Date: Tue, 26 Feb 2013 16:26:54 +0000 (GMT) From: Andrew Foote Subject: For the Love of Mike 1 (Revised) FOR THE LOVE OF MIKE. (Revisited.) Please be aware that chapters one through six are re-edited versions of the same story as published on ?Nifty? some twelve months ago. I was never happy with the originals but I was under some pressure from another author to continue / complete the work so this is why I?m resubmitting it. This ?other author? can be found by visiting the Prolific Author?s section of ?Nifty? under the name of ?Andy Mann?. I do recommend his work as a very bright up-coming new writer with new ideas and views which shouldn?t be missed if you appreciate good and intriguing stories. This story contains descriptions of sexual activity between two boys both of which are under the legal age of consent. If because of the laws of your country of residence, religious or spiritual beliefs you are not permitted to access such material then please leave now. CHAPTER ONE. My name was Aaron. Well actually it?s always been Aaron and to the best of my knowledge, still is but I?m going back some twenty years ago when the events that make up this short story took place and time dims the memory somewhat. I was fourteen at the time and my parents had, in their wisdom decided to move house from one side of London to the other and naturally I had to change schools. Not that I was bothered as I was a bright kid academically and physically blessed aspiring to a not all bad rugby fly half and a keen swimmer. I think that these attributes were what made me popular with the girls at my new school (my previous school wasn?t co-educational) and yes I enjoyed the attention. What hormone charged adolescent wouldn?t have and I have to say I made the most of it! Over the months that followed our move I became aware that it wasn?t just the girls that wanted to be with me, a boy some three years younger than me would hang around me at break times, often standing on the touch line during rugby practice and games and in some pretty awful weather at times but as the final whistle blew he would disappear never once stopping to talk to me or anyone else for that matter. He was a nice looking lad. No actually he was a little stunner and even though I didn?t consider myself gay or even slightly bisexual (I wanted nookie of the female persuasion thank you,) but even I could recognise beauty in another boy. He was no more than five foot tall, slender so far as I could judge with high cheek bones and wide set green eyes, full lips and long eyelashes that gave him an almost feminine appearance and no, I didn?t catch all of this detail immediately. That was to come later. One evening my father collared me for a chat and suggested that I should think about re-joining a swimming club if only to keep up my general fitness level. In truth I wasn?t bothered either way as whilst my upper body strength was good and I had powerful legs due to my rugby training, I knew I?d never be really fast as my feet weren?t broad enough. Anyhow after some consideration I agreed and the following week I presented myself at the local club for an assessment and while it went okay the head instructor was of the same opinion as myself, I would never be quick through the water but that I should think about the water polo team instead. I liked this suggestion and started training for the team never realising just how knackering it was! Some weeks of going to hell and back with every muscle in my body screaming for mercy I was invited to take part in a practice match after the race training had finished and it was then I saw him again. He was sitting up in the balcony overlooking the pool, obviously fresh out of the water as his hair was still damp albeit he was dressed to go home. Yes I know this sounds crazy but I really wanted to make a good impression, not for the team, not for me either but for him and so it was for that reason I played my heart out but as the whistle blew he upped and left leaving me slightly deflated however I did secure my place on the team and for that I was grateful. This was getting stupid. I wanted to talk to him. I found myself day dreaming about him. I desperately wanted to get to know him and a couple of days later I had that opportunity. Lunch break that day I was bouncing a rugby ball about in the playground and out of the corner of my eye I spotted him watching me and my heart went into my mouth. It was now or never so I gave him a cheery wave. My God! He smiled at me and waved back! I lobbed the ball in his direction and he made a passable job of catching it. Ice broken! ?Hey! How?s