Date: Fri, 7 Jul 2017 20:08:35 -0500 From: Roberto Quezada Subject: My so called perfect life chapter 3 gay/young-friends The regular warnings apply to this story also if you are under 18 please be a good boy and avoid reading this please This is an autobiography from ago 1 year and a half where my life changed for good or for bad I still don't know, But dear reader I must warn you that I am not a writer I'm just a highschool student here in México with grades so terrible I almost failed this year so don't expect miracles on me. This story is about me personally and about my real life so please don't judge the story I am being very sincere with this one. If you like the story please send me some emails showing me your support and love for the story , or maybe if you want to tell me some personal experiences based on my story please go ahead like I said I am only a highschool student so speaking with other people like me would be awesome :) Please give money to Nifty they need it to keep these amazing and wonderful stories free and open for us here is a link so you can donate. http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html ******** We rode the car to the H.E.B, it was amazing life has given us a beautiful moment for Jonathan and me to enjoy and remember forever. Ever since Jonathan became my boyfriend my pain eased, I had finally found the perfect boy for me and I knew it was Jonathan but something was not right, my heart felt that way, It was Pablo. Even if I have received an angel I was still thinking about Pablo, I was sad and please believe me when I say I didn't love him anymore is just that I missed him a lot, I missed goofing around with him, or texting each other, or just playing and watching anime, Fuck me , I hate me right now , I miss my life with Pablo and Alejandro and even if I had Jonathan by my side my head would just get dizzy. I knew they were still my friends and with a simple call I would just get them back but I couldn't, every time I tried my hand just stopped me, but as a close person said to me once " just keep moving forward and don't look back,just keep running and see to the front and never to the back", I knew I just had to keep walking towards the future with Jonathan and I just needed to forgot Pablo, I knew he was there with me I just knew it, I could just feel it there in my heart. Jonathan: " Sasha are you ok " Bobby: "Yeah sorry Jamie I just thought of something sorry " After reading a story at our new favorite website Nifty called please don't go we just had to name us after the protagonists of the story, it's a beautiful story about two gay boys falling in love with each other however this story touched our hearts and since we have been calling ourselves Sasha and Jamie, I know pretty romantic right. " Are you ok Sasha?" "Yes don't worry Jamie I'm fine I just remember how we meet and how well my life changed with the 3 of you and well I am glad you and I became boyfriends is just that well I miss my friends you know Pablo and Alejandro, I miss hanging out with them and well that kind of hit me you know" "Jamie tell me something and please I beg you be honest with yourself, do you love Pablo?" My mind went blank for a moment , thinking about the answer, did I love Pablo?, No I am sure of it, maybe I lust his body sometimes but love never, Since I found Jonathan my life became a blast, What would my life be without him, I would still be alone waiting for someone to love me , Jonathan saved me from falling into the darkness, he is my light and will always be I am sure of it. "Sasha , no I don't love him you are my light, you saved me from infinite despair and darkness, you showed me true love and I love you for that" For the first time in my life I just acted without thinking and leaned forward and kissed Jonathan, he was surprised and it should be , my mom , aunt and even my cousin were looking at us but I just didn't care I needed to kiss him right now , I knew that maybe later I was going to be punished for my actions but I just continued until my breath runned out and we just had to stop. I saw my mom's face , weird he was not mad or anything, not even sad , maybe I was wrong but I would just needed to wait and see. Jonathan was surprised but still after all that he hugged me, I felt his heat calming me down, relaxing me, his scent and heat just had that effect on me I guess. "We have arrived boys " I heard my mom's voice , I checked the car's windows, yes in fact we had arrived to the H.E.B. "Son , Jonathan before you get up the car I want to talk to you "My aunt and cousin left the car and leaved us alone with my mother. My god not this, everything but this, I was going to have one of those talks, my life was doomed, gas chamber , electrocution , suffocation, everything was better than this. "Bobby are you gay ?" My mom asked trembling. Why , why , why , why GOOOOOOOOOOOOD, I was losing it, yes I knew I was gay but I just, I Just , I was scared , shaking with fear , I had