Date: Wed, 14 Nov 2007 12:46:11 EST
From: Andichan@aol.com
Subject: Martyn. Part 4.

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MARTYN.  (Part 4).


I guess, like most adolescent boys, I woke up to the alarm clock with a
stiffy. Marty was still fast asleep and by the sound of his regular
breathing, would be for a while.

I showered myself, not rushing as my mind was trying to get to grips with
this situation I had found myself in. I have a young boy in my bed. I've
slept with him. I've sexually abused him. Hang on a bit! He abused me
first! He came on to me?!

He's sleeping like a baby. If he was screwed up about it, surly he would
have buggered of by now. Oh God I don't know!!

I decided to stay calm and see how things panned out once Marty woke.

I pulled on a pair of boxers and filled the kettle to make coffee.

I was halfway through my first cup when Marty came to.

Oh heaven! What time is it! No! First where am -- , I remember now! Adie!
Oh thank God!!

"Here for you babe! Want tea or coffee?

"Hmm. Tea I think. Oh yes, BABE! I remember now. Sorry but I'm still half
asleep! Oh wow! Last night was so good! Um? I you ok with, well you know,
what happened?"

I didn't answer. I pored the drinks and sat Marty's on the side table.

I bent over and kissed him gently on his lips.

"You don't know how ok I am. I'm more than ok. I'm so more than ok I don't
know how to tell you!"

Marty grinned!

"Thanks. Really. Thanks! I'm more than ok too! Even better with that cup of
tea!"

"Shit! I'm sorry! Here you go. Get that down you. I've already showered so
you can go ahead as and when you want."

Marty pretended disapproval.

"What! All by myself? I want some one to protect me from the evil men who
would mess with me!!"

"Hmm! Better make some phone calls. Don't know anybody who wouldn't mess
with your beautiful body in a shower, me included!"

"Oh bloody hell! Just have to take my chances with you then! Got no time
for phone calls!"

" Brave boy! I'll start running it shall I?"

"Yes please! Adie? Seriously now, will you wash me? I can't think of
anything I want more right now?"

I felt my cock twitch. "Sure I will. I would love to"

I turned towards the shower room. Marty reached out and touched my
bum. "You've got a great arse you know. A real bubble butt."

I blushed and went to turn on the shower.

"Ok it's ready for you. Nice and warm and wet!!"

Marty was drinking his tea and nearly choked. "Oh God you were talking
about the shower!"

I reached for my coffee and Marty put his tea cup down and reached out for
my flaccid cock. "This is also warm and wet."

His lips touched my cock head and sucked me into his mouth engulfing it
fully.

"Oh yes please, oh man that feels so, so good!" I was instantly hard. I
couldn't believe how such a small boy could take so much, sucking all of me
down to the root but as soon as he started on me he released. "Marty
please?!"

He smiled up at me. "Best is yet to come, beautiful man! Drink your coffee
and shower me!"

The shower water ran over our bodies making Marty look as if he was made of
alabaster, so smooth and soft. I ran some liquid soap on to my hand and
began washing his back and sides. He pushed his bum back against my raging
hard-on, moaning as he did so. Moving my hands under his arm pits, I
started massaging his nipples noticing their hardness, then down the flat
plain of his stomach to his throbbing cock. I moved my right arm back round
to his bum cheeks seeking out his love hole, gently fingering it.

Marty was shaking with pleasure. "Oh my life that feels sooo good!"

I ran my hand further under tickling the area between his arse and balls.

"Shit Aidie I'll cum you carry on like that and I don't want too yet!"

He turned around and dropped to his knees. He looked up at me and
smiled. Oh shit he looked so perfect! Those beautiful ruby red lips parted
and took my ball sac into his mouth gently tonguing my nuts until I thought
I would die from pleasure! Marty then moved to my pulsing dick. Pre-cum
dripping like mad from my cock head. Another wonderful smile before
engulfing my entire length into his mouth. Slowly, gently he massaged my
cock with his lips and tongue sending waves of ecstasy though my entire
being. I could feel my climax approaching and Marty could sense it
too. Working my cock head so delicately and then taking me fully into his
mouth, I came!" Ummmmmmmmpppppppppph! Oh fucking hell! Oh PLEASE YES!" My
knees gave way sending me crumpling to the floor of the shower room. Dazed
and wobbly I stood back up, Marty helping me to my feet. Then he threw his
arms around my and kissed me passionately on the lips, our tongues
exploring each others mouths. I could taste a little of my own cum in his
mouth but instead of being repulsed, just made my recovery from such a
massive adrenalin rush almost instant!

