Date: Thu, 11 Feb 2021 03:05:29 +0000 (UTC) From: K P Subject: Learning How to be a Big Boy, Part 2 NOTE: This is a story about what happened to ME as a young boy (my childhood). It started when I was 8. This includes various forms of sex between teenagers/preteens and a boy (grade schooler). If this is not your thing, do not read. If freedom of expression and thought is prohibited where you live and this written account of a person's life is illegal, then do not read it either. All rights are reserved and protected by the author. This is my FIRST attempt to write a story of any type, besides what I had to do in school all those years ago. It is based on my memories of the events. Any feedback is welcome. Spams and haters will be blocked. Email is at bottom of the page, after you read the story. It was going to be called my young life, as that is the original name, and was renamed for publishing it at Nifty. Please SUPPORT Nifty and DONATE to keep it going!!! If you have a loved one, or one you think about, you can donate it in his honor for all the love, memories, dreams or fantasies he has provided for you. Most Importantly please remember that it is fine to read, fantasize, dream, and look at boys, but it is NEVER OKAY to HURT THEM. Don't steal their innocence! Boys deserve to know that they are loved and wanted, and that is done with hugs and positive re-enforcing comments. Not used and abused by someone that wants them as a sex object or "toy" to satisfy their lustful and selfish needs. Thanks. Category: Gay/young-friends/ [T/b, TTT/b, b/b (oral and anal) This was going to be only 2 parts, but it became so emotional on me to write and edit, esp the issues in Part 3 that caused me to even try suicide, but it failed and no one knew what I tried to do... So now it will be 3 parts and part 3 is already being edited, so hopefully it will be out soon Learning How to be a Big Boy, Chapter 2 (of 3) On Monday I did my homework after coming home from school. As my mom got home I was outside playing and then saw John pull up in his Mustang. It looks like he'd been playing sports of some sort. I think he's played baseball which I later found out was exactly what he played in Spring. On Tuesday it was pretty much the same as Monday I saw him get home. He saw me looking through the fence and he waved at me and that was it. On Wednesday I was out in the backyard playing and I heard a car pull up next door in their driveway. I looked out and saw John's mom helping him out of the car it looked like he was injured and had stuff on his shoulder and arm. He was dressed in his baseball outfit still. On Thursday about 15 minutes after I got home from school there was a lock on the door and it was John. I was surprised and a little shocked. He told me that he got hurt in baseball and would not be playing for a couple weeks so that now he could spend the whole time helping me learn to catch and other things like that after school. That evening after my mom got home he came over and knocked on the door and they talked for a little while. She told me later that because he was injured he couldn't play but they wanted him to keep moving around so he was wanted to know if I wanted to play catch and other things like that. She thought it was a good idea so that she was going to have me go see him and play with him in the afternoons after I came home from school and got my homework done The only problem is she had no idea what he really wanted me to catch and play with. Friday I got home, didn't have much homework to do, so I went over to John's house about the time I knew he'd be home and sure enough he was there. We played catch in their backyard for a little while. He told me that he'd hurt his arm and so he couldn't throw the ball with his one arm but he could still catch and throw with the other arm and then he just had to be real gentle with the arm he hurt. Looking back I'd say he probably sprained his shoulder or his elbow cuz he could still use his hand just fine to grasp me when he wanted to. When we were little tired from playing catch he took and showed me his room and all the cool posters he had on the walls. As we were talking about the posters he had me sit on his bed and he started rubbing my back as he was telling me about the different posters and telling me about his Rock music. In less than 5 minutes he had his hand in my pants and was squeezing my butt. Then he took his hurt hand and unzipped his fly and told me that he wanted me to make him feel good. He said he was not able to do it himself because of his hurt arm. I had hoped that I could make him happy by only reaching and touching him with my hand and trying to make it feel good that way. But he wanted a whole lot more. In a few minutes John told me I needed to kneel on the floor in front of him and suck on it. I told him I didn't want too. He told me he'd tell my mom that I wasn't behaving when I came over or he'd give me a spanking himself. I didn't want either one of those because my mom would yell at me if I wasn't behaving when he was being "so nice to me", as she thought. I went ahead and kneeled and started to lick his cock. Then he grabbed my head and told me to open up and he shoved the whole cock head into my mouth. He told me to suck on it and lick it and he would get my special treat real soon. It was better than him trying to shove it down my throat so I went ahead and did that for him because I knew it would be a whole lot worse if he grabbed my head and tried to push it all down my throat again. It didn't even take him a minute before he