Date: Fri, 26 Nov 1999 10:31:19 -0800 (PST)
From: auto29599@hushmail.com
Subject: My Summer Vacation

			    My Summer Vacation
				    By
			  Matthew Diller, age 10

This Summer, I went to stay with my Aunt Evelyn and my cousin Jonathon at
their house in Hawkins Falls. Aunt Evelyn is Jonathon's aunt too. Jonathon
is the same age as me and we are both in the 5th grade. They only have two
bedrooms in their house so Jonathon and I had to sleep together in his big
bed. We are real good friends now after all the stuff we did this summer.

The first night, after we had put on our jammies, Aunt Evelyn came in and
kissed us both good night and then she turned out the light and closed the
bedroom door. Jonathon and I weren't sleepy and we started talking about
stuff.  Jonathon started telling me stuff about Aunt Evelyn. He said when
he was in kindergarten Aunt Evelyn let him sleep with her and let him suck
her breasts the way babies do and rubbed his penis until he got sleepy. He
asked me if anybody ever rubbed my penis and I said nobody ever did.

Jonathon asked me if I ever got punished and I said mostly my mommy just
made me go to my room. He asked me if I ever got spanked and I said I never
did. He told me that his aunt started spanking him when he was five years
old and she still did because she said he wasn't too old for it now even
though he was in the 5th grade. He started telling me a lot of stuff about
his spankings and said when Aunt Evelyn spanked him she made him take off
all his clothes and show his penis to her and then she would pull her skirt
way up so her legs were bare and make him lie across her lap and while he
was being spanked his penis would rub on her bare leg. He said the
spankings hurt a lot and made him cry but that he liked rubbing his penis
on her leg and afterward she made him sit in her lap with no clothes on and
promise to be a good boy. He said that sometimes after a spanking he wasn't
allowed to put his clothes back on but would have to stand in the corner or
do his homework or some other stuff naked. He said that after awhile he
would get a nice warm feeling in his bottom and a funny feeling in his
tummy and in his penis that he liked a lot and that made him want to rub
his penis. He said there was a big word for rubbing your penis and that it
was masturbation. I asked him where he learned that word and he said some
friends of his told him about it.

I never talked to anybody before about stuff like penises and spankings but
when Jonathon talked about it I started to get a funny feeling in the
bottom of my tummy. I told Jonathon I was getting a funny feeling there and
it felt good and he said it was the same kind of feeling he got after a
spanking and lots of other times and he said it would feel even better if I
rubbed my penis. He said he rubbed his penis a lot and he said when he
rubbed it it would start to get bigger and get stiff and he said if he
rubbed it long enough he would get a really great feeling and some white
sticky stuff would squirt out of the end of it.

He said he wanted to rub his penis now and he asked me if I wanted to do it
with him and I said OK. He said it would be more fun if we took our jammies
off so we did and when Jonathon got naked and showed me his penis I got
even more of a funny feeling. Then I showed Jonathon my penis and he
started rubbing it and he said I should spread my legs apart so he could
put his hand between my legs and rub it all over and rub my ballsies
too. At first I was kinda scared and embarrassed but then it started to
feel so good I wasn't scared anymore. Then he asked me if I wanted to do it
to him and I said I did so he spread his legs and I rubbed his penis and
his ballsies and then we took turns doing it to each other until both our
penises started to get big and stiff. Jonathon said we should keep rubbing
our penises until the sticky stuff came out and that's when it would feel
the best. So we did and Jonathon squirted his first and then I squirted
mine all over my tummy. It was about the best feeling I ever had.

Jonathon said that sometimes he had dreams about little boys playing with
their penises and getting spanked and he would squirt on the sheets while
he was still dreaming. He said the first time Aunt Evelyn found the sticky
stuff on his sheets he thought she was gonna get mad but she didn't and she
just asked him how it got there and he told her he did it while he was
dreaming and she said that even though dreams like that were naughty it was
OK to have them so long as he always told her about them. She said some
little boys were just like that and they couldn't help it. He said Aunt
Evelyn always made him sit on her lap and tell her about his naughty dreams
when she found sticky stuff on his sheets. He said that sometimes he got
sticky stuff on his sheets when he wasn't dreaming and then he had to make
up a dream to tell Aunt Evelyn. Then we put our jammies back on and went to
sleep.

