Date: Wed, 24 Mar 2004 09:43:36 -0800 (PST) From: Sleepy Snoozer Subject: Sleeping Eddie and Me, Part 01 Sleeping Eddie and Me---Sleepers, Part 01 By: Sleepy Snoozer sleepytales at yahoo dot com DISCLAIMER: This is my story; don't steal it. Don't read it if you're underage...or at least try not to get caught. I write other stories under other pen names. The stories I write using this pen name will mostly be about sleeping...and sleepers...hence the name, duh! One story posted recently is called "The Placebo Effect", also in Adult-Youth, mid March, 2004. Check it out and tell me what you think of that one, too! Please do write me with story ideas, maybe your own experiences along these lines. I have the feeling that there are many sleepers...and sleepees...out there! Let's have some fun! Sleeping Eddie and Me, Sleepers, Part 01 I have known Eddie since he was in 6th grade and I was a sophomore in High School, when I got hired to baby-sit him. I know, I know...but please give me a little credit! I managed to resist temptation when he was 11 and I was 15. So he and I were buddies for almost a year before the events of this story took place. Our birthdays were within a few weeks of each other. He had turned 12 and I had just become 16, with the new Driver's License to prove it. I had been the same age when I had been introduced to certain activities, and I figured, what the heck. So I decided to try giving him a little of the same joy. NOT when he was awake of course! But when he went to sleep, and thank God he was a heavy sleeper. It was often said that crashing a truck into the wall of his bedroom wouldn't wake him. I hoped not. See, I had never had sex with anybody when we were both awake. At least not that anybody else ever admitted to, at any rate. Yup. You got it. My entire sex life had taken place when I was pretending to be asleep and the other guy either was really asleep or also faking it. Weird, huh? Let me explain. I was an avid watcher, of course. I watched him like a hawk, and it wasn't just because I was being paid to look out for his safety. I was saving up all the images for the internal slide show I would run while I jacked off later on. You know what I mean...I watched for anything I could catch a glimpse of. I was already a past master of both the sideways look and a well-studied passing glance, where you can see many things but not be noticed staring. Looking out for those precious glimpses of underwear above the waist of his tight jeans (this was before the days of baggies and boxers). Looking for suspicious bulges in front and the delightful bubble butt behind. Watching out for close-ups of the little dark hairs on his legs, more like feathery down than true grown-up leg hair. Saving up glimpses of the nape of his neck and how he looked when he was stretching like a cat on the sofa. Loving the occasional nipple flashes when he wore muscle tee shirts. Living for those few moments I was able to watch him run around in his tightie whities just after bath time and before jammies ruined the view at bedtime. He was certainly worth watching. Carefree as a bird, cute as a button, all boy and totally un-self- conscious. Normal looking, not a stunner in the reckoning of the rest of the world. But his personality shined like a star out of his flashing blue eyes, and I was drawn to his beauty and style like a moth to a flame. He was thin and rangy, already beginning to stretch upwards in preparation for adolescence. His voice wasn't cracking yet, but neither was it entirely in the piping register of the young boy anymore, either. When he spoke, it was sort of husky and dusky, if you know what I mean. His hair was so black it was almost blue in the intensity of direct sunlight. Just a bit of curl to it, so it bounced in the breeze as he whizzed through his daily life. He had a shadow of soft downy pre-mustache beginning to show itself on his upper lip. Eddie seemed unaware of the impact he had on me, which of course is just as well. I mean, what 12 year old in his right mind would have appreciated knowing that his High School baby-sitter was lusting after him and that he was the object of a lot of my jerk-off fantasies? It would have been too much to hope that he might be intrigued or turned on by that. So I suffered delighted agony when I was with him. And my excitement rose as bedtime approached. Ever since I'd joined Boy Scouts when I was Eddie's age, I'd known what it was like to put my wandering hands to work after lights out when the sleeping bags were lined up next to each other in the tents. I'd been shown the way by somebody older than me, of course. Timmy was the first one, I think. He was a randy 14-year-old Star Scout assigned as my Patrol leader. On our first camp-out together, I was pleased that he wanted me to sleep next to