Date: Thu, 7 May 2020 13:15:08 +0000 (UTC) From: Sam Peters Subject: My Early Love Part 3 - Gay - Young Friends DISCLAIMER This story contains sex scenes between a minor and another teenager. If this bothers you, please don't read any further. Nifty is great, so why not give a donation. http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html This is the first story I have written, any feedback or comments would be lovely. sam.peters100@yahoo.co.uk. My Early Love Part 3 Summer was here. School was done for the year and eight weeks of holiday were stretching out in front of me. In my family holidays were spent at home, with the occasional day trip to a museum or something, despite my repeated begging to go away. But that was my parents all over. Stick to what you know, keep everything safe and simple and controlled. My parents were Catholic, traditional, and very closed as people. They even still insisted on calling me Thomas, not Tom, like I liked. There was no privacy in our house, and I never had alone time. My mum and dad never knocked, would think nothing of interrupting me during a film or when I was drawing, and would even go through the rubbish I put in my bin. I wasn't allowed secrets. If it wasn't them it was my little sister running about the place. Finding time to have a wank was the most difficult. I would resort to doing it late at night after everyone was asleep, and doing it quickly, or else find places outside if I could go out on my bike. The bath was about the only place I could have a fairly relaxed cum. So as you can imagine the holidays had always been a mixture of great times and not so great, and now I had an even better reason to be both excited and anxious. I was in love for the first time in my life, and couldn't be with the person I loved. I hadn't seen Nicky in what felt like forever. In reality it was probably about two weeks, but remembering the last time we were together had made the intervening time difficult. I'd almost got caught wanking on the top deck of the bus one time, when thoughts of Nicky and what we had done together became too much. I'd just managed to stuff my penis back in my fly as the lady sat in the seat opposite. I had blue balls for the rest of the day. I wanted to see him, speak to him, hold him, and maybe say to him again that I loved him. Nicky was too young for his own phone, which he hated. I couldn't risk Facebook as adding him wouldn't be cool if people in my year saw I was friends with a kid 5 years younger than me. I couldn't write to him, his parents or Jason would see the letter for sure. So there was just silence. I would daydream about him often, and hoped he was thinking of me. On top of this was the fact that at the back of my mind I knew for sure now that I was gay and I had no one to talk to about it. My emotionally closed parents were out. They had never even done the birds and bees talk. I didn't have many friends, being a shy boy, and usually it was Jason I would turn to. Somehow though I didn't feel he would be cool with me and his little brother messing around. So I was on my own. The only glimmer of hope was a sleepover planned at Jason's in a week's time. My parents had said it was OK. Whether or not Nicky and I could repeat what we had done before I didn't know. I just hoped anyway. Standing outside their door having just rung the bell I marvelled at how long that week had seemed. Then the door was open, and I was waving back to my mum as she drove off, leaving me for the night. `Hello again Tom' said Jason's dad as I stepped inside their house. `The boys are upstairs, they're busy turning the bed into a sofa or something' he continued with a laugh as he wandered off. I liked Jason's parents. The opposite of my own, they were laid back and happy to give their children space, and seemed pretty supportive of them too. Saying hello back, and waving to their mum through the living room door I headed straight upstairs to Jason's room, my heart beating. Jason's dad had said `boys' as in more than one. Nicky had been allowed to join us once before, and I wondered if he would again. Opening the door to the bedroom I was greeted with a pillow in my face chucked at me from the bed before a split second later I was hit in the stomach from another coming round the side of the door. `Yes, in the face! We've been waiting for you for ages!' Jason said, laughing, standing on his bed among a chaotic array of cushions and duvets. `Think you can hit me and get away with it?' I said back. `Yeah we do!' said a voice I was