Date: Mon, 26 Jun 2023 17:02:46 -0400 From: Braddy Boyce Subject: Hide and Suck 14 DISCLAIMER: The names and details of my characters are fictious. Resemblances to real people, living or dead, are coincidental. REMINDER: Please donate to Nifty! =====BB===== I lay in between Sammy and Donnie, and I couldn't fall asleep. Maybe it was the triangle situation between the three of us, or maybe I was just horny. Either way, I wasn't remotely sleepy. Sammy's big bed was comfy, though. "Hey, Billy?" Oh, Donnie was awake! Maybe we could talk until I fell asleep. Sammy was definitely out. He never snored. Instead, he breathed softly at a somewhat quick pace compared to a bigger person, almost like a baby. I faced Donnie and smiled, but it probably wasn't that visible to him because our faces were silhouetted from the fiery-yellow nightlight. "Yeah?" He sighed. "Do you even feel anything about me? I'd rather you be honest so that I don't get my hopes up." Aww... The truth was that it was confusing for me, mostly because of Sammy. Had he never existed in the picture, things could've been different. Granted, I really did like Donnie, maybe a little more than I wanted to admit, but I liked Sammy just as much. "Please, Billy? Just tell me so I can finally move on." Oh... I swallowed, never realizing that that was a possibility. The last thing I wanted was to string Donnie along, but I wasn't ready to let him go. Why did he have to want romance, anyway? Why couldn't we just explore stuff some more and figure it all out in high school or college? But that was Donnie, and it was in his nature to cling onto a boy he loved. Loved... Wow... But he was my best friend, and I couldn't hurt him anymore. "Donnie...the truth is...I want you both. You and Sammy." "Really?" Somehow, Donnie didn't seem upset. If anything, I recognized that tone of intrigue. "So, does that mean you'd be my boyfriend if Sammy agrees to be yours, too?" I didn't know why I chuckled, which surprisingly made Donnie chuckle as well. "I don't think I could ever say `no' to that, so, yeah." There was a moment of awkward silence. "Maybe I could like Sammy someday," he said. "Well, I doubt it, but you never know, right?" Poor Donnie, sounding so hopeful for a chance with me. When we'd started messing around, things hadn't been complicated. We'd hung out and talked like normal, and nothing had threatened our friendship. Now that he was in love with me, everything changed. "Maybe. I hope so." "Really?" "Yeah. Because it means we could all be together." "But that's not normal, Billy. How would something like that work?" Donnie was right; it wasn't normal. Well, maybe to some adult couples who were open, but we were kids with limited experiences, and romance in our minds meant two people in love. Besides, that was if Sammy even agreed to it, if he was willing to share me with Donnie, given how much he liked me. Sammy's bedroom door slowly opened, startling me and Donnie. I quickly feigned sleep, then heard the door close, followed by faint footsteps across the carpeted floor. Then, a familiar voice whispered, "Hey, Donnie? You think you could maybe suck me off a little so I can finally go to bed? I'm so horny right now that I can't think." I wasn't surprised it was Ralphie and his usual self, but I continued to pretend to be asleep. I even faked some light snoring for dramatic effect, hoping Donnie would do the same. "Okay..." Donnie responded in a reluctant tone. "Nice! Let's go to the basement where it's cooler and quieter. Remember, you told me you changed your mind about Billy being the first. You said we'd do it tonight." My heart sank so low that I wanted to cry, like Ralphie was on the verge of taking something special away from me. It was one thing for Donnie to go down on him, but to do butt sex? And to no longer let me be the first? "Okay..." Did Donnie even want to, by that tone? No, he didn't! I couldn't take it anymore; I'd protect Donnie from making a big mistake. He was too soft and spineless; he needed me to be there for him at all times. I got up and forced a smile at Ralphie, probably surprising him by suddenly being awake all along. "He changed his mind again, so I get to be the first now." Ralphie scoffed. "That's not fair! Donnie literally promised me at Sammy's birthday party that he'd give it up to me because you didn't appreciate him." Huh? Donnie kept quiet, and though our faces were silhouetted from the nightlight, I could tell he was too scared to explain himself. "You made Ralphie a promise for something like that?" I asked. Still silent, which left me feeling defeated. Ralphie sighed. "You know what, the hell with this. You're just a couple of liars who like to play games. I don't think either of you should stay the night anymore." My heart raced because that meant I'd never sleep with Sammy again, unless he stayed over at my place, which wasn't as often as I'd like. I got up and faced Ralphie. "No, please, don't say that!" "Sorry, but it's pretty mean that Donnie leads me on when he knows how bad I want to go all the way. My girlfriend won't let me touch her, and I literally have no one else." After a moment of bracing myself, forming fists because of what was probably a rash decision to save Donnie from doing what he clearly didn't want to do, I finally said, "Take me instead." Immediately, my insides wilted from such words. "...Really?" Ralphie sounded shocked, but he also sounded as interested as I'd expected. I swallowed, glancing at an equally shocked Donnie, then nodded. "Yeah. I mean...didn't you once say a hole was just a hole?" Donnie got off the bed and crossed his arms with a pout. "I'll do it, too, if Billy does. You can take us both." 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