Chapter 4



The weekend went by quickly, even though Daddy did keep us home on Monday, so that Tyson would have the time needed to get his head on straight. We built Tyson's bike yesterday and taught him how to ride, Daddy joined us boys in riding, and within just a couple hours, Tyson had the hang of it and can now ride every bit as good as Dusty can. Tyson still did not sleep with me, but we did change each others diapers, a lot, and we made it feel very good every time we did, and boy did it feel good. We sucked each other only twice more, and that feels so utterly amazing, I just have no idea how people do not want to do that all the time.


It is now Tuesday morning, and Daddy told us that we need to be getting ready to go to school. Daddy had asked Tyson last night if he felt he was ready for it, and Tyson said he would never be ready, but was as ready as could be expected, and that was good enough for Daddy.


“How you holdin' up there Baby?” Daddy asked Tyson just as we were about to head down to the bus stop.


“Decent enough, I guess, though I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared outta my wits.” He said.


“That's good. Don't worry, no one can see that you're diapered, and as long as you don't leak, or get too full, no one will even be able to tell. Unless they smack your cute little baby bum of course. You're a full on baby boy diaper lover though, so even if you do get teased, you're happy with who and what you are, as you should be, so they can't hurt you.”


“Yeah, I know. That's why I felt I was ready to do this, even though I really don't wanna. Whether today or a year from now, it's still gonna be scary, but I'm not giving up my baby diapers, not now, not ever.”


“That's good to hear. Well, go hop in the car and I'll drive you to the bus stop.” Daddy said, and we all did so.


It is almost half a kilometer to our bus stop, so Daddy usually drives us to there, though I used to sometimes just ride my bike to there, but with Dusty not being very good on a bike yet, we have not been doing that this year, so far, but we probably will soon. Daddy dropped us off with hugs and kisses goodbye, and then headed out, he was heading into town, since he was already out of the house. Our school is the opposite direction, so there was no point in making him drive the ten minutes there, and then back, just to head to town, not when there is already a bus going there. Where we live, and where our school is, everything and everyone is so spread out, that the buses are nearly mandatory, though many kids make their parents drive them instead of taking a bus. One kid last year boasted that he makes his mother drive him because they were much too rich for him to have to take a bus. I wanted to split his lip, Daddy probably has more money, and he was a jerk.


Tyson fidgeted the entire time we were on the bus, and kept glancing nervously to everyone when we got to the school. No one even paid him any attention though, and I tried telling him to calm down, that by acting so nervous, people would start to notice, and then start looking for reasons why he was so nervous. He still did not though, but I pointed us right to Mr. Simpson's office, because he had asked us to come and see him once we got back to school. He was not busy, so invited us in right away.


“Good morning Sir, bringing the prisoner in for inspection.” I said loudly and clearly.


“Ah good, was he any trouble, did you have to employ the rubber hoses, maybe the whips and the chains, or ooh ooh, did you get to break out the rack?” He asked happily.


“Sadly no, he was good.” I said as sad sounding as I could.


“Ah nuts, maybe he'll misbehave this weekend and you'll haveta torture him right.”


“We can always hope.” I giggled.


“Yeah, no kidding. So, how you feeling there kiddo?”


“Scared, nervous, anxious, horrified, mortified.....” He would have continued if we had let him.


“Yes yes, we get the picture. I had to take a second look to see if you were diapered, because even I almost didn't catch it at first, it's so barely noticeable. No one else'll notice it though, have no fears, and from what Baby Davey told me last night, you're a full on diaper lover, that you love yourself for that so much and never wish to change, that I don't really think you care too much if anyone notices at all, which I don't think they will.”


“I know it'll happen, and I know I'll never give em up now, not ever, but I'm still scared of how they'll treat me if they find out.”


“Ah yes, the bully's downfall, the fear that the bullied will find out the bully's biggest secret and turn that against him. I hate to say it, but you do deserve it. No, you weren't as bad as a few of the other kids here, but you and I've had words just a few too many times, and I do believe I told you that your comeuppance would come soon enough. Even last year when I told you that, I was already seeing just how gay you truly were, and I had a sneaking suspicion about your diaper love as well.”


“I know I deserve it, that's what scares me so much.” He said. “How'd you know though?”


“Well, gay is easy for those of us who know the signs, and I started to see them in you a couple years ago. Kids are sometimes hard to read, and you can't always be certain, but I was starting to see it anyway. As for diapers, well, I saw the few times last year that you were wearing just a few too many pairs of underwear, you wanted thicker, so I started to suspect it then. I also saw you sneak into Mica's bathroom a few times, and that was the only reason why you'd do so, to check out his soggy diapers.”


“Oh, yeah, I um, yeah, even tried one of them on once last year.” He said, blushing furiously.


“Nice, I bet your boy bits were in serious pain from that experience, and I'm willing to bet that you sniffed them lots too.”


“Oh yeah.” He said to both.


“I thought as much, and I don't blame you in the least. Well, you boys may as well head on out and get Dusty to his class, the bell's gonna ring in just a couple minutes anyway. Oh, and by the way, clearly you're to use Mica's bathroom from now on as well, and I'm supposed to tell you that it's only supposed to be one person at a time in there, that you're supposed to change yourselves. I'm not gonna say that though, what I will say is, don't let any of the other teachers catch you going in together, and of course, we never had this conversation, other than my telling you to go in separately.”


“Thanks.” We both said, me giving Perry a nice big hug before heading out. Yes, he patted my baby diapered bum, he always does.