so happy to hear. Coming round the door with a second pillow in his hand Nicky was smiling from ear to ear. Before he even had time to swing his second pillow I had picked up one of the ones that hit me and went for him. I guess even Jason and Nicky's parents had limits, and soon their mum was at the door, suggesting we might like to wind it down a little. God knows what she thought of the state of the room, pillows and duvets everywhere, the three of us wrestling in a pile on the floor each trying to get the upper hand and making all the noise in the world. `Fine, sorry mum!' Jason said as we picked ourselves up, red in the face. `Sorry' I added, trying hard to actually look it. Nicky just threw himself on the bed behind us. As their mum left, I looked around me. `What were you guys doing in here?' I asked, my breathing returning to normal. `Making a cinema!' Jason said. `We are turning the bed into a big sofa, we've got Nicky's bed stuff too, so we can make it like cinema seats' I saw Nicky's duvet on Jason's bed and remembered the last time I had been under it. `That's awesome, what new films have you got? Is Nicky allowed to join us?' I asked. `I've got a bunch, and yeah dad said we can stay up, no school, right?' Jason beamed. `I wanna watch a super scary one, like one that is an 18, and stay up super late' Nicky added from the bed. `Super scary? Alright, we'll scare you shitless, wanna watch Arachnophobia? Jason asked gleefully. We all agreed we very much did. With the bed and the movie both set up, the only light in the room coming from the TV, it was kind of like a cinema. The three of us were sat propped up on a million pillows on Jason's bed, Nicky in the middle to my left, Jason on my far left. We'd pulled the duvets over us too, just to get extra comfy, pulling them right up. And it wasn't just the pillows and duvets that were piled up, we had enough sweets and popcorn to last a year, and were gently grazing as we hit play on the movie. `Just don't get scared and cry' Jason said jokingly to Nicky as the titles came up. Nicky just playfully elbowed his older brother back in the ribs. I knew he hated being reminded of his age. As the movie played in the darkness I slowly settled, and began to be more aware of Nicky next to me under the duvet. Jason had ended up with his own, and me and Nicky were sharing his. I was sure that had been an accident, but I was glad it had worked out that way. It was warm under the duvet, and it was nice to know part of that was coming from Nicky. I couldn't feel him next to me, we weren't that close, but it was nice to know he was there anyway. I'd allowed myself to get into the film, when I felt a gentle pressure against my arm under the duvet. All my attention was immediately gone from the screen as I felt Nicky slowly press the edge of his hand against mine, our fingers touching as our hands rested on the mattress. I moved to cover Nicky's hand with my own, feeling his soft heat underneath mine before he turned his hand letting us lock our fingers together. Our fingers played together as we watched the film. Part of me was terrified, with Jason sat so close. Jason was my best friend, but I had no idea how he would be if he knew. Part of me was terrified, but also a part of me was thrilled. It felt secret, naughty, and exciting and all of that was irrelevant anyway because it was Nicky and I just had to. Making a show of putting the popcorn bowl on the floor, I let my left leg slide a little closer towards Nicky as I sat back. Our hands found each other again. Being shorter than me Nicky's feet only reached my calf as we sat in the bed. I felt his toes wiggle against me. It felt nice. Strangely intimate. I was hard, and I felt it twitch as I gently spilled precum into my pants. Thank fuck for the duvet. I pushed my leg a little closer alongside his as he continued to press against me. I had been trying to keep my eyes on the screen, but looking down I suddenly realised you could see the gentle movement of Nicky's foot and my leg through the duvet. I squeezed his hand and made my leg go still. I felt Nicky disentangle his fingers from mine, his leg touching mine though luckily now motionless. One of the things I liked so much about Nicky was his eagerness and energy, and the way he had of being so enthusiastic about things. To know he felt that way about me made me feel incredibly happy. Apart from at that exact moment. Just when I needed him to stay calm and still, I was instead feeling his over enthusiastic hand moving over the top of my