Date: Sun, 15 Jan 2006 01:41:08 -0000 From: succum241@msn.com Subject: Mick and Friends - 1 Hi There, This is another trip into the world of erotic fiction writing. This series will depict scenes of consensual sex between underage boys as well as possible adult child sex so the usual disclaimers and warnings arise -- If you are not allowed to access such material where you are or because of your age leave now. If underage gay activity is what turns you on then I hope you will enjoy this series even if it takes a few chapters to get into the best parts. Sorry if the first few pages are a bit boring, but I believe the scene and characters need to be set and built to understand the rest of the story. If you enjoy the saga then please let me know by mailing me. Comments and constructive criticisms are welcome. But I might not be able to answer all of the mail -- wishful thinking :). Succum241@msn.com Cheers, Rick. MICK AND FRIENDS "You don't understand, do you?" I was shouting at my mother who had just informed me we were moving again. What great news to come home to after the best night at Brandon's house yet! "I know it may seem hard, Mick, but try to see that it is for the best for both of us." Mom said. "Best for you. Fucking worst for me." I retorted. I had never used the `F' word in front of my mother before let alone to her! But; hey! I was upset! "Watch your language young man." Mom responded. "No matter how upset you may be, you may not speak to me like that. And you will understand later on how this really is what we need at this point in time." "No! It's not what WE need. It's what you want. You don't like this guy anymore and so you want to go somewhere else to find another man you'll want me to call `dad' but who will give you pleasure in bed while I have to sit by and hear it all. And what will this new one be like? How will he treat me? As fucking shit as the rest of them dads I've had." I was practically screaming hysterically by this time. "Right! That's enough. You will go to your room and not come out till I say so and while you're in there, you better think about what you have said and how much of it you mean because you are not coming out till you are able to apologize and really show that you mean it. You understand that?" Mom was livid with rage. "Oh and while you are on your way you better have a pee because you are not even coming out for that till I say so." "Hooray fucking yay." I turned around and marched to my room. I knew I had overstepped the mark this time but was not yet ready to admit that to mom. "And that's just earned you a bit of extra time in solitary. Don't forget the rule either. TV and mobile on the floor outside the door within five minutes." Mom added. I had really blown it this time. Solitary meant that I had nothing to do but read wank or sleep. Without the phone I couldn't talk to anyone and without the TV I not only couldn't watch a program, but I couldn't use my x-box either. It also meant that I would have at least two hours before she let me out, and there was no chance of escaping either for she was following close behind me in order to lock the door so that I could not get out against her wishes. I had done that once before and thought it was worth it to try again; but no chance this time. I unplugged the TV and put it outside the door and then left my mobile phone on top of it and stomped back into the room slamming the door behind me. I heard mom turn the key in the lock and knew that I would have some time to think about what I had said to her. I flopped down onto my bed and buried my head in my pillow. I knew I shouldn't have said those things to her, but hey, I am also a person with feelings and she hadn't taken those into account had she? After all look at that string of fathers I had already had in my 12 years. Well 8 actually as I can't recall any `fathers' before I was four. I just can't call them `dad' either. That man when I was 4 wouldn't even talk to me. He always referred to me in the third person, and would address everything concerning me to my mother. Like `get that whiner out of here, women.' Or `What has the little brat been naughty with today.' Mom would say that I had a name and would he please use it, but I can't remember him ever using my name or saying anything nice about me. I don't think he spoke directly to me in the six month's he was with us, before mom kicked him out. We had about a year and half before the next one, although I am sure mom was seeing someone else in between, but he never came home with her. Man no. 2 was a prize one. Everything was a joke to him. And I think I got the brunt of most of them. It was `mighty funny' to trip me up when I walked past. It was also hilarious to see me whimper as my nipple, tiny though it was, got twisted. And to get me drunk by forcing me to drink his brandy was the epitome of the party piece; especially if I threw up and he could roll me around in it. Again mom tried talking to him but it was no good and so after about nine months she booted him out also. When I was seven, we `moved' for the first time. We moved across town into the home of no. 3. It was convenient for he worked shifts and so was home to `look' after me when mom was at work and I wasn't in school. Of course I had to change schools and leave all my friends behind. No. 3 had the same name as me and thought it was good to talk of the two Micks being the best of friends. At least he was kind to me. He would let me sit next to him and put his