Date: Mon, 2 May 2016 11:35:46 -0500 From: L L Subject: Life of Leo Chapter 5 This is the story of the 'Life of Leo'. Hope you enjoy it. It is a story of a boy named Leo who is finding himself. He is a very shy boy with not many friends. He finds courage, friendship, and love. There are many trials that happen and many exciting new things for him. This is 100% fictional and any similarities to any persons alive or dead is completely coincidental. This story belongs to Leo L. Copyright 2016. All Rights Reserved. Hope you enjoy. Please leave comments and suggestion @ questions.l.1976@gmail.com It is very important that if you like this story and the many other stories on Nifty please donate. Nifty.org is a great site and it is FREE and run by a dedicated person who gives of his time and energy. Please DONATE. - - - - - - - - - - Chapter 5 -James- After I left the swimming hole I went to Connor's to find him. I knocked on his door. He answered. "What you want? Get bored hanging out with those losers?" he asked. I looked at him for a minute deciding if he was worth talking to. "Can we talk?" I asked. "Fine, let's go to my room." He said irritated. I followed him into his house and we went down to the basement where his bedroom was. I looked at him and wondered what to say and how to say it. I don't want this to turn into a fight. I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "We need to clear the air. First off, we've been best friends for very long time. I truly love you like a brother. I wouldn't want to do anything that might hurt you or cause you distress. I first need you to understand this." I said. He looked at me with curiosity in his eyes. "Where is this coming from? What are you talking about?" He asked annoyed. "I want to know what has made you change to this asshole of a friend you have become. We used to tell each other everything and in the bad times we comforted each other and in the good time we celebrated with each other. So why have you had such hatred towards me?" I asked. He had a shocked look on his face. This quickly turned to anger. "I have no idea what you are even talking about. Have you gone mad?" he said raising the tone in his voice. I shook my head. "I'm talking about how you treat me like shit these last few months. It seems to be getting worse. I have tried to be a patient friend, but my patience is wearing thin. You make me feel like you don't want to be friends anymore. If that is what you want, fine I can deal with that. Why have you had this change in temperament lately?" I asked holding back tears. He sat on his bed. A look of defeat on his face. Soon anger returned to his face. "I think you should leave. We have nothing to talk about." He said getting angrier. "Well fine. Just know that if I leave I won't be coming back. Our friendship is over." I said holding back more tears. "Leave then." He yelled. "Fine." I yelled back. I ran up that stairs and out the front door. I peddled fast to my house, crying all the way. I just lost my best friend. Now what? I went in my house and went straight to my room and cried. I can't believe I mean so little to him that he would just throw our friendship away like that. Well if that's how he feels, fuck him. I don't need him. I cried myself to sleep. -Leo- I woke up with Johnny draped over me again. I like this waking up with him hugged up on me. I like that we are both naked and I can feel his hard cock pushed up against my thigh. I love the warmth coming off his body. I look at him and kiss his forehead. I just laid there enjoying being with him like this. Eventually the urge to pee outweighed my wanting to lay like this. I have to wake him up to get out. I nudge him with my elbow. He grunts a little but doesn't wake up. I tickle his under arm. He snickers and roles away. I smile at him and get up to pee. I am standing in the restroom peeing when Johnny comes in and stands next to me and pisses. "What we doing today?" he asked. "Whatever you want. I don't have any plans as of yet." I replied. When he got done he jumped in the shower. I followed him in. I love watching him in the shower with the water running down his smooth chest and his taut stomach. Running over his patch of newly growing pubic hairs and his cock. We washed up and got out. We got dressed and headed to the kitchen to get something to eat. "What do you want to do today?" I asked. Mrs. Jenkins came in the kitchen. "We need to go see your aunt." She said to Johnny. "Okay, why?" Johnny asked. "She is moving to her new apartment and needs our help." She replied. "I'll go check in with Kent and Sarah." I said. "I don't think I'll be allowed to go with you even if you let me." "Okay. We'll be back around ten tomorrow. You can come back over if you want then." Mrs. Jenkins said with a smile. "Okay." I replied. "Text or call me when you're almost home and I'll come right over." I told Johnny. "Okay, I will" he replied. "Well I'll grab my dirty