grabbed a hold of my hair and started thrusting in and out for a few seconds. Then he just held my head still as he filled my mouth full of his cum. As he was doing that he told me to swallow it all bitch. I felt degraded because it was a bad word used like that because I knew "bitch" meant a female dog in heat. I didn't want to swallow it, but I knew I didn't have much choice. Besides, it was better than having him put it in my butt which really really hurt. I found out a few minutes later that he was expecting a friend to show up. One of his best friends whom he had told about his new little cocksucker. When his friend got there and saw me, he said to John "what you started without me?" John's response was that he had to make sure the cocksucker was still remembered how to do it. I was blushing and really embarrassed by this. Then his friend came over to me, messed my hair up and told me to get on the knees in front of him and show him how good I sucked cock. I said "no" and he slapped me in the back the head and said you don't talk back to me or else. With that he reached down and and undies down, and grabbed his very hard cock. His cock was about the same size as John's. It was sticking me straight in the face. He grabbed my head and started pushing it toward it and told me to open up. I knew I didn't stand a chance with the two older boys so I just did what they told me to do. He started by having me just suck on it. Then he started thrusting it in and out, in and out, in and out. I was gagging and he was laughing at me. He proceeded to have his orgasm rather quickly and made me swallow it all as well. When he was done he pulled his shorts and underwear up ruffled my hair and told me not bad but you need to work on it more. Then they started talking and John put some music on and told me this was a really cool band named KISS. Well that was going on I was looking at the movie pictures and all the other posters he had. Because he had all kinds of different things that were really cool, especially to an 8 year old. All of a sudden I realized they were whispering to each other and I looked and saw they're both very hard again and I had a bad feeling that something was going to happen or that I was going to be forced to do stuff again. I saw John look at the clock and he said only enough time for a blow job from his little cock sucker. He told me to come over and get down on my knees in front of him and to suck him off again. I said I didn't want to do it cuz I already done it once. So he grabbed my hair and said too bad you need more practice. With that he went ahead and pulled down his pants and underwear. He next told me to start licking his balls. I did and then he told me to start sucking on him and play with his balls with my hands. So I did, as he had a couple inches in my mouth and I was full up. He started grabbing my hair and saying all kinds of dirty things to me, and telling me I was a good little cock sucker. After a few minutes he gave me his cum. He forced me to swallow it, and used his fingers to get any I missed and made me clean them off. I had tried my best to swallow it all, but some leaked out which he finger fed to me. Just as he was finishing and pulling out of my mouth his friend was right there already with it waiting to go in. He grabbed my head and tried to push it all the way down my throat but I gagged and gagged and started pushing him off. He then settled for getting it as far in my mouth as he could and telling me to suck it, use my tongue a lot and a massage his balls. I did what he wanted and after a few minutes of him calling me degrading and vile things, he yelled at me he was coming in to swallow it all like a good cock sucker. I did my best again and they use their fingers to make sure I got everything off my face and lick it all off them. When I was done they told me to stand up and they both told me, that wow I'm a good little cocksucker. That I obviously like it because I'm really hard. I was all embarrassed and started to cry. His friend said look the little faggot's crying now because he's scared that he likes being a cocksucker. After a minute or two, John grabbed, then me pulled me into him and gave me a hug. He said "it's okay it's just who you are. We all know you like it. Trust me you're going to get a lot better at it with all the practice you are going to get now." About 15 minutes later we went outside and John told me it was probably a good time for me to go home cuz my mom should be home soon and his so with his family. I went home, washed my face and washed my mouth out a couple times with water trying to get rid of that nasty taste but I still couldn't. I even brushed my teeth because it felt like it was all over. My mom asked me if I'd seen John and played catch. I told her "Yes I played catch and his friend came over and we all played together". She told me it was really good for me being around older boys that included me in things. Especially with my dad not being home much. Saturday I was out riding my bike when John saw me and called me over and he had a tennis ball in his hand and said that would be easier for us to play catch with because it was softer and lighter easier to throw especially for me because I didn't throw very well. so in the street we stood there and played bounce the tennis ball and catch with it for about the next 30 minutes and his parents came out told him they were going over to see a friend and we be back sometime that night. not more than 2 minutes after they left my mom hollered over the fence she saw me out there and said