After leaving the office, Tyson was a lot less nervous, having Perry tell him that a seasoned diaper lover like him had not been able to tell right away helped his nerves a lot. We got Dusty to his class, handed him over to the warden, I mean teacher, and then headed toward our class, since the bell is going to ring any moment now, and just as we entered, the first bell did so. We took our seats and waited for the rest of the kids to arrive, and as soon as they did and the second bell rang, we got started on our day.


At our first recess, Matty cornered me, because we had not had the chance to talk before that. I pulled both he and Tyson to a quiet corner of the school yard.


“Why's he with you?” Matty asked, pointing at Tyson like he could be talking about anyone.


“Because, Matty, meet my newest brother. Turns out Tyson was so mean because that's all he was used to at home, so we rescued him and Daddy's gonna adopt him.”


“Oh.” He said, sounding just a little deflated, and yes, I do know why, because I know for a fact that he wishes it were he instead.


“I'm sorry for all the things I said and did in the past Matty, I know it wasn't very nice, but I wasn't very nice then because I was never taught how to be.” Tyson said softly.


“Oh, thanks, I guess.”


“Would you like to come spend the weekend again Matty?”


“Sorry, can't, accidentally broke a cup yesterday, so now I'm grounded for a month.”


“I'm sorry man, that sucks. Man, if I break something, I haveta clean it up. If it was my fault that it broke, and not just an accident, I might haveta pay to replace it, but a whole month for breaking a cup, that sucks.”


“I would've been spanked and grounded.” Tyson said.


“Really.” Both Matty and I said as one.


“Yeah, that shit's not cheap you know.” He said in a mocking voice, sounding an awful lot like an abusive mother.


“Sorry.” I said.


“Are you still gonna get to come to our house over Christmas break again?” I asked, because he always comes for at least a week after Christmas.


“Probably not.” He said, sounding more than just a little sullen. “The way she made it sound, I'm grounded 'til the new year, and forget about anything for Christmas.”

“Why'd she bother saying that, she hasn't gotten you a Christmas gift in years.” I asked in disgust.


“Probably to make me think that it's my fault that I don't deserve to have a Christmas gift again, it's the same every year, I always do something that means I'll get nothing.”


“Your mom makes me so mad sometimes.” I said angrily.


“You and me both.”


“Mine was the same, except she didn't even pretend I'd done something wrong, she just ignored it, and my Birthday's too, she never gave me anything more than she absolutely had to.”


“That sounds like my mom too.”


“What are you gonna do.”


“I don't know. I'm so miserable it's not even funny. If it wasn't for you and your dad, I'd be nowhere, I'd be nothing, I'd have already run away. I almost told her where to go and how to get there, and to do so as quickly as possible again yesterday, but the last time I back talked her, she smacked my mouth so hard I couldn't eat for two days.”


“You never told me that.” I said even more angrily now.


“Didn't wanna upset you, and I shouldn't have said anything now, because you're getting even more mad, and that's not good, it's not your problem, it's mine.”


“To heck with that, I'm your best friend, we have been for years, of course it's my problem if you're being physically abused. I turned the other cheek when she was just yelling at you and calling you useless, but I can't if she's hitting you too.”


“Yes, you can, and I'm not letting you tell anyone Mica, I can't go to foster care, she may be miserable, but she's all I've got, and I can't lose you either.”


“If I ever see another odd bruise that you just play off as being a stupid boy who falls a lot then, I'm telling Daddy.”


“No, you're not Mica, I can't lose you.”


“Yeah, well I can't lose you either, but better foster care than the morgue.”


“She wouldn't kill me.”


“She gets drunk enough again and she just might. I know more than you've been telling me, and I'm scared for you.”


“What would you have me do then?” He asked in frustration.


“Call the cops, turn her in, do something.”


“Yeah, well, if I go to foster care, I'll never see you again.”


“Who says. Maybe we won't go to school together, but if you think I'd let you spend your weekends anywhere but my place, you're outta your mind.”

“Look, let's not talk about it, okay.”


“This isn't over yet.”


“You've always been too stubborn for your own good Mica.”


“Daddy tells me that all the time.”


“I know.”


“You can't tell me you don't dream of escaping her.”

“Every day, alright. For Christmas and birthdays every year since I was four or five, I wished for a new mother, one that's not defective, and ever since I met you and your dad, I've dreamed that he was my dad and you my brother, okay, happy now.”


“You think I didn't already know that!”


“Yeah, well, wishes and dreams don't always come true.”


“Yeah, well, sometimes they do though.” I said.


“Not for me.” He said sadly.


“My dreams finally came true, maybe they can for you too.” Tyson said softly.


“I'm happy for you, really I am. We should head back, the bell's gonna ring any moment now.”


“Okay.” I said, but that topic was most certainly not closed off.


At lunch we all sat together, and though I did not bring it up again, we still talked lots and lots, and Matty seems to be getting along with Tyson far better now. Near the end of lunch, I told Matty that I had to go to the washroom, and Tyson said he should as well, and so we said we would meet him back at class. I do not know if he caught that or not, I mean, he knows that I wear diapers and all, but he has no clue about Tyson I am certain.


We finished school and headed home on the bus, and Daddy was there waiting for us as we hopped off the bus as usual. He got us to the house, we went and stripped, cleaned out out packs, and took our lunch dishes to the kitchen and put them in the dishwasher like we are supposed to do, and then I asked Daddy to go and sit and talk for a few minutes.


Once seated, I told Daddy everything that Matty had said.


“You want me to adopt him, don't you?”


“Yeah, ever since he was five, you know that, I've asked you a few times.”

“I know, but he wasn't ready to do so yet. I want you to hold off for a bit though, okay, I think it's getting close to the time, he's getting ready to be shot of her for good, so I'll see what I can do, but as always, I can make no promises.”


“Thanks Daddy, just do what you can to rescue him, 'cause if she hits him again, I told him I'm calling it in.”