arm around me and give me gentle hugs every so often. Then when it was just the two of us at home together he would let me sit in his lap while he scratched my back. We had been there about three weeks when he suggested on one of these occasions that it would be easier if I had my shirt off. Then I was to lie down over his legs and he tickled me from my neck to my knees. I quite liked this so didn't complain or think anything bad about it. To get to this stage had taken about another week and he asked me during the process if I found it better when he tickled where there was no clothing in the way, or where he did it through my clothes. Of course I innocently said the direct to skin contact was better. At this he said I should let him take off my shorts and undies so that he could do the best all over. When I balked at this a bit, he said he would take off his clothes too to show me that it did not matter. And to prove his side of the bargain he got up and striped off there and then. I remember that he had an erection, but I really did not understand what that meant. Sitting back down next to me on the sofa, he picked me up from where I was sitting, and placed me to stand on the floor in front of him. Then he leant forward and slowly pulled my shorts and undies down together, helping me to balance as he lifted each leg out so that I was as completely naked as he was. Of course it finally led to where he was sucking my cock to a dry orgasm and I was sucking his to get a mouthful of cream. Now I was too ashamed and scared to say anything to mom about it and so this continued for about two years. That is until mom came home from work early one day, a little unwell, and caught us in the act. We moved out there and then into what mom referred to as a bee and bee, but which I learnt was a bed and breakfast hostelry. I lost most of my toys and half my clothes and a few weeks later we moved across town again. We had only been in this one roomed flat for about three months when we moved in with number 4. He taught me to go around without underwear because his favourite trick was to give me wedgies when there was no one else to see. On one occasion he pulled my underpants so hard up my crack that the material actually cut into the flesh and I had a sore there for days. When mom was out he used to find it very funny to hang me by my underpants on the high door knob of our lounge door. My toes would scrape on the ground, but not enough to get a purchase to lift myself off, and my arms were not strong enough to lift my body. One day he left me there for a couple of hours while he went out to get some beer. He only just got back in time to get me off about five minutes before mom got home, but because she could see I had been crying and all, she wanted to know what was wrong. He told her some story about my being naughty and I told her the truth but she wouldn't believe me, so I stopped wearing underpants when he was around and found that I liked it and so stopped wearing them altogether. I took some ragging at school until the others found out how nice it was to free-ball it. He was kind of shocked to find out that I didn't have any on when he first tried it again, and ordered me to go and put them on but I refused and went and shut myself in my room. He kind of gave up after that and would merely jerk my shorts or trousers up so that my knob and balls could be seen outlined by the tightness of the fabric, which he would rub occasionally, but it was not as enjoyable for him as the wedgies and so he stopped doing things altogether. This made life with him fairly bearable, but I guess he started to do things to mom because she started to show bruises on her arms and legs which hadn't happened before. So one day she came home from work, packed a suitcase for me and another for her, and we got in the car and left. This time we moved to a different town. Mom had arranged a transfer in her job and so we found ourselves in a little flat in Brentwood in Essex. The people in Essex spoke differently from those of us up in Birmingham, and I found it hard to mix in with the other kids. They mocked me for free-balling it and they took the mick out of my accent, and treated me like I was a lower class citizen. As a result I spent a lot of time on my own and was pretty pissed off with mom for what she had done to me. In an effort to make me happier my mom bought me a skate board. I spent hours practicing on my own in the courtyard of the flats where we were living, until the other residents complained that they were tired of the noise. In an effort to overcome this, mom got me a set of in-line skates which she thought would be quieter and so I began trying out with these and found the conversion from skateboard to skates quite easy. But they were no quieter really and so I had to go out on the streets to practice. That was when I met Brandon. Although I was only ten and half when I met Brandon, I had already started developing physically and had gotten into the occasional wank. Brandon was also a bit of a loner and was already thirteen. He would have his fourteenth birthday before I turned eleven but this did not seem to bother him. I think like me he was just hungry for some companionship, and he was also into skating. It did not take long for us to team up together and soon we were seeing each other just about every other day. Both of us were about as good as the other with skating, and we taught the other the tricks we had learned ourselves. Although