Date: Wed, 29 Apr 2020 12:28:40 +0000 (UTC) From: Sam Peters Subject: My Early Love - Gay - Young Friends DISCLAIMER This story contains sex scenes between a minor and another teenager. If this bothers you, please don't read any further. Nifty is great, so why not give a donation. http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html This is the first story I have written, any feedback or comments would be lovely. sam.peters100@yahoo.co.uk. My Early Love I'm Tom. I grew up in a normal Thames valley house in England, a working dad and a stay at home mum. I have a sister, Maria, who is 3 years younger than me. This is the story of me and Nicky, the boy I fell in love with when I was 15. I was always thin, very shy, hated sports, had long wavy brown hair and quite pale skin, rarely out in the full sun. I was always very sexual. There was little privacy in our house, with thin walls and glass in a lot of the doors, and neither of my parents ever knocked before coming into our rooms. As a child, even before I was old enough masturbate, I used to enjoy peeing. I would often get hard after peeing. I used to pee against the wall, between the slats in the headboard of my bed, letting it run down the wall and onto the carpet. I was 5 years old then, and I would always get an erection doing it. I did this four or five times before I was caught and the anger from my dad stopped me ever doing it again. I learned how to masturbate from a book that was probably aimed at someone older than my 9 years, a thriller that in one chapter described a boy doing it to himself. I tried it, and was addicted. I still assumed I was doing something wrong, as I didn't shoot cum. I didn't know about puberty, and my parents never did `the talk'. It wasn't until I was 11 that I shot cum, still with no hair on my dick, that I finally thought I must be doing something right. That same year during a rare time when both our parents were out. I convinced my sister to let me watch her pee. I wanted to see what a girl looked like down there, and said she could see me too. So in the bathroom she sat on the toilet with her legs spread a little, and peed into the bowl as I watched. I at the same time held a plastic beach bucket and peed into it at the same time. I could see the stream coming from her hairless mound, and I got a real kick from watching each other like this, but I have to admit I wasn't that bothered by her pussy that much. I was 15 and still didn't have a girlfriend. I wasn't very sociable, and didn't go out a lot. As I said my parents were fairly intrusive, and so I couldn't often masturbate freely, unless I was in the bath. As a result I used to do it a lot outdoors, sometimes even just hidden in the garden. But there was nowhere I wouldn't masturbate. I left my cum on the bus, in the park, in the woods, hidden behind garages or even in open fields. I used to do it in the school loo's, and even in class, rubbing just my head and foreskin through a hole in my pocket until I shot in my pants. I would love the feel of the open air, and the risk of being seen, secretly hoping I would be caught, and that I would be touched. I never was, I was always too careful. By 15 my dick was almost fully grown, not huge, just under 6 inches, reasonably thick, with a long foreskin that covered the head. Apparently to make up for not having the biggest dick ever, I was able to shoot quite a lot of cum, and I could often reach my neck when I would cum on myself in the bath. I didn't have a lot of friends, but I was good friends with a boy at school, Jason. He was a boy like me, up more for watching films with sweets and crisps than going out and pretending to be cool. We were really good friends. Occasionally I was allowed to stay at his, and it was always fun. Though I never got to do anything sexual with him, even if the thought did cross my mind when I was at my horniest. Jason had a younger brother though, called Nicky, who was 10. Nicky was thin, cute, light brown straight hair and was a complete pain. 5 years younger than us he would always bother us in the middle of a film or try and get in on whatever we were doing. Looking back he probably just wanted to join in. He was always full of enthusiasm and energy, and would bound around the place, while Jason and I would hang out, being boring as he said. I fancied him. I hadn't at all dealt with being attracted to guys, and so I just repressed it. Especially as it definitely wasn't cool to hang out with boys 5 years younger, and definitely not to fancy them. Gay was still an insult in our school. But I used to love just looking at Nicky, and often wondered what it would be like to cuddle with him, maybe even kiss him. It was Easter break from school, and I was at Jason's for a rare sleepover. We'd watched violent films, and stayed up