clothes and head home for now." I said. We both ran up to his room. Johnny helped me gather my clothes. I hugged him and started out the door. "Leo, Stay away from Connor while I'm gone." He said with a worried look on his face. "What are you talking about? I've no intentions on going around him." I replied. "Okay, I just know he is crazy and after you beat him yesterday he might try to get back at you." He said. "I promise to stay away from him. Besides I'll go home and wash my clothes and read." I said. "Good, I still like you around." He said with a smile. He walked me out and I got on my bike and rode to my house. I took my time so I could think about what happened yesterday with the race and Connor. Would he really go as far as to hurt me for winning? Hope I never have to find out. While I was riding my phone rang. I looked and I didn't recognize the number. I answered the phone. "Hello." I said. "Hi, it's me James." He said sounding a little sad. "Hi, how did you get my number?" I asked. "Oh I called Johnny and he gave it to me." He said. "Oh okay. What's up?" I asked. "Can we meet?" he asked. "Sure come over to my house. I've things I need to do there." I replied. "Okay. I'll be there in thirty min or so." He said. "See you then. Bye." I said. "Great, Bye." He said with a happier tone in his voice. I wonder what that is all about. He has never called me or even really talks to me without Connor. I mean yesterday was the longest conversation we have ever had. Should I be worried? He wouldn't bring Connor over to my house would he? I hope not, God I hope not. I arrived at home. "Anyone home!?" I yelled. No answer. Good I really didn't want to see anyone. I went to my room got all my dirty clothes, when I got there my door was closed and there was a note on the door. I took it down and went in my room. I didn't even look at the note. I don't even care what it says. I grabbed all my dirty clothes and went to the laundry room to threw them in the wash. I went back to my room and locked the doors. I went to my computer and read some emails. I had quite a few from classmates who were happy I beat Johnny. I was feeling good about what I did yesterday. I was a hero and not a zero. I chuckled to myself. I responded to some of them and thanked them for the kind words. I got a text from James telling me he was at the door. I went down stairs and opened. "Hi, James come in." I said. "Can we go somewhere to talk?" he asked nervously. "Come in we can go to my room. No one is home now anyways." I said. He came in and we went to my bedroom. I closed the door and locked it. "So, what is this about?" I said with curiosity. He sat for a bit. "I talked with Connor yesterday." He replied. "So, how did that go?" I asked. "Not good. I don't think we are friends anymore. I really am lost at this point." He said tearing up. "I'm sorry. I don't know what to say." I said looking at him with sympathy. "Nothing, I just thought that you could help me through this. Not really sure why. Maybe because it was you who talked me into talking with him. I don't blame you for any of this. Don't ever think for one minute that I blame you, I blame Connor." He said crying now. I scooted over to him and put my arm around him. "Please don't cry. It will work out in the end if you two were to be friends forever." I said. "I don't think we will ever be friends again. He really had hatred in his eyes when we separated. I just wanted to know what changed in him that he was acting like that. Was that wrong of me to ask?" he asked. "No, you were his best friend and should be able to tell each other everything without worrying he will reject you." I said holding him. If that is true, why can't I tell Johnny that I'm gay then? "I know and I have told him everything. I even told him that I think I might be gay and he never judged me for that. Maybe that is what is making him treat me bad. But he knew that long before he started acting like this. I mean we have done sexual things with each other and he didn't act like he was uncomfortable with it." He said. I just looked at him and held him while he cried. Wow he is gay. I wonder what he meant by sexual things. Now might not be the right time to bring that up. I'm really curious about this though. "Please stop. Crying over him isn't worth it. It will only make you more depressed." I said holding him. He looked at me and the next thing I knew he kissed me on the mouth. I was shocked for a minute then kissed him back. I went hard right away. We started to rub each other's bodies up and down with our hands. Still kissing he started to fondle with my shorts to pull them down. I was now in the heat of passion. He pushed them down and then pushed me down on my back. He went down on me and devoured my cock. I never felt this before. It was amazing. I just watched him suck and lick my cock. I was in ah that he was doing this. "Maybe we shouldn't do this." I said. He pulled off my