Stories of an Old Boy: Matty's Turn

I wake up the next morning, excited for the ViKasha sleepover. Phillip always called them ViKasha because he said they were cute together, but Phillip was always weird about that sort of thing. I think ViKasha is just easier to say than Vik and Kasha. I mean, I guess I could call them "the twins," but I'm sure they get that enough as it is. Not that I'd ever actually call them that…​anyway, yay! Party today! I've still got stuff with Phillip kinda on my mind, but what else is new? I let out a sigh. I really wish I knew what to do here. I don't want to lie to him, but if I tell him the truth he might have a seizure and…​I don't know, die? Is that a possibility? I don't want that, so if it means I have to lie a little bit until I figure out how to help him, then fine. Man, do I need this party today or what?

Anyway, after a quick shower, I have breakfast with mom, who makes sure I'm on my best behavior at the ViKasha party, and walk to school like normal.

Most classes are pretty boring. Even choir is fairly boring. I mean, Chris kinda gives me the stink eye for a bit, but I'm used to that. I think he partly leaves me alone because I notice Edgar and Beto kinda looking at him from time to time, so maybe he figures I've got back up or something? Don't know. Anyway, all the usual gang are here, of course. The only person that I can see is missing is Cory. Oh, Cory is an eighth grade tenor and actually a pretty cool guy. I've never really seen him pick on anyone and he's good friends with ViKasha.

The teacher asks Kasha and me to go get the sheet music for class while she does the warmups for the girls. While Kasha and I are collecting it, I ask, "Hey, where's Cory?" I nod over to the seats.

Kasha says, "I think is sick. He texted Vik earlier and said he wasn't going to come to party later."

"Dude, that sucks," I say.

Kasha shrugs, "Still plenty of people for having fun, though," he smiles.

I just smile back and we go to hand out the sheet music. Class is normal after that. Even Chris stops staring at me and focuses more on his friends and stuff. He doesn't raise a stink or make fun of anybody. Huh…​I wonder if what happened yesterday is actually giving him something to think about? Yeah right, like I could be so lucky. Not a chance.

Well, either way, it's not going to do me any good to worry too much about Chris right now. Besides, I refuse to give him any more thought than I have to. Tonight's going to be a lot of fun and nobody--not Chris, Rod or Diego--is going to take that away from me.

Like I said, nothing really happens all day--well, until gym class. So, it starts out the same as usual and stuff. Phillip and I change out next to each other. I catch him once or twice staring at my butt or whatever. To be fair, he's actually being pretty discreet about it, I just happen to be looking at him when he does. Anyway, not important, because the important stuff happens when class is almost over.

Everyone's back in the locker room changing and some of the class are using the showers today--they don't always, but some of these guys probably should shower every day. I get down to my undies and realize that I have to pee really bad--I wish I could set a clock for this thing, I swear--so I walk to the urinals. Our school's kinda old, so the showers and the urinals are in the same area, which kinda gives me a chance to check out some of the guys. I mean, Phillip and I are kind of a thing, but there's nothing wrong with looking, right? Anyway, I dash over to the urinal and start blasting.

I'm almost done when I hear Diego behind me: "Yo, man, why you got a boner? Hey, the fag's got a boner!"

I turn around in time to see that Diego's singled out Michael, who's definitely got a boner. Now that I think about it, Michael had this problem last time; at least, I remember Phillip fighting Diego in the showers last time. Michael blushes, but says nothing, just angrily stares down Diego as some of the guys laugh a bit. Beto's showering a few stalls over, but he doesn't move to join in or help. But I feel myself starting to get angry, so I take a deep breath and think about how to handle it.

I rewind back to before I go into the showers and get to my undies a little quicker this time. I head over to the urinals, because I still do have to pee, and blast it away, but I notice that Diego wasn't quite ready when I walked in. Good thing, too, because I have to time this just right.

I finish up and step over to the bench so I can shuck off my undies. I look over to the shower area and Diego has stepped to a stall two away from Michael--with Beto close by. Luckily, the one in between them is empty so that makes this easier.

I walk up as cool as I can just as Diego starts to peer over his little wall.

"Excuse me," I say as I step into the stall and turn the water on. I start to wash up and stuff when I catch Diego sneering at me out of the corner of my eye. I know Diego's been wanting to mess with me, so I should be able to distract him from Michael. I turn my attention to my hair until Diego pipes up:

"Hey, sixth grader," he calls out, "don't you know this shower's just for men?"

I ignore him and keep washing.

"Hey, shortstack!" He calls out a bit louder, "I'm talking to you."

I turn a little surprised, "Oh, me?" I ask, pointing to myself, "Sorry, I'm in seventh grade, so I thought you might be talking to someone else. But it's cool, I get that a lot." I go right back to washing, still sort of watching him out of my eye as best I can. He looks like he didn't know what to make of that.

But he just smirks again and says, "You sure you belong in here? You look like you should be showering in elementary school or something with that button dick you got," he laughs out. There's a couple of weak laughs and a snicker or two in the shower I can't place. Stay calm, Matty. Don't let him get to you.

"Hm?" I say, before I look down at my button, "Oh! Yeah, I guess I've still got some growing to do, but that's cool. I'm just glad it works pretty well," I say with a smile.

Diego scoffs, "Yeah, like that thing works like a real man's dick."

I just raise my eyebrow, still smiling, "Dude, you didn't hear me peeing a minute ago? I'm surprised the shower's drowned it out, cuz I'm pretty sure I cracked the urinal."

The joke gets some laughs, so I keep going.

"Makes me really wish that they get stronger toilets soon," I say.

Another round of chuckles from the shower room. Diego looks a little frustrated as he stares me down. He looks frustrated but also…​surprised, I guess? I think I even see a flash of a smile, but I could be wrong. After that, he just clicks his tongue and mutters just loud enough for me to hear, "You're fucking weird," and stalks off after turning off his shower. I can see Beto now and he's got this half-grin, half-shocked look on his face. I just give him a wink and finish washing off. When I turn off the shower, I catch Michael, looking a little dumbfounded.

I just smile, "Hey, Michael," I say with a small wave.

He cracks a smile right on the corner of his mouth, "Uh…​hey," he says back.

I beam, grab a towel and waltz out of the stall, my steps feeling a bit longer than usual. I head over to the changing area and dry off before slipping on my undies again (I know, I know, not the cleanest thing to do right after a shower, but I'll change into a cleaner pair later). After that, I head back to my spot by Phillip, changed back to his school clothes, who looks at me funny.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

He points over to Diego, "Did…​something happen in the shower? Because he came out looking a little mad."

I wave it off and start to dress myself, "Nah, Diego was trying to pick on me while I was showering, that's all."

Phillip`s eyes narrow, "That's all?"

"Yeah," I say, "I was just trying to shower and he was just trying to be a jerk. I wasn't going to let him bother me."

Phillip eyes go wide as he looks back and forth between me and Diego, "And he didn't beat the crap out of you?"

"No," I say, with a laugh.

We're both finished dressing by now, so we walk out of the locker room. Phillip follows right next to me, but he looks a little confused. Then he looks at me.

"How?" He asks.

"How, what?" I ask back.

"How are you not beat up by Diego right now?"

I giggle, "Oh, that," I pause for a second and shrug, "I just didn't let him get to me is all. That's really all there is to it."

He raises an eyebrow, "Really?"

I shrug again, "Yeah. I kinda did it before when we first met, remember?"

I see him think about, "I guess you did…​but you almost got beat up then, too."

"But I didn't," I smile.

He shakes his head, "Well, I hope your luck holds out."

"I don't need luck, remember?" I say.

He looks at me and I wiggle my eyebrows. He smiles and shakes his head again, "My best friend, the magic kid," he says.

I just smile and laugh as we walk to lunch, but I definitely feel the blush forming on the way. It's just nice to hear that I'm his best friend again.

We make it to the lunch room and start to go through the line and all that--it's Friday, so, square pizza day!--when Phillip looks to me like he just remembered something.

"Oh yeah, I forgot, Gareth asked if I was eating lunch with him and the guys. I hope you don't mind," he pauses, picks out his side dish and looks back to me. "You don't, do you?"

There's nothing about the way he said any of that says they're more than just friends, but I still feel my heart pick up a bit. Argh! Stop being so jealous, Matty. It's lunch at school, it's not like they're seeing each other or whatever.

"Yeah! Of course, it's fine," I say, maybe a little too enthusiastically. Real smooth, Matty.

"You're sure?" He asks, eyebrow raised.

I take a beat to calm down, "Yes, honestly," I say, a bit more calmly. "You're allowed to hang out with other friends, ya know," I say with a smirk.

He rolls his eyes, "It's called being considerate, magic boy," he finishes with a smirk, sticking his tongue out at me.

I smirk even bigger--is that a thing?--and say, "Well, consider me impressed."

He looks at me, totally not amused, "Seriously, that was terrible."

I just laugh maniacally and he rolls his eyes with a smile.

We both walk off to our tables. I watch him sit down next to Gareth, who, actually, doesn't look quite as animated as he usually is. Although I do notice that he perks up a bit when Phillip sits down. I mean, I don't know him very well, but that's what it looks like from here.

I snap out of my staring before my jealousy kicks in again and join my group for lunch. ViKasha are still excited about the party, but they mostly just talk about stuff they've already talked about with it while Kyle and I chime in where we can. Nothing really worth mentioning there.

There is one other weird thing that happened before Science class, though.

So, I'm on my way to class a little later than normal (stupid bladder), when I see Rod and Diego at the end of the hall talking to Beto. It's a little weird to see Rod and Diego here, but I know Beto and I have the same Science class. I can't hear anything from where I am, but I can see that Rod and Diego look pretty pissed. They're kinda talking at him through clenched teeth and every time Beto responds, he shakes his head and tries to stand his ground, but I can see from here that he looks a little nervous. Then Rod shoves Beto hard. Beto's back hits the locker behind him and his eyes snap open. Any kids in the hall turn to the noise and go like, "Oh, shit," or "ooooooh," or whatever. Most of the teachers were either in class getting ready or had their back turned, but some come out to see what happened. Diego puts his finger in his face and says something before he and Rod turn and walk off. We pass each other before Rod sneers at me and keeps walking, Diego not really doing anything but following.

I make it to the class door the same time as Beto. He notices me as he walks up and kinda looks away for a second. I look at him concerned.

"Are you alright?" I ask.

He manages a smile, "Yeah, I'm fine. I've got into worse fights than that," he says, trying out that tough guy voice again. Did he forget who he's talking to, here?

I just raise my eyebrow and I see him deflate a little.

"Are you sure? What was that about, anyway?"

He shifts a little nervously and blinks a few times, "Look, don't worry about it, okay?"

My face doesn't change, so he rolls his eyes.

"Look, I'll tell you about it later, alright? I don't wanna do this right now, okay?" He asks. His face tells me he's desperate to drop the subject at the moment. I'm not sure what he's so spooked about and it's driving me crazy that he won't let me help him…​but I back off.

I shrug and let out a sigh, "Alright, if you say so. But only if you tell me at some point, okay?"

He nods, starting to look more in control than before.

"Cool," he says, "I promise."

Then we just walk in to class just as the bell rings. Science class is usually pretty interesting, but I'm way too distracted to really focus on anything. I'll turn back to look at Beto once in a while, who still looks a little shaken, but he'll look up at me and just smile, trying to reassure me I guess. I smile back, half-heartedly, and turn around to try and think about the sleepover.

It feels like it takes forever, but I finally arrive at ViKasha's house for the sleepover! Seriously, what's up with Fridays that take forever? Anyway, I ring the doorbell and ViKasha's dad answers. He's, like, really tall; taller than most adults that I've seen. He's got this big black beard and a big smile on as he looks down at me. His eyes also kinda remind me of Kasha's eyes when he's about to crack a joke.

"Welcome!" He says in big, booming voice, "Come in, come in! The boys are all in backyard. Make yourself at home." His accent is thicker than Kasha's accent, that's for sure.

"Thank you, Mr. Fedorov," I say. He's very nice, but kinda intimidating. Not scary, or anything, he just kinda makes me feel small--and not just because he's, like, three feet taller than me. You'd think I'd be used to him, but it has been a long time since I last saw him, technically.