it going?? Poor kid turned scarlet! ?Um I?m okay thanks.? ?Didn?t I see you at the swimming club on Monday?? ?You noticed me?? ?Of course. You were up on the balcony watching me make a dick of myself playing polo!? ?I thought you were rather good actually.? ?Well thanks for that but I?m a beginner really. What?s your name?? ?Michael but I like to be called Mike.? I reached out to shake his hand and as we did so he blushed again, wonderfully! ?It?s really nice to meet you Mike. I?m Aaron by the way. What style do you swim?? ?I like individual medley but my strongest stroke is butterfly.? ?Shit. Really? My butterfly is crap, more like a hump-back whale rather than a butterfly. You know the sort of thing, lots of splashing about but very little movement through the water!? Obviously pleased with the compliment, he smiled broadly giving a show of his perfectly even white teeth. ?I thought you were the sort of boy that would be good at everything you tried?? ?I wish! Maybe one night at the club I?ll show you how shit my butterfly really is and then you?ll never want to be seen with me ever again!? ?No! That?ll never happen. Honest!? He obviously realised the implications of his words and blushed again big time, desperately embarrassed so I tried to put him at ease. ?Thank God for that! I didn?t want to lose a friend minutes after meeting him!? ?You mean that? Friends, - with me? You?re way out of my league. How come?? Now I?m on thin ice. I wasn?t thinking sexually about him but I knew I wanted to be near him just as much, if not more than I guessed he wanted to be close to me and I couldn?t think why I felt that way. Saved by the bell as the saying goes. Five minutes before resumption of academia for the afternoon and a chance for me to come up with a good and plausible reason for me wanting his friendship and company. ?Hey Mike? Where do you live. I mean what area?? ?Hyde Park Road. Why do you want to know?? ?I?m not so far from there and I wondered if you wanted to walk back with me tonight, that?s all?? ?I?d like that Aaron. Thanks!? ***** That evening following school we met at the gates and took the mile long walk towards home. It wasn?t long before he raised the earlier question of why I wanted him as a friend. ?You know, you?re three years older than me and normally the bigger boys look upon us as a pain in the arse, your good at sports and I?m rubbish, swimming aside that is so why do you not tell me to fuck off and stop following you around?? ?So you admit you do follow me around then?? It was getting towards dusk so I couldn?t see his blushes but I?d bet good money on the fact that he was! ?Well, I guess so. I mean I admire your rugby skills and stuff but even though I?d never spoken to you I liked you from a distance. Does that make any sense?? ?Maybe you?ve just answered your own question. You see I noticed you around at break times, at rugby practice and at some of the games and I never told you to fuck off because I was really rather flattered.? ?Thanks but you?ve all those girls mobbing you all the time so I still don?t understand and how come you were flattered?? ?Mike I honestly cannot answer that question ?cos I don?t know myself. Just an instinct maybe that you were a really nice guy and someone I really wanted to get to know. Do you know something? I?d see you on the touch line during practice and I was always disappointed when you were not about when it was over. I can?t explain why.? ?Really? Wow!? With that Mike threw his arms around me in a very brief hug then pulled away sharply. ?Sorry. I shouldn?t have done that.? I pulled him close and hugged him back and as I held him I could feel him relax. ?Don?t ever apologise to me for showing your true feelings Mike. What you did then was beautiful and I am so pleased you did it, okay?? ?It was a bit gay of me though wasn?t it?? ?I couldn?t give a flying fuck either way. Hell I?m still cuddling you aren?t I? Anyhow it feels good and if feeling good is a crime, gay or otherwise, I for one don?t give a shit!? Mike giggled at my swearing so effortlessly and eloquently! ?Cool! I never thought of it that way.? ?You should start. I liked it because it was spontaneous and came from the heart not like the girls you were talking about. They see me as a trophy, not someone they really like but just something they can boast about to their friends.? ?You want a regular girl friend?? ?No way! I?m too young and aside from anything else, if they want to open their legs and say ?help yourself? then who am I to argue! It?s odd thinking about it though. I?ve had the pick of the bunch but none of them