I'm Marty, a thirteen-year-old guy who became a cocksucker in a very unlikely manner.

Lilah was a really hot girl two years older than me. She was an "early bloomer" and has tits that were the envy of the rest of the girls. I lusted after her but she was out of my reach. Girls like her don't go for guys like me, and besides, she was Jim's girlfriend.

Given that, I was surprised when Lilah invited me to a party at her house Friday night.

I was really thrilled, and highly flattered to be included in a party for the older kids. When I arrived Lilah greeted me and took me into the kitchen.

A saw a bunch of bottles of liquor on the counter and knew her parents weren't home. "What would you like to drink?" she asked. I had no idea what to say, but after a pause she followed with, "How about if I make you a rum and coke?"

Lilah was being really nice to me, saving the embarrassment of admitting I had no idea what to say.

"Sure," I said, trying to sound confident.

She handed me the glass and I slowly sipped it. The rum added a strange taste to the coke which I liked. We went into the living room and sat on the couch together. The TV was on and we watched some adventure movie.

Jim arrived and fixed a drink for himself, and then joined us on the couch. By that time I had finished my drink and Lilah took my glass to get me another.

"I knew your friend Tommy well, Jim said.

Tommy had been my best friend until his father took a job out of state and they moved. Tommy had never mentioned Jim to me.

"We should get to know each other," he added.

"Sure," I said, glad to be accepted by an older kid. Jim and Lilah were definitely some of the popular kids, and I hoped to share in that.

Lilah returned with my drink and I thanked her. As we continue to watch the movie the drink was taking effect and I was feeling pretty mellow.

Jim and Lilah got up and said they would be right back. As I sat their sipping my drink it dawned on me that there were no others here -- kind of strange for a party. In my current state I really didn't care, so I just continued slippingmy drink.

I heard a door open and looked up to see Lilah returning, with a mysterious-looking smile. She approached me from behind the couch and put her hands on my head. I was surprised at her touch and went along as she tilted my head onto the back of the couch, so I was facing the ceiling.

Then she leaned forward and pressed her lips to mine. I couldn't believe my good luck to me kissing the hottest girl in school!

Suddenly everything changed when her lips parted and her tongue separated my lips. My very first French kiss now tasted terrible as Lilah emptied her mouth into mine. I began to struggle to get free.

Lilah held my head and said, "Relax, its okay -- just swallow." I had no intention of swallowing, but she continued to kiss me and after awhile it didn't taste so bad so I swallowed.

"There," Lilah said, "That wasn't so bad, was it?"

Lilah smiled and proudly announced, "It's Jim's cum -- I just blew him."

My heart sank and I felt like I was going to puke. "Why would you do that to me?" I demanded.

"I thought you'd like it," she said., "Tommy did."

By now the rum had me really drunk and I really wondered if I was hearing this right.

"What do you mean about Tommy liking it?" I asked.

"Tommy blew Jim all the time," explained Lilah, "And thought you would want to as well."

"I'm no cocksucker!" I insisted.

"That may change," she said, "Now that you've had your first of cum -- most boys love it once the start."

Just then Jim returned and heard my objections.

"Marty, I'm surprised at your reaction -- it was different with Tommy," he said, "I just want to be friends."

"I'm no faggot!" I insisted, and got up to leave.

"Just give it some time," said Lilah, kisding me again.

I pulled away and left. I knew I couldn't go home so drunk, so I went to the library to hang out for awhile. I found a comfortable chair and settled in.

A couple hours later a I was shaken by a librarian who said, "We're closing now."

I apologized and left. I had a lot to think about as I walked home. I went right to bed when I got home, and planned to contact Tommy tomorrow.

The next day I text Tommy and it went like this:

Me: Jim and Lilah want me to take over for you

Tommy: Glad to hear it -- hope you like it as much as I did

Me: You mean you really sucked his cock?

Tommy: Every chance I got!

Me: I never would have guessed

Tommy: I kept it on the down low -- you should too

Me: I haven't done it

Tommy: You should! It's great!

I ended the chat because it was getting too weird. It was hard to believe when Lilah and Jim told me about Tommy, but it's still hard to accept hearing it directly from him! I always thought that cocksucking was about the worst thing a guy could do, but was beginning to reconsider.

When I got home from school I found some gay porn online and noticed how much the suckers really seemed to enjoy it. That didn't make sense because they weren't getting anything out of it.

The next day at school Lilah approached me and said, "Still mad at me?"

I smiled and said, "I guess not -- but what you did wasn't very nice ."

"I suppose that's a matter of perspective," she returned, "Perhaps you'll warm up to it. Text me if you want another taste."