“Don't, at least not yet. Just hold off, okay.”


“Okay, but I don't wanna.”


“I know. It'll all work out in the end though, don't you worry.”


But I was worried, am worried, Matty is so miserable, what if he tries to kill himself, or she tries to kill him. He is not exactly huge or anything, he cannot defend himself against an abusive drunk. Like I said before I think, he is ten, like Tyson and I, but he is not even what would be considered normal size for a nine year old, he is still kind of small. I think he is super cute, but he does not think so, he has light brown, almost blond hair, a cute little upturned nose, green eyes, and even a cute belly button. He is pretty skinny, but at least he is not skin and bones like he could have been I suppose, his useless mother does at least feed him, but he has next to no muscle tone. I admit, I wish I could see him in nothing but a nice soggy baby diaper.


We had a good evening in, us boys played and had some fun and Tyson and I had a really good diaper change before bed. Still he is not sleeping with me, I just do not understand why, but I am not pushing him either, I am letting him go at his own pace. I am certain that he will do so soon though.


Before we know it, three more weeks has passed, and all is going well. We just started our Christmas break from school, and now we go back in three weeks time. Tyson is still not sleeping with me, yet he has become so comfortable now that he never blushes at all and wears his diapers proudly and without shame. We also swim every morning and he never questions going nude. No one has found out at school yet, but I think that if it happens now, it will not bother him at all, whereas before it might have made him crash a little. Not even Matty knows it yet.


It is Saturday morning, four days until Christmas, and Daddy received a call and went to his room for almost an hour. He had looked a little sick from what he heard before he went to his bedroom. I hoped beyond hope that it was not a call about Matty, and Tyson and Dusty were right there with me when I told them my feelings. Finally he came out.


“Boys, I need to ask you a couple questions, we need to vote on something as a family.”


“What Daddy.” Dusty and I asked, while Tyson still calls him by his name.


“How would you feel about me adopting again.”


“What, Matty finally cracked and wants to escape?” I cheered happily.


“Actually, no.”


“Huh.” I said, I know I must have looked confused.


“It's not Matty, though plans are afoot concerning him as well, but I already know your stance on that, so why would I bother asking.”


“Then who?”


“Ah, but it's not who, it's whom. Three brothers.”


“Three, are they right for our, ah, unique family?” I asked, pointedly looking at what we are all wearing.


“Yes, as a matter of fact, they are, and gay as well. They currently live about an hour away from here, but through a friend of a friend, they've found out about me and wish to escape. They all have a genetic brain disorder, their brains don't tell them when to go pee, so they wear diapers all day, and clearly, like I said, they're gay. They live in constant fear of their mother finding out about them though. Their father, who must've passed the condition onto them, died when the youngest was only one, so he doesn't know him at all, but the eldest did not think that their dad had to wear diapers, and their mother never said. They're thankful that she's never home at least, and the older brother watches his younger brothers pretty much every day. The friend never said if the boys have sex together or not, but I think it's pretty clear that they don't mind playing. So, what do you boys say, should we adopt them?”


“Yes.” We all said together.


“But what about Matty?” I asked.


“I'm in talks with someone about him.” Daddy said simply.


“What's that supposed to mean?”


“It means don't ask any more questions, you're on a need to know basis, and right now there's nothing to know.”


“I don't like being kept in the dark.” I said in a huff.


“I know, but right now not even I know much more, so just be patient.”


“Fine.”


“So, yeah, my friend's trying to get the boys out today, so if all goes well, you'll have three new brothers by the end of the day.”


“What do you know about them?” I asked.


“Actually, not much yet. I know they're seven, eight, and thirteen years old, I know their names are Owen, Carter, and Brody. Owen's the youngest, and Brody's the eldest, but other than what I've already told you, I know nothing else.” Daddy said.


So, now I guess we get to wait and not know anything. I really hate not knowing things. Fortunately we did not have long to wait, because only three hours later, we hear a vehicle coming. We had thought it prudent to get dressed, so unfortunately we are wearing clothes, but as soon as whomever is dropping the boys off is gone, we will all strip down to our soggy baby diapers again, and encourage our new brothers to do likewise.


We met them on the front porch, and introductions were made, Daddy knew the man who was dropping the boys off, but not well, mostly through a mutual friend did they know each other at all. He said that he is the boys' dads best friend, and therefore the boys' godfather. He says that unfortunately he simply cannot take the boys in himself, or he would have in a heartbeat, but that he still wishes to be in their lives. He stays with the boys for almost an hour as we talk and learn lots about each other, and he is told that he is welcome at nearly any time to come and visit. He travels a lot for business, so he is rarely in town, hence the reason he cannot take them himself. Finally he heads out, telling the boys that he has found them a good home, and hopes that they will have a much better life now for it.


“Ah, finally, can we go back in and strip down to just our soggy baby diapers again?” I asked as soon as he was gone.


“Yes Baby, we may.” Daddy said.


Our three newest brothers seemed shocked by this piece of news, but we just headed inside, the four of us stripping off our clothes as we went.


“If you guys want, you can strip too, when we're at home, we rarely wear more or less than what we're wearing now?” I said.


“When our mom wasn't home, we always went in just diapers too, but when she was, we hadta wear clothes.” Brody said.


“Well, here you never haveta, if you don't wanna that is.” Tyson said.


“Okay.” He said, and then he led the other two in stripping down to just their diapers.