Anyway, he just says, "Please, you may call me Zahkar."

My mom would not be okay with that. She always tells me that it's not respectful of adults to call them by their first name. But, I mean, she's not here…​nah, better safe than sorry in case she finds out.

"Okay, sir," I say with a small smile as I walk past him and into the house, adjusting my backpack. The house isn't very big, but it's really nice. Like, it's clean and the furniture looks really nice. My house has nice stuff, too, I guess, but maybe their furniture looks cooler because it's all leather. There's even a nice chandelier and a few little unique bits of furniture; some of it new, some of it kinda looks like antiques. I don't know for sure, obviously, but they look like something you'd see in an antique store. The nicest part, though, is the baby grand piano off in a far corner of the living room. It's so dark and shiny that it almost looks brand new, but there's some sheet music kinda sticking out of the bench and a nearby rack. I don't remember the twins ever playing piano before, though.

I point to the piano and look back to Mr. Fedorov, "Who plays the piano: Vik or Kasha?"

"I play it most," he says, "I teach boys how to play, but only Viktor take lessons seriously."

I giggle a bit, "That's no surprise."

He chuckles a bit, "But, I do not think he likes piano much. Maybe he will learn something else, da?"

I shrug, "Sure. They both sing really good, at least."

He puffs his chest out a bit, "Yes, I am very proud of that," then he looks at me, "Are you in boys' choir class?"

I nod, "Yes, sir. I play piano, too. Well, a little bit," I say with a small smile.

He claps his hands together with a laugh, "Otlichtno! Excellent! That is wonderful to hear! Do you enjoy the piano?"

I nod again, "Yes, sir. I mean, I'm not sure if I'll be a professional or anything, but I enjoy playing a bunch of different songs."

He nods, "Good, good. That is most important. You have whole life ahead of you, da? Do not worry about what is to come. But keep practicing," he says, pointing at me with a smile.

I giggle a little bit, "I will." He definitely reminds me of Kasha. I can't help but relax around him a bit.

"Well, I must not keep you from seeing Viktor and Arkady," he says. He points behind me and I turn to the glass windows of the back doors that give me a view at their huge backyard.

"The boys are in backyard somewhere with other friends," he says as I turn back to him, "My wife is also there making plenty of food for a group of hungry boys."

I just smile, "Thanks," and head out to the backyard.

The backyard area is really nice. The house has this big, wooden deck with benches built into it and some tables with umbrellas and stuff. Mrs. Fedorov is also cooking on the grill on the opposite side from the tables and benches. The huge backyard stretches out to where I can see the twins playing "monkey in the middle" with another kid. What's left just stretches a bit to the creek that divides their backyard from their neighbors. Well, it's not like a moat or whatever, but there aren't any fences, so it really just looks like a wide open field with a creek with some bushes and trees here and there on the edges. Makes me wish my backyard was this big.

I walk out further on to the deck and Mrs. Fedorov turns to greet me.

"Dobro pozhalovat! Welcome! Dinner will soon be ready. You like burgers and hotdogs, I make plenty to eat," she says with a smile. Her accent is just a little less weaker than the dad's.

I just smile and say thanks as I rush down the steps to the backyard. As I get closer to the guys playing "monkey in the middle," I recognize the kid in the middle from last year's party. I can't remember his name, but he's smaller than the twins and he's got this thick head of curly hair and round cheeks. He's wearing a too-big gray t-shirt with baggy sleeves rolled up tight to his shoulders (showing off his skinny arms) and some loose-fitting cargo shorts as he jumps for the ball that ViKasha are tossing over his head. His shoulders are kinda wide, but he definitely looks to be on the skinny side.

The twins are both wearing matching basketball gear; dark red jerseys and shorts. It's kinda hard to tell right now who is who, since we're not in class. That's usually how it works with those guys, anyway. I take a second to watch them as I walk up. One twin throws the ball over the head of the gray-shirt kid to the other, who catches it with a smug grin and funny little dance. That's Kasha, for sure. I look over at Vik, who just smiles and laughs a little. Even the kid in the middle looks like he's enjoying himself.

I finally get a little closer after a couple more passes. Kasha catches the ball again and sees me jogging up.

He raises eyebrows with a smile and says, "Matty! Catch!"

He chucks the basketball at me. I have to backpedal a bit, but I catch it, sort of cackling a bit as I do.

The kid in the middle lets out a sigh, "Awww, come on!" He then turns and heads toward me with a playful smile, but I toss the ball over to Vik. He kinda has to run forward and catch it, since I'm a little shorter than the gray-shirt kid and I kinda throw it in a higher arc than the twins were to get it over his head.

The game then turns into a super one-sided game of keep-away as Nathan (Kasha taunts him by name a couple times) starts running a bit back and forth to try and catch the ball. The game actually gets a little more intense and starts to move around. Nathan rushes at us with a laugh whenever we catch the ball and we all try and get rid of it as quickly as we can. Nathan finally gets his moment, though after a bad throw from Kasha. Kasha tries to let it rip to me, but I guess he loses his grip or something because it arcs lazily before Nathan makes a slide to catch it. He falls backward on the grass, clutching the ball to his chest.

"Yes!" He says, trying to catch his breath, "Finally!"

We all just laugh at his reaction as we catch our breath, too. I try and wipe the sweat away a bit. It's a pretty nice day outside, but it's still Texas in late summer, so it's stupid warm right now.

Eventually, everybody else shows up at the party. Well, I say everybody, but the only two people left are Kyle and Phillip. We're all gathered around the deck waiting for dinner to finish, just kinda talking about stuff. I look over to Phillip on the opposite side of the group, who's looking a little tense and nervous. After a moment, he notices me and I smile at him and mouth, "You got this. Trust me," backing up just a bit so the guys don't see me. Phillip blinks, then relaxes his shoulders as he takes a breath.

By the time dinner is ready, the six of us are all chatting up a storm, talking about school, video games, which girls we think are cute and stuff. I answer the question last so I can steer it away from Phillip with a new topic. Phillip just shoots me a small smile in response.

Everybody eats their fill of hamburgers and hotdogs (and they're really good, btw). I only have two burgers and a hotdog with some chips, but the other guys are in, like, competition or something. Phillip has four hamburgers and the twins eat two hamburgers and three hotdogs each. The big winner is Kyle, though, who manages to put away five hamburgers and two hotdogs, beating out Nathan by one hotdog.

I mean, it didn't really start out as a competition, but once we all realize and pay attention to who eats the most, everyone claps for Kyle as he finishes. Kasha even raises his hand and Kyle smiles in his usual shy way. I guess him being so tall makes it easier for him keep all that food somewhere, because I was stuffed after my first hotdog. But everyone agrees that Phillip gets third place. Nathan and Kyle both argued that eating four hamburgers is a bigger deal than two burgers and three hotdogs, and ViKasha kinda agreed reluctantly, but declared Phillip third best eater at the table. Phillip just laughs a bit and says, "Well, the burgers were really good."

We sit around and let our stomachs digest the huge meal. I giggle a bit at the guys who ate a lot and are groaning at their full stomachs. But Kyle seems strangely fine. He must have like a superhuman digestive system or something. We sit around until the sun gets to that level of really bright that comes when it's setting. So we all get up and set up the tent.

It takes us a little while, since Vik and Kasha are kinda disagreeing about how to set it up at a few spots, but we manage to finally get the tent set up. It's just as big as I remember it. Really, it looks like a lot of room for the six of us, but the more room to stretch out in the better.

Vik and Kasha go back into their house and come back a few minutes later followed by their parents. They're all carrying three sleeping bags, flashlights, some blankets, pillows, and a lantern (battery-powered, obviously). Vik's carrying a pretty big backpack on his back, but I have no idea why.

We all take off our shoes, head inside the tent and put our bags and stuff in there. It's tall enough that I don't have to squat down to walk in. Even Kyle and the twins walk in pretty comfortably. It makes sense, though, since this is their dad's tent. He'd probably want it tall enough for him to move around in. Eventually, everyone just kinda starts shuffling around on their knees to move around the tent. Anyway, we all get set up and just chill and chat for a bit. The sleeping bags are set aside for now and we're all sitting around on the sheets and blankets they brought from inside. I know that me and Phillip brought our pillows, but I guess they needed to get some for Nathan and the twins.

By now, the sun has set, so we've got the lantern thingy on in the middle of the tent.

"So," I say, looking at Vik and Kasha, "What did you two want to do now?"

"Well, we were going to be telling the scary stories after dinner, but we could not find the microphone," Kasha says.

I raise my eyebrow.

"The speaker system," Vik corrects, "We had a small one that we were going to use to help tell stories and make them more spooky."

"I've got a scary story!" Nathan says excitedly raising his hand.

Kasha smirks, "Is it the one about crying girl and the haunted house? Same story you told last time you slept over?"

Vik nods, "The one that everybody knows."

Nathan's mouth hangs open, "Everyone does not know that story!" He says, crossing his arms.

"Hang on," Kyle says, "Is this the one where a family stays in a haunted house and everyone but the little brother dies?"

Nathan huffs, "Fine, then. I won't tell it."

"It's okay," I say, "I don't really have a scary story, anyway."

Phillip shrugs and rubs his neck, "I don't, either."

Kasha waves it off, "It's okay. We change our minds on stories anyway."

Vik nods "So, we also thought starting a campfire might be fun. We have it all set up for us."

Nathan shakes his head, "Wait, your dad actually left you alone out here with matches and stuff?"

Vik puffs up, "I have lit a campfire before. I would be perfectly safe with it."

Nathan snickers a bit, "Yeah, unless Kasha gets the lighter fluid."

Kasha chucks a pillow at Nathan in response. The pillow hits Nathan in the face and he falls back laughing, getting the rest of us to laugh.

"I don't know," Kyle says, "It's a little hot for a campfire, isn't it?" He asks, tugging his shirt a few times like he's trying to cool off.

"It would not be too hot," Vik insists.

"I don't know," says Nathan, fanning himself off with his baggy shirt, "It's pretty muggy out tonight. I'm this close to jumping in the creek just to cool off," he says holding up his fingers like people usually do when they say that.

I shrug, "Why don't we?"

"Uh…​would it be okay to go in the water?" Phillip asks

"Sure!" Kasha says. "We swim in creek all the time. No one in neighborhood cares."

Nathan nods, "Oh yeah, I swim in it all the time with my brothers and sisters. The water's not too dirty and it's really refreshing."

"Cool!" I say, getting excited, "So let's do it."

Phillip rubs his neck again, "A-actually, I didn't bring a suit."

"Yeah, me neither," Kyle says.

Kasha just shrugs, "It's okay, we can go...what is word..."

"We can go skinny dipping!" I say excitedly.

"Uh," Kasha says and pauses, "Yes, that is word."

Nathan giggles, "Yeah! Let's do it," he says.

Vik looks at Kasha for a second, then turns to me before he chimes in, "It is not a bad idea."

"W-will that be okay?" Phillip asks. "I mean, will the neighbors hear us or see us? We could get in trouble," he sounds like he's being a wet blanket, but I can kinda hear the excitement in his voice. I mean, it's kinda excited and nervous, too.

Vik speaks up, "No, it will be fine. Kasha and I do it all the time, right?"

"Uh, yes," Kasha says a little flatter than usual, "We have done the skinny dipping a few times before," he says. Then he moves his arms around a bit, like he's pointing out the houses, "Most houses do not have clear view of creek, yes? And if they do, they are too far away from creek to really see in the dark." Then he smiles and says, "and is pretty good feeling."

Vik smiles a bit and nods.

"Alright! Let's do it!" I say.

I hop up and start taking off my shirt. Kasha and Nathan start undressing, then. Kasha just a bit quicker than Nathan. He also looks, like, really serious for some reason.

"Wait, we're changing now?" Kyle asks. "Wouldn't it make more sense to strip at the creek so we can grab our clothes if we need to?"

"Nah," I say, taking off the jeans that I'm wearing. The others are starting to undress too, looking excited. Phillip even seems like he's not freaking out about it, which is surprising.

"I think it'd be more fun to run down there, right?" I ask looking to Vik and Kasha.

They both grin. "Yeah," Vik says, "We have done that, too."

I point to Vik, "See? Much more fun this way," I say with a grin.