that I had an hour more to play before I had to come back and get cleaned up so we could have an early dinner. after that John said here let me show you something. and he took me an extra me right into his room he proceeded to close the door behind us. he told me to go ahead and sit on the bed again. he put on some different rock and roll. I don't remember who it was, but it had a lot of guitar to it. I remember cuz I knew what the sound a guitar makes. He went into a drawer and came out with a tube of something and then came over to me and told me to take off my shorts. said "I don't want to". He said too bad, your Mom told you to play with me for the next hour. I slowly went pushing them down he told me I wasn't doing it fast enough, so he just grabbed him and pulled them and my undies down to my ankles. He then had me kick off my shoes. He then pointed at my shorts and undies, and told me to take them all the way off. I guess he been waiting for this or hoping for this because he even had a towel in his bedroom that he went and grabbed. He laid it on the bed and told me to lay on it. He told me to lay on my tummy. As I laid on it, he opened the tube up and put some of it on my butt. (I know now to be some type of lubrication) He also put it on his fingers and started working one finger into my butt roughly. I said it burned and hurt. I begged him to "please take it out." He said "NO", you're going to enjoy this and I know you want it as bad as I do. He then shoved a second finger in and I put out a little scream. He told me to shut up stop whining and crying like a big baby. At that point part of my head said I wish I was a baby cuz then he wouldn't hurt me. That babies were safe because they wore diapers. But I didn't dare say anything cuz I was afraid he would hit me and hurt me more. From this time on, I had a deep desire to wear diapers and be safe. This affected me and my thinking and desires for the rest of my life. He continued to work his fingers into me for a minute couple minutes and then shoved a third finger in. I squealed again and he slapped my butt and told me to keep quiet. After a few more minutes of that he got up behind me on his knees and told me to get into the doggy style position if I remember what that was. I told him I didn't remember he told me to get up on your hands and knees just like you're playing dog or pony. I was obviously too slow at that cuz as I was moving he reached over and grabbed my hair and pulled back so I would get up on my hands and knees. When I was in that position he told me to lower my head down and put it in his pillow cuz he didn't want to hear me make any noise. He told me if I started screaming or crying he would spank me until I stopped. I knew that if I got spanked I would start crying and I would just keep crying too as long as he's spanked me. I knew that would really be bad so I did everything I could to try not to make any noise. At that point he paused for a second. I'm guessing he put some lube on his penis cuz he then took and I felt some pushing on my butt-hole again. It was a lot bigger than his fingers were. When I moved a little bit he gave me a SWAT on the butt and told me hold still, your are supposed to be a big boy. Besides you want this, I know it. Then you took his strong arm grabbed a hold of my waist. With his other hand I guess he was lining up cuz then all of a sudden I felt it on my side just as I felt him push into me and it hurt like all heck. I screamed into his pillow and cried and he still reached up and hit me in the back of the head. They had told me I was making too much noise. At that point I told him it really hurt and it burned and I really wanted him to take it out. He told me NO. You want this and are enjoying it just as much as I do. So just deal with it you little faggot. He held it and stopped moving for a little bit, maybe 20 seconds. Then he pushed a bunch more in and I cried out some more at this point. I just kept crying as he kept pushing it in. Pretty soon I felt it all in me. It burned in my butt and I hurt so bad. But he didn't care! All he wanted was his release. I now realize that I had become his sex toy or his sex object and not a real person with feelings to him. I was no more than a real living sex toy or a real sex doll for him. I was just a way to get off. Soon to be for him and lots of his friends to get off in. He proceeded to pause a minute after he was all the way in me cuz he said I was so hot and tight he didn't want to come yet. Then all of a sudden he started pulling back and I thought he was going to pull it all out but he didn't, just shoved back in and it hurt some more. I just kept crying as he did this for what seemed like hours but was probably no more than a couple minutes. All of a sudden John called me his "little faggot" and that he was giving me his love juice that I needed to help make me grow. At this point he slammed it as hard into me as he could and just held me there. I could actually feel it in my butt like it was getting bigger and then getting warm and wet. I realized he was now shooting into me. He left it in for a couple minutes maybe, but felt like it. Then he just pushed me forward as he pulled it out as I was still crying. He moved off the bed and told me to look at him. I did and he grabbed my head and told me to lick it off so he could put his underwear on. I had to clean off his whole cock from him being inside me. It was disgusting. I felt so terrible and like I was worthless. He looked at the clock and said oh wow that only took about 10 minutes we have lots