Date: Tue, 22 Oct 2002 23:21:13 -0400
From: mr. axl <mraxl55@msn.com>
Subject: eddie and the axeman 7

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			   EDDIE AND THE AXEMAN
				     7

My first day out of the boys haven was an exhausting one to say the
least.My lawywer came along with my mother and father to notify me.

There was a bunch of paperwork and then they asked if there was anything I
wanted from my room. The only thing I wanted was my book mainly because of
the note inside.I never showed it to anyone except Eddie,I mean Andrew's
mother didn't care and his father was dead. Let everyone else think what
they wanted.

When I got home it was gettin dark and I was exhausted,Eddie came by but I
was tired,he understood and said he'd be back tomorrow.

The first thing I did was to take a shower ALONE. I stared at myself when I
got out,I looked myself over closely, had I changed?.

I then went to my room and lie on my bed I didnt even put on my underwear.I
lie under MY blanket completely naked in MY bed.

Mom came to check on me and asked if I was hungry,I said I wasn't and that
I was tired and wanted to sleep.

I slept 14 hours without waking but one time to take a piss,and that was
the end of my first day back to the real world.It's amazing how that works
you know? you sleep in your bed all that time and take it for granted,but
when you get it ripped away from you, your body just shuts down when you
get it back.

Eddie came by the next day after school,my folks and I had gone there that
afternoon to go through the usual bullshit.Although we were not required to
give details they had already heard the rumours and I had to convince them
that I was not gonna be a problem(like I ever was before?)just another case
of makin me jump through hoops.

Eddie was as happy to have me back as I was to be back. We just kinda hung
out and talked,it was really nice.

He stayed for dinner then asked if I wanted him to stay with him.I still
wasn't comfortable with my surroundings,I mean I lived here most of my life
but it just seemed so foreign.I told him I wanted to be alone.

I was really nervous about starting school on monday,how would they treat
me? will I still have my friends? I was nervous,Eddie could see it i'm sure
but I wouldn't open up to him to let him help. He must have felt so
helpless.

He came over again on saturday and we just walked around the
neighborhood. We talked alot and it just seemed to me that he was not
liking school too much,everytime I would bring it up he would change the
subject.When we got to the old woods in the back of the neighborhood I
finally asked him what was wrong? We were headed to the old caves that we
had gone to many times in the past,he didnt answer until we got there.

Eddie broke into tears"I missed you so much Alex,I felt soo lost without
you.everyone kept asking about you and I just wanted to be left alone."

"Its allright baby, I'm here now"I held him to me

"god I missed you so much"and he snuggled into my neck.

"I missed you too"I too was weeping

"I'm just glad your back"he said raising my shirt

He began to lick my nipples,(oh god how I missed this)I grabbed his face
and pulled it to mine,I was so worked up I thought I would explode, we
removed each others shirts breaking our kiss only long enough to pull them
over our heads.He then pulled my pants and underwear off in one motion.

I lay there as he took me into his mouth it felt so good I closed my eyes
and drifted into a state of extacy.

suddenly I felt sick to my stomach,my dick went limp and I started sweating
,my heart pounding in my ears.

"stop" I moaned inaudibly

"stop"I said this time loudly and pulled away from him

Eddie looked at me puzzled "what?" he said.

"I said stop" and I looked at him openly not really knowing what else to
say.

Eddie only looked back at me with a hurt look in his eyes. Neither one of
us spoke for about 20 minutes I got dressed and Eddie sat there still with
his shirt off.

"I'm sorry, I owe you an explanation.Problem is I dont know what's wrong
with me"I started to cry

"Alex it's o.k, I understand." he put his arm around me"remember when I
told you about my cousins and the things they did to me?"

I nodded

"well I went through a similar experience,and until you came along I was
uncomfortable with everyone,I would have sex with any and everyone but I
always felt sick afterwards.I think thats why I did it.But you helped me
get over it and we'll get through this too" he hugged me tightly.

"but I wasn't raped or beat up or anything, whats my excuse?"