late, his parents leaving us to it. Even Nicky had been allowed to stay up, and was sat on the floor in Jason's room with his back against the bed watching us play Xbox on the TV. Amazing freedom as far as I was concerned, given my parents. Me and Jason were sat on the bed, our legs hanging over the side, Nicky sat between them. To be honest most of my concentration was on the game, so I don't know when I realised that Nicky was partially sat on one of my feet. I only know that as soon as I realised it I lost the game to Jason. But I didn't move my foot. I liked feeling his weight and warmth on it. It must have taken 10 minutes till I got the strength to wiggle my toes a little. Just a tiny bit. He didn't move, or even acknowledge it. I wiggled them a bit more, nervous and excited to know that it was his thigh my toes were underneath. I wiggled them just enough, but little enough I could deny knowing he was sat on my foot if he said anything. He moved his arm and put his hand on my toes and stopped them from wiggling. I was terrified. If he said I was touching his leg I wouldn't be able to cope. Luckily there was no way Jason could see. Even I couldn't see. Instead, after Jason punched me on the arm for not concentrating, I tried to just carry on. `Come on Tom, I'm thrashing you!' Yeah whatever, I just messed that one up, I'll get you this time' I said back. `I bet Jason wins!' said Nicky from below us. I didn't even have the courage to say anything back to him. I did ok, almost winning until I felt Nicky's fingers move over my foot and tickle the inside a little. I lost, unable to concentrate again. `Ha! Told you you would lose' Nicky said, clearly at me. `Can we just watch youtube instead? I'm bored of this game' I replied flinging the controller down. `Tom is a loser!' Nicky said in a girly voice, taking the piss. I let him get away with it, which was unusual, but Jason didn't notice. I let Jason sort out the TV and put on a bunch of videos. Once we were settled I poked Nicky firmly in the bum with my toes. I figured if he said anything I could say it was revenge for making fun of me losing. He said nothing. I felt his fingers close around my foot, his small hand not able to reach all the way round. It was almost like we were holding hands. I didn't understand what was going on. I only knew I loved the tension and had an erection I was trying to hide from Jason. Feeling the warmth of Nicky's hand on my foot was the hottest thing I had ever felt. Eventually of course even Jason's parents finally shouted up for us to call it a night. We grumbled, and Nicky went off to his room and his bed. Me and Jason got in our pants and t-shirts to sleep, then chatted in the dark for a bit until he went to sleep. I was in my sleeping bag on his floor. I couldn't sleep. For one thing I had an erection still, and was wondering if I could wank in Jason's room quietly enough not to wake him. I could always cum in one of the spare socks I brought, I figured. I decided in the end to try and go to the toilet to do it. Might be safer, and a bit of a thrill doing it in my friend's house in the middle of the night. So I silently crept out of the sleeping bag, and out of the room, down the hall to the loo. As I passed Nicky's room I stopped and thought about him. I touched my erection in my pants. I didn't want to be caught in the middle of the landing with a hard-on, so I quickly carried on to the loo, and stood in the doorway, half in half out, ready to duck in and close the door if anyone came along. It was Nicky's door that opened. His head stuck out, and grinned at me, before the rest of him ran out on his tiptoes in his matching pyjama top and bottoms, stopping just in front of me in the toilet doorway before I really had time to think. He stood in front of me and giggled and whispered he needed the loo, and that I was in the way. I couldn't get around him, so I sort of allowed myself to be backed in to the toilet by him. He closed and locked the door behind him, both of us in the dark until he pulled the light string. `I just needed the loo' I whispered `Yeah me too' he replied, as quietly as he could. `We can't go together' I said, now really aware I was still hard, and wouldn't be able to pee if I had to. `Why don't you wait outside' I suggested. I could see him pausing slightly. `Can I see it?' He said, so quietly I almost couldn't hear it. I didn't know what to say or do, what he said was such a shock. We both just kind of stood there for what felt like ages, not doing or saying anything, letting his question hang there. I really did want him to see it, I was just scared. Finally I took my hand away from where it had been holding my erection flat against myself in an attempt to hide it. It stood out, pushing my pants out in a tent. Nicky just watched it. He really was