of time still. He gave me this really Stern and evil look and said "do not get off the bed or else." He left the room for a minute. I was scared so I just stayed on the bed laying there just the way I was on my stomach. He came back in a few minutes later and could hear I was still crying a little bit. He began to rub my back and told me it was okay. I was a good boy and that he knew I wanted it, liked it and needed it. He was just helping me out. He told me I was too shy to ask for it so he knew what I wanted and was just going to give it to me. At that point you put his hand down between my legs. I realized as he pushed his hand up that I did have an erection going after being stimulated anally. He said "WOW. you really did like that didn't you maybe we can make you have an orgasm here in a few minutes when we do it some more." I squeaked I don't want to do it anymore. he slapped my butt cheek and said "That's not what your stiffy is telling me. Its telling me you liked it you want it and you want lots more of it. Typical little faggot." About 5 minutes later there was a weird knock out at the main door and John told me not to move. He went out of his room. He closed the door. I guess he went to answer the door because no more than 30 seconds later he comes back and his friend from Friday was with him. He saw me laying on the bed and goes "nice". I went to try to move and cover myself up. John BARKED at me not to move. John then went and removed his shorts and told his friend to strip down so we could get back to having some fun. I looked over at him. At least John's friend wasn't bigger than John was. I was scared because I had a feeling what they were going to do and I didn't want it. But now again it was two to one, and I knew I had no choice. John's friend asked if he could go first and John said "what's it worth to you?" His friend said "what do you want?" John said some type of album and his friend goes deal. He went straight over to the bed lubed himself up pulled me up so I had my butt in the air, and head down in the pillow position. He started rubbing his hard on at my butt. John came over and looked me right in the face and told me "keep it down or I'll shove something else down in your mouth and your throat to keep you quiet." At that point he grabbed himself as it was hardening and wiggled it in my face to make sure I understood what he was talking about. I put my head back in the pillow and pushed down into it so they would not hear my crying and screams. I felt his friend grabbing my waist even tighter. I felt him pushing it to my butt hole. John told him I had already been lubed up. He said I had already been done once already, so he could just go for it. He decided to go that way and see if I could take it all right away. He just gave it one hard solid push and was all the way in me. I screamed even through the pillow. John hit me in the back of the head and told me "I'm not going to warn you again." His friend seemed to be in heaven as he was mumbling and moaning. He held still for a little bit and then started pumping it all in and out. OUCH, he was not gentle at all. He went at it very hard. He was pulling it almost all the way out (and slipped out a few times) slamming it all the way back in, over and over. Then all of a sudden he would stop and wait for 30 seconds or so and start doing it again. I was confused because John did not do that. I now know that he was getting close and he didn't want to come yet so he was waiting so he could keep going and using me that way. John told him after a little bit that he needed to hurry up so that John can get his piece of the ass before I had to go home. Then his friend started going even harder and faster which I didn't realize he could, I'm crying because it hurt all over in my butt area. At this point I was trying to numb out everything in my body. All of a sudden I felt him pull me back onto him and he started to swell up and then I can feel the wetness and warmth inside of me knowing he was shooting in me. He held it there for a little bit and then leaned down onto my back and told me "Wow you are one good piece of ass." John told him to reach down and feel how much I enjoyed it so he reached down and sure enough I still had an erection going. He said to me, "WOW, you are really a good little faggot. You really like getting it up your butt don't you." I started crying more and John said that it was his turn now. So his friend got off the bed. John got it behind me again. He told his friend that "the baby faggot will clean it off". So his friend come up pulled my head over toward the side of the bed and told me to start sucking on it. That I had to get it good and clean. Then he shoved it into my mouth. John saw this and then shoved all the way into my butt. I tried to scream around him shoving his cock into my mouth. When I started to make the noise he pushed it further so I would gag. John said "I told you I would keep you quiet one way or the other." I had tears streaming down my face at this time, and as he started to really pound into me they just kept flowing. John worked me hard for probably the next 5 or 10 minutes. He would slow down and stop, hold still for a minute or so and then get right back to it. All of a sudden, he made a weird noise, and slammed really hard into me and I felt him shoot it to me again. As he did that, his friend made a weird noise and started shooting in my mouth. I had to swallow that too. Once he was done he pulled out. But then, when John pulled out of my butt, he came around and made me suck him clean. He