They all look really good, similar in looks, but only enough to see that they are brothers. Owen, the youngest at seven, is really cute. He still has his baby fat, but otherwise is small and adorable. He has shorter cut medium brown hair with a cowlick in the back, beautiful deep brown eyes, nice nose and lips, and cute little round cheeks. Then Carter, at eight years old, is slim and wiry looking, his hair is longer and shaggy looking, looks to be the same brown that Owen's is, but has been died blonde as well by someone who maybe has no idea how to do so properly, but it actually suits him, giving him that ragamuffin look. His eyes are a little lighter brown, and his nose and cheeks are similar to his little brothers. Then there is Brody, thirteen years old, though he looks more like eleven or a young twelve, is really slim, no real muscle tone or definition. His tummy is sunken a bit and you can almost see all his ribs. He has short cut, darker brown hair, but about the same colour brown eyes as Owen. His nose and cheeks too are similar to his brothers. They all look really good in nothing but their soggy diapers as well.


“You boys look good like this. Welcome to our home. Now, in case you wanna know, I'm gay, so are Mica and Tyson, so you never haveta worry about me and how I feel about you.”


“Me too.” Dusty said.


“Yeah, us too.” Brody said.


“And I don't need to know how you three all know this.”


“What if we wanna tell you though?” Brody asked.


“Then that's up to you.”


“We don't play together, lots, but we have. Or at least I don't with Owen and Carter, they like to play together a bit, but I had a boyfriend, of sorts. I'll miss him, but he wasn't a diaper wearer and he wasn't really gay, he was bi, at best, so as soon as he found a girlfriend, I think that would've stopped anyway. We'll email, but I think this is for the best.”


“Oh, and how'd that start?” I asked curiously.


“Mica, that's private.” Daddy said.


“No, it's okay, I don't mind. My friend and I were playing, man, it was a bit more than a year ago already, the boys were supposed to be in bed. I guess we were making too much noise, and they heard us. They shared a bedroom, so when one asked the question, they both came to investigate. They totally caught me taking it from my friend, but I knew nothing of it, they snuck back to their bedroom after having learned more than enough, and then proceeded to learn on each other. I caught them a week or so later, and they told me everything. I've never entered them though, I didn't wanna hurt them, I'm not huge or anything, but, well, large enough to hurt them. We just suck and rub when I play, though I know they do more.”


“Good to hear, there's nothing wrong with it if you ask me. I mean, you should have other boyfriends, brothers shouldn't also be lovers, but that's just my opinion.” Daddy said.

“Mine too, actually.”


“That's good. Here you're free to be who and what you are, and there's absolutely no shame in that. Tell me though, I know that you all truly need diapers, but if you got control tomorrow, would you ever give them up now?”


“No.” All three said as one quite happily.


“Good, the same is true for all of us, though not all of us truly need diapers, at least all day.” Daddy said, and then told them all about all of us.


“That's awesome.” Carter said happily.


“Let's show you boys around some, and then we'll sit and get to know each other even better. Same as Tyson, you may feel free to call me either by name or Dad or Daddy, but only when and if you're ready to. Tyson's only lived here for a few weeks, so he still calls me David more often than not.”


“Okay, thanks, we've always wanted a daddy. At least Brody knew our dad, we were too young when he died.” Owen said.


We showed them everything that we have to offer, explained everything to them, and they all love the idea of nude swimming, and all claim that they love to swim. They love the pool, the games room, the theatre, and the barn and wanted to ride horses right then and there. It is too cold outside to stay out in just our diapers for more than just a few minutes, so we hurried back inside pretty much right away.


“Brody, how many diapers do you have. Carter and Owen are in the same size diapers as Dusty wears, but you're too big for Mica and Tyson's, though only just.”


“Enough to last maybe two or three days.”


“Oh, okay, we could go tomorrow, but I'd rather just go now, I don't like going out on Sunday's if I can help it. We could go grocery shopping at the same time. You boys can all come with me, or you can stay home, since you're clearly old enough to watch the boys if you want.”


“Honestly, I'd rather go. I've pretty much always bought our diapers, our mother always made me do it, said it was our problem, not hers, so why should she haveta do it. Not that she ever truly did anything for us. At least she usually had food in the house, but even then, sometimes I hadta go do the grocery shopping as well.”


“Okay, then we all haveta go then. My boys don't mind diaper shopping, or grocery shopping either.”


We all nodded our heads to that.


It is a good thing that Daddy has a decent sized SUV that will seat seven, or we would not all be able to go. Even though we did not necessarily want to get dressed, dressed we must be to go out, so we all went and did so. Brody had been given his own room, while Owen and Carter had decided to share a bedroom, since that is what they are used to anyway, but the three of them chose a set of bedrooms that are connected, so that worked out nicely. We all went to our bedrooms to get changed, though Tyson came to mine, since his clothes are still in there anyway from when we stripped each other earlier.


We hopped in the car and headed into town. We showed the boys our school as we drove past it, though Brody will go to the junior high a little further away. We hit the medical store first to get diapers, and since there are so many of us now, Daddy figured he had better add to the other stocks too, so bought more of the rest of our diapers, as well as more lotion and cream and wipes, as well we got them each a few diaper shirts of their own, since they do not have any.


We then hit the grocery store next and stocked back up, so that this way we would not have to go back out shopping for several more days. They are all fairly decent for clothes, so we did not need to worry about that, though they will need some stuff as well, but Daddy says that we will worry about that another day.


As soon as we are home and all the groceries and supplies unloaded, we all strip back down to just our soggy baby diapers, and are much happier for it. We are all even more soggy now, and my newest brothers sure do look good like that.


“So, what should we do now Babies?” Daddy asked.


“It's gonna be dinner time soon, so probably not much 'til then, but after dinner, could we go watch a movie?” I asked.


“I suppose we could do that.”


All us boys were happy with that, and so we went to play while we waited for dinner. We went to the games room and played a board game that we could all play while we waited, and then when it was ready, we went and had dinner. Us boys cleaned up, and then we went and watched a movie.