really struck a chord with me. It was good sex but there was nothing more than that for me and actually I was quite pleased once they?d left. I don?t know.? ?I don?t know if I want a girlfriend. Is that too weird?? ?No it?s not weird at all. You?re still young enough to still see girls as creatures from another planet. Believe me with your looks they?ll be round you like flies round a honey pot give it a year or so!? ?You think I?m good looking?? ?I would prefer to use the term stunning looking actually. Oh God, that sounds just too close to gay for comfort!? ?Nice though! Thanks.? ?Look I live just round the corner from here. Do you want to walk to school together in the morning?? ?That?d be nice, thanks. That is if you don?t mind being seen with me hanging around you?? ?I don?t care what other small minded people think. We?re friends aren?t we? Fuck ?em I say!? ?Brilliant! Night Aaron and thank you?? ?For what?? ?Just thank you.? ***** I lay in bed that night and if I was to die right then and there, my tombstone would have just one word engraved on it. ?Confusion?. I could see Mike, every detail of him. I could still feel his urgent cuddle. I could almost smell him. My heart rate would up a notch just thinking that I?d be seeing him to walk to school together and I wanted to hold his hand as we walked but the really odd bit was, I didn?t care. No seriously now, I really didn?t care. Not that I thought of it at the time but I don?t recall any sexual ?thing? accompanying these thoughts but I knew enough to understand that here was someone I wanted to be with so very much and the possibility that I was in danger of falling in love with him, gay or otherwise didn?t matter to me. What scared me a little bit that he might not feel the same way about me. Fucking hormones! Why can?t I fall for a girl? I judged that things would run the distance no matter what and not without some difficulty, fell asleep. ***** ?What?s up Aaron? Not hungry this morning?? ?No Mum I?m okay. I just don?t have much of an appetite right now.? My Dad piped up ?I think he?s in love. That?s how I felt when we first met.? ?Dad?!? ?Are you Aaron? In love that is?? I could feel the heat building in my cheeks, none of this was lost on my mother. ?Who is she son? Is she pretty?? I desperately wanted to say ?Actually it?s a he and he?s fucking drop-dead perfect? instead I stammered something stupid like ?It?s not like that and I?m not, - in love that is.? My Dad just smiled and my dear mother just shook her head and said ?If you say so Aaron but it?s nothing to be ashamed of.? How is it that we can?t tell the truth like ?It fucking is if I were to tell you? but it?s not possible. At best they would just tell me it was a childish infatuation, at worst I?d be grounded for an eternity and as neither option appealed, I kept my council and made my escape from the house at the first opportunity. This meant I was left hanging around in the drizzle for half an hour until Mike turned up. Oh yes my heart did skip a beat when I saw him as well! ?Been waiting long? You look like drowned rat!? ?Thanks for the compliment Mike. Yeah I?ve been here for about half an hour.? ?You should have gone on without me rather than getting soaked through.? ?I didn?t want to. Anyway I didn?t want to let you down. We said we?d walk together after all didn?t we?? ?You got soaked for me?? ?Yes so what?? Mike took a quick look around and gave me a hug. ?That?s really nice of you Aaron but I?m not sure I deserve it.? ?Yes you do. I really like you and anyway I had to get out of the house as my folk were giving me the third degree.? ?Nothing too terrible I hope?? ?No nothing terrible at all actually but there are some things you can?t discuss with your parents aren?t there? Well this was one of them.? ?I guess I?m luckier than you then. My folk are really laid back probably due to them being hippies or as I remind them, aging hippies! But no I can talk to them about anything that?s on my mind. You for example.? ?ME!!! What?ve you been saying about me?? ?Oh they know I?ve wanted to get to know you for ages and how I was worried that you?d get pissed off with me hanging around you so last night they were really pleased for me that it had happened finally. You don?t mind do you?? ?Mind? Fuck no I don?t mind in the slightest. I just think you?re very lucky that?s all. I wanted to tell mine about you as well but it didn?t seem right somehow.? ?Why?? ?My old man accused me of being in love ?cos I didn?t want a big breakfast. It?s not the first time I?ve not wanted breakfast for heaven?s sake! Anyway I had to get out.? ?Because he was