Date: Wed, 25 Nov 2015 10:34:36 -0800 From: Douglas DD DD Subject: Rough Edges Chapter 27 Thanks for coming back for another chapter. This chapter concentrates on Marty and his maturing relationship with his old high school coaches. After years of taking direction from them, he broaches a sensitive subject: Marriage. Please be safe always. And please be donate to the Nifty Archive to help keep the stories flowing. CHAPTER 27 MARTY The baseball assembly went exactly the way sports awards assemblies are supposed to go: the cheerleaders cheered, the student body yelled and clapped, the players received their championship trophies and awards one at a time, and the State A Baseball trophy was shown to the students. It would be resting in our trophy case for the third time in four years. I should mention that Nick and Jeffrey received championship trophies. Raul and Zack would receive trophies as well; after all they were part of the team for the entire year except for the last game. The season had ended with them being kicked off of the team. Those two had been told they could pick up their trophies in Coach Fitzgerald's office on Monday. Apparently neither one wanted to suffer the humiliation of sitting in the bleachers while their teammates were honored on the temporary stage on the gym floor and were not in school that day. It was another night for Phil and me not to cook. He remained at his office and I drove into Centralia where we enjoyed dinner at Parker's Steak House, the best restaurant in the county. Peter, our favorite waiter, served us. I had found out from more than one source that a few of Mayfield's gay athletes had harbored crushes on Peter and that the feeling was mutual. What nobody ever admitted was whether or not there was any behind closed doors hanky-panky. I had to admit that the twenty-something was sexy as hell on top of being a top-notch waiter. On the drive home, I received a text. Of course, I couldn't read it right away unless I stopped, so I decided to wait on it until I arrived home. The text was from Marty and it read: "cummin over tomorrow morn unless u say no." I had no reason to say no to one of my favorite former ballplayers and students. I did have to smile when I read the first word of the message. I texted back we were looking forward to seeing him. Phil arrived home a little bit after me. He was pleased to learn Marty would be visiting us in the morning. "I guess this means I can't wander the house in the nude," he half-joked. "I'm sure Marty wouldn't mind. You've got a nice body." Phil and I both worked to keep our bodies in shape. "But am I hung enough to suit the college boy?" he laughed. I will say he was hung enough to suit me that night. He hammered my ass with abandon, which he had done just about every time we'd made love since our first time as inexperienced lovers. It took a bit of time for our relationship to reach the point where we were ready for anal sex and a lot happened before then. After we finished our sex and cuddled and petted and settled in to sleep, my mind went to that night in my bedroom when we sex wrestled and just about did everything but fuck. Even so, it had been our wildest night together. The next morning we had our last Saturday basketball practice. From now on practices would just be Tuesdays and Thursdays, unless we had a game on one of those nights. Phil and I were both tired after our late night roll in the hay (or, considering the state of my bed when we finished, would that be our roll out of the hay?). We had a good practice. Nate kept trying to goad Phil into losing his temper, but by about the third drill Q and Jung took Nate aside and told him to get with the program, even though their language was much stronger. I noticed that Coach Zimmer was doing a great job of pretending not to know what was going on. Nate wasn't much happier after the talk, but he did keep his mouth shut and actually stepped his game up a notch. But the big happening came after practice at Q's house where all of us Wonkeys met for lunch. Q's mom put out a nice spread for us and we ate in the rec room. The only Wonkey not there was Ben who, while he wasn't on the basketball team, had been invited. He said he had a family thing and couldn't make it. While we were munching sandwiches, chips, and cupcakes, we were also talking basketball, school, other kids, and for Q and Daniel especially, girls. When the subject of Mr. Rodman came up, Phil, who had been quiet during lunch, spoke up saying he had something to tell us. "You have a girlfriend?" Q asked with a wide grin. "Nothing like that," Phil answered. For a moment I was afraid he was going to blurt that he had a boyfriend. Being Phil's boyfriend was something I fantasized about as I