I 'm Lester, and have wanted to suck cock long before most guys have. When I first saw a guy sucking cock on some gay porn, I knew I wanted to do it. That was long before I was old enough to cum, but I knew I wanted a cock in my mouth.

It was a little after my twelfth birthday that I was finally able to cum, and I took every opportunity to jack-off. I thought about girls sometimes, but my favorite jack-off fantasy was cocksucking. I got so that I'd cum when I imagined my fantasy guy cumming in my mouth. I tasted my own cum fairly often, but really wanted to feel a hard cock pumping it's hot load into my mouth.

The problem was making it happen. I knew that it wouldn't be difficult finding a guy to suck, but I couldn't trust guys in my school to keep it secret, and I just couldn't have the world know I was a cocksucker.

I tried answering some online postings and even posted a few of my own, but as soon as they found out my age, they wanted nothing to do with me. I lied about my age to a couple of guys but when we met, they were really pissed and called me "jail-bait".

I tried for months without success. Then one day I was surprised to see a posting titled "Your Sucker Wanted". I read the text, which said legal age only, but I answered just the same, but told him I was twelve and hoped he would give me a chance.

He replied and asked if I could meet him at the local McDonalds. I told him I could meet him tomorrow at 4pm, just after school. He agreed and told me he would be wearing a grey shirt and a blue baseball cap.

I arrived and located him sitting by himself. "Hello, I'm Lester," I said.

"Tom," he replied, shaking my hand. He was an older guy – maybe in his 50's.

"Thanks for agreeing to meet with me," I said, "It's so hard to find anyone who will meet with me."

"I'm not surprised," Tom said, "It's highly illegal, so we have to keep this very secret."

"That's just the way I want it," I agreed.

"Do you have much experience?" Tom asked.

"Not really," I admitted, "I'm looking for my first time."

"That's fine," Tom said, "I'll be glad to teach you."

"When can we get started?" I asked.

"We can do it here today," Tom replied, "After that I'll have you over to my place."

"Here?" I asked with surprise.

"Here's how this will work," explained Tom, "I'll go into the men's room, go into the stall and close the door. You wait a minute and then go in. If you see anyone there just stand at a urinal and pretend to take a leak. When you are alone wrap on the stall door three times and I'll let you in – we'll do it there."

That sounded risky, but Tom sounded so confident I went along with it. He got up and went to the men's room. My heart raced as I waited the required minute, and then walked to the men's room. There was nobody in sight, so I knocked on the stall door and it opened. I entered and Tom latched the door and went to the corner next to the toilet. He unzipped and took out his cock and balls. Seeing this in real life was incredible!

He motioned me over and told me to kneel. I eagerly did and took him into my mouth. Finally my dream-come-true – his cock felt so good in my mouth, and I knew that was the way I wanted to be. I ran my tongue all around his cock, learning his contours while working to bring him to climax. It was truly thrilling to me to feel Tom’s cock in my mouth as his balls slapped on my chin.

Then I heard the men's room door open and I froze. "Keep going," urged Tom, "Just be quiet about it."

I resumed sucking, careful not to make any slurping sounds. I didn't know if I was making noise before, but I was extra careful to suck Tom silently as I heard the other guy taking a leak and then wash his hands. Something about this kinky setting was very arousing to me, and my enthusiasm must have shown. Tom put his hands on my head, running him fingers though my hair.

"I'm close," said Tom, "When I cum, I want you to hold it in your mouth and enjoy the taste as long as you can."

In a few minutes his cock swelled slightly, and I felt him pump his load into my mouth. It was even better than I'd expected – strong tasting like my own, but a little different right from Tom's cock.

"No need to say anything," said Tom, "Just enjoy the taste, and check your email later." Tom sent told me to leave and I did so, walking home with Tom's load in my mouth – I felt like I was in cocksucker heaven.

By the time I got home Tom's load had become diluted by my saliva and I swallowed. I made note of the date – November 15th – my first blowjob – I'd remember it the rest of my life!

I checked my email and saw one from Tom. He gave me his address, which was about three streets away from me. He invited me to come over on Saturday. He gave me his cell number and asked me to text him with my confirmation.

I quickly did, and after a couple of exchanges, we agreed on 1:00 pm.

I signed off and took out my cock – I badly needed to cum and began to stroke. It took about a minute before I came into my cupped hand, and licked up my load. It wasn't as good as Tom's, but I knew that I'd be swallowing a lot of cum.

I jacked off again at bedtime and hoped that I'd soon be jacking off with Tom in my mouth.

