Date: Fri, 23 Feb 2001 14:19:46 -0500 From: fsw99 Subject: Chapter 2 of Dear Diary Legal Notice: The following story contains descriptions of graphic sexual acts. The story is a work of fiction and has no basis in reality. Don't read this story if: **You're not 18 or over, **If it is illegal to read this type of material where you live, **Or if you don't want to read about gay/bi people in love or having sex. The author retains copyright to this story. Placing this story on a website or reproducing this story for distribution without the author's permission is a violation of that copyright. Legal action will be taken against violators. E-mail responses to the stories, story suggestions or other 'constructive' comments or advice may be sent to: fsw99@mindspring.com. All e-mails will be answered. DEAR DIARY By Stan Chapter Two Tuesday, August 15, 2000 Dear Diary: OK, where were we? Oh, I know, we were just walking out of the school when I went to bed last night. When we finally got to Matt's house, both of his two brothers had already gotten home and were in Brian's room. We walked in, and Matt said, "Brian, Bruce, this is Jamie Williams. He just moved here. You won't believe what happened." Brian and Bruce both had short hair cuts like Matt did. They both looked like Matt, too. You could easily tell they were brothers. "Andy Larson and Sam Drake jumped me in the bathroom after school. Sam held me from behind while Andy started taking off all my clothes. They were going to strip me naked and throw me out in the hall. Then...." "God Damn that ass hole. They are both older than I am. Let me make a few calls to my friends, and then we will all go down to the park. I think that is where they hang out after school. It is time someone beat the shit out of them. Bruce, get out of your school clothes. Put on blue jeans. We might need you if they have more people with them," Brian said, as he yanked off his t-shirt angrily, and then pulled off his shorts. Bruce did the same, and they were quickly down to briefs and socks. "Matt, get undressed, too. You are going with us, too, you know, and if your school clothes get torn, Mom will have a fit." "Brian, listen will you? See........" "GET UNDRESSED! I am so mad I can't see straight. I am going to beat the shit out of Andy!" Brian yelled. Matt just shrugged his shoulders, pulled his t-shirt over his head and started pulling off his shorts, after quickly kicking off his shoes. "You are going to have to go to the hospital or police station to do it," Matt said, as he was pulling off his shorts. "What the fuck are you talking about?" Brian asked. "If you will give me a minute without interrupting, I will tell you. Jamie came in the bathroom and stopped them. He was amazing. He kicked Andy once, and he went down. He pulled a knife on Jamie, and Jamie took that away from him, and then beat him lots worse than you were going to do. I think he broke his nose. There was blood all over him. He then knocked out Sam," Matt gushed. Both Brian and Bruce's mouths about hit the floor. "No shit?" Bruce asked. "You should have been there. It looked like something out of a karate movie," Matt said. "Jamie has just moved here, and he does know anybody yet. I told him that we might adopt him as a new brother. 6 would be lots better than 5, you know?" he asked, looking at Brian with a pleading look on his face. "Oh, you mean?" Brian asked, looking from Matt to me and back at Matt again. "Yeah. What do you both think?" he asked, looking at both his brothers. It was like they were speaking in some kind of code. I had no idea what was going on. "Sounds like a great idea. Level one first, OK?" Brian said. Level One? What the Hell did that mean? I was totally lost. Brian walked over and said, "Thanks for helping Matt, Jamie." He offered me his hand to shake, and when I did, we shook and then he briefly hugged me to him. Bruce did the same thing, saying "Yeah, thanks a lot. We both love Matt a lot, and we wouldn't want anyone doing anything mean to him." He also hugged me. Getting hugged by two almost naked boys was a little strange for me, but it felt good and I liked it. "So, you want to be part of our group? Our little family has five members, including two brothers named Nate and Dave. If you want to be number 6, you have to go through a series of initiation steps. Nothing bad, and nothing we wouldn't do ourselves, though. What do you think?" Brian asked. "Look, like Matt said, I have been here two weeks and haven't met anyone around my age that lives anywhere near me. If the three of you are going to be my first friends, I will go through anything," I answered, getting to talk for the first time. "Anything, huh? OK, let's see. First, we want you to strip down to your underwear, just like us," Brian said. "What? Why?" I asked, clearly surprised by his statement. "Several reasons. We like to go camping a lot on weekends. All five of us. We all sleep either naked or in our