This just gets Kyle to grin and he hurriedly rushes to take off his clothes.

Nathan shucks off his pants and is standing there in a pair of kinda old looking briefs; they've got a tiny hole or two by the waistband and they're just a little loose. Out of his baggy clothes, he's definitely a skinny kid, though it's kinda hard to see his dick shape in those undies. He's not as tall as Vik and Kasha, but he just looks more gangly, I guess? Even though he's kinda skinny, his wide shoulders make him look bigger than he is.

"Man, we could get in so much trouble for this if we get caught," Nathan says, rubbing his arm excitedly.

"We have never been caught before," Vik says very matter-of-factly.

Nathan rolls his eyes, "I know, but that was just the three of us."

Kasha raises an eyebrow, "And those time we went with your brothers?"

"Okay, fine!" Nathan says, throwing up his arms. "We've gotten away with it before, but we could still get caught."

I shake my head, "No, we'll be fine. I'm pretty good at knowing when stuff is coming," I say, looking to Phillip. He raises his eyebrows a bit shocked, I guess, that I would almost admit my secret, but then he just smiles. Then I quickly look back to Nathan, "So, my instincts say this is gonna be fun."

I drop my briefs, exposing myself to these guys for the first time in this life (well, everyone except for Phillip). I look around and see that everyone else has gotten naked too. While ViKasha and Nathan are talking about some of the times they went skinny dipping before, I take a second to check out the guys. Vik and Kasha each have a long, skinny dick with their foreskin. Well, not super long, but longer than mine when I get hard. Oh and I guess my sack is just a little bigger than theirs. Nathan is a little different. Like, kinda in between the twins and me, I guess? His dick is a little longer than mine, but not by much, and a little on the skinny side, but his balls are just a bit larger than mine. I take another look and see that he's got his foreskin, still. Which is pretty hot, but I think that's because neither Phillip or me have it. He's also got a tiny bit of baby fat, but is mostly pretty trim looking. Phillip looks great, of course, with his dick hanging there just a bit; it's definitely wider than the rest of us. He's also the only one, so far with any pubic hair. I think I even see Nathan take a curious look between him and me. Then I take a look at Kyle and WOW! He's way bigger than I thought he'd be! I mean, he's not freakishly long or whatever, but it's thicker and a couple inches longer than Phillip's. I think Phillip always said his dick was about four inches when he had a boner, so I'd say Kyle is definitely over 5 inches long right now; he's not even boned up, yet. He's got the biggest set of nuts out of everyone, too. I mean, I guess, they're still just a little bigger than Phillip's, but they hang a bit lower. Oh, and he's got a small bush of pubes that are, like, red? But also like darker. I don't know, but they kinda match his hair color; mom calls it auburn, I think . Anyway, it's also the first time I've really seen how long his legs are. They look pretty good on him, actually. Like I said, I just didn't know what to expect with Kyle. I haven't started to bone up yet, but I feel like I will soon, so I turn to the tent flap and go for the zipper.

"Allow me," Kasha says, quickly moving ahead of me.

He grabs the zipper and turns around, "Everyone is ready?" He asks.

I roll my eyes, "Can't get much more naked than this, dude," I say with a smirk.

This gets a bunch of stifled giggles out of the guys.

Kasha just stares at me for a split second before he rolls his eyes and pulls the zipper up and around. He grabs the loose flap and holds it kinda closed.

He turns around again and says, "Let's go!"

Kasha tosses the flap out of the way and does a little leap before taking off at a run toward the nearby creek. Man, Kasha's got a skinny butt. Definitely the skinniest of us all. I'm sure Vik's is pretty identical, actually. I like it though. Vik jogs out right after with Nathan following behind trying to outrun him. I feel my heart start to beat really fast and I follow after the guys, who are hollering all the way down to the creek. So much for being worried about being caught.

Nathan catches up to Kasha in time for them both to splash into the water, running until the water hits their waists. Vik's not too far behind, though. I think the other two were just really going for it.

I keep running down to the water when I hear and feel something behind me. I turn my head a bit and see that Kyle and Phillip are starting to catch up. Phillip's running more to catch up and Kyle's long legs make this look way too easy for him.

Finally, I make it to the creek shore and run into the water with a yell. I leap forward enough to land with a splash and start to swim around.

Vik and Nathan are swimming around in the deeper section when Kasha springs out of the water behind Vik and grabs him. They start to wrestle. They're laughing a lot while they do. It's pretty playful, but also really aggressive. I guess that's them being brothers, though.

I stand up where I am. The water is up to my thighs and take a moment to enjoy the night air on my wet body. I turn when I hear some splashing and see Kyle and Phillip running into the water. As Phillip gets closer, I look at him and take both my hands and splash him with water. He turns his head, but still gets soaked.

"I'm gonna get you!" He says with a laugh.

I take off with a yelp, but I'm laughing too. I try to outswim him, but he's right on my heels. Like, he actually brushes his fingers on my heels a couple of times as he swims behind to try and catch me.

I'm not really paying attention to where I'm swimming until I realize I'm right next to Nathan and the twins I stop and try to stand in the water, trying to catch my breath a bit. At this point, the water is up to my chest, so I can still move around okay.

I turn around and see that Phillip has caught up to me. He stands up and giggles a bit as he tries to figure out what he'll do, holding out his arms and everything. I smile and laugh an excited, nervous laugh just and start backing away.

Then, I suddenly feel some arms around me and I get lifted out of the water. A quick turn shows that it's one of the twins (probably Kasha) before I get dunked into the water. The whole time, I can feel his dick in the middle of my back. It's not hard or anything, but it's still a neat feeling. Actually, his skin in general feels nice; a tiny bit of warmth in the cool water.

We bob back up out of the water, Kasha still holding on to me with a tight grip. Phillip splashes in front of us with a smile.

"Now's your chance, Phillip," Kasha says. He's trying to be playful, so he sounds like he's trying to help in a fight, but he also sounds like he's saying it in his usual jokey tone.

Phillip moves forward slowly and makes like he's about to splash me back, but I feel Kasha’s arms jerk loose as he laughs. After he lets me go, I turn around and see that Vik is back and that he's gone right for Kasha's weak spot, tickling his sides. Kasha's laughs get louder until Vik puts one of his hands over Kasha's mouth, his other arm wrapped around Kasha as he holds him.

"Not so loud, Mudak!" Vik says in a kind of annoyed sort-of whisper. "Do you want us to get caught?" He asks, moving his hand from his mouth to pin Kasha's free arm.

"Then stop with the tickling, Svolach!" Kasha says, sounding more annoyed than Vik.

I don't know what those words mean, but I'm pretty sure I can guess.

Then Nathan jumps up behind Vik. I guess he starts tickling him, too, because Vik's lets go of Kasha and kinda thrashes around a bit, trying his best to not laugh out loud. Then Nathan latches on to Vik and they both fall backward into the water, splashing around as Kasha goes after them.

I'm watching them, but I completely forget about Phillip until I feel him grab me. He wraps his arms around me tight and pins my arms to my side. As he presses into me, he leans into my ear and says, "Payback time," before letting out a small laugh. I can even hear his playful smile as he says it.

I do my best to kick and squirm out, but he manages to pull me under for a dunk. As we come up for air, I feel his fingers start to squirm as he tickles my chest the best he can. It's not much, but it's enough to get me giggling like an idiot.

He's laughing at me as he tickles me. I feel his dick rubbing into my back, but the tickling kinda keeps me from enjoying that feeling.

Suddenly, I feel another, long set of arms wrap around me from behind before we all fall back into the water. I feel all the arms let me go and I get out from under the water in a hurry. I come up for air and look around as Kyle breaks the water's surface with a laugh before Phillip and I start splashing him with water.

The six of us splash around and wrestle in the creek for a good while. The moon is actually really bright tonight, so it gives us enough light to see. We move around from shallow to deeper parts of the creek, getting into splash fights in the shallower parts and wrestling each other a bit in the deeper area. There's a lot of jumping on backs and being grabbed from behind by different guys, feeling their dick up against the skin of my back.

We even get into some chicken fights. Really, Kasha starts it when he gets Nathan up on his shoulders. Nathan is just short and light enough that it looks like Kasha doesn't have any problems doing it.

"We are making challenge to all of you," Kasha says in a bragging tone, looking around at us.

"Yeah," Nathan adds, then puts his hands on his hips, making a sort of superhero pose, "We cannot be defeated! Whoa!"

His pose breaks as Kasha wobbles a bit.

"Come on, man," he half-whines, "you ruined the moment."

Kasha grunts, "Then don't lean back so much."

I laugh and then I get a fun idea. I step forward a bit in the water and put my hands on my hips like Nathan did.

"Me and Phillip will challenge you!" I say in my best hero voice.

I hear Phillip move forward in a hurry.

"W-we do?" He says, grabbing my shoulder and looking at me like I'm crazy.

I turn to him, "Yeah, come on. This'll be fun. I'll bet we can take them," I give him a confident smile.

He starts to smile then shakes his head with a chuckle, "Sure. Hard to argue with you when you’re this confident."

I just smile even bigger and pump my fist, "Yes!"

He laughs again, "Okay," he says, "let's do it!" He sounds more determined than I've heard him so far.

We figure out the best way to do it is for Phillip to swim up behind me like he's going through my legs and make it so he grabs them while trying to come up. Which is kinda tough in the dark, even with the moonlight. But, he finally manages to get me up on his shoulders as he stands up (I'll bet those leg muscles of his make it easier).

I've done chicken fights before with my cousins, but never without a swimsuit on, so this…​is a pretty neat feeling. My legs are dangling over his smooth chest, he's holding onto my legs to keep me up, and I'm leaning forward just enough to feel my dick press the back of his head. Well, his neck, specifically. I didn't think this was going to happen when I suggested skinny dipping, but I was kinda hoping something like it would.

I can feel myself flush a bit as I think about where I am. Phillip's not being helpful, because I feel his hand kinda nervously move up and down my leg. Like he's trying to make it look like he's just getting a good grip or something. Either way, that mixed with the skin contact and the heat makes me start to bone up. I'm getting ready for a chicken fight on top of my best friend and my boner is poking him in the back of the head. I feel Phillip swallow a bit and he shifts me on his shoulders.

"Come on, you guys!" I hear Nathan say impatiently, "My butt's getting sore," he says, wiggling around a bit.

This makes Kasha wobble again. "It's not better down here," he says with a grunt.

So we go over to where Kasha and Nathan are. I look down a little.

"Are you okay down there?" I ask, with a small laugh. My boner is still poking him in the neck.

"You're not too heavy, if that's what you're asking," he says with a small grunt.

I think about grinding my boner against his neck, but I figure now's not a good time.

So, Kasha's pretty tall. Just a bit taller than Phillip. And Nathan is just a little taller than me, so this makes the chicken fight a bit of a challenge. Nathan and I lock up and start pushing; I have to reach up a bit to do it, so he's pressing down on me. I feel Phillip kinda go stiff to make sure he doesn't get pushed over and he holds my legs as tight as he can. I can't see what Kasha is doing, but I'm sure he's doing the same thing. I can hear Kyle and Vik kinda cheering us on, but I'm really just focused on trying to push Nathan down. He's making it pretty tough, too. We lock up a few times, Phillip and Kasha moving back and forth to try and break a hold or to knock one of us. I block him a few times…​but I kinda use my powers to help with that. Just enough to help keep me from falling. Besides, it's kind of an exercise for my powers, y'know? Short rewinds to catch where he's going if he gets a good shove in. A few times, he looks surprised that I blocked him. I guess I could've made it less obvious. Whatever. Still, we're just going at it, though I do manage to throw Nathan off balance so that he almost falls off.

But then I get an idea. Well, technically, I get the idea after Nathan knocks me off. We lock up, Phillip pretty close to Kasha, and he starts to push down on my head and bend me over Phillip's head for a second, far enough to where we look at each other.

"Back up!" I say with a grunt.

Phillip nods and starts moving, so I start to relax a bit and try to unbend myself. Then, Nathan pulls back a bit before giving a shove at a weird angle. The force of it catches me by surprise and I slip out of Phillip's grip and fall into the water with a sort of twist from the way he pushed me. I come back up and Kasha and Nathan are celebrating. Phillip is nice and quietly congratulates them before making sure I'm alright.

