I 'm Jeremy, a high school sophomore in a brand-new school. We just moved here from out of state and I'm getting used to a much bigger school with a very diverse bunch of students.

I'm also a non-practicing gay guy. It's not that I don't want to, but I'm scared to get started. I think about sucking cock all the time, and it's my favorite jack-off fantasy. I love looking at online blowjob porn, which is always inspiring for me. I just don't know how to find guys to blow. I can't see myself just going up to someone and offering a blowjob – though I kind of wish I had the courage to do so.

There are quite a few black students in my new school, and that gave me an idea. I remember reading about the "jack of spades" which is the name for a white guy who will blow any black guy. There is a special symbol – a lower case J in a black spade symbol. I made up a graphic of that symbol and printed it on a piece of paper, which I laminated in plastic.

I put the paper next to my lunch tray when I sat in the cafeteria, and a couple of black guys stared at me. I didn't know if they were interested, or disgusted by it, but I said nothing.

"Is that for real?" I heard behind me. It was a buxom black girl who introduced herself as Mandy.

"What part of it do you mean?" I asked, smiling at her. I didn't expect to be approached by a girl, but it seemed easier this way.

"I mean, do you know what a jack is, and are you really one?" she asked.

"I know what it means, and I want to be one," I replied.

Mandy sat down next to me and drew close, asking a little above a whisper, "So are you an experienced sucker, now wanting to try black?"

Actually, I've never sucked before, but want to," I confessed, beginning to feel a little embarrassed to be telling a girl.

"That's interesting – a newbie," she said.

"Is that bad?" I asked.

"Probably not," she said, "My brother, Marc likes to be sucked by white boys, and I think he'd enjoy training you."

"So what's next?" I asked.

"I need to introduce you," Mandy said, "Let me text him right now, and you can meet him after school." I agreed, and then she added, "Just one thing – I wanna watch."

I hadn't considered this – I didn't know if I'd like a girl watching me do a blowjob, but I suppose I could give it a try. We agreed to meet near the media center after our last class.

I was really surprised how well the jack emblem worked and hoped I would suck well enough.

All afternoon I thought about sucking Marc. I'd watched a lot of gay porn, but really had no first-hand experience. I didn't even know what a cock felt like in my mouth – I was glad I told Mandy I was just beginning, so not much would be expected of me.

When the final bell rang, I hurried to the media center, where I saw Mandy and three black guys standing by the door. Mandy introduced me to Marc, and his friends, Tyrone and Lee.

Marc led us into the Media center, where a pretty girl said they were closing in half an hour. Marc drew close the her and soon she was handing him a key. Marc led us to a private study room which we entered, and then closed the door. Marc locked the door and told me to undress.

"Is it safe here?" I asked.

"I've used this room before," Marc replied, "We won't be disturbed." The door had a window with louvers. Marc closed the louvers and said, "With the lights out, nobody will see what we're doing.

I nervously undressed and piled my clothes on the table. Mandy took hold of my cock and stroked me to erection. "Look how cute his little dickie is, even hard," she said.

I was embarrassed, but knew it was true – I was in the presence of guys who were far more manly than I was.

"That's why so many white boys love black cock – it's the only way they can get a big one."

I didn't respond – I just stood there naked and aroused.

"So you've never sucked cock before?" Marc asked. I nodded and Marc told me to get on my knees and told his friends to take out their cocks.

"Hold each of the cocks and get to know them – you'll be spending a lot of time with them," he said. All three of the cocks were enormous and they weren't even fully hard yet.

As I took each into my hand they reached full erection and were really impressive. "Now Take me into your mouth and stroke the other two cocks," Marc directed.

Mandy positioned herself next to me and had a clear view of my work. Marc instructed me on how to move my tongue around and cautioned me to keep my teeth off the cocks I sucked.

"Your not a bad cocksucker for a beginner," Marc said, "We’ll be giving you a lot of practice."

As Marc approached climax, he told me not to swallow, but to hold it in my mouth and learn to appreciate the taste. I sucked more eagerly, anticipating Marc's seed. When he finally gave it to me I was surprised at the taste – I knew it would be strong, but it was unlike anything else I had tasted – probably just as well – it's only fitting that cum should have a taste entirely its own.