rather closer to the truth for comfort?? ?Sod off Mike!? Mike stopped walking, grabbed my wrists and looked into my eyes. ?I told mine that I thought I was falling for you Aaron. Maybe you didn?t want to hear that but I had to tell you before I got to the point where I?d get hurt. Tell me to sod off again and I promise you faithfully I will and I?ll never bother you ever again. Just pretend it never happened if that?s what you want?? ?You know that?s not what I want in this life or any other. I?m not as free-thinking as you and I?m confused as hell here. I went to sleep thinking about you, woke up thinking about you. What does that say about my feelings? I?m in denial. I never thought for a moment I?d fall for another boy and okay it?s happened and I?m scared shitless! God I don?t want to go to school today.? ?Who says we have to? We could always go back to my place? My folk should be about leaving for Glastonbury anyway and we?ll have the place to ourselves. What do you think?? ?We?ll get seven tonnes of shit on Monday for not turning up and that?s a fact!? ?We?ll just have to think our way around that one then. So, what do you say? We?ll be late now anyway and that?ll mean detention?? ?Okay. I?m up for it. I mean I couldn?t concentrate on stuff if my life depended on it anyway.? We wandered the back streets towards Mike?s house hoping we weren?t spotted. Stupid in hindsight as we would collect on the Monday morning, spotted or otherwise! We entered the house through the back door and were greeted by Mike?s Mum and Dad. He didn?t show the slightest surprise at this whereas I was ready to make a run for it! ?Hey Mikey! Who is your friend? Stupid question! You must be Aaron, right? ?Umm? yes I?m Aaron Mrs Bancroft. It?s nice to meet you.? ?Even nicer for us to meet you! Mikey doesn?t take breath without you coming up in conversation! Now here you are and I never knew he had such good taste in boyfriends!? I blushed for England but Mike?s Mum was a poppet and saw my discomfort. ?He thinks the world of you, you know that?? ?I think the world of him as well, sort of taken me by storm actually.? ?I can see that but something else is bothering you. Yes I might be a bit alternative, an aging hippy as Mikey keeps telling me. We?ve time enough if you want to talk.? ?My parents. God I can?t believe I?m telling you this! They think I?m in love with a girl and I want to tell them the truth because I love them but I can?t find the words. I?m scared sh...? ?Shitless! We understand that but you must look at it from another angle. They love you probably more than you love them. I can tell this from your appearance, the way you?re dressed and so on and it?s my guess that they only want the best for you. A good education, a good start into adult life and most importantly is your inner happiness. After all, what use are the first three without the fourth. Nothing Aaron. Absolutely nothing! If you?re sure about your orientation then you must tell them. Sure the truth can hurt but lies hurt more. If you lie to them and later they discover the truth, how do you think that will make them feel?? ?They?ll think I couldn?t trust them or confide in them.? ?Precisely! You are how the Gods meant you to be. You cannot change things to suit other people?s wishes and neither should you try. It?s your life to live and yours only. That said, you must retain the love and support of your folk and treat them as you would want them to treat you. Sorry if I bang on sometimes!? ?No you?re right. I never looked at it like that but it doesn?t mean I?m not really confused, scared even?? ?It?s a real man who is prepared to confront daemons for the sake of love and if you love Mike, you will find the opportunity and strength. Anyway. We?ve got to go now. Please don?t trash the place Mikey or if you do, try to put it back in some semblance of order before we get back! Goodbye boys and good loving to you both.? With that they were gone leaving Mike and I alone and for the first time, all the secrets were out. I think I?d declared my love for another and much younger boy in front of his parents and they were happy with it? Mike had said as much some time before and so it just left me to sort out my end and yes. I was worried but buoyed up by the attitude of his folk. I took a fresh look at Mike. He looked radiant, relaxed, calm even and more beautiful than I remembered. ?Aaron?? ?Yes that?s me?? ?You ever kissed another boy?? ?No but I think I want to.? ?Anyone in particular?? ?Nah! Anyone will do really but...? ?Let the lucky guy be me?? ***** We stayed at his house for the rest of the day and as God