leg. I knew exactly what he was going for and wished desperately that I could let him, but knowing I had to stop him. My penis was so hard from our contact already, I just couldn't have him touching me with Jason so close. I moved my hand as quickly as I felt I could get away with and put it on top of Nicky's, trapping his hand palm down on the top of my leg. I held him there till he got the point. Taking his hand finally away, a split second later I felt him poke me in the ribs right where I'm most ticklish. `Aha!' I couldn't help it, my short laugh was involuntary. I'm fairly sure it wasn't a funny point in the film, but Jason didn't comment luckily. I felt like I'd had a heart attack. Luckily Nicky must have known to leave it there. I found his hand again and we held them together, our eyes both on the screen, I for one not taking in a single thing that was happening on screen. Nicky's hand was warm in mine, and I felt him slowly millimetre by millimetre move until our shoulders were together and he was all but resting against me. I became aware of the titles coming up at the end of the film, though the three of us were still silent. The other side of Nicky I saw Jason suddenly sit up and lean forward, turning to us. I felt Nicky move quickly away from me. I knew Jason saw it. Silence filled the room. `You guys didn't see any of that film, did you?' Jason said, looking particularly at me. `Spiders . . .' Nicky said non-committedly after a long moment, not looking at either of us. I said nothing. `Yeah ok guys come on. What's going on?' He said. I could tell he wasn't happy. `What were you guys doing during the film?' `What? Why?' I replied without being able to look directly at him. `You laughed at the most unfunny bit in that film' He said at me. Looking then at Nicky he continued `And I know you didn't watch one bit of it, you never even jumped once' Nicky was just quiet. `I guess I'm just tired' I said, hoping to get out of this somehow. `Yeah. Whatever. Come on Tom. What's with you guys?' my best friend said, looking at me like I was holding out on him. Which I was, and the first time I ever had. In the end it was Nicky who blew it for us, of course. I guess he wanted to block out what was happening, and he half turned and shoved his face into my chest, leaning fully on me, leaving my left arm trapped under me and no idea what to do with the other. I was frozen in position looking over Nicky's head at Jason, with no idea of what to say or do, but knowing this wasn't a normal thing that was happening. I could feel my heart in my throat. Jason was silent, just looking at us. `Ok I get it' he said finally, speaking quieter than he had been. `You guys like each other?' I couldn't speak. I felt Nicky's head nodding against me, confirming what Jason had just said. `So why didn't you say?' Jason said. Nicky sat up but looked straight ahead at the titles still running down the screen. `There's nothing . . .' I started, but couldn't follow through, knowing it wasn't true. `It's never bothered me that you are gay Tom' Jason said to me. I went to reply but he cut me off. `Yeah yeah I know you've never said anything but come on, how many girlfriends have you had, how often do we talk about girls? You have never once mentioned any female persons tits' He looked like he might be beginning to laugh. `So . . .' I didn't know what I even wanted to say. `So I've known you're gay for ages, even if you haven't, you dickhead' He was definitely smiling now. Nicky still hadn't said anything. `What about Nicky . . .' I looked from Jason to Nicky and then back again. `Oh come on' Jason said `Look at him. He's well gay' At that Nicky looked up and I couldn't help but laugh out loud, the tension broken. `What would you think if I was?' I said, quietly. Jason just looked at me and raised his eyebrows. `Ok, well maybe I am. Or I am, I mean.' I said. `I'm sorry, I didn't wanna not say anything, but I just didn't know how people would be. And you know my parents. You're Nicky's brother and stuff, and well, you know. Anyway. I guess, yeah I do like Nicky' Nicky looked at me before leaning against me again, I guess answering any last question Jason might have had. `Is it ok?' I said. `With me?' Jason asked. `Yeah it's fine. I always wondered when you'd grow a pair and get a boyfriend' he cracked. If I could have punched him I would, instead I just smiled, overwhelmed with relief. `I'll even cover for you guys if you need it' Jason finished. Perhaps I'd never realised just how good a friend Jason was. Sensing the