told his friend to go get some toilet paper to clean up the little faggot's pussy. He came back with some toilet paper wiped down my butt and then put a little bit in my butt-hole They said it was so I wouldn't leak in my underwear. John said "we're keeping part of us inside you so that you'll grow bigger, stronger and we know that's what you really want. I can see that you enjoyed it didn't you" as he reached out and grabbed a hold of my stiffy again. I said "no". He said "that's not true. This tells me you wanted it and you liked it." He was pulling on my stiffy. I was so embarrassed and so upset at myself that my body betrayed me. I just started crying some more. John slapped my butt and said "oh stop your crying like a baby. We know what you really are." He then told me to get dressed. I had about 10 more minutes before I had to head home so then he went and got me a cup of juice. I drank my lemonade and then went home. My butt hurt and it hurt even to kind of walk a little bit, but I guess I was walking normal enough that my mom didn't even notice anything. When I got there she told me perfect timing cuz dinner was almost ready. To just go ahead and wash up. I told her I want to go use the bathroom. She goes "you can hold it just wait until after dinner". I didn't want to hold it. I wanted to get them out of me as much as I could. Instead I had to go sit and eat and have a conversation with my mom about "listening to music and stuff with John and playing catch". Because I knew I couldn't tell her anything else. After dinner I was finally able to go to the bathroom. I sat down and pushed it all out, everything I could. It burned and hurt. When I was done, I checked to make sure there's no blood in the toilet before I flushed it. There was none so I was thankful for that. Nothing happened on Sunday. John's parents were home all day and they were around and all doing stuff together with some other family or friends over. Monday soon as I got home, I did my spelling words and other homework. There was a note that my mom had left for me. I should make sure to get outside and play since the weather was nice once my homework was done. So I went out and was in the backyard playing. Then John came up and looked over the fence and said that I should come over and play catch with him. He had the tennis ball again. I said I wasn't sure if I should do that. He said he'd talk to my mom and she wanted me to come out and play everyday with him. Being outside and being with John would be good for me. I reluctantly told him okay. I went over to the side gate and went outside into the street area where John was. We played catch for probably 15-20 minutes. Then he said he was thirsty so we should go in and have some juice. As we were inside having juice two of his friends showed up. The first one was there on Friday and Saturday. I found out his name was Michael and this other friend was George. After drinking our juice Michael suggested we go listen to some music. I looked at John with big eyes which said... please I don't want to do this. John said "yes that's a good idea lets all go in and listen to music and have fun together." George said "great I heard about this I can't wait." We barely get in the room before I'm told to get up on the bed. They all drop their shorts and underwear down so they're naked from the waist down basically. George comes over grabs my head and says I hear you're a good cocksucker, so let me see how good you are. He then pushes it in my mouth. Thinking that maybe that's all I have to do, I try sucking as best I can. In a minute or two he's shooting in my mouth yelling at me to swallow it all. He's calling me all kinds of dirty words and after I'm done he looks to John and says "you're right he is one good little faggot, now let's really see what his ass is like. My eyes probably got the size of baseballs when I heard that. Before I knew what was happening, I had been totally stripped down and had two fingers shoved roughly into my butt. I was crying out and pain from that. Unfortunately I got an erection again as they were doing that and it was pointed out to George showing him how much I really enjoyed this. George was asked if he could be first and Michael said no you got his mouth first I want his ass first. With that I was re-positioned on the bed so that they could stand on the floor and shove it in my ass while I was laying on the bed with my face in a pillow now along the side of the bed. First it was Michael, whom used me as I'm crying. He's calling me all kinds of dirty words as he fills me up with his cum. Then they tell George to go ahead and have at my ass. George doesn't even take his time as he slams it all in and I pop my head up and squeal. I proceed to get slapped on the back of the head and told to shut up, cuz I'm a little faggot and I like it and want it so just get used to it. George worked me hard and I can swear that his pubic hair is going to bruise my butt he's slamming into me so hard. Then all of a sudden he swells up and starts shooting into me. He grabs my butt and pushes it together as he pulls out. Michael asked him what he was doing and he goes oh this is how you keep it nice and clean and keep everything inside him. John goes that's a good idea I'll try to do the same. Then he gets up and slams it all into me. John was the biggest of the bunch. Even though I just been worked raw and was trying to numb the pain and ignore it I still felt it and put out a little bit of a scream but I kept my head down in the pillow this time. John rode me hard, long and then