I was so glad to taste Marc's seed, even if it didn't taste so good – I knew I’d learn to love it. "Okay, you can swallow," said Marc. I swallowed and turned to Lee. I sucked him while continuing to stroke Tyrone. All these cocks were incredible. I'd never seen a horse cock, but these must certainly be as big. They were thick enough to fill my mouth completely, and still have more than half of the cock outside my mouth.

I never expected my first cocksucking experience to be anything like this! Lee's cock was pretty similar to Marc's, but Tyrone's had a huge mushroom head. I wasn't sure I could even get it into my mouth, but was eager to try. I suppose it was a little disrespectful of me not to give Lee my full attention, but as I sucked him I couldn't help glancing at Tyrone's monster cock. In a few more minutes Lee gave me his load. I loved the way I could feel his cock pulsing as he pumped his warm seed into my mouth. It tasted a little different than Marc's but still similar – The taste of cum is unmistakable and I was growing to really crave it!

Lee pulled out and told me to open my mouth. I did, and Mandy leaned over to see Lee's cum in my mouth. "Now swallow," said Lee.

Tyrone approached and my heart raced. I opened my mouth as far as I could and he pressed his cock head in, but it didn't want to go. "Lick his cock," said Marc, "Get it good and wet." I did so, and Mark told Mandy to stretch my mouth. She stood behind me and put fingers from each hand into my mouth and pulled sideways, while Tyrone pressed his wet cock head in. It was in and Mandy backed off. It was amazing to have such an impressive cock in my mouth, but he filled my mouth so completely that I could barely move my tongue around. I was able to move it back and forth across the bottom of his cock head, but that was all.

"Stroke it with your hand," Tyrone directed, "That’s the way you do a cock this big."

I stroked Tyrone as I sucked and wondering how I'd ever be able to take his load with my mouth so full. I was in cocksucker heaven, and Mandy pointed out how hard I was and began stroking me. "I like this cute little cock," she said, "It's kind of girlie, just the right size for a girl to play with."

That should have been humiliating, but I knew it was true – if I was a real man I'd never be on my knees blowing these guys. I realized that in addition to the sucking, I really enjoyed having a girl watch me – I don't know why – it's awfully perverted, but maybe that was exactly what I liked.

As I sucked and stroked Tyrone, I cupped his balls with my other hand and he responded, "That's a good cocksucker – you want this real bad, don't you?"

All I could do is grunt an affirmative, but I kept going. As much as I loved Tyrone's cock, I was beginning to tire, and was glad when he said, "I'm nearly there – start swallowing."

Even though he hadn't cum yet, I began to swallow, and that seemed to send him over the edge, and he released into my mouth. His cock was at the back of my mouth, and I had to swallow so fast that I never got to taste it, but was glad to get a belly-full.

"You did good," he said to me, "We'll make a complete jack out of you."

"How does your stomach feel?" asked Marc.

"Okay, I guess," I replied.

"You sure?" he responded, "It was your first time and you swallowed three big loads."

"Well, it does feel a little uneasy," I admitted.

"That's normal," Marc explained, "Swallowing cum is harmless, but you're not used to this much volume. If you swallowed much more you'd puke and we can't have that."

"I just want to swallow and not puke," I replied, "What can be done about it?"

"You probably have a limit of 4-5 loads right now, but with practice that will increase – the more you swallow, the more you'll be able to keep down," Marc continued.

He told me that Mandy would be my trainer and that she would arrange plenty of loads for me to swallow.

As I got dressed Marc explained that as I jack I was expected to suck any black guy who wanted it, whether I was in the mood or not. Mandy would work with me to make sure I could suck under all conditions.

As I left the media center work room the pretty girl who gave Marc the key smiled at me. I wondered if she had any idea what happened – she probably did.

When I got home, I had to jack-off right away. This was a really exciting day that would change my life. All along I wanted to suck cock but didn't want anyone to know about it.