beautiful, sweet brown eyes and soft hair. He didn't seem disgusted, or like he was going to tell, or that it was a joke. So I pulled my pants down, and just let it stand there. He put his hand out almost immediately and held it. The first time anyone had that wasn't me. He looked at it from different angles, and half stroked it once or twice, but only barely. `Cool' he breathed. I just had a lump in my throat from nerves. He grinned and let go of me, taking his pyjama bottoms down and showing me his 3 inch hairless uncircumcised penis. It was super cute. He was erect. It was very pale, his smooth balls held close to his body, his shaft had a gentle upwards curve. He had no hair yet anywhere. I was too shy to touch him. Then we just watched each other as we pulled our pants back up and both went back to bed. I was too exhausted from the tension to cum. I realised once I was in my sleeping bag neither of us had actually needed to pee. For days after I would masturbate thinking of Nicky, sometimes two or three times a day if I was able, even taking toilet breaks during class to quickly cum in the school toilets. I was making a model in my room when my mum came in, no knocking of course, and told me Nicky was on his bike at the front door, and that Jason sent him to get me, as everyone was at the park. She said I could join them. `Hey Nicky!' I said, getting my bike from the garage. `Hey Tom' he called back, sat on his saddle in our driveway. He was in jeans and a light blue t-shirt. I just had my old shorts and a led zeppelin t-shirt on. I got on my bike. `Which park are they at?' I asked as we left my parents. `Follow me' he said. I could keep up easily, as he was smaller than me, and on a smaller bike. He pulled up after a bit on the flat ground by some trees and undergrowth on the old recreation ground. Pulling alongside him he looked up at me. `Is it ok if it's just me?' He said, clearly worried. `What do you mean?' `I mean, is it ok if just me and you play?' he replied. It took a minute for me to realise that we weren't meeting anyone else. `Yeah sure' I said. I couldn't go home so soon, my mum would ask why, for one thing. For another thing time where it was just me and Nicky was what I had wanted, as long as people didn't find out and take the piss out of me for hanging out with a younger kid. `Where's Jason then?' `Oh he's with our mum going for a haircut, then the supermarket to help her with shopping. I just wondered if you wanted to play'. He was still clearly a bit nervous. It must have taken a lot to go to my parent's door to ask for me. `Ok, sure, we can play' I said. He seemed both relieved and happy, I followed as he took his bike in and dropped it by a tree. It was just some rough ground on the far side of the old recreation ground that was good for hideouts, being mainly hidden from the open areas. `This can be our secret base' he said, `we can hide out here and see all the enemies attacking us!' I broke off a couple of branches and we used them as guns. I might have been 15, but I secretly still loved playing armies. We played for what must have been half an hour or so, and I loved it. Armies were beaten back, we were under siege, spies were shot, and we were heroes. Nicky was a lot of fun to be with. `Wooaah nooo I'm shot!' he cried out. The last of the enemy had shot him. He mimed his guts falling out, before ending up kneeling on the floor, slumped over. I just grinned. He smiled up at me, and it seemed like the game was over. He looked down at himself, and said out of the blue `My willy is hard.' I must of gone bright red. I had no idea what to do. He looked around him. `Can we see them again?' he said in a quieter voice. `No one is here'. I wasn't sure. Everything I knew said it would be wrong. But I did like him so much. I tried to let him take the lead, but he didn't seem as confident as that night in his upstairs loo. He just stayed where he was, and I could see that the front of his jeans was pushing out slightly. My own penis had started to get hard just at the thought. I did think this might be our only chance to mess around a bit. `Ok sure' I said `but let's go in here' leading him slightly further into the bushes, just in case. Both nervous now, we both undid our jeans at the same time and pushed them down past our knees. Nicky was only as tall as my chest, so his were much lower. Our pants both showed that we were both hard. He touched me, felt my dick through my pants, just with his fingers, and very gently. He was obviously so curious. I took this to mean that he wouldn't mind if I touched him. I felt his y-fronts, with the palm of my hand on his dick. He shivered. `You know you can't tell anyone, right?' I said really quietly to him. `I know' he said back, `but I really want to play with you' `Really?' I said. `Are you