is my witness, we really didn?t do much else other than cuddle up and talk. Oh all right we kissed a bit, a lot, fuck it our lips hardly ever parted if you really must know. That was enough. I?ve kissed many girls, fucked them without passion, butt-fucked a few but it was just for the moment but right there and then I didn?t want to rush headlong into sex with this wonderful boy. Yes okay perhaps you think that?s so stupid but that?s the way I felt and I think that Mike felt the same way too as never once did he suggest going further. Is that the way love rather than lust is? Prepared to wait, suffer almost until the time is right? Whatever. I walked home with a mixture of elation and foreboding. Elated that I?d found Mike and that it was so obvious that we loved each other, the foreboding because I knew tonight I had to come clean with my parents. I comforted myself with the thought that if it did go tits-up I could go back to Mike but my fervent hope was for understanding. ***** ?Hi Aaron. How was school?? Now or never and Mum, I hope you?re in a good frame of mind! ?I didn?t get as far as school Mum. I bunked off.? ?You did what? That?s not like you? I thought you liked it there?? ?Yeah well I do normally but today was different. Is Dad about?? Mum looked at me quizzically. ?I?ll get him. Are you sure you?re alright?? ?Mum I?m fine. Really okay but I need to talk to both of you, please?? With all three of us sitting around the kitchen table I felt as if I was the chairman of the board, both of them waiting for the bombshell and like ?I?ve shagged these three girls and now they?re pregnant? seemed tame by comparison to what I was about to say. ?You know this morning when I didn?t want breakfast? Well I told you a lie and I feel really bad about it.? Dad intervened. ?Well sometimes it?s easier to say nothing at all especially if you?d rather people shouldn?t know son.? ?Dad it wasn?t like I said nothing, I lied to you and deliberately and no matter how I feel about my reasons for doing so, I love you and that was a really nasty thing to do.? ?So what was the lie son?? ?You said something about me being in love and I said I wasn?t. I lied because I am in love.? ?I?m hardly surprised, let?s face it, your reputation with the girls travels fast and we guessed it was only a matter of time!? ?Oh shit! I?m sorry for swearing but you?ve got it all wrong, it isn?t anything like that. I?ve fallen in love with another boy. Now do you understand? Lying to you was an easy option but I know how I feel and despite whatever your reaction was, I owe it to you to tell the truth. I?ve done it now. Think of me how you wish.? Hearing a pin drop doesn?t come close! Then my Dad spoke up and that in itself came as a surprise! ?Well Aaron. I don?t know what to say. I commend you for your honesty but otherwise this has come as something like a bolt out of the blue.? ?It did for me as well Dad but I have to be truthful to myself and my feelings. I just wanted you to understand that I could never live with myself without you knowing and that despite whatever your reaction was.? Mum got in on the act at this point. ?Thanks son. I?m not overly enthusiastic with the idea of my only son being gay but as your father said, the very fact that you?ve told us means so much. Yes we?ll always love you no matter what. That?s the way it goes.? ?So do we get to meet this young man?? ?So long as you?re nice to him Dad, anytime you like. I?ve met his folk and they?re really nice. Maybe we could all get together? It might be easier for you?? ?We?ll give it some thought. Are they comfortable with the situation?? ?They?re just pleased that he?s happy. Nothing more than that except that they like me too.? ?That?s very commendable and under the circumstances I think we ought to meet. Given your honesty and your desire to tell us the truth which must have been very frightening for you, I?ll contact the school and cover your absence for today and tomorrow but on the understanding that you promise me you will never truant in the future. Do we have a deal son?? ?Yes Dad. I promise you. Can I call Mike please?? ?By all means call him so long as you?re not on the line for hours, in fact why not invite them over now?? ?Them isn?t an option. His folks have gone off to the Glastonbury festival for the weekend, he?s on his own.? ?Oh for heaven?s sake! Invite him over Aaron?! On his own? That?s crazy!? ?He?s okay Dad, honest. They trust him on his own.? ?What part of ?invite him over? do you not understand Aaron? I don?t care what his folks do or do not do, get him here and pronto!? ***** ?Hey Mike, it?s Aaron. My