cock and looked at me. "You don't like it?" he asked looking worried. "No, no it's not that it feels amazing. I just don't want you to regret this or to get the wrong idea about me." I said. "I'll stop if you want, but I like doing this and besides I like your body. It is great to look at." He said with a grin. I just shook my head and laid back and let him continue his work on my cock. He licked my cock from the base to the tip. The licked the piss slit and then wrapped his lips around it and went down the root. He sensed me getting close to climaxing and pulled off and worked my balls. He really knew how to give head. Of course I don't have anything to compare this to, but it sure felt amazing to me. He went back to work on my cock. I felt his finger work its way into my crack searching for my love hole. A short time later I was close again. "I'm gonna cum" I moaned at him. He just kept sucking and fingering my hole. I started to cum shooting a few huge loads into his mouth. He swallowed every drop. When I was done climaxing he cleaned up my cock with his tongue. He got up and laid next to me. "Man you taste good." He said. "I have wanted to do that to you for over a year." "What? Over a year?" I asked shocked that he said that. "Yeah I just noticed you one day with Johnny and I thought I want to see those two naked. The only other boy I seen naked it Connor. Please don't tell Johnny I did this. I don't want him to act strange when we're playing sports and stuff." He said. "I won't, but you should. I really don't think he will care. As far as I know he is straight and has the hots for Sara in our class last year." I said. "I remember her the blond girl. She is cute. Well I'm not sure I should let that out to everyone. I just hope Connor doesn't out me now that we seem to not be friends anymore." He said with a worried look. "Can I ask you something?" I asked. "Well you just did." He said with a smile. "What you want to know?" "Why did you come here to me? I know what you said earlier, but that just don't make any sense to me. We never talked until yesterday on the dock. That was the longest conversation we have ever had. And now you just blew me and I'm curious to know why me?" I said. He looked at me and thought about what I said. "I want you to know that I have the utmost respect for you. I looked at you and I noticed how you looked at the boys and not the girls. I just figured you are gay. If you aren't I apologize. I don't mean to offend you. See I know I'm gay and thought I knew you were. I don't want everyone to know as I don't know how they'll react. I figured if you are, you would keep my secret. That and like I said earlier I like your body." He said with a smile. "You will keep this between us right?" "Sure. I guess I'm gay. I just keep it to myself until this very moment. Even Johnny hasn't been told yet. Not sure how to bring it up with him at this time." I said. "You keep my secret too please." "No problem." He said. "Now can I do to you what you did to me?" I asked shyly. "I'm up for it." He said with a grin. "You'll have to direct me. I never did this to anyone." I said. "Don't worry. Just keep your teeth away from my cock and it'll be good." He said with a smile. He dropped his short and underwear and his stiff cock popped out and slapped his stomach. He sat down on my bed after taking off his shirt. I just looked at him. "Wait here I'll be right back." I said running out of the room to Sarah's to get a ruler. I got back into my room a couple minutes later. James was laying on my bed stroking his cock. He noticed I had a ruler. "I want to measure your cock." I said with a big grin. James stood up and I knelt in front of him. I took hold of his stiff cock and put the ruler up to it and looked. "It looks about four and three quarters. Almost as big as Johnny." I said. He smiled down at me. "Your turn." He said getting down on his knees. I smiled as I stood up and dropped my shorts and underwear. James took ahold of my cock and stroked it a couple of times and then put the ruler up to it. "Four and half. Not bad" he said with a smile looking up at me. While he was down on his knees he took advantage and started to suck on my cock again. I looked down at him. "Let's suck on each other and I'll mimic what you're doing to me." I said with a horny look. He got up and moved to my bed and laid down I positioned myself with my cock hanging over his face. He reached up and took it in his mouth. I moaned. I took his cock in my mouth and started to copy everything he did to my cock. He was really good at this and I wanted to reciprocate every feeling back to him. We sucked each other for several minutes. I felt him to start rubbing my anus. I moaned. I started to work my finger to his anus and he moaned. We were in sinc. I saw his nuts pull up toward him and in knew he was getting closer. I could feel my orgasm fast approaching as well. A few minutes later he started to