Max’s Awakening #7

by craigpnifty@protonmail.com

Authors notes:

Just a reminder of the “other side” of this story that is written from the point-of-view of Craig (Max’s mentor) can be found here:

https://www.nifty.org/nifty/gay/adult-youth/maxs-freudian-slip/

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Chapter 7 – Madison (pt 2)

After Craig got back from getting gas and stuff we all went out to eat with Ian and Spencer, and well of course Ian’s mom too.   We went to a supper club called Bonnie something another.  I can’t remember.    Cam wanted to know why they call it a supper club.  “It’s just a freaking restaurant!   Wisconsin is so weird,” he said.  But the food was really awesome so I guess they can call it whatever they want.

Ian’s mom and Craig sat on one end of the table and talked while us guys huddled around the other end.   We laughed about the sleepover and some of the stuff we did, like the naked snowball fight and jerking off in the sauna.  Except we had to be careful what we said, since Ian’s mom and Craig were right there and lots of other people were eating around us.  But that’s what made it fun.   We would say things that sounded innocent but weren’t.   Like talking about me hitting Ian with a snowball but leaving out that it hit him in the bare ass.  Or like when Ian said “it was so HOT in the sauna.”   We were cracking up.

Cam asked Ian and Spencer if their hotel room was like ours with a separate room for their mom.    “What?  You have your own room like?” Spencer asked.

“Yeah, don’t you,” I answered.

“NO!” Ian interjected loudly.  Ian’s mind went straight to naughty ideas.  “So are you guys, gonna, you know?” he asked, wisely being quieter.

Cam and I looked at each other and grinned.

“You buggers already did didn’t you?” Ian surmised.  He either read our faces really well or it was a lucky guess.

Cam nodded and leaned over the table so he could whisper.   We all leaned in so he could whisper.  “We took a shower while Craig went to get gas,” Cam revealed.

“So what?  So did we,” Spencer replied.   He was being clueless.

“Yeah, but I bet not together,” I said with a smirk.

“Lucky bitches,” Ian responded in his normal brash manner, a little too loudly.   “Whatdya do?”

“Shhh! Just like we did in the hot tub is all,” I answered.

“But,” Cam chimed in.  “We’re trying something new before we go to sleep tonight, right Max?”

I nodded.   Ian’s mom snapped her fingers at as to break up our huddle.  I guess she thought it was rude or something for us to be whispering.   I had temporarily forgotten that Cam expected us to move on to sucking each other’s dicks later.  Now that he mentioned it again, I started worrying about it all over again, like I had been earlier when we were drying off and Cam first mentioned it.  I still don’t get why I was scared of doing it.  I guess I was worried I would be horrible at it or that it would taste awful or be gross.   I kind of hoped when the time came I we could just maybe do what we did back at the sleepover – make out and grind against each other until we squirted.

I had zoned out thinking about blow jobs while the other guys were laughed about something, but I snapped back when our dinners showed up.   While we ate, we mostly talked about the meet and how good we all would have to do on various events to have a shot at winning the team medal.  I was glad the topic had moved on from sex so I could stop fretting about sucking Cam’s dick.

During the meal, Cam got really quiet.   He was texting someone but I wasn’t sure who it was.   He really didn’t say much while he ate.  We all waited around forever for the check, which Craig said was a good thing because he had had two drinks and was afraid he was maybe too buzzed to drive.   While we waited I asked Cam who texted him.   “Nobody,” he shrugged.   I could tell something was up and that he didn’t want to talk about it.  I thought maybe he got bad news from his mom about his grandma or something, so I didn’t pry.

When we left, Spencer and Cam and I went outside and waited.   Ian’s mom and Craig and Ian all had to use the restroom.    Spencer asked us if maybe he and Ian could come up to our room when we got back or maybe the next night.  “We could all get naked again,” he whispered. 

While Spencer and I talked, Cam drifted off towards Craig’s car.  “I dunno Spence.  I’m not sure if Craig will leave us alone again like he did today.   And he’s cool and all, but I don’t think he’s THAT cool.”

“Yeah, I know,” Spencer shrugged.   “But I really wanna try sucking you or Cam. Or you and Cam,” he grinned.  I felt a sick feeling inside.   I suddenly felt inferior and kind of stupid.   I’m being a chicken about maybe sucking Cam and here’s Spencer, who is just a 5th grader, wanting to do it to us both! 