“Okay Baby boys, time for bed. Owen and Carter, would you like any help getting ready for bed?” Daddy asked.


“No thanks, we can diaper each other, or sometimes we ask Brody to help us, but we'll do it ourselves tonight.” Carter said.


“Okay, any time you wish for me to change you, you have but to ask, okay.”


“Okay, thanks.” They both said.


Daddy led Dusty to his bedroom to change him, while Tyson and I headed to my bedroom.


Tyson threw himself on my bed first, so I grabbed all our diaper change supplies, and then headed to the bed to change Tyson's very soggy baby diaper, and take care of the obvious issue that seems to be pulsing in his diaper. I can see just how horny he is, because not even his thick soggy diaper can hide it. It looks mighty tasty, if you know what I mean.


I reach forth and release the tapes on his diaper, pull it down, but leave it underneath him for now, and then lean in and suck all that he has to offer in, and start sucking, licking, tonguing, humming, and over all just trying to make him make the sounds that I love to hear him make.


Not even thirty seconds is all that Tyson manages to last before exploding in his amazing orgasm, but I do not bother stopping, it was too fast, and I know that he is much too charged to have only one cum, no matter how good it was. I continue sucking and doing all that I can to make Tyson feel as good as I can possibly make him feel, and make him cum two more times before he goes soft in my happily sucking mouth. While he is coming down, I get him all diapered up good and proper, and then a minute later, he is down.


“Wow, that never gets old, it feels so amazing.” Tyson sighed deeply once he was finally back down to earth.


“Good. I nearly came when you did the last time, so I'm nearly bursting here.” I said while cupping my hot hard diapered dick.


“Then let me take care of your big bothersome baby boner.” He giggled.


We traded places, and almost as soon as Tyson had my soggy diaper out of the way, he was already sucking me, and I am already cumming. Five measly seconds is all I think I lasted for, and by the time I came too from that one, I think that I was already well on the way to my next, which Tyson happily sucked from me another minute later, and then two more minutes after coming down, I came again. I had to push Tyson off though, I am too sensitive now, it almost hurts, but it feels so amazingly good too.


“I think I'd like to try sleeping with you tonight.” Tyson whispered a few moments later, as he was taping my diaper up.


“I'd really like it if you did. I'd love to cuddle up to you all night long.” I said happily.


“Yeah, me too.”


We crawled into bed and cuddled right up, and we pressed our lips together and kissed deeply for several minutes. Finally we broke our loving embrace, I turned off the lights, and as we were curling up to go to sleep, I whispered softly to Tyson that I love him. He whispered back, even softer still, that he loves me too. We pulled each other even tighter, kissed one final time and then I fell into the deepest, most contented sleep I have ever experienced in my life.


I woke this morning, wrapped up still almost as tightly to my baby boyfriend as we were when we went to sleep last night. I still have that profound sense of peace and security as I felt when we went to sleep last night. Tyson is still asleep, so I watch him as I lay there, wondering how someone can feel so much for another person and not burst. I love him so much, I just want to be with him all the time, and I truly hope that he never wants to sleep in the other bedroom ever again, because I so want him with me every night from now on.


It is only a few minutes after I wake up, that I can see Tyson starting to come to, and only a minute later, his eyes flutter open. He smiles brightly at me as soon as he sees me awake. Before anything else, I reach in the last two, maybe three centimeters and press our lips together, and we kiss softly. Our tongues tenderly dance together as we kiss. Easily five minutes later, we separate.


“Tyson, I love you, so much so I just can't say how much, I slept so well last night, I just hope you never sleep another night apart from me. I wanna feel you against me every night from now on, and wake up every morning to your beautiful smile and your wonderful kisses.” I whisper so softly that even I can barely hear myself, yet I know he heard me.


“Mica, I love you that much and so much more, you saved me, gave to me everything I ever wanted and needed. Yes, from now on, I wanna sleep with you every night, I wanna feel you pressed into my body all night long, I wanna wake to your beautiful smiles, and I wanna get your wonderful kisses every morning too.” He whispers just as softly to me, yet I can feel and hear his words as loudly as if he were yelling them from a roof top.


“Mmm, good. I'm super hard again this morning, as well I'm super soggy, so wanna take care of a couple things right away?”


“Oh yeah. Can we try something that I dreamed of last night?”


“What?”


“I wanna spin around, so that we're able to suck each other at the same time. I dreamed it last night, and it seemed so amazing.”


“Oh man, that does sound amazing. Let's do it Baby.”


“Mmmhmm.” He said, and then spun around.


Once in position, we pushed each others diapers down in the front and proceeded to suck each other. We also each had our hands full of our baby boyfriends' hot soggy diapered bums, kneading each other through them, and it was amazing. I do not think that we lasted more than a minute before we each came at the same time. We did not stop though, we could not stop, even if we had wanted to (which we most certainly did not), we would not have been able to. The feelings are far too good to wish to stop, and as such, we do not.


Through two more amazing baby boygasms, we suck each other at the same time, both of us enjoying this every bit as much as the other. Finally though we are going soft in each others mouths, we know that our fun and games are over with, yet we still have not disengaged. We are now just very tenderly suckling each others baby balls and dicks, and it feels so amazingly tender and loving. We stay like this for at least five minutes, but it might have been ten or thirty, I have no idea, but finally we separate and Tyson spins back around after we right each others nearly ruined diapers.


After kissing for a few minutes, we break apart, and Tyson says, “Wow, that was every bit as amazing as I dreamed it'd be, but did you wanna go inside my diaper with your hands as much as I did with you, and tickle your baby bum hole?”


