I 'm Steve, a fourteen-year-old with a special band of friends. We are all nerds with particular areas of expertise. We are all honor students, but help each other out with classes that are difficult for us. I'm the math jock, while Barry is the Science wiz. Tim can do almost anything with a computer, and Mike is great at English and writing. Jason's strength is in social studies. None of us were in danger of failing anything, but there were some classes we had difficulty with. We formed a partnership, which we playfully called the Nerd Alliance. We helped each other excel in our weakest areas, and soon we were all straight-A honor students.

Collectively, we knew how to do almost anything except get girls. We got along just fine with the few nerd girls at school, but they weren't interested in romance, or more importantly – sex! We all jacked-off regularly but rarely talked about it, though sometimes we shared some of our fantasies.

I remember when I first was able to jack-off. Two neighbor boys and I used to jack-off together, and we would sometimes stroke each other. I especially liked that, and still fondly remembered the thrill of tightly holding a hard cock as I forced him to cum. The fact that once I had a cock in my hand, I now was in charge and could make him cum, or could withhold orgasm if I chose to. I never did – it was so wonderful to see the powerful stream of cum shooting from the cock I controlled. I liked jacking guys off even more than cumming myself and wanted to have the guys shoot into my mouth. I came close to doing so several times but chickened out.

I chickened out because I thought the guys I stroked would think I'm a pervert, and word would get around school. They were glad for me to jack them off, as long as it didn't get too weird. Chickening out was probably the right decision, but every time I did I promised myself I'd shoot their cum into my mouth next time.

That time never came, because as the guys started to get interested in girls they thought my jacking them off was gay, and it all came to an end.

That was two years ago, but I still thought about it a lot. I cautiously brought up the subject of jacking-off together with each of our Nerd Alliance. I learned that Jason used to jack off with others, and had a little experience stroking other guys off. The other three guys had only jacked-off alone.

One day we were having lunch together and I suggested that we might help each other out with sex, but it would be better to discuss it in a more private setting. We agreed to meet at Tim's house, whose parents wouldn't be home until later.

Once we were together at Tim's, I asked the guys how their love life was going. "What love life?" asked Mike, "My hand is my closest friend!" All the guys were in a similar situation.

"That's where I thought we could help each other out," I said.

"You can make anything with math look easy," said Jason, "But what do you know about getting girls?"

"Nothing," I said, "Just like the rest of you – but I need to cum and I thought we could help each other out with that."

"Don't you think that sounds awfully gay?" asked Mike.

"Maybe kind of gay, but how are you guys doing with girls?" I asked. Nobody replied.

"Look, this is all just between us," I said, "Nobody else needs to ever know, and it’s so much better than doing it yourself."

"Sounds like you've been reading a lot of porn," said Barry, "But do you have any facts to support your claim?"

"I have first-hand experience," I confessed, "I used to jack-off a couple of neighbor guys, but they went on to date girls."

"So what exactly are you suggesting?" asked Jason.

"Just that we jack-off together," I said, "and maybe stroke each other if we want."

"But wouldn't that be really gay?" Mike asked.

"You could look at it that way," I replied, "But we are all very different from most guys, and this would be just until we start dating girls."

I saw them all nodding in agreement, then Tim said, "I've found a ton of online porn – let me show you guys." Tim started up his computer and displayed porn of couples on his wide-screen TV.

In a few minutes the guys were all rubbing themselves through their pants. I suggested that we get comfortable and began to undress. I wasn't accustomed to being naked in front of others, but it seemed like a risk worth taking. I began to stroke, and soon all the others were naked as well. Recalling that Jason had experience jacking-off with others, I approached him and took his cock in my hand. It was wonderful to have another guy's cock in my hand once again, and soon he was stroking me. This was the first time anyone else had handled my cock, and it was an amazing experience! For the first time I began to comprehend the level of pleasure I'd given when I jacked a guy off, and new I wanted to take that further.

I told the other guys to sit down and stroke themselves while watching the porn, and I'd come assist each of them. Barry and Mike were sitting next to each other, stroking intently. I knelt on the floor between them, taking a cock in each hand. They immediately understood how much better this was, and gladly relinquished control to me. Stroking two cocks at once was new to me, but I loved it. Tim and Jason looked on with interest and I assured them that I'd get to them, if they just held back a little.