I wasn’t sure how to respond so I just said the first thing that popped into my head.  “Well maybe if we win this meet we’d let you.   Especially if you get at least an 8 on your floor routine.”   The floor was Spencer’s weakest event and if we were to have a chance of winning he would have to do better than normal. 

“Promise?” Spencer asked, very seriously.   I hadn’t really intended on him taking me seriously.

I shrugged.  “Yeah, I guess.” 

*****

Craig finally caught up to us.   “You can have shotgun,” Cam murmured before climbing into the back seat.   He was still being quiet but I figured I’d ask him later what was up. 

When we got to the hotel, I jogged inside ahead of Craig and Cam.  It had cooled off and I was cold when I got out of the car.   I waited for them by the elevators for what seemed like forever.  Craig walked in with his arm around Cam and I could tell they had been talking.

I figured out what they were talking about once we got into the elevator.   I guess Cam was really missing his dad – that was who texted him at dinner.   Craig explained that Cam’s dad always gave him a rub down the night before a competition and he was missing him.   So Craig told me that we were going to give Cam his good luck massage.  It sounded ok to me, I figured if we that, we might end up skipping the blow jobs.

*****

We did the massages in Craig’s room on his bed.  Cam forgot to pack shorts so he just stripped down to his underwear and got up on the bed.  I thought Cam might be kind of embarrassed to be almost naked so long in front of Craig, but he didn’t care.  I guess he’s used to being naked around his dad.  I was kind of glad he was chill about it.  Maybe we could do a nude beach together when we were older I thought.

We started with Cam’s back and Craig did one side and I did the other.  It wasn’t really something I’d done much over so I had to just follow what Craig was doing.   I have to tell you, rubbing my hands all over Cam’s body was starting to make me a little bit horny again.  I had been totally NOT horny ever since cumming like a freight train in our shower.  I noticed Craig made sure to avoid Cam’s butt, but I gave it a good squeeze which caused him to flinch and pinch his butt together.   It was so hot.  And it made Craig laugh too.

After we did Cam’s legs and feet, he rolled over and we did his front.   His dick was pudging up a little bit.  I wondered if he was getting turned on a little bit by my touch.   I could be wrong, but I am pretty sure Craig kept looking at the outline of Cam’s dick in his trunks.   It made me think about how Craig told me he was always curious what other guys look like.  It seemed logical that he’d be curious about Cam even.

After we finished Cam, I had a go.  I’d never really had someone give me a massage before.  I know lots of parents scratch their kids back and stuff like that but mine never really did anything like that.   When I was little, I never liked to be touched very much.  Of course with Cam, and Craig, it was totally different and not only did I not mind, I really liked it.  A lot.  I was feeling really relaxed.  

Cam kept whispering dirty stuff into my ear every once in a while too.  He would say things like “I wish I could massage your dick instead of your leg.”   It was making me laugh more than making me horny, but for some reason my dick still got super hard.

When they finished rubbing my feet, Craig told me to roll over.   My face was buried in the bed but I started to blush.   “Um…. I can’t,” I answered.   I didn’t want them to laugh at my boner.

“Huh? Why not?”Craig asked.  He seemed confused.

Then Cam started laughing.   “I bet because he’s got a hard on,” Cam said as he laughed.

“It’s your fault Cam!” I replied to tease him.  I wasn’t mad or anything.   I was really just trying to stall so maybe my boner would die.   Craig handed me a pillow and told me to use it to cover up if I was embarrassed.  So I rolled over really fast and put the pillow on my crotch.  

When Cam rubbed my leg he would go up just under the pillow and rub his hand on my boner.  Grrrr.  It was never going to go down if he kept doing that!

 Craig must have noticed what Cam was doing.  And he already knew I was hard.  “Jesus guys!” he said.   “I left you guys all alone for like an hour earlier!  I would have thought you got the horniness out of your system while I was gone,” he said.   Cam and I looked at each other and shared a look of minor embarrassment before we both just started laughing uncontrollably.  We both knew Craig was really just teasing us more than anything.   Craig then did the whole British accent thing and called us ‘wankers’ which made us laugh. 

