I'm Bernie, a fourteen-year-old accidental cocksucker. I say it's accidental because I never meant to become a cocksucker, but now I'm hooked. It all happened two years ago when Mom sent me to stay with my older cousin Ben for the summer break. At first I thought it was a way to get away from the boring town I live in, but now I know she just didn't want me around for the summer.

Well, she got rid of me, but she would have a fit if she had any idea what I was up to.

Ben was fifteen at the time and I was twelve. A three-year age difference is a big deal at that age. I had always been on good terms with Ben, but now that I was living in his house it was different. He had his own friends and didn't want me in the way. My aunt told him that he had to let me tag along with him, and asked me to be respectful of Ben and try not to be in the way.

I agreed, as did Ben, though reluctantly. I did my best to not be a burden to Ben. He said he had some "big kid stuff" to do with his friends and asked if I could hang out at the library for the day, and he'd come get me later. I agreed, trying to be cooperative. The first few hours at the library was okay – I found some DVDs to watch, but soon that got old – all they had were old older movies – nothing currently at the cinemas. I tried to make the best of it and decided to come up with some alternative places for me to hang out.

Ben picked me up later and thanked me for understanding. I asked about going to other places, like a movie or the mall, and Ben was fine with that – he even gave me some money to spend, so it worked just fine for me. After a week though, there were no more places close, and I decided to ask Ben if I could hang out with him and his friends.

"I really want to learn about big kid stuff," I told Ben, "How am I ever going to learn if you don't give me a chance?"

Ben said we could try it tomorrow and see how it goes, "But you better not tell anyone what happens," he said, "Part of being a big boy is keeping things to yourself."

I agreed and said I wouldn't tell anyone.

The next day as we walked to meet with Ben's friends, he asked me if I knew about jacking-off. "Sure," I said, "Everybody knows about that. I just wish I could cum, but that should happen soon."

"When it does," said Ben, "It changes everything. We're going to a circle-jerk today. My friends will be showing some porn videos from the internet and jacking off. You don't have to participate if you don't want to."

"I do want to," I insisted, "I can still stroke, and it feels great."

Ben told me it would be okay and we continued on our way. Soon we got to the house of Ben's friend, Russ. He led us downstairs to the recreation room, where a woman was getting fucked in the ass on a wide-screen TV. The guys were sitting around the room with their cocks out, stroking.

Ben and Russ sat down in the only two remaining chairs, and told me I could sit on the floor if I wanted. I was thrilled just to be here, so I didn't complain. I sat on the floor and leaned against the couch. Steve was sitting on the couch behind me and he spread his legs apart to make room for me. So far all of Ben's friends seemed really nice.

I watched the porn video for a while, but it was really repetitive. I looked around and found all the cocks to be fascinating. They were all much bigger than mine and I looked forward to the day I could jack-off as well.

I glanced from one cock to another and then realized that Steve's cock was right behind me, so I turned around and faced him. "Is it okay if I watch?" I asked.

"Sure," Steve said, and I turned around and watched with interest. Steve seemed to enjoy my interest and asked, "You wanna stroke me some?"

"Can I?" I asked nervously.

"Of course," he said, "Just grab it and do what you saw me doing."

I took hold of his cock and began to stroke him. I really liked the way it felt in my hand and made me feel grown-up.

Soon Steve said, "I'm gonna cum!"

"What should I do?" I asked.

"Put your mouth there!" he said, "Right away!"

There was no time to think about it, so I just put my mouth to his cock and he shot into my mouth. It was strong tasting and kind of made me gag.

"It'll be better if you swallow," Steve said, "It's won't hurt you – it's good for you."

Being the dumbass that I was, I swallowed. It was gone now, but there was still as strong aftertaste, and I wondered if I'd done the right thing.

"That was sweet!" said Steve, "Ben you got a really great cousin!"

Ben looked surprised when his friends applauded my work.

"How about doing me?" Mark said, and I gladly knelt on the floor between his legs.

I took hold of his cock and began to stroke, and Mark asked, "How long you been doin' this?"

"Today is my first time," I said proudly.

"Damn!" he said, "You learn quickly!"

I was so glad that Ben let me come with him and learn about big kid stuff. I hoped I would have a chance to "do" him too.

I stroked Mark and said, "You tell me when," and he nodded.