I know that I should be a good guest and gracious loser here…​but I want to win. And wouldn't it be good to give Phillip something to celebrate?

I rewind and I'm back on Phillip's shoulder, right before the last lock up. It takes a couple of tries to figure out how to do it, but I finally manage to get Nathan to fall. See, when he locked up and started pushing me down and I could see Phillip, I just changed up my strategy.

So, I'm bent over and look at Phillip and say, "Back up."

Phillip nods and moves back and I relax again as he does, but don't try and sit up. I feel Nathan start to pull back for his shove.

"Move left, quick!" I shout at Phillip.

His eyes go wide, but he quickly moves left just as Nathan starts his big shove and I start pushing to the right. This time, instead of all that force going into throwing me off, his grip slips when I push his shove away from me. I mean, I almost topple myself, but Nathan falls forward before he slips trying to correct himself and pops out of Kasha's grip and falls to the side with a yell.

I celebrate and pump my arms, "Woohoo! Yeah!"

"We did it," I hear Phillip say excitedly, "Alright!"

He starts to pump his arms, too, and when he does I fall backward with a yelp.

I come up for air and Phillip looks at me a little embarrassed.

"Sorry about that," he says, rubbing his neck, "I was excited."

I let out a warm laugh, "It's okay. I was too."

He helps me up and my dick is still pointing straight up.

He looks at it for a few seconds, then blinks. "Uhhh..."

I just shrug, "It happens."

He looks at me, bug-eyed, "But the others," he says, looking over his shoulder.

"Don't worry about it," I say.

He turns back to me and when he does, the other guys start to head over.

"Good job," Nathan says, "That was some impressive strategy. You had it timed perfect!"

I wave it off, "Aw, that part was luck. I was worried I was gonna get it wrong and fall off. Not like I was gonna have a second chance to get it right," I finish with a laugh.

Phillip looks at me for a second, kinda narrowing his eyes a bit.

"Yes," Kasha says, "It was good job. Pretty lucky."

"It didn't look lucky from where I was standin'," Kyle says with a smirk. "I think you guys just got outplayed."

Vik nods with a smile. "Yes, Kasha," he says, giving him a pat on the shoulder just loud enough to sound like a smack. Maybe it was a smack. "There is nothing to feel bad about if someone beats you fair and square, right?"

Kasha smiles and squares off a bit, "Oh, that is no problem," he says. Then he grabs his shoulder with one arm and starts to rotate it, stretching it out, "I'm just tired. Nathan is heavy to carry, yes?"

Nathan's mouth drops open, "I am not too heavy to carry!"

Another smile from Kasha, "You are after five minutes. And your butt bone kept digging into neck," he rotates his neck, trying to prove his point.

Nathan crosses his arms in a pout, "Whatever. Not as bony as you are," he says, sticking out his tongue. Kasha tackles him with a smile and they both crash into the water with a giggle.

Kasha turns my way and I see his eyes go directly to my boner. Then he points.

"Hey, you have boner!" He says.

Of course, this gets everyone to stare at me for a moment. Everyone except for Phillip who is looking around and trying not to make a big deal out of it. I can feel my cheeks start to get a little hot, but it's not like I'm embarrassed or whatever. I mean, I probably would've been before, but it's whatever now. Even my boner twitches just a bit from the attention.

Vik slaps Kasha on the back of the head, "Idiot! It is rude to point out such things," he says. Kyle awkwardly looks away, but Nathan looks like he's trying not to stare and failing.

Well, I might as well lighten the mood up.

"Yeah, I do have a boner. I can make it do a trick, too," I say with a smile. I move into more well-lit spot and make a sort muscle man pose and flex my arms and stuff; once I get the pose set, I flex my dick a few times with a laugh. Nathan laughs at my silliness (I'm discovering I really like the sound of his laugh) and the other guys start laughing too. Kasha laughs a bit more…​i don't know, unnaturally than normal. I mean, it's not exactly a trick, but as long as people started laughing, who cares? Even Phillip's laughing, but he's kinda doing it in a surprised way.

Then I stick out my tongue and turn around dive into the cool water and start swimming around. I don't care if I have a boner, but I don't want to have it just…​there, y'know? I pop back up once the boner starts to go down. All the guys have gone back to swimming or goofing around. Kasha and Nathan are trying to take down Kyle, but Kyle being taller kinda makes that a bit hard for them. Vik and Phillip are kinda floating and paddling around and chatting about something, smiling and laughing occasionally. I can't hear what they're talking about, but I can see their dicks poking out on the surface. It gets me to laugh a bit, but it's also weirdly hot to see. I take another dive in the water to cool off and head over there.

But then, it hits me: Phillip was talking to him on his own. I didn't drag him into it or persuade him to make friends. He did that on his own. And he actually looked like he was enjoying himself, because he and Vik were laughing and smiling. I was hoping the party would help him come out of his shell, but I honestly didn't think he'd make that much progress. I'll have to ask him about it later, but it looks like my plan is working.

As I'm swimming over, it hits me that I have to pee. Man, it has been a while. I come up and get to a shallow area where the water is around my knees. I wonder if I'll have to make a dash for the house or a tree? I mean, I don't want to just pee in the water or anything. That's like peeing in a swimming pool.

But suddenly, I hear Nathan say, "Man, I've gotta pee real bad." He splashes over to the shore, gets out of the water, and turns so his butt is facing Vik and Kasha's house.

"Me, too," Kasha says as he hurries over. Vik nods and heads over to join them on the shore.

Phillip stares a bit and rubs his neck.

"You guys are going to do that here?" Kyle says, eyebrow raised.

Kasha shrugs, "Sure. We do it lots of times."

Vik turns, "Do not worry. The water is part of a creek, so it does not stay here."

"Works for me," I say with a laugh. "I really have to pee and I didn't want to run to the house." I wade over to the boys. I look over to Phillip and point over where I'm heading and raising my eyebrow to silently ask if he wanted to join us.

Phillip nods, "I-I guess I'll go, too."

Phillip and me head over to join them on the shore, when they start peeing. I hear more splashing as Kyle scrambles out.

"Wait, let me get out first!" He almost shouts as he splashes out of the creek, kicking his knees up high as he goes to get some speed. It's kind of a funny sight.

So, we both end up over there with the others and the twins and Nathan have already started peeing. They've got competitive looks on their faces; they're holding their dicks kinda at the same level so their pee comes out kinda in the same angle. Looks like they're trying to see who pees out the farthest. They grunt and try to pee harder; it looks like the twins are tied, of course, with Nathan coming up a little short.

"Ha!" Kasha says, "I've got longest pee!"

"Man," Nathan says, "I thought I was gonna win."

Vik looks at Kasha, "You do not have the longest pee stream."

Kasha grunts again and the pee stream pushes up just a tiny bit.

"I do now," he says with a grin as Vik just rolls his eyes. "I am champion pisser!" He says, pumping the fist that's not holding his dick.

I just raise my eyebrow and clear my throat. They turn and look at me and I grab my dick and level off just a bit and let go. It's been a while since I had to pee, thankfully, or I don't think I could do this. The pee gushes out really strong from all the water in me and, after a second or two, it passes Kasha's stream by several inches. I mean, I'm usually a pretty forceful pee-er, but when I have a lot of water, I go like crazy.

"Whoa!" Nathan says, going wide-eyed.

Vik chuckles, "Very impressive."

Kasha points at the streams, "Mine started out that far," he says.

Nathan says, "Dude. No it didn't. He hosed you. Like, literally."

"I do not think I could go out as far as that," Vik agrees.

I square off and put my hands on my hips, feeling proud of myself. I jut my hips out a bit, since my dick is pointing more down than it was a second ago. My stream levels off a bit, but it still ends up shooting out just a bit farther than Kasha's by about an inch. I take a look over at Phillip. He's staring at me while he pees. His mouth's not hanging open or anything, but he's got this weird look on his face. Pretty sure that's his "whoa, that's pretty cool and kinda hot" face. But I could be wrong.

Then he looks at me and I give him a wink and wiggle my hips back and forth. This makes my pee start to go in a wavy line, which gets the other guys laughing. I can see him swallow and roll his eyes a bit before he lets out a nervous chuckle and looks away. I can't tell if he's blushing, but I'll bet he is.

Finally my stream dies down and I shake my dick to get the last drops out. Since nobody wants to go swimming with all that pee in the water now, we decide we're done. Besides, even with the moon being as bright as it is, it's getting way darker. Some of the lights we could see shining from the houses of the neighbors have gone out. So, we all dash back out of the water, laughing and giggling, but trying to keep it quiet, too.

We make it back to the tent and Kasha goes in first, tent flap closing behind him only to be opened again by the rest of us as we make our way in.

We move around the tent and grab our clothes.

"Wish we could dry off a bit first," Kyle says.

"I have prepared for that," Vik says with a grin.

He stretches over behind him and grabs the huge backpack he brought with him when we were setting up the tent. I think it's one of those packs people take on hikes, now that I'm getting a better look at it. He sits it in front of him, opens it and starts to pull out a few towels; pretty big ones, by the look of it.

"Father always says it is good to be prepared for anything when camping, so I thought I would bring some towels in case we were to go swimming," Vik says, passing out the towels handing one to Kyle and Nathan. "And I must always be prepared for whatever Kasha cooks up," he says with a grin, looking at Kasha. Kasha smiles back, but says nothing.

Vik pauses, then says, "But I guess this time, I was planning for both Matty and Kasha," he looks at me with a raised eyebrow and another smile before handing me a towel.

I just laugh, "I'm just glad everyone else said yes. I didn't bring my suit either."

"That's sneakier than Kasha," Nathan says, wide-eyed.

I shrug, "I was just going with it."

This gets a laugh from the guys. Not a big one, but I'll take it.

"Anyway," Vik says, "There wasn't enough room in the backpack for everything, so I only have four towels," he says. He goes to hand one to Phillip. "You can take the last one, Phillip. Kasha and I will wait for one of you to finish."

They are pretty big towels--big and fluffy. There's no reason they should have to wait, though.

"Dude, these towels are huge. I'll just share with Phillip," I say, nodding over to Phillip. "Is that cool?" I ask Phillip.

"Uh, sure," Phillip says.

"You are sure?" Vik asks. "It is no problem if you take it. You are the guest, after all."

Phillip shrugs, "Sure, no big deal."

"There ya go," I say with smile before standing up to dry myself off better. Like I said, it's a pretty big towel, so it doesn't take very long. I mean, I think I can wrap it around me twice if I wanted

The other guys are standing, too, moving the towel all over their bodies. I try not to stare too long, though.

Vik just shrugs. "If you say so," he says, taking the towel and drying himself off.

I finish up and hand Phillip the towel. But, like, as soon as he grabs it from me, Kasha speaks up after being fairly quiet.

"You know that towel was all over Matty's balls, yes?" He asks with a grin.

Phillip slowly grabs the towel with a blush. Nathan and Kasha laugh a bit, but Vik and Kyle don't really react. Vik kinda looks like he wants to slap Kasha. I just stare at Kasha for a second.

"Really?" I ask, raising my eyebrow a bit, "Dinosaurs peed in that water millions of years ago, but that didn't stop you from swimming in it."

Everybody in the tent, except for Kasha giggles.

Kasha looks away and puts his hands up, "I'm just saying..."

He kinda has this "suit yourself" tone in his voice. I don't know why he's making a big deal out of it; nobody else is. That's just Kasha, I guess.

I just shrug. "Can't let stuff that happened keep you from doing what you need to," I say.

Phillip looks at me with a small smile, then starts to dry himself off. Everyone starts to get dressed.

I start to put my undies back on, but I remember that I need to put on my overnight diaper. I mean, I doubt I'll have an accident, but better safe than sorry. Even with rewind powers, I'd feel better if I had them on, y'know? Anyway, I grab them out of my bag and start to put them on. They're not, like, a "diaper" diaper or whatever. They really just like look normal underwear, but a bit thicker. Not as thick as a regular diaper, but they get the job done. I think you'd really have to be looking to notice it's a diaper, anyway.

I slide them up my legs and notice that Nathan has started to stare at me. He looks a little confused.

"What?" I ask.