shot inside me again. Before he pulled out he told Michael to go get some more toilet paper so I didn't make a mess. Michael came back with some toilet paper. Then John pushed my butt cheeks together so that he could pull out and try to keep it all in me. Apparently it worked because he didn't make me suck it clean. Then he took the paper, wiped my butt crack down and shoved it into my butt-hole He told me that would help keep it all in me. These events were basically the be the same thing that happened all the way through Friday. Although one day it wasn't George it was one of John's other friends that was there but it was always at least three of them. On Friday Michael was there along with George and the new guy his name was Jason. The four of them took advantage of me and rode me hard. My butt hurt so much. I hurt every night when I went home and went to the bathroom hurt just sitting sometimes in the chair especially Friday night did too. I said that to John, that it hurt to even sit down anymore because they were so mean and hurt me so much. He told me they'd be more gentle in the future because obviously I wasn't used to it yet, but I was his faggot that's all I was. Saturday came and went I was busy working around the house with my mom and doing stuff. I never went out side and same on Sunday, as it rained a little bit so it's just basically I stayed inside. On Monday as I was coming home from school I saw that John's car was already home. I thought that was kind of strange. I hadn't been inside for more than 2 minutes when he came and knocked on the door and said that he had to go to the doctors today so he was home already. He was hoping I would come over and we could just spend a little time privately cuddling and snuggling cuz he knew I liked that. I said that my butt hurt really bad and that I would come over and do that but I really didn't want to do anything else. He said that was okay. So we went over and listened to music and he let me snuggle up to him. He kind of rubbed my chest & my back. I can feel he was hard and pushing into my back and my butt crack. He told me that he was really hard and needed some kind of relief. He said that he would give me the choice he put it inside me on either end I got to pick which one. I was mad because he said I did not have to do anything today, but he said that I needed more practice. Because of how bad my butt hurt I said I'd suck him. He said okay. He proceeded to have me give him not one but two blowjobs. After he came the first time he didn't go soft, in a demanding tone he told me to keep going. Tuesday was pretty much the same as it was a nice day I didn't have any homework so when I got home I was out in the backyard playing with my dog. I heard a car next door and it sounded like John's Mustang. Sure enough and when he got out he had George with him. But then another boy that was a little older than me but didn't look like a teenager. He looked a lot like George. Turns out it was George's younger brother and his birthday was on Wednesday so George was giving him an early birthday present. John came over and said that George's brother were there and we were all going to play catch so I went out and with the tennis ball and we were bouncing back and forth playing catch and found out his brother was just turning 12 years old tomorrow because he was 11 now. He was all excited and I didn't know why he was excited today but I thought it was just because it was his birthday. George told him that he was going to get his first blowjob and maybe even get to actually fuck somebody for the first time. That was his birthday present and he was all excited for it. Guess who that person was that had do the blowjob and whose ass was going to be fucked again was?? Yep me. After we're done playing catch, we went in and had some juice. I could tell that George's younger brother, his name is Benny, was just really excited and kept staring at me with a strange look in his eyes. I had no clue why but apparently George had made the comment when I came over that I was the one he was going to get a practice and learn about sex on. He told him that it I liked it and that I was one of those sissy boys that like to get it from other boys. So it was good to do that and he was all happy and excited for that. We're in the kitchen area drinking our juice and talking when John tell something to Benny. He walks over next to me and tells me to get on my knees. I look at Johnny... I said but we're in the kitchen. He says, no one's home so get on your knees NOW. I look at him and can tell by looking in his eyes that I better obey so I do what he tells me. John then tells Benny to go ahead and whip it out and tells me that my job is to make Benny happy since it's his birthday tomorrow. He says to Benny after he pulls it out that the little faggot will give you your blowjob first. Benny's probably 3 and 1/2 in maybe 4 no hair and he's all happy and giddy. He just steps in front of me and grabs my hair and pushes it right to my mouth. I open up and he shoves it at all in. I gag and push him back and everybody's laughing except me. They tell Benny you got to go slow, to to let him get used to it and then you can go farther in. Benny pushes the head all the way in. I start sucking on it and licking it and he's moaning and moaning and moaning. He starts pushing more in and then literally starts face face fucking me. He is pumping in and out in and out in and out. As he does is he starts hitting me towards my throat area a little bit and I gag a little bit but he doesn't even stop with