“Oh yeah. I'd loveta start playing with each others bums, and soon, I'd even love to feel your dick in me. Can I tell you secret though, something that I've sorta dreamed of for a while now, since we got together at any rate?”


“Absolutely.”


“Okay. You know how when we're so hard that we can't pee, and after we finally come down we both always haveta pee so bad?”


“Yeah, I just peepeed my baby diaper.” He giggled cutely.


“Good, me too.”


“Yeah, okay, so what about it?”


“Well, I wanna make love to each other, put our peepees in each others bums you know, and well, I wanna feel you pee inside me, and I wanna pee inside you too. I've even dreamed of doing that in each others mouths.” I said softly.


“Really, I thought I was so nasty dreaming about you and I doing that to each other, 'cause I've been dreaming the same thing.” He asked in awe.


“Awesome. I'll ask Daddy for a thing of lube then, because he says that lube makes things far more comfortable when I start playing with my bum. I mean, I've already played with it a little, but I just used my baby lotion, and it always felt amazing.”


“Did you, you know, ever go inside your bum though?”


“Just a little, but never very far. How 'bout you?”


“Same, just a little, but I only used spit.”


“Nice.”


“Will David, I mean Daddy, really give us lube to use?”


“Of course he will. He still hasn't done the full talk with you, I'm guessing 'cause he figured I'd tell you everything you need to know, but he told me very clearly during my talk, when I turned ten, that when and if I ever needed lube or condoms or anything else to make my life easier, I was to ask and to not feel ashamed, because every boy wants it, but are too afraid to ask, but that I don't haveta be, because he knows and is the same.”


“Oh. Gotta admit, it sure is nice knowing that he's a gay baby boy diaper lover too, sure makes accepting it easier.”


“Mmmhmm.” I sighed nice and deep.


“Well, I suppose we should be getting up soon, shouldn't we.”


“Yeah, we better. Our diapers are good for now, so let's get up Baby and go swimming once the others are ready.”


I noticed as we exited our bedroom that our door was open again. Honestly, I am not at all used to closing a door. Even when I go to the bathroom, I never close the door. Who cares. I mentally shrugged my shoulders and continued on our way to the kitchen, holding Tyson's hand lovingly. Daddy and Brody are already sitting there sipping their tea when we make it.


“I see you finally slept together last night Babies.” Daddy said as soon as he saw us.


“Mmmhmm, it was nice.” Tyson says first, so I just nod.


“Good. And Brody says he saw what you were doing on his way out this morning.”


“Yeah, we sorta forgot to close the door again, sorry.” I said.


“It's okay.” Daddy said.


“What about if the younger boys had caught us though.”


“I don't think you haveta worry about them. Dusty ended up in the other boys' bedroom before I even went to bed.” Daddy grinned.


“Oh good, so he finally lost his virginity, didn't he.” I giggled.


“Well, no, I don't think they made love to each other last night, but I know for a fact they were enjoying a circle suck and finger fuck, since that's what they were doing when I found them.”


“Yeah, I suppose that's true. You're gonna haveta give them the full sex talk now, aren't you?”


“Yeah, and if you and Matty had've started sooner, which I fully expected you to have, then I would've done the same for you.”


“I wanted to, but Matty wouldn't even stay near me after the age of seven when naked.”


“Yeah, I know.”


“So, when's he coming to live here?” I asked, even though I am pretty sure I already know his answer.


“We'll both find out when it happens.”


We had a really good day together, and when Tyson and I went to bed, I showed Tyson the lube that Daddy had given to me. I had pulled him aside during the day and asked him for some, and he grinned and asked if my baby and I were finally ready to make gay baby diaper love to each other. I instantly and happily said yes. He smiled warmly to me and told me to enjoy myself, and trust me, I plan to.


“He really gave you the lube, wow.”


“Told you he would, he said he'd had a few spares for when we were ready for it, but that he'd expected that I would've asked for it a couple to a few weeks ago already, but, like I told him, you weren't ready for it yet, you still hadta heal a bit more.”


“Yeah, I think you're right. I haveta go pee real bad, how about you?”


“Oh god yeah, so bad it's actually starting to hurt, but then, I'm not used to being able to hold my pee at all, and the only reason I seem to be able to is because I'm so fucking hard it hurts even more. I think I know what blue balls means now, because even they're sore. I've been hard for at least the last three hours dreaming about coming in here tonight and making hot gay baby diaper love to you.”


“It's been nearly four for me, and I'm so hard too it hurts. I've peed a couple times, but not lots, that's for sure.”


“Same. Would you like to go first, I really wanna feel you inside me so bad?”


“I was hoping you'd go first, to tell you the truth, I wanna feel you in me too, but you asked first, so tonight I'll make love to you first, but I wanna make love again tomorrow morning, but I wanna go first.”


“Okay, you won't hear me complaining any time soon.”


No more words were said, from then on, until we were finished, we never said another word, we went completely silent, though I know that we made plenty of noise.


I pulled Tyson to the bed, we laid down, and started kissing, deeply, tenderly, passionately, with all the love we have in us and for each other, we kept passing it back and forth. For more than ten minutes we kissed like this, not even touching each other yet, other than our arms being wrapped around each other.


Slowly we started petting each other, just our backs, and then our soggy baby bums, and then not too long after that, our hands were inside each others diapers, tickling each others baby bum holes.


I reached over with my free hand to where I had set the jar of lube, managed to unscrew the lid one handed, and then set it within easy reach of both of us. I then slipped my hand, that was tickling my baby boys baby bum hole, out, and dipped two fingers right into the jar of lube, getting them more than slick enough to do what we wanted, needed. I then slipped my hand back inside.