we were both self taught, and had not had the opportunity to use the skate parks which various councils were erecting in areas where kids tended to congregate, we were pretty good. Despite the age difference, our friendship developed to where we would spend a night or two together almost every weekend, and my mom got friendly with Brandon's folks. I think all the parents were relieved we had found a friend and were happier in life. One other development of our friendship is that number 5 did not move in, neither did we move in with him. Mom would spend the night with him whenever I stayed over at Brandon's and occasionally he would spend the night at our house. He actually seemed the best of the lot so far, and did not really do anything to hurt me. He called me by my name until the time he walked in on me having a wank, and from then on called me "Spanky". I don't think he ever told mum what he had seen because she never made the connection to "spank the monkey"; or else she hadn't realised I was developing as early as I was. But before we had progressed in our friendship to spending nights at each other's house we had been out with our skateboards practising along the pavement near our houses, After an hour or so in the hot sun, we sat down on the curb to have a bit of a rest. Brandon stood up after a while and moved to stand in front of me so we could see each other as we talked. I noticed that Brandon's gaze seemed to drift from my face down towards the road surface, but I didn't think too much of it. As I looked up at him I saw him adjust his shorts a bit, but again did not read much into this. "Do you always free-ball?" he suddenly asked, as if out of the blue. "Ever since one of my mom's men friends started giving me wedgies all the time." I answered. It was weird; we had not got to know each other that well yet, but this conversation which should've been awkward at the very least, seemed perfectly natural. "But he aint around anymore, so how come you still go loose?" Brandon asked. "Because I like to freedom and the risk." I replied. "What do you mean, risk?" "Well if I get a hard-on, I can't hide it too easy, and I get a kind of thrill out of it." "You mean like now. I can see you standing straight up." "Yeah! Kind of. Although with you it don't seem quite the same. I guess because we already talked about it. But at school it's a bit different. Especially if there is someone around I like." "You mean a cute girl or something?" Brandon asked. "Well, sort of." I hedged my answer. I wasn't quite ready to tell him the truth, but also didn't want to lie to Brandon. I stood up and my cock pushed my shorts out like a tepee, but I didn't try to do anything about it as I kind of liked putting on the show for Brandon. I decided to move the object of the conversation and so asked Brandon if he had a girlfriend. "Naw. Don't dig girls much." He answered. Then, "Come on. Let's skate some more." And he took off on his board, with me in hot pursuit after him, and not really taking in what he had just said, or giving it any meaning. I soon forgot about the conversation we had had, but it was not long after that time on the kerb, that he asked me if I wanted to stay over at his house one night. "Yeah. Sounds cool to me." "You'd have to sleep in my room, and unless you sleep on the floor, you'd have to share my bed. But it's a double." He explained. "Ok by me. When?" I asked. "Well that's great." He said with a huge grin on his face. I don't think he actually thought I would accept the invitation. "I'll ask my mom tonight and see if we can make it Friday or Saturday this week." "Ok and I will speak to my mom as well." I had no idea how she would react because I had never stayed over at a friend's house before. "Hey. I've tried free-balling it and it's quite nice." Brandon continued. "I told you. You do it all the time?" "Naw. I aint got the guts to do it to school. If I was found out my life would be hell." Brandon and I went to different schools and it seemed that the guys at his school were a lot crueller than the guys at my school. As a natural reaction, when he had told me he had tried free-balling, I glanced at his crotch, but had not noticed anything. But as the conversation progressed, I could see his shorts tent out and the definition left me in no doubt that he was free-balling right then, but I thought he wanted me to ask him and so I did. "Yeah. It's cool because I know that it don't matter if you see me get a hard-on." And hard-on he did have. I guessed his cock must have been at least five inches when erect. With the subject matter, my cock joined his, but as it was smaller, it didn't create as noticeable a tent as his did. "I also think that it is cool we can be so free with each other. I don't have any other friend I can talk with like this." "Me neither. Everybody else thinks it's either wrong or funny to talk about these things like this." Brandon finished, and then put his hand down his shorts to rearrange his dick into a more comfortable position. He didn't care that I was watching either, and it gave me the courage to do the same. When mom got home that evening I talked to her about going to stay over at Brandon's house and she said that so long as she had been able to talk to Brandon's parents and they agreed she was happy for me to. We hadn't finished the conversation when the phone rang. Mom answered it and got a frown of concentration on her face which turned into a smile. "Saturday? It should be fine... About 