We each went on to our separate classes. I thought about sucking Jim from time to time throughout the day and found myself remembering my first taste -- but now it was a good memory.

I finally mustered the courage to text Lilah:

Me: Could I get another taste the same way I did last time?

Lilah: You mean from my kiss?

Me: Yes

Lilah: Let me check with Jima and get back to you.

That was a bold move for me, and it made me a little nervous, but I found myself craving the exotic taste of cum.

I received a text from Lilah telling me to meet her and Jim at the school entrance at the end of the day. When that tie came I was nervous, but I told myself that I wasn't about to suck cock -- I was just gonna kiss Lilah!

When I saw Jim and Lilah they were both smiling, and Jim said, "I look forward to our friendship growing."

"I'm not ready for that," I replied.

"No problem," Jim said, "Good things are worth waiting for."

I said nothing more, but thought that Jim would be waiting a long time!

We got into Jim's car and he drove to a roadside park. It was deserted and we walked back to a picnic table out of sight from the road. Jim sat on the table top, unzipped and took his cock out. Lilah stroked him to erection turned to me and said, "Isn't this nice? It could be yours!"

I didn't answer but watched as Lilah continued to work Jim's cock. "Getting close," said Jim, and Lilah began to suck him. It only took a few minutes for him to cum, and Lilah took every drop.

Lilah got up and pressed her is to mine. This time my lips parted voluntarily and I wiilinguy accepted Jim's cum. It had the same strong taste I remembered, but now it actually tasted kind of good.

I held it in my mouth, savoring the taste. Finally I swallowed, now realizing that I wanted more. I thanked Lilah and Jim.

On the drive back Jim asked if I was ready to go further, and I said I'd need to think about it.

Upon arriving home I knew I wanted more cum.

The next day Lilah and I talked briefly, and I told her that I wanted another taste. She told me I should get it directly from Jim. I said I didn't want to suck him.

Lilah gave me Jim's phone number and told me to text Jim directly when I was ready.

I was ready in only a few days. I found myself visiting blowjob porn sites nearly every day. I realized that one day I would certainly be a cocksucker, but not yet. That seemed like too big a move for a straight guy. Once I did it I was a cocksucker forever -- I wouldn't be able to undo it.

Even so, I longed for the taste of cum every time I saw a blowjob pic or video. I know it may sound like a silly detail, but getting Jim's cum without sucking his cock was very important to me.

I texted Jim and he agreed to meet me after school. All the rest of the day I imagined Jim jacking off into my mouth. I wondered if he would miss and give me a facial. That seemed hot but a waste of precious cum!

Jim was waiting for me outside and I said, "Where's Lilah?"

"Just the two of us tonight," Jim replied, "We don't need a girl for this."

I expected that, since Lilah had nearly told me so.

Jim drove to the roadside park and we walked to the same picnic table. "Ready to go all the way?" asked Jim.

"I really want your cum but am not ready to be a cocksucker yet," I explained.

"Then you at least need to get it out of me," Jim insisted, as he unzipped and took out a semi-hard cock.

"You know how to jack off," Jim said, "Do the same for me and you'll get your reward."

Jim leaned against the picnic table and I knelt before him, realizing it was the traditional blowjob position. I took Jim's cock in my hand and felt it harden -- I had never touched another guy's cock before but it was wonderful!

As I stroked him, his cock was only inches from my face. It would have been so easy to suck him -- but not today.

It was so much like the blowjob porn I had come to like, and part of me really wanted to suck him.

"Get ready!" said Jim as I eagerly pumped him. I opened my mouth and soon got the first spray of cum. Jim pulled my head to him, driving his cock into my mouth. I didn't expect that, but loved the feel of his cock pulsing as he pumped his hot load into my mouth.

Jim held me there until he finished pumping and then pulled out and said, "Thanks Marty, that was great!"

"I didn't expect you to put it in my mouth," I said.

"Sorry to surprise you," Jim responded, "But I thought you wanted it all, and didn't want to shoot on your clothes."

That was really considerate of Jim. I sure didn't want to be walking around with cum on my clothes!

"I know you'll be a great cocksucker," Jim said, "But I won't push you -- you gotta want it -- just tell me when you're ready."

I already really wanted it -- I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Jim dropped me off at my home and I jacked-off as soon as I got inside. My parents didn't get home for another hour so I had some privacy.

The next day I talked to Lilah, who said I was making great progress. "There's just one thing," I said, "If Jim is your boyfriend, why do you want me to blow him?"

Lilah smiled and began, "Most girls wouldn't, but Jim has a really high sex drive and wants it all the time. Then there is my period -- I'd much rather have you relieving him than have him messing around with another girl."