change in atmosphere Nicky sat up. `How exactly am I well gay?' he said indignantly, reaching for a cushion. Jason laughing raised his arms in self-defence as Nicky went for him with the cushion. The rest of the evening passed in a flash with us all being told to calm down more than once, playing some Xbox, and all the usual rubbish we did together. Only at one point when Jason was finishing a level alone, after I had died, did I dare to show any open affection to Nicky. As he was still playing, I slipped my arm around Nicky's waist, my hand on his side. I saw Jason's eyes dart sideways at us briefly, and a little smile appear on his face. When bedtime was eventually forced on us, Nicky went to his room as their parents too went up to bed. In my usual spot on the floor in my sleeping bag, and Jason on the bed, we were both quiet for a time. `How long have you liked Nicky' Jason suddenly asked, his voice low in the dark. `Ages' I couldn't be bothered not to tell the truth. `Fair enough' Jason said. `Are you ok that I might be gay?' I asked him back, being as quiet as he was. `I'd say we've agreed you pretty much are' Jason replied, and I knew he would be grinning. `Yeah ok, fine.' I gave in. `But yeah, you know I'm fine with it. You're my best friend' he continued `and you know, if you want to sneak out and go and say goodnight like you did last time, then you can' `What, I didn't, you were asleep' I sat up in my sleeping bag. This time I could hear him laughing. `Don't worry. I said I was fine with it' he said `and anyway why do you think I said to Nicky he could join us for the film tonight? I wanted to find out what you two have been doing!' I was quiet for a moment. `So you knew?' `Pretty much. I just wasn't sure' he answered. `Are you alright with it?' `Just don't wake anyone up' I saw him roll over in bed getting comfy. `And don't wake me when you come back in either!' he finished, his voice now muffled by pillow. I shuffled out of the sleeping bag, and stood, going over to the door. I paused as I opened it, looking back at my best friend. `Thanks' I whispered. Padding softly down the hall, I quietly opened Nicky's door. Although his room was as dark as before, with just his nightlight on, he wasn't asleep this time and sat up as I came in. As I neared the bed he threw his covers back, making space for me to get in next to him. I still think Nicky in his pyjamas is the sexiest thing ever. Pulling the duvet back over us, I felt his arms go around me. I was erect in an instant. Our lips found each other and we kissed, gently pressing together, before breaking apart and resting together on his pillow. `Your brother is pretty awesome' I said. `Yeah he's ok' Nicky said, but with a smile. `I think you are awesome though' I put my hand on his chest. `So, can we be naughty, then?' he said with his old cheeky grin back. `Just as long as we are totally quiet!' I said. `I can't get caught by anyone else!' `Yeah ok' he agreed, softly nodding. I let my hand slide down his chest, the material of his matching pyjamas soft to the touch. I pulled the top up slightly, running my fingers over his tummy, and around to his side. I pulled him closer and kissed his neck as I stroked his lower back feeling the very top of his bottom and where his smooth bum cheeks began to make a valley. I felt Nicky touching me, his fingers on my pants, tracing the outline of my shaft from the base to the tip, exploring me through my pants. It felt good and comfortable to be like this together. `Will mine be as big?' He whispered. `Probably even bigger' I replied, seeing him smile quite contentedly. `Can I see it?' he breathed. I shuffled my pants down, leaving them around my knees. He pushed the duvet down so that it was on my legs, and my penis was fully exposed. He moved down the bed a little and leant up on one elbow, putting out his hand to touch me. I loved the way his fingers felt on me. He touched my balls, feeling the soft skin. He touched the hair I had above my penis. I was a slow developer and still had very few hairs on my sack, and only a few pubes clustered above my shaft. Eventually he closed his hand softly around my dick, and began to gently play with it. I could see him looking intently as he touched me. As I felt his hand begin to stroke me properly, I put my hand on his back and pulled him back up to me, wanting to be more connected with him. `Let's do it like before' I whispered, thinking of the time we had lain side by side together in his bed to make each other cum. Nicky though obviously