sure?' `Yeah, I saw my brother doing it after swimming, but I always liked you more, so I wanna do it with you' `Do what' I said, `see my dick?' `Yeah' he said, and paused. `Yeah see it but touch it and stuff too.' He then followed up quickly by saying `I know about cumming. I can do it'. I could tell he wanted to sound grown up. He squeezed the front of his pants. I was so hard I was leaking precum, and I knew it would show. My pants were light blue, and sure enough there was a dark spot forming over the tip of my penis. `You can cum?' I asked. `Yeah! I mean, not really, but like a little bit' he answered. `Is that cum?' he said, pointing to my wet patch. `No, it's just what comes out before you cum' I said. `Can I see?' I pulled my pants down. My foreskin was wet, and you could just see my head inside. `Wicked' Nicky said. He put out his hand and held me just under the head of my penis, and moved my foreskin back and forwards a little. I touched against his bulge again, and without saying anything he pulled them quickly down with his free hand. I had to lean over a little, but I finally touched his penis. It was so soft, thicker than I thought it would feel, even if it was smaller than mine. I did the same to him and moved his foreskin back and forth a little, gently masturbating him. `I really like this' He said quietly. `Me too'. I smiled at him. We stroked each other's dicks gently. I wanted to touch more of him, maybe even hug him, or see him really naked, but I didn't know how to do more. This was my first time with anyone. I was 15 and he was 10. I didn't know if I should cum with him. `We should probably stop now, just in case,' I said, `and anyway I make a mess when I cum' I joked. I didn't let go of his penis though. `I didn't cum' he said obviously not wanting to stop. `And I can always just do this' he giggled and cupped his hand over the end of my penis like he was trying to stop water escaping a hose. I was too horny. I really liked Nicky. `Ok' I said giving in. I moved him to my other side, so we were almost facing each other, just at a slight angle. I wanted my face to be closer to his face, but I didn't know how. I put my right hand, my wanking hand, on his penis, and rubbed him better, not even pretending to be just touching anymore, I was really masturbating him. He copied my movements on my penis, his other hand held out slightly, obviously ready to jump into action to catch my cum. He did it so lightly, his hand so soft, I could never have made myself cum by doing it like that. But because this was the first time maybe, or maybe because it was Nicky, it was heavenly, and I knew I would cum, I just wanted to hold back to make sure Nicky did too. I could see his tummy moving under his t-shirt as he breathed, and his mouth was open. I wanted to kiss him, but I didn't. For one thing I was getting close. It seemed Nicky was too. His penis was so hard, and he was starting to almost hunch over my arm as I wanked him. I couldn't even comprehend how sexy this all was. It didn't take long at all. He moaned. `Are you cumming?' I whispered. He clearly was. He shook, shivered a little, his dick making little spasms in my hand, his own hand stopped moving on my penis, despite me being ready to blow. I could see his smooth bum muscles flex as he pumped in my hand. He almost doubled over and his knees were bent, as he let out a long breath of air as I slowly slowed my hand. `Wow' he said, straightening back up. `That was such a good one' There was wetness on his tip, and some wetness on my fingers and thumb. I'd never been so turned on and horny in all my life. Can you, just quickly . . .' I said, a bit pleadingly. He got the hint. His hand hadn't left my penis, despite cumming, and he started stroking me like he had before, this time watching closely. Only a few strokes of his hand and I was cumming, his still hard penis in my view. `mmmhmmm' I let out, and luckily he got the hint, cupping his palm over the end of my penis. I exploded into his little hand. It didn't do much except make my own cum splash back over his hand and my penis and drip over his fingers, on both his hands. I fired more shots than I had ever before. I'm sure they would have gone further too, if not for Nicky's hand. `Whoa!' he said as he continued gently squeezing my penis. `That was amazing' He was cracking up and laughing as he looked at his hands as he took from my penis. They were dripping. So was my penis. I squeezed the rest from my foreskin. `So much cum' he said, looking at me like he knew just how naughty what we had done was. Once he'd wiped them off on the grass and we had pulled our trousers back up I reminded him not to tell. `Yeah I know, duh!' I felt bold enough to give him a hug, holding him sideways trapped in my arms. In its own way that hug was as exciting