Date: Tue, 15 Aug 2006 06:16:14 +0100 From: Jonas Henley Subject: Kids of Indian Spring, Chapter 10 Kids of Indian Spring By Jonas Henley Chapter 10 Wednesday, 14 June 1995 12:25 pm Caleb ignored the wet feeling in the seat of his pants as best he could and hurried home. All he had to do was just park his bike and hurry in and change clothes, before he ran into Rich or any of the other kids that might be playing around the house. When he pulled up to the house, however, he saw a strange car parked outside. It was a recent model Chevrolet. He couldn't imagine who would own such a car or why they would be at his house. His dad hated Chevrolets. Really hated them, as in everything about them. So did his grandfather who lived down a side street nearby. For that matter, he was pretty sure everybody in his extended family had the same feelings against Chevrolet, though he wasn't always sure why. Caleb himself harbored a secret interest in Corvettes, not that he would ever admit that to anybody he was related to. He shrugged his shoulders and figured whatever the reason this car was parked there, he could find Rich and ask. First, though, he had to change clothes, as Joey's cum had completely leaked out and soaked the back of his shorts, at least that's what it felt like. Still, it was worth it for his first fuck back there. First? He was already thinking of getting another. With a broad smile on his face he went on in through the side door and into the kitchen. "Dad!! What are you doing home??" This was unexpected. His dad was supposed to be at work. Caleb dropped his hands down to his side as if the stain of leaked cum could be seen from the side of his knee length cargos, as well as the back. It was definitely time to be a little scared and a little paranoid. "Well, nice to see you, too, son. And where exactly have you been?" "Oh, uh, sorry Dad. I didn't mean I wasn't glad to, um, see you. I just, uh, wasn't expecting you to be home. Um, that's all." Jonathan Parker was more interested in his son's fidgeting nervousness at the moment and wasn't going to let the avoidance of his question slide. "Well, Caleb, it's nice to know that at 14 years old you are still glad to see your old man around. It so happens that I had to get the car repaired, and I got the rental car outside for the day." "But it's a Chevrolet." Caleb jumped in with this comment, hoping to keep the change of subject going. He should have known better. All it did was raise his dad's suspicions higher. "I know it's a Chevrolet, son. It's all the damn dealership had. Now, I'm only going to ask once more, and then I'm going to take off this belt and use it on your backside if you try one more time to change the subject." "Yes, sir." Caleb replied meekly and with a small amount of fear. "Now, where have you been?" "Um, outside." "Your answer is - 'um, outside' ? You aren't sure where you've been?" "I've been outside, sir." "Playing with Rich?" "Um, yes sir. I mean, yes sir." "You haven't been riding your bike around Indian Springs? I seem to remember you are still grounded." Caleb had to think about this one. Had his father seen him riding around? If he had, then he would catch Caleb in a lie, which would be very bad for Caleb. But if he hadn't seen Caleb, then . . . . "OK, that's it." Caleb's dad began, obviously tired of his son's stalling and well aware now that Caleb was hiding something. "Apparently, I need to get your attention and remind you that I expect straight answers when I ask you a question. Bend over the kitchen table." "Dad! No please!" Caleb's eyes grew wider as he watched his dad start to unbuckled his belt and pull it out of the loops in the dress slacks. "I'm sorry, Caleb, but we tried the question and answer session for long enough without you getting it right. Now I need to remind you who the father in this house is." "Dad, please don't, no . . ." But Caleb's pleading was falling on temporarily deaf ears. "No, son, you'll remember this lesson better this way. I'll do it on the outside of your pants, and then we'll start all over. If you don't answer quickly enough or learn your lesson afterward, then we'll drop a layer of your clothes and add a couple of swipes." Caleb was torn. He desperately wanted to argue this or plead his case or slow down the inevitable. But he knew well enough that any of those three options would very much make things a lot worse for him. Caleb began shuffling toward the kitchen table beside which stood his father, belt in hand and waiting. Caleb was trying desperately to not plead or to show his fear. He was seriously questioning his actions for the day; and some of the guilt he had had the last time (when he had tried to penetrate himself with the candle) was coming back to him in full force. His dad didn't notice the reddening of Caleb's face in time as both were suddenly distracted by the sound of the screen door. Both turned to the sound and watched as 10 year old Rich walked in. Rich entered the kitchen warily, eyeing the belt in his dad's hand and wondering what was up. "Uh, hey Dad. Whose car is that outside?" "Never mind about that car," Jonathan Parker stated. He was already in a bad mood about having to take his own car in for repairs, a worse mood because they gave him a Chevrolet in exchange, and his mood was getting worse by the minute. He shook the belt at Rich and said, "You! You tell me where your brother has been!" Rich's eyes went wide. Was this a trap? He cared a lot about his brother. Not to mention that if Caleb got in trouble, he probably would to, as well, to some extent. It's just the way his dad did things. So it was an easy decision. "He's been with me. Outside playing." "Rich . . ." Caleb began, fearing his brother was walking into a trap, but he was cut off by their dad. "You hush up!" Mr. Parker exclaimed, shaking the belt now at Caleb. Then he turned back to Rich for confirmation of his answer. "You're telling me the truth, Rich, son?" "Yes, dad. Honest." He didn't like lying to his dad, but he didn't want to get Caleb, or himself, in trouble, either. He'd just have to ask his older brother to cool it with going over to Joey and Stevie's (for whatever reason that was, though he figured it was to spend time with Emily, doing whatever older boys do) until the grounding period was over. It turns out, that their dad hadn't seen Caleb ride up on his bike. He was just sure that his oldest son had been hiding something. Oh well, he thought, maybe it was just his own nerves. "Sorry boys," he said, putting back on his belt, "I've had a rough day. I shouldn't be taking it out on you two." Rich just nodded. Caleb just said, "It's cool dad. The rental car does suck." He got a tired smile out of his dad. But then was told, "Next time I ask you a question, you answer it straight out." "Yes, sir," Caleb said. He, like Rich, was feeling fairly sick inside for lying directly to their dad. But at the same time they were glad that they weren't going to get a spanking. "OK boys, you can go." The boys retreated in some relief. It was then that Jonathan Parker noticed something. In his concern for being spanked and caught out in a lie, Caleb had forgotten one very important feature of the day's events. When he turned to leave, glad his father was no longer going to spank him, he heard his dad say, "What's that on your pants?" Caleb spun around, a new fear in his face. Rich leaned around to see for himself. Caleb began to stutter an evasion when his dad began taking off the belt again to remind him that he better have a clear answer. "I don't know dad, honest. Maybe I sat in something." That was most likely, even his dad would admit that, but still the boy seemed like he was hiding something. Jonathan just nodded but said, "Come here. Turn around and face the table." Caleb was way too afraid at this point of his father's anger and of the belt in his hand to even try and disagree. He just hoped it didn't look as bad as it had felt, or maybe it had