became more and more certain my sexual interests lay with boys and not girls. The thought of that becoming public was frightening, however. "I need to make amends," Phil said. "What's that?" Perry asked. "It means saying you're sorry," Jung told him. "Didn't someone say love means never having to say you're sorry?" Q asked. "Q, get serious for a minute," I barked. "Oh, yeah, sorry Phil. Hmm, I guess that must be an amends." Phil was getting to know Q well enough to understand that there were times when one just had to ignore his goofiness. He went on with his own apology. "I just wanted you guys to know I really appreciate that you had my back with old Turdman when he gave me all of that shit. I guess I didn't show it very good by being a butthead for the last few days." Jung scooted over next to Phil and put his arm around his shoulder. "It's cool, Phil, everybody gets in bad moods. We know you have a lot of things going on." Jung diplomatically did not refer directly to Phil's family issues. I doubt he knew much about the visit with Andy. "Thank you for making the apology, no, the amends to us." "Yeah, you're a really good friend, Phil," Q said, his demeanor a little more serious than it had been. "I forgot that you guys are good friends, too," Phil said. "I know we haven't been friends for long, but you're becoming some of my best friends ever." He looked over at me and added his finishing touch. "I already made my amends to Larry who I treated really shitty." Everybody told Phil he was really cool and the conversation quickly changed. I was surprised by Phil's sudden act of humility. I didn't know it at the time, but in that tough little eleven-year-old boy I saw a preview of the man he would become. It was just after eleven on Saturday morning when Marty pulled into our driveway. Neither Larry nor I could help admiring his muscular, athletic body and the package bulging his jeans as he climbed out of his Honda. I had the door open before he reached it and gave him a big hug. "Hey, guy, you've added a muscle or two," I observed once we let go of each other. "It's all about good clean living and having an active sex life," he laughed. We walked into the house where I watched as Marty and Larry exchanged hugs. Marty didn't used to be the hugging type, but he's relaxed and opened up a lot over the years. The early June day was unseasonably warm, with the temperature already in the low seventies. We sat out on the deck and chatted while admiring the panoramic view of Lake Mayfield. I had made sandwiches for lunch. I've loved making sandwiches since I was a young teen. The drink du jour was freshly squeezed lemonade. As we chatted about Marty's baseball career, the upcoming Major League draft, and his trip to play ball in Alaska for the summer, I thought about Marty back when he was in high school. Marty was a lot like my brother Keegan, a hopeless drunk by the time he was in eighth grade. Unlike Keegan, however, he bottomed out. He was going to lose his opportunity to play sports because of his drinking. Coaches don't like having players coming to practice smelling of booze. He was also in danger of losing his lone connection to sanity, George Bednarzyk, the man who all but raised him. Marty went to rehab in January of his eighth grade year after being hospitalized for alcohol poisoning when he all but drank himself to death at a New Year's party. He hasn't had a drink since, even though his life has had many ups and downs. Marty didn't drink when his father kicked him out of his house after he came out. He didn't drink when he was kicked off the baseball team by Larry's predecessor when he stood up for his teammates and what he thought was right. He admitted to being close, but he didn't take the plunge thanks to help from friends. He didn't drink to celebrate earning a baseball scholarship to Washington State University or to celebrate graduating from high school with honors. And, he didn't drink in the booze-powered environment of college living. I could only wish my brother had found the same direction in life. Marty would probably be drafted in a middle round of the Major League draft in a few days, but he was set on finishing college and seeing how things played out in next year's draft. He had just been named second-team All-Pac 12 at third base. In other words, he was an elite ballplayer. When Marty was a freshman in high school he enrolled in a cooking class. It was somewhat of a lark at first but, as time went by, he found he truly enjoyed cooking and serving meals to friends. And to this day, he's still a fabulous cook. If you're invited to a dinner where Marty has done the cooking, I guarantee you'll enjoy a delicious meal. Larry and I certainly have. As we were finishing