Date: Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:01:44 +0000
From: me!!!! ******* <hugsterbear@hotmail.com>
Subject: Jarrod's Story

As usual, if you do not approve of under age sex, or if it is illegal in
your area, do not read further! This story is almost all true. I may not
remember things as they were told to me....but I do have some written back
up and I need some of your help .  If you know Jarrod or can help me with
the people that use to go to the website we used.....write me and tell me
about it...i need your help!!

However, the subject and some of the activity are based on personal 
experience.

If you do choose to continue, let me know how you like the story and if I
should continue with further chapters.


Jarrod's Story


This is a sad but true internet love story.  I have been in the process of
writing a book about all of Jarrods friends and events that went on in his
life while he was in his favorite chat room.  I have been putting so much
information together for years.  I have written to some of his old friends
and gotten them to tell me stories and incidents that happened on line.
Many that did know Jarrod think this is a great idea to write a book about
him.  I thought I would give it a test here and see if you guys would like
a story like this.

I have to tell you, it isn't the usual hot and steamy torrid love affair
that you would come to Nifty and read.  It does have some cybering in it.
And there are some details about his real life boyfriend Kyle, and some of
thier sexual escapades. But for the most part, it is just a truely
beautiful story about a really charming, courageous and loving boy named
Jarrod.

In the story, I will use real screen names that these people used since
they were on the internet anyways.  I dont think that is infringing on any
copywrite laws or increminate any people. I wont for the most part name
real names or actual cities, but it will otherwise be as accurate as I can
make it.

I am trying this story out on Nifty because I want to get some help from
you guys that might have known Jarrod.  If you knew him please get in touch
with me.  I would like to have your stories and good times you might have
shared with Jarrod.  Remember....it was several years ago......maybe 8
years.  The chat room was called WBS.....and Jarrod used the screen
name.....LilAdonis.  So if you knew or talked to him, please help me out.
I might have talked to you too. Thanks.

And now...on with the tale.......

I knew this boy personally.  He was a student of mine.  Nothing sexual ever
happened between us but I don't know how I ever avoided it though.  Jarrod
was probably the most beautiful boy I had and have ever known.  The most
shiny black hair and malimute eyes that would make you melt when he smiled
those perfect white teeth at you.  He was just an all out beautiful
person. Jarrod was born in Austria.  His father was German and his mother
was French.  So, as you can imagine Jarrod spoke fluent German and French
as well as being well versed in a few other languages. Above all, Jarrod
was such a jokester and loved pulling opranks and telling jokes to
people. He was just always fun to talk to and more fun to be around.  Even
on his web page he had to have a joke page.  And he wanted to make everyne
laugh and feel good! He was a beautiful person.

I don't mean just a physical beauty. He was that.  Jarrod was also one of
the kindest, most caring and the most loving person I have ever known.  If
he sounds like he is perfect, well he was almost!

I honestly don't know anyone that knew him that didn't love him. Even on
the internet Jarrod made such an impression on people that everyone that
talked to him or heard about him wanted to be his friend.  Some had
different reasons than others.  Some wanted him sexually while others
seemed to be real friends with him.  That is what Jarrod wanted.

Many days and nights Jarrod would call me or email me about the fabulous
people and new friends that he had made on line and he really believed that
these people were his friends.  Later on after he had been on the chat room
for several months he began to see the people he thought were his friends
were not always the boys he thought he was talking to every day.  He also
would call me crying from the hurt and bad people that were tormenting him.

The website Jarrod went to was called WBS.  He even talked me into joining
that chat room and I have to admit it was an experience for me as well.  I
met a few people on there and was almost fooled by some people on there.
You see, I am sure you are all aware that people play these games and
pretend they are something and someone they are not. Jarrod never could
understand how and why people did that.  He didnt understrand why they
would lie to get to be friends with people when all he wanted was real
friends. He didnt understrand people were not as honest as he was.

Jarrod had a major fault. He trusted everyone and believed people he talked
to were the REAL friends that he didnt have in his real life.  Jarrod was
home schooled and didnt have all the friends that he so desperately
wanted. He did however have a real firend named Kyle.

Jarrod was hurt many times from people that he had met on line..After they
got to know him some of them even came forward and admitted they were not
the 'boys' they pre- tended to be. I got to know one inparticular named
Steve.  Jarrod really loved this person when he first got to know him as a
boy. Jarrod one time even tried to get a way to go up north to meet
Steve. Steve turned out to be one of the good guys!