After I stopped laughing, I gave Craig some shit.  “Yeah Craig, but that was like 4 hours ago.   Were 13, not an old daddy like you,” I said and poked him in the chest.  I don’t even know what made me call him an old daddy.   I never use that term.

*****

After our massages, Craig went to the bathroom and Cam and I went back to our bed in the living room.   Craig was in the bathroom for quite a while.   “He’s probably having a wank.  You probably made the poor guy horny with your hot boner,” Cam joked. 

“Shut up, he’s probably just taking a dump and getting washed up,” I replied and kissed Cam on his cheek.  He promptly pulled me into an embrace and pressed his mouth to mine.  Clearly we were both a little horny from the massage session.  Our tongues danced as our hands groped each other.   Our tongue wrestling was cut short when we heard the toilet flush.  We separated and focused our attention on the TV.  Craig came out and reminded us not to stay up too late and asked us to turn off the TV.  I guess even Craig has to act like a parent sometimes.

Once he turned off his light, we started making out again.  I was loving it and hoping that Cam would be ok with just making out tonight.  Even though I was horny, I was not feeling ready to try to suck Cam’s dick.   We were only in our underwear so our hands had lots of smooth body to explore as our lips continued to press together.   I squeezed Cam’s crotch.   He was hard.  I pulled him over onto me, his hard dick pressing into mine.  I reached a hand into his underwear and pulled on his smooth firm ass, pressing his cock into my groin.   He reacted by thrusting into me.   Yes!  Let’s just do this I thought.  I was so relieved he appeared willing to get us off this way again.  

But after a minute or so he stopped and rolled to my side.   “You ready?  I can’t wait to find out what it’s like to get sucked,” he said.

I looked towards Craig’s bedroom door which stood wide open.   “I dunno,” I whispered.  I nodded towards the open bedroom door. “I mean Craig will hear us if we start doing too much.”

“No he won’t Max baby. Come on!  Besides, you heard him earlier.  He doesn’t care if we do stuff,” he pleaded as he stroked my chest. 

“Can we just do other stuff tonight and do that when were really alone.  Please?”

“What? Are you serious Max?  C’mon man.”

I shrugged my shoulders at him.  “I just don’t feel like,” I muttered.

“You said you were good with it earlier.  What are you scared or something?”

“Yeah, I guess.  A little.  I don’t know,” I answered.  I am sure I sounded like a confused lost little boy.  I was mad at myself for sounding like a wimp.

“This is fucking crazy,” Cam said, raising his voice.  “Fucking Ian and Spencer are only in 5th fucking grade and they suck each other, and you’re nervous about it?  Jesus Max, you’re being a little baby.”   I hadn’t seen Cam this frustrated or angry since he had first moved here, back when we disliked each other.   We both just stared at each other.  I honestly didn’t know what to say.

“Fine! Goodnight then,” he said.  He rolled away from me and put his headphones in and closed his eyes.   I was could hardly move.  I was in shock.  This was not what expected from this weekend!  I thought we would all have a great time together away from our parents and it had all started so well.   Now I had an argument with Cam and nothing felt right.   I wiped a tear from each eye as I scooted to my own side of the bed.  

As hard as I tried, I couldn’t go to sleep.  I was too annoyed and upset with myself.   Just like at Cam’s sleepover, he was asleep in minutes.  How the hell does he do that?   My mind raced as Cam slept besides me.   He had kicked the blankets down and his body was only half covered.  The nightlight from the bathroom cast just enough light for me to see his amazing body.   I wanted to touch it.  Feel it.  Enjoy the feel of his muscles.  But I’d blown it by be a fucking little baby.  I was so mad at myself.

I noticed a light in Craig’s room.  It must be his phone.  I thought he had gone to bed but I realized he was still awake.  I really needed to talk.  I got out of bed and slowly tip-toed to Craig’s door.  He was lying on his bed looking at his phone.

I tapped on the door.  “Craig …are…you…you…still awake?” I asked softly.

*****

 “Yeah buddy, what’s the matter?” Craig answered, rolling over towards the door.

I climbed into his bed and scooted over by him.  “Nothing,” I mumbled.  Something was wrong of course, but sometimes it’s really hard to start talking about something.  I hoped he’d ask some questions so I wouldn’t just have to come right out and tell him everything that had just happened.