shoot in my mouth. That in turn made me shoot in his. We both swallowed as fast as we could. Once our orgasms started to subside. I moved and turned around and laid next to James on my bed. We were both breathing just hard. I looked at him with a grin. He smiled back and moved to kiss me again. I welcomed it. We laid there making out for a bit. "How was I?" I asked. "Great, you did a great job." He said smiling at me. "Good I don't want to disappoint." I said chucking. "Especially since you're clearly more experienced that me." "Not by much. The only other guy I've done anything with was Connor. I've seen and done a lot of research on how to be a good gay lover though." He said with a big smile. We laid there holding each other. Soon he was asleep. "What the hell have I done?" I whispered to no one. Well I can only hope that James won't tell anyone else about us doing this. It was good and I really like the feel of a cock in my mouth. It's just natural to me. I slowly drifted off to sleep thinking about what I was just involved in. We slept for a couple of hours. I woke up first. James was wrapped over me just like Johnny does in his sleep. It felt good, but very different from when Johnny does it. Not that I wasn't enjoying it, cause I was. Maybe cause I don't have the same feelings for James as I do for Johnny. I would feel his hard on pressing into my thigh. Every once in a while he would push it into my thigh. I wonder what he is dreaming of. I looked into his face and kissed his lips. They are really soft and very kissable. He kissed back, but didn't wake up. Instead he started to hump my thigh more frequently. I moved ever so slowly to get my hand around his cock and then kissed him again. His hips started to move more and more. Just as he started to climax he opened his eyes and moaned really loud. He shot his cum all over my thigh and bed. What a waist I thought. He rolled on his back and stretched. "I really enjoyed waking up like that. Too bad you can't do that for me every morning." He said with a big grin. He leaned in and kissed me. "Your turn." He said. He moved over to me and started kiss my face. Moved to my ear and licked it. Then kissed down my neck, then my chest he spent some time with my nipples and made me moan. These are sensations I never had till today. He kissed his way down my chest to my stomach, when he got to my belly button he licked and nipped at. Then he licked his way down my treasure trail to my cock. Once there he licked it from tip to root. He licked and sucked my balls. Then he devoured my cock. All I could manage to do was moan with gratitude. He sucked my cock over and over while playing with my balls with his hand. He felt my nuts pull up to me and then stopped sucking. He moved and pushed my legs apart and lifted them to his shoulders. He moved lower and just as I looked to see what he was doing he started to rim me. I threw my head back and moaned again. My hand went instinctively to my cock, but he swatted it away. He continued to lick and push his tongue into my love hole. I moaned and tried to reach for my cock again. He would swat my hand away every time. He eventually let my legs fall down and moved back to my cock. He continued to finger my hole the whole time. It wasn't much longer that I started to climax. It was a powerful climax one that I have never felt before. It made me arch my back up and cry out in pleasure. Just as I was coming down there was a knock on the door. "Leo you alright?" asked Kent. I just laid there coming down. I heard Kent try the door knob a couple of times. "Yeah I'm fine leave me alone." I yelled in response. "Okay" he said with a somber tone in his voice. "Oh shit who is that?" James said getting up and trying to get dressed as fast as he could. I grabbed him and pulled him into me and kissed him. I looked at him and said "Don't worry he won't come in here. We are fighting at the moment." I looked at him with a smile. He smiled back and said "Well maybe I should go. I don't want to get you into trouble. Can I take shower?" he asked. "Yeah sure, mind if I join you?" I asked. "Nope, I was going to ask you to." He said with a smile. I went into the bathroom and locked the door to Kent's room. "Okay" I said to James and he came in. I started the water. We both jumped in. I turned around to get the soap when I felt a warm stream hitting me in the back. I jumped and tuned around and James was pissing on me. He aimed for my cock when I turned around. I grabbed ahold of my cock and aimed it at him and stated to fire back. He laughed. I noticed his cock started to harden. When finished I bent down and took his cock in my mouth the taste of my piss was still on it and I licked it up. I came back up and he smiled at me and pulled me into a passionate kiss. When we broke he said "I hope we can do this again." "I hope you'll come back. What're you going to do now?" I asked. "Dunno. I haven't any plans since Connor