"Why is your underwear like that?" he asks. He pauses for a second before his eyes go wide and he says, "Are you wearing a diaper?"

Everyone immediately starts to stare at me. Well, except for Phillip. He already knew I wore diapers sometimes, so he's trying to not make a big deal out of it and keeps drying himself off. He looks a little stiff, though. Vik and Kyle look like they're just curious more than shocked, but Kasha and Nathan have that reaction covered.

I feel my cheeks get warm from the attention, diaper still halfway up my legs.

I raise my eyebrow, "Yeah…​so?" I stare at Nathan with an eyebrow raised.

Nathan looks at my face, then shrugs, "I-I mean, it's not a big deal or anything. I've got a little brother and sister, so I don't think diapers are weird or whatever," he pauses for a moment here. "I just…​haven't seen the ones for older kids. Like, in real life." By the time he's finished, he's blushing a bit.

"Well, they do," I say, pulling my diaper up. "In my case, I had cancer in one of my kidneys. They tried all kinds of treatment, but decided surgery was my best chance," I pause for a second and decide to point to the scar on my stomach that I got from the surgery. "That's the scar right there, actually. You can kinda see it if you squint." Nathan, Kyle and the twins squint to look at the scar, but nod when they see it. "So anyway, it worked, but something went wrong."

I pause for a second and look at the guys. They're all paying close attention. Nathan looks fascinated.

"Basically," I continue, "because of the surgery, I can't really tell when I have to pee until it's an emergency and it's much harder for me to hold it. I've mostly learned to work with it by, like, scheduled bathroom trips and stuff, so that gets me through school and stuff. But if I'm over at a friend's house or on a long trip," I pat the diaper, "that's when I use these."

"So, you do not wear them at school?" Vik asks.

I shake me head, "No. I don't really need them. I can stick to a routine there, so I use the bathroom pretty regularly."

"Why do you need it here, then?" Kyle asks.

"Sometimes, it's a bit tough to wake up in time to pee if I need to. I mean, my whole problem is I can't tell when I have to go until it's an emergency. Harder to tell when I'm sleeping, right?"

The guys all nod.

"So, anytime I'm somewhere I can't get to a bathroom right away or when I sleep at night at a friend's house, I use them."

I can sometimes catch myself and rewind before I wet the bed at home, but even there I'll sleep in diapers, occasionally. But, like I said, having them on makes me feel safer. Like, more in control. I don't explain that to them, but my explanation I gave does get some nods.

"Does it feel weird?" Nathan asks.

I shrug, "A little different I guess, but not super uncomfortable." I stretch it out a bit from the side of my hip. "Here, see for yourself."

Nathan moves forward and puts his hand over the waist of the diaper stretched out from my hip so that his fingers can feel both sides of the diaper.

"Oh. Neat. Feels kinda cool," he says.

"It's not something every kid has to do," I say, then shrug, "but it's, like, a sign that I beat cancer, y'know? Thinking of it like that, I think I can live with that trade."

Vik looks kinda…​impressed, I guess? Anyway...

"That is a really cool way to think about it," Vik says.

"Yeah," Kyle says, "you seem really…​okay with everything."

I laugh, "It didn't start out that easy. I had to have a friend set me straight on that, a bit."

I glance over at Phillip. His eyebrows are scrunched into a thinking face, but he's focused on me. He snaps out of it after a second and gives me a small smile.

"Besides, I think they look pretty cool," I say and pose with my hands on my hips like a statue, before I decide to wiggle my hips back and forth. The guys laugh, even though it's a repeat move. Not that I'm complaining, I'll take what I can get.

I look over to Phillip again. Since he's right next to me, he has to deal with my butt swinging kinda in his face. He's laughing with the other guys, but I can see the tiniest blush in his cheeks.

"And," I say as I plop down on the blankets on the tent floor, "It gives me an excuse to show them off and enjoy the night air at the same time."

The twins are in matching shorts, but neither of them are wearing shirts, so they're showing off their identical, skinny chests. Nathan's also gone shirtless, giving me a chance to look at his trim chest with just a little baby fat here and there. Since Phillip is also shirtless, that leaves Kyle as the odd man out. He's got his shirt and shorts on, but he doesn't seem embarrassed by it.

"It does feel pretty good," says Kasha. He leans back on to his hand and closes his eyes, like he's soaking it up.

Vik speaks up, "Oh, I almost forgot. I also brought some snacks, just in case."

"Heck yes!" Nathan says and lunges toward Vik. Vik catches Nathan by propping his arm against Nathan's chest. Nathan's arms reach out and he acts like he's trying to grab something. Nathan giggles and the rest of us laugh at the sight.

Vik chuckles, "Wait. Let me get them out first."

He pushes Nathan back and Nathan falls back on his butt, still laughing.

Vik awkwardly handles the backpack, but turns it upside down. A bunch of different snacks come pouring out. Some small bags of potato chips (all different flavors), cookies, and a lot of different candies.

Vik smiles, "We have more birthday candy than we can eat."

Kasha smirks, "Maybe more than you can eat, I could eat all candy."

Vik looks at Kasha, "If you eat all of the candy, you will get all of the cavities. Also, you will get fat."

I notice that Vik stresses "of the" in those sentences. I guess Vik still corrects Kasha from time to time.

Kasha waves it off, "Is small price to pay, no?"

Vik just shakes his head while the rest of us laugh.

We tear into the pile of snacks. It actually works out that everyone kinda gets something they like, though Vik and Kasha end up arguing over the last bag of salt and vinegar chips. I mean, really. Yuck!

But we're all sitting around snacking, talking about our favorite snacks and stuff. Pretty soon, though, the chat moves back to some of the stuff we were talking about earlier at dinner: school and games and junk.

There's one fun thing, though. See in my last life, the birthday party was…​well, we had a lot of fun. But that hasn't started yet. Weirdly, Kasha hasn't asked us to play Truth or Dare, but I guess a lot of stuff is different this time. So, how do I get us started?

I look over to Kyle. He's talking with the twins about some game or whatever. My brain thinks back to what he looked like standing in the tent, naked. What comes out of my mouth next is pretty natural, considering.

When there's a break in the chatter, I speak up.

"So, I was meaning to say this earlier, and I realize…​well, we're all guys here? So, anyway, Kyle, you have a really big dick dude."

Kyle was dumping some chips into his mouth, then started choking and coughing when I said that. The guys laugh and Phillip moves to check on him, giving him a pat on the back.

I laugh a bit, "I'm sorry, didn't mean to choke you up, there."

Kyle finally clears the food, "Yeah, dude, what the hell? That was out of nowhere," he says. His cheeks are flushed and eyes are watering a bit.

"I mean, I'm just saying," I say. "I've never seen a dick that big. Not even on my older cousins." It's half true, but I don't need to start including anything from my last life.

"Yeah," Nathan says, wide-eyed, "you were huge! I don't even think my brothers have one that long now."

Kyle blushes even more, "C'mon, y'all. It's not that big a deal. I mean, I just don't want anyone making a big deal about it.

Kasha smirks, "Dick is already big deal, I think."

Kyle rolls his eyes, "Lord, y'all're the worst, I swear."

The guys laugh some more and I see a small smile creep up on Kyle's face.

I raise an eyebrow, "Why do you not want to talk about it?" I ask.

Kyle raises an eyebrow at me, "I don't know, maybe because most guys don't talk about their dicks?"

I shrug, "I'm not like most guys."

"He's really not," Phillip says while opening a bag of chips. He looks at me with a silly face. There's a small bit of laughter in the tent. I think everyone's just surprised Phillip made a joke.

"But, I mean, we're all friends here, right?" I ask. "Can't we talk about the stuff we normally wouldn't?"

Kyle shrugs, "I mean, I guess it's alright. You just surprised me. Besides, I already feel like a freak because of how tall I am, I didn't need the added inches down here," he says with a point.

Vik raises his eyebrow with a smug face, "I do not think your future girlfriend will be complaining about it."

More laughter in the tent. Even Kyle laughs, making his blush even deeper.

"Well, I'm sure I won't get that big…​once I do start growing, I mean," I say. "But it works fine," I grin, "not that I needed to tell you that or anything."

Everyone chuckles a bit.

"I still can't believe you managed to pee that far," Nathan says. "I mean, Kasha and Vik are longer, so I thought they'd be impossible to beat."

I shrug, "A lot of water to keep my kidneys healthy. The rest is all me," I finish with an eyebrow wiggle. Nathan laughs.

Kasha rolls his eyes, then points back and forth between him and Vik, "Is no surprise, but ours are same longth…​er, length," he says.

Kyle grins, "Yeah, there's a shocker: identical twins with matching dicks."

Kasha puts his hands up, "I'm just saying is thing I noticed…​while noticing our things," he says, wiggling his eyebrows at his joke, getting Nathan to giggle.

Vik rolls his eyes, "It is more like Kasha is far too curious to leave me alone."

I giggle as Kasha gives Vik a look, who just grins back at his twin.

"Anyway," Kasha says, "Am not sure how it will grow, but is pretty long already."

Kyle smirks again, "Now who's the size freak?"

Everyone laughs as Kyle squares back after making that comment.

Nathan pipes up, "I just can't wait to finally get some pubes."

The twins nod in agreement.

"I guess so," I shrug.

Nathan looks at me, confused, "Why? What do you mean?"

"Well, I was starting to get some before the cancer, but the chemo made them fall out. Not sure when they'll grow back," I say.

"But you'll get them, right?" Nathan asks. "I mean, your other hair grew back."

I raise my eyebrow with a smirk "My other hair? You mean my hair?" I ask, pointing to my head.

Nathan rolls his eyes as the twins snicker, "Ugh! You know what I mean. Your hair grew back, so why wouldn't your pubes?"

I do know that it does grow back after a few months. They did last time, after all. Not that I got to keep them much longer then, either.

Anyway, I just shrug, "I mean, I'm sure they will. I just don't know if I really care that much."

Nathan's eyes go wide, "What? Why not?"

"I don't know," I say, "it's just hair. They're pretty cool, I guess, but I don't really care if I get mine or if I keep them, when I do."

"So, you'd shave `em?" Kyle asks.

"Sure," I say, "I had a friend who did that. He said he liked it better."

Kyle nods, "I guess I can see that. Not like pubes do anything real important down there anyhow."

Kasha butts in, "But is sign of manliness, right? Why shave off sign of being a man?"

Kyle raises his eyebrow, "Dude, I could shave my pubes right now and I'd still look more `manly' than half the dudes in gym class."

Everyone giggles at Kyle's joke.

Nathan takes the lead this time, "I think your dick looked pretty cool too, Phillip."

Phillip blushes, "U-uh, thanks, I guess." He shifts uncomfortably. I can see he's fighting looking to me for a bail-out, but he doesn't turn.

"I-I-I mean, uh…​" Nathan stutters as he blushes, "W-well, I just kinda wonder what I'm gonna look like when I start growing, y'know? Just something I think about, like, when I see my older brothers' dicks or whatever."

Kasha smirks, "And they did not give you beating?"

"Well," Nathan says, "Maybe once or twice, but they can be dicks, sometimes."

I smile, "A dick that gives a beating? Now that's a new one."

That's probably my best joke of the night, judging by the laughter around the room, Phillip and Kyle especially. Vik’s face, like, practically lights up with laughter. Nathan and Kasha laugh some, too.

"But I know what you mean," I say, after a few seconds. "I've seen my cousins naked before and wondered if I'll look like them or whatever."

"Yeah, like I said, I've seen my older brothers' dicks before. One even kinda showed me the basics when I asked him," Nathan says. "Well, it's more like he told me and watched."

"Does yours grow much when you get a boner?" I ask.

Nathan pauses and thinks for a second, "Yeah, it does. Like, maybe twice as long."

I nod, "That's the same for me. I get, like three times longer with a boner."

"Not me," Kyle says. "It gets a little longer, but not much more than now. A little thicker, too."

I see the twins nod at this, basically saying `Yeah,' I guess.

"I'm just glad my boner doesn't get too long or I'd start getting wrist cramps." Kyle makes the jerking off motion with his hand, making us all snicker a bit.

"What about you, Phillip?" Nathan asks, still as excitedly curious as ever.