3 o'clock? Yes it will be nice... See you then, and thank you." She hung up the call and turned to me. "Well young man, you had better pack an overnight bag on Saturday morning while I am at work. We have been invited to the Shelley's house for tea and then you get to stay over with Brandon." I beamed, "Thanks mom. This is great!" Saturday came too slowly, but eventually 3 o'clock found us ringing the Shelley's doorbell. Brandon opened the door and welcomed us in, showing us into the living and inviting us to make ourselves at home. "And that really goes for you Mick. Come, I'll show you to my room, and we can leave your bag in there." "Thank you, Brandon." Mom said as she sat down. She had met Brandon because he had visited at our house once before, but I had never made it to his house until this day. "Ok, lead on my good fellow." I said rather pompously, but in jest, mocking Brandon for the good manners he had shown. As soon as we reached his room, he closed the door and in a soft whisper said, "You're a fucking idiot, you know." But with a grin so that I would know that he was now taking the piss out of me, and was not angry or upset. We both giggled a bit and he showed me around his room a bit and then led me back into the corridor and showed me where the bath and toilet were. They were lucky for theirs were in separate rooms, whereas ours were in the same room. After the tour we went back to the lounge where mom was already in conversation with Brandon's mother and his dad was already looking bored -- to be expected. We sat there for a few minutes, until a lull in the conversation gave Brandon the opportunity to introduce me to his parents. Once the `pleased to meet you' were out of the way, we went outside to play in their back garden. Our play led to a little rough housing, and as I pinned Brandon by sitting on his chest with my back to his head, he lifted his legs up to try and get them around me and use them to pull me off him. I was given the perfect opportunity to look down the leg of Brandon's shorts and saw that he was not wearing any underpants again. This gave me my first real view of what he had between the legs and I was impressed. OK. He was older than me, but even for his age it was impressive. His balls filled a large bag which hung right down disappearing into the folds of his shorts, but I reckoned they could reach around to his arse hole. And his cock was long and thick. I would learn later that it was already 4 1/2 inches long and thicker than a pork sausage, but he had very little hair. More than me, but certainly much less than would be expected for the size of his development. Never the less, I got a good view and this gave me an almost instant hard-on. Suddenly I knew that I wanted to touch it. To feel it and stroke it. Shit! I wanted to jack him off and even suck it like I had been forced to do to number 3; but now I WANTED it. The trouble was that I was too scared to suggest it. I didn't want to destroy the only real friendship I had. I decided then that Brandon would have to make the first definite move, but that I would try some sort of surreptitious ways of letting him know without actually admitting it, that I was up for a bit of boy love. I let him then get his legs around me and pull me down, using this as an opportunity to accidentally `on purpose' brush my hand against his cock. Only things went a bit wrong, and totally accidentally, my hand wend down inside the leg of his shorts and came to rest skin on skin on his cock. I blushed and apologised, "I'm really sorry, Brandon, I didn't mean to do that. I hope I didn't hurt you." And in an attempt to soften the blow a bit, I continued, "But I see, you're free-balling it again." "It's ok." Brandon replied, "You didn't hurt me and actually I kind of liked it." His shorts were once again tented as his body showed how much he `kind of liked it'. Needless to say, my dick joined his in setting up a campsite; and when we realised it we both broke into giggles. We played around in the garden until we were called back inside to say goodbye to my mom. When she had left we went into the lounge to watch some tele and Brandon's dad changed to the extreme sports channel to let us watch some American Skateboarding. We were enthralled and discussed how we thought they did certain manoeuvres and what could happen if it was gotten wrong. Just before tea was ready, his mom told us we had better get off and have our baths, and told Brandon to show me where things were and then to be the proper guest and let me go first to make sure there was enough hot water. I had hoped we might shower together, but his mom had put paid to that. Brandon explained that the usual was for him to have his bath and then get dressed in his sleeping shorts and `T' shirt and then wear a gown for the rest of the evening. "What do you normally sleep in?" he asked me. "Well...Actually, nothing." I answered rather sheepishly, a little embarrassed to admit it. "Wow! Really?" Brandon exclaimed, "Don't your mom mind?" "Nah. She never comes in my room, so I guess she doesn't really know." "Well. You'd better wear something tonight because my mom likes to pull the covers off to wake me up." "Ok. I brought some shorts anyway, because I wasn't sure how things would be." "Do you have a gown?" Brandon asked. "No. I never use one." I answered. "You go and get on with your bath, and I will see if mom has kept one of my old ones." Brandon offered. I grabbed my shorts and went off to the bathroom