sufficiently dried. But maybe that would be worse? He walked up to the kitchen table, which came up to his waist, and rested his hands on it in front of him, blushing considerably and hoping his father's inspection would be quick. To add to his embarrassment, though, Rich had walked around to watch the proceedings from an advantage behind Caleb. "Did you have an accident in your shorts?" Then feeling of his dad's hand on his left buttcheek had sufficiently jarred him so that he couldn't think to lie. He should have just said yes; after all, the cum stain was directly below where his hole would be. Instead he just blurted out the truth, "No sir!" Mr. Parker put his finger on the wet spot and pulled it away. It had the slightest stickiness to it. He smelled it and smelled a very slight vaguely familiar odor to it, but the light smell of butt overpowered it so that he couldn't place it. Still, his curiosity was piqued. "Bend over, Caleb," he told his son. "But dad . . . " "BEND OVER!" Caleb did so immediately. His elbows now rested on the kitchen table and he was trying desperately to think of something else and not get an erection as he felt his father's fingers feel around for the snap to the khaki cargo shorts and then when pulling down the zipper. He turned three more shades of red as he felt the shorts fall to the floor. There was a pause as he felt a tug behind on the outside of his briefs. Then another horror hit him as he felt the hands at his waistband and the briefs slowly tugged down - right there in the kitchen!! And right in front of Rich!! Rich was no longer thinking about his lie or about whether he would get in trouble. All thoughts of such had left his head as he stared at the show going on before him. It had actually been awhile since he had seen his brother naked, and here it was on display before him. It was only the backside, but Rich was still fascinated. He had, actually, for sometime been trying to get up the nerve to ask Stevie or Ian or some other boy to play doctor, or something of the like. He had been developing a growing interest in what other boys must look like as his own body began developing slowly. For now he just watched on in eager interest, an interest that was not to be disappointed. Caleb felt his underwear being pulled all the way down and heard his dad say: "Spread your legs, Caleb, as best you can." Caleb did as he was asked, just agreeing out of basic fear now. He heard a slightly whispered 'Cool' that unknowingly had escaped from Rich's mouth. Rich wasn't even conscious of it. It just came out as he saw the slight spread in the ass and the roundness of the tightened scrotum hanging underneath. Their father ignored Rich's comment, as he was intent on other things. He reached both his hands down and grabbed hold of a buttcheek on each side and spread open his oldest boy's ass, revealing the hole to both himself and his youngest son watching on in earnest. This time he also heard the barely audible gasp coming from Rich, but he ignored this too, as something else had his attention. "Daaad," Caleb finally began to protest as he felt his asscheeks being spread and everything put on display for his dad and his younger brother Rich. "Shut up." His dad just simply and curtly said, and Caleb did. What Jonathan Parker saw within the crack of his young teenage son's full, squeezable ass, was simply an anus, though very slightly puffy, and very slightly red, with the traces of something greasy. It was enough to tell him what had happened. There was only one thing that could have occurred here and caused that stain, and Jonathan Parker knew what it was. Caleb, meanwhile, was very much afraid of what his father could or could not figure out just from looking back there. "Stand up." He heard his father say. "Step out of your shorts." Caleb complied, almost shaking in fear. Mr. Parker bent down and picked up the shorts and fished through the pockets, pulling out a small tin of medicated Vaseline. Everything fit now. He just couldn't figure out for the life of him how this had happened. Or why. He made Caleb turn around and face forward. Caleb tried to hide his semi-hard dick and balls but had his hands slapped away. Mr. Parker held the Vaseline in one hand and the belt in the other and said to his son, "Every hesitation, two licks with the belt, understand?" A very red Caleb just nodded, afraid to take more than a fleeting glance at his brother. "Any lie, and you'll get twenty for each one. Hard licks to - on your bare ass." Caleb nodded his understanding, and accepted that there was no way out of this. He was just too guilty, too embarrassed, and too scared to lie. "What was this for?" He indicated the small tin of Vaseline. Caleb looked only briefly again at his wide-eyed brother Rich and then to the ground. "For sex," he said very quietly and meekly. "OK. Look up when you answer me. If you answer quiet or look down, three swats." Caleb looked up, trying not to cry of both shame and embarrassment. There was no way to stop any of this from coming out. "Did you let someone fuck you?" "Yes sir." "You let someone put his penis in you?" "Yes sir." He was fighting the urge to look down, fighting the urge not to mumble or speak softly, and given up on fighting turning red. "A boy or a man?" "Boy." "You let this happen, or were forced?" "Let it." Rich was wide-eyed. He at first didn't understand what the first question could mean. After all, his brother was not a girl, how could anyone fuck him? But he was putting it together now. And he couldn't believe it. The thought of what this meant, of what had actually happened was incredible. Unbelievable, really. And a more than a little bit fascinating. Their dad continued. "Explain to me, you let it happen, or you went looking for it? Does this have something to do with why your underwear was wet yesterday?" Caleb wasn't sure which question to answer first. "Answer me!!" "Yes, sir! I mean, uh, I, uh, sorta went looking for it, um, sort of. I was, uh, there yesterday, too." His embarrassment at being exposed so naked like that was keeping a semi on his dick, a semi that only started to get more full as he thought about what he had 'sort of' gone looking for and found. "Did you know about this, Rich?" Their dad now turned his attention to his youngest son. Rich, however, was now preoccupied with looking at the big dick floating up before him. He didn't know his brother was that big. It really had been a while since he had seen him naked down there. He was therefore shocked at hearing his name all of a sudden. "Huh?" "Don't 'huh' me, boy, answer my question, did you know about this?" Poor Rich just thought his father meant did he know that Caleb had gone off the day before on his bike, and he nodded an affirmative. Mr. Parker thought that meant that Rich knew Caleb was giving his ass away and that Rich was deliberately covering for him with lies. "Who did this? Who's been fucking you?" "Dad, please . . . ." "Damn it, Caleb, I'm not going to ask again. It's obvious that stain in your shorts and underwear is cum that has leaked out of your ass. I want to know who's cum that is. Now!" "Joey's." Caleb said meekly, barely even glancing over at Rich's astonished face. Mr. Parker let this one meek answer pass. "Joey Vargas?" "Yes sir." "That boy can cum already? I don't believe it. He wouldn't do something like this anyway. He's barely older than Rich here." Rich just nodded again, still blown away by this revelation. "It's his dad," Caleb said, weary of what he had been put through. "It's Joey's cum, OK. I'm sorry, but it's his. I let him do me." " 'Do you'??? Geez you sound like some cheap whore." "Dad . . . " "Shut up. And get dressed. Why did you let him?" "I wanted to try it. See what it felt like." Again meekly. "I can't believe you like this. You like having your ass stuffed? By other boy's dicks??" Their dad was angry now. His voice rising. Caleb knew it wasn't a question to be answered and just kept