Phillip's cheeks are still a little flushed, "Uh, kinda like Kyle's, I guess. Like, it grows an inch or so, but not much more than that."

"Cool," Nathan says, "I didn't know dicks could be so different from each other. I mean, I saw a couple of them on pornos when I watched them with my brothers, but I was kinda more watching, you know, what they were doing, know what I mean?"

The guys all kinda nod.

"I didn't knew you knew--wait, I didn't know that you knew about this kind of stuff," Kasha says, with a grin.

Nathan rolls his eyes, "Hard not to when we share the same bedroom and bathroom."

I laugh, but the guys all laugh harder than me. I guess they understand better, since they have siblings, too.

"I get ya," I say, nodding. "I've done some stuff with other guys, too, and I'm still learning."

Everyone goes all bug-eyed on me and a few of the boys gasp.

"You have?" Nathan asked.

"Sure," I say with a shrug.

"So…​what are things you've done?" Kasha asks.

I pause trying to think how to answer this and make it seem believable enough. But when am I gonna get a chance like this again?

"Well," I start counting off on my fingers, "I've jerked off and sucked a few guys before…​they've done it for me, too. I've also rubbed dicks before…​oh, and I've fingered myself and someone else before." It's something I do every once in a while anyway, when I like to remember the old Phillip.

"Whoa..." Nathan says.

"So much?" Kasha says in awe.

"Yup," I smile.

"ALL boys?" Kasha asks.

"Yes," I say simply.

Kasha looks a little stunned, but nods his head after a moment.

"That's more than I'da thought, to look at you," Kyle says.

"Well, they were all close friends and cousins, y'know? It felt good, so we did it. Good to learn that stuff, right?"

"I mean I never did that with my cousins," Kyle says. "I dunno, that just seems weird to me, but they’re like 20, though, so…​"

I get a few weird stares shot my way. Maybe I should try that again. I don't want it to seem like it's too much.

I rewind back to the point right after Kyle comments.

"My cousins are really curious," I say with a smile. Maybe mysterious is the way to go.

Kyle squints a bit, like he's trying to figure me out, "I guess so…​"

"Oh, and some of that stuff was with a friend, too.," I say, still smiling.

After a pause, Kyle stops staring and just shrugs.

"I've, uh, played with some friends, too," Phillip says quickly.

I look at him, a little surprised that he's sharing so openly. He just looks at me with a smile.

"Well," he says, turning back to the group, "one friend, anyway."

"What'd you do?" Nathan asks.

"Some of the stuff he mentioned," he says, pointing to me, "but I've never given anyone a blowjob or whatever."

"Wow," Nathan says, "I'm kinda jealous. I've only ever been around my brothers, so there's no way that's happening."

"We've done stuff, though," Kasha blurts out.

Vik goes wide eyed and slaps him on the back of the head.

"Hey!" Kasha yelps. He turns to Vik with an annoyed look. Vik looks a little mad--actually, aggravated works better--and shakes his head, clicking his tongue against his teeth, making that "tch" sound people do sometimes.

"I told you he would not leave me alone," Vik says.

"No," Kasha says, "We were in bath and you wanted to touch MINE." He points back and forth between them.

"No, it was a shower," Vik says, "and you had a boner for some stupid reason and started poking me with it like a sword."

Kasha sputters, "I DID NOT! I-I was reaching for shampoo!"

"Wait, wait, wait," Nathan says, "You guys still shower together?"

ViKasha give him a look and say, "Yes." Like it was the most logical and normal thing in the world.

Vik continues, "And, yes, we have also explored a bit, since Kasha would not leave me alone."

Kasha starts to say something, but Vik moves his hand and puts it over Kasha's mouth.

"Have you not done such things with your older brothers?" Vik asks.

"What?! GOD, No!" Nathan practically shouts. "They wouldn't do anything with me, they barely want to be around me, half the time. Besides, they get really smelly sometimes."

"Oh," Vik says, "Well, he does not smell all the time," he jerks his head to Kasha and takes his hand off his mouth.

Kasha just shakes his head, "Lies. I smell perfect. Like roses and perfume."

"I know," Vik says. "Perfume makes my nose burn."

Kasha gives Vik a shove as the rest of us laugh.

"Still," Nathan says after a moment, "what’s it like doing some of those things, like having someone else jerk you off? I only, you know, jerked off to the same porn that my brothers did."

"Well…​I mean, do you want me to show you?" I ask.

He looks at me like I just said I’d give him twenty dollars for nothing. "Really? Uh, yeah, sure!" He sounds pretty excited by the end of his answer.

"Great," I say with a smile.

I kinda slide/crawl my way over to him. The tent's gotten kinda…​awkwardly quiet, but I just shake it off and focus on Nathan. Nathan has started to take his shorts off. He leans back to pull them off his legs, making it so he doesn't have to stand up. This just leaves him in his briefs, and I can already see this talk has got him boned up.

I start slow for him. I get between his legs that are stretched out in a "V" and bring my knees up under me. I reach out and start rubbing my hand on his crotch. It twitches as he gasps.

"How does that feel?" I ask.

"Weird…​but pretty good," He says. He's watching my hand, not wanting to miss a moment.

I stay there for a bit, moving my hand around and down to his balls and back to the tip of his dick, straining hard to get out of his undies. I do a light squeeze a few times, getting a squeaky gasp out of him.

After a minute of that, I decide to move things along.

"Take off your undies for me."

He looks at me and gulps a bit, but brings his legs in so he can take them off. He slides off and down his hips, his dick bounces around now that it's free. It's pointing straight up like mine does. Maybe with a bit more of an angle. I move to the side so he can slide them down his legs, then we go back to the position we were in before.

I reach out my hand again and he inhales even more strongly this time. I start just rubbing my hand along his dick, with just a little bit of friction. His foreskin is really tight now, but it's got enough skin at the top to sort of bunch up there.

"Still good?" I ask.

"Yeeeeaaaah," he says, "Real good." His eyes are shut and his head rolled back, but he opens one eye and peers down. Almost like he's reminding himself he wanted to see it, too.

I just smile, "Alright, next step then." I take my hand, gently grab his dick and slowly start to jerk him off. His foreskin peels back and his cockhead looks reddish. Different from how mine looks, anyway.

Nathan groans at the feeling.

"Oh man! Wow!" He says. "This is way better than doing it by yourself."

I just laugh a bit and keep slowly jerking him off, making sure I pull his foreskin all the way up or down each stroke. I'd say he's about as long as I am, maybe a half inch longer, but it feels similar enough to mine. Y'know…​except for the foreskin.

Anyway, I do this slowly for a minute or two. I don't see any precum or anything, so I have no idea how close he is. But I stop when I feel him tense up--I guess that was the cue I was waiting for.

Nathan looks at me, a little disappointed, "Aw, why'd you stop?" He asks, kinda breathy.

I just smile, "Just making sure I show you everything."

I look at the corner of my eye and see the twins have stripped and are slowly stroking each other. I look to the other side to see Kyle slowly jack himself off, too, but he hasn't completely stripped yet. I can't really see Phillip, but I know he's liking this.

"Do you want me to show you more?" I ask with a half-grin.

Nathan just nods eagerly.

"Alright. Just relax, okay?"

He nods again, but still is kinda bouncing his leg a bit. I'd guess he's more excited than nervous.

I grab his dick again and feel it pulse in my hand. Then I peel back his foreskin and take the head into my mouth.

"Ah!" Nathan gasps, his hips twitch and spasm a bit. I slowly start to bob up and down, trying not to overload him right away. I'm a little out of practice, even though I just did this with Phillip yesterday. But he's not as thick as Phillip is, so that helps.

Nathan has starts moaning and whining as I bob up and down on him. At one point, I even manage to take him all the way in, my nose rubbing up against the bare skin there. I suck lightly here and get another loud moan out of him. I'm actually surprised he still hasn't cum.

I move back up to his head and take my mouth off completely. I start to lick at his head; the little ridge under it and the peehole. He lets out a whine at the feeling and his cock twitches. I keep licking at the head and ridge around the foreskin, getting more whines out of him as I go to play with his balls with my free hand.

He's getting real fidgety at this point until I feel his nuts draw up--practically back into his body--and I see him tense up. I put my mouth over his head and suck his head as it shoots in a dry, twitchy cum. I mean, real twitchy.

He falls back with a gasp as he tries to catch his breath, cock still twitching like crazy.

He pants a little, "That was…​I mean...Wow..."

I giggle, "Thanks, I try."

I look around again as the guys keep edging themselves a bit.

"I had no idea it would feel that good," he says with a grin.

"Well," I say, "There is one more thing I can show you, if you want."

Nathan sits up again, "Please?" He asks.

I laugh, "Sure. Let's just, um." He's sitting up, legs still splayed out. "Pull your knees up and lie back."

"Like this?" He says. As he lies down, he pulls his feet up, drawing his knees all the way up.

"Right, but spread them out a bit."

He opens his legs, giving me a clear view of his pink hole. His dick is still pointing up. I scoot in a bit.

"Okay, just gimme a sec," I say. I stick my fingers into my mouth try and get them good and wet, since I didn't really bring anything for this. Nathan just looks at me questioningly. I pull my fingers out of my mouth. They're about as wet as I'm going to manage.

"This is going to feel…​weird, at first," I say, "but just relax."

Nathan nods and takes a breath again.

While he calms down, I move my finger to his hole and push in.

He winces and I feel his hole clamp on the top of my finger.

"Are you okay? Does it hurt?" I don't want to hurt him in all this. That's not a good feeling.

"I don't know," he says, breathing a little heavy.

So, I pull out and decide to spend a minute rubbing the outside of his hole instead, fingers still wet. He reacts to this a bit better and I can feel him relax more as I rub my finger over and around his hole.

After a moment of that, I try again by putting my finger up his hole. He tenses again, but I push in slowly, managing to get all the way to my knuckle, but he clenches up again.

I check in, "Are you alright? Do you want me to stop?"

"No," he says quickly, "It's just…​I don't know…​feels weird. Kinda makes me feel like I need to poop."

The guys all try to hold back a laugh and the hissing and wheezing makes it sound like the tent is filled with snakes with asthma. …​Snakes with asthma? Really, Matty? I laugh for a second, then think about Nathan's problem.

"Hmm…​lemme try this then. Pull your legs up to your chest for me?" I ask.

He nods and pulls him up, lifting his butt higher for me.

I haven't done much of what I'm about to do, so I have no clue how long I'll last.

"Okay, this is going to feel even weirder, but I promise it'll get better, okay?"

He nods, "Okay. I'm ready."

I get down into a good enough position, holding Nathan in place, and stick out my tongue and start to lick his hole.

He moans almost immediately. Hopefully, this'll relax him a bit so I can keep going.

"Ew!" I hear Kasha behind me, "He's licking his butthole!"

I sit up a bit and turn.

"Yeah…​and?" I ask.

"Is really gross!" He says. Vik smacks Kasha.

"Not really. I mean, we all just kinda cleaned up swimming right?" I ask.

"But," Kasha pauses, "is butthole."

Vik smoothly moves his arm back and smacks Kasha in the back of the head again.

"Ow!" Kasha cries. He gets Vik back with a quick slap of his own and they stare each other down.

I roll my eyes, "Anyway," I turn back to Nathan, "you can hate on it all you want, but," I add, turning my head to look back at him, "you haven't felt it yet. Just saying," I finish with a grin and turn back to continue Nathan's tongue bath.

I go for a minute or so, and he really seems to be enjoying it. His hole sure has seemed to loosen up. I try to stick my tongue in there and he doesn't tense up, but he does gasp as I move my tongue around in there. The taste is kinda different, since I haven't done this in a long time, but I like it. I mean, I've been tenting in my diaper this whole time, after all.

Finally, my mouth gets tired, so I sit up. Nathan kinda lets out a disappointed sigh, I guess.

"Sorry," I giggle, "My mouth was getting tired," I stretch and move my jaw around to loosen up. "But, I think you're ready."

I stick two fingers back into my mouth to re-wet them. Don't have a lot of spit left, but I think I'll only need a little bit.

I take them out and stick one of them in his hole. It's much looser, now. I'm glad he's enjoying it. I bury my finger in there and start wiggling it around a bit. He's moaning a bit as I stretch him slightly.