Without touching myself, I was fully hard, and once again I longed for the taste of cum, but today I was determined to make it a reality. In a few minutes Mike said he was getting close, so I brought my head down to his cock, opening my mouth just an inch from his cock. My friends watched with interest as I directed Mike's load into my mouth. The taste was really special – it was strong, as I'd expected, but very different from anything else, and I knew I wanted more. After Mike stopped shooting, a droplet of cum formed on the head of his cock, which I licked off, and then turned my attention to Barry. In a few more minutes Barry's cock gave me his precious load.

After licking off Barry's cock, I turned to Tim and Jason, who sat next to each other stroking each other. I knelt before them and Tim said, "Why not just suck us?"

I'd wanted to do that, but didn't want to move to fast and freak them out, but now that Tim mentioned it, I needed no further urging. I took Tim into my mouth and was impressed with how great it felt in my mouth – like it belonged there! As I sucked Tim told me it was so much better that stroking, and I worked his cock more eagerly. It only took a few minutes for him to cum, which was an incredible experience. I could actually feel his cock pulsing as he pumped his load into my mouth. I held Tim in my mouth until he finished pumping. Then I swallowed as I pulled off him and took Jason into my mouth.

"Guys, you gotta try this," said Tim to Barry and Mike, "It's the best way to cum!"

Jason quietly enjoyed my attention, and put his hands on my head, running his fingers through my hair. Barry and Mike drew closer, watching me suck Jason. This was like a dream-come-true for me and hoped it was just the start of something I wanted to continue forever. In a few minutes Jason gasped and released his load in my mouth. I pulled back and swallowed, hoping my friends wouldn't think badly of me.

"How was it?" asked Barry.

"Fuckin' amazing!" Jason replied, "And I hope Steve will do it more!"

"How do the rest of you feel about this?" I asked with apprehension.

They all agreed that they wanted more – every day if possible!

They all thanked me for my help and for getting us all together. As I walked home, I replayed all this in my mind, and found that I needed to jack-off, which I did as soon as I got home.

Later I checked my email and found one from Tim. It included over a dozen links to sites that taught how to give an expert blowjob. Tim said that since I was the group's blowjob expert, I might want to learn all I could about it. I eagerly read all the tutorials and looked forward to putting it to use.

Our alliance continued as before, but now most of the times I meet with a guy to help or get help, it usually concluded with a blowjob. The guys weren't interested in blowing me, but that was okay. I would usually jack-off after they came, holding their spent cock and load in my mouth, which helped me cum quickly and strongly.

The only exception was Jason, who did enjoy stroking me and would occasionally blow me. We met at his house and I suggested that we 69, and that was a truly wonderful for us to cum. My orgasm was often triggered by the taste of cum, so once Jason began to cum, I usually did as well. We both swallowed and thanked each other. We got dressed, and as I was about to leave, I turned and kissed Jason, and left.

I don't know why I kissed him – it just seemed like the thing to do, and without thinking, it just happened.

The next day at school Jason told me that he thought the kiss was really special and hoped there would be more. I smiled and said I looked forward to seeing him again. Throughout that day I thought about that kiss. Giving a blowjob was one thing, but a kiss was very personal. I realized that I'd suck almost any cock just to get a mouthful of cum, but I sure wouldn't kiss just anyone. I came to realize that I was growing attracted to Jason – in a romantic way that caught me entirely by surprise.

That day after school I went to Jason's again and as soon as I was in the door I pulled him to me and kissed him. His tongue parted my lips and we shared our first French Kiss. Before we got sexually involved, I told him we needed to talk. We sat on the edge of his bed and talked for nearly half an hour, confessing our most secret feelings. I learned that Jason felt that he was more like a girl than a boy and wished he could be my girlfriend. I suggested that he let his hair grow, and style it like a girl's hair, but wear it in a ponytail like a lot of guys do. That way nobody would see the femme styling when he was in boy mode. I say boy mode, because when we were together he would become more and more femme. I took him to a local Goodwill store, where I helped him find suitable girlie clothes.

In school Jason was without question a boy. He stayed in boy mode when we had our group sex meetings, but when he was with me alone, he became Jackie, my hot girlfriend.

I continued to blow all the guys throughout our high school years and began to take Jackie out on dates. She was terrified at the thought of going out, but I worked with her to build her confidence, and develop feminine mannerisms. We tried to stay away from places where we might meet people we knew, but even when we occasionally did, Jackie wasn't read.

I'd never been intimate with a real girl and had no interest in doing so – Jackie was the perfect girl for me. Barry, Tim and Mike continued to cum in my mouth regularly, and I realized that I was having more sex than most of the popular jocks in my school. I didn't care that they thought I was a nerd – I was having a better time than they were!

Special thanks to my online friend James Smith for inspiring this story

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)