armed with the towel which Brandon had got out for me to use. I was just about finished in the bath when Brandon barged in with a dressing gown for me. It was too small for him now, but would still be a little on the large side for me, but would work. Brandon used the opportunity to have a good look at my naked body, before adjusting his shorts and leaving the room without saying anything more. I finished up in the bath and made sure that I left it clean before going back down stairs to join the Shelley family. Brandon then went off for his bath with a strong admonition from his mother not to dawdle as dinner was almost ready. Brandon's dad asked me if I liked skating and when I said yes, he turned back to the extreme channel to let me watch a bit more, but there was gravity games on instead, and though I enjoyed watching the guys to jumps and leaps on their bikes, it was not as good as watching the skating. As soon as Brandon came down from the bath, we went through to the dining room to eat. After dinner we went up to Brandon's room to play with the PS2 he had, and got engrossed in trying to outdo each other in all of the different games we tried; until we were interrupted by Brandon's mom coming in and telling us it was time to go to sleep. "Do you want to share my bed, or sleep on the floor?" Brandon asked. "I guess I'll share, please." I replied, trying not to sound too eager in doing so. "Ok, then." Brandon took off his gown, dropped it on the floor and climbed under the covers, while I followed suit. I wasn't sure what to expect, but hoped we might do a little exploring of each other, however, I was not going to make the first move, especially after what had happened that afternoon. As it turned out, nothing happened. We were both really tired, and after a little bit of chatter, we both dropped off to sleep still lying flat on our backs with a gap between us; Brandon in his shorts and shirt and me just in a pair of shorts. Of course we both woke up the next morning with the usual morning glory, but we just ignored them and got dressed. Our parents would only let us sleep over every six weeks or so and for the first six or seven months, nothing more than an occasional `accidental brush' happened. Then one night we were lying there in the bed on our backs and apart as usual. I was really horny and could not hold out. I thought Brandon was asleep and so I slipped my shorts off and started to jack off very gently. I wanted to cum, but did not want to risk waking Brandon up as I thought he would take the piss out of me or worse be totally grossed out and stop being my friend. I had been wanking away slowly for about ten minutes when frightenly Brandon asked, "Mick, are you spanking the monkey?" I thought there was no way that I could hide it and so replied, "Sorry, I'm just so horny, I couldn't last. Do you mind? I thought you were asleep." "Hey, no I'm cool with it. In fact I think I will join you." He promptly took his shorts off and began to stroke. When I came, I used my fingers to scrape up as much as I could and licked the cum off. I have always liked the taste and have slurped up as much of my spurts as I could. I was so used to doing this that I did it without really thinking and not realising that it might mean something else to Brandon. Fortunately he didn't realise what I had done and when he had come, he wiped his up with a tissue and then passed me another to clean myself. There was not much there to clean up, but I made a good job of it and must have disguised the fact that I had eaten most of it, because Brandon had not noticed anything unusual in the dark. After this, we would jerk off side by side most times we shared a bed, but Brandon never made any move beyond this. Then the last time we had been together; I had turned over in my sleep and put my arm over Brandon's chest. He had woken up to find me almost holding him down, and had lain there, not wanting to disturb me, but also unable to get back to sleep until he had thought it was time for us to be getting up and so woke me then. But this had given me an idea. One which I put into action the next time I slept over at his house. We did our usual playing and rough housing around, and went off for our separate baths. We ate our tea and finally went off to bed. As usual he was in a baggy pair of short-legged sleeping shorts and a vest and I was wearing my normal pair of shorts. We jacked off side by side, but not touching, and cleaned up. Brandon then seemed to drop off to sleep almost immediately. This was normal for him since we had started the joint jerking sessions. I now put my plan into action. Forcing myself to stay awake, I just lay there and counted slowly to 2000. By this I reckoned I would have waited for half an hour after Brandon had dropped off. I then turned on my side and let my arm fall fairly gently over Brandon's stomach. Again I began counting; this time to only 300. I reckoned this would be near to five minutes and if Brandon was being disturbed by it he would have made some sort of indication. Instead he lay there just as still as can be, breathing evenly. After that second count, I moved allowing my hand to slide down, over his cock and onto the skin of his leg. Another five minutes of counting without Brandon making any objections, and I moved again. This time my hand slid up his leg and under his shorts coming to rest, very nicely placed over his cock. This time, Brandon did move, and I very nearly ripped my hand away. I don't