parents have asked you over.? ?What?! Why? Did you say anything to them?? ?Um, yeah I did. Everything pretty much. They want to meet you. No more than that, they want you to come over for the weekend so you?re ?safe?!!? ?Weird! Okay I?ll pack a few things and see you in a bit. Will they be okay about things?? ?I dunno but my guess is they will. I?ve yet to fathom out the adult thought process. Mike? Please come over?? ***** Now I wasn?t in the slightest bit worried about Mike meeting my parents. I knew they?d like him but I was more bothered about me. Mike was comfortable with his sexuality whereas I was totally new to this and I didn?t know what to expect or how to act. Sounds stupid now doesn?t it? You should just be yourself and act normally but the realisation that I was definitely bisexual if not gay was shock enough and now, not twelve hours after admitting to Mike that I loved him, I was being thrust head long into something that I would have preferred to have evolved gradually. It wasn?t to be that way because I was brought down to earth by the sound of the doorbell. ?Are you going to let your friend in Aaron?? ?Yes Mum, I?m just nervous that?s all.? ?Everything will be fine. Go and answer the door.? There he was! In that split second I realised that this was the first time I?d seen him out of school uniform and if it was at all possible he looked even more beautiful than ever. ?God Mikey, you look wonderful! Come on in and meet my folk. Are you nervous?? ?Not especially. The way I see it is they will either like me or they won?t. It?s you who I want, not them. That said, I hope they like me!? ?It would make things easier! Come on, let?s get it over with.? I led Mike through the house to the kitchen where my father was sitting at the table pretending to be engrossed reading the paper and my mother was fussing about trying to look busy. ?Mum, Dad? I?d like you to meet Mike and please don?t rein act the Spanish Inquisition on him?? My Dad was the first to speak. He got up from the chair and held out his hand in welcome. ?It is very nice to meet you Mike. It?s not every day that Aaron has a friend visit.? ?It?s good to meet you too Mr Palmer and thank you for inviting me over. I hope I?m not putting you to any trouble?? At this point my Mum chimed in. ?Absolutely no trouble whatsoever Mike. It is really good to meet you. Would you like some coffee?? And so it went on, coaxing bits of information from him. His background, education, his parents and then the question they really wanted to ask. ?So you two are really close then.? ?I love Aaron Mrs Palmer. He?s my every waking thought. The one person in the world I constantly want to be with so yes, we?re close.? ?And you Aaron? Is that how you feel as well?? ?Mum. Do you honestly think I don?t feel the same? It took a lot for me to tell you earlier but I HAD to tell you. Yes I love Mike.? ?Yes we both understand how much courage that took and we are very proud of you for being so honest with us. Sorry Mike if we?ve grilled you but we had to know that is wasn?t just a mutual infatuation or crush. Aaron why don?t you show Mike your room? We?ll bang the gong when supper?s ready.? I for one was grateful for the chance to escape. Even though Mum and Dad had been gentle enough, I still felt rather embarrassed but interestingly enough, Mike didn?t. Once in the privacy of my room we talked about it. ?I?m sorry. You must have felt really bad having them fire all those questions at you?? ?No it?s okay. I kind of expected something like that would happen, after all they want to know that you?re happy with things and let?s face it, I?ve come along and upset the apple cart big time. Anyway, I like them!? ?Okay then, so why didn?t your folk give me the interview?? ?They already knew I was gay so for them it was just a matter of time whereas yours have had the bombshell just today. I think they?ve accepted things very well considering.? I held him close. Very close planting kisses on his lips all the time getting more urgent with each one. Mike opened his lips and we started the inevitable tongue dance and I could feel his cock swelling in his trousers, mine had already passed that point and was at full mast in my boxers. ?Maybe we should cool down a little Aaron. Supper might be any minute and we don?t want to go down looking flushed!? ?I could happily miss supper for more of this.? ?What? No breakfast and then no supper? Not wise under the circumstances!? Right on cue the gong sounded summoning our presence.. I squeezed Mike?s hand then went down to join my parents. ***** As we were helping with the washing up, my