The next morning Aunt Evelyn came in the bedroom and told us to take our
jammies off so we could take baths before breakfast and we had to take them
off while she was standing right there watching us. I got all embarrassed
and tried to cover my penis with my hands and she just laughed and said
don't be silly and it was OK for her to see our penises because we were
just little boys and she was our Aunt. She said she knew that little boys
didn't like to take baths and that she had to come in the bathroom with us
and watch us to make sure we did it right. She said I should get used to it
because she would probably see us both like that a lot. Then she gave us
each a slap on our bare bottoms and told us to get moving. She made us go
tinkle in the toilet first and then she filled up the tub and made us get
in together and wash all over. She told us to be sure to get our penises
good and clean and she made us wash them for a long time while she watched.

After breakfast we rode our bikes to the basketball courts. Jonathon said
he thought Aunt Evelyn liked to look at our penises and asked me if I got
the funny feeling while I was washing my penis in front of her. I said I
was too embarrassed at first but after I had been washing it for a while I
started to get the funny feeling. He said he got it too and he thought Aunt
Evelyn got a funny feeling and that was why she liked to watch us.

When we got to the basketball courts, a couple of older guys came over to
talk to us. Jonathon said I was his cousin Matthew and they said their
names were Wayne and Jerry and that they were in high school. They didn't
want to play basketball. They said they were Jonathon's friends and they
wanted me to be their friend too. I didn't know any guys in high school but
I thought Wayne and Jerry were kind of different from the high school guys
I had seen before. They had a funny way of talking and touched each other a
lot and they kinda giggled like girls.

They asked us if we wanted to go for a ride in their car. Jonathon said we
did but we had to take our bikes home and they should wait for us and we
would be right back. I asked Jonathon how he got to know high school
guys. He said Wayne had moved to his street a few months ago and had
starting talking to him and taking him for rides in his car and telling him
about stuff like masturbation that he did with his friend Jerry. He said
when he went for rides with Wayne and Jerry they drove out in the country
and parked and did stuff to each other in the back seat. He said they
probably wanted to do that kind of stuff with me too and that gave me a
funny feeling and made me want to rub my penis. I told Jonathon and he said
he did too but we should wait because Wayne and Jerry wanted to do stuff
with us in their car.

When we got back to the playground Wayne and Jerry were waiting for us in
their car and Jonathon and I got in the back seat and we started to drive
out in the country. I was still having a funny feeling thinking about
rubbing penises with Wayne and Jerry and I could sort of feel it all over,
not just in my penis. Wayne and Jerry started talking to us and Jerry asked
me if I knew about the Sissyboys Club and I said I didn't. He said that it
was a special club and only boys who liked to do certain kinds of stuff
with other boys could be members. He said that he and Wayne were in the
Sissyboys Club and they had been teaching Jonathon about sissy boys so he
could be in the club too. He asked me if Jonathon and I had done any sissy
boy stuff together and I told them about the stuff we did together in bed
last night. They asked us if we wanted to be members of the Sissyboys Club
and we both said that we did.

Wayne said we couldn't be members right away because we had to be initiated
first. We asked what that meant and they said initiation was all the things
we had to do before we could become members and they said it would be very
humiliating. I asked him what humiliating meant and Jerry said it's the way
you would feel if your teacher caught you doing sissy stuff at school and
made you come up to the front of the class and took your pants down and
made you show your penis in front of everybody and made you tell about
doing sissy stuff and then spanked your bare bottom in front of the whole
class. Jonathon said humiliation is the way we felt when we had to go
tinkle and then wash our penises in front of Aunt Evelyn. I said we got a
funny feeling when we had to do that and Jerry said that there is a special
kind of funny feeling that sissy boys get when they are being humiliated. I
said I didn't understand but he said I would understand later.