really know what made me be brave enough not to. And all that Brandon had done was to shift his position slightly; I guess because he had been lying still for so long. I'm not sure how long I just lay there with my hand over his limp cock, but it was a while before I remembered to count off another five minutes. After this next count, I got a little bolder and gently wrapped my fingers around his cock. I stayed like that for a while and then let my one finger begin to rub the underside of the end of his cock where by feel, I thought I was at the most sensitive part. I guess I was right, because he started to get hard. Thankfully his baggy shorts allowed me enough room to move so that I could help his cock get around and lie up his belly. Once he was fully hard, I got a little more adventurous and began feeling his balls as well as taking gently strokes along the full length of his hard knob. Suddenly he made a major move and spread his legs apart as well as sighing. This was too much for me and chickening out I whipped my hand away from his cock. "No. Don't stop." Brandon said, "That's nice." "I ... I'm sorry," I stammered. "I don't know what's come over me." "Hey, It's cool ... I've wanted this for so long but have been too scared to say anything." "You've been too scared. I've been the scared one. That's why I had to do it to you when you were asleep." "Actually, I haven't been to sleep yet. I've pretended to be asleep so many nights hoping you might take a chance, and at last you have." "You mean we could have been trying this out long ago?" "Yeah. I've wanted to do it ever since I first saw you free-balling it. But I didn't want to risk losing my best friend." "I also was scared I would loose you if I made a move." I told him. "Well come on then. Put your hand back there and go for it. ... Please!" I slowly moved my hand back and began to stroke his penis which was still hard. Then I felt his hand working down my front to feel my cock which was so hard it was almost bursting. He had been rubbing me through my shorts for a while when I knew I had to have him skin to skin. "Here, let me take my shorts off. And you take yours off too please." I said. "Ok." We stopped what we were doing to remove our clothes. Brandon also took his vest off and we were both totally naked. I then snuggled up close to him and we began giving each other a hand job. When he came, I wanted to lick his cum up , but thought he might be grossed out and so I just made sure I got a fair dollop on my hand as I slid it up off his cock and then in the darkness I put my hand to my mouth and licked his cum off for the first time. I was a little surprised that though it was similar in taste, it did not have quite the same taste as mine own. As I tasted his cum, I felt myself getting ready to explode for the second time that night and by some instinct, I reached over and grabbed hold of Brandon's cock again, so that I was holding it when I shot forth. I am sure that this made my orgasm much stronger, even though I don't quite know how. We cleaned ourselves up and throwing caution to the wind went off to sleep totally naked. Although Brandon's mom had never pulled the covers off of us once while I was sleeping over. Perhaps she was just being kind to me. When I woke in the morning it was to find Brandon spooned up against me with his morning boner pressing between my legs. I liked this, and putting my hand down to mine found that I too had a morning boner. I moved a bit so that I could put my hand over my back and rest it on Brandon's hip. "Morning Mick." Brandon was awake and still pushing his boner between my legs. "Hey Brandon. Sleep alright?" I asked, knowing he would answer in the affirmative. I rolled over so that I was facing him and put my hand down onto his cock, beginning to gently rub it. "We've got time before mom comes in. You want to do it again?" he asked. "But of course." I said with a hint of sarcasm in my voice. "Right. But like this." Brandon threw back the covers so that we were open to each other, and for the first time able to see each other totally naked. He then sat up and asked me to do the same and we sat facing each other with our legs spread and crossed over each others. This way we were face to face and able to reach each others cocks. Leaning forward we took hold of the others cock and began stroking. I made sure that I matched Brandon's speed, and used his style on my cock to guide me in ministering to his needs. This being only our second go on each other, we were not too well trained in the art and so fumbled a few things. But we were successful and brought each other to orgasm; spewing our cum out onto our partner and the bit of bed in between. Again I wanted to taste a mixture of both our offerings, but was too shy to do it in front of Brandon. We had got ourselves and the bed cleaned up just in time to get dressed before Brandon's mom knocked on the door as she entered, to tell me to get ready as she was leaving soon and would be dropping me off at home on her way to wherever. It was when I got home from this visit that mom dropped the bombshell that we would be moving again and I had lost it. I knew that I had said some things I should not have even thought let alone put into words, and that I had really hurt mom. Even thinking over all those men and finally what had happened at Brandon's was not enough to take the guilt away. It is amazing how much can go through your head when you're left wit the time to think; and I was