My fingers were not even fully extracted from the jar when Tyson was already moving in to lube up his fingers as well. Now, I know that I do not have to lube up Tyson yet, that will be tomorrow morning that it is more important, but still, what one does, we both do, and I know that he wants this every bit as much as I do anyway.


Now with lube slicked fingers, we both really start playing with each others baby bum holes, and at almost the exact same time, we managed to slip one finger inside each other. We gasped into our kiss, and started fingering each other good.


The feelings of Tyson being inside me are out of this world, nothing can describe just how good it feels, yet I know that soon I will feel even better yet, and I for one cannot wait for that wondrous time.


Not even thirty seconds later, we both start working our second fingers into each other, lubing and loosening each other well. Neither of us have played all that much, yet we both have, and I know that I am very comfortable with two fingers, and so it seems is Tyson, because he only sighed deeply as I slipped in all that I could of my middle and index fingers together. I am rising far too quickly though, I know that I am going to cum real soon if we keep on going. Tyson is the first to pull away though.


He breaks our kiss, and works his way down my body, pushing me so that I am on my back. He pokes a hole in the back of my diaper now, then pulls down the front of mine, and then slips his two fingers back inside me, and then sucks my dick and balls all in at once, and makes me cum not even five seconds later.


I squeal out my immense joy, I can feel myself pulsing and jerking, if I had have actually cum, I would have fed my baby more than enough baby boy milk to feed a real baby. I know, that is not actually possible, but that is sure what it felt like. But, with the main pressure released, the other need screams, and I now know what Tyson wanted. He knew without a shadow of a doubt that the second I came, I would pee, and he wants it, and furthermore, I want to give it to him, and so I relax just that last little bit and allow my flow to start, and Tyson sighs deeply.


As soon as I am finished peeing, Tyson pulls off my baby bone and balls, pulls my diaper back up, and then pushes his down in the front, exposing his amazingly hard erection to me. His dick is actually bright purple, it looks harder than I ever recall seeing it, and his foreskin is fully and completely retracted in his incredibly hardened state. Never before have I seen Tyson's foreskin retract so much, his foreskin is way longer than mine is, and where mine fully retracts almost as soon as I get hard, his is still almost always covering most of his dick, only just the head peeking out so enticingly. Now, not so much.


Guiding himself with one hand, while his other is beside me, steadying himself, he slips his erection into my diaper first, and then proceeds directly to my wanting hole, and I feel him press against it. I give one tiny push of my bum muscles to open myself up even more than I already am, I know I am gaping open in anticipation already, but that one little push was all it took for Tyson's head to slip in, and then he pushed all in, and we both moaned deeply.


I wrapped my legs around Tyson, locking my ankles, digging my heels into his soggy diapered bum, and pulled him as deep into me as he could possibly get. We are not huge yet, by any stretch of the imagination, or bums, yet he feels so absolutely amazing, so right buried inside me, and then he came.


It was too much for him, I damn near came again though, and had I not had a massive baby boygasm not even two minutes ago, I would have too, it was that amazing. With that cum out of the way, Tyson was able to relax just enough to pee inside me, and he filled me up so wondrously. No idea how or why I would have dreamed of something so incredibly nasty sounding, no clue how long I have dreamed of it, but I have. I told Tyson that it was since we got together, but truth be told, I think I have dreamed about this for as long as I have memories, but it did really start getting stronger after getting together.


Being filled though, now there is where it is at. I have never felt more right than I did in that moment, being filled with everything my baby boyfriend has to offer me. And then he started rocking gently, making sweet gay baby diaper love to me. He is not very big yet, but he was still able to pull in and out at least a few centimeters, and it was more than enough to make me swoon. I was so light headed, it felt so amazing, feeling my baby make love to me, that it felt like we were floating.


I kept my ankles locked, and my heels dug in, I was pulling Tyson into me as deeply as he could possibly go, I wanted to feel him inside me, as far as he could be, our soggy baby diapers pressed together as intimately as our tongues, and almost as intimately as his dick is in my ass. Slow and gentle Tyson thrusted in me, truly making love to me.


Sadly neither of us lasted all that long, maybe two or three minutes, I really do not know. All I know is I came long before I truly wanted to, and this set off Tyson, and he exploded inside me.


He did not stop though, we both knew that tomorrow it would be his turn, so he was going to keep on going for as long as he possibly could. Three, or sometimes even four orgasms are what we are good for normally, though I hoped and prayed that he would go for four, but secretly wanting him to just keep going, no matter the cost, and keep on making love to me until he was spent.


Orgasms three and four took closer to five minutes each, and yet Tyson did not stop making love to me. I am now even more light headed than I was when we started, I know that we need to stop, yet I do not want to any more than Tyson clearly does not. Close to ten minutes later, and we exploded again.


And that was it, I passed out cold. I remember nothing at all after our last mind altering orgasm, it was so fantastic that I am certain that I temporarily entered heaven, if there is such a place of course, but doing so cost me, everything I still had in me it cost me. I had the most amazing sleep I have ever experienced though, and I can tell that it is late when my eyes finally do open.


The first thing I notice when I wake up, is that I still feel as amazing as I did last night, the next thing, I am diapered, and we are covered, so either Tyson managed to stay awake, or Daddy came in and took care of us. Tyson stayed asleep for a few minutes longer, but started to wake up, and I watched him lovingly as he came awake.


As soon as he saw that I was awake, Tyson smiled brightly, then leaned forth and kissed me deeply. We kissed for easily ten minutes before breaking apart.


“Wow, last night was amazing. You made love to me so beautifully. I remember nothing after our fifth baby boygasm though, I totally passed out.” I said softly.


“It was amazing, making baby love to you was definitely the very best thing I've ever experienced in my life. I don't remember anything either, yet we're both in diapers and not leaking, so Daddy musta come and changed us, huh.”