Dad appeared from his study. ?We?re going to my club this evening Aaron and probably won?t be back until gone mid-night so you?ll have the place to yourselves. Not too late to bed please although I?m not expecting you to go to school tomorrow. Eleven at the latest, okay?? ?Yes Dad that?s fine. By the way? What are the sleeping arrangements?? ?Your mother and I have decided that there would be no useful purpose served in making up a bed in one of the spare rooms unless that is you want us to?. I was getting really good at this blushing thing! ?What Dad is saying is that you have a queen sized bed in your room and doubtless you want to be together.? ?Thank you. I don?t know what to say.? ?We were young once remember? You run along and don?t do too much damage to my wine cellar!? ?Thanks Dad.? ***** Once they?d left for the club, I liberated a bottle of something ?not too expensive? from the cellar and took it through to the drawing room where my Dad bless him had lit us a blazing log fire. I poured us a glass each and we sat squat legged on the hearth rug. ?Well here?s to acceptance Mike. I never thought it would go down so well. Cheers!? ?Neither did I. They were even okay about us sharing a bed!? ?Maybe they thought that it didn?t much matter where we were sleeping ?cos if we?d a mind to be together we would anyway.? ?Talking about sleeping together, there?s something I want you to know. Ever since I started thinking about sex, I pretty much knew I was different from other boys and the longer it went on I realised I was gay but I want you to understand something. You are the first boy I?ve ever cuddled let alone kissed. As for anything heavier, I?m completely inexperienced and I?m a bit scared you?ll be disappointed with me.? ?Hey. Just looking at you gives me goose bumps. Just holding you makes my heart race, kissing you gives me an adrenalin rush. I don?t know what to expect but given the last three, I think whatever happens later will be absolutely incredible. I don?t believe anything with you will be in anyway disappointing.? ?Sweet.? ?I guess it?s just a case of going with your instincts. Whatever, I really want to find out!? ?Horny toad! Tell you what. The fire needs building up and we?ve drunk the wine. Shall we go up now?? ***** I let Mike shower first before making absolutely sure I was squeaky clean for him. My mind was doing cart wheels and my heart was banging in my chest like a jack hammer. I walked back into the bedroom and dimmed the lights right down low before sliding into bed beside my boyfriend. Mike turned over and I fell into his arms. Oh God he felt like nothing I?d ever experienced before. No girl I?d been with had ever felt so good. His skin was warm and soft as silk and I wanted to touch him all over and his kisses set my brain on fire. We ran our hands all over each other, probing and exploring, our kissing only stopping to come up for air, our cocks mashing into each other begging for attention. Slowly I ran my hand down his chest visiting each puffy nipple en route. Onwards to his stomach and south to my goal. I ran my fingers through a sparse patch of pubes before ever so gently wrapping them round his throbbing dick. Mike shuddered outwardly and groaned at my touch. He was pretty well put together for someone of his tender years. A good four inches of uncircumcised manhood, little balls draw tight to his body and his sac soft as wrinkled mole skin. I toyed with him like he was made of crystal, afraid that I?d break him but I wanted more. I had always loved giving girls oral and on the very rare occasion, being on the receiving end and so I ducked under the duvet and carefully took him in my mouth using my lips to fully retract his foreskin. Mike was mewing like a kitten as I slowly took as much of him in my mouth as I could manage. It was a strange sensation. He was as hard as steel but velvety soft at the same time. I was hooked and instinctively worked him as I would like to be worked and it wasn?t too long before his breathing became erratic. ?Aaron I?m almost there! You better get off before I cum!!? Get off him? In your dreams get off him! I was going to milk him dry and whatever he offered would be gratefully received! ?Aaron I?m telling you, oh God please! Oh God yesss, OH MY GOD!!!? Mike went ridged, his hands gripping my shoulders as he shot three sharp globs of cum into my eager mouth. I savoured them on my tongue before swallowing, returning to his now half-hard cock to collect the dribbles. How I managed to do that so naturally is a mystery to me even now. Maybe I just wanted him completely I don?t know but I do