I'm Lee, a high school sophomore with a secret. I like cocks. That may not seem like much of a secret, but when you are a high school boy in a conservative town you don't let people know about such things.

I'm not actually attracted to guys, so maybe I'm not gay, but I really like cocks, so maybe I am gay. It's a confusing mess – I've never had never done anything with anybody, just jacked off to pictures of guys cocks in the internet. I hoped that one day I would have the chance to handle them, and probably suck them. I wasn't sure about sucking though – it seemed really neat but I'm not sure I would want a guy cumming in my mouth – from what I've read online it tastes pretty bad, and some people reported that it nearly made them puke!

It would be simple if I could just remain in this cock eager fantasy world, but my feelings have caused me problems. It's often embarrassing to take a shower after gym class because I get a boner seeing all those cocks. I try to make sure that I only take a quick glance, but that's all it takes to give me an embarrassing boner!

Some of the guys have noticed and teased me about it, but I just said I was thinking of showering with Marcy or Christine, one of the big-titted girls in our school. I was really nervous and not sure that excuse would continue to work, so I adopted a strategy of lagging behind the others so I could shower when there weren't many guys left.

One day as I was finishing my shower I noticed that only Bryan was left. He was a really muscular guy, a bit taller than I was. He was on the opposite side of the shower room but came over to the shower next to mine.

"Looks like you could use some help," he said, taking hold of my cock with his soapy hand. The combination of the slipperiness and his grip was the very best thing I had ever felt, and it even made my knees buckle. I steadied myself by putting a hand on the shower wall.

"That's amazing!" I said, noticing that he had a boner as well.

"Do me too," Bryan urged, and I took his cock in my soapy hand. We stroked each other and soon we both came, shooting our loads on the shower floor.

"That was great," I said, "Thank you."

"Glad to lend a hand," Bryan said, "So to speak – I can show you a lot of other really great things."

He certainly had my interest and I agreed to go over to his house after school. It was only 10am now, and I was sure I'd be ready to cum again by then.

We dried off and got dressed, and Bryan left ahead of me. As I walked out, I passed the Coach's office and he called me in.

"Yes Coach?" I asked.

"I couldn't help but notice what you and Bryan were up to," he said, "I'm not going to make any trouble for you, but if you ever want to talk about it, my door is always open to you."

I thanked him and left. For a moment I thought I was in deep trouble, but the Coach was really cool about it – this was my lucky day!

I thought about Bryan's cock the rest of the day. I finally had handled another guy! I didn't know what I really wanted to do with Bryan's cock, but I looked forward to him teaching me.

After school I arrived at Bryan's house as planned. He invited me in and we went right to his room. He told me to take my clothes off and kneel on his bed.

"Now just kneel there with your hands on your hips," Bryan directed, "Let me do the rest."

As I knelt there he stood next to me and ran his hands all over my front and back. He pinched my nipples, but that didn't do anything for me, so he moved on. He took my cock in one hand and slipped a finger between my ass cheeks, pressing against my hole. That was a real surprise, and I wasn't sure if I liked it, but I let him continue.

Bryan stopped and rolled a condom onto my boner, saying, "This will contain the mess, and maybe give you something to enjoy later." I didn't understand about enjoying it later, but things were moving pretty fast for me. Bryan then took a bottle of hand lotion and squirted it on his hands and rubbed them together.

"We used soap in the shower," he said, "But any mild hand lotion will work – even butter or cooking oil in an emergency, but they're messy.

He took my cock in one hand, squeezing and massaging the head with his slippery hands, and then began stroking me. With his other hand he worked a finger into me, which felt a little uncomfortable at first – I was used to things going out there, not in.

Bryan reassured me and I just relaxed and started to enjoy the ass play, especially once he had me fully hard. Bryan began to work his finger in and out of me, and then slipped two fingers in. I was surprised that I would stretch that much, but soon he spread his fingers and stretched me even more. It was strange but I liked it.

As he stroked me I felt his fingers pull out and then something larger than a finger was working its way into me. Bryan reassured me, and I just relaxed and took it.

I was starting to enjoy the ass play when Bryan took me over the edge and I came more strongly than I had in a very long time. I had kept my hands on my hips the entire time and just looked with wonder as my cock filled the condom reservoir with my seed without my even touching myself.

Bryan stepped out of the room and I could hear water running in the nearby bathroom. He returned with a warm soapy washcloth and cleaned me up behind. I had never received such attention before.

Bryan set the washcloth aside and dried me with a towel. My cock was shrinking and he pulled the used condom off me. He tied it the open end with a loose knot and told me I could take it with me and enjoy it later.

It was then that I realized that Bryan still had his clothes on, though his pants showed an obvious bulge.

"I haven't done anything for you!" I said.

"You'll have your turn," he assured me, "Will you be my bottom?"

I didn't understand, so Bryan explained that he was a top, and would usually fuck a guy, or get a blowjob. He wanted me to be his bottom, and give him blowjobs or get fucked.

"You want me to take your huge cock up my ass?" I asked, "That would seriously hurt!"

Bryan held up a small dildo, about six inches long and a little over an inch in diameter. "You seemed to enjoy this," he said, "take it with you and practice – we'll get you started on larger ones to get you ready."

"Well, I don't know about the blowjob part either," I said, "I don't think I'd like you cumming in my mouth."

Bryan looked disappointed and continued, "Lots of guys suck cock and swallow cum – most really grow to like it."

"I don't see how that could ever be," I protested.

"Try tasting your cum from the condom later, and you'll see it isn't so bad."

Bryan had made me feel wonderful, and I had just refused him two things he clearly wanted, so I offered to stroke him off, and he agreed.

As I stroked him, he urged me to kiss his dick, which I did, reluctantly. I did stroke him and was fascinated by how it looked and felt. After awhile I finally took him into my mouth but made him promise not to cum in my mouth.

I found that I liked his cock in my mouth – it just felt so natural to me. He pulled out, warning me that he was cumming, and shot his load into some tissues.

"Thanks for the great blowjob," he said, "I think you're a natural!"

I got dressed and put the used condom in my pocket, still unsure if I would really taste the cum inside.

I was quiet at dinner that night, thinking about the exciting time I'd had with Bryan, and anticipating more in the future. He wanted me to be his bottom, but I wasn't sure I could do it. My mother noticed my unusual silence and asked if I was okay. I just said I was tired and might be coming down with a cold or something.

Before I went to bed that night I took out the dildo and used condom. I lubed up the dildo and cautiously inserted it. I found that if I went slowly that is slipped in easily with only pleasure. I knelt on my bed, with the end of the dildo on my bed, and found that if I pressed down the dildo would go in further, and if I rose up it would come partway out. I found I could ride the dildo in this manner, and quickly began to enjoy it. I anticipated the next size, and hoped that I would be able to take Brian's cock.

I stroked my cock as I rode the dildo, and reached for the used condom. I wondered about the taste – I had heard it was pretty bad, but as my arousal mounted I wanted to find out for myself. I untied the loose knot and squeezed the cum into my mouth.

It tasted strange – strong, but not bad, and in my arousal I thought about Bryan cumming in my mouth. I swallowed, pretending it was Bryan's, and soon I shot my load into tissues. I left the wet tissue on my bed as I got up and went into the bathroom to remove and wash the dildo.

I put the dildo in a safe place and picked up the cum-soaked tissue as I got into bed. I popped the tissue into my mouth and tasted my still-warm cum.

As I drifted off to sleep I looked forward to sucking Bryan to completion. I thought about the Coach, and became really interested in what an adult man's cock would be like, and decided to go talk with him tomorrow.

  To be continued . . .

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