"So Tommy blew Jim most of the time?" I asked.

"Nearly every day," Lilah agreed, "And it made it so special when Jim and I made love -- I knew it was because he loved me -- not just to get off."

"I had no idea what a big deal it was!" I said.

"It is for us," Lilah confirmed, "But there's something else, but I'm kind of embarrassed about it."

"After all we've been through," I replied, "You can tell me anything!"

"Well," Lilah began tentatively, "Watching Tommy suck Jim was a real turn-on for me."

"Wow!" I responded, "Did you finger yourself?"

Lilah blushed -- it wasn't something that "good girls" did, but she nodded.

"Jim and I don't want to rush you," she said, " but when you are ready, I'd really like be there."

"Sure thing," I agreed, "I want you there."

Lilah smiled and then gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and we went on to our classes.

Part way through my morning classes I got so horny I had to take care of it. I asked to go to the bathroom where I jacked off thinking about Lilah fingering herself while I sucked Jim.

I knew I wanted it but was just afraid to do it. Summoning up my courage, I texted both Jim and Lilah: I'm ready.

Jim and Lilah were waiting for me after school. In my nervousness I found myself tongue-tied. As Jim pulled out of the school parking lot I said, "I want to do this, but I'm real nervous about it."

"What can we do to make it easier for you?" asked Jim.

"Could we do it at my house?" I asked, "We'll have the place to ourselves for over an hour."

"No problem," assure Jim, and I directed him to my home. We went inside and to the living room. Jim asked me to get naked so I could play with myself. That sounded good, but I wasn't sure about undressing in front of Lilah. Then I saw that she took off her jeans and panties, and was now sitting on the coych with her legs spread, fingering herself.

Clearly, this was no place for modesty, so I undressed and Lilah called me over to her. She took hold of my cock and gently squeezed and stroked me to full erection.

"Now as you suck Jim give yourself a few pulls now and then to stay hard, but don't cum -- some boys lose interest once they cum," Lilah instructed, "You can cum right after Jim does."

Jim stood and had me kneel where Lilah could have a good view. I opened my mouth and Jim slipped in. I was amazed at how good he felt in my mouth, like he belonged there. My nervousness was gone -- now I wondered why it had taken me so long.

Yes, I was a cocksucker and I liked it! But I was new at this and wanted to be the best cocksucker I could be. Jim guided me, teaching me how to move my tongue and how to make swallowing motions with my throat. He made me gag a little when he was in my mouth deep, but said we would work on that.

It was all an incredible experience, heightened by Lilah moaning as she fingered herself on the couch. I wanted so much to cum, but held back as Lilah had told me.

I had no sense of time as I sucked, but soon I felt Jim's cock enlarge slightly, then pulse as he delivered his load to my eager mouth.

I stroked myself faster as the manly taste filled my mouth and soon I came too. I didn't have any tissues and didn't want to stain the carpet, so I shot into my other hand.

Jim pulled out and I saw Lilah was feverishly fingering herself and moaning wildly. "Eat your cum!" she said, and I brought my hand to my mouth. It tasted strong, but a little different. I knew then that I would no longer waste my cum.

Likah squealed as she collapsed back onto the couch, panting. "Did you cum?" I asked after she had caught her breath.

"Six times!" Lilah declared.

"Wow!" I said, "I didn't know anyone. Could cum that many times."

"That's one of the best parts about being a girl!" Lilah said, smiling as she got dressed. Jim and Lilah left and I needed to jack-off again.

I didn't normally jack-off so soon after cumming, but I really needed it. I knelt on the living room floor and sniffed the wetness Lilah had left on the couch cushion.

It took me longer this time, but I replayed the kinky time I'd just had with my two best friends, and soon shot a smaller load into my waiting hand. I eagerly licked it up as I heard my mother arriving home. I quickly grabbed my clothes and went to my room, where I hurriedly dressed and returned to greet Mom.

From that day I was an enthusiastic cocksucker. Like Tommy, I sucked Jim nearly every day. A couple of times it was just after he fucked Lilah. I could smell and taste her pussy on his cock. He would fake a climax and give his load to me.

I was really flattered that he preferred to cum in my mouth, but it's our little secret. Sometimes Lilah joins us to finger herself off. A few times she was naked and I could help but cum before Jim did. I did lose a little interest in sucking once I came, but I finished the job as a good cocksucker should!

It's been nearly a year now. Jim and Lilah have split up, but I still suck Jim, and Lilah has me sucking her new boyfriend!

I still consider myself straight, but love being a cocksucker, and am forever indebted to Lilah for getting me started.

  To be continued . . .

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