lunch, the conversation took an interesting twist. "So, when are you guys getting married?" Marty asked. "My brother Troy asked us the same question just a couple of weeks ago," I replied. "Great, and what did you guys say to him?" Larry fielded the answer to that question. "We said that in essence we were putting it off because of my teaching and coaching position in a small town. We aren't sure how being married would affect that." Marty put his sandwich down on his plate and gave Larry a questioning look. "Wow. I've known you since I was eleven years old, which would be over ten years in case the math teacher can't figure that out. I've played middle school and high school baseball for you. I've known you as a friend and mentor since then. I never, in all that time, thought of you as a pussy." "Come again?" "The two of you have lived together all the years you've lived in Mayfield. Everybody in town knows you are lovers. But you're telling me you don't have the balls to make it official?" One thing about Marty is he never had a problem reading people's beads. He was a leader and had been a huge factor in the success of our program. "If saying you're not getting married because you might offend the sensibilities of some PTA matron or some redneck sitting in a bar, then you have defined what being a pussy is all about." "What about you?" Larry asked, trying to steer the conversation in a different direction, "What are your plans with Rich?" "Glad you asked. We will be announcing our wedding date before I leave for Alaska. We plan to wed during winter break. Next spring I am going to be the first married gay man to be in the Major League draft pool." "Aren't you afraid you might hurt your draft standing?" I asked. "You may get drafted in a lower round which could cost you money." "Fuck, you two are amazing. All my life I've thought of you as being courageous gay men. I saw you fight to make our baseball program the success that it is. I saw you fight for acceptance in a small town. And, most importantly, I saw you fight for the gay kids at Mayfield High School." Marty was really on a roll now. "After all of that, you're telling me the amount of fucking money I earn is more important than me being the man I want to be. No offense, coaches, but that is really a crock of shit." "We just want to make sure you've thought through all of the parameters," Larry said. "Jeez, coach, every scout I've talked to knows I'm gay and in love with the most beautiful man in the word. My being married isn't going to change a fucking thing, and I will be a happy man no matter where I end up in the draft. Now, how about answering my question—when are you guys getting married?" "The way we see things right now, we're not getting married for a bit," Larry said. I wanted to say that Larry was the one doing the foot dragging, that I was ready to march to the altar tomorrow. But, I understood Larry's reluctance to shake up the status quo in the small town of Mayfield, so I said nothing. I wasn't about to hang our dirty laundry out for Marty to see without Larry's say-so. Marty was right, of course, we were being cowards. We were role models for the gay boys at Mayfield High School, not to mention the gay alumni. Marty drank the last of his lemonade and gave us both a smile. "Well, I won't rag on you anymore. But, I am disappointed in your decision or lack of one. One thing I've learned in AA is that I can't let my life be governed by fear. Every evening I take my inventory to check if the things I decided and the way I treated people that day were governed by fear. Right now, it seems you need to do the same. I just hope you give as much thought to what I've had to say as I have to what you've imparted to me over the years regarding life's choices." As I listened to Marty I couldn't help but admire his loquaciousness. He was a boy who tortured the English language when he started high school. But he looked into his future and decided he needed to speak with clarity and precision. He actually took private speaking lessons from one of our English teachers. He is now an accomplished speaker, not only privately, but publicly as well. Marty is simply an amazingly mature young man, something I'm sure he attributes to Alcoholics Anonymous and to his sobriety. Of course, that doesn't stop him from throwing in a well-placed expletive when needed. "Thanks for being open and honest with us, Marty," I told him as he prepared to go. "Yes, thanks, Marty," Larry added. "I can promise you that Phil and I will discuss and think about what you had to say." "Hey, guy, will we be getting an invitation to the wedding?" I asked Marty. "Sure, as long as you don't think attending a gay wedding will besmirch your reputation." "Marty..." I