underwear. We go skinny dipping in the lake where we camp. We need to find out that you aren't going to weird out on us the first time we do that. The second reason is that you have already seen all of us in our underwear, and fair is fair. Third, I asked you to do it. Need any more reasons?" Brian said, grinning. "Shit! OK, if that is what you want me to do," I said, as I kicked off my shoes. "Socks, too?" "Yeah, everything but your underwear," Brian said, as he also removed his socks. Matt and Bruce did the same. I pulled my t-shirt over my head and then looked at the three brothers. Matt had walked around next to his two brothers, and now all three were smiling and waiting on me to take off my shorts. I blushed, but forced my hands to my waist and quickly was pulling them down. Matt gasped, and I looked down at myself. I had gotten hard, and the front of my briefs were showing a big tent. I went beet red. "Don't be embarrassed, Jamie. If anything, it makes everything easier. Bruce, get a towel. Matt, get the lube out of the drawer of the night stand. I'll pull the covers down. Jamie, come over here," Brian said, as he went to the bed and pulled the spread and sheet to the foot of the bed. Bruce ran across the hall to the bathroom, and was back quickly. My head was in a daze, and I was still blushing, but I did as I was told. "Lay down in the middle, on your back, Jamie," Brian said. I did, not having a clue what was going to come next. "I want to do it, OK?" Matt asked. "Sure," Brian said. "I already knew that," he added, smiling at Matt and gently pushing him. "I'll do the top part," Bruce said. `What the Hell is going on?` I thought to myself. `I guess this is part of my initiation.` Bruce went to the other side and lay down next to me. Brian lay down between my legs at the foot of the bed. Matt sat down on the other side, and reached for the bulge in my underwear. I gasped as he grabbed me. I couldn't believe what he was doing, but I sure didn't want him to stop. Bruce started to gently pinch both of my nipples, and soon moved over and started licking and sucking on them. Brian had started gently massaging my balls through my briefs. I was moaning from all the attention being paid to my body. "Lift up your hips, Jamie," Brian said. I knew that he was going to take off my underwear if he did, but I didn't care. I was feeling too good, so I did it. He pulled them down and off, having to get up off the bed to do so. "Let's get naked, too, guys," Brian. All three boys didn't hesitate, they just jumped off the bed and quickly pulled off their briefs. They were nowhere near as shy about being naked as I was. I guess having several brothers helps. They all quickly came back to their original positions, and Matt opened the tube of KY Jelly and put some on my hard penis. I moaned as he got it very slick and started to run his hand slowly up and down the shaft. Brian pushed my feet flat on the bed, and started to gently rub my balls and knead the perineum area directly under them. Bruce concentrated on sucking and biting my nipples. All this was entirely new to me. I had been jerking off for over six months, after I discovered how it made me feel, but this was way beyond anything I had done for myself. I was completely at their mercy, and was loving every second of it. I was getting closer to coming, and they all knew it. Matt eased off a little and said to Brian, "You better do it now, or it will be too late." Brian got the tube of KY Jelly, and put some on the fingers of his right hand. Matt went back to slowly jacking me off, and I felt a coldness at the edge of the opening to my anus. Without warning, Brian's middle finger pushed it's way into me and started massaging deep inside of me. I was really shocked by him doing that, but not enough to make him stop. I was feeling too good. Then, he hit something inside of me, and I almost yelled out in pleasure. "Oh, God! Oh! Uh! That feels.......that......feels.....soooooo........good!!!!" I stammered. Matt picked up the pace, and I tensed and shot over and over again. Cum went everywhere, on my neck, chest, stomach, and on Matt's hand and arm. I was almost unconscious from all the feelings that were flooding my Brian. I finally looked up, and all three brothers were staring down at me with big grins on their faces and even bigger hard ons pointing straight at me. I stared at their faces for a second or two, and then my gaze went lower. "I guess you liked that pretty well. You sure looked like you did," Brian kidded. "I did. That was unbelievable!" I answered, still not out of my fog. That cracked up all three brothers. Bruce finally quit laughing to say, "I couldn't believe how loud you yelled when you came. If we ever do anything with you with our parents home, we will have to put a pillow over your mouth." "I didn't yell out!" I answered. "Jamie, take our word for it, you screamed!" Matt said, laughing again. "I never knew I did," I