHAL. And Jesse was catching on to Taekwondo fast
as it seemed he has a lot more inner calmness than me. And a WHOLE lot more
than the twins had. Well, they figured if everybody ELSE was going to be
taking lessons at that damn academy then they might as well too. So it
looked like our instructor was going to get rich off us gay kids.

And I guess that's all there is to this chapter. And as always, I hope you
have enjoyed it at least a little and I thank you for reading it. Unless of
course you weren't supposed to be reading it, then all I can really do is
just shake my head and wonder how exactly I'm going to convince you to stop
doing this. I don't know if anyone has any suggestions on this or not,
but...

I'd still love to hear from you. Even if I've heard from you before. It's
like I said, I don't need CONSTANT assurance, but occasionally I do need
just a little anyway.


jjjanicki@gmail.com