I'm Steve, a High School Junior with a strong desire for cock. I've wanted to suck one for as long as I can recall, but I'm also very worried about my secret getting out, so I'm afraid to approach anyone I know. I've thought about approaching strangers, but I'm not sure where to start. I thought about offering blowjobs to guys in public rest rooms, but I'm afraid of them beating me up. I'm not old enough to get into an Adult Book Store or gay bar, so I just jack-off thinking about it and look at a lot of internet porn.

One day I found a website that claimed to be a hookup site for white guys wanting to suck black cock. There aren't many black guys in my school, and I'd never even seen a black cock in real life. I have admired a lot of them while looking at online pictures, so I checked this site out with interest.

There were two sections, labeled "BBC" (for big black cock), and "White Sissies". I'd never really thought of myself as a sissy before, since I'm pretty athletic, but I suppose I was. I clicked on the White Sissies link and saw lots of face pictures, all with a cock in their mouth. That was hot, but how could those guys be so public about their sucking? I could never do that.

I read about the websites posting requirements. They welcomed all posts, but all white guys had to post a face pic sucking a black cock. That ruled me out – I didn't have such a pic and would never go public with it. Black guys had to post a pic of their cock – they had it easier – I suppose this forced the white guys to humiliate themselves by being public. Well, I'd love to suck a BBC but there was no way I would go public like that!

I clicked on the BBC link and admired hundreds of nice BBCs! They were all thumbnail size, but would enlarge when clicked. Each had their city and state under the pic, so I looked for guys nearby. There were about a dozen from my state, with one right in my city.

I clicked on that one and saw a beautiful full-screen cock! It was wet looking, like it had been in a mouth, and had the caption "Suck it, white boi!" My cock was out and I stroked myself off. That was really intense – I wondered what it would be like to be with him in real life – to have him in my mouth!

I bookmarked the page so I could get back to it. The rest of that day my thoughts kept coming back to the website and that picture. I knew I couldn't post a picture, but maybe I could answer a posting. I felt really conflicted. I really wanted to, but I was really scared.

For the next few days that BBC haunted me. I wanted it so bad I'd do nearly anything – except ask for it. Finally, I got out a piece of paper and made two columns, labeled "pros" and "cons". I began to list the good and bad that could come from trying, and when I looked at the short list of cons I realized that I was being a wimp – well maybe I was a sissy after all. But this sissy was going to get some cock!

I got online and went to the website and the BBC in my city. I clicked on reply and sent the following message:

"I am a young white guy looking to suck my first BBC. I must admit that I'm really nervous about this but really want to do it."

That was short and sweet. I had to enter my age, location and email address. I hit send and jacked-off again. I was eager for his reply but scared as well. Then I realized that he might not even reply because of my age. Maybe I should have lied about my age, but it was too late now.

I checked my email often, hoping for a reply. Finally, the next morning I had one. It read:

Sissy Steve,
It's good to start early and I'll be glad to teach you what you need to know. First of all, I need to know you are sincere and not just playing games. How many BBCs have you sucked, and do you swallow? Answer truthfully or this is off.
Lee

I wished I had more experience, but decided to answer truthfully with:

Hello Lee,
Thank you for your reply. I am young and inexperienced but very sincere and eager to learn. I have never sucked any cock before but hope to be on my knees sucking you soon. When you cum in my mouth I plan to gratefully swallow every drop. I hope you will agree to teach me what I need to know to serve you well. Please give me a try and I will do my best for you.
Sissy Steve

I hoped that would be acceptable. I wondered what Lee looked like. I knew what his cock looked like, and that was important, but hoped that soon I would get to know all about him.

Later that day I got Lee's reply:

Sissy Steve,
You sound sincere and really need to be properly trained. Can you come see me on Saturday at 9am? I'll be ready to start your training."
Lee

I quickly responded that I could, but had no transportation. Lee wrote back and asked if there was a MacDonalds nearby, and if so to give him the address. I was glad he wasn't asking for my home address. I looked up the McDonalds address and sent it to him.

Lee responded that he would send someone to pick me up at McDonalds on Saturday at 9am. They would be driving a silver Impala. I should wait outside and approach the car when it arrived.

My heart raced as I anticipated this great adventure. On Saturday morning I woke up at 7, showered and got dressed. I was eager to suck Lee, but really nervous about it. I began to have some second thoughts and considered bailing out but might never have an opportunity like this again. McDonalds was about a half mile walk away, so I got started early enough.

I arrived at 8:50 and stood outside, nervously awaiting my ride. Finally, I saw the silver Impala drive up and I waved. I was shocked to see it was a woman – a pretty black woman who smiled at me as she put the window down. "Are you Sissy Steve?" she asked. I nodded and got in as she then directed.

She introduced herself as Donna, Lee's wife. I never expected that Lee would be sending his wife to pick me up.

"Glad you took the bait," she said.

"Bait?" I asked.

"Sure," affirmed Donna, "Lee's posting hooks a couple new white sissies every month."