I was getting hard again. I couldn't believe it!

It's his turn, I thought.

No Adie no please....Too late. I went down on him like a rocket, engulfing
his beautiful cock into my mouth, noticing his shiny glistening cock head
as I went. Like it had been polished. So fucking wonderful!

"Ummmph! Oh WOW!" His little fab body thrust towards me. His dick right
down my throat. Pumping away I was almost gagging. I worked my finger up
his wonderful bum cheeks to his hole. A small massage, not entering him but
then he came and fuck did he cum!

"JJJJJJJJJJEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSSS! OH MY GOD!!
FUCKKKK YESSSSSSSS!!!!!"

I felt a small but very sweet drop of moisture in my mouth. So good!

"You ok Marty?"

"Oh I'm knackered but that was..." Marty burst into tears and fell into my
arms.

"I'm so happy. I've never felt so good and never felt so..umm. In love, so
complete, so alive, so very happy. Did I say tired too?"

We staggered out of the shower and dried each other off and collapsed onto
the bed.

At that point Marty drifted off into oblivion. I wasn't far behind
him. Totally spent out.

One problem.

It was still only 10-30 in the morning!

I came to at mid-day. Marty had shifted position and was lying on his
front, his legs slightly apart affording me a view of his beautiful bum
cheeks. I was starting to get hard. 'Oh not again' I thought. 'I'm turning
into a sex maniac!'

I couldn't take my eyes of his wonderful young body. Flawless in every
way. I didn't want to disturb him but I just had to touch him. Gently I ran
my hand over his bum. Marty groaned slightly and opened his legs further
almost inviting me to do more although quite obviously still asleep. I
knelt down in between his legs and kissed his bum cheeks then licking down
to the crease at the top of his legs. More groaning from Marty as I probed
further to his pucker. Gently I spread his cheeks apart and tenderly moved
my tongue across his beautiful ring sending shivers through his body. I
lapped and licked at his hole, another loud grunt from Marty as I felt his
arse pushing into my face.

"Oh yes please!" he mumbled. "Don't stop please!"

I felt his muscle relax as I pushed my tongue inside him and back out
again. Marty was matching my movements as I tongue fucked him. My jaw was
starting to ache but still I continued to pleasure him.

Now wide awake, Marty turned his head to one side. "Adie? Please will you
fuck me? Please?"

Thankful that my jaw could take a rest at least for a few seconds, I
replied, "You're so perfect. I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't and even if you did I don't mind. It will be you and I love you
and want this from you cos I know you'll be gentle with me. Please Adie? I
want you inside me so much?"

Marty's hole was already very wet from my ministrations with my tongue so I
knelt back up and applied some saliva to my throbbing cock head and moved
forward to his fabulous little pink hole.

"Stop me if it's too much, won't you. God knows the last thing I want to do
is hurt you my love!"

Placing my cock against his bum hole, I pushed against it. Little bit by
little bit I entered him.

"Oh damn that's painful!" Marty squealed.

I stopped pushing.

"No no don't stop! I really want this from you. Please more!"

I pushed some more and then I was in! Just my cock head but I was in!

"Oh Adie, hold it a second. Let me get used to it!" Marty was panting
hard. It must of hurt more than he was prepared to admit.

"Hmm! Ok I'm alright now!"

I continued slowly to push in and then out a bit, then back in going deeper
in with each push. Damn he was tight but he felt so good! Nothing could
have prepared me for this amount of pleasure!

I felt my balls against the top of his legs. I was in all the way!

I waited to allow Marty to get used to this new sensation.

"You ok beautiful boy?"

"Feels like I've got a telegraph pole up me but I'm fine. It feels, well,
nice!" He giggled. "Fuck me properly now, please?"

Slowly I started to move inside him. In and out just a bit at first but
getting bolder at every stroke. Pulling out until only my cock head was
inside him and then back in all the way.

"Oh God Adie, more please! Oooo that's incredible. Oh yes. Oh yessssss!"

Now I was really fucking him! Squeals and 'oh's emanating from Marty with
every thrust. "Oh Jesus Adie I'm going to, Oh YES I'M CUMMINGGGGG!"