Craig must have thought I was getting sick or something.  He asked me if I felt OK. 

“Yeah, I just can’t sleep,” I answered.

“You not tired or um…is something bothering you?” he asked.

“I dunno,” I shrugged.  “Kinda both.”  I tried to think of something funny to say.  “It’s hard to sleep when the hottest thirteen year old boy in the planet is asleep next to you in nothing but his underwear.  But that’s not really it.”

Craig asked me if something happened. 

“Kinda,” I told him.  I was happy he was asking simple questions that I could answer.

“Ok Max.  Kinda what?”

“I…kinda… got into an argument with Cam,” I finally admitted.

“I see,” he said and he rubbed my arm some more.   “You guys have never argued before?”

“Never!” I told him.  I mean we had argued back when we hated each other, but not since we became boyfriends.

“And what was this about?” Craig asked.

“He got pissed and told me I was being a baby.”

“A baby? What?  Why?”

“Because I wouldn’t,” I began to tell him and then stopped.

“Wouldn’t what max?” Craig pried.

I looked away and mumbled.  “Suck his dick.  You know, do blow jobs.”

“Oh,” Craig said.  He seemed surprised.  “You didn’t want to?”

I blurted out.  “Yes.  No.  Sorta. I don’t know.”  Oh great, I was sounding like a doofus again.

“Shhh Max,” he said with a slight laugh.  “You’re all over the place.”  He rubbed his hand lightly across my chest.   “It’s all ok Max.”   I loved hearing those words from Craig.   I felt better already just having him here to talk to.

It was easier to talk now with the basic facts out.  “I know.  Well, I didn’t wanna because I was afraid you’d hear us and thought that would be weird.” 

“Max, you know that wouldn’t have bothered me, right?  I mean I left you guys alone today so you could fool around.” 

“I know, but it seemed kind of wrong doing it when you are just around the corner.”  I decided to share the rest.  “And I dunno, I’m kinda scared of trying it.” 

“Sorry I should have shut the door I guess.  So Cam got mad because you didn’t want to?”

“Yes.  And he made fun of me and said if Ian and Spencer do it I’m being a baby not to want to try,” I told him.  For a second I was afraid I had spilled the beans about Ian and Spencer but then I remembered I had already told Craig about them.

“He was probably just really horny,” Craig said.  “Sometimes people say things when they are horned up that they don’t really mean.  Did you guys really not do anything earlier while I was gone?”

“Of course we did.  In the shower.”

“You showered together?  How was it?” he asked and poked me in the chest. 

“So awesome!   We made out under the hot water and then jacked each other off.”  I don’t know why, but it didn’t bother me at all to tell Craig the details about what we did in the shower.   He’s like the only grown up that I could tell that kind of stuff to.

“Nice.  But I guess Cam was horny again after the massages?  Maybe doing those wasn’t such a good idea after all.”

That wasn’t the problem.   “I liked the massage,” I replied.   “I was horny too Craig.   Max was whispering dirty things into my ear.”

“I thought so.  Like what?”

“Like how he wanted to massage my dick.   And he joked about you getting a boner from us being almost naked.”

“Ha, very funny,” Craig answered quickly.   He seemed a little nervous, like maybe he really did get a hard on or something.  “So a bit ago you said were scared of trying it.  How come?”

I rattled off all my worries.  “I dunno, just nervous I guess.  I mean what if I get piss in my mouth?  Does a dick taste funny?  What if he sperms in my mouth?  And what if I’m just really bad at it?”  Whew!  I felt really relieved spelling out the stupid things I was worried about.

Craig kind of chuckled.  I think he must have thought I was being silly or something.  “Maybe I could show you how?” he told me and poked me in the chest.  I took that to mean he was joking.

“Oh right!” I answered teasing him back.  “What would you know about doing that?  You’re like totally straight Craig.”   I pushed him back in the chest like he had me.   His chest hair felt weird and I couldn’t resist feeling it.

 “Oh Max,” he laughed.  “Just because I’m married doesn’t mean I might not have tried some other stuff at some point in my life.”   

What the hell? I was totally just teasing him and now he’s telling me he’s done gay stuff!!!  Wow!   I’d never even thought about Craig being remotely gay.  I mean he’s married and has kids and everything.  And he’s so masculine.