remember not being in anyway disgusted by this indeed I wanted him more, my feeling towards him gone up to a higher level with the realisation that we had just shared the single most ?personal? act possible. Mike came down to planet earth and cuddled into me. ?I wanted to do that for you first, you sod!? ?Well I?m older than you and age has its privileges! Mind you I?m not of a mind to stop you later if you want.? ?Have you heard of ?69 ing??? ?Yeah and I know where this is going as well.? Mike giggled. ?Yeah well. I?ve wanted you for a long time, longer than you?ve been interested in me so I want you to feel good as well. It?s not a one-way street is it.? ?No it?s not and you?re right. I never thought I?d say this but I want us to be lovers, real lovers but I?m not sure how it progresses from this.? ?We?ll grow together ?cos I?m not sure either. Are you okay? Horny I mean?? ?I?m sleepy. Today has been hard and I?m shot to bits actually.? ?And me as well. Hold me close. Let?s go to sleep.? ***** The following morning I woke as if from a horny dream. My cock was being gently toyed with and I could feel warm breath on my stomach. It took me just a few moments to realise where I was and who was with me as no girl had ever stayed around long enough for a repeat performance the following morning. I could feel the soft hands on my bits and it was obvious to me that if Mike carried on that way it wouldn?t be very long before I reached the point of no return. I gently pushed him away and scooted around so we could pleasure each other and once in position I lapped between his soft hairless legs and around his balls. Mike briefly stopped his ministrations on me and gave out a gasp. That spurred me on to run my tongue up between his ball sac and his bum lapping gently at his silky-soft skin. For his part he redoubled his efforts on my dick, my climax drawing ever closer. I switched my attention to Mike?s cock which was dribbling precum at an alarming rate. I don?t know which of us was making the strangest noises but only after a few minutes I could feel my moment coming. I tried to hold off but the torture was just too much. My balls tightened into my groin, I could feel the wonderful suction of Mike?s mouth on me but right then he stopped momentarily just as I could feel his dick swell in my mouth. We came as if one being. Mike?s offering lesser than the previous evening but mine, having been kept right on the edge for God knows how long was massive. Poor kid. I could hear him cough as he attempted to swallow my seed and the thought flashed through my head that he was doing what he was doing out of duty, not liking the taste but more like returning a favour. I needn?t have worried because seconds later I could feel his tongue ?cleaning me up? before poking his pretty head above the sheets. ?Wow! That was better than the best thing ever! Do you always cum that much?? ?No that was a biggie. I?ve not done like anything for ages.? ?What no girls? Not even a wank?? ?Nothing. I was kind of hoping, waiting to see? Well I was waiting to see if you? Were interested. That?s all.? ?Does that answer the question then?? ?More than answer the question! I love you Mike. I want all of you and I want you to want me back.? Mike looked pensive then said ?How do you feel about, you know? about fucking me?? ?Jesus I?d fucking kill you!? ?I?ve read up on it and they say it hurts like fuck to begin with but it gets so good that you want it all the time.? ?I couldn?t hurt you, you know that.? ?Yes but everyone has to go through it sometime so why not me with someone I love and trust?? ?You really want to? I mean I?ve no hangup?s about it but I?d be worried about you.? ?You?d stop if I asked you, wouldn?t you? I want to try it with you, not right now, not this minute but soon. I love you Aaron?? ?Oh God! Mike, I love you as well!? We just lay in a heap together, his head on my shoulders. I can tell you now, I?d never felt so at ease, so comfortable and happy in my entire life as I was at that moment. With the girls I?d had it had been way different, wanting them to fuck off as soon as I?d cum but with Mikey? So very different. Had he got up and left I think I would have been inconsolable. I was just so consumed by him, never wanting to get out of that bed, not ever! His gentle touch, his breath on my cheek, his warmth, everything about him made me need him more. So this is it then is it? This is how love is? Holy shit! Bring it on! ***** Chapter One ends. Feedback and comments are welcome no matter how you view this story. These should be addressed to the author. Andy. footea81@yahoo.co.uk