It has been some time since all of this happened and I dont remember that
much of actual conversations with many of his friends.  I do remember the
stories Jarrod told me and some of the good times he shared with his.  But
I will briefly tell you some of his friends that he got to know and be
friends with.

Steve....a real friend with Jarrod. They met as boys.  later when Jarrod
started to confide in his friend Steve realized Jarrod was a nice and
sensitive boy and leveled with him about not being a kid.  He told me all
about it and from Steve being honest with Jarrod, this helped him to
understand so many of the other people he met on line.  This even helped
him learn to see signs and figure out who the real people were and who was
playing net games.

Jarrod was a beautiful person and had the looks everyone desired.  His
parents being afluent as they were knew influential people and this led
Jarrod and his younger sister to model for clothes and department stores.
Jarrod modeled for the Gap, Wards and several local businesses in his
town. Because of this, this led to an incident where someone tried to take
advantage of Jarrod in a mall where they were doing a commercial shoot.

Jarrod was injured and scratched his arm pretty badly. Normally this
wouldnt have been that bad but Jarrod was a hemopheliac.  He did have some
problems from the incident and this led to him meeting Kyle and them
becoming friends.

Just to give you some background on Jarrod friends....I will describe some
of them to you so when they come up in the story you wont be completely in
the dark.

Slack....well this was a character that I even had a run in with myself.
He terrorized Jarrod and followed him at the mall one time when he was
doing another commercial.  He also stalked Kyle at his local high and even
tried to talk Jarrod into meeting him.  He sent Jarrod porn and made so
many suggestive comments to him. He just plainly had Jarrod scared to go
out any place.  It finally got to the point where he was threatening Jarrod
to meet him or he would hunt him down. Slack went in the chat room and told
other people that he had seen Jarrod at the mall and next time he would get
him.

Luckily Jarrod and his family lived in a gated community and Slack was not
able to get to him like he told Jarrod he would do.  He went to the
extremes of embarrassing Jarrod in the chat rooms and harrassing him with
email and other tricks that he thought would hurt Jarrod.  He even went to
the extremes of making fun of Jarrod and doing everything he could and
threatening to kill himself if Jarrod wouldnt meet him or talk to him on
line.  Slack was hated by so manty people in the chat room and would so
many times get a new i d and come back in and try to be friends with the
people that he was harrassing and wanted nothing to do with him.

Jim....now here was a really fine person.....Jarrod really loved Jim.  Jim
helped Jarrod make his web page and that was something so special to
Jarrod.  Jim was always there for Jarrod the many times I wasnt.  Jim
helped Jarrod out so many times and they would share jokes and so many good
times in the chat rooms and even had their own private chat room.  Jarrod
was so proud of the web page that Jim and he had made together.  Jarrod
would come over to see me and just bubbling over with excitement about his
web page and most times was so excited that I could never keep up with his
enthusiasm.  He truly loved Jim.  He told me so many times he couldnt
communicate with Jim on certain things and he felt Jim was getting
frustrated with him.  But he never once felt anything but love for
Jim. Jarrod would sit in front of my computer and pull up his web page and
go to the friends gallery. Jarrod loved the pictures of all his friends.
Jarrod had some of the most beautiful boys and was even friends with people
I knew on the net. They were pretty popular and all loved Jarrod.  Nitten
and another model from Russia were good friends to Jarros as well.

Jarrod would ask me all the time to go into the chat room with him so we
could share the great friends there.  I for most knew that so many of the
so called teens there were just older guys wanted to chat with young guys.
If people would only be honest and not try to trick people.  Most people
could pick up on Jarrods honesty once they got to be friends with him.
Jarrod would so many times tell me he had found another faker and wanted to
see if he could get him to tell him the truth and still be friends.  Jarrod
came to me many times and told me that he confronted someone....and told
them that he was hjis friend and wanted him to be honest. Jarrod said a few
of them felt so bad about trying to trick Jarrod that they left and didnt
come back in.