and I aren't hanging out anymore." He replied. "You can come hang out with me and Johnny. That is when he gets back in town." I said. "Okay. Text or call me to let me know where to meet up." He said with a smile. "Thank you for helping me through this." "No problem. I've been going through lots of shit lately and Johnny has been my rock." I said. "Well I won't ask, but if you want to tell me I won't say anything to anyone." He said. "I'll keep that in mind, but for now I'll keep that between me and Johnny. But thanks." I said with a smile. I started to rub his chest with a soaped up loofah. I thoroughly washed his whole body taking special care of his cock and crack. He just stood there and moaned. He in turn did the same to me. I loved the feeling of him washing me. It relaxed me greatly. I truly wondered how this all started. Why did I let this happen? All I know is I really don't want it to stop. I need him as a friend. Not totally sure why, but I'm content with this in my life for now. We finished and rinsed off. Got out and dried each other off. We went back to my room and got dressed. I hugged him and kissed him passionately again and walked him to the front door. "Bye. I'll text you later when Johnny gets home." I said with a smile. "Okay, see you later." He said as he jumped on his bike. I ran back up to my room and locked the door. I flopped on my bed and thought about what just transpired. I feel great. I have a friend that I can fool around with. I just hope he is true to his word and keeps it to himself. Now I feel sick. What if he doesn't? What'll everyone think? Ah man, I need to have faith in him. He doesn't want anyone to know either so I should be good. Man I'm becoming such a slut. I went to my computer desk and sat down. I was about to login when I notice the letter that was on my door when I got home. Should I read it? I know it is from Kent cause it's his handwriting. Do I need the added stress of what this letter may contain? I took a deep breath. I decided I need to open the letter from Kent: Hi Leo, I am so sorry for all the pain that I have caused you. I won't ask for forgiveness from you. I don't deserve any forgiveness. As far as dad I won't push you to interact with him. Just know that when mom was alive dad was a good man. He loved all three of us. Especially you. He made sure that he spent lots of time with you. He wouldn't let mom bathe you, feed you or even dress and change your pamper when he was home he wanted to spend a lot of time with you. He wasn't home very often so I suppose he was trying to make up for lost time. When mom passed he fell hard. He went into a deep depression. Then he tried to cope with alcohol. I'm not saying that is a justified excuse, cause it's not. I find myself starting to hate him even now as I write you this letter. He did unspeakable things to me. I only let it go on so I wouldn't lose you or Sarah. I know that sounds like an excuse as well, but I'm not making one. Please understand I was six years old. Six Years old. I have no reason to justify anything to you and don't want your forgiveness. I don't deserve any. I just wanted to write you this letter to remind you that I love you now and forever. You are my only brother. I don't want anyone else to be my brother just you. At this point in the letter I was bawling. I don't know if I should forgive him or not. As of now no. Maybe in the future, maybe. Now that is all been said. You wanted me to tell you the truth always. Here it is. I am Gay. I have a friend you know him, Tim. We are friends with benefits as of this letter. I am going to ask him to go steady, now that I and dad have put a stop to our sex. I truly mean that, dad and I are done. I will pursue my relationship with Tim. I hope you'll come around and meet him. He's a great guy. I met him in the seventh grade and we have been best friends since then. We have had sexual relations since then as well. His parents are rarely home, so I'll be staying with him for next few weeks. If you need me for anything text or call me. Just know that you are my only brother and I truly love you. Love, Kent This just had me crying so hard that now Kent was alone. He didn't have me, Sarah or dad. Everything in his life he fought so hard to keep are now gone. My brain wants to run to him and forgive him cause that is what he needed. But, my heart says not right now. I've the right to be angry at him. As far as dad I will never forgive him. I flopped on my bed and cried. I cried so much I didn't even realize I fell asleep. I woke up with my phone ringing. I looked and it was Johnny. I answered. "Are you coming home now?" I asked with excitement in my tone. "Sorry. We're spending the night. I suspect we will not be home till late afternoon tomorrow. How is things going with you?" he said with a depressed tone in his voice. "Not sure. I had a call from James and Kent left me a fucked up letter. So I haven't left my room since I