getting redressed red-faced. "You like having cum shot up your ass?" "Dad, please . . ." "Did you fuck that kid too?" "No, dad, honest." "So you just like it one way?" Poor Caleb couldn't win. His dad then rounded on Rich. "And I can't believe you helped him in this! Thought it was something cool did you? Something worth lying about?" "Dad! I didn't . . ." Rich began, finally coming to his senses now that his brother was dressed again. He tried to protest his innocence, but it was too late. His dad cut him off. "Probably want to try it yourself!" "No, dad . . ." "Have you done this before, Rich?" "No!! Dad, I didn't . . . ." "Shut up! Both of you! Go to your rooms!! We aren't finished talking about this, but for right now we are. I can't believe this. I tried to prevent something like this. I guess I can't. Go to your rooms. We'll talk about this later." Both boys went to their rooms; both too embarrassed to talk to each other. Jonathan Parker didn't know what to think now. Or what exactly to do. But one reality really bugged him. 2:35 pm Meanwhile over at Chase Havard's house (Tyler's friend in Sweetwater) a bunch of boys were diving, swimming, frolicking and otherwise having fun within and around the pool. In addition to Tyler and Blaine, Kelley and his little brother Ethan, Ben Brewer, and Nathan, there were several friends of Chase's, one of his cousins, his little brother with his friend from next door, and three other boys from the neighborhood: Andrew, Bobby, and Paul. The pool was full, but the boys were involved in a multitude of smaller group conversations and games. Ethan and Ben made friends with Charley Havard, age 10 like them, and the next door neighbor Anthony, who had just turned 11 the last week. Tyler was challenging a series of boys to various dives off the board, but Chase's cousin was proving hard to scare-off or out-perform. The craziness of the dives and the complexities of the dares was slowly increasing, a situation where Tyler tended to thrive. Chase and Kelley hung out with another of Chase's friends, Mark. They never noticed Blaine sneak off next door, with a young boy's attempt to woo the older sister of Anthony, Bethany. At 14, she was a year older, but two grades higher than Blaine. That can be a big difference at that age, but summer is the time when most rules are off. Besides, Blaine had been feeling a bit randy all day that day. Ever since yesterday, actually, when he watched Kelley wolf down a PB&J sandwich covered in his cum, as well as the cum of a few others. It had kept him hard and embarrassed for the last day. A girl was what he needed, if only to talk to one. Where was his cousin Leslie Anne Horton now? So Blaine had gone off and the rest of the boys enjoyed the pool, except for Nathan; he was much more enjoying the other boys in the pool. Three boys in particular. And one of those more than the other two. The three boys were neighbors of the Havards; at least they all lived within two blocks of each other. They were pretty good friends, one of those few threesomes that actually works, and all born within two months of each other. Andrew was the tallest of the three, and always had been. He was a fairly conscientious kid with the air of a peacemaker. He had a slim stomach with a clear tan line that could be seen just as he was pulling himself up out of the water. The tan slim back broke into a startling white rim of flesh just barely above the space where the back ends and the flare of the buttocks begin. The tantalizing view however was always quickly put to an end as he reached back and tugged the black-waisted red swim trunks back up from where the water had pulled them down. Andrew was not much of a sports enthusiast but he still spent a lot of time outdoors, including frequent afternoons in his next-door neighbor's pool. His black hair was a very nice compliment to his elongating face that showed the unmistakable beginnings of puberty. His underarms showed this as well, but he generally kept his arms tucked down. At this moment where we rejoin the boys, he is standing out of the pool beside Paul, who is sitting in one of the deck chairs with his knees pulled up. Paul looks more like you would expect of any 12 year old, and the youngest of the three. He had light brown hair cut shorter than Andrew's. Paul wore his glasses continuously now. He initially only needed them to read with when he was 8; but now, he needed them most of the time. This particular pair was specifically designed for outdoor activity. They had custom wrap-arounds and special plastic lenses. He would take them off when he dove into the pool, but always kept them on when on the side. His green eyes twinkled behind the lenses, his perpetual smile half open as though he suddenly stopped speaking in mid-sentence. His freckles were so light they were only really noticed up close; the sun made them darker, but he didn't venture frequently into the sun. In fact the only time he ever went outside was with one or both of either Andrew or Bobby. Paul was much more of a reader. Now Bobby was the instigator of the bunch, though Andrew was certainly known to spur him on, just out of fun. Paul might be the one to put a half-formed question or curiosity out there, but it was Bobby that would supply the energy in exploring it. Bobby was about the same height as Paul, with about 5 more pounds on him and a darker brown mop of hair. He too had a twinkle in his eye, but often for a very different reason. A very outgoing and gregarious boy, yet at the same time fiercely loyal to the friendship the three boys had, Bobby was the one now chatting with Nathan in the pool. And chatting pretty close at this point. Nathan had met, and instantly liked, all three boys that afternoon. The Havard pool certainly had no shortage of eye-candy, but Nathan's attention had been drawn more often that not to these three, perhaps because of the ease with which they hung out, though all three seemed to be a little different from each other as different could be. The other two boys had been hard to get to know, but he and Bobby had hit it off pretty good. Nathan had talked one-on-one with each during the 3 hours they had been at the Havard's house, but he had talked to Bobby the longest. Initially when they had talked they maintained the distance that two boys who barely knew each other would normally maintain, in public or otherwise. But now, the boy was practically right on top of him, on the side just out from under the diving board. Nobody's attention was on them, and despite what he thought, no-one noticed the hard-on in Nathan's swim shorts. Besides the fact that no one was paying attention, he just wasn't that big and most of his body was underwater. Still he felt certain anybody could see, and goodness knows Bobby was almost close enough to feel it. Bobby's wet mop-head was arranged in all directions, more flat than anything, as he had pushed it out of his eyes and off his forehead the last time he surfaced. That was about 10 minutes ago, just shortly before he joined Nathan at the wall for a third, and much closer, time for that day. Bobby had a sense that Nathan was interested in boys. He had watched Nathan stare at practically every boy in the pool, including that pretty good looking boy he came with. Now Bobby was not interested in boys per se, but he had to admit to himself that Kelley was a definite looker. Nathan looked nice too, and Bobby tried out his theory about the boy by getting as close as possible without anybody else noticing, which as it turns out was pretty close. The only people who did notice were Ethan, out of casual interest; Kelley, out of genuine concern, after all these were Sweetwater boys - guys they would be going to school with for the next 6 years; and Paul and Andrew, who were uneasily privy already to Bobby's suspicions and attempts. Bobby hung on the side of the pool half-facing Nathan, who was doing the same, their bodies almost touching, to the point