thought of the time after that, and bringing his knees up to quickly take his pyjama bottoms completely off, moved to sit astride my legs, our balls softly resting against each other's, his erection pointing up to his belly as mine lay flat on me. He soon had his hands on both of us, and was gently stroking. Seeing him sitting on me like that I was reminded of how small he really was, and how beautiful he was. His soft brown eyes were looking down at our cocks, one in each of his small hands. I didn't have the biggest ever penis, at 6in, but it looked bigger in Nicky's hand than in mine, whilst his own fitted his palm perfectly. I fast decided I was going to be happy this way. Reaching out my hands I put one on his hip, feeling his soft smooth skin, the other taking his hand away from himself to replace it with my own. He looked up at me, and we smiled at each other as we began to stroke each other, gently masturbating in the dim glow of his nightlight. He quickly poked his tongue out at me. I realised how I must have looked to Nicky, when I knelt over him, and how hot it was to share something like this so openly and easily. Our movements on each other slowly intensified, and our breathing with it. Our hands and wrists sometimes bumped into each other, and the weight and movement of him on my hips made me feel very connected to him. I loved seeing Nicky's foreskin roll back and forth as I wanked him, his pink head just barely emerging from within only to be hidden again. His penis was rigid in my hand, yet at the same time soft to the touch. I stroked Nicky's leg, encouraging him. His movements on my penis were quickly becoming jerkier, and I could see his breathing becoming a little more ragged. I sensed he was close already, and wondered if I should wank myself to get there with him. But he seemed so intent I didn't and left his hand on my penis. I felt his hips flexing against mine. I put my hand on his side, while continuing to masturbate him with my other. He moved his left hand to join his right on my penis, so that they were both closed around my shaft, holding on to me now more than stroking me. `Tom . . .' He barely breathed. `It's ok, you can cum' I whispered back, not bothering to pull my t-shirt up in case he made a mess. I heard him take a sharp breath and then hold it and I knew he was there. I saw his toes wriggle, felt his tummy flex, and his penis twitch in my hand as he came. His clear cum left him to land on me, one squirt landing on my t-shirt over my stomach, and the other falling on my pubes, both strings shooting further than he had before. Two smaller clear shots were gently pulsed from his penis over my fingers. `Wow' he said quietly. `That was fast' I smiled, feeling his still hard penis in hand, the sight and feel of him the very hottest thing I had ever seen. He looked up at me, then down at my penis in his hands. `Your turn' he grinned. Saying that he shuffled backwards, till he was sat almost at my knees. He raised his arms as he threw his pyjama top off, leaving him completely naked on me. Leaning forward to hold my penis he started to wank me, his stroke soft and even just like before. I put my fingers out to touch his soft hair, and he looked up at me. `I love you' I said, barely a whisper. He grinned before looking back down. His knees spread out wide as he sat on my legs, I saw him reach between them for his penis, his hand starting to work on himself in time with mine, his eyes locked on my dick. I watched his hand move on me, his fingers just fitting around me. I was wet, and there was precum smeared now on the tip. I put my hand on my stomach, feeling Nicky's cum on my t-shirt, touching it with my fingers, the feel of it bringing me closer to my own cum. Nicky's face was dangerously close to my penis, his body gently rocking on my legs as he did it for us both. I could feel my balls begin to tighten, as Nicky's thin arm was keeping its steady rhythm on me. A bead of precum ran down over Nicky's fingers and he looked up briefly at me, and I could tell something went through his head. I didn't have time to find out what though as I felt in my tummy my orgasm beginning to hit, felt my penis even harder in Nicky's little hand, his soft strokes making me cum. I raised my head up, and stifled a moan, breathing hard through my nose. Nicky wasn't moving his head. For a few strokes more Nicky stroked me, his fingers just a little tighter around me `Nicky' I came. Whether he knew it or not he timed it perfectly. At the first twitch of my penis he lowered