On Saturday I arrived at Tom's house and he welcomed me in. I asked if I could be naked and he quickly agreed. I undressed and stacked my clothes on a nearby chair.

Tom approached and ran his hands over my chest and back, fondling my ass cheeks and cupping my cock in and balls in the other hand. I was hard almost immediately, and he gently squeezed my cock and stroked it.

"I like my sucker naked," said Tom, "Ready to begin?"

I nodded eagerly and dropped to my knees. Soon Tom was in my mouth once again and I was one lucky cocksucker.

"Go ahead and stroke if you like," Tom said, "You deserve to cum as well."

Having Tom in my mouth was such an incredible turn-on that soon I came in my hand again. I knew right then that a cock in my mouth was the very best way for me to cum!

I continued sucking, not wanting to interrupt the blowjob.

"Did you want to eat your cum?" asked Tom, "Go ahead if you like – you can continue afterward."

I pulled off Tom and licked up my load. I resumed sucking, but now it was different. All the other times I was aroused while I sucked, but now that I was no longer aroused, it was different. In a way, it was a little better. Now that I was no longer aroused I could more vividly experience Tom's cock. When I was aroused I was in kind of a fog, but now that I was clear-headed it was much more real to me. I thought about being a cocksucker, and loved it all the more. When Tom came it tasted especially strong, and I realized that cumming first had some real advantages!

After I swallowed, Tom had me sit on the couch with him while he showed porn on his TV. There were plenty of blowjobs, but also some anal. Tom asked if I was interested in anal, and I said I wasn't sure.

Tom got up and returned with a bottle of lotion. He had me lay face down across his lap. Tom put lotion on his finger and slipped it between my cheeks. He moved it up and down in my crack, pausing at my hole. He pressed a little into my hole and then moved on.

It felt pretty wierd, but as each time he returned to my hole it felt pretty nice. After a few minutes he paused at my hole and asked if he could enter me.

"Will it hurt?" I asked.

"I'll be gentle," assured Tom, "Just relax and enjoy." He pressed in and slipped the tip of his finger into me. It felt strange, but kind of good.

"Should I go deeper?" he asked, and I agreed. He slipped his finger in about half way, wiggling it as he did and it felt great!

"Keep going," I said, and he slipped in all the way, continuing to wiggle. Then he pulled it back and began to finger-fuck me, and I loved it.

"Think you'd like a cock in your ass?" Tom asked.

"I think it might be too big for me," I replied. "Wouldn't that hurt?"

"It could," agreed Tom, "If we don't do it right, but if we go slow, use plenty of lube, and prep you right, it can be very enjoyable."

I asked Tom to prep me and he agreed. He left the room and returned with a box. He opened the box and showed me a set of eight anal dilators. They were a set of black bullet-shaped pieces of soft plastic in a variety of sizes. Tom lubed the smallest one and inserted it, which went in easily.

He stroked it in and out a few times and then removed it. He lubed the next larger one and it slipped in easily. After stroking it a few times he took it out and lubed the next larger one.

This one stretched me, and Tom went slowly. "Push out like you are going to the bathroom," he said. I did and it slipped in easily.

"Let's keep that in for fifteen minutes," said Tom, "Then we'll go to the next bigger one."

Tom set a kitchen timer for fifteen minutes. I sat there watching porn with the dilator in my ass. This was all new to me, but felt great!

Over the next hour Tom changed to a larger dilator every fifteen minutes. By that time, I was opened up to an inch and a quarter. I wondered what a cock would be like.

By mid afternoon I asked Tom to fuck me, and he agreed. He had me hold the latest dilator in while I knelt and sucked him to erection. Once he was hard he pulled out of my mouth and leaned me over the end of the couch. Spreading my cheeks and adding more lube, removed the dilator and pressed the head of his cock into me. I pushed with my ass and he slipped in. He paused to let me adjust to the feeling. Then he pushed in and pulled back. Tom put his hands on my hips and began to ride my ass. I felt really full with Tom's cock in me.

Tom rode me for a few more minutes before thrusting deep as he came. I regretted that I couldn't feel him cumming, but was glad to have Tom fill my belly with his load.

Tom pulled out and went to clean up. When he returned, we talked and I said I'd welcome more. Tom agreed to invite some of his friends over next Saturday.

From that time on I blew Tom a couple of times during the week and serviced his friends each weekend. Best of all was getting it in both ends at once, which is the format followed each Saturday. While one of Tom's friends plowed my ass I sucked the next to erection. They all start in my mouth and finish in my ass, and I loved every moment of it!

I realize that I'm simply serving a bunch of pedophiles, but they are making my dream possible, and I cherish every moment of it!

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)