Date: Wed, 22 Apr 2020 08:29:00 +0000 From: Andrew Passey Subject: Life as a Foster Kid Part 6 (Young Friends) The weeks passed and I was definitely feeling settled. Pete had said they were saving for single beds but we were both happy with the situation as it was for now anyway, no point Pete and Mary spending money they didn't really have on it. Gaz and I got closer and I got good mates with James and some other boys at school. I don't know if it was because I was settled but a bit of my old life seeped in one night. I felt fine at bedtime but I had the most awful dream where my Dad was beating me, humiliating me liked he used to. He'd occasionally made me fight another friend's son naked, forcing us to be feral dogs, biting and scratching. I was back there in the dream but worse, this time it was Nick from school with his hard dick and his bigger body ripping me apart. When I lost Dad said, "You won Nick , now mount the bitch and take your reward" and then I felt Nick's hard dick pushing into my hole. I woke up in a sweat with Gaz's arms around me. "Shhhh, it was just a bad dream, I heard you talking and sobbing in your sleep so I woke you up " he said holding me close. Tears were running down my face, "Thanks. You pulled me out before it got really bad. I was dreaming about my Dad and what horrible things he made me do" I told him, still crying. "It's ok, I have bad dreams as well, my mum's boyfriend used to molest me when I was younger, luckily just feeling me up but I still feel used and dirty sometimes, particularly in the dreams. I'm ok now I'm here, Pete and Mary saved me, and you" he said earnestly . I let him hold me close as I calmed myself down, taking deep breaths, feeling his skin close to me. His breath on my shoulder. I started to feel my dick harden slightly, of all the worst times! I got myself together and pulled back slightly to look at him through the faint moonlight streaming through the room. "Thank you, you've been so good to me, I don't know what I'd have done without you. You're my best friend in the whole world" I told him. "You've been good to me too, I don't think you realise what a good person you are, how you've helped me too" he told me back then continued, "and as for best friend, you're my best friend but you're more than that to me." he told. Suddenly my heart sang, and the feelings I'd been repressing came out, maybe as it was the middle of the night I felt freer, like it wasn't really real life. I leaned forward and kissed him on the lips, leaving them there for a few seconds before pulling back. Gaz giggled, "Er I sort of meant that you're more than a best friend, like a brother to me, but I can tell you want it to be more" I was so embarrassed and spluttered an apology, "Er..shit...sorry..thought you meant like boyfriends or something...fuck...I guess it's the emotion of it all, the dream and my dad" I stammered blushing in the light. Gaz held my hand tightly, "hey, I didn't realise you felt that way. I hoped you did thought, I feel like that about you as well" he said and he kissed me, this time with our mouths open and our tongues entwined. He brought my hand down to his shorts and his hard dick. I started to feel it until he pulled back, we pulled our shirts and shorts off and kissed passionately on top of each other, our dicks rubbing up and down us as we moved up and down against each other. Suddenly we both came on each other, cum mingling on out stomachs and groins. "Fuck, that was amazing!" I said as I cleaned us both up. "Hell yeah" Gaz said with a grin. We fell asleep exhausted. The next morning we both didn't mention what happened and I guess we were sort of making out nothing happened. But we both knew it had, we'd crossed a line and we were struggling to process it. It was hard for me to let someone in, to let them get past my shield, the shield I used to protect myself. That night we didn't mention it and things went back to normal for a couple of days. Finally though, we cracked at the weekend, we were both awake in the middle of the night and our hands become blurs as we played with each other's dicks until we came. It was the same the next night and the one after. We hadn't said anything about it though, it was like it was our strange nighttime thing, that it didn't really exist in the day. And as often turned out to be the case it was Gaz that was able to move things along, to vocalise what we were both thinking. We we're doing our homework after school in our room and he made his move. "So....the other night and then the others times..." he said leaving it open ended. "Er yeah?" I replied also leaving it open ended. "Cards on the table, dick out my pants, I've wanted to do stuff with you for ages. I'm not embarrassed about what we did, I don't regret it, I'd like to do it more, and other stuff. But only if you want to" said Gaz with a shy grin. I didn't say anything at first, this was the moment I had to choose my path. I could shrug it off and say it was a bit of fun but that was all, and keep myself protected. Or I could take the leap, go all in and see what happened, leaving myself open to be hurt. The cautious head part of me was thinking the former, but my heart (and dick) were definitely thinking the latter. "It's hard for me to let anyone in. I don't want to pile more hurt on top of what I already carry. But....I really like you. I liked what we did and it would be fun to do more stuff. And you know...we're brothers, we could be like boyfriends as well. In this room anyway, not sure I'd want anyone at school to know what we were up to" I said cautiously. Gaz grinned, "yeah, no point giving the idiots more ammunition. But in these four walls, we can do what we like" "Well...now we know how we feel about each other we can do it all the time" I said grinning back. "As we're boyfriends, you better kiss me" Gaz said and I moved forward and we snogged, mashing our mouths and tongues together as we slipped our hands into the others school trousers and then into our pants,. We wanked each other gently, languorously, enjoying each up and down stroke as our mouths were melded to each other. This went on for what felt like forever until we pulled back and both came on each other's hands and in our pants. "Fuck, didn't think that through" I said. Gaz giggled, "yeah, next time we'll just use our mouths, that saves making any mess" he said, already moving things on! I'd sucked those dicks before when I had to but the idea of sucking Gaz and being sucked, well it sounded pretty fucking amazing! "Well....we also don't need to sleep in shorts anymore, I think we're well past the point of it being a problem being naked in front of each other" I said and we both giggled. That night we slept naked up and snuggled in for our first proper cuddle as boyfriends. Well sort of boyfriends, we were in the bedroom but we were also teenage boys, we didn't exactly know the right words to say. Gaz did find the words a couple of weeks later, after we'd kissed and wanked each other off. "You're the most important person in the world to me" Gaz said and I told him the same back, although my voice caught a bit, it was hard to vocalise my emotions, I'd been so tough for ages suddenly letting someone in felt like a release but also a risk...