At first I felt a little insulted, but then I realized that I might not have responded to a less compelling posting. "How many sissies does Lee have?" I asked.

"Six right now, but he's trained hundreds of them," Donna explained, "He recruits and trains white sissies, and then passes them on to others waiting for their own sissy."

None of this was what I expected, but then I had no idea what to expect. Donna drove across town, and pulled in behind a bar which appeared to be closed.

We got out of the car and went to the back door, where Donna knocked. The door opened and a black guy welcomed us in. "Tyrone, this is Sissy Steve, Lee's newest recruit," said Donna.

Tyrone rubbed his crotch and said to me, "I got something here I think you'll like."

"Wait your turn Tyrone," Donna cautioned, "Lee gets him first."

"Okay, I'll wait," replied Tyrone, "They are always better after Lee trains them."

It sounded to me that I'd be sucking Lee and many others – that sure sounded good to me!

Donna turned to me and said, "Take your clothes off and put them in this bag."

I hesitated, not so sure I liked how this was going. Donna glared at me and said, "Listen sissy boi, that's not a request – you better learn to obey, or else!"

I wasn't sure what "or else" was, but I didn't think I wanted to find out, so I undressed and put my clothes in the bag as Donna had ordered.

Donna took hold of my cock and squeezed, then stroked me to erection. "That's a cute little thing," she said, "No wonder you're a sissy."

I knew that most black men were really well hung, and compared to them I certainly was small, though I expected to grow as I went further through puberty.

"Now listen up, sissy," Donna said, "We are going outside with you naked. We were just going to go to the car, but since you were slow to obey, I'm going to expose you more. I want you hard the whole time, so stroke yourself as much as you need to."

That sure sounded like a humiliating time, but I didn't dare object. Donna opened the door and told me to go out. I stepped into the parking lot where I now saw more cars and people getting out of them. They stopped to watch as Donna led me to the car. I felt completely exposed and vulnerable, but also excited. Some of my excitement was from my stroking, but some was from the situation. I never thought that forced nudity would be a turn-on for me.

Donna opened the trunk of the Impala and put the bag with my clothes in. "You'll get them back before you go home," she said, "You won't need clothes the rest of the day."

Donna closed the trunk and I hoped she would just let me get into the car, but she had other plans. She took me by one hand and reminded me to keep myself hard, but to display my little thing when it was hard.

She led me around the side of the bar to the street and walked me along the sidewalk. By now there were a lot of people on the street, and cars would sometimes slow down for a closer look. One had a bunch of girls, who stopped to take some pictures. Donna turned me to face them and said, "Smile, sissy." I did, and they took a few pictures and moved on. A lot of people recognized Donna and greeted her. She walked me to the end of the block and we turned. We came up to a basketball court where six guys were shooting hoops. They stopped when they saw us and came over. "Another sissy for Lee?" one asked, which Donna affirmed. "Look how small he is, even hard," another said, and I blushed.

"It's nothing to be ashamed of, sissy," a third boy said, "You can't please a woman, but you'll be making a lot of men happy."

A fourth boy added, "The only way you'll ever have a big cock is if someone gives theirs to you," and they all laughed.

"Make sure you sign up to help with his sissy training," Donna told them, and they all promised they would.

We got to the end of the block and turned the corner and some young kids on skateboards approached. "Hi J'mal," said Donna, "Aren't you glad you're black?"

The kids stopped and J'mal replied, "I sure am! I'm only ten and my dick is bigger than his!"

"In a few years you'll can help train sissies like the older boys," Donna said.

The boys said they were looking forward to nutting in a sissy mouth and continued on.

Donna turned to me and said, "All this could have been avoided if you were quicker to obey, so learn from this."

"I'm sorry I was slow," I said, "I'll try to do better in the future."

"If you don't there will be consequences," Donna affirmed.

We got back to the car and I was thankful that my humiliation walk was over. Donna told me to get into the car and keep myself hard.

I stroked as she drove from the bar to home, where she had me get out of the car and walk down to the mailbox to get the mail. Several neighbors watched as I did. I tried not to rush and appear embarrassed, but I continued to feel humiliated.

Donna took me inside to meet Lee. He was tall and muscular and greeted me warmly. I thought he was just looking forward to cumming in my mouth, but when he saw me he mainly saw dollar signs. He took me into a room where there was a video camera set up and a couple of still cameras. I didn't particularly like incriminating pictures taken of me, but I suppose I should have expected it.

Donna led me to a round blue circle on the floor and told me to kneel. I did so without question, knowing there would soon be pictures of my most private moments. Lee looked me over and asked, "So you've never given a blowjob before?"

"No sir," I said, "But really want to learn."

"Never tasted cum?" he asked next, and I told him I hadn't. "You're in for quite a surprise then," he added, "You might not like the taste at first, but soon you'll love it."

Before we start your lessons we need to get some pictures. It's important that you look like you really love what you are doing, even if you don't – got it?" I agreed.

  To be continued . . .

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