that because he's in a trance. He lasts maybe a minute when he tenses up and start shaking but nothing comes out. After that he keeps holding my head and starts going again. They're laughing going "oh wow round two already". This one time last for I guess 4-5 minutes. He again comes and doesn't shoot anything out and at this point they reach over to Benny to make him stop. John says "that's a good start we'll finish the rest of it off in the bedroom." They pulled Benny back a little bit and pulled my head off his cock and told me I did a good job. Then John pulls out his cock and says he is really horny so now I need to suck him off and get my treat. I give John his blowjob and it doesn't take that long, but I'm still not able to swallow it all. So he uses his fingers to make sure I clean it all up and then we go into the bedroom. At this point I'm supposed to give George a blow job. As once that is done, its time for Benny to get the rest of his present. So then I'm Benny's for the next hour John says. Then laughs and says "or however long he can go for." This was what George got Benny for his birthday and apparently had paid for it. I found out later he'd given John some stuff to make sure that his little brother could learn about sex with the little faggot first hand and get a good lesson. So they had me strip naked first. Then I bent over the bed. Then they showed Benny how to lube me up. He was rather quick at one finger and filling it up and then they told him normally do two or three fingers, but I should be open enough for his little dick so it should be a problem. Then Benny gets right behind me and plunges it all the way in. I gasp and squeal/scream a little bit and I'm told to keep it down. Benny just holds it there because he's is overwhelmed by the feelings apparently. He starts to go back and forth and drive into me like a piston into me. He comes in less than a minute. Once he recovers, he is back at it full force and the older boys are laughing. Benny has three more orgasms over the next probably 25-30 minutes. After the last one he literally can't stand anymore. I was just thankful he wasn't anywhere near as big as John or George or anybody else that was raping and using me. Once he got in and I adjusted to it, he didn't really hurt that much. When Benny was all done they had me roll over and showed Benny that I had a hard-on going the whole time. That meant that I really wanted it and liked it. They asked Benny if he liked it and wanted to do me more in the future, since my hard-on said I liked it, and his hard on showed he loved doing it. Benny goes yes please that was the best feelings ever. At this time I had a few tears come down my face, because I feel like I'm property of John now, and being shared or sold to whom ever wants to use me. This is pretty much how the rest of the school year went. I was over at John's most days after school. Sometimes on a Saturday but not normally on Sundays because his family had things doing and people over. Normally it was at least John and one or two of his friends, sometimes more. Any day that we had a holiday, ie.. no school yet the parents all had to work, John would come over and get me between 8:30-9:00. He told my mom beforehand that he was going to be home and thought it would be good for me to hang out with him, playing games and such. That he would even make me lunch. My mom thought that was a really good idea and nice of him, and agreed to it. What she didn't know was that they were going to be feeding me their cocks all day long on both ends and I actually ended up getting plowed at both ends at the same time for the first time ever. At that point, on that day there were four of John's teenage friends, Benny and there is another boy that was about Benny's age. Turns out he was actually friends with Benny and his brother, and his older brother was a friend of Johns too. He had heard how happy Benny was after his birthday and he wanted to try it out sex too. Since he was a newbie and a virgin all the way around, he got to ride me multiple times. He was the first to mount me. Then it was Benny next to mount me before the older boys stretched me out too much. Then it was the older boys. I did finally get a real lunch that day. They all stopped and had lunch as they were too tired and I got to eat lunch. They kept me well hydrated between drinking juice and their cum. After lunch is when I had my first double entry, ie one on each end and it was Benny and the other boy first and then when they were done they swap places and then when Benny was done in my butt the boy in front wasn't so then his brother went in and entered me rather quickly, and painfully. Every time they do that I still jumped and cried out a little bit but when you got another boys dick in your mouth you can't make too much noise. Micheal tried it later with him in my mouth and John in my ass but that didn't work so well. because it could only go in a couple inches before I gag and they pushed me too far one point and I started to make sounds like I was going to throw up. S John made him pull it out of my mouth and my throat, He then said "okay that's not going to work just make him suck on it while we're in his ass." He said that's a perfect way to get ourselves cleaned up he can lick it clean and then suck the tip off again. Benny and his friend whose name was Lenard (Lenny is what his brother called him) became regulars. At one point Benny and Lenny were even doing it to each other while their brothers were having them suck them off. Turns out that that was one of the reasons