I sat up.   This talk was really interesting now.  “Really?” I asked. “When?”

Craig didn’t answer for a long while.   While I waited for him to answer, I kept feeling his hairy chest.   He started to say something but stopped.  I looked up at him.   He was really nervous I think.  Finally he spit it out.  “Mostly when I was your age or a little younger,” he said and then after a brief hesitation added “then a couple times in college.”  He paused again. “I’m not ashamed of any of that Max.”

Stuff was starting to make sense.  No wonder he was so cool with Cam and me.  “Is that why you don’t care about us doing stuff like most grown-ups would?  Because you did stuff to?”  I asked.

“Yes.  In fact, I must admit hearing about the escapades between you and Cam and even Ian and Spencer kind of makes me feel….sorta… um….”

“Horny?” I said, laughing.

“Well I was going to say nostalgic,” he corrected me.  “It reminds me of times with my own friends growing up.”  Oh.  I felt stupid for suggesting a grown guy like Craig would get horny hearing about us kids messing around.  But then he added, “And yes Max, it is kind of arousing as well.”  Ok, I didn’t feel so stupid now.

About then the A/C kicked on and a wave of cold air blasted me in the face and chest. “Holy shit, that’s cold,” I complained.  Craig lifted up the covers up so I could crawl under them.  (I had just been lying on top of them.)  Craig pulled the blankets back up over us and I leaned into his warm body.  His chest hairs were tickling me.

“Better?” he asked.

“Yeah,” I answered.  I liked being close to Craig.  His body was warm from being under the blankets.  My hand found his way back into my chest hair.  Something about it just made me want to touch it over and over.  “So, you’d really show me how to do it?” I asked.   I meant how to give a proper blow job. 

“Do what?” he answered.  

“You know.  What we were talking about earlier.  Blow jobs?”  I didn’t mean that he would actually give me one.  I was thinking he would just explain or show me using a finger, or even one of the bananas that was in the kitchen.   But Craig didn’t take it that way.

“Max?  C’mon dude.  Think about it?  Would I really do that?  Where’s your dad right now?”

“Oh. I …uh…didn’t mean,” I started to explain what I meant and then just got quiet.  I hadn’t thought about my dad in a while and now I was thinking about him in jail, alone. 

“I’m sorry man, I shouldn’t have brought up your dad.   There was a better way to say what I meant without zinging you like that.   Please forgive me.”  He pulled me closer and hugged me, my chin tickled by his fuzzy chest. 

“It’s ok Craig.  It was a really dumb thing to ask,” I said, speaking into his chest.

“Not really, don’t beat yourself up,” he told me.  What he told me next completely blew me away.  “Max,” he said, “the honest truth is that if it weren’t illegal and I was 110% sure it wouldn’t hurt you, there’s not much else I’d enjoy more than really showing you how.”

“Seriously?  You would?  You mean you’d like sucking my dick?  For real Craig?”

“Yes, Max.  I would.  Really.”  We both didn’t say anything.  I didn’t really know what to say.  I knew Craig was different from all the other adults I’d ever met.  Now I guess I knew why.  “Sorry Max, I shouldn’t have told you that.  But don’t worry.   I’d never try something like that with you.  Our friendship means more than anything else.”

“I know,” I said.  Even if Craig liked boys, I knew he was too nice of a person to hurt someone.  “Can I ask you something?”

“Of course,” he answered.

“Um…. does that mean you’re kind of a pervert, just like my dad?”

I thought he might be mad that I just called him a pervert like that and wished I hadn’t asked.  But he didn’t seem bothered.  “Maybe… in a way? Except I mean I’ve never actually done anything with someone under-age, well not since I was a youngster myself.  And I wouldn’t.  But..,” he answered.

 “But what Craig?”

“I don’t know.  It’s really hard to explain.” 

 “Try!” I told him.  I was really curious about this.

“OK, well I guess the first thing you need to understand is that people can have a variety of attractions, sexual attractions I mean.   It’s not black and white.  It’s not like you either just like guys or you just like girls.”

“Right.  Like some people are bi.  I know that.”