given plenty of time to think. I had reckoned on two hours, which would bring it round to about lunch time -- a late lunch, because we normally ate launch at noon on a Sunday. Well I didn't get lunch that Sunday at all. Mom must have been even more upset than I thought. At about two, I returned to thinking about the night before and the morning after at Brandon's. Remembering the two wanks we gave each other brought on a stiffie and so I stripped off and gave myself a slow leisurely wank over about half an hour, watching myself in the mirror of my dresser as I did so. At one point I turned so that I could lift my legs and bum up and see my arse hole. My fingers ventured down there and I began to rub it which brought back memories of things that had happened with man number 3. He had only rubbed and tickled my anus, but I now think he was actually beginning the slow grooming of getting me ready for anal penetration. The upshot was that I remembered that though I was not happy with the things he forced me to do and suffer; I had still found physical pleasure in some of them. Now I was giving myself that pleasure and did not find myself disliking the idea of it as I had done with him. It was that dislike which had caused me not to explore and experiment with my body very much. I had kept a bottle of baby oil in my room for a while now as I had discovered how much more pleasurable my wanks were when I used it and so I had covered my cock with oil again this time. This gave me the idea and I used some more on fingers to smear it over my arse and found this was very nice. Then it progressed and although I had heard about anal sex; I did not really think about this time but did push my finger up the hole. When I touched a lump in there, my cock jerked so and the pleasure was so fantastic, I pushed my finger in as far as I could and moved it around exploring. Of course this brought on my orgasm and made it such a powerful one that I almost couldn't believe it myself. I decided that I was going to show this to Brandon, and then remembered that I might not get the chance because I might not have another sleep-over with him before we move. That realisation reminded me that I was in solitary and had been for a long time. Added to that my bladder was telling me that I needed to get some time out. It also brought back into focus the guilt I was feeling for the things I had said to mom. At least one thing was sure, I was going to be able to say I was sorry and really mean it because that is how I felt. I was still upset and saddened by the news, but I was even more upset at myself for the way I had spoken to mom. I looked at my watch and saw that it was nearly three, so I cleaned myself up using tissues and a dirty towel I had not put in the wash basket, got dressed and then called out to mom. "Mom! I'm really sorry, will you please let me come and apologise?" "I will let you out for that, but if I feel you don't mean it, you will be straight back in there and you will get no tea tonight. Do you understand?" mom replied. "Yes mom, I understand and know that I deserve it." I answered. Mom unlocked the door and said that I had better go to the toilet first, and then could come and see her in the lounge. As I ran to the loo; I was bursting, I called back another apology. When I had relieved the pressure within I walked quietly through to the lounge and entered with my head held low. Going up to mom I began, "Mom, I'm really sorry for what I said. I know that some of those things would have hurt and aren't true. I don't know why I said them. Please will you forgive me?" Mom had tears running down her cheeks because she could see that I truly was contrite and hurting over the hurt I had caused her. "Yes, Mick, I have already forgiven you, and I know that you are upset. Now will you let me explain why this is necessary, and try to understand why?" "Ok; I will try." What more could I say? "Thank you. Please let me talk first, without interruption, and then when I have finished ask your questions or say what you think. I just nodded. Mom went on then to explain that the place where she was working was closing down in Brentwood, and she could either loose her job and have to go looking for another, or she could accept the company's offer of a promotion and a move to their headquarters based in Witham. "And Witham is not that far from here, I promise you I will try and let you visit Brandon sometimes. I know it won't be the same, but you can still have sleep-overs occasionally." Mom also went on to say that she was going to find it hard to leave Bob (man no. 5), but that maybe they could visit together while I was visiting with Brandon. Of course when mom had finished, I was really feeling like a heap of shit. I was crying now and told mom that I was even sorrier because I had jumped in judgement and got it all wrong. I did thank her that she would still help me to see Brandon and pointed out that he was really the first real friend I had had. "I know, and that is why I want to do everything I can to help you keep that friendship." "Thanks mom. I know that I don't deserve it after what I said, and I would like to make it up to you if I can, but I don't know what I can do." "You have already done it by showing me you're truly sorry." Moms are great. Well that is it for the first part. I'm sorry it was such a long piece. I will try and keep the rest of the sections shorter. Your comments would be appreciated. Write to me at succum241@msn.com Cheers Rick.