His bum clamped down on my cock like a vice as his orgasm convulsed him
under me. This was just too much for me.

"Oh Marty I'm going to.."

"Yes Adie. Oh yes. Inside me pleaseee?"

My own climax ripped through me. Wave after wave coursed through my body,
my cock buried to the hilt in Marty's bum pumping wad after wad deep inside
him! Never have I experienced so much pleasure!

And then I was done. I collapsed on top of him and kissed his neck and
bursting into tears, sobbing like a child.

"Adie, what's up? Why are you crying?"

"Tears of joy, of love only. Honest to God that was just so unbelievably
good! Are you ok, I mean I didn't hurt you too much. I didn't want to hurt
you Marty?"

"A bit painful at first but then...,I don't know what you were hitting
inside me but every time you went in it was like a lightening bolt of
pleasure shooting through me. I can't believe I came without being touched!
It was wonderful! Promise me we will do it again?"

"Oh yes. You bet you're life we will!"

"And soon?"

"Not right now!" I laughed. "I think I might just be a tad sore. You were
unbelievable!"

My dick had deflated somewhat and slipped out of Marty with a plop.

Marty turned over and held on to me like a limpet. "You are just so
wonderful. I just never want this to end."

"Me neither. I really do love you Marty. Seriously love you."

We kissed passionately. Oh God! I was getting hard again!

"I recon you should go to the bathroom. You've a couple of ton of cum
inside you!"

"Oh right! I'd forgotten about that!"

Marty stumbled into the bathroom, reappearing ten minuets later.

"Bloody hell" he grinned. "I feel like a cowboy who's been too long on his
horse! My arse won't close!"

He fell onto the bed and into my waiting arms.

Sleep hit quickly.

We both woke at 3pm. I trotted off to the toilet. When I came out Marty was
sitting on the side of the bed with a big grin on his face. "I can't stop
smiling! I feel so happy and content!"

"You and me both! How's your bum feel?"

"Loads better. Back to normal."

"I think we should get some proper lubricant before we go again, don't you?
Let's nip into town and do some shopping."

"Sure thing. Let's do it!"

"No she said it was fine. She's going to do some decorating and stuff and
she'd rather I was out of the way so she could crack on. The funniest bit
was, she told me not to be a pain in the back side! I nearly said that the
warning was about seven hours too late!"

"Bloody good job you didn't!" I laughed, "don't somehow think she'd see the
funny side of it!"

"I just need more practice, especially now we've got that stuff. What's it
called again?"

"KY. It's a water based lubricant gell."

"What did you say to the guy in the chemist?"

"Nothing. He didn't ask but if he had I was going to say I was working on a
farm. I've seen my cousin using it when a cow is having a difficult
delivery."

"Oh. Like when they have to.." Marty made a fist.

"Yes you've got it!"

"You're not going to do that to me are you?!" He held his hands up in mock
fear.

"You're so deliciously tight, it's all I can do to get my dick in!"

"You just need lots and lots of practice!" he winked.

"I intend to get lots and lots of practice my wonderful lover!"

"Do you mind if I have a long soak in the bath? I want to get really clean
and smelly nice for you."

"Sure. Go ahead. I'll bring you in a nice gin and tonic once you've
settled. I got some more in town when you disappeared off."

"That would be great!"

Marty stripped off to his tight white pants and padded off to the
bathroom. I watched his arse as he walked across the room, my heart
skipping a few beats remembering how I'd been in it earlier and would be
again later! God I needed that drink!

Twenty minuets later Marty reappeared wrapped in a large bath towel. "Oh
wow I needed that! Can you dry my back please?"

"Back, front, whatever!"

I dried his back then told him to turn around. As I expected his cock was
fully up! Marty blushed. "It's always like that around you!"

"Have to take care of it then won't I!"

I licked at the half protruding cock head and tasted his pre-cum for the
first time. 'I recon I'm going to get a mouth full this time' I thought.

Taking him fully in my mouth and scratching the soft underside of his
balls, Marty started to face fuck me. Two or three minuets later I could
feel his thrusts getting more urgent and his cock swelling considerably in
my mouth.

"Shit! I'm going to blow! Yes. Oh yes. OH YES!!"