"Man...that feels good, now," he says.

"I can make it even better," I say, "just…​hang on."

I dig my finger around looking for his little bump…​er, the prostate. I'm bending my finger as it's in there, trying to bump into it. I'm not sure…​maybe my fingers aren't long enough. That's silly, you've hit yours before, Matty, so you should be able to--

Finally, I hit a tight little knot and he lets out a load moan.

"Whoa…​what was that? What did you do?" He says, lifting his head to look at me.

I smile, "That's your prostate. It does a few things in your body, but it also feels really good when someone does this." I rub my finger slowly over the knot. Nathan moans in, like, a stutter as I do.

"Oh, man…​that's the best," he says.

"Yeah," I say, "It kinda makes everything feel way better than normal."

I pull my finger out and Nathan grunts in frustration.

I laugh, "That was just to get you ready for this."

With that, I stick two fingers into his hole. He grunts and moans, but his hole also kinda tenses up. I just leave my fingers where they are until he gets used to it. After a moment, I start to slowly move my fingers further in, scissoring them just a bit as I go. He's still a little tense, but he slowly starts to loosen up. Then, I curl my fingers up to his knot again, getting him back into it completely.

After stretching him a bit until he finally relaxes more, I pull my fingers out. Nathan grunts again.

"Come on," he whines, "Quit stopping, already!"

I laugh, "Actually, there was one more thing that I've done before…​if you wanted to try it," I say.

"Okay," he nods.

"You're sure?"

"You've done it before, right?" he says.

"Okay," I say.

It's been a very long time since I last did this, but the memory is really clear, so I'm sure I'll be okay. I sit up a bit and slip off my diaper, dick still ridiculously hard as it springs up. I move into my position, pointing my dick at his hole. I work up some spit and dribble it on my dick as I start to move it around on my dick.

After I get it all slick, I push against his hole. He tightens up a bit, but relaxes when I start to rub his leg. I slowly start to push in, loving how it feels as my dick is slowly squeezed a little at a time.

He still flinches a bit and tightens, but not as much as before. I slowly move myself in, stopping to let him adjust a bit, here and there. Finally, I'm buried all the way in.

"He did it!" I hear Kasha whisper loudly to Vik, "He actually put it in!"

"I'm going to start moving a bit, okay?"

He just nods, looking at me just before closing his eyes. He takes a breath to relax. He loosens up around me and I slide back, leaving just the tip in before I slowly push back all the way in.

I slowly work this rhythm and Nathan starts moan and whimper quietly. Good, he's enjoying it again. I start to go a little faster, doing fast, short pumps mixed in with slowly burying myself in him. I snap out of my usual rhythm and try to angle my thrusts just a bit. I'm not long or anything, but if I can hit old Phillip's prostate, I should be able to hit his. It takes a few tries, but I feel myself hit his bump, getting him to moan. His dick's kinda been a little limp, but I notice that it starts to get hard and twitchy again.

Now that we're both comfortable, I start to go faster. We're both moaning as I go. Honestly, it's kinda like my hips are wanting to move on their own. I thrust faster inside him. Nathan goes between whimpers and moans as I do. Finally, I start to aim for his prostate again, thrusting against it hard. He yells out a moan, covering his mouth to quiet it down (I guess he's not completely out of it). After a few more thrusts against his prostate, I feel myself about to cum, so I reach my hand up and start to jerk Nathan off as I bump into his prostate a few more times.

A few strokes into it, I feel him tense and he arches his back just a bit. His hole starts to clench and spasm and I watch his dick pump out some more dry shots. I feel myself almost get pushed over the edge and pull out. I move over Nathan a bit and pump my dick just a few times until it starts to pump in its usual dry cum, drooling out the clear fluid at the end. Some of it dribbles onto his hips. I lean forward and brace myself against the tent floor as I catch my breath.

I turn to look at Nathan, looking very dazed and with a silly smile on his face.

"You okay?" I smile.

"That was great," he says with a sigh.

"Yeah, you're telling me."

I sit back again after catching my breath. I look around a bit and everyone's still slowly jacking off.

"Whoa," Phillip says. He's staring almost like he's, like, on one of his absence seizures, but then he speaks up again, "that was something else."

"F'real," Kyle drawls out. He's slowly working his dick, rubbing of the precum around his head.

I look over at ViKasha, both still slowly jacking the other off.

"Wow...," they both say. Like, they even do it in synch which is kinda funny. I move over to them with a smile.

"Let me help," I say. I pull their hands away from each other and start to slowly jack them off. They both lean back a bit with a sigh. Their dicks are maybe an inch longer than mine and kinda curve at the top when they're hard, but they're still pretty thin. I lean closer to Vik and stick his dick in my mouth licking a little at the head.

"Bozhe moi," he sighs out. I've heard him say that like this before. Still not sure exactly what the word is, but, like I said before, I think I can guess. I take another pass at the head before I switch over to Kasha. I also get a "Bozhe," out of him, so I'm doing pretty good, I think.

I'm about to switch back when I see Nathan slide next to me, putting his hand over the hand that's jacking off Vik. I let go of Vik and let Nathan start jacking him off. He's still fairly slick, so it shouldn't be too rough. I take my mouth off of Kasha and jack him off; Nathan looks over a couple times to see how I'm doing it. He ends up copying me pretty well. Then, I go back sucking on Kasha's, getting him to moan a bit. Nathan looks at me, trying to watch my mouth. I stop for a second, pull off Kasha again and look at Nathan. Then, I open my mouth and put my lips over my teeth and go back to sucking Kasha like that. Nathan does the same and goes to suck on Vik.

Pretty soon, we've got both of them moaning like crazy while we lick and suck. Nathan has to pull off sometimes as he gets used to it, but gets into a pretty good rhythm on the top half of Vik's shaft, watching me as I suck Kasha to see what to do.. I go from working the top and try my best to go down to the base. It takes a few tries, but I do it and Kasha moans loudly. I move back up and lick under the head of Kasha's dick and tongue his peehole, jacking him off the best I can while I do. It doesn't take much more of that before he yelps and I feel his dick start to twitch like crazy, his head trying to shoot, but coming up dry. I turn to Nathan, who's really into it. Vik is moaning a lot like Kasha did before he came. A few seconds later, Vik cums with a yelp like Kasha did. Nathan's eyes bug out a bit, but he stays on Vik's dick, looking like he's trying to figure that stuff out.

The twins both lean back. Kasha's head lolls over so that it rests on Vik's shoulder as they recover. I think I understand why Phillip liked to call them ViKasha, now. I slide off Kasha with a pop and Nathan slides off Vik.

"Wow..." he says.

I grin, "Pretty fun, huh?"

Nathan nods, "It's pretty intense. I mean, not as intense as a few minutes ago, but still."

The twins recover after a moment and push Nathan playfully. Nathan falls back with a yelp.

Then the twins give him their evil grin and bend down and start to double team his dick and balls with their tongues.

Nathan moans as his eyes roll back.

I think these three will be busy for a few minutes.

But, man, I'm starting to get into this. I didn't really do much of this in the last party they had, so it's nice to be the one doing the fun stuff for a change. I look over to Kyle, jacking himself at a medium tempo, his head slick with precum.

I move over to him without a word and put my hand on his as it strokes his dick. He doesn't flinch, but he does stop. After a second or two, he moves his hand out of the way. I look up at him with a raised eyebrow and he nods back with a nervous smile.

I wrap my fingers around his shaft. The difference between the others is pretty unreal. I mean, I guess it's only a little thicker than Phillip gets, but still.

I slowly start to pump his dick. Kyle closes his eyes and lets out a breath, relaxing into it. I pump him for a few seconds. I eyeball my hardon and try and mentally calculate how big he is. I'm about three inches, so I think Kyle is…​six inches right now. Wow. I mean, it's not the biggest I've seen, but it's the biggest I've seen in a while.

I move my hand up to his cock head and run my fingers over his sensitive spots there. Kyle grunts and jerks under the touch, but he doesn't move away.

"Oh, gawd," he says, his accent a bit more noticeable than usual.

I reach my other hand down to his balls, scrunched up closer against his dick than before. They're so big, it's like they don't even fit in my hand! Well, I mean, I guess they do, but that's not the point. I hold his nuts in my hand and I start to gently play with them there. I can feel a bit more fuzz on his balls.

"Oh, man," Kyle says, his breathing picking up a bit.

I roll his balls in my hands for a few seconds, still pumping his dick. Then I move up to his cock head, ready to give it a lick.

Suddenly, Kyle grunts out, "Oh god! Oh shit!"

Right as I put my tongue on the underside of his head, Kyle yells "Oh shit" one more time and I get blasted in the face with his cum. It hits me right on the nose and some even gets in my mouth. I sputter and cough as I try to move my head back to wipe the cum away, when his last shot hits me, like, right between the eyes.

I turn around, squinting and I hear the guys laugh hard. I know I must look real stupid. After I wipe some of it away from my eyes, even Phillip's having a hard time not laughing at me. I blush and turn back to Kyle.

He just shrugs and gives a nervous laugh.

"Sorry, didn't think I'd pop so soon."

Alright, this is not the way I want this to happen. Hard to look like I know what I'm doing if that happens.

I rewind back to when Kyle grunts, "Oh, man" This time, though, I let go of his balls and stop jacking him off.

He grunts a bit then he looks down at me, confused.

I smirk at him and say, "Gotta make sure you don't pop too soon."

He laughs, still nervous. But I can help with that.

I just wiggle my eyebrows and take his dick into my mouth. Well, not all of it. I doubt I could, anyway. But I get his dick head into my mouth and lick at it a bit. Kyle groans at the new feeling and his dick twitches.

I wonder if I could go as far as Phillip could? I test by slowly going down the shaft. I could handle Nathan's okay after some adjustment, but Kyle is much thicker than Nathan, so I'm moving pretty slowly. I almost gag when it hits the back of my throat and I can feel my eyes start to water. I back off just a bit and take a few breaths in through my nose. Not even doing this to Phillip--uh, Old Phillip--would've helped me prepare for this. I push down the shaft again and push the head just a little past where it was before, but my gag reflex starts to kick in, so I back off quickly and let go of his dick, catching my breath as I cough.

"That felt real good," Kyle says.

"I'm glad. Still too big to take it all, though," I say.

Kyle smiles his usual shy smile, but doesn't say anything.

I smile back, "But I can do this."

I put his head back into my mouth again. I go between licking at his head and sucking a bit on the parts I can reach with Kyle moaning the whole time.

I'm doing that when I feel a hand grab my dick. I jump a bit, but look down to see Phillip. He's slid over to where I'm sitting on the floor. He looks up at me with a smile and kisses the head of my dick. I grunt, trying not to press down on Kyle. Then Phillip takes the time to start licking my dick, moving up and down the shaft and licking under the head. I've got Kyle in my mouth and I'm trying not to hurt him, but Phillip is making that real hard.

I try to bob a bit on Kyle's dick, when I feel Phillip's tongue move to the top of my head. Oh shit! Not there! I moan loudly, but I'm starting to freak out, making some nervous whimpers since my mouth is full.

I guess Phillip is taking it as encouragement or doesn't notice, because he takes another couple of licks on that real sensitive spot.

"Pfft! Whoa!" Phillip says, scooting away in a hurry.

I let go of Kyle and he looks down to see what's going on.

"Whoa! What the hell?!" He says, practically jumping out of the way.

They're both trying to not get hit by my pee. See, that top part of my dick is like a pee button or something. Phillip brushed against it too much and now I'm peeing all over the place. And I just want to die. I'm so embarrassed, it's like I can't think or react or move.

I look at Phillip who's spitting a little bit. Must've hit him in the mouth.

Kyle looks grossed out and starts to move his stuff away.

"Holy shit! He peed the tent!" I hear Kasha say.

I turn just in time to see the slap.

"Shut up, moron!" Vik says. But even as he says it, he awkwardly tries to not stare.

Nathan and Kasha however are looking pretty grossed out by it, like Kyle is.

When I look at Phillip, though, he just sort of stares at me. I can't really make out the face, but I'm sure he thinks something just as bad as these guys are. The pee isn't as long as some of mine can be, but it goes for about fifteen seconds before it finally stops. It's all mostly pooled up around me, but I can see I got some of the cloth over here wet. I still feel like I'm in shock, but I finally snap out of it andI can feel my eyes start to water and my cheeks heat up..