didn't get a chance to finish as he wrapped his strong arms around me and gave me a bear hug. "I love you guys," he said. "I wouldn't have my wedding without you." His eyes twinkled as he gave us his winning smile. "Just don't forget to send me YOUR invitation. And by the way, coach, you still brew up first class lemonade." Larry and I watched him drive off and returned to the deck. "That is one amazing young man," Larry said. "Are you going to think about what he said?" I asked. "Of course I am. I don't think I've ever been called a pussy by a ballplayer of mine. That certainly gives me something to think about." "I'll give it some serious thought as well." Larry knew what my stand on the topic of marriage was, just as I knew what his was. For us it was just a matter of bridging the gap and not letting our decisions be based on fear. "I'm going for a swim," Larry said. We'd just had our pool cleaned and it was ready for a summer of swimming. "I'll join you in a bit." Larry went into the house and I sat on the deck thinking about my relationship with Marty. While I was never a member of AA, its philosophy hung with me because of the teachings of my big brother, Troy. The evil that hung with addiction was also a part of my life as my father and my other brother remained victims of the disease. I remembered the long talks Marty and I used to have after practices, or over cokes at the Mayfield Café or at the Bear's Pizza Parlor. Marty would pour his heart out about being gay in high school, something his AA sponsors couldn't identify with. I think I was able to help him because I had walked the same road as a high school student, just like those in AA could help him because they walked the same road of alcohol abuse. And while I never drank alcoholically, I teetered on the edge. I knew enough of AA's philosophy that I could put our conversation in those terms. Larry and I love all of our former players, especially those whose hard work and dedication revived the Mayfield baseball program. But while any coach or teacher will tell you that he doesn't have favorites, we all do. Marty was my favorite. I know that while Larry identifies more with Eric and Noah, Marty rates high up in his pantheon of favorites. My thoughts went farther back into the past as I reminisced about the day at Q's house when I apologized to my friends in the Wonkeys—all but Ben that is. I'd have to catch him later. Troy told me my amends had to be complete. What I didn't understand at the time was that Troy was taking me on a tour of the Twelve Steps of Alcoholics Anonymous, the tenets by which he lives his life, just as Marty does. In many ways it is also how I live my life, even though I've never been a member of AA. I was pleased with the response to my apology. I was even more pleased I didn't get teary-eyed and was able to maintain my macho persona even after humbling myself to apologize for that very same persona. Well, nobody said a pubescent boy had to be consistent. The only boys to really see me cry, other than tears of anger, were the three boys I had placed my trust in: Troy, Andy, and Larry. The subject quickly moved from my apology to a favorite topic of boys entering puberty—sex. "You know what we need?" Jung asked. "More food?" was Daniel's response. "No, something even better than food." "That can only be sex," Q said. "Bingo. Even better, though, what we need is an orgy." "What do you know about orgies?" I asked as my cock began to stir. "Well, it's not like we haven't had some orgies," Q pointed out. "Maybe Jung has something even better." "I do," Jung said. "What we did is circle jerks and maybe some cock sucking. Orgies are free-for-all sex with everybody doing it at once." "And you know this how?" Daniel asked. "My brother told us about them," Perry said. "And he showed us lots of stuff on his computer." This was when computers and the Internet were becoming big. Larry's parents had a computer, but he was only allowed to use it for schoolwork, at least at that time. The Internet was a pretty wild place, and many kids with computers had easy access to them. "Plus, him and his friends have orgies a lot. Sometimes they even have girls at them." "Great," I said, "but where would we go to have an orgy?" "Don't look at me," Perry grumbled. "Here is our assignment," Q said. "Let's all figure out how we can have an orgy during Christmas break." "This is kind of dumb," I said. Everybody shot me a look as they wondered if I was about to turn goody-goody. "Hey, there's nothing wrong with an orgy. But like Q said, we've jerked off together and stuff. So it's not like we don't all know how to get naked and mess around." "But we haven't done real sex," Jung said. "Yes, we have," I offered. "I know