that the water between them was more or less captured and warming to their body temperatures. Bobby had that mischievous smile, those twinkling eyes, and the challenge on his face that almost dared people to talk to him and to like him. He had small dark nipples, hard still from the breeze when he had pulled himself out of the water, deliberately putting his round plump pubescent butt right before the face of Nathan. Now he looked directly into Nathan's eyes and could see the nervousness, the frightful interest; he didn't have to check the boy's crotch to know this kid had it bad for other boys. Bobby had an uncle that supposedly was gay (was gay, but tried to hide it from his family, and they tried to hide the fact that they already knew), so he was a little wise to the world in terms of the options-open lifestyle. But not too wise. He still didn't understand all the mechanics, but he knew that some guys got off on other guys and had hooked this understanding to the phenomenon of jerking off that he and his two friends had discovered a year or more ago when they were all as bald as Paul still was. But how that all started for those three boys is another story (Chapter 10b). For right now, Bobby had Nathan hooked and he knew it. For that matter, both boys knew it, though Nathan was very reluctant at admitting it because of Kelley's warning to him about getting close, in either a physical or sexual way, with the boys in Sweetwater. At this point he looked over and saw Kelley looking at him. Kelley had read the body language of the two boys and knew what was up. He shook his head no at Nathan. Nathan went back into conversation with Bobby, after he put a little bit of guilty distance in between them. Bobby wasn't sure how to interpret this and looked back at his own friends. Andrew just rolled his eyes and Paul closed his, lying back in the chair. Bobby turned back to Nathan no longer sure he had all this figured out just right. "So, uh, Nate, you want to get together with me and Andrew and Paul and just hang out some time? Before school. Soon, I mean." Crap, Bobby was thinking to himself, what was he sounding like? Nathan just smiled, inwardly because his insides were turning over just being close to this hunky growing boy, and outwardly because he noticed what to his still-naive ears sounded like a desperate interest. Was he right? Was he wrong? Was Kelley right for that matter? Probably so; he usually was. So Nathan just answered, "Uh, yeah, I want to, but I gotta get back to you on that. Is that cool?" "Yeah, totally." At this moment, Ethan walked over and said to Nathan, "Hey, Nate, Blaine and Tyler are going. Kelley didn't say if he was or not, but me and Ben are going with them. Are you going to stay here?" "Uhhhh, no, I guess I'll go with you guys. Um, see ya around Bobby." He pulled himself up out of the pool and waved goodbye to Andrew (Paul still had his eyes closed) and walked over to one of the towels to dry off. Bobby was pretty sure of his gut feeling, although he had certainly made poor decisions before (and recently, though he had yet to find that out). In fact, many of his gambles weren't the best; he was a bit surer of this one. He pulled himself up out of the pool and ran into the kitchen of Chase's house and got a pen off the counter. By the time he got back out, Nathan was pretty well dry. Nathan was leaning up against a cedar wood drink table between two of the chaise-lounge watching the other boys still in the pool. The rest of his group was still drying off and saying their good-byes. Bobby walked up to him and said quietly, "Hey, just in case you decide soon, I'm going to give you my number." Without another word, Bobby walked around behind Nathan and slipped his hand into the boy's drying swimsuit and across the smooth damp cheek. Nathan caught his breath sharply as he felt the suit pulled down and away from his left buttcheek. He then felt the pen press against the skin of his ass as Bobby wrote his phone number on his bottom. You could say Bobby was pretty cheeky. When he finished, Bobby let the swim suit slip back up into place and faced the astonished Nathan with a naughty smile, "If that rubs off, Nate, my dad's name is Oscar Chambers, and we're in the book. Talk to you soon. Don't worry; I don't think your friend Kelley saw anything." Nathan looked at him with a different surprised expression this time and Bobby answered, "Oh, I saw the looks he was giving you. I won't tell if you call. See you, Nate." "Um, bye." Nathan said quietly to Bobby's back as the boy walked away. He let his eye's travel down the tan back to where the wet suit clung tightly, independently identifying each half of the rounded 12 year old ass. Nathan got worried as he felt himself getting hard as a rock again that everything would show in this suit. He quickly took the shirt he had been holding, and instead of putting it on just tucked it into the front of his suit. It looked a bit odd, but it did the trick, mostly. When they went out to their bikes he got a brief odd look from Chase as he passed, but a longer look and a shake of the head from Tyler. Kelley just sighed and ignored him. The six boys got on their bikes and headed off. Ethan and Ben said they were going on back to Indian Spring and sprinted ahead on their own. "Remember what I said before, Ethan!" Kelley yelled after his little brother. "I do. Don't worry!!" Tyler and Kelley were up in front of the remaining four, and they all headed on toward Tyler's house. Blaine rode alongside Nathan and looked over at him with the shirt hanging down in front of him, threatening to get tangled up in his bike. Blaine just simply said to him, "Nate, put your shirt on right. You look fucking stupid." Nathan was about to respond that he was hot and wanted it like that, but instead he just slowed his bike to a stop to put his shirt on right. He was thinking he could just hang back behind the others until his erection subsided, but Blaine slowed down with him. Fortunately this actually had the effect of shrinking his dick a bit faster. Nathan pulled his shirt on over his head and heard Blaine say to him, "Nate, buddy, you can't go around getting hard in front of guys you go to school with." "I don't know what you're talking about." "I'm talking about you. There's only so much we can do to stick up for you if it gets around you like dick." Nathan opened his mouth, but nothing came out. Blaine went on, "No, Tucker didn't say anything to me and Tyler. But we all know. It's cool with us, but you know it won't be with the guys in Sweetwater, which is everybody else you'll be going to school with. I don't know how it goes in Indian Spring, you guys are all so fucking tight there, but up here it'll get the shit beat out of you. You know that right?" Nathan just looked ahead quietly and then nodded to show Blaine he was listening and understood. "And I'll beat the shit out of anybody that touches you - if I can. But that still might be after something bad happens to you. Nate, buddy, you just can't let anybody know. You gotta be real careful with what you do with the boys around here." Nathan nodded again. He thought he could feel the impression of that number in his ass. Maybe it was better that it probably would get rubbed off by the time he made it back home. He looked back over at Blaine, though still somewhat shamefaced, and said, "I know. I understand." "We're cool then, bud?" Blaine reached his hand out to his friend. Nathan took it and said, "Yeah, we're always cool, Blaine." "Good," Blaine said and then leaned in a little and gave Nathan a friendly slap on the back. "Hey, Blaine," Nathan said. "Yeah, what?" "What if I'm not like that? What if I'm not what you and Tucker seem to think I am?" Blaine laughed a little, and said, "OK, maybe later on you won't be, who knows? But right now, you're so fucking into dick you better do something about not letting it show." Nathan had to smile at this. "All right. Well maybe