Date: Tue, 22 May 2012 13:19:41 +1030 From: Philip Whitney Subject: Sexual Awakening Sexual Awakening Part One - Arriving at the Seminary The first time I realized that touching your hard penis made you feel better happened when I was eleven years old, sitting in a classroom with twenty other students and an evil Latin teacher. I was very naive and knew nothing at all about sex. I was brought up to be very religious and went to mass several times a week. I had just started at a catholic grammar school run by the Christian Brothers, but there was nothing christian about this evil Latin teacher. His method of teaching was to ask you a question and if you got it wrong he hit you across the hand with a thick leather strap about twelve inches long. Sometimes he would miss and the strap would land on your wrist causing welts where the stitches landed. One day I was waiting my turn to be questioned and I realized that my penis was pressing against my shorts. I put my hand in my pocket to adjust it and got a shock when I realized it was hard and sticking through a hole in my pocket. I hadn't been able to find clean underwear when I dressed that morning, so I didn't have any on. My penis was as thick as my thumb and about three inches long. I put my hand around it and squeezed and suddenly I didn't care that I was next to be questioned. By the time I was thirteen I had decided that I wanted to become a priest. I had been interviewed by the Bishop and transferred to a Boarding School where fifty percent of the boys were lay students, whose parents wanted a 'good catholic education' for their child.It was my first time away from home and I was very scared. Spending so much time at church, I did not have any close friends and had never had a sleep over. I said my goodbyes to my parents and fought to hold back the tears. Then headed to the great hall with all the other students. We were told to get into a line as our names were called out alphabetically and since my surname started with a W, I was nearly the last to remain seated and had everyone staring at me. We then walked in line to the dormitory, which turned out to be a huge long room with partitions separating all the beds and a curtain across the doorway. At least I didn't have to be naked in front of the other boys. My cases were already in my cubicle and we had been given a half hour to unpack and leave the cases outside the dormitory. Leaving my new little home I almost tripped over the cases of the boy next door. As I bent to pick up my cases he came out through his curtain to pick up his that I had accidentally knocked over. He apologized and held out his hand, then with a huge smile he told me his name was Jamie. I don't know what happened to me, but my heart rate increased and I felt my penis start to swell and press against my pants. Jamie was the best looking guy I had ever seen. Dark skinned, but not black, sparkling blue eyes and a mouth full of perfect white teeth. We carried our cases to the stack of cases already outside the dorm and then returned to get changed for supper. Except Jamie followed me into my cubicle and sat on my bed. He was a none stop chatterbox and virtually told me his life story, which was a good job since I could hardly draw breath let alone speak. He informed me that he was a lay student and his parents were paying a lot of money in school fees for him to attend. I suddenly realized that all the time he had been talking my penis had been pressing against the front of my pants. Not being sexually aware I had made no effort to hide the protrusion, but it had not gone unnoticed. I could see Jamie looking at my pants and smiling as he chatted. " I can see you are pleased to see me," he commented and suddenly leaned forward and squeezed my hard penis through my pants. He then jumped up, gave me a hug, kissed me on the cheek and said he had to go get changed. I sat down on my bed and tried to work out what had happened. I don't know why my penis was hard. I don't know why I was having difficulty breathing and I don't know why I longed for Jamie to come into my cubicle again. The dining room at this school was called a refectory and once again we were told to line up outside in the same alphabetical order, so Jamie was just in front of me. We exchanged smiles, but stood in silence. Apparently from now until we got up the next day we had to remain silent. We then marched through the doorway to the applause of the rest of the school. We were the newbies and we were being welcomed. My mouth was wide open as I looked around the great refectory. The only way I can describe it was to say it was very similar to the great hall in the Harry Potter movies. Once the applause had finished and we had sat down, there was absolute silence. We then stood for grace and each school year took turns to walk to the front and collect a meal. I noticed as I walked up to the front that everyone of the older boys seemed to turn and look at me. I must have been blushing and Jamie noticed and touching his face he gave me a wink. As we sat back down at out table he whispered: " You seem to have made a hit, you gorgeous thing." I had no idea what he meant, so I didn't reply. As we silently ate our meal, one of the senior boys stood at a tall lectern and read to us. At first it was a passage from the bible, but then he started chapter one of 'Great Expectations'. After the meal, everyone stood in lines next to their tables and waited for all the teachers to leave first. They paraded passed us back to their common room and then the students in turn marched out. We were the last to leave, but the boys behind me had shuffled forward so I was gently being pushed up against Jamie. My penis was pressed against his bum and when he realized this, he moved his hands behind his back and gently squeezed me. I was hard in seconds and wondered what to do, but the line started to move and we silently walked back to our dormitory to collect our toiletries. As I entered my cubicle Jamie once again winked at me. He must have had difficulty finding his toiletries as I didn't see him again until I was returning from cleaning my teeth and he was on his way out. As we silently passed each other he smiled and patted my bum gently. Back in my cubicle I was changed and in bed in seconds. It had been a big day and I was very tired. I was almost asleep when I heard my curtain move and a voice whisper: "Good Night , Sexy!" The lights were still on, so I looked over to see Jamie's beaming face blowing me a kiss. I whispered: "Good Night!", but did not return the kiss. It must have been the early hours of the morning when I suddenly became aware of someone breathing quite heavily next to my bed. Then simultaneously a finger was placed across my lips and a hand was feeling around under my covers. " Shhush, don't be scared, its me, Jamie." By the time the hand was inside my pajamas, my penis was rock hard. Then he leaned close to my ear and whispered: " I couldn't sleep thinking about you. You are so awesome to look at and your shyness is so sexy. I just had to have some of your dick."As my mind puzzled over the word 'DICK' and thinking that I didn't have any dick to give him, his hand closed around my penis and his lips pressed gently against my own. My heart was beating fast and I thought I was about to faint. Then as his tongue forced my lips apart and started to probe inside my mouth, I felt Jamie's hand start to move up and down my penis. I lay still trying to breath through my nose. After a while I started to relax and began to respond to Jamie's kiss. I also realized that my hips were beginning to move slowly up and down to Jamie's hand movements. Everything felt amazing and I didn't want the feeling to go away.