me and Larry have." "You guys have fucked?" Q asked. "Um...no, and we aren't going to. But we've done about everything else." "Have you rimmed each other?" Perry asked. "What is that?" Larry answered. "Yeah, what is rimming?" Q inquired. "See what I mean," Jung said. "We need an orgy. So let's do what Q said and figure something out." "I'll tell Ben," Daniel offered. "I'm spending the night at his house tonight." "Have you and him fucked?" Perry asked. "No, but I wouldn't mind trying it." Daniel looked at Larry and me. "Unlike some guys. It can't be all that gross since three of us have done it." Those three were Ben, Jung, and Perry. "Do we want girls?" Q asked. "No, but we can talk about them," Daniel replied. "Then maybe the next time we can have girls." While the idea of seeing some girls naked piqued my curiosity, I was surprised by how little it excited me. "Who is boned up?" Jung asked. Everybody raised his hand including me. "Who wants to jerk off?" Q asked. "We can't do it down here," Larry said. "No, that's what bedrooms are for. Last one to orgasm licks up everybody's cum." Q dashed off to his bedroom and we all followed him. The six of us were soon on the floor or on Q's bed, our pants and underpants pulled down to our ankles, our little boy cocks in our hands. Larry, Q, and Perry were on Q's bed while Daniel, Jung, and I were on the floor. Daniel and Jung were the only ones with pubic hair. Daniel displayed a sparse growth along the side of his cock and a few very scattered hairs at the base. Jung had a few long black hairs scattered around his pubic area. Daniel pulled off his shirt, saying he didn't want to shoot cum on it. I thought he must shoot a long way, just like Troy did. I looked at his skinny torso, thinking it looked sexy and wishing I could touch it. All of the gay thoughts running through my head were disconcerting but didn't stop me from being turned on. Jung and I followed Daniel's lead and peeled off our t-shirts. Every Wonkey but Larry, Ben, and Q could shoot something out. Daniel and Jung shot the most as they had thicker white semen mixed in their seminal fluids. As we jerked off, Q told us about getting a feel of Cindy Murphy's breasts. "I mean I was inside of her bra and touching them with my fingers," he bragged. "She doesn't have big ones yet, but they were so soft to touch." "Did she touch your dick?" Perry asked. "I've had a girl touch my dick and balls." "She opened my zipper and rubbed me through my briefs. It felt really good, though Jung and Larry do it better." "That's because boys know better than girls how to make other boys feel good," Larry said. "Amen to that," Jung said. "Where did you feel her up?" I asked. "Like, I said, on her breasts," he smirked. "No, doofus, I mean where were you?" "On her couch after school a couple of weeks ago," Q retorted as he flipped me off. "I wanted to take her shirt and bra off, but she was scared her mother would come home and catch us. Let me tell you, I had the world's best jerk off when I got home." "It's called blue balls," I said. "My brother Troy gets them a lot when he sees his girlfriend." "Shit," Jung said, "he needs to get a girlfriend who puts out." The talk died down as the six of us concentrated on our rock hard boy cocks. Q was the first to climax, quaking with his dry orgasm. A few seconds later, Daniel came, shooting his tween cum. The first drop landed between his nipples, the second just below his rib cage, the third below his belly button, and a fourth dropped into his sparse pubes. "Damn, you shoot a lot," Q said with admiration. Jung was next. He didn't shoot as much, but his first shot made it to his neck. Seeing Daniel and Jung shoot was too much for me, and I was seconds behind Jung, shooting three clear drops, the first one hitting my left nipple. It was the farthest I'd ever shot. Larry came next, dry as usual. Perry was the last to cum, white fluid dribbling down onto his bare pubic area. He scooped it up and licked it off of his fingers. Then he licked my cum off of my belly, took care of Jung's emission, and followed by slurping up Daniel's thick pubescent cum. "Oh, yummy," Perry smiled after he finished. "P likes that stuff," Q observed. We all waited for the "Don't call me P" line, but it didn't happen. "You should taste my brother and his friends," Perry told us. "It's so thick. I love it." I wasn't the only one to suspect that Perry came last on purpose just so he could have himself a treat. "Hey," Larry said. He was still playing lightly with his softening cock. "I still don't know what rimming is." "Okay, if you insist," Jung said. "Rimming is licking a guy's butt hole." "Oh, gross," all of us but Perry chorused at once. "Even if I ever fuck a butt," Q said, "I would