His cock fairly exploded in my mouth. Two or three jets of watery cum
splashed onto my tongue which I greedily swallowed! Little by little his
orgasm passed and I released his now softening erection from my mouth.

"Oh wow! That has to be the best yet Adie!"

"It was and do you know why?"

"No? Why then."

"Cos you came!"

"I know that. I always come with you."

"No I mean you really came. You had your first squirt that's what I mean
and by the way you taste sweet!"

I stood up and kissed him.

"Hmm! Not bad even if I do say so myself! It is sweet!"

"Yeah and just remember. It all belongs to me! In my mouth!" I laughed.

"Yes Adie. Always all of it for you. I promise. Um, can I have another gin
and tonic. I need something to steady me. That was awesome!"

We cuddled up together on the bed, just talking and laughing. I really
can't remember what about but it didn't matter. We were together. That was
all that mattered.

We made a severe dent in the gin bottle. Someone looking in from the
outside would have known from the hysterical giggles that were emanating
from the room.

The afternoon sped into evening so fast and the gin had it's inevitable
effect. Sleep.

We woke in each others arms at about 7-30pm. The heating had shut down for
some unknown reason. I was sort of ok as I was still dressed however Marty
was freezing!

"I'm going to run you a bath, that is if there's any hot water. You warm up
and I'll go and find out what on earth is up with the radiators"

Fortunately hot water was on tap, at least enough for a two-thirds full
bath which Marty lounged into, soaking up the warmth. A quick kiss and I
made my way down to the caretakers room.

We obviously weren't the only ones without heat. Fifteen or more boys were
hanging about outside.

"You as well Adrian?"

"Yeah Simon. What's going on. Any idea?"

"Well the boiler man is inside but no real news yet."

At that moment the deputy head arrived on the scene. "Ok guys. The boiler's
totalled and were going to have to ship you out to an hotel at least for
tonight until it's fixed."

Cries of excitement from all except that is, from me. Shit Marty's in my
room. Can't ship him out, he's not supposed to be here. Oh NO!

Then my life line.

"I need a volunteer however to stay in school. A senior boy. We can't all
go to the hotel. I will be here but I need one boy to stay as well.

I never liked Mr. Saunders but at that moment I could have kissed him!

"I'm happy to stay sir. I've done with the shower and my room's not that
bad and I was in town earlier and I've already eaten. I'll be fine."

"Thankyou Adrian. That's good. The rest of you go and pack a small
overnight case and be in the gym by 8-30 sharp .Understood? Good. Adrian
come to my office and I'll let you have an electric heater for your room."

"Yes sir."

"It's not so powerful but it should be good enough to keep the worst of the
chill off. Oh and thankyou for raising your hand!"

"It's no trouble sir, really. I get cold, I go to bed!" I grinned.

"That's the spirit boy! Any problems you come to the nearest wall
phone. Tap in 6796 and then 2133 which is my flat number. Ok? Oh and just
as an aside, the code 6796 is to stop you guys from using it so no telling
anyone. Understood?"

I nodded my head. "What code sir?"

His turn to chuckle! "Good one lad! Sleep well and thanks again! I'd better
go and see what the rabble are up to. Scoot and get your room as warm as
you can"

"Sir!"

Back in my room, Marty was out of the bath and dried. He'd tucked himself
up under the blankets up to his chin.

"Yo! I've got heat! Not a lot to be sure but better than nothing!"

"What's happening. You know with the heat and stuff? All the noise I
thought that the place was being evacuated!"

"Well in a way you're absolutely right!"

I told him what had gone on.

"Damn that was lucky! Do you think he'll come and check on you during the
evening?"

"I doubt it. He's too concerned with the others. In any case he's given me
the phone code so if I have problems I can call out on it."

"Wow! You know the phone code?"

"Yes but I promised not to tell anyone. In any case you can bet your life
it'll be changed the moment things get back to normal. I there any warm
water left?"

"A bit but not much. Sorry!"

"You needed it more than me sweet boy!" I kissed him gently on the lips and
went to explore the hot water situation.

Two inches of tepid water in the bath allowed my to wash and
refresh. Bugger it was cold even with the little fan heater on full chat! I
dried off and crawled into bed. Marty felt red hot compared with me! He
cuddled up sending shivers through me as I absorbed his warmth. We cuddled
and caressed ourselves to a different planet. Both of us on a high as never
before!