Ugh! Still have to deal with my baby problems! Rewind!

I jump back to the moment before I start sucking on Kyle again. This time when I feel Phillip grab my dick, I just wait for him to start licking and keep my mouth on Kyle's head, sucking it lightly.

Phillip kisses my dick again, getting me to moan again. A moment later I feel Phillip start to lick like he was before, so I take my mouth off Kyle for a second.

"Phillip."

He looks up at me, "Yeah?"

"That's fine, but don't hit the top of my head, okay? It's real sensitive," I look at him with an urging look.

I see him trying to figure out what I could be talking about. When it finally clicks, he just nods and says, "Alright."

"Thanks."

He smiles, "Any time."

I smile and turn back to Kyle, who doesn't know what just happened, but I take him back in my mouth and he starts to moan before he says anything.

After a minute or two of light sucking and pulling back to make sure Kyle doesn't cum too soon, I feel Phillip stop his licking. I look down in time to see Phillip take me into his mouth. I grunt with Kyle in my mouth, which makes Kyle grunt. Phillip moves his tongue around the head as he sucks a little bit. He stays away from the top of the head, though.

I take my mouth off Kyle, "Oh man," I moan out.

Phillip sucks once and I grunt. I'm way more sensitive than normal right now. I can feel my dick start to twitch faster.

A few seconds later, Phillip moves all the way down my shaft, taking me all the way into his mouth.

I let out a real loud moan as he gently suck and licks at my shaft. I try to suck on Kyle some more, but the distraction is too much. I take a few licks at Kyle's head while jacking him off until I feel myself about to cum.

I take my mouth off Kyle again, "Gonna cum," I grunt. Just a few seconds later, I cum with a moan into Phillip's mouth as he practically sucks me dry. I mean, I just came, so that's not too hard; I probably only have one good dribble in that cum that I can feel.

I slump back a little. Phillip pulls off my dick with a lick and looks up at me.

"Did I do okay?"

"Yeah, that was great," I smile.

Phillip is blushing and he smiles, too.

"Sorry about that, Kyle. I can finish now, though," I say, looking back to him.

"I'll do it," Kasha says behind me.

I turn around as Kasha sorta waddles over to us. Nathan's flat on the tent floor, panting from the double team. Vik looks at Kasha with a raised eyebrow.

Kasha makes it over and sorta scoots me out of the way. I guess he really wants to do it. He gives Kyle his usual grin and takes him into his mouth. Kyle moans as Kasha starts to bob his head back and forth.

I shrug and look at Phillip. His eyes are glued to the scene in front of him as he jacks off. I just grab his hand and stop him and he looks at me a little confused.

I smile, "I didn't forget about you."

Then I bend down into his lap and start licking his dick. Phillips let out a soft moan and sighs. I just take my time there, licking around the head and peehole, then going down on side before coming back up the other. Phillip's hand goes to my back and slides down until he gets a handful of my butt.

I chuckle a bit, which gets a moan out of him as he squeezes my butt gently. I hear moans next to us and turn to look.

Kasha's still slowly sucking Kyle, but Vik's now over there, too. Kasha's on his hands and knees sucking Kyle, giving Vik the perfect access to start fingering his asshole. I can see him working two fingers up to the knuckle. Kasha lets out an even louder moan. I guess Vik found the prostate. Nathan's just sitting there watching, looking a little dumbstruck, but he's not jacking off or anything. He's probably too wiped out for that.

I turn back to Phillip and take a few more licks before taking him in my mouth.

"Ah! Oh god!" he moans.

I look up at his face. His eyes are opened wide before they roll back with another moan. I slowly work my way down his shaft; after trying to work Kyle down, this should be no problem. I slowly work all the way down until I've got all of his shaft in my throat, my nose getting tickled by his pubes. I suck there for a little while, making sure I remember to breathe through my nose so I don't choke up. At least, I try to. Phillip made this sound really easy, but he had lots more practice. I have to rewind a few times, because…​well, I may have gagged really bad and thrown up a bit. Hey, it's not easy! Anyway, after a bunch of times to get it right, I finally start to last a bit longer. At least I know much better how to do it now…​sorta…​

"Oh man," Phillip grunts, "I'm cumming, Matty."

I move back up his shaft and take a few licks at his head.

Phillip lets out a load groan, tenses up and starts shooting into my open mouth. The first few shots hit the back of my throat and I almost gag, but somehow manage to swallow in time. I pull back a bit and try to take the other shots on my tongue so I can actually swallow them myself. But that's harder to do than it is to say. I pull off Phillip's dick after catching a few shots and holding them on my tongue. The rest of Phillip's cum nails me in the chest. My body wants to gag and is all like, `Spit it out, dummy! This tastes weird!'. But after sitting there for a few seconds, I take a deep breath and swallow what little there is in my mouth. The taste is…​different. I guess I could get used to it, but I'm not going to do that a lot. Well…​every once in a while.

Phillip just sits there, dazed but smiling.

"Wow…​that was," Phillip pauses, then just sighs. I giggle and take a lick at the head of his dick. Phillip hisses and I take a taste of Phillip's leftover cum. Still not sure about it, but I guess it's not too bad.

Phillip looks at me, "Man…​you're a mess."

I roll my eyes, "Thanks, I didn't notice."

Phillip just smirks, "You're welcome."

I reach behind Phillip to pick up my dirty shirt and wipe myself off (I don't want to use the towel, since it's not mine).

"Wait…​did you swallow it?" He asks.

"Some of it," I say.

"H-how was it?"

I shrug, "Different. I almost didn't swallow it, but I figured I'd give it a try."

"A-ah shit!" I hear Kyle groan.

I turn and see Kyle thrusting into Kasha's mouth, stopping with one last thrust, halfway in Kasha's mouth. I guess he's cumming, because Kasha looks totally caught off guard.

He tries to swallow, but he kinda heaves like he's choking or gagging. Kyle's looking up and moaning, before he quickly looks down and starts to look a little panicked.

He finally gets his mouth off Kyle's dick, which spurts out a couple more shots that hit Kasha like they hit me. Kyle shivers a bit after with the last spurts.

Kasha holds his mouth shut and starts waving his hand around. He looks like he's trying to swallow the rest of it. He tries to swallow it, but he puts his hand over his mouth and darts over to open the tent. He fumbles with the zipper, but gets it open just in time to poke his head out the tent and loudly spit out Kyle's sperm. I can't help but laugh a little at how funny he looks.

"Jeez," Kasha says after sticking his head back in the tent, "you could give warning you were going to shoot."

"Me? I didn't know you were going to swallow it!" Kyle says with a `how dare you' look on his face.

Kasha just glares, but then just looks a little pouty. He starts tasting the cum left on his tongue, makes a `not bad' face, then looks at me and turns around to clean himself on his towel.

Nathan makes a big, loud yawn.

"Man, I'm really tired," he says.

"Me, too," Kasha says as he stretches.

We all start to get ready for bed. Thankfully, there's not a lot of cleanup involved, but both Kasha and I feel like we should brush our teeth.

"We can go use downstairs bathroom in the house," he says.

We both put on our shorts and shoes to at least be half dressed and start to head out of the tent. Nathan and Phillip come with us, taking turns peeing while Kasha and me brush our teeth.

Before we head back, I ask Kasha about getting some water and we head into the kitchen to get me a big, tall glass. I swear, it's such a pain to remember to drink the water I'm supposed to drink. I finish drinking it in about fifteen seconds and we all head back to the tent.

Vik's got the sleeping area all set up. He's moved the bag of food out of the way and the blankets we were sitting on have been rearranged. Some are folded off in a corner of the tent, some were laid out on the floor to make it look like a rug. And really, the patterns on the sheets are so fancy looking, it kinda does look like a fancy rug.

He's also got three sleeping bags laid out on the floor, two big ones and a smaller one.

Nathan kinda trudges over to the small sleeping bag, strips back to his undies and climbs in the bag, pulling a pillow over for his head. It looks like he's down for the count.

Vik shrugs as he looks at us, "There are not enough sleeping bags for everybody, but there are enough blankets for anybody not in a sleeping bag."

"I'll take the blankets," Kyle says. "I'll just feel all cramped up in a sleeping bag." He pulls over some blankets and starts to get comfy.

"Well, I guess that just leaves it to us," I say.

Phillip looks at the bag, then back at me.

"It looks big enough...we can share it," he says. "I-I mean, if that's okay with you," he stammers.

I nod and smile, "That's okay with me." Then, I look at the twins.

"Oh, hey. What about you guys?"

Both of them are down to their boxers (well, Kasha wears boxers, Vik wears boxer briefs). Kasha's opening up the sleeping bag a bit so he can get in.

"Is alright," he says, "We share one, is no big."

Y'know, I'm pretty sure Old Phillip would've found that hot.

Vik pulls the lantern over and turns it off. It's dark in the tent, except for the light coming from the house.

"Okay, so that's that," I say with a smile. I take my shorts off too, leaving me in just my diaper, and slide into the sleeping bag. I lie on my back and look at Phillip. He just kinda stands there for a second before he strips to his undies and slides in next to me.

I turn over on my side to give him room to climb in and we end up facing each other by the time he lies down next to me. We don't say anything for a moment or two.

"Phillip?" I whisper.

"Yeah?" He whispers back.

"I'm glad you came to the party," I say with a smile.

I can see his face enough to see him give a small smile in return.

"Me, too…​I mean, I'm glad I came, too."

I pause for another moment, trying to think of the right thing to say.

"Y'know how you said that you LIKE like me?"

"Yeah?" He says.

"Well, I was wondering if you'd, y'know…​wanna start dating?"

He blinks at me a few times, "I, uh..."

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"I guess I'm just a little surprised…​it's pretty sudden," he says.

"Why? I mean, we've talked about this before..."

"Yeah, but, did you want to, like, be exclusive? Because you just had sex with three people," he says. He sounds a little stumped, but maybe a little frustrated, too.

I feel my cheeks heat up a bit and stammer a response, "B-but, that was just some fun…​I-I mean, I thought you'd want to." I pause and take a breath. Keep it together, Matty. He hasn't even really said anything yet, so calm down.

I start again, "I was just having some fun at the party. It's not like that changes how I feel about you."

"It just felt a little off…​I mean, kinda familiar, but," he shakes his head. "We've known each other for, what? Two weeks? Yes, I like you…​a lot. But you've got this whole other life that I don't know much about…​and then something like this," Phillip pauses.

"But you joined in," I say, "It's not like you walked out of the tent."

"I know I didn't," he pauses and takes a breath. "Matty, I had a great time today. I'm glad you had me come to the party and even more glad that we…​had fun. But I'm still not at a point where I think I'm ready to be more than friends, yet. There's still a lot to figure out, I don't know..."

I freeze and those words feel like they're bouncing around in my head.

"O-oh, okay..."

"I'm not trying to hurt your feelings here, I just...didn't think you'd bring it up so soon. I'm sorry, if it's --"

"It's fine," I say. I know it doesn't sound convincing, but I don't really care.

"Matty, I," he starts. He pauses for what feels like a long moment.

"Look," he says, "I think we're both tired, so maybe we can talk about this again sometime? I really do want to still talk to you, y'know."

"I know," I say with a weak smile.

I don't wait for a response, but I turn over in the bag, my back now facing him.

"G'night," I say.

There's a pause, but then he answers.

"Yeah…​goodnight."

I lie there, trying to go to sleep, but I just stare at the wall of the tent in the dark. I thought this would be easy. I thought doing stuff the way we used to would be enough to get him back to who he used to be. Hell, even if he didn't get his memories back, I would've been okay if we started dating again. Now, I'm not sure if I'll get that Phillip back. I'm not even really sure if this Phillip will ever want to date me. What's the point of going back in time if I can't be with him?

No, Matty. Phillip is your friend. You know he is. You can't psych yourself out just because he doesn't feel ready to be what you used to be…​mostly because he doesn't know what you used to be. I have him as a friend for right now, so maybe that's enough?

I mostly calm myself down enough to start drifting off to sleep, but there is one question that my brain keeps asking me: What are you going to do now?