I 'm Steve, who was a closeted queer until my kid brother made me suck him. He didn't exactly overpower me – he just made me an offer I couldn't refuse!

Long before I could cum, I discovered gay porn online. What interested me the most was cocksucking. Though I hadn't been able to cum yet, I heard it was wonderful, and certainly could understand why guys wanted to get sucked.

What surprised me was how much the sucker seemed to enjoy it! I couldn't figure out what they got out of it, but as my interest grew, I badly wanted to find out. Once I was able to cum, sucking cock became my favorite (actually, almost exclusive) jack-off fantasy. I thought about blowing the guys at school but would never try anything like that – there was no way I wanted my kinky desires to be known.

Joey was my younger brother, who was thirteen when I was sixteen.

One day Joey asked me, "Steve, you ever have a blowjob?"

"No," I admitted, "But sure would like to."

"So would I," agreed Joey, "Wanna blow me?"

"Hell no!" I shot back, "Whatever gave you the idea I wanted to?"

"I just thought you might," Joey replied, "Since you look at blowjob porn all the time."

I blushed red and tried to hide my embarrassment from him. I really should have been clearing my web browser history. "That was just some browsing of links I hit by mistake," I said, "It means nothing."

Joey didn't seem convinced, but we dropped the conversation. I resolved to be more careful online from now on.

I few days later I was jacking off to some blowjob videos online. I always have my door closed for privacy, and did then as well, but as soon as I came, Joey opened the door and said, "Just browsing? You really liked that one!"

"You were spying on me!" I said, thinking I should punch him in the face, but holding back.

"I think I have the right to know if my brother is queer or not!" Joey said.

"Get the hell out of here!" I said, "And if you tell anyone I'll break your legs – and more."

Nothing more was said that day, but the next morning I was awakened in a very strange way. Joey was kneeling over my head, sitting on my chest, with his cock on my chin.

"What the fuck are you doin' you little shit?" I asked.

"Just giving you what you really want," Joey said, with a mischievous grin.

"Get the hell off of me!" I said.

"Look Steve," Joey said, "We both know you really want this, so don't be chicken about it – go for it!"

He was right, but how could I do this? His hard little boy cock's head was now moving back and forth across my lips, coating them with his pre-cum. I wanted it so badly and tried to resist, but just didn't have the willpower.

My lips parted and Joey slipped in. Now for the first time I had a cock in my mouth. Not one of the big cocks I'd watched online, but Joey's tiny boy cock. Still, it was a cock, and I moved my tongue around it, getting to know my brother in an entirely new way. It only took a few minutes before the horny kid shot his load. I was surprised how much he shot. It was strong tasting, as I'd expected, and completely different from anything else. I liked it but was kind of ashamed to be blowing my kid brother.

Joey caught his breath and pulled out, smiling. "See," he said, "You liked it – I know you did."

In my shame I remained silent, not knowing how to respond anyway.

After breakfast we went out to the bus stop and waited for the school bus. Joey whispered to me, "Don't worry Steve, your secret is safe with me, but things are never going to be the same."

I knew they would be different, now that Joey knew I was a cocksucker – you can't just undo something like that! But I had no idea just how different everything would be.

All through the school day I thought about sucking Joey. I found that I liked his little cock – it was easy to suck and rewarded me with a lot of cum – but sucking my kid brother? That seemed really perverted, but I couldn't stop thinking about it!

Joey was a horny kid who wanted to cum all the time. After school he came to my room and took out his cock for another blowjob. There was no point in pretending to resist, and in truth I was eager to do him again, so once again I sucked his little cock – this time eagerly. He only took a few minutes to cum.

"Wow, you really do like sucking cock!" Joey proclaimed. What could I say? He was right.

Joey straddled my face again at bedtime, and from that day on I'd suck him at least three times a day – morning, after school and at bedtime. Often I'd do it more often – I think I liked it even better that he did.

When I got my driver's license Mom let me use the car as long as I drove Joey to wherever he needed to go – that way she didn't have to.

Once we pulled out of the driveway Joey took out his cock and said, "Find a place where you can suck me." I had no idea where such a place would be, and finally Joey told me to pull into a hardware store parking lot.