Now I was a cocksucker and four people knew about it and I was fine with that. I realized that word would get out and soon many would know I was a cocksucker. I hoped it would just be the black guys who knew. As long as the rest didn't know I was okay with that.

Behind the scenes Marc was working hard on my behalf. He texted a bunch of his friends and told them about me, and that Mandy would be contacting them to train me and hoped he could count on their cooperation. After I went with Mandy's to her to Lisa's house, one of her friends. Lisa greeted me and led us both to her bedroom, where I was told to undress. I did and stood there naked before the two pretty black girls.

"See?" said Mandy, "I told you he had a cute little dickie." Lisa giggled and took hold of my cock, squeezing and stroking it.

"It's like a little boy's dick," she said, "No wonder he needs black cock."

"Excuse, me," I said, "But why am I here?"

"Sorry Jeremy," Mandy said, "This isn't to humiliate you – but I really like your tiny dickie – you are here for the next stage of your training."

"What kind of training?" I asked.

"Part attitude adjustment and part volume training," Mandy explained.

"You blew Lee yesterday," said Lisa, "He's my brother and will be bringing some of his friends over in a bit so you can swallow more cum."

That made sense – I knew I'd be doing a lot of swallowing in order to increase my limit. "But what's the attitude adjustment part?" I asked.

"You need to suck any time and any place, regardless of if you are in the mood or not," said Mandy.

"I'm always in the mood to suck," I insisted, "I sucked every cock offered me so far."

"True," agreed Mandy, "But what about when you cum? Are you still in the mood then or do you have a change of heart?"

"How did you know?" I asked, surprised that she would know something that personal. The fact was that sometimes when I would cum I would feel ashamed of having cum thinking about cocksucking. I hated it when that happened, but I just had to accept it. Kind of a Jeckle and Hyde aspect of my personality.

"A lot of cocksuckers experience that," she replied, "And as a jack, you need to be able to suck even when you don't want to."

"Lee just texted me that he will be here in five minutes, with four of his friends," reported Lisa.

"Then we better get going," said Mandy, and directed me to jack-off while they watched.

"But that's a really personal thing," I protested, "I never let anyone see me do that."

"More personal than sucking?" asked Mandy, "This should be simple by comparison."

"Do it on your knees, like you were sucking," she continued, "Imagine you just got a huge load!"

I got to my knees and began to stroke. It was difficult to get in the mood at first with the two girls watching me, but I closed my eyes and imagined a big cock in my mouth. I soon got in the mood, and I remembered how hot it was for Mandy to watch me blowing the guys yesterday. As I got close Mandy instructed me to catch my load in my hand, and soon I had a really strong climax, and shot a big load, catching it as directed.

"You feel ashamed now, don't you?" Mandy asked.

I nodded, regretting how far I had sunk. "But you need to snap out of it and accept who you really are – a cocksucker! Now tell me what you are."

"I'm a cocksucker," I said. It felt so humiliating to admit this to the girls, but it was true, and I knew it.

"As a jack, who and when will you suck?" Mandy demanded.

"I'll suck any black guy who wants it," I replied, "Whenever they want."

"Good," said Mandy, "Now lick up your cum." I did while the two girls smiled as the watched my humiliation.

"Lee and his friends are waiting in the living room," said Lisa. She told me to leave my clothes here and follow them to the living room.

We arrived in the living room to see Lee and his four friends, all standing there with their cocks out, stroking them to erection. Under other circumstances I would have been eager for these huge cocks but I really wasn't in the mood at the moment, but I knew what was expected.

"He's just cum," said Mandy, "So he's not exactly in the mood, but he knows he as to do this."

I dropped to my knees and the first guy approached and I took him into my mouth. "You got a nice sissy mouth, faggot," he said. It was insulting, but I knew it was true. Something was really different about sucking now. When I sucked yesterday, I was aroused, and not really thinking that much about what I was doing – I just sucked while my mind was in an aroused fog. Now I was thinking clearly and could notice every aspect of the act. I ran my tongue around the contours of his cock and thought about what I was doing. I had voluntarily taken a man's cock into my mouth and was trying to suck him to orgasm. He would cum in my mouth and I'd obediently swallow it. I would repeat that for the other four guys, and hopefully be able to hold all their cum down – five loads in all – actually six loads if you count mine.