never do that. That is gross beyond totally gross." Perry and Jung told us it wasn't that bad. We told them they were nuts. Yep, I knew for sure I would never get involved in butt fucking or in rimming. But, I was just eleven, so what did I know? On my drive home, I thought about my visit with the coaches. I thought we had a great visit. I owe so much to both of those guys. If it weren't for men like them, Mr. B, and Milton, a.k.a. the Schnoz, I would be in some gutter somewhere or maybe even dead. I feel for Coach Miller's brother, Keegan. I know what he is going through and am thankful I had people like Coach Sanders who called me on my shit long before I considered getting sober. I mean I drank every day, but what fourteen-year-old didn't, or so I thought. Yet even with my alcoholic arrogance, he not only planted a seed in me, he stuck by me through some pretty shitty times. Yeah, I was pretty hard on them, but the fuckers have their heads buried deep in their asses. They are the ones who showed guys like me and Rich how to live our lives as gay teens, and as gay adults, and now they want to say that their getting married is too risky? Give me a fucking break. Pardon my expletives, but sometimes you just have to use them. I love those two men, but they need to get their heads on straight and do the right thing. They need to do it for me and Rich, Eric and Noah, Mike and Ryan, and any of the other Mayfield boys who are thinking of a gay marriage. Think about it: my getting married to Rich could cost me a chunk of bonus money a year down the road, but I'm doing it anyway. I can't let my life be governed by fear, and they need to figure out in a hurry that the same has to be true for them. Okay, I just realized how selfish I am sounding. Those two don't need to get married for the rest of us, they need to get married for themselves. I think it would make them even happier, which would make the rest of us happier. The Hurricane was out by the pool when I arrived home. The "mother-in- law" apartment across the patio behind the Bednarzyk house is where I have lived since I was a sophomore in high school. The Hurricane is Jeffery Bednarzyk. He earned his nickname by being in perpetual motion as a little kid and things haven't really changed now that he is a fourteen-year-old freshman. "Nice to see you decided to get out of bed today," I chided him as I entered the pool area. "Hey, I gotta sleep in until the crack of noon. I think there's a law somewhere that requires all teenagers to do that on their days off." He gave me a sly smile and continued. "It also is necessary when they keep old men like you up half the night." "First of all, I am only twenty-two. Second of all, who was keeping whom up?" "Well damn, dude, we hadn't had sex in like forever." "It's not like you have to go without for long." "Whatever. Sammy's got a little kid's needle dick, Nicky is up over six inches, but still has a skinny rod, and Ethan Wood's wood needs some more rings added to it. You, dude, have a man's cock that reaches all of my insides and I missed it." "You are quite the cock hound," I told him. I grabbed my crotch and said, "It's been a long time since I've fucked somebody three straight times in one night." Jeffrey chuckled saying, "Well, I'm the one who had four fucking orgasms. I really did need to sleep in until noon after that." He gave me one of his adolescent smirks and then plunged his biggest verbal dagger. "I was surprised the old man could hang on and do it that many times. You were dragging there in the end. Rich needs to give you some more exercise, dude." He pulled himself out of the water. I wasn't surprised that he was naked. His usual swimsuit was his birthday suit. The young teen had a nice slender body, devoid of any hair except some wisps under his arms and a dusting along his pubic area. "Come on, get your clothes off and get in. Or does getting naked embarrass you?" In less than a minute, I was naked, in the water, and dunking my "brother" amidst squeals and giggles. Jeffrey's voice had dropped some, but he could still squeak like a little girl if he got worked up the right way. We wrestled and grabbed each other's asses and crotches. I let him have his way with me at times, so he could dunk me and ride me; it was a lot more fun that way. Besides, I liked feeling his junk rubbing against me, especially after it hardened. "I can't believe you're boned up after last night," I laughed. "Yeah, well, I can believe you're not, old man." That comment called for another dunking and many more laughs and giggles. We finally tired out (okay, make that I finally tired out), climbed out of the pool, and sat on a pair of the lounge chairs in the pool enclosure. I heard Mrs. B call out, asking