Mark was really breathing hard, and I wasn't sure if anything was wrong, but he just urged me on. In a few minutes he said, "Now!" and I put my mouth over the end of his cock. With Steve, I just put my mouth up to his cock head and he shot in, but then got a little on my chin. This time I took Mark's cock head partly into my mouth so there would be no mess, and hoped it was okay. Mark came and this time I held his load in my mouth for a while. It was also strong tasting, but this time I didn't feel like gagging – I actually kind of liked it.

Another applause and I felt really appreciated. "I'm getting close," said Russ and I hurried over to him. I got to him as he said, "Her it comes!" and I was fast enough to get my mouth on him. He pumped his load into me and thanked me – another round of applause.

I turned to Tom and Ben to see who I'd be "doing" next, but saw both of their cocks shoot – one on the floor and the other in a tissue.

"Sorry I missed you," I said, and they just said I could do them next time. I was glad to know I'd be invited back, since this was the most fun I'd had in a really long time!

I grabbed some tissues and wiped up the load Tom shot onto the floor, and said, "I wish I'd been fast enough for this."

Afterward we talked about the circle-jerk and they guys told me that doing this would help me to mature faster, so soon I'd be cumming. Judging from how much these guys liked cumming, I couldn't wait!

On the way back to Ben's home he told me I'd done really well but needed to keep it between us.

"My folks would be really pissed if they knew I was helping you grow up sooner," he said, "For some reason they like to keep kid as kids – if they had their way, we'd never grow up.

That made a lot of sense to me – my parents seemed to be the same way.

"Ben, what else can I learn?" I asked.

"You ever suck a cock?" Ben asked.

"You mean put it in my mouth?" I asked.

"Yeah," said Ben, "And then making them cum that way."

"You mean just with my mouth?" I asked "Without stroking?"

"Using just your mouth," he said, "It’s the best way a guy can cum!"

"Will you teach me how?" I asked.

"Sure will!" Ben agreed. For the rest of the day it was all I could think of. Ben told me to come to his room at bedtime, and he'd teach me.

That night I quietly slipped into Ben's room and he sat on the edge of the bed. I knelt down and his cock was inches from my face.

"Now just open your mouth and take me into your mouth," Ben began, "Let your tongue move around and get to know how I feel in your mouth."

I did and found that his cock felt really good in my mouth – like it really belonged there.

Ben guided me, teaching me the proper technique, and soon I felt his cock enlarge a little and then begin shooting into my mouth. I just held his cock in my mouth as he drained.

"Don't move your tongue," Ben said, "I'm really sensitive right now."

I was so pleased to be learning so much – I might never have learned this if I hadn't come to visit.

The next day we went back to his see Russ and his friends, but this time Ben told them that I'd be sucking them all off, and they should give all their cum to me.

The guys seemed eager to do it and in a little more than an hour I'd sucked all of them and swallowed their loads. By now I actually liked the taste of cum, and was pleased at how easy it was to make them cum.

On the way back I asked Ben what else I could learn, but he said that sucking cock was the best, and all I needed was more practice.

"I really liked sucking your friends," I said, "Should I be sucking others as well?"

"That would be a great way to build up your skills," said Ben, "You want me to see what I can arrange?"

That night Ben said he put up a posting on the internet and was already getting responses. "We just need to find a place to do it," Ben said, "I'll let you know."

The next day we walked into town and stopped by the McDonalds. Ben bought me a cola and said I'd get a lot of practice today. As we sat there a guy approached and said, "You Ben?"

Ben introduced us, telling the guy I would be taking care of him. "Where?" the guy asked, and Ben told us to follow him. Ben led us outside to the back of the parking lot where the trash dumpster was located. There was a fence around it with a gate. I entered the gate and stood between the fence and the dumpster. The guy who met us walked up to me and unzipped. Soon I was sucking him. He was an adult and had a bigger cock than any I’d sucked, and I was glad to get the added experience. Now that I was experienced I was doing a pretty good job, plus the guy really liked being sucked by a kid. As a result, he came quickly and said he wanted me sucking him regularly.

I agreed but said I didn’t know if it could be arranged. Ben said he’d help work things out. It turned out that Ben worked a lot of things out. In the month remaining of my visit, he had be blowing five or more adults a day, who paid him for my services. As I left to return home he gave me a hundred dollar bill and said I was a damn good cocksucker.

So now I’m back home and I want to suck cock, but have no idea how to find guys to suck!

  To be continued . . .

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