When I was twelve one of my cousins, Jimmy came to visit during summer break. He was my age and very adventurous, tempting me to do things I wouldn't have on my own. Don't get me wrong, I did them alright, and I'm not blaming him, but I probably wouldn't have if he hadn't urged me on.

We liked to explore in the nearby woods, and one day he asked me about jacking-off and if I'd seen other boys naked. At first it didn't interest me, but he got me thinking about it and it began to. We moved off the trail for some privacy and Jimmy took his clothes off and stood before me stark naked. I remember seeing my brothers naked as little kids, but never anyone my age. I looked Jimmy over and found his cock especially interesting – perhaps because it was so taboo.

"What do you think?" Jimmy asked, "Pretty cool, huh?" He asked me to touch his cock.

It certainly caught my interest, and I wanted to examine his cock, but I was also quite reluctant. Something in the back of my mind was telling me it was wrong, yet part of me really wanted it.

Finally, I reached out and took his cock in my hand and felt really thrilled as it grew from my touch. It looked a lot like mine, but felt different, and I knew I wanted more, but was still unsure of myself.

As I felt him, Jimmy said, "Go ahead and get naked and I'll show you some other neat stuff." I undressed and soon we were both naked as the day we were born. Jimmy felt my cock and it was amazing. Feeling him was wonderful, but when he felt me it was like opening a whole new world to me!

Jimmy moved closer and rubbed his cock on mine. It felt nice, but then he dropped to his knees and began to suck my cock. I had no idea why he would do such a thing, but it was way better than him feeling me! Soon I realized why he was sucking me.

"I'm gonna cum soon!" I warned him, but he kept on sucking. Soon I squirted my seed into his mouth, and rejoiced in my very first blowjob. I didn't know at the time what it was called, or even that a guy could cum that way, but I had a whole new respect for Jimmy.

"Now you suck me," Jimmy urged, but I just couldn't. I might have earlier, but cumming changed my outlook. I sure liked it, but just didn't think it was something I wanted to do, but I'd sure let Jimmy do it again if he wanted.

Jimmy begged me to suck him, but I just wouldn't. "At least let me rub my cock on you so I can cum," he pleaded. I couldn't deny him that, after the really great climax he'd given me, so I let him come up behind me and rub his cock on my ass cheeks.

I felt his hard cock rubbing up and down my ass, and then he pressed into my crack. "That's off limits!" I told him sternly.

"I'm not going in," he said, "Just let me do this a little more."

I let him continue and he rubbed his cock between my cheeks, and then I felt his hot cum shooting between my cheeks. Jimmy thanked me and stepped back. His cum ran out of my crack and down my leg. I wiped it off as well as I could with some leaves, and we got dressed.

I wondered what other kinky things that Jimmy could teach me, but his visit was at an end, and he went back home the next day. After Jimmy's departure I jacked off thinking about our time together, and hoped he would visit again soon.

When I checked my email I saw a message from Jeff, one of the kids on my street. It was kind of strange, and asked, "Did you have fun with your cousin?"

Attached were two pictures: one of Jimmy sucking me and another with his cock between my cheeks, but it looked like he was fucking me. These were certainly pictures I didn't want going public.

He told me that if I didn't want the pictures released to everyone that I better be back in the woods at 4pm and completely naked. I was in panic, feeling greatly threatened and unsure what to do. There was nobody I dared turn to for help, so reluctantly I went into the woods and stripped down.

In a few minutes Jeff arrived, but to my shock he brought four of my friends along. They stood around me, looking me over and smiling. "Play with yourself," said Jeff, "Get yourself hard."

I was scared to death but did as I was told. In my fear I didn't get aroused right away, but some of the guys started running their hands over my ass, and I began to get excited. "See?" said Mike, "He likes his ass touched – bet he really liked that fuckin' he got!"

I was hard now, but the mixture of fear and arousal left me in a very confused state. As the boys began to undress, Tom said, "You've been holding out on us, but from now on you'll be a better friend."

I had no idea what they meant, until Nick said, "Suck my cock!"

"No way!", I insisted, and they reminded me of the incriminating pictures they had. Mike pushed down on my shoulders, and I got to my knees. Nick started rubbing his cock all over my face while the other guys watched. They were enjoying my humiliation way too much, but there was nothing I could do but just endure it.

"Open up," ordered Nick, and I did. He pushed his cock into my mouth. It was only about five inches long, but that was a pretty good size for that age. He began pumping in and out of my mouth. It was a really strange sensation – a mixture of good and bad. I kind of liked his cock, but didn't like being forced. Finally, he grabbed my head and pulled me to his body, forcing his cock in all the way. I gagged as his cock shot his load down my throat, and I was forced to swallow what remained in my mouth.

Tears were streaming down my face as I looked up and saw Nick smiling. He pulled out and Gary took his place. With his cock in my mouth, Gary grabbed my head and said, "Lean forward to put your hands on the ground.” He stepped back as I leaned forward but kept his cock firmly in my mouth. A couple of guys were behind me, and I felt fingers violate me. I know there were at least two fingers in me – maybe more. When they were in me they spread their fingers to stretch me, and I could hear someone say, "He's ready now."

The fingers were removed, and I felt one of the guys entering me. It was humiliating to be used this way, but I was powerless to stop it. The guy who was fucking me held my hips while he pumped wildly. Gary shot his load into my mouth and stepped back.

It was then that I saw three girls from my class standing there, enjoying my humiliation. There was nothing I could do about it, kneeling there with my mouth full of cum while my ass was being pounded. I closed my eyes, wishing it would all go away, but there seemed to be no end to it.

Another guy pushed his cock into my mouth as the guy fucking me shot his load up my ass. Another guy took his place while the rest of the guys took pictures and videos.

When they were done they pulled out and told me to stand up. I looked down, ashamed to make eye contact, but they insisted that I face all of them. They said that from now on I would have to blow them whenever they wanted without hesitation. The girls said they would come up with something appropriate for me.

That day was a life-changing experience, and though I hated it at the time, I've come to really enjoy milking cocks (from either end), and now remember my initiation rather fondly. I sucked all five of the boys regularly, and eventually they brought more friends. At first I resisted, but I really had no choice. Gary made me keep a journal of all the cocks I milked, and how.

By the end of summer I had given 217 blowjobs and been fucked over a 129 times, but 43 different guys. Once school started in the fall it seemed that nearly everyone knew that I was a cocksucker, including the girls. The three that watched me that first day made me blow their boyfriends, and soon many other girls would make me come to private parties where they would watch while I sucked guys they arranged for me.

I've come to enjoy not only milking cocks, but performing for an audience, and I plan to pursue a career in porn when I graduate. I'd do it right now, but they won't take me while I'm under-age, but the videos the guys took of me helped me get a commitment from one major porn producer. Of course, I had to give a few complimentary blowjobs as well, but that's just how the industry works.

Special thanks to my online friend, Want2rubyou@protonmail.com for inspiring this story and providing much of the content.

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)