his head, and the moment his lips touched my tip I exploded into his mouth. My penis was pulsing wildly as I shot my cum into his mouth, yet he continued stroking me gently. I breathed out hard as I came. I watched his head bent over my penis, my head only just inside his mouth, his hand still moving on me. I could feel the soft warmth of him over my head as I came. My orgasm slowed, but Nicky kept his lips around the head of my cock. I felt his breath through his nose against my shaft and looking past his head I saw him holding his penis perfectly still as he came onto my leg. I put my hands on his shoulders and felt him breathing hard. Closing his lips against the tip of my penis, he had a slightly funny look on his face as his head came back up, holding my cum in his closed mouth. I could see the thought go through his mind before he swallowed. Realising that in fact it tasted fine, he grinned, obviously relieved. `I love you too' he said. I pulled him to me, and held his naked body in my arms reaching for the duvet to cover us both. `That was incredible' I said softly. We snuggled, twining our legs together. I felt his breath soft on my face and looked down at him. Kissing him I flicked my tongue out, wanting to see if I could taste my cum on his lips, and he opened his mouth to let his tongue touch mine. There was a saltiness I recognised from tasting my own cum in the past. `You really are quite gay.' I whispered giggling as I kissed him `what made you, you know, put it in your mouth? Is that what you were thinking when you looked up at me?' `Otherwise you would have made a mess' he replied simply. `Anyway it's not like I've never seen porn or anything.' Not knowing what to say to that, I simply pulled Nicky closer, and felt the lovely warmth of him against me as we came down together from our sex. I awoke to Jason smacking us both on the head and telling me to get back to his room quick. Sun was streaming in behind the curtains. We had obviously fallen asleep in each other's arms, and I'd accidentally spent the night with him. Jason, realising I wasn't in my sleeping bag, had only just stopped his mom from walking into Nicky's room and finding us together, luckily distracting her and saving us from being discovered. I disentangled myself from a tousled haired Nicky and quickly went back to Jason's room to get dressed. Breakfast was awkward to say the least. I could barely look at Jason. Nicky seemed to be fine. As we sat at the kitchen table eating cereal, I hoped that I wasn't being too weird. Jason picked up some of the slack, and kept us chatting about nonsense like normal. `So it looks like you three will have to look after yourselves this afternoon' their mum said putting the milk back in the fridge. `We are heading to the garden centre then to Auntie Angela. Will you two look after Nicky?' `Yeah it'll be fine, we'll take it easy' Jason replied. `Ok' she continued `We'll be back at around three, so we won't be out too long' In the hall I saw their dad getting his jacket and car keys, and opening the front door. `Right you three, don't destroy the house, and don't put any of you in hospital please!' She called back as the door was closing behind them. Amazing. I never had that level of freedom from my parents. `Jeez you guys were lucky this morning' Jason said when we were alone, and I could see he was cracking up. `I know I said I'd cover for you but I didn't think it would have to be right away' He left the kitchen and went into the hallway. `Oh god I know I'm sorry, I nearly had a heart attack when you woke us' I said `We'll be more careful in future, I promise, I just sort of must have nodded off' Leaving the kitchen to follow Jason I found him putting his shoes on. `What are we gonna do?' I asked, thinking of the free afternoon ahead. `We aren't going to do anything, I'm heading to my cousins. He said I could drop in sometime for a play on his PlayStation. You guys can knock yourselves out, I'll come back around two.' Grinning at me as he closed the door behind him, I was too shocked to even thank him. In fact, the things I had to thank him for were getting more and more. I looked at Nicky. So Jason had given us a whole afternoon together. I moved to put my arms around him from behind, his head against my chest. `So what do you wanna do, then?' I asked. `Hmmm.' I could almost hear him thinking. `Cuddle maybe. Play a bit.' We had about four hours together I reckoned, before Jason got back. I took him by the hand and led him up to the bedroom, pushing him back onto his