said, getting embarrassed. "Don't get embarrassed again. We were just kidding you. Actually, we would all like a turn, too. Just like making you strip like we did, fair is fair, you know," Brian said, grinning. I looked at Brian, then Matt, and then Bruce. All were grinning. It didn't take me long to make up my mind. "OK," I said, getting up off the bed slowly. They helped me up, and Matt said, "Who do you want to do first?" He had a pleading look in his eyes. "You," I said, pushing him gently down on the bed. He had a big smile on his face, like he was soooo happy I chose him first. I was glad. Matt was kind of small, like the rest of him. A little over three inches. Maybe 3 and a half. I really think Bruce is a little bigger, even though he is over a year younger. I was about 4 ½ inches and Brian looked like he was over 5 inches. Nearly six. I didn't care. I loved what they had done for me, and I wanted to return the favor. I squeezed the tube and got some of the jell, then handed it to Brian. Matt and I had traded places, but Brian and Bruce were where they were for me. I grabbed Matt's hard little penis and he immediately groaned from me spreading the jell over him. "Take it easy with him. He doesn't last very long. We are trying to help him go longer," Brian said, taking the tube and putting more on his fingers. Brian didn't waste time, one finger went up Matt's butt quickly. Matt didn't even seem to notice, except to buck back against it. I think these brothers have done this a few times in the past! I started to slowly slide my hand up and down the small shaft. Matt moaned, and put one arm over his eyes. Bruce started on his nipples as he had done mine. Brian had already pulled one finger out and put two in. I didn't think he had ever put more than one in me. `These brothers are pretty experienced`, I thought to myself. I went as slow as I could, but I could feel that Matt was getting closer and closer. I finally decided to give it my best effort, and I went as fast as my hand could go. Matt came, and came hard. He didn't cum much, but we would have to clean up some. "I can't believe he did that," Bruce said. "What?" I asked. "He hasn't cum before. I thought I might beat him. I still can't do it. That kind of sucks, but I am glad for him, I guess," Bruce said. He sounded less than happy for Matt. "Oh!!! Oh!!! That was sooooo good," Matt groaned. Brian cleaned him up and said, "It should have felt good. Your first cum should have felt great. You are a man now, little bro. And you have Jamie to thank for it." "I came? Finally!!! See, Bruce, you may be bigger than I am, but I came before you did!!! Thanks, Jamie, that was awesome!!" Matt said, and jumped off the bed and hugged me once again. I hugged him back just as tight. I was beginning to really like these hugs. I felt Bruce forcing us apart. "Come on guys, I want my turn. Maybe I can shoot today, too!" "OK, OK, Don't be so eager," Matt said, glaring at Bruce for breaking our hug. "I'm sorry. I am just really horny, OK? You and your new boyfriend need to do your hugging and kissing my yourselves," Bruce said, as he replaced Matt on the bed. Matt blushed at that comment, I could plainly see. BOYFRIEND???? I didn't know if I was ready for that MAJOR step or not. And hugging was one thing, but KISSING? I knew I kind of liked boys, and that had bothered me in the past, but I sure wasn't sure if I wanted a BOYFRIEND!!! That would make me GAY!!! FAG!!! QUEER!!! What would my friends at school think if they found out??? Oh yeah, I didn't have any friends at school. "Jamie!!! Are you going to do me, too, or are you just going to stare out into space?" Bruce asked. That brought me back to reality, so I just smiled at him, and sat back next to him on the bed. "OK, OK, don't be so impatient, will you?" I asked, as I giggled. I lubed him up and started a nice slow pace, like I had done with Matt. Matt started on his nipples and Brian used a little KY to slide a finger up his butt. Again, he did it very quickly and Bruce didn't even flinch. He did start to moan and groan, however. "He likes it hard and fast. He can cum over and over again, since his cums are still dry," Brian said. I quickly sped up my strokes, and Bruce was immediately thrashing about the bed. It wasn't but another minute or so, and he tensed and came. Like Brian had said, his orgasm was dry but it was still powerful. "My turn now. Do you need a rest, or are you ready to do me, too?" Brian asked me, smiling. I looked down at him. He was still hard as a rock. He had the biggest dick by far I had ever seen, and I wasn't going to pass up this chance. "My arm is a little tired, but if I have to, I can always change hands," I said. Brian's grin got bigger, and he walked over and pushed Bruce gently to the side. "He always needs a few minutes to recover. He really likes to cuddle afterwards. I will just lay here and hold him while he gets over it, OK? Matt, why don't you go