"I dunno but we'll figure it out"

"It felt so good and then everything went crazy,I started remembering
everything the rapes I witnessed,Andrew lying infront of the door,and then
his small body hanging from the rafters.I lost it then"

We held each other for awhile and I asked if he wanted to stay with me that
night,ofcourse he accepted stating "but no funny stuff" and he tipped me a
wink.

We headed home and ofcourse Eddie could stay the night so we went straight
to my room until dinner,we talked somemore and I pretty much told him
everything. I decided to wait til after dinner to show him the note. While
he was reading it i remembered the words verbatim,I started to cry as they
came to my mind like the words of a song.I mean I couldn't believe that
this kid considered me a friend after i nearly forced him to suck my
dick. I was mean to him too no-one ever loved Andrew and I was as bad as
the rest.I mean I did like him but I never told him that,all these thoughts
raced through my mind as I remembered his face.His green eyes,his dark
brown hair,the little glasses he wore. He was so small and fragile.

I cried in eddie's arms until I was cried out he held me patiently until I
was too exhausted to cry anymore then we sat in silence.

"I'm gonna take a shower"I said." be back in a minute"

Eddie got undressed and got under the covers,when I got out of the shower i
dropped my towel and got under the covers with him.

"hold me "I whispered and he did quickly without hesitation.

We drifted off to sleep in eachothers arms when I woke up in the middle of
the night to pee Eddie was still holding onto me.I had to slip out of his
grasp which also pulled the sheet off of his body.It was the first time I
had seen my lover's naked body in nearly 3 and a half months. When I came
back from the bathroom Eddie still was not awake so I sat and watched him
sleep. He looked so lovely sleeping peacefully.I reached out a gently
rubbed that dark patch of pubic hair,causing him to stir slightly. I gently
caressed his dick.(had it changed any?) I looked his body over closely,sure
that he had changed somehow,he was growing hard now,so I leaned down and
tasted him, his smell was intoxicating and I raised his legs gently so I
could taste he sweet boy-pussy. It was even better than I imagined it. He
stirred again but did not wake up. It was not until I began to enter him
that he looked up at me sleepily with a look of bliss on his face.

He was so hot inside I nearly came before I was all the way in,he pushed
back against me allowing me to get all the way in as we both moaned in
unison. I began to pump slowly but as my climax grew I pounded fiercely,not
like I used to when we made love.Looking back now I understand the look
that Eddie had on his face as I fucked him hard and furious.He knew that
this was not making love but instead fucking.

He thrust back against me as I fucked into him getting ever closer to the
release I so desperatly needed. Suddenly I exploded ,and for the first time
ever he did not come when I came inside of him. I withdrew and rolled over
on my side,Eddie said nothing he would ofcourse bring it up months later. I
fell alseep feeling more restless than ever.

The next day Eddie went home after breakfast,he had alot of homework to do
so he probably wouldn't be back by til later that night,if then.

I just bummed around the house that day,mom tried to engage me in
conversation several times but I was offish and didn't feel like
talking. Eddie finally showed up later that night after dinner and we went
up to my room.

"man, I bet everything has changed at school,hasn't it?"I said nervously.

"naw, not really.but I'll bet they drive you crazy with questions"

"well fuckem, let them think what they want. I'm tired of talkin about it"
I said gettin worked up.

"I hate school"Eddie said.

"well I'm here now so we'll have some fun with it"

"we won't have any of the same classes,we never do anymore"

"well we still got lunch and will see each other in the halls"

"yeah,well I better go"he said "I'll be by to pick you up in the morning"

"alright,see ya buddy" I said still as nervous as ever.

The next day Eddie was early and so we headed out early just takin our time
and talkin' about nothing in particular, a bus rode by and someone yelled
"hey axeman" (oh no not here too) i was starting to get real nervous now.

"hey it's cool man,just relax"Eddie said trying to comfort me.

No-one called me that to my face but there were alotta stares as i walked
in to the school,several of my friends from the year before came up to me
to say hi,but some avoided me (only a few though) I was starting to to feel
a little more comfortable.

"hey Eddie" i heard someone say,it was an older guy about 16 "see ya later
right?"