"Do you, um, you know want some more practice. You know?"

"Love to but are you ok. Like are you feeling happy down there? I don't
want to push you too much Marty."

"I'm fine. How's about you. You still sore?"

I cuddled up to him. My hard-on pressing into his tummy. Kissing him
tenderly on the lips, I replied "Only one way to find out, if you want?"

"Hmmmm! Yes please!"

I snuck under the duvet and went between Marty's legs. He was so turned on!
He parted his legs, his little hips pumping slowly up and down in
anticipation.

Down to his balls and the gap between them and his bum. He smelt so bloody
wonderful! I licked him to a frenzy and then attacked his pink little
pucker. Shit. I thought he was going to explode!

"Now Adie. Now please!"

I reached for the KY and massaged a liberal quantity in to him with my
finger and plastered some onto my dick."

"Oh WOW! Oh please Adie!"

I knelt up and pressed my cock against his hole and pushed. He was still
tight but I entered him so much easier than before and this time the only
sounds coming from Marty were those of extreme pleasure! "Oh my life! That
feels so good Adie! So comfortable!"

I pulled him over so he was laying on his side. "Bend your knees like we're
spooning Marty"

I now had access to his cock as well and the added bonus, I found I could
fuck him deeper than before!

"Oooo that's so good! I can feel you bottoming out in me!"

I set up a slow regular fucking motion. Marty moved his hips in time with
me. It was like he had been tailor made to take me. His cock jerked in my
hand. Marty's breath was faster and faster. "I'm gonna cum! I'm, I'm
CUMMING!!!!!"

His body stiffened and his bum gripped my cock as he shot two good size
wads of cum into my hand which I fed into my mouth. So very sweet! Once he
had calmed down, I restarted my fucking motion.

"Gosh Adie! Oh please more!"

I must have continued for a good 15 minuets more before I felt my own
climax rising inside me. I quickened my pace making Marty squeal with
delight. "Marty I'm going to blow! I can't hold on much more! Oh God yes!
Ummmmmmmmmph! Ahh yes!" As if it had been stage managed, Marty came again,
delivering a greatly reduced glob of cum but still I savoured it!

We were both completely wasted! Not that we could fall apart! We were
connected at the bum and laying together, spooning!

Marty couldn't have moved all night. Mainly because my dick was still in
him at 7am when I came to. Once I was aware and yes, it took a while,
elected to stay put and after all,----- my dick was waking up too! Slowly
swelling inside him as he slept. I started to move against him, ploughing
into his bum again. I could feel the squishy feeling of my previously spent
cum, still warm and inside Marty's bowels. Almost trying to push me out but
I had different plans!

Reaching down, I cupped his ball sac. His cock was half hard and moist with
pre-cum. Very gently I started to fuck him. After just a couple of seconds
his cock was at full attention but Marty was still sound asleep. His
breathing quickened as I sped up my thrusting, bottoming out inside him. I
was obviously touching his 'happy spot' as his cock jerked in my hand
squirting three globs of cum onto my fingers. Eagerly I sucked them into my
mouth savouring the wonderful taste.

That did it for me too! I shot three or four wads into his bowels and my
dick almost instantly deflated inside him. My heart rate slowly calmed down
and I relaxed just enjoying cuddling up to the single most precious person
in my life.

It must have been some fifteen minutes later that Marty began to stir.

"Hmm Adie. You still inside me? Oh that's just so nice!" He pushed back
into me and wiggled his bum. 'Oh damn! My cocks getting hard again' I
thought!

"I think you ought to shower" I said stroking his hair. "There's no more
room in you for more of my cum!"

"What do you, you mean you had me you know, when I was sleeping!"

"Sorry."

"Don't be sorry. I'm happy that I turn you on that much!"

"More than you know. More than you know!"

"I do feel a bit sticky, for sure! Have we got hot water yet do you know?"

"Ah! Good point! I've no idea. Doesn't feel very warm outside so probably
not."

"Tell you what Adie, I'll go to the toilet and check it out if you make
some tea. I'm a bit full down there! How many times did we do it last
night?"

"Twice before we went to sleep and um, once when you were asleep."

"Then I'm very full!!"

I eased my cock out of Marty's beautiful bum. Using both hands to clench
his cheeks together, Marty ran to the bathroom to 'empty' himself.