“Right.  But sometimes there are a few other attractions you can have to.  Let me explain, at least for me.  So I told you I did stuff with friends when I was your age right?  Well, actually younger even.   I guess my first time doing things, sex things, was with my friends when we were boys.  Those memories are permanently imprinted in my brain.   And those are fond memories.  Good ones.  And so sometimes when I see cute boys like you, or Cam, it reminds me of the friends I did things with as a boy and that makes me happy.   So it’s like my brain is kind of wired to be think boys are cute.  I don’t know if it’s something like that with your dad and girls or what.  Maybe though.  But I know there are lots of men in the world who are attracted to boys.  But it’s really only a problem if they act on their attractions.”

“It’s ok Craig,” I told him and patted his arm.  “I know you’d never do anything to hurt me.  I trust you.” That was true.  I actually trusted him more than anyone else in my life right now.

“Thanks Max.  What I just told you… that I’m sometimes find boys cute… Well, I’ve never told anyone that.  Nobody. Do you understand?”

“Really?  Nobody?  You’re trusting ME more than anyone?”  It made me feel really good that Craig trusted me so much.

“Yes, Max.  I’m counting on you to keep it a secret.  You think you can manage that?” he asked.

“I promise I will Craig!” I answered. I scooted closer and gave him a big hug.  When I did my leg brushed against his crotch and I realized that Craig had a raging boner.  “You’re hard,” I said.  It seemed big.  I rubbed my leg against it again to feel it some.  I wanted to reach down and grab it but I didn’t of course.  I was curious how big a man’s dick could be?    It definitely felt thicker than Cams against my leg!

“Well, do you know what it’s like laying next to the hottest 13 year old boy on the planet?” he answered.  That made me laugh.  I realized it was what I had said about Cam a bit ago when we first started talking.  He continued. “One who is talking about sex and tell me about jerking off his boyfriend in the shower?”  Then he pushed my leg away from his dick to make sure I didn’t rub against it.   Is it weird that I was bummed out by that?

“You really like hearing about what we do?”

“Are you kidding Max?  For someone who thinks boys are cute, hearing your tales is kind of like real life porn.  But if you want to stop sharing so much, I’ll understand.”

“It’s ok.  I don’t mind, especially if it makes you happy,” I replied.  I kind of liked that I could tell Craig about things and know he was really interested in hearing about them.   “So you’d like to hear about Cam, Spencer and Ian and me jerking each other’s dicks in the hot tub then?” 

“Hell yes,” he told me but said it was getting too late and said he’d take a rain check.

As we were silent for a bit, my mind went back to feeling his grown up dick.  It seemed so big.  For some reason I imagined what it would be like trying to do a blow job on a big dick.  Could you really get something that big in your mouth?   That got me to thinking about sucking dicks again in general and I had questions.   “Can I ask you something?”

 “Of course Max.”

 “What does a dick taste like?  I mean is it gross?” I asked.

He told me to lick my arm, which I did.  “Was that gross?” he asked.

“No,” I answered.  Why would an arm be gross?

 “Well, as long as it’s clean, a dick shouldn’t taste any different than your arm.  Skin is skin.”

Yeah but an arm doesn’t have piss come out of it!  “Ok, but what about pee?” I asked.

“What about it?  Unless Cam just came from the toilet and forgot to shake it off, you don’t have to worry about that.  Really, I don’t think I ever noticed that.  Ever.”

“OK, and …what about the other stuff?” I asked.

“You never tasted your own cum?” he asked. 

Do people really do that?  I guess it never occurred to me.  “No.  I never really thought to I guess.” 

“Well, you should, just so you know what it is like.  I can’t describe what it tastes like.  But Max, you shouldn’t worry anyway.  It’s not like you won’t be able to tell when someone is about to blow.   You can always take it out so Cam doesn’t do it in your mouth. And one more thing.  Anyone who doesn’t warn you they are about to cum is a jerk that doesn’t deserve the BJ you are giving them.”

“OK, but is it hard to do?” I was really glad I could ask someone who had actually done it.  I mean I could have asked Spencer, but that would have made me look really stupid, being older and all.

“Max, sucking a dick is easy!   Trust me.  Even if you do it poorly it will feel fantastic for Cam.  You’re not planning to bite his dick are you?”

“NO!  Of course not.”

“Well, then don’t worry.  He’ll love whatever you do.  Remember when I told you that part of the fun of being with someone is teaching each other how to do stuff?”