just lost all my sanity I was becoming crazy when Jonathan grabbed my hand, I paused , breathed for a moment. "Yes and you know what I don't care if you hate me now, I love Jonathan and for the first time in my life I found someone just like me , a person that loves me with all their soul and heart, yes mom I am gay and I don't care " Tears were falling down my face but I was to mad to even notice, I just knew I loved Jonathan and I would fight even destiny if it meant for us to be together forever and ever. " Chill out I already knew I mean I have seen you, how you look Jonathan, even If I am not gay myself I know what those looks both of you have mean , they were the same looks I gave your father once, so listen up both of you don't worry if you love each other I don't care if you are gay son, just if you want to try sex well please be careful I know you are old enough son and I know you will take care " Did I just heard alright my mother just accepted the fact his son was gay, I couldn't believe it, I mean god , god , god ,god , I felt my sweat mixing with my tears and I just stood there paralyzed, lucky for me Jonathan grabbed both of his hands and let them to rest in my lap, I came back to earth after this I knew this battle was over and well neither my mom or I got hurt. "Sorry Mom if I shouted and don't worry I will be carefull " "Don't worry son and Jonathan well let me tell you something he was mine first and I am only lending it to you" My mom was joking, and I thanked god for that, for an unknown reason I was happy, I loved my mom more than ever and I was glad she accepted this fact so easily. "Don't worry mom I will always be your son " "He is right I love your son and I am glad to share it with you" Laughs and giggles could be heard in the air, we were laughing, all the tension present in the air has just vanished making my life rest within Jonathan arms. "Well I'm gonna go with your aunt , if you two want to stay in the car where you are that's fine, besides I need to explain her our situation" "Yes please go ahead mom, Jonathan and I will stay here " "Okay boys the I will see you in just a moment" Like that my mom stood up and left the car leaving Jonathan and me alone in the back seat of our van , I was resting my head in Jonathan lap while he caressed my hair. " I love you Sasha with my life thanks for being there with me, facing off my mother" "Jaime if it's for you I would fight back life itself so don't worry I will be with you forever" "I know Sasha y awwwwwww n " I was getting sleepy due to my intensive shouting back there with my mom however it was all solved now that my mom accepted I was gay. "Do you want to sleep in my lap" "Yes please your scent relaxes me a lot " Truth to be knows we were all sweaty from the conversation we just had but I didn't care, even if he was sweating a lot Jonathan would smell awesome, I think his boyhood just relaxed and turned me on at the same time, I just slept with him until he woke me up with a kiss in my forehead, we are home sweetheart. "Wait but we were in the H.E.B just now?" "Yeah but you fell asleep remember we already put down all the things so I came to wake you up" "Oh yeah thanks Sasha , what are we having for dinner? " "According to your mom Waffles " "Sweet well I'm gonna go take a bath are you coming" "Are you inviting me to b-b-b-ba-a-ath with you " Jonathan suddenly started sweating, his face turned red and he was shaking, for a moment I thought he was having a heart attack , he was almost standing up, I just rushed to catch him before he fell down. "JONA PLEASE SPEAK TO ME SAY SOMETHING , DON'T DIE PLEASE DON'T DIE" I was shouting, I was scared to life, Jonathan's heart was pumping way too fast and I didn't knew what to do. "Sorry I am just surprised that's all, I think I hyperventilated but I am alright " Tears once again were falling down my face, without noticing I fell to the floor with him in my arms , I started crying, I was scared of losing the most important person in my life . "Bob please answer me , look at me look I am fine " "Sorry I just I don't want to lose you" He then grabbed my hand lead me to my bathroom and started undressing slowly while he turned on the hot water for us, I couldn't move I was paralyzed for an unknown reason. Then when I lifted up my face Jonathan was there giving me one of his special kisses , he hugged me while we kissed each other , we were making love once again, our tongues touched each other while we kissed, they were swirling around each other , making love, pleasuring each other out, Jonathan took his chance with me, like I said I was paralyzed so he just went down kissing me slowly in every part of my body , kissing my neck, my chest , reaching down my belly where he licked around my belly button making me squirm with pleasure as I knew what was coming next, he grabbed my dick with both of his hands. I was already orgasming myself with his soft touch through my smooth skin, I just loved him too much. "Sasha