Eddie just nodded his head and looked down.

"hey cool,you didn't tell me you been runnin with juniors,hell we probably
coulda gotten a ride to school or sumthin'"

"naw I don't hang with him,he's just fuckin' with me"

"what do you mean?"

"nothin'just forget it o.k?"

I looked at him a minute,he wasn't telling me something ( and Eddie tells
me everything),but i decided to let it go for now.

We went our seperate ways as 1st period started

"I'll meet you out here after class"eddie said as he was leaving.

"cool,c'ya"

Class was ofcourse uneventful with exception to a few stares from kids I
didn't know.I just ignored them.

Eddie was right there waiting for me as promised,on our way to the next
class that guy walked by again.

He said Hi to Eddie again so I stopped him to introduce myself.

"Hey what's up I'm Alex,Eddie's friend"

the guy looked at me with a strange look on his face.

"This is Ryan" Eddie said as he looked down again.

I offered my hand to be shook "nice to meet you Ryan"

He took my hand tentatively "you new here Alex?"

"Naw just started late had a few things to straighten up before i could
start school is all" Eddie tugged at my arm.

"see ya Ryan" Eddie said.

"yeah in about ten minutes right?"

"mmhmm" and we walked away.

"You have a class with him?"

"no" he said plainly,but said nothing else.

I knew to let it go,something was bothering Eddie, but he wasn't going to
tell me.

Now I know it was wrong but I had to know what was going on,so i decided to
find out what was up.As soon as class started i told the teacher i had to
go to the bathroom,she didn't give me usual b.s about going before
class,she just let me go.I walked by Eddie's class and looked in the
door,he wasn't in there so I decided to check the bathroom.

when i opened the door i heard all i needed to hear.

"yeah suck that dick boy,you know you like it" i peeped around the corner
and Ryan was leaning against the sink as Eddie was down on his knees with
Ryan's hands on the back of his head.

"you like that cock don't you?" he said gasping.

Eddie was working furiously on Ryan's fat cock (it must have been 6+ inches
around) and Ryan had his head leaned back as he fucked into Eddie's face.

"I'm gonna cum and your gonna drink every drop, ain't ya?"

then he grunted and pulled Eddie's head al the way against his light brown
bush.

I knew Eddie would be mad at me if he knew I knew so I snuck out before
they could see me.

I was destracted all day,wondering why Eddie was putting up with this shit
usually he would have atleast tried to kick this guy's ass or takin' an
asswhopopin before doin sumthin he didn't want too.

I had to figure out a way to bring it up,but how?

I went back to class wondering how to confront Eddie,I decided to just let
it go for now.At the end of class i just went to my next and then my next
without waiting for Eddie. At lunch he came up to me,

"hey ,where you been?"

"duh,school " I said.

"why didn't you wait for me"

"well I didn't think you were gonna hold my hand all day, so when I didn't
see you I just went to class"

"oh " is all he said,i watched him close,he wasn't lettin on that anything
was wrong.

when Ryan walked by he didn't even acknowledge us,man this place was gettin
wierder and wierder.

While walkin home at the end of the day I tried to get Eddie to talk about
Ryan but he wasn't given anything up,so i let it drop. We both had homework
so we parted ways i was kinda spent so i told Eddie i'd see him tomorrow.

When I got home all I could think about was what I saw.See here's the
thing,its not like Eddie were a couple or nuthin',I mean we fucked and
sucked people all the time,but we told each other about it.What if he liked
doin this and wanted to be with Ryan more?,what if he didn't want to tell
me because he was through with me?. I felt like he was cheating on me
simply because it was as close to lieing as one could come,not telling me I
mean.

I showered,finished my homework and then drifted off to sleep.

The next day i knew what i wanted to do.

Eddie was there the next morning bright and early again. This time several
people passing by yelled "hey axeman". what could i do?

When we got to school it was pretty much a repeat of the day before,even
down to Ryan walkin up for a sec and sayin hi to Eddie,he did not
acknolwedge me.

and then it was off to first period,and after there was Ryan same comment,
therefore I would be needing to use the bathroom in the begging of second
period.