got home." I replied. "So what did James want? Hope you didn't mind me giving your number to him." he sounded a little jealous. "Not much. He wanted to talk to me since him and Connor are no longer friends and I was the one to tell him to talk to him." I replied. "He isn't blaming you is he?" he said defensively. I chuckled. "My man to the rescue. No he just needed to vent to someone and I guess since I suggested that he should talk to Connor, he came to me to vent." I said nonchalantly. "Good, I don't know why I was worried about him, cause he is a nice guy." He replied. "So I told him he could hang out with us again. You really don't mind do you?" I asked. "No, no. It is fine we can hang out with him. What was in the letter from Kent?" he asked. I read him the letter. "Wow, Kent is Gay and so is Tim? Wow. What are you going to do?" he asked. "What wait, you know Tim?" I asked. "Yeah, Sam has hung out with him a few times. He is a great lacrosse player." He replied. "Oh okay, so is Sam gay? Never mind I shouldn't have asked." I said. "Actually he is and came out to us about four years ago at dinner one night. I'm cool with it. Mom and dad have their concerns but have accepted it. So, what are you going to do with Kent and your dad?" he asked. "Well I really don't think forgiving either of them is in me at this time. I still love Kent, but I need time to come to terms with all that he has done. As far as my dad is concerned I really don't think I'll ever be able to forgive him. We needed our dad and he just lived at the bottom of every bottle he could get his hands on. Then that sick son of a bitch raped Kent all these years. I'll never forgive him. As far as I'm concerned he is dead to me. Kent was more of a dad to me than that asshole. It makes me so angry that this had to happen us. I wish mom never would've died. Maybe my life would have been different. Maybe Kent's life would have been different. Same with Sarah's life." I said angrily and starting to cry again. "Sorry Leo. I didn't mean to push you into thinking about this. I wish I was there for you." He said with a sadness in his voice. "Don't be. I have to deal with this at some point. Just please get home as soon as you can. I really want to get out of this house again." I said still sniffling. "I'll move my aunt as fast as I can tomorrow. See you then." He said. "Bye." I said then hung up. I laid on my bed and thought about my conversation with Johnny. Maybe he is gay too. His brother Sam is gay. Maybe I can come out to him after all. He seems alright with his brother being gay. I suppose that I'll not be able to spend the night over at his house if I do. His parents sort of accept his brother being gay, but would they want a gay boy hanging out with their other son? I'll just keep this to myself for now. Well between me and James. I smiling to myself. I wasn't tired so I texted James and told him that Johnny wasn't coming home till tomorrow. 'You want to spend the night?' I texted. 'Let me get back to you after I ask my folks.' He texted back. While I waited for him to respond yea or nay, I jumped on the computer and read some emails. I got a disturbing one from Connor. It read: Leo, I'm going to get revenge on you for what you did at the swimming hole. Where do you get off beating me? I'm an athlete and you're nerd. You can't beat me. You had to have cheated. The next time I see you I'm going to kick your ass you little weak ass shit. That was mean. This guy has major issues. I wonder if he really means it. Should I let Johnny know or keep it to myself? Maybe I should show James, nah that would be like pouring salt on a wound. No I'll not tell James anything about this. I think I'll just ignore this for now and watch my back when out and about. 'Mom said I can spend the night. :)" he texted back. 'Great what you like on your pizza? I'll order us some.' I texted back. 'Get a super supreme if you don't mind, no mushrooms I'm highly allergic. Otherwise meat lovers works too. I'll be there in about an hour.' He texted back. I got on the net and ordered pizza hut for delivery. I also ordered pop and hot wings as well. Now I just had to wait for the pizza and James to arrive. I surfed the net till the doorbell rang. I ran down and opened the door. It was the pizza guy. I paid him and took the pizza to the kitchen. While in there I seen a note from Sarah saying she was spending the night at Sally's 'you have my number if you need to get ahold of me'. This works out great then. I'll have the whole house to myself. That made me hard for some reason. Maybe it was the thought that I was going to have James here and we can mess around all night. Maybe it was the fact I feel independent now with all the changes. I was just anxious for James to get here. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - End of chapter 5. Please let me know what you liked and keep the comments and suggestions coming. Questions.l.1976@gmail.com