why George wanted Benny to learn about sex was he figured then once Benny got hooked on sex, he could use Benny at home. At one point in the summer I watched the older brothers fuck their lil bro. And then they told them that I was for them to use and that they had to take care of their big bros because that is what a good lil bro does. So now I was the bait and payment for the other boys to be used by their older bros, and then they could use me to get their release and still do some fucking instead of only getting fucked. I was always the one that was the main entertainment for all the boys there and there were at least 16 in total, including the 3 younger boys. Since only one boy was new he got to have a lot of "fun with me" first, and learn about sex. Even Lenny and Benny were both penetrated by some of their older teen especially their brothers and were enjoying it a lot. But the other boys and their brothers were much more gentle and kinda loving when they did them. One thing I never forget was they said to them, that if it hurt they would go slow or if they told him to stop and take it out they would. But I was treated totally different, if I said it they just told me to shut up and said that I wanted it and liked it and it was just a little faggot so it didn't matter anyways. That summer and school holidays the next year and even the next summer there were probably 10 other boys in the 10 to 12 range that were allowed to experiment on me and learn about the joys of sex. I preferred them because they were not so big that it hurt, except when some of them went to my school. There were a few older ones too that were young teenagers but it seemed like most were in that 10 to 12 range maybe even 13. Looking back at it, and they were always there with their big brother. They were always told this was a special treat and that it was a learning experience for them. They're right of passage and becoming a man. That at home their brother would teach him more of the ways becoming a man later. I figure that they were all probably you know having sex later with their brothers when they got home. Sometimes they would even not only have me give them blow job, but also to put a finger in their butt. Normally the boy would ask me to do it after the first time, and the first time it was the brother that told me to do it to their lil bro. Often they would squeal as they pounded into me harder. When you're dealing with the younger boys that didn't shoot there were times that John had me busy with just the brothers. I was often filled all day long because the younger one never seemed to run out of energy and when they did the older bros were ready to go again. I would get lunch besides the cum that the older brothers gave me and the older brothers would get one round in my ass but the younger brothers, the ones that were the 10 to 13 we're just having a go at me, over and over, and loving it, They would just go around and round and thought it was great that I would suck off the one that was just been in my ass while the ones doing me and then the third one's just standing there watching, and waiting his turn on me. It was like I was the most popular ride at Disneyland. I figure over the two and a half years of John and his friends using me, I was probably penetrated-RAPED at least 1500 to 2000 times in my ass. And well over 1000 times I was forced to give oral sex. NONE of them I wanted! I didn't mind so much the younger boys because they didn't hurt and they were at least nicer about it, in general. There were one or two that were real jerks but so was your brother so I just kind of was like they were almost a smaller version of them. Some of them, I think especially after they started having sex with their older brothers, were more kind to me cuz they knew what it felt like and they enjoyed getting off but they also were didn't want to be hurt me either. Sometimes they would make sure I had an extra pillow to prop me up and you know even a couple times someone would sit there and rub my back and talk nice to me which was a pleasant switch. It's amazing how another boy can be kind of gentle while an older teen is ruthless, cold-hearted and rough. But I think that comes from he mostly begun on the receiving end of it as well, and feeling the pain and the shame of it as he was also used. The most disgusting day that I'll never forget was the day that John had several his buddies over and another boy who'd been there a few times I don't remember his name although he was kind of cute. He was really gentle, and so was his older brother. I'm looking back at it I'm sure at least one of them was gay just because of the mannerisms and stuff. They were probably doing it at home, but it probably was nowhere as rough or brutal as it would happen if John had been around or involved. End of Part 2. Part 3 will be posted soon. This is my first story. My background is more science, and not this type of writing. I would love to hear feedback. If I get enough positive feedback on this and the next part, I might write more stories. I wrote this to help me deal with the demons I still have from what he did to me, and to educate others as to how hurting and using a boy has lifelong affects. I also want to thank a bunch of authors I have talked with over the last month. You have encouraged me to write this, as have your kind, caring and loving stories. SO Thank you! This especially goes out to Knottedpup (Matties New Life is AWESOME!!!!)) ; (EricH (so many great stories for over 15yrs! 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