When I got to the bathroom i heard the moans again,i almost hoped that
Eddie was receiving this time but not. there they were in the same
position.

"yeah,suck that dick boy. you love it don't ya?"

I walked in this time.

"hey Eddie you didn't tell me ya'll had it like that?"

they both looked at me with surprise.

"I hope your gonna share,I mean to keep such a big dick all to yourself
would be wrong"I smiled"you dont mind if I get a taste too. do you Ryan?"

"uh,no?" he stammered

"good, maybe we could all do eachother" Eddie looked at me pleadingly

"uh no"Ryan said

"you already said that Ryan,yes was the correct response this time" I said
as I took him into my mouth,he did taste and smell real nice, and damn was
he built.

he started to moan.

"yeah suck it bitch" did I hear that right? now I'm his bitch?

without warning I grabbed his nuts,gave them a half turn and he let out a
yelp.

I slowly lowered him to the ground and leaned over him

"I ain't your bitch mother fucker and neither is Eddie" i whispered to him
still squeezing his balls tightly.

he only looked at me in fear

"do you know who I am? i bet your thinkin your gonna beat the shit outta me
when I let you go huh? not a good idea"

again i leaned closer to his ear, I licked it an dwhispered very softly.

"the axeman cometh"i leaned back"ask around it might save your life"

I smiled at him and got up, he only lay there.

I grabbed Eddie by the arm and we left.

"what the fuck was that?" Eddie screamed at me

"lets just get the fuck outta here" I yelled at him

we went right out the doors and headed for the woods,I didn't have to say a
word that's where we went when we needed to talk without distractions.

when we got there Eddie started.

"I dont need you takin' up for me, I aint your bitch"

"looks to me like your Ryan's"

"fuck you"

"NO FUCK YOU, what the hell is wrong with you?"

"I'm just tired of the bullshit,if that jesmane fucker had died you'd be in
juvenile right now." he was weeping uncontrollable " I can't lose you again
Alex"

"aww man, I aint goin nowhere"

"what you did was crazy,what if he tells the principal,you threatened to
kill him?"

"no I didn't, did I"

"you did, see what I mean? you seem so reckless now,like you want to go
back or sumthin"

"NO, I'll die before I go back there"

"don't you ever threaten to die on me"he said cooly

"oh man, I didn't mean anything like that"

"just don;t leave me again"

"I won't. But why Eddie? I still don't get it"

"I'm not sure really,I was so sick of all those mother fuckers askin' me
quetions-and Ryan was clueless didn't know the rumours,and he is cute. I
was so lonely and when he was lookin at me in the bathroom,I just went
along,afterwards he was real abusive and treating me like a bitch.But I
didn't care it was better than lonliness"

"what about our friends?"

"all they wanna talk about is you,rather or not you did it.did you really
kill somebody. that's your story you tell it.It's none of their fuckin
business as far as i'm concerned"

"it's really no big deal to me"

"you know I hate gettin grilled for information.When I got back from my
uncles that summer, I came to school late because I had run away from my
uncles, I was on the streets for like a month,doin whatever I had to do to
survive, I sucked alotta dick for money so Ryan was no big deal.anyway when
I got back to school everyone grilled me for info and i hated that,it was
like i was reliving that all over again"

(it only made sense that he would regress to that time,but I couldn't tell
him that)

"I'm sorry eddie,this has been everybit as hard on you as it has on me,I
didn't even consider that"

he only looked at me "still can't believe you did that though"

"which part?" i asked

"with Ryan,he's gonna be one of two things,really pissed or really scared"

"if he's really scared maybe we can get him to suck our dicks"I tipped him
a wink.

"let's just move on can we?"

"hey I'll handle the others" and I hugged him to me. we stayed like that
for several hours before we had to go home,we would both be in trouble for
not goin back to class,but it was only a coupla days of detention so
fuckit.

As it turns out Ryan was not a problem at all infact he kept his distance
and left us alone,as with all things the excitement died down and things
went back to normal or as close to normal as things ever are in school.


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