He continued to call me dirty names and I found that I liked it and knew that this was truly my calling in life – even though I wasn't aroused I really wanted to suck black cocks as often as I could. My daydreaming was interrupted as the guy I sucked unloaded in my mouth. The taste was familiar, but even stronger than I remembered from yesterday.

The next guy took his place and I explored the contours of his cock as well. I embraced all the names he called me and knew it was all true, and I loved it. He soon shared his load with me and withdrew.

The third guy stepped up and took hold of my head as he pressed his cock into my mouth. He began to stroke in and out – what I later learned to be "face fucking". It was like my mouth was being raped! I didn't have much to do but to endure it. He thrust all the way to the back of my mouth, making me gag, which he seemed to enjoy. I never imagined that a blowjob could be like this, but if this was part of being a jack, I guess I'd learn to like it. For now I just endured, and when he came he pulled my head to him, holding me there as I gagged. His load went right down my throat – I didn't even get a taste!

He pulled out and said, "Look, the sissy is crying like a girl." His brutal deep thrusting had brought tears to my eyes, over which I had no control at all.

The fourth guy entered my mouth and said, "This time you do the work, sissy."

I was glad to be back to normal sucking, and did my best for him, welcoming his load as he nutted in my mouth.

Lee was last, and it was like welcoming an old friend back. I remembered stroking Tyrone yesterday, and did so for Lee, even though he wasn't as big as Tyrone. Still, there was plenty of cock outside my mouth to stroke, and I found that I especially liked this combination of blowjob and handjob. "Your getting better every day!" said Lee, and a was glad for the compliment.

When Lee finally gave me his load I noticed that Lisa had been making a video of my sucking. I'd never expected that, and sure hoped it wouldn't be widely distributed.

I swallowed, then Lisa and Mandy took me back to her bedroom while Lee and his friends departed. Lisa plugged her video camera into her TV and played back the recording. She'd done a good job of capturing it all. It was perfectly clear that I was sucking all of them quite voluntarily – except maybe the face-fucking. Mandy and Lisa had their hands under their skirts, fingering themselves off to my performance.

After they finished, I asked, "So what's going to happen with this video?"

"We'll share it with other girls," Lisa explained, "And most of them will send you their boyfriends to blow when they are on their periods."

"So everyone at school is gonna know?" I asked in fear.

"No – only the black ones, and you'll be sucking most of the guys, so what's the harm?"

She was right, and I realized that my fears of being picked on for being a cocksucker were unfounded – I was becoming an important service provider! But I still didn't want my white friends to know – and especially family!

I walked home, thinking about all that had happend. While I got arouse just thinking about cocksucking, it was actually better to do it when I was clear-headed and could appreciate the wonder of a man giving me his load!

Mandy had guys lined up for me every day of the week. I jacked off every time and swallowed my load before blowing five others. The next week Mandy increased the number to ten. I was nervous at first, not knowing if I could handle it, but each day I went home with eleven loads in my belly, and feeling very proud of my progress.

Mandy told me that my cell number and email address had been given to all of the black girls in school, and the white girls who had black boyfriends. She told me that they all appreciated a jack who would take care of their boyfriends during their periods, but there would be trouble if the guys liked my mouth better than their pussy’s.

Mandy said my training was over, but I would continue to improve with practice. The first few days after training was over I only had a few blowjobs a day, but soon it grew to 5-10 per day as the boyfriends texted me for service. The girls were all very friendly with me, since they considered me a safe way to get their boyfriends serviced. That way they didn’t have to worry about their boyfriends finding other pussy.

Occasionally I’d get asked for a blowjob from a white guy. The first time that happened it kind of freaked me out because I thought I was known only to black guys, but I sucked him and enjoyed it just as well, though I preferred black guys.

When the school yearbook came out there was a jack logo next to my picture. I wasn’t sure I liked that, but once the teachers saw it, I began servicing some of them as well. Being a jack has completely changed my life, and know I’ll be doing it all my life, and loving every load!

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)