I 'm Jason, a guy who has fantasized about sucking cock, but was too chicken to actually do it.

It was my favorite jack-off fantasy, and I would routinely cum just as the guy I imagined sucking was cumming in my mouth. I knew I wanted to real thing, but was just couldn't bring myself to try it.

My high school was mostly white, with about ten percent black. In gym class we I would see the black guys in the shower and enjoyed sneaking a peak at their huge cocks. I wish I were that big, but even more than that I wanted one of those big cocks in my mouth!

Eventually my jack-off fantasies were always about sucking black guys, and I really struggled with my desire – somehow I knew I had to make it happen, but didn't know how.

Then one day I was in the boy's room and took a leak, standing next to Jamal, a black guy from my class. The urinals had modesty screens between them for privacy, but I stood back a bit so I could peer around the screen to see Jamal's cock. I'd seen it in the shower, but I was a lot closer now and eager to get a better look. He noticed me looking, but instead of getting mad, he just smiled and said, "Want a closer look?"

He turned and faced me, with his huge cock now clearly visible. "You're huge!" I said, "Could I touch it?" As soon as i said it, I knew it was wrong, but it was too late to take it back.

"Sure, go ahead," Jamal said. I wanted it really badly but was hesitant. Sensing this, he stepped closer and urged me to try it. I timidly reached my hand to him and grasped his huge member. It grew in my hand as I squeezed and stroked it. Jamal enjoyed the attention and encouraged me to continue.

"You can suck it if you like," he said, and though I wanted it badly, I didn't dare, but continued to handle his huge cock. Finally, I could hold back no longer and said, "Let's go into a stall."

"No, you can suck me right here," he said, "If you want it bad enough, you will."

"But what if someone comes in?" I asked.

"So what?" he replied, "Do you want it or not?"

I must admit that I wasn't thinking very clearly, and soon dropped to my knees and took Jamal into my mouth. It was heavenly! It felt like cocks and mouths were meant to go together – at least Jamal and my mouth! I ran my tongue over the contours of his cock, getting to know him and loving the fact that I was finally sucking a BBC! Jamal moaned as I sucked him for a few minutes and then I heard someone coming in. I began to pull back, but Jamal put his hands on my head and said, "You have to finish what you started – you owe me that."

There was some truth to what he said, so I continued sucking him while others entered and watched my performance. I heard them commenting that I was a pretty good faggot. I didn't like being called that but realized that it was probably true – after all, no straight guy would do what I was now doing!

Soon Jamal came, giving me my first taste of a man's seed. It was strong and completely unlike anything else, but I was glad to receive it, and felt like it was a reward for a job well done. As Jamal pulled out, I swallowed, and then saw that two other black guys were there with their cocks out. One stepped forward and I began to suck him while the other took pictures with his cell phone. The guy was very vocal and called me a sissy cumslut and lots of other things I didn't understand. I didn't have to stand for that kind of treatment, but I wanted BBC more than I wanted to defend my pride, so I just continued to suck until he also rewarded my efforts.

His load tasted a little different, yet it had a very singular flavor that only cum had. I swallowed as he pulled out, and proceeded to suck the third guy, as the one I'd just sucked and Jamal took pictures.

After the third guy came in my mouth I swallowed and stood up. now realizing that not only had I given Jamal a blowjob, I was caught by two other guys, who I also blew, and there were pictures to prove it! I decided I better bargain with them before the pictures got out.

"Please guys," I pleaded, "I just can't have those pictures get out."

"Don't worry, Jason," consoled Jamal, "The only guys who will see them will be guys you'll be sucking." I still felt a little uneasy, but it was better than having the whole school know.

What I didn't know was that when Jamal used the phrase, "guys you'll be sucking", he really meant the entire male black population of the school! That scared me at first, but then I realized that to my white friends I was a pretty normal straight guy, but to all the black guys I was a mouth to cum in, which suited me just fine!

Soon black guys I didn't even know approached me for blowjobs, and I was thrilled to agree. At first, I had no idea where to do it, but some took me into their car, while others drove me to a roadside park where I blew them right out in public, though nobody was there to see. They liked the idea that I was sucking them in such a public fashion.

One day Marcy, a pretty black girl approached me and asked if I'd have lunch with her. I quickly agreed. Like many black girls, she had a few extra pounds, but carried it well, being quite buxom, and a really hot ass!

I wasn't sure what she had in mind, but at lunch I first discovered that it was not just the black guys who knew I sucked – the girls did as well. Marcy told me that she knew I enjoyed sucking black guys, and asked if I would suck Jim, her younger brother.

"I don't want him knocking up some girl, like a lot of horny guys do," she said, "I want him to know he can count on a guy like you whenever needed."

I thought about it, but soon found myself agreeing to suck her thirteen-year-old brother. I agreed to come to her house after school, where I sucked off her brother Jim. He was only a kid, but his cock was already bigger than mine, though not as big as the guys I'd been sucking.

Marcy watched the first time, but after that just left us to meet and take care of things. I found I liked sucking Jim – he was as horny as a guy could get and was amazingly enthusiastic about my sucking. He told his friends about me, and soon I was sucking them as well.

Over the years I've lost count of how many black guys I've blown – it has to be over a thousand. All the time, I've maintained the illusion of being straight to my white friends. Throughout high school, guys sought me out for blowjobs, but once I graduated, I need to look for them.

I continued to suck some of the guys from my school, including Jamal, who put me in touch with a black bar owner who agreed to promote my sucking to his customers. It worked out better than anyone could have expected. I'm the only white guy there, and guys would routinely approach me. The owner didn't want me to suck out in the open, but soon set up a small enclosed booth for me to use. I agreed on certain times to be there, which he shared with his customers, so I generally sucked continually when I was there. I was glad that I had a lot of practice, and could swallow cum all night long without any problems.

Today I am so grateful to Jamal for getting me started. When we hang out together he often introduces me as his cocksucker, and goes on to tell how he got me started years ago. A few times he had me demonstrate right there – I always loved that, and often ended up sucking the other guys as well. It fills me with pride for him to brag about me like that.

  To be continued . . .

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    –Bill Beaumonte (oral_guy_2000@yahoo.com)