There was one person that tried to make everyone believe that he was
Johnathan Taylor Thomas.  Jarrod and he wrote many emails and talked in the
chat rooms so many times and I did manage to keep some of those emails that
I plan to put into the book. Maybe even some of them here.  Well, there
came a time when Jarrod was going to california with his dad and he told
the JTT faker that we was going to be out there and had talked his dad into
taking him to the set. Jarrods father worked with several celebs, since he
was an attorney.  He was well known.  He told JTT that he would surprise
him when they got there.  He immediately told Jarrod so many reasons why he
couldnt act like he knew him.  It did bother Jarrod so much he came to me
not understanding why his friend didnt want to ack- nowledge they knew each
other.  I tried to explain to Jarrod he might not be who he says he was.
Jarrod was furious.

Jarrod was smart!  He went to california to the set of the show.  Met and
talked to JTT and was elated when he came home and told me all about it.
Then he got his gears in motion for the big scheme!  When he talked to the
JTT on line he waited for him to mention them meeting. There was no talk at
all.  Jarrod then casually brought up the subject about something that
happened on the set while they were there.  Jtt wanna be had no idea what
he was talking about.  Instead of Jarrod outing the guy.....he told me he
didnt want to hurt his feelings and tell everyone he was a liar.....but he
did write an email to him and I was with him when he sent it.  It was a
touching and well thought out email.  He told him about being there and he
knew he didnt know anything about the trip, but he wouldnt tell anyone
else.  The wanna be never came back in the chat room.  Jarrod had lost a
friend.

This was a time that Jarrod learned not to confront people he knew were
lieing to him and not who they say they were.  Some on the other hand came
out and told Jarrod. They even told him that they were just afraid of not
being accepted.  Jarrod immediately became better friends with them.
Sometime when I went into the chat room Jarrod would PM.....  private
message me...and tell me who was real and who wasnt. We had a lot of
laughs!

There were many many other friends that Jarrod got to be freinds and cared
about and some of them were real teens and they were goods friends.

I will just mention some of the friends and hopefully if you are out there
and see your old screen name...please email me and give me some stories and
things that happened with you and Jarrod.  I wont emntion names and cities
like I said...I see no reason to try and embarrass or cause problems with
anyone.  I just feel Jarrods story should be told. It is a beautiful one!

JustinNCalilif......  robbio19...  squirtking (he loved you)..  bartman....
Jaguar...I think he loved you in a special way....I remember him telling me
you were the first one he had cyber sex with.I will tell about that...so
help me out with the details.....  sweetray...you were special to him as
well....  imsuknu....  levi1 damian..I think you are the same as Jaguar
teenboy----I think this was Steve tecumseh---he loved you because he could
talk to you in his own language KanterTelemir----I dont think I ever talked
to you daveyblu--this was one of the fakers he liked hoagie19---you were
one of his favorites david416----you meant the world to him
Justin15ny-----he loved your pics you sent him chip1234--you know he liked
you so much doom1234----you were a fav too montanner--he loved you and you
hurt him big time gopher-----the JTT faker Kris--79 Joebigbro Midnight
Tom---his english friend Matt_15------this was the worst faker of all....he
pretended to have leukemia and put Jarrod through so much hell.....Jarrod
loved this guy....and finally found out he was a faker when he told
everyone he was going to the mayo clinic and even wrote Jarrod email from
the hospital...supposedly...then Jarrod asked his mother to send Matt
flowers to the Mayo clinic.....she had to breakl the news to him that there
was no one there by that name...or anyone that even resembled Matt...and no
young boy had come in with in the last couple weeks. He finally died and
his supposded little brother emailed Jarrod Matt had died....do you know
anyone that would give thier little brother their email password?  This
shattrered Jarrod and caused him to have some really bad health problems.

Well....this is about it for the intro....if any of you knew
LilAdonis...Jarrod...please contact me and tell me some of your
rememberings.....

I will tell you how this story ends...but believe me that is not the story.
  There was so much that went on.  If you like true love and passion and
the coming out of a beautiful boy....you might just like getting to know
Jarrod.

Jarrod had hemophelia.....a month before his 18 birthday he went to Germany
to have a new procedure with cell replacement....it was a really trying
time there....and Jarrod faught a hard battle...but lost it.  Jarrod died 2
days before his 18th birthday.

It was truely a sad day and a loss to those that knew him.  And even more
to those who would never have the honor and previledge of meeting and
knowing Jarrod.

I doubt I can get much of the dialogue between Jarrod and his friends...so
please help me out here. If you knew him and can help...let me
know.....thanks......

part 2 will be coming shortly if you would like to hear the story. I dont
know if this is the kind of story you would want to read here. thanks