“Yes, but what do you do?  Lick?  suck?”

“Yes Max, lick all over.  Suck, but not too hard, gently.   Go up and down.  Don’t bite.  Let him tell you what feels food.  Max the most important thing is your attitude.”

What did he mean by that?  “My Attitude?  What do you mean?”

“Well, if you act like you are worshipping Cam’s cock, that making it feel good is the most important thing in your life at that moment, it will be such a turn on, trust me.   Look up at him while you have his dick in your mouth.   Give him a look that says you love what you’re doing.  It will drive him wild.”

“OK,” I said.  I’d never thought about that, but Craig was right, part of the fun being with Cam had to do with him being excited and stuff.

“Trust me.   Now Max it’s getting late.  You better get back to bed and get some rest. I didn’t drive all the way to Wisconsin to watch you fail at the gym.”

“Ok Craig,” I replied and started to get out of bed.  I wanted another hug from Craig before crashing.  I crawled back over to him.  “Craig, thanks,” I said and gave him big hug.  I love how I feel when Craig hugs me tight.  It’s like everything is ok, no matter what might be going wrong.

 “Goodnight Max,” he said and gave me a forehead kiss.

 “Goodnight,” I told him and squeezed him.  “I love you Craig.” 

“Love you too buddy.”

I climbed out of bed and went to the living room.   When I got there I picked my phone up and shone the light on the bed.  Cam had rolled over and was laying across the middle of the bed, taking up almost the entire thing.  And he was kind of snoring.

I went back and asked Craig if I could just sleep with him tonight. He had a king size bed and didn’t think he would care.  I told him about Cam taking up the whole bed.   He told me I could but to just to stay on my side of the bed.   I climbed into bed and tried to get comfortable. I was having a hard time getting settled.  After sleeping naked for so long, it felt weird to still have my trunks on.  I knew I was never going to get to sleep with them bothering me, so I slipped them off and tossed them on the floor.

*****

I must have crashed really hard, because I don’t remember anything until Craig’s alarm went off.    I realized when I came to that I had moved all the way across the bed and my butt was practically touching him.

 “So much for staying on your side of the bed sunshine,” he teased me.

I tried to tell him sorry and that I might have gotten cold, but he didn’t really seem to care.   He told me that I might have kept him warm because he said it was freezing when he got out bed.   He told me to use the bathroom real quick if I needed to because he was going to shower and get ready.  

I started to get out of bed and realized at the last minute I was naked under the blankets.   I wasn’t embarrassed to have Craig see me or anything, but I wasn’t sure if he would have wanted me sleeping naked with him.   I told him to give me a second to wake up.   While he was gathering his clothes, I tried to subtly reach down and grab my underwear and put them on.  I didn’t think he noticed.

But I was wrong. “Well, no wonder you got cold,” he told me.  But he grinned and laughed too, so it was ok. 

When I came out of the bathroom he told me to wake Cam up.   I was worried that Cam was still going to be angry with me and wasn’t sure what to do about that.  I needed Craig’s advice.  “But what do I do Craig?  Should I tell him I’m sorry or what?”

“Just play it by ear.  Sometimes the best thing to do is to just act like nothing happened.   Sometimes you gotta just little things blow over,” he told me.

*****

I sat on the bed and nudged Cam’s bare shoulder to wake him up.   He rolled over and opened his eyes and looked up at me and then gave me the slightest smile.  “Hey,” he mumbled

“Hey,” I answered.  I wasn’t sure where we stood.  He sat up and scooted next to me.

“You ready to kick ass today?” he asked. 

“Yeah, I guess so,” I answered, looking away.  I was having a hard time with this whole pretending like nothing happened thing.

“Max,” Cam said, putting his arm around my back.  I looked at him.  “Last night..um… I’m really sorry.   I was a real dick to you.”

“It’s ok,” I mumbled.   I really didn’t want to talk about it, but I was glad to hear him at least say he was sorry.   The day wouldn’t be so awkward at least.

“No. No it’s not,” he answered.  “I woke up in the middle of the night and you when you weren’t by me and I remembered what happened… well… I got really angry at myself.   I went to piss and saw you sleeping in Craig’s bed and I felt really bad that I had run you off.”