I did, and he said, "Okay, suck me here."

"Here?" I questioned, "In public?"

"It's cool," Joey said, "Nobody will see with your head down."

Looking around, I saw that nobody was in sight, so I leaned over and sucked Joey. As I did, he kept telling me what a good cocksucker I was – not exactly the kind of admiration a guy should inspire in his younger brother, but I suppose it was well-deserved.

Every time I drove Joey somewhere, he chose a different place for me to blow him – he was making kind of a game of it, but I enjoyed it as well.

One day when I picked up Joey from soccer practice, he asked me to take his friend Marty home as well. I thought nothing of it until Joey directed me to pull off at a roadside park.

"Joey," I said, "A little discretion is in order." I hoped he would take the hint.

He knew exactly what I meant, and replied, "It's okay Steve – Marty knows and you can blow him as well."

Now I had a real problem on my hands! If Marty really did know, he might tell everybody, unless I could find a way to keep him quiet.

I turned to Marty and said, "Ok Marty, but if you ever tell anybody, you'll never get any more!" Marty quickly agreed and we got out of the car. There was a big welcome sign with a map on it. We went behind the sign and Joey took out his cock. I dropped to my knees as Marty watched me blow my brother. Soon Joey came and pulled out. Marty stepped up and gave me his cock. It was small, but already had a mushroom head, which felt good in my mouth. He popped almost immediately. His cum tasted just a little different from Joey's, but still had that familiar taste.

I dropped off Marty at his house and Joey and I had a stern conversation. "You think you have something on me," I said, "But we could both be in trouble for this if the wrong people find out."

Joey apologized and said he thought I would like it. I agreed that I did, but it greatly increased the risk when more people knew. Now I sucked Marty a couple of times a week in addition to the multiple sucks per day for Joey. I especially liked sucking Marty, and got more comfortable with it over time. He didn't tell anyone and we all enjoyed it.

Eventually I began to wonder what it would be like to suck other kids, and one day asked Joey if he had any other friends who could be trusted to keep this secret. Joey said, "I'm sure all my friends would love it, but let me figure out who we can trust."

Over the next few weeks I sucked three other friends. I really liked the variety, and from that point on I ended up sucking two or three different guys a day, including Joey.

I realized that I'd become a real cumslut, but it was so good I just kept going.

Joey's birthday was coming up and Mom asked me to arrange a party for him. She had to work that day, but said she knew I would manage it well. Joey told me that he was only going to invite guys he could trust, and gave me a wink. I think I looked forward to the party more than Joey was!

On the day of the party I grilled burgers and brats and we all ate in our back yard, which was enclosed by a tall fence, affording us lots of privacy. After the gifts were open, Joey announced, "Thank you for your gifts – I want to give all of you something special. I'm going to be in my birthday suit and invite you to join me."

With that, Joey undressed and some of the boys did the same. Others were a bit timid and just watched for now. All of the naked boys were hard, and I admired all those little cocks, waiting to be milked by me! Joey had them form a line, which I later learned was called a suck line. I sucked the first kid, putting my hands on his ass cheeks and pulling him close to me. Soon he came, and I held him to me until he stopped pumping. Once I released him he stepped aside and the next kid stepped up. I repeated this until I sucked Joey, who was last in line.

The timid kids had lost their inhibitions, stripped down and got in line, so everyone got a blowjob. In all there were eleven guests, plus Joey. It was a wonderful party, but with all these kids knowing my secret, I wasn't sure this was such a good idea.

As it turned out, some of the kids couldn't keep a secret, but word seemed to spread only in Joey's age group. None of the guys my age had any idea that I'd been secretly giving dozens of blowjobs a week to the younger kids.

Each year I had more kids to blow, and welcomed every load. Once of was eighteen I realized that I could go to jail for messing with younger kids, but really had no choice. Perhaps I did have a choice, but really needed those many cocks!

Now, years later, Joey and I both married have kids, but I still blow Joey and a few of his married friends. Usually I blow Joey about once a week, but when his wife is having her period it's nearly every day.

My wife thinks it's great that two brothers are so close – if she only knew!

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)