as cumming with him. He didn't seem to mind it either. `Can we do it again?' he asked, looking at me. `Not now, we should probably get back' `Yeah ok but sometime I mean? It's just it was really nice' As he said that he wiggled his hips and smiled and I knew I loved him. `Yeah sure sometime' I said, smiling and giving him a light punch on the shoulder. We picked our bikes up and went our own ways. I had known when I saw my sisters pussy I wasn't really that into girls. And now I knew I really did like Nicky. I wasn't able to see Nicky for a little while after that just me and him. Of course I saw Jason a lot, and luckily things were just like normal with us, so I knew Nicky hadn't said anything about what we did together. The only time I saw Nicky was after school, when everyone's parents would pick them up from school. He and my sister and would already be picked up, and would come along to pick me and Jason up, and stand around with all the parents in the playground waiting for us. One day our parents were stood chatting in the playground. I went over and was soon joined by Jason. My sister and Nicky were there too of course. I tried to avoid looking at Nicky too much, but to be honest he seemed just like normal. Slowly I caught part of the conversation my mum was having with Jason's mum. Something about needing to take Jason to hospital. I remembered Jason had said he needed to have a tooth out, and he was going to get time off school. His mum was asking my mum if she knew of a babysitter for Nicky. Reverse psychology. I knew that by saying I didn't want to do it, it would remind them of my existence and just maybe they will ask me. `Ha, well don't ask me, I'm not doing it!' I said to them, sticking out my tongue at Nicky to show I was only half joking. `You know what, if it's a weekend, Tom could do it' my mum said. Sometimes parents are so easy to manipulate. `It is. We would pay him of course' Jason's mum said, but looking at me, clearly thinking I would be doing it for the money. `How much?' I asked, grinning. I dared not even look at Nicky. ` £50? It would be for the day, from about 9am until whenever they let Jason out, so probably between 3 and 5pm, if that's ok?' Jason's mum responded. `Yeah ok go on then' I pretended to give in. My stomach felt like it had just gone over a bridge at speed. 6 hours at least, just me and Nicky. So two weekends later I was outside their house, ringing the bell. I had brought 6 different chocolate bars for Jason, before realising too late that probably wasn't the best thing if you were having a tooth out. Oh well. `Come on in Tom', their mum said as she opened the door. She led me through the house to the kitchen. Jason was sat looking nervous at the kitchen table, clearly ready to go. `You know where everything is, don't eat too many sweets please.' She said, looking at the chocolate in my hand. `Oh these were for Jason, but I guess maybe not . . .' I said, grinning at him. He just flipped me the finger in return. `Nicky is upstairs, he's playing in his room, hopefully he'll be good and quiet for you. If there's any worry, you have my number on the fridge' she said. `Okey dokey. I'll just watch TV' I said. Soon enough they were out of the door and on their way, and I was on my own in the sitting room with the TV on. I knew Nicky was upstairs, I just wondered if I should go straight up to see him, I was suddenly very nervous, in case he didn't want to do anything again. In the end I needn't have worried, almost as soon as the car had left the driveway I could hear him coming down the stairs. I stood up to say hi. `Hey Tom!' He said, grinning from ear to ear, beating me to it. `Hello you' I said back, smiling. He was wearing matching tracksuit top and bottoms, in light grey. I was in my usual jeans and t-shirt. `I stayed upstairs cos I didn't want mum or Jason to think we were friends.' He said, like he was sharing a secret. `Yeah I know what you mean. So, you didn't tell anyone about when we were playing the other week?' He seemed surprised I would ask. `No, duh, why would I? I wanna do it again'. He giggled. `Yeah well me too' I replied. We seemed a bit stuck then, not sure how to start. My penis was so hard, just standing there without even touching it. I'm sure he could see the bulge. I was sure I could see his though the soft material of his tracksuit bottoms. In the end he just slowly came up to me and leant against me, and I put my arms around him. Almost like where we left off, except we were face to face this time. Or at least, his face was in my chest. He rested his hands on my sides as I hugged him. I stroked his back and rubbed it. He just held me tighter, putting his arms around my waist. `What do you wanna do?' I asked quietly. `Play, like before' he said into my t-shirt. `Wanna go upstairs?' `Sure' he