bed. Sitting next to him as he lay there, I slowly started to undress him. First I took off his socks, feeling his feet and his soft soles. Undoing the button on his jeans and pulling down his fly, I pulled his Jeans and underwear off both at the same time. He had lovely slender legs, and I tickled him a little behind his knees, his eyes watching my face as I explored him. Sitting him up briefly to take his t-shirt off, he was soon lying there completely naked. He spread his legs a little, and held his arms out, clearly happy for me to see him like that. I wasn't really sure what we were going to do together, I just wanted to make sure it felt good for both of us. I'd never done anything sexual with anyone before Nicky, and was still unsure of what to really do. I stood and took my clothes off, until I was as naked as he was, my dick pointing out from body. I could see Nicky watching me with a little smile in his eyes. I sat on the bed by Nicky's knees before leaning over him, kissing his chest, his small nipples and his neck. I traced lines over his body with my fingertips, up his arms, past his neck, and down his sides to his hips. I felt his thighs, and his legs. I felt him part his legs just a little wider for me. `I don't know what to do' I said quietly. Lying there on his back Nicky looked at up at me and I could see his brain working. He seemed nervous, but with an undercurrent of excitement too. He bit his lower lip. He lifted his knees, and brought his feet up to rest just below his bum. He allowed his knees to gently fall and spread apart. Sat where I was I could see everything between his legs. It felt overwhelming to have him show himself to me to me like that, show me his most intimate parts so openly, and what he was implying by doing so. I looked from where his tight boyish balls rested below his erection, down between his bum cheeks to his little hole. There was not one hair on him, the pale smooth skin of his inner thighs meeting at his perineum. He held his legs in his hands and looked at me, clearly unsure if it was ok. In answer I smiled and put my hand against him, resting my fingers on the base of his penis. I sensed Nicky draw in a sharp breath of anticipation. I felt his balls against my palm, my thumb tracing circles between his legs. I let my fingers fall further down. I touched the inside of his thighs. I could hear him breathing. I let my finger pass over the small pink puckered hole, ever so lightly grazing it. I looked up to Nicky's face. `Is this ok?' `Yup' he said, very quickly, lifting his knees to his chest and holding his legs slightly wider apart. I put my fingers directly over his hole, and pressed and played tentatively with it. He put his head back into his pillow and breathed out. I moved around the bed to go on my elbows between his legs. I kissed his thighs, I kissed his balls, and even kissed the shaft of his penis. I licked him between his legs and felt the wrinkled skin of his anus against my tongue. I kissed him directly on it. `Fuck Tom' I heard him say. Lowering his legs suddenly he sat up, got off the bed, and went out onto the landing. `Are you ok?` I asked, worried I had gone too far. He didn't answer so I followed him out of his bedroom, finding him rummaging under Jason's bed. `What are you doing?' `This!' he said triumphant after emerging from the pile under Jason's bed, holding up a small white tube. `I know Jason wanks with it sometimes, but we can do other stuff' he said with a massive grin on his face. I briefly wondered if Jason knew Nicky had found his stash. Back in his room, we got up onto the bed together, the little tube of lube still in his hand. Lying side by side, Nicky put his head on my chest and I held him, my arms around him. Slowly I let one hand fall to his bum, caressing the curve of his back as I did. I felt his hand close on my penis. Letting my middle finger fall into his smooth bum crack I found his hole again and gently played with it. I rolled over and lay on top of Nicky, his body small beneath me. `So, do you want to have sex? Are you sure? I said quietly, looking him in the face. He kissed me on the lips briefly before pushing me up onto my knees over him. Opening the lube, he reached and squirted it onto my penis like ketchup on a hotdog. He used his fingers to rub it all over, even into my head and foreskin. I added precum to the slickness, covering his fingers, thinking one day to get Nicky to do it like this for me until I came. Happy with his work he lay back, smiling, and held his knees up to his