you can help me act right then." "It's not acting 'right' like you're doing something wrong, Nate. It's acting right in, like, knowing who's around - who can be like one way or another. It's just all about you not getting hurt." Nathan realized just how good a friend Blaine was. He already knew that Blaine was the type that would put his ass on the line for a friend, and woe be it to anybody that crossed him wrong. That could include someone who might otherwise be a friend, but it all followed some strange strict code of life that the boy seemed to have brewed within his psyche. Nathan looked at him with admiring eyes, but then said, "So then if I can be myself around you, then can I see your dick?" Nathan smiled as he said this. "Geez, you fucking faggot," Blaine said playfully with a smile, and almost a laugh, on his lips, "What? Right now?" "No, just sometime." Blaine regarded his friend, smiled wide and shook his head. "Yeah, I guess you can see it." "Hard." "Geez." Blaine looked off ahead of them and saw that Kelley and Tyler had doubled back and were headed toward them. "Yeah, I'll show it to you hard if you wanna see it that bad. But you can't play with it or nothing. And you have to be a lot more careful around the Sweetwater boys." "All right, deal." By this time Tyler and Kelley had stopped just in front of them. Kelley still wouldn't look at Nathan, looking off into the distance instead. It was Tyler who asked, "What's going on with you guys? Why did you stop?" "Just telling Young Nathan, here," Blaine started, much to Nathan's surprise, "that he's gotta keep his dick under control and in his pants when he's in Sweetwater, and keep the Sweetwater dicks out of his pants." "Totally." Tyler said to the now blushing boy. Kelley still wouldn't look at Nathan but added, "You're going to get hurt Nate. And bad. And I probably can't protect you a whole lot." Now Nathan felt bad for his pool indiscretions, realizing just how fully his three friends cared about him. Even the consistently aloof Tyler had serious concerns for his friend. Nathan rubbed his nose which felt a bit runny and said, "Sorry guys, I wont do anything like that. I'll be real careful. I'll keep it in Indian Spring." Tyler and Blaine nodded. They weren't totally sure what all that meant, but the keeping it out of Sweetwater part they understood and approved of. Then Blaine asked something he wanted to know. "Nate, have you and Tucker done stuff together? Sex stuff?" Kelley was still staring off to his left, not looking at any of them. He didn't react to the question or even give any indication that he had even heard it. He decided quietly to let Nathan field this question on his own. Nathan's reaction was quick, though, choosing between the protection of his oldest friend and honesty amongst the friendship the four had developed together. "What? No. No way. All Kelley's done is just told me he knows about me and for me to be careful." Blaine nodded, indicating that he would accept at face value what Nathan said, but not entirely convinced that something strange wasn't going on. He noticed Kelley finally look over at Nathan and caught his eyes, but the expressions of both boys were blank. Tyler then broke the silence, "The real question is, Blaine, what were you and Nate talking about doing back here?" Before Blaine could respond, Nathan jumped in, "Blaine said I could see his dick sometime. And hard," he added with a smile to Kelley. "Seen it," Kelley smirked back, "and you're right, it is thick, not probably as much as like older guys, but for us it sure is." "When did you see it?" "Oh, uuuh, yesterday we went skinny dipping when we couldn't find you." "How did you see it hard?" "Geez, Nathan, it just was," Kelley was quickly becoming annoyed at the questions as they were getting to close to the truth of what actually happened, at least they were provoking memories of what happened in Kelley's mind. So far the only sure way he had of being able to handle what was happening was to not speak about it. So he snapped at his friend Nathan, the one person he could talk with the most. It wasn't a part of Kelley that even Kelley liked. "All right, sorry. I won't ask. Gee." Tyler, however, was back to thinking it all a grand joke, after all, he wasn't the one who had had to eat all that cum. "Tell him what you had to do after." WHOPP! Blaine leaned forward and knocked Tyler upside the head such that he nearly flew off his bike. "Hey! What the fuck you do that for??" "You can be such an insensitive prick!!" "What?" Tyler demanded, incensed, "It's just Nathan! Besides you did it, too." Blaine began to let in to his friend, "Tyler, you stupid ass . . ." "No." Kelley, who was already turning red, cut him off, "It's OK, Blaine. We were jerking off, Nate." "That's all? Well, that'd be real cool. I want to do it some time." "Oh yeah?" Tyler began intrigued. "Tyler," Blaine growled, and the blond prankster boy backed off and started to realize that he put Kelley in a bad spot. He knew for sure that he wouldn't want to be in it, but then he didn't lose. He almost slapped himself when he realized he was slipping back into the insensitive mode. Tyler decided to cut the damage and told Nathan, "Anyway, that was it. We just jerked off and the end." "Well, I don't see why it's such a big deal." Nathan said. "It's not," Blaine added. "Tyler's just an idiot." "Yeah, I am," he freely admitted. "Well, . . . " Nathan began. "There's more Nate," Kelley said, looking into his friend's eyes. Blaine tried to cut him off, but Kelley just shook his head and continued, still looking in Nathan's eyes, his friend for so long, "We had a contest. Who could jerk off the fastest onto this sandwich. The loser had to . . . " at this point Kelley's voice began to crack, and he looked down at the ground and continued after clearing his throat, "The loser, whoever shot their wad last, had to eat the sandwich." Kelley took a deep breath and continued, "and everybody's stuff." "Stuff?" "Their sperm, Nate." "Everybody's?" Nathan asked wide eyed and in an almost stupefied hush. "Yeah. Mine." He looked up at Blaine briefly, who looked down and couldn't meet his eyes, "Blaine's" ; he then nodded back to Tyler, also looking a bit sheepish, "Tyler's, and" he took a deep breath and let it out and finished his confession, "and Casey Harris' too." "You ate all their . . . uh, cum?" Kelley nodded, unable to look at his friend. "Even Blaine's and Tyler's?" "Well, it's not like he . . ." began Blaine. "Shut up!" Nathan said forcefully. He surprised all of them enough that they all looked up at him. Nathan looked at the eyes of his childhood friend and realized for the first time in two days, the sparkle was gone. The lively boy sparkle that had always been in them. He had noticed a bit of it today at the pool, but it was almost as though it had been forced somewhat. His eyes roamed down from the piercing hazel eyes of Kelley, his clear tan skin framed by his curling medium brown hair, down that soft neck, the broadening shoulders that were just barely beginning to lose their roundness, down the firm and muscular, but full chest and belly of a boy who wasn't skinny, but had no fat on him to pinch, either. Nathan stopped his roaming eyes before they took in too much of that pouch of boyhood accentuated by his swim trunks and the way he was sitting astride his bike. He moved his eyes back up to the face that seemed to be eagerly looking for some help, some sign that its owner was still OK. How many days ago was it that he had sampled that growing boyhood in Kelley shorts? It felt like months suddenly. Kelley had the most perfect body of any boy he had seen in his last year or two of passively being on the lookout, and he doubted he would ever find a better example of prime 12 year old boyhood in his life quite like Kelley displayed. Nathan knew his friend wasn't like him, but they had done stuff together, and then Kelley, so desperate to be happy in the