replied pulling back from me, turning, and leading the way to his bedroom. Once there, I closed the door, even though I knew we were alone. This time when he hugged me I knew I was ok to do more, and I moved my hands to his bum. He held me tighter. Putting my hands inside his tracksuit bottoms, I felt the material of his underwear. I was so hard my penis was almost hurting. `Wanna get naked?' I asked. `Yeah!' he said, looking up at me. I pushed him gently back on the bed, and got up next to him, lying side my side. I realised this was great, because I could then be level with his face. It was much more intimate than before. We got our tops off, and then shuffled our bottoms off, and our underwear too, until we were both naked on the bed together. I looked at his body, so smooth and pale. Skinny, but not too skinny. No hair yet anywhere. He was beautiful. His nipples were small and pale, and he had a great flat tummy. `You have pubes' he said. Yeah, some, I'll get more soon I guess'. It was true I was a late developer, with only very light armpit hair, and a very light bush of fair pubes. Nicky reached out his fingers and touched my hairs, gently running his fingers through them. I watched him watching as he stroked them, before feeling around the base of my penis. He stroked up to my foreskin, moving it back and forth a little. `I love doing this stuff with you' he said. `Me too' I replied. `I think you are great, I really like playing around like this' I put my hand on his tummy, and moved it slowly downward. It was funny feeling it so smooth with no pubes. I had forgotten what mine was like when I as his age. I moved my hand past his erection, lying hard and flat against his tummy. He flinched a little as I put my fingers onto his balls. `Tickles' he said, smiling. I kissed him. Just gently, on the cheek, and quite quickly, but he blushed and didn't move away. So I put my hand on his warm chest and kissed him on the lips. For a second he didn't respond, then he kissed back, and we softly kissed each other for a little while, his soft mouth gently responding to me, and even taking the lead, when he stuck his tongue out just quick enough to tickle my lips. Breaking away I laughed at his tickling me like that, before moving my hand to his erection, and starting to masturbate him, his own hand soon copying my movements on my own penis. We watched as we did it to each other, and it was so much more intimate than in the woods. That was like playing. This was more. We moved so that we were lying facing each other, our bodies touching, giving our hands just enough room to move. Our difference in height meant that my hand was stroking him with his tip touching just above my pubes, while I could gently feel his balls against the end of my foreskin as he wanked me softly. I felt his breath on my cheek, and I turned back to him to see him looking at me, his mouth open just a bit, his face, to me, the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I kissed him again. He responded, kissing me, his little tongue sometimes flashing out to lick at me, our free arms hugging each other, holding each other tight. The closeness and the heat of his little body, and the sound and feel of his breathing was incredibly horny, and I was the hardest I had ever been in his hand. Our movements became more urgent and jolting, but we didn't stop kissing, the softness of his mouth and the feel of his breath pushing me close to cumming. His body was tensing, and I could feel his feet pushing out. I was close but he was closer. He moaned lightly into my mouth, our hands hitting each other as we masturbated together. Our bodies were hot, nearly sweating. His other hand was tightening on my shoulder. I felt his tummy clench and his breath pause, he moaned once, very quickly, and I felt his penis twitch in my hand and a small wetness on my wrist, dripping onto my pubes. I just couldn't stop. My lips against his, holding his body to me, I came. My hand was still holding his penis, feeling his now slippery foreskin. His hand was masturbating me, my dick rubbing against his thighs and the underside of his hairless balls. I shot my cum against him. It splashed against his balls, over his thighs and over the base of his dick. He continued gently squeezing my penis as I finished cumming. I pushed my lower leg against his to stop as much of the cum as possible from reaching the bed. I put my head into his neck, kissing him there as I came down from my high. He wrapped his arms around me, not minding the mess between us. `That was totally amazing' he said breathlessly. `I know' I said, holding him. `I really like you' I said. In response he looked me in the eyes and kissed me lightly on the lips. And I reckoned we must still have at least a few hours till Jason and his mum were back.