chest, inviting me. `Yeah I wanna try this. I want us to be boyfriends.' He said. `Ok' I said, though I knew my face must have looked uncertain. My penis though was the hardest it had ever been, glistening wetly above his tummy. He just wiggled his legs impatiently at me. Giving in to my desire I leaned down over him, and used my right hand to line my penis up with him. Pressing gently I wasn't sure how I was going to fit inside him. I tried it a little firmer, and I saw Nicky wince. But he put his hand on my arm and nodded at me to continue. Even firmer I tried, and I was about to stop for fear of hurting him when suddenly my head popped inside his ring. Nicky cried out, and I stopped pushing and asked if he was ok, if we should stop. `No, no don't stop, I think you just have to kind of push it a bit slower maybe' `Sorry, Nicky, I didn't mean to. I'll go slow as I can.' With my head inside him, I didn't need my hand on my penis, so I moved to support myself on my elbows over Nicky, my face just above his. `How did you know to do this?' I asked. `I've seen online and stuff, I just thought of you and me doing it when I saw it to be honest. I do love you Tom' `I love you too' I said thinking I was lucky to find someone who might be even hornier than I was. We held each other like that, with me inside him, for a while, slowly nudging myself deeper into him. I saw him close his eyes a couple of times, but always giving me a squeeze of his arms to let me know he was ok. I realised suddenly that I was fully inside Nicky, my pubes nestling against his balls. I could feel his penis against my tummy as he flexed it. Relaxing onto him, he rested his feet above my bum, and we held on to each other. We kissed, and enjoyed playing with our tongues again, though neither of really knew yet how to french kiss properly. Something inside Nicky must have relaxed, as I found all of a sudden I could move more freely in him, pulling out a little before pushing back in. I loved feeling his bum underneath me, his face screwed up in concentration. Our chests were touching as I began to fuck him, the sensation greater than anything I had ever experienced before. I was happy my first time was with Nicky. Our bodies became warm, almost sweating as I moved on him. He clung onto me tightly with his arms and legs, opening his eyes to look at me directly. Keeping his eye contact I kissed him, both of us breathing heavily, as I increased my pace, unable to slow even if I had wanted to. I had felt myself twitch precum into him already, and knew I wouldn't be long in cumming. I couldn't believe I was going to do it inside him. It was the most intimate and exciting thing I had ever done, the feelings inside me I would never forget. Nicky whimpered into my mouth with my thrusts. Every part of our bodies that could be in contact with each other was. I could feel his erection rubbing between us as I moved in him. I didn't know how to tell him I was close already, but somehow knew he would be fine. I trusted him, and knew he trusted me. His hands on my back, I held him under his thin shoulders, smacking wetly into his bum. Nicky sealed his lips with mine, his eyes now closed tight, and moaned once. I felt but didn't see the warm wetness between us as Nicky came. Nicky was frozen tight against me in his climax as I felt my legs go weak, and thrusting into Nicky's bottom I came, shooting inside him, moaning into his mouth. I pushed and pressed against him as I came, my orgasm almost too much for me, my penis pulsing over and over. I put my face into Nicky's neck and breathed out hard, before putting my lips to the soft skin there. I wondered if any cum would ever feel as good again. My body rested on his, and he let his legs fall to outside my own. Neither of us moved, both still high from our cum. My penis was still hard and still inside him, the last of my cum I'm sure still leaking from me to him. `Fuck Nicky' I said as I came down. `Yeah, you did' he said, his sweet face lit up now with laughter. I laughed with him and kissed his face, his cheeks pink from the effort. `You came too. I didn't know you could cum without touching it' I said, genuinely surprised. `It just felt great' he said, and relaxed underneath me, clearly and openly happy. `I didn't really think about it, it just happened.' `Well, it felt great' I said `it felt like the best' He squeezed his bum muscle around my still erect penis. `You can leave it in me' he said, his little face smiling up at me. `Ok.' I replied, to the boy I loved. `We've got time'.