Sweetwater schools, so desperate for the money that could make that happen, went that same day to blow those two Mexican kids and swallowed his first and second loads of cum in his life. And for what? Nothing. He didn't get a job, he only got agony, and an irrevocable memory of himself. And now this, forced to eat the cum of their two closest friends in Sweetwater, as well as some dork who lived in Indian Spring and had the only exciting trait of being able to tag along with guys that didn't really want him around. What were they all doing to poor Kelley? For what reason was his best friend suddenly being broken down and crushed? Nathan was becoming angry. Very angry, and feeling quite a bit hostile. "Look Nathan," Blaine began. "I said shut up!" Nathan almost yelled. "What are all of you trying to do to him anyway?" All of you? Blaine's surprise at being yelled at by Nathan didn't stop him from picking up on this subtlety of the accusation. He added it to the peculiarities he had been picking up on over the last few days. Nathan wasn't finished. "Who's fucking stupid idea was this anyway?" Blaine and Kelley both looked over at Tyler without thinking. Nathan saw this and interpreted it as solely Tyler's idea and launched off his bike reaching for the boy. Kelley and Blaine were both surprised but reacted quickly and caught the boy before he managed to get a hold of Tyler proper. Tyler backed off amazed, and Blaine told Nathan to cool it, that Kelley made the same deal as everybody and that nobody had forced him. Nathan looked around at the three of them, still disgusted, but no longer sure who to be angry at. He simply huffed that it was still a stupid idea, picked up his bike and left them, biking back through Sweetwater toward Indian Spring. "Uh look, I better go with him, you know, maybe it's the heat. . ." "Forget it, Tucker," Blaine said, sure now that there was a bigger story he still didn't have, "Go on, nothing happened, not here, not yesterday at the creek. OK?" Kelley nodded and turned started to bike off, but Tyler, who had gotten off his bike by this point, grabbed his arm to stop him and sincerely said, "I'm sorry." Kelley just nodded again and took off for Nathan. If he had looked back again, he would have seen Blaine walk his bike forward, reach out, and again pop Tyler up side the head. Nathan had really sprinted, pouring his anger into his bike. It was enough that the 30 second delay between his and Kelley's starting, and Kelley's slow introspection in the first couple minutes of his riding, put quite a distance between them. By the time Kelley was starting down the winding hill that lead into Indian Spring State Park, Nathan was already at the bottom of the hill. There was nothing but grass along this section and Kelley could see in the distance that instead of turning left onto Spring Drive at the crossroads, Nathan kept going straight. Now, turning left would have taken the boy down Spring Dr. And back to the Carlin home, a long ways down, but only the third right. Going straight left several options. It was possible to go to Kelley's house either way, 1) left on to Spring, a right at the Allen's house onto Bypass Road, and then after crossing the creek, another left onto the spur which contained the Tucker's house and the decaying shells of some former Cormack homes or 2) go straight and then curve left onto the road that eventually petered out into the spur that was the Tuckers'. Just before you reached the spur, though, a road off the right lead to Coolspring; it was the same road that Nathan and Kelley had taken Monday. Another option was to turn right before the curve, which would take you onto the access road of the outer highway loop of the city. The last option, and the one that Kelley believed Nathan had taken, was to go straight through the intersection with Spring Drive and take the first left, which wasn't the left curve that led to Kelley's house. Instead, the first left was the short road that lead to the actual underground spring, the start of the entire creek. Though the spring was fed by a series of underground artesian wells along its length, thus allowing it to be deep enough for summer swims in practically any year, the very first spring, the point where the Indian Maiden had cried over her Brave, was right here, not very far from Kelley's house. It was the only part of the park that most people ever saw as it was the most easily accessible from the highway access road. This part of the park was well maintained and had picnic tables and grills and could be quite tranquil if there was no one, or at least few people, around. In fact, quite a few of the Spring families used it to grill out and socialize some summer nights. This was probably where he would find Nathan. Kelley coasted through the intersection, a perhaps dangerous but common practice that so far hadn't caused any Indian Spring injuries for the kids. Things would be different if the State put through those development plans. Hopefully his father and the rest of the CIA (Community Integrity Association) would think of something tomorrow night at the meeting at the Turner's house. Kelley drifted on his bike through the dense trees surrounding the pleasant road and turned left at the sign pointing to the Indian Spring picnic area. The trees opened considerably to allow for many tables and grills, as well as parking, but it was all still well disguised. Things would be very crowded here in a few weeks on the Fourth of July; but it would be all non-locals. No residents would be here, and the police blocked off access to the rest of Indian Springs because of vandalism and break-ins in the past. But for now, the middle of Wednesday in the middle of June (it may have been Flag Day, but the few picnickers that usually came for this holiday, wouldn't be here for a few more hours), the place was practically deserted. Practically deserted, except for one young boy of about 12 years of age. Sitting on his own, still catching his breath from the bike ride and the emotional upheaval of how much to blame he may be for the changes in his best friend's life. Suddenly the radical departure in both their lives caught up with the boy, and he sat there dazed, hardly registering the other boy who walked up to the picnic table and sat down next to him. He gradually became aware of the warmth of the silent boy and looked over to see the boyish but head-turning profile of Kelley Tucker, boy extraordinaire, at least as far as Nathan had been concerned all of his life. "Sorry." Nathan said simply. "For what?" Kelley asked in his sometimes husky voice that marked his place in puberty. Nathan loved the sound of that voice. It never failed in some part to turn him on. "For back there. For everything." He offered only this as an explanation, suddenly feeling comforted by the sound of Kelley's voice. Kelley looked at his friend critically for a moment, thinking about what happened a few minutes ago, and about Nathan in general. He smiled and reached his right arm around Nathan's shoulders. Nathan smiled at the comfort of the moment. Two good friends. "You're my best friend, Nate. I'm going to be OK. And I ain't sorry for what we did; it doesn't have anything to do with all the stuff that's happened. You've always been my best friend, and I guess we always will be." Nate so much wanted to tell Kelley that he loved him, but all that came out was, "Don't say ain't." Kelley laughed and pulled his arm back. Nathan broke out in laughter too, and the moment of tenderness between two true friends, as well as the tenseness of their recent lives, was all gone away. Right now they were two boys laughing. They continued so for a bit and settled down to enjoy the peace of the spring gurgling close-by, protected in its first 75 feet by a low brick wall. But despite the momentary lift, life had not changed in the last ten minutes for either. Both had started down paths that would change the very essence of