“Yeah, he must've, but that's okay.”


“Mmmhmm. Now, I think you promised to make gay baby diaper love to me this morning.” He said hopefully.


“I sure did, and the devil himself would haveta drag me away in order to not keep that promise. I don't haveta pee lots, but I'm sure I can give you some.”


“Goody, I haveta pee a bit as well, so I can give you some as well.”


“Goody.” I said, and then started kissing my baby again.


Like last night, from then on, we said nothing more. Also like last night, we kissed for several minutes before even starting to touch each other, and then fingering each others baby bum holes again. I am going to make love to my baby this time, yet he is still fingering me anyway, and it feels wonderful.


When I feel that I cannot go for any longer without cumming, I break our kiss, roll Tyson so that he is on his back, crawl down his gorgeous body, and lower the front of his diaper with one hand, while poking a hole in the back with the other. Just as I slip my two fingers back inside, I engulf all that Tyson has to offer me, balls and all, and he sighs deeply, and cums not even ten seconds later. Then, only a few seconds after that, he feeds me every drop of hot gay baby pee that he has to offer, and I greedily suck it down.


I am now harder than I have ever felt myself before, and when I kneel before my baby and push down my soggy diaper, he too sees just how hard and purple I am, and smiles warmly to me. I rest my right hand beside Tyson, as my left grabs hold of my baby bone, and then I guide myself inside his soggy baby diaper first, and press my dick head to his baby bum hole, and he pushes just a tiny amount, all that I need to gain entrance, and I slip all in.


Oh god, the intense heat, the insane pressure, the silky softness, the pulsing of his tunnel, it is simply too much for me, and I explode almost instantly as soon as our diapers are pressed firmly together. Just as I explode, I feel Tyson lock his ankles behind me, and his heels dig into my soggy baby bum, and pull me in as far as I can possibly go, and this causes me to cum my hardest ever.


I think I even saw a bright flash of light as I exploded. That was probably my brain temporarily leaving my body, or maybe my balls, because it sure felt like that anyway. The orgasm to beat all other orgasms lasted probably a good two minutes or more, it was so amazing, but finally I came down.


As soon as I was able to, I released every drop of pee inside my baby as I could, and he sighed even deeper than I did as I did so. I paused for only a moment once I was done, to appreciate the feeling of a freshly filled gay baby bum, and then started making gay baby diaper love to my beautiful baby boyfriend.


We lasted maybe two minutes until our second orgasm, and then cums three and four came at roughly five or six minutes each, not stopping once in between them, even though I was almost totally wiped after the third from what we did last night.


Neither of us passed out after our fourth baby boygasm, but we were not entirely with it either, and I knew that there was not going to be a fifth, because I was already soft and slipping out of my baby's bum hole before we even came down from that amazing orgasm.


Staying laying how we were for several minutes, still almost kissing, but mostly coming down from an amazing love making session, it took close to ten minutes I figure for us to come down. When we did, I rolled off of my baby, but rolled onto my side, and Tyson rolled to his side so that he was facing me as well.


“My god, that was so utterly amazing, I've never felt better in my entire life, and I got to make love to you last night. Making love to you was phenomenal, you making love to me was pure awesome amazingness. I love you so much I don't understand how anyone could love this much, yet I do.” Tyson sighed deeply to me, nearly whispering.


“And I love you that much as well Baby. I loved making love to you, but I too felt even better being made love to, feeling you inside me, filling me with all the love you could, that's what I need to feel whole.”


“Mmm, me too, so I guess we haveta make love to each other as often as possible then, huh.”


“I guess we're gonna haveta, but, like Daddy says, we can't just make love all the time, we haveta do other things too, and to make sure and suck and stroke more than making love, because then it makes when we make love that much better.”


“Mmm, I think I agree. As much as I love making love to each other, it certainly drains me a lot more, and I'd miss just kissing and stroking, or sucking each other as well anyway.”


“I definitely agree, but most especially with the draining part, because I feel like we just ran two back to back marathons, and I honestly have no idea how I'm gonna manage with our morning exercises.” I had to laugh.


“Me neither, but we can always go slower. I'm getting super hungry now though, so we better go get breakfast.”


“Yeah, our baby diapers are totally shot, even mine feels like it's exploding from what your heels did to it, so we'll just haveta go naked to breakfast, since there's no point in wearing one when we're only gonna take it off in a few minutes anyway.”


“Good point, but I might still leak a little from you're filling me.”


“That's okay, I'm sure your baby diaper's already caught most of it anyway, and what it hasn't won't really matter anyway. So, let's go Baby.”


We headed to the kitchen to find that everyone else is already there and either just finishing up their breakfast, or already finished. They all looked to us and grinned when we walked in naked.


“Good night Babies?” Daddy asked.


“Oh yeah.” We both sighed deeply as one.


“Yeah, looked like it when I came to check on you last night. Your diapers were ruined, you were passed out cold, you were still locked together, and it was tough untangling you to get you diapered and into bed properly.” Daddy laughed.


“I don't doubt it.”


“And I assume that since you're naked, only one of you got to go last night, so the other got his turn this morning, which of course totally ruined your soggy baby diapers?”


“Yep.” We both said happily.


“That's good. Go get breakfast, I dare say you both look like you need it.”


“Oh yeah.” We both said together again.


And so we went and grabbed our breakfast, went and sat down and ate it all, and then we helped to clean up, before heading out to the pool for our morning exercises. I was right though, we both had to slow down a considerable amount more than I think I have ever had to do, I was totally fried still, but I felt so amazing that it was totally worth it, and from the bright smile still plastered on Tyson's face, I would have to say that he agrees wholeheartedly.