below?" Matt did as he was asked, kneeling between his big brothers legs. `Down below? Matt knew exactly what Brian wanted. I know they have had lots of practice, now,` I thought to myself. I got out an extra bit of KY and handed the tube to Matt, who just grinned back at me and stared at my penis, which was limp and laying across my leg. I blushed a little, but just looked at him, too, and he didn't seem to care at all, so I just said, `What the Hell` and let it go. I got out a big blob of jelly and handed the tube to Matt. He took it, got some out, and put a finger inside Brian. I lubed up Brian and started long, slow strokes. Bruce finally came back to life, and looked up. "You guys started without me," he said. "I wasn't going to wait forever for my turn. We have to hurry as it is. Mom could come home, you know," Brian answered. I took the hint, and sped up my strokes. I started going as fast as I could, and Brian moaned his approval. Brian took lots longer than any of us did, but he finally came with a shout of his own. I knew he enjoyed it. I got the towel and cleaned him up and then made sure I got all the jell of my hands and pubic area. I handed it to Matt, who did the same, and then passed the towel over to Bruce. When Bruce was finished, Brian had recovered enough to do the same. "We had better get dressed, guys," Brian said. I dressed quickly, and the others all changed into after school clothes. "We are going camping this Friday and will come back early Sunday afternoon. Nate and Dave will be off restriction on Saturday, and they are going to come early Saturday morning. You want to come with us?" Matt asked. "Sure, if my Mom lets me," I answered. "Well, let us know tomorrow, OK? Why don't you come over and walk to school with us?" Matt asked. "That would be great. Thanks," I answered. "You don't have to thank me for that. I still owe you, remember?" Matt said. "No, you don't." "Sure I do. I'm going to introduce you to all my friends tomorrow. Hey, can I walk home with you and do our math homework together?" Matt asked. "I want to know where you live, anyway." "Sure, that would be fun. If we have to do homework the first day of school, it would be more fun to do it together," I answered. "Great. Let's go, then. I have to be home in time for supper," Matt said. I got my math book and binder and Matt did the same, and then we left, after saying goodbye to Brian and Bruce. No one said anything else about what we had done for each other, and I was glad. Brian and Bruce did have grins on their faces, though. I was still kind of embarrassed about what we had done, and wasn't ready to talk about it yet. It didn't take us long to walk the three blocks to my house, and I let us in and got us both something to drink. We had talked non-stop all the way to my house like we had been friends for years. I knew I had at least made one close friend, and probably three. Maybe my life was looking up, after all. It didn't take very long for us to do our homework. We compared our answers, and Matt caught a mistake I made. I quickly corrected it, and then we played a couple of games on my Sony Playstation. "I had better go home, Jamie. It is getting pretty late, and I don't want my parents getting mad at me and not letting me go camping this weekend," Matt said. "I understand. My Mom should be coming home any time, anyway," I answered. "Let me have your phone number, and I'll call you tonight, OK?" Matt asked. "Sure. I want yours, too." We exchanged phone numbers, and I walked him to the door. He opened it, started to walk out the screen door, then came back in for a second. Before I knew what was happening, he leaned in and kissed me lightly on the lips. "Bye, Jamie", he said, and then ran towards the street. I walked out on the porch with a shocked look on my face, as I watched him run towards his house. He turned around as he ran out of my yard, turned around and waved. I waved back, but I was sure confused. I was really quiet at dinner, and Mom asked if I was feeling well. I said I was and told her about Matt and his brothers. She was happy that I had found new friends, and even said that finding them should make me happy, not looking sad like I was. I asked to be excused, saying I was tired, and went to my room. I have been writing ever since, except when Matt called. He didn't mention what we had done earlier in the day or the kiss, and neither did I. I still had to do some thinking about it. I wasn't sure how I felt about all that had happened. I am really tired now, and still am a day behind. I will try and catch up tomorrow night about what happened today and tomorrow. .To be continued. Like it? Hate it? Comments are appreciated and always answered. How long do you want the story to go? It isn't going to be 66 chapters like One Big Happy Family, that I can promise. Comments can be sent to fsw99@mindspring.com and are forwarded to a group e-mail account so all the guys can read them too.