their being. Kelley began to bring them back to that reality. "Nate, I need that job in Coolspring. " Nathan's countenance grew dim again. "No you don't, Kelley." Kelley noticed the change in the use of his name, but went on. "I do, and you know it. I'm going up there today and ask for it." "No Kelley, don't". "Stop Nathan, you know we have to have some money next year. Blaine and Tyler can't pay for us to hang out with them, and it would just get too weird and awkward otherwise. Besides, we'll never meet any girls." Kelley stopped and corrected himself. "Uh, I mean, um, well sorry Nate, you know what I mean." Nathan nodded. It had after all, been him that started all of this. But now, especially since he was restricted in part to living out more of his private life in Indian Spring, it wasn't at this point as important. But Kelley disagreed. "You will too, Nate. Maybe I can get you on at the Mexican's work after they see I'm a real good worker. You won't have to do anything for it." "What about you?" "You know what about me. I'm going to go up there this afternoon and find that Carlos kid. And he and that other guy are going to bend me over and take turns fucking me. And that's it. After that, I'll have a job." Nathan was vigorously shaking his head no, but Kelley wouldn't let him protest. "Stop it Nate, there ain't no other way to it." Both boys were lost in the seriousness of the situation to notice Kelley's grammatical slip. "Now I'm going up there, and I'm taking two Mexican dicks up the ass, and that's that. And then it will be over." Nathan stopped his protest and just nodded once in resigned acceptance. "I'm not letting you go up there alone. I'm going with you, but I don't want to watch." It was Kelley's turn to nod this time, and he answered his friend, "Thanks, Nate. I was hoping you would come with me. I don't think I can do it by myself. And I don't want you to watch, either. I don't want you to see them do it, but I want you there." "OK." They sat in silence for a while before Nathan, trying to comfort Kelley's fears, "You know, when Duncan put his dick in me, it didn't really hurt so much." "I already know what it will feel like, Nate." "How?" Nathan was a little worried to hear what this might be. Kelley took a big breath. "Yesterday . . . .at the creek." Nathan waited for his friend to go on, but he seemed stuck. "What happened?" "Um" Again another pause as Kelley stared straight ahead. Nathan waited it out. He already knew he wasn't going to like it, but he readied himself. Finally Kelley turned to his friend and just let it out. "Yesterday, after Blaine and Tyler left, so they don't know anything about this." Nathan nodded, signaling that this was only between the two of them. Kelley continued; "Well after they left, I stayed behind with Casey, and um, I, I let him fuck me." Nathan's mouth fell open, but he didn't say anything. What could he say? This was impossible, though it explained much more of the pain he saw in Kelley's eyes, or, rather the pain he felt when he looked in Kelley's eyes earlier. "It hurt, a lot, well more after he was done, I mean he really fucked me hard. Real hard. It's still sore." Nathan looked his friend in the eyes and tried to ask him, but he couldn't. Kelley figured out the question, nonetheless, and answered it, "I don't know. I really don't, Nate. I just did. I knew what he wanted, and I didn't even try to stop him. Hell, I even took my pants off. Well my swim trunks. And I just stood there, and let him." Nathan still didn't say anything. Kelley stood up and was almost begging, "Please, Nate. Don't hate me." Nathan stood up too and hugged Kelley. "I don't hate you," he whispered. "But I don't like what's happened to you." Nathan squeezed tight and felt the solid flesh, the growing muscles that made the most beautiful form in all of Indian Spring and Sweetwater and Coolspring and beyond. If he thought more about it he would have been extremely jealous of Casey, not for the fucking, but the proximity. Right now he just felt sadness at the direction Kelley's life had taken, a life totally unfit for him. Still he knew where Kelley's mind was made up, and he was going to stand by him and make sure this was over soon. He had to quit feeling sorry for himself and brace himself for where they were going. Nathan pulled away, as much as he wished he could hold that body forever and said, "All right, so when do we head up to Coolspring and see these damn Mexicans? Let's get this all over with soon." "Yeah I agree. But don't call them Mexicans. Who knows, maybe some white guys would have been even worse." Nathan just shrugged. "Well, whatever. Let's just go get you fucked so you can get your job already." Kelley rolled his eyes. "Yeah, thanks for the support, Nate. First we have to stop by Casey's house." "I'm not waiting with you if you let him do anything." "No, I'm not. But I promised I would stop by. It'll be easier with you there, well not right there, but kind of there, to tell him everything was a mistake, even though now I'm glad I let him. It's going to make this next part a lot easier." "If you say so." Nathan still obviously wasn't happy at all with any of this, but he was going to support his friend. He was more than half wishing for both the old Kelley and the old Nathan back. It was a lot easier when school was just ending and they had a lazy childhood summer stretched before them. That seemed so very long ago and impossible to find again. The boys got on their bikes and rode back out to the juncture to turn right on Spring Dr. and start heading into the Indian Spring community. The first left off of Spring Dr. would take them into Casey's neighborhood. On their way in they saw little Johnny Seidel struggling to get a toy back from Malcolm McEwen. Malcolm was older than Johnny by more than four years, but there were probably no limits to his bullying. He would even bully boys his age or slightly older unless they stood up to him. Even if they did, he was still always snide and looking for some way to criticize or poke fun at other boys. When his cousin Scott was visiting it made him even more formidable, as Scott was also something of a bully, just more the quiet type of bully, though just as arrogant. Some of the older kids didn't bother to intervene, in part because they didn't want to attract either the sneaky underhand methods of the boy, or any bothersome side comments. Many had probably figured that beating up the boy would stop either, but abandoning their little brothers to him and ignoring him would save them hassle and trouble. Plus, and probably mostly, there was Malcolm's strange connection to the Deep Mackeys that no one wanted to test out. It was an even stronger connection when his cousin Scott was around. Malcolm had straight reddish-brown hair and tended more toward the skinny side, though this was more evident only when he hung out with his cousin Scott, who was husky, taller, and just bigger to the eye in general. Scott had slightly longer and fuller hair than Malcolm, with only a slight reddish tint to it in the sunlight. Kelley was three months younger than Malcolm, but he was one of those few who had no problem standing up to Malcolm; but Kelley as well enjoyed some protection from the Deep Mackeys, owing to the fact that his father had helped them save very large acreage from being absorbed by the state. And protection and friendship there counted for a lot. People had disappeared back in Deep Mackey lands. That's all there is to say about that. Aside from this, Kelley was just a strong kid on his own. Malcolm kept personal space between himself and Kelley, and even toned down any taunts or comments toward Nathan, whether or not Kelley was even around. Malcolm had about an inch of height over on Kelley, and maybe ten or twelve more underarm hairs, but he didn't have Kelley's resolve, his sense of self-worth, and he could always count on Kelley going for the underdog. For this reason, as