I wasn’t sure what to say.  “I’m sorry too I guess.  I was just scared of trying it for some reason, but I talked to Craig about it and I think I’d be ready to try it next time.”

“Good, but it’s ok if you don’t want to.   I don’t want you to do something unless you want to.  Has Craig been in the bathroom long?”

“No, just a couple minutes.  Why?”

“Because,” he said as he slid down onto the bed.   He reached over and tugged at the waistband of my Calvins.

“What are you doing?” I asked.  We needed to be getting ready.

“What I SHOULD have done last night,” he answered.  “Lift your butt up,” he instructed.   I arched my hips up and he slid my yellow trunks down over my thighs.   Before I could say anything he had reached over and lifted my cock upward and slid his mouth over my soft dick.

“Cam, uh..we..uh…,” I started to say when the sensation of his tongue on my dick hit me.  “Oh shiiit,” I moaned.   “We don’t have time for this,” I tried to plead.

“Shhhh.  I’m just going to do you.  You can decide when you want to repay the favor.”  He dove back onto my cock and started licking it again.   It was the most amazing feeling I had ever felt!  My head flung back and I closed my eyes.  I lifted my hips up and scooted down further onto the bed.  Cam moved with me, my cock never leaving his mouth.

He licked my cock all over and then started licking my balls.  How come nobody told me it would feel great having your balls licked?  “Oh god,” I moaned, expressing my delight.  I am not sure what I was expecting a blow job to feel like, but this was twice as good as I could have imagined.  He kissed his way from my balls up to the top of my cock and licked all around the head before sucking it into his mouth.  Fireworks went off in my head as I arched my hips, driving my cock deep into his mouth.   I felt the tip the back of his throat and it made Cam choke and cough a bit.

He let my dick fall from his mouth.  “Sorry about that,” I said.  Now I was the one who felt bad.

But he ignored me and just started sucking me again, bobbing up and down on my throbbing teen cock.  I could tell he was determined to get me off.   I started pushing my hips up and down to match his motions.  It was amazing.  It was electric.  I’d never experienced anything like this.   My hands rubbed his blond hair and guided his head up and down.  It all felt so natural.  I knew then it would feel natural too when I returned the favor.

It wasn’t long before I felt my orgasm coming on.   “Oh, fuck, shit..Cam… Cam… I’m gonna shoot man,” I said.  I had remembered what Craig had said about warning someone and I was trying to let him know so he could take it out.   I tried to pull my hips away so that I wouldn’t cum in his mouth but when I did he just pushed his head down further to keep it in his mouth.  Oh fuck.  I was going to cum and I was going to cum in my boyfriend’s mouth!   I let out a scream of delight as my body shook and my jizz filled Cam’s mouth.  I thought he would pull off and spit it out or something, but he just kept his mouth on my dick.  I could feel his neck flare as he swallowed three times, ingesting my sperm.

Finally, he let my soft dick slide from his mouth.   He looked up at me, out of breath.  “That was awesome,” he said.  

“Yeah,” I agreed.   He scooted up and kissed me.  I hugged him tight.   My tongue instinctively pushed into his mouth.  I sensed a peculiar taste.   So that’s what semen tastes like I thought as we embraced.   “We really got to get ready to go,” I said.

“I know,” Cam said, smiling at me.   “We’re good now, right?”

“No,” I replied, “were fucking fantastic.”  We kissed again.

*****

I started getting dressed as Cam waited for Craig to get out of the bathroom.   He must have really had to go because he was holding his dick and pacing around outside the door.   “Just knock and tell him to hurry,” I told him.  “He won’t care.”

I slipped off my underwear and pulled on my competition shirt.   I loved the feel of the smooth material gripping my cock (which was still semi hard) and balls.   I was only wearing that when Craig came out and let Cam have the bathroom.   I couldn’t help but notice Craig glance down at my package, which totally made sense after what he had told me last night, but it didn’t bother me.   He looked at me and smiled.

“Everything ok with you two Max?” he asked.

I grinned a wide grin.  “Not just Ok Craig, amazing!”  I told him.  I would have filled him in really fast on what had just happened, but Cam came marching of the bathroom right then.  I would have to tell him later.

 

Author’s Notes:

What an interesting few hours for Max!  What do you think…is he ready to return the favor and suck Cam’s dick?  Will they get the opportunity?

 

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