if we wanted some soda. We told her we did and she brought it out to us. Mrs. B was a great lady and has been my second mother. She brought two glasses of ice and a large bottle of cola with her. She wasn't the least bit phased by our nudity, having long ago gotten used to young nude males running around the house, yard, and pool area. She couldn't help but make a comment, however. "My goodness, Marty, you have quite the manly body on you." She knew I was gay and her observation was strictly an observation, not some kind of flirtation. I gave her a full body blush, but kept my cool. "The Pac-12 doesn't let boys play college baseball, you have to be a man--so what can I do?" "Well, I can't tell you enough times how proud George and I are of what you've accomplished. From All-Star honors to the Dean's List, you've become quite an accomplished young man." "Thanks, Mr. B. You and Mr. B had a lot to do with that." "Hey, don't forget me," Jeffrey called out. "You wouldn't have made it near as far without a little brother loving you." "Don't worry, Jeffrey, I know I needed Hurricane force winds to drive me in the right direction." Jeffrey grinned with pride and our ma headed back to the house. "Where's Sammy?" I asked as I sipped my soda. "Karen Foster called and told him she was gonna be home alone for the afternoon. He's probably naked in bed with her. And you call me a horn dog." "I called you a cock hound, not a horn dog." "Yeah, well he's a pussy hound, not that he turns down a cock when it's offered, especially mine. He knows I know how to take care of his ass, and that nobody sucks cock like I do." He sipped his soda. "Damn, I wish this was a beer." "Jeffrey!" "I was just joking. Sheesh, you know I don't drink that shit, except that one time, and dad was so pissed I had to hide from him for a week. Stuff tasted like piss anyway, and as you know, I've drunk piss a few times." The Hurricane wasn't exaggerating about drinking piss, and we don't need to go into what happened to him just after eighth grade graduation. It was his one and, I hope, only time drunk. I just happened to be home to help pick up the pieces. There's no doubt in my mind or in Mr. B's that Jeffrey had the alcoholic gene. "Did our bro take some condoms?" "Yep, the junior-sized ones dad ordered from Sweden. He might be a pussy hound, but that doesn't mean he's totally stupid." He took another swallow. "And last month, Ethan Wood talked a sophomore girl to let Sammy fuck her. I don't think she got much out of his little pecker, but Sammy sure did. He couldn't stop telling me about it for days." "What did Ethan get out of it?" "Sammy's tight little ass, what do you think?" "I should have guessed." "Sammy still wants you to fuck him." "Are you sure Sammy is straight?" "Sure, but it he still likes getting fucked." "I can't fuck him, Jeffrey, I'd rip him in half." "Hey, Nicky and Ethan aren't little boys, and he's taken them. And mine isn't tiny any more either, although four-and-half isn't all that great for fourteen." Without pausing for breath he said, "Can I fuck you tonight?" I was pretty much a top. It was really rare that Rich topped me, but it happened. I let Jeffrey do it sometimes, because he liked to be the one controlling me on occasion. The only other person I have sex with is Sammy. It was usually mutual masturbation, with a couple of blow jobs thrown in. "Yes, you can fuck me tonight, Jeffrey." "Yippee." I have to say that the little fart did a good job that night. Because he's so promiscuous we wear condoms when we fuck, but that doesn't detract from our pleasure. Jeffrey is a really good top and he's a great bottom. He is a master cocksucker, and knows how to pleasure a cock with his hands. I guess when you've started being sexual at age eight, you end up learning a lot. That was my second-to-last night sleeping with Jeffrey before leaving for Alaska. Since Rich wasn't going to join me there until July, we wanted some time together. I ended up being drafted in the twelfth round by the Phillies. I had no desire to sign with them (the only team that could have tempted me was my hometown Mariners). When their farm director called I informed him I planned on returning to school. He told me he respected the decision and if I should change my mind before the deadline to sign I should give him a call. Jeffrey got to sleep with me the last night before I left. It was a wonderful and satisfying night complete with our usual parting tears. I really did love that boy in so many ways. On my flight to Alaska on Alaska Airlines, I couldn't help but wonder if Coach Miller and Coach Sanders might have something to announce before I returned home. Next: Marty Emails are always appreciated. Douglas, thehakaanen@hotmail.com