soon as he saw Kelley approaching, Malcolm handed the ball back to Johnny and told the boy to beat it. He then pretended like nothing was going on. He nodded cautiously to Kelley as the boy and Nathan approached on their bikes. But Kelley, especially today, could not resist sticking up for the kid, even if it was after the fact. It was Kelley's nature; some people always look out for the lost or hungry puppies. These people are often more likely to stand up to the bullies. So Kelley slowed his bike down and stopped in front of Malcolm, ignoring the quiet muttered protests of Nathan. "S'up Tuck?" Malcolm said nonchalantly, but a little on edge inside, waiting for what Kelley would say. It's the problem with false bravado; it knows its true enemies and has difficulty holding itself together in the face of them. Such was the case always with Malcolm when he faced Kelley. He was a bit daunted as well by Ian Cormack, though not with either Connor or Duncan. There were a couple of other kids he avoided, as well, including Kyle, Ryan's little brother, but that was different. Even Kelley was wary of that kid, despite Kelley being older, and despite Kyle's irregular outwardly small effort at congeniality. Right now, though, Kelley was tempted to tell Malcolm not to address him in any way overly friendly or chummy, but he let it pass and instead simply said, "Why are you messing with Johnny?" Just as Kelley couldn't fight his nature, the beast within Malcolm wanted satisfaction. And against any logical thinking, Malcolm sneered back at Kelley, "It's none of your fuckin' business, Tucker. Do you live around here? Last I heard you were living in that overgrown shack by all the other rundown shit that the Cormacks couldn't afford to keep." The neighborhood in which Casey Harris lived, the one Kelley and Nathan were in at the moment, and the one on the edge of which Malcolm lived, was the more well-to-do of all of Indian Spring - although there were always rumors of the secret hidden wealth and/or treasures of the Deep Mackeys. Kelley let the snide remark pass, or at least he tried to. Normally, any remarks concerning his family's relative poverty would have just gone right past him, like smoke in a wind tunnel; but with the turmoil and trauma of the last few days, it was more like the smoke got caught in his throat and tried to choke him. But still he tried to let it pass. "It doesn't matter what part of Indian Spring anybody lives in, everybody looks out for each other here. And you aren't doing your part, picking on kids as young as Johnny. "Awww, your gonna make me cry, Tucker. As for bein' part of Indian Spring, I don't bring in outsiders that ain't family. Where were you today? Sweetwater rich kids more your type? What is it you do for them, Tucker? You give'em good head, Tucker?" Malcolm could see he was getting to Kelley. He didn't believe Kelley would ever let a boy mess with him in anyway, though to Malcolm it was just the standard schoolyard trash talk. What he could see, for what ever reason, was that unbelievably he was really getting to Kelley. Despite the imminent danger his body was in, this was a rare, and heretofore unrealized, treat. Malcolm couldn't stop himself. For some reason, part of him thought that this time Kelley was his. "Shut up, Malcolm." That did it, he was breaking Kelley Tucker. He was on a roll without thinking. "I even saw your brother ride by with his boyfriend little Ben; they gettin' it good with the Sweetwater pricks, too?" Kelley got off his bike. In a split second the countenance of Malcolm went from cocksure to panic. Malcolm took off running for the wooded lot behind the Gilmore house. He couldn't have explained exactly why he was running, but his old fear/respect for Kelley kicked in and kicked out the smartass Malcolm. All that was working now was the scared Malcolm. He didn't get far before Kelley slammed into his back and brought him down. Mentioning Ethan was just too much; there was just too much going on in his life to let this pass. "Great." Nathan said flatly as he watched Kelley take off. Even though he was a bit peeved at this interruption into a side trip, a trip he didn't want to take to start with, he couldn't help but admire the running form of Kelley Tucker. The boy was like a panther, and Malcolm was just some awkward goofy deer. Although at this moment an awkward deer flat on the ground with one arm painfully pulled up behind his back. Malcolm was pleading with Kelley to let him go. Kelley spied a fortuitous circumstance two feet over. Someone's dog had just been there recently. And it was a well fed dog. Or at least it had been recently. Kelley seemingly effortlessly hoisted the almost crying Malcolm up and over to the dogpile, slamming him back to the ground so that his face was only an inch and a half above the dogpile. "No Tucker, DON'T, PLEASE!!" "I thought you were a little smarter than that, Malcolm! You keep your skinny ass and fat mouth away from my brother. And let me tell you what you can do with that talented mouth of yours." "What? What? Anything, just don't do this." "You keep your mouth away from my brother, away from his name, away from anybody he's playing with - just shut up in general. Or you can use your mouth to eat this pile of dog crap." "OK! OK! OK!I wont say anything about your brother again." "About who?" "Nobody, about nobody!!" Kelley let up and moved away, and Malcolm scurried away from both the pile of crap and from Kelley. "You're gonna be sorry, Tucker." "What from your cousin? He won't do nothing to me." Kelley looked down at the kid on the ground, who was a little older than him, but a lot sadder and more pathetic. He felt a little sorry for Malcolm, who for his part was thinking Kelley may be right. Scott probably wouldn't want to do anything to Kelley. Malcolm would put it before Scott anyway. Kelley was feeling a little bad about how he had reacted. He was so tense in some ways. "Look, Malcolm," Kelley began, looking for some neutral ground. "Fuck off, Tucker." Malcolm cut him off. It looked like he was fighting tears. "You're big stuff. Just leave me alone." Kelley sighed. He didn't think there was a way to win with Malcolm; there seemed only to be the option of temporarily beating him - constantly. Kelley shook his head and went back to his bike. Malcolm usually avoided him, and had seemed to try to today. Was Kelley just taking out his inability to deal with the last few days on an easy target? Was he like Malcolm? No, he didn't think he was. His anger at Tripp was certainly justified, and Malcolm was a bully to the younger kids and always resented Kelley and a few others who could easily make him back down. But justified or not, Kelley was realizing that he was wound tight and more testy than he had been before this week started. So was Nathan for that matter. They needed a vacation from what they each seemed to have put themselves into. Malcolm, on the other hand, fought successfully with himself to keep his comments quiet while he watched the two other boys leave. He didn't know whether he felt more angry or more embarrassed. In the end he felt neither, because the way to survive as a bully is to not remember how you've been beaten. He walked back to the road and began walking toward his home, taking the same route the other two had gone on their bikes. This is the end of the first part of chapter 10. The second part will actually not pick up where this leaves off (you have to wait for chapter 11 for that), but it will give a little background on a few of the boys at the pool. Things are not getting smoother on this end for a little while, so the chapters will probably come slower; but I will continue writing because of the wonderful turnout of readers letting me know that I am writing to a larger audience than I was beginning to wonder about, and a seemingly very appreciate audience. Thanks to the Yanks - good to hear from that quiet corner. And Canada, too! Thank you, Jonas