I gave my dick a brief inspection. Not sore! Damn that KY must be some good
tack!

I switched the kettle on and waited for it to boil. Making two mugs of tea,
I went back to the warmth of the bed. The radiators were still stone cold.

I could hear some water splashing in the bathroom followed by "SHIT!!
THAT'S BLOODY FREEZING!"

Hmm. No hot water either then!

I climbed out of bed and threw on my bath robe. "Marty, tea's ready! I'm
going to call Mr Saunders to find out what's going on. Ok?"

"No probs. Out in two ticks!"

Down the hall way to the phone. Two rings and Mr Saunders voice. "Yes
Adrian. Everything ok?"

"Yes fine thankyou sir. What's the situation with the boilers?"

"Not good. I'm told that because of they're age, parts are difficult to
obtain. The upshot is that school will have to be suspended until they can
find a solution. I honestly don't know how we proceed from here."

"Well sir. If it's any help, I'm ok here. I can run kettles of hot water to
wash. I can eat out and to be truthful I've no wish to stay in some mangy
hotel."

Mr Saunders tried to stifle a laugh! "Listen boy! The hotel isn't mangy!
However you're point is well taken and appreciated. Problem being, I can't
allow you to stay in dorm by yourself. Health and safety you know. Got to
have someone else with you. All the other boys are treating this as an
excuse to 'party'. Can you think of anyone who would be prepared to rough
it with you?"

CAN I!! I thought! Play this cool Adie!

"Well sir, There is one lad who might be willing?"

"And that is?"

"Martyn Wise sir. Little lad in the first year."

"Oh yes. The boy you 'saved' in the play ground."

SHIT!!

"You know ab.."

"I know about it. Please don't ask me how but I will not tolerate bullying
in and way shape or form. Let's just say the situation will not happen
again. By all accounts you've been something of a mentor to him?"

"He's a good kid."

"Did you know that after the little incident, his class teacher has
reported a marked improvement in interest in his school work? We would like
to think that it's because of our teaching practices but I've been doing
this job for too long now not to under estimate the effects of, well let us
just say 'outside influences'."

I was sweating profusely despite the lack of heating. 'God! He knows!'

"Thank you sir. I'm just being a friend to him."

"Well whatever. You have the code. Call his folks and if they're happy with
it then so am I. Keep me informed Adrian."

"Yes sir. Absolutely!"

I hung up the phone. I was shaking. Not with cold but with my nerves! Did
the old ghit know about our relationship? Well. If he did he didn't seem
overly bothered about it? Why worry. I headed back to my room.

 Yet again, I'd left my keys inside.

"Marty! Let me in please!"

"Which entrance! Ha! Ok. Wait a mo!"

Once back inside, I recalled the conversation with Mr Saunders.

"We've got to be clever here. We have to phone your Mum and explain that
you've got to stay but you're here anyhow! How do we do it?"

"Tell her the truth. She will be ok. I know. She knows, or I'm sure she
suspects. You've got the access number. Call her please?"

"No. Not doing it. I'm scared shitless! Tell you what. I'll call and you
explain and then put me on to your mum and I'll do the rest! Yes?"

Marty looked pale. Frightened even.

"Ok. Let's go."

"Ok Martyn. You are with Adrian. Well that's ok! Let me talk to him."

"He is very fond of you. You know that don't you?"

"Yes Mrs Wise. I do. If it helps, I'm very fond of him too."

"Yes well. I don't want to think about your relationship with my son. Safe
to say, I've never seen him so alive, so full of himself. His reports from
school have never been so positive and that is good. Remember this. I also
love him. He can be with you with my blessing. Adrian. Please take care of
him. I know he,,,,is different and he holds on to you. He loves you! Do you
love him too?"

"This is going to get me into so much trouble. I've got to be 'up front'
with you. With my dying breath, I would declare my love for your son. I
want only to be with him and I'm sorry that what I've said might upset you
and more, I don't want to cause grief between you and Marty. Please don't
think wrong of me??!!"

"I know he loves you. I'm happy for him. Ok I wish it could be otherwise
but I'm not God and only he can make the choices. He's happy and that's all
I can possibly hope for. Ever. Be good to my only son Adrian!"

"I swear to God. I will never hurt him, make him cry or upset him in any
way."

"You have my blessing. Remember to come eat with us. Maybe now it's my
house!"