you are perfect you are my star, my whole universe, if it's for you I will become your prince so please one day become my king " "Wow and I haven't even licked it you must really love me then " "Of course I love you you dork" He then raised my hips and started licking my nuts with emotion, wrapping his tongue around them ,I felt unique while my body started shaking with pleasure, I couldn't control myself, he licked the base and my head like a candy, he really enjoyed this, " "Jona were did you learn that technique you are ahhhh amazing " He didn't answer he was too focused to even hear me, Jonathan was enjoying this as well I could see it, then without noticing he started looking for my glory hole I noticed this and well this is what happened. "Jonathan stop I don't like being touched down there " "Jonathan I am being serious I don't like it " I was angry, I didn't like he rimming me, I felt weird and my face turned from joy and pleasure to sadness and anger ,he was surprised, he stopped for a moment and asked me with a confused face. "Why what's wrong" "Nothing is just that I have never licked anal stimulation is just too much for me " "I'M SORRY really I'm Jamie I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable for you " He was crying a lot, he was going to leave the bathroom when I grabbed his hand , he was pushing me out of him wanting me to let go of his hand. "PLEASE LEAVE ME BOB" I did my best, I pushed him back to me and my face and his just met halfway, I kissed him for at least 10 minutes without stopping, then I gave him my I love you look and told him. "Look Sasha I don't hate you or anything is just that I don't like anal you are the catcher and I am the pitcher right" "He stopped crying to answer me yeah Jamie you are right" He was back to his old self being so energetic with me, My god he is my child I thought to myself, he then went back to my dick which by leaking a lot of pre-cum waiting for Jonathan and his perverted tongue to finish the job. "Jona I think I'M CO-O-O-O-OMMMMINGG!" My balls ached a lot and my dick started twitching in Jonathan's mouth violently, string after string of cum just hit Jonathan's tongue then I softened out and almost fainted away. But wait something was not right ,I looked at Jonathan to see if my theory was right then I heard and suddenly we both said. "Shit the water!" We have been inside the bathroom for at least half an hour and we have not showered yet, If you could have seen our faces they were priceless, anyway what could be worst in my life, my family knew I was gay and now they surely knew we were having sex in the bathroom, Poor Jonathan he was just to alarmed to think anyway I speaked first. " Come on let's just bath and we will pretend nothing happened" I grabbed Jonathan's hands and lead us to the bathroom where I washed him and then he washed me, it was so much better washing with someone else than alone , Jonathan was even massaging my back , I just relaxed and let my lover love me :). We left our orgasmic and relaxing bath then headed to my room where we changed into our pajamas and got ready to have the most awkward dinner with my family. I loved my family and I usually speak with them a lot but now we were eating with this awkward silence, suddenly I wasn't hungry anymore, Jonathan was on the edge of tears , I mean what the fuck come on guys I love you and all but be gentle with us , I almost saw Jonathan cry when suddenly my aunt talked. " So how you fell in love with each other " Suddenly Jonathan looked at me , laughing without stop, I did the same I mean after that awkward silence this was just normal , I looked again at Jonathan he was to embarrassed to answer so it was up to me to answer that question. "Well Jonathan has always been very sweet to me , every time we played basketball and I stayed at his house for the night he would always make me dinner at least something easy like sandwiches, waffles, quesadillas, etc I think that's the reason I fell in love for him" After this the tension in the air vanished and for no reason at all they started laughing, they thought this this was a joke, A FUCKING JOKE , anyway I was going to stand up when suddenly my cousin said . "Sorry is just that we always knew they were gonna conquer you with food " I laughed , they were right I loved eating and Jonathan was a great chef , a great lover , he was perfect for me. We talked about my life with Jonathan and everything our love has touched, for once they were laughing for good with us, I ate at least 8 waffles that day, Jonathan well he ate 10 or more less, we were just having so much fun together. We finished and went to my room where we slept in the most romantic way, Jonathan on top of me while his head rested in my chest. Next day was going to be a blast I just knew it, we were going shopping, I wanted for the first time act as a couple you know, choosing our clothes together and maybe try new clothes together. I just rest while I felt my mind going blank.