We drove down a dirt road for a long time and finally came to an old house
way back in the woods. Wayne said it was where they would give us our
initiation. They asked us again if we were sure we wanted to do it and we
said we were sure we did and they said that from now on we would have to be
their slaves and do everything they told us to do. We both said we would
and then they got real excited and started giggling like girls again.

We went inside and Wayne said the first part of our initiation would be
naked tickle torture. They said it would be very humiliating and we would
get a special sissy sex feeling from it. They told us to take off all our
clothes except our underpants and stand in the middle of the room.  Then
they both took off their clothes too and all they had on were little girly
panties instead of boys underpants like we had on. They said that when we
in the Sissyboys Club we would wear girly panties too. Their penises were
really big and hard and sticking right out under their panties. They asked
us if we would like to play with their penises and we said we would but
they said we couldn't until after our initiation. Then they made us stand
at attention and they and started to feel us all over and rub our bottoms
and our penises through our underpants and then they put their hands down
inside our underpants and pulled our underpants down until our penises and
our bottoms were bare and rubbed us some more until our penises began to
get stiff and stood up straight against our tummies. Then they took our
underpants right off and when we were all naked they made us put our hands
on our heads and spread our legs wide apart and stand up on our tippy
toes. They made us open our mouths wide and stick our tongues out as far as
they would go and wiggle our tongues like we were tickling a sissy boys
penis with them. They got real excited and started giggling and squealing
and squeezing each others penises and telling us what pretty little sissy
slaves we were and what cute little penises we had and that our pretty legs
and bare bottoms looked just like a girls.

They said that while we were being tickled we shouldn't make any noise and
should try to hold still as long as we could and take our tickle torture
without wiggling and squirming and getting out of position. Then they
started tickling us with their fingers under our arms and on our ribs and
we tried to hold still but we couldn't because we were too ticklish and we
couldn't help it and we had to do a little tickle dance on our tip
toes. They asked us if it was humiliating and even though it was hard to
talk we said it was. When we moved around too much they slapped our bare
bottoms and scolded us and told us to stay in the tickle position.

They kept tickling our armpits and our nipples and our tummies and our
bottoms and our legs and our wiggling penises and ballsies. Both of our
penises got real stiff and stood right up against our tummies when they
tickled us there and I began to understand what humiliation was and I
thought I liked it and I thought It would be even better humiliation if
more people were watching and making fun of us. Wayne and Jerry tickled us
for a real long time and we wiggled our tongues and danced on our toes
until we were so tired that we couldn't wiggle our tongues or stand up on
our toes and we didn't think we could stand it anymore and we started to
cry.

Then Wayne and Jerry said it was enough and told us we were good little
sissy slaves and said it was OK if we had to cry because lots of sissy boys
cried when they got initiated and that after we were members of the
Sissyboys we would be glad we did it even though it made us cry. They said
as a reward we would be allowed to masturbate and we felt better then
because we had been wanting to rub our penises real bad all day and we
couldn't wait to do it. They made us stand in front of each other and
masturbate with our tummies almost touching and They took their panties off
and stood behind us and masturbated by rubbing their penises up and down in
the cracks of our bottoms and we all masturbated until Jonathon and I
squirted on each others tummies and Wayne and Jerry squirted in our
cracks. Then Wayne and Jerry spread our bottoms with their fingers and
tickled our bottom holes with their tongues and licked all the squirt stuff
off of us.

Wayne and Jerry asked us if the first day of our initiation had been fun
and we both said it was the most fun we ever had even though we had to cry
when they tickled us so long. They said that we should keep doing sissy
stuff with each other and they made Jonathon and I sit together in the back
seat and put our hands inside each others pants and make each others
penises get stiff again and talk about the sissy stuff we were going to do
after we were members of the Sissyboys Club.