him. I thought I must have been doing well. Little did I know how well I was doing! Sometime after the campfire had burned down to nothing, I awakened to his chilly fingers groping my barely-pubescent package inside my long johns. I'd loved it, but then I'd blown it. I moved, thrusting myself into his hand and letting him know that I was awake and loved what he was doing. That evidently was a BIG no-no. But how was I supposed to know? There weren't any rules written down in the Boy Scout Handbook covering sleep-time groping, were there? No, there weren't. So, Timmy had immediately stopped what I loved having him do, and straight away yanked his hand out of my shorts and back into his own sleeping bag. I rolled over and tried to return the favor. In fact, I had never wanted to feel anything more than Timmy's dick right then, but he shrugged me off and turned onto his stomach. So of course I had stopped. You always have to stop if they protest. So I'd drifted off to sleep, confused and horny and frustrated for the first time in my young life. And then I'd been awakened again a bit later that same night with the same hand groping around again in my stuff! YAY! Thank God Timmy was so persistent...and so horny himself. I suppose it means I was already a perv, welcoming being interfered with like that. But welcome it I surely did. Molest me...PLEASE! I was a fast learner. Timmy was pretending to be asleep when he was the groper. I was supposed to be asleep as the gropee. OK. Got it! I tried not to move while he got both our rocks off. I tried not to groan too much in pleasure as he humped me thru the thickness of both our sleeping bags. Of course, I was too young to spurt jizz at that age, but I sure had a toe-curling dry orgasm, which evidently it was ok to shake and shiver my way through while I was still "asleep" according to Timmy. And Timmy must have soaked his shorts for sure, because he also groaned a bit in my ear as he panted his way to bliss. I loved every minute of it, and I now knew the rules. He never acknowledged what we were doing, although he surely knew that I wasn't really asleep. So I learned to do the same, and never tried to change the system. I learned to sleep next to the guys I liked. I learned to be the SLEEPER as well as the SLEEPEE, so to speak. Most of my fun times in Boy Scouts happened in the dark! You could do practically whatever you wanted as long as you weren't caught doing it; as long as you weren't caught out being awake and never ever talked about it or tried anything when you or the other guys were walking around in what I came to call vertical mode. I could only play in horizontal mode, if you see what I mean. It was like two completely separated worlds, and never the twain would meet. Sleepers all, and each "sleeping" our way to sexual satisfaction in ways that evidently were never possible when either party was awake. Weird, but whatever. It preserved their hetero view of themselves, I suppose, since nobody ever acknowledged it. Sort of like an early teenage version of the famous, "God, I was sooo drunk last night I don't remember a thing..." Yeah, sure, whatever! Needless to say, I loved every night of Boy Scouts. I never had one sexual experience when I admitted to being awake, and nothing ever done with me or to me was ever done by another "awake" boy either. I learned to apply these rules on Youth Group retreats, school trips, and anywhere else where I had the chance to sleep next to cute guys. I never pushed anything if there was even a hint of resistance. If they said "No", or if they acted out a NO in body language, then it was no. I always stopped if there was a no. But you might be surprised at how few negatives there were. Boy, those guys must have been heavy sleepers; every one of them! Yeah, sure, whatever! But more of those stories later, if you want to hear them. Meanwhile, back to Eddie. You can see why I endured all the agony of the waking moments, and why I also prayed for his folks never to come home that night. Luckily, Eddie's folks were quite the party animals, and they had an active social life that kept them out late several nights per week, so I got all my spending money needs met with my cash flow from them. No boy ever loved his job more than I did sitting Eddie! And Eddie never minded being left by them, as long as I was there to keep him entertained. And believe me, I was a TERRIFIC baby-sitter. I spoiled him rotten, and he loved me. I, of course, was in love (or was that lust?) with him as well. I could deny him nothing. After supper (which he had to eat all of, including the vegetables, otherwise I would have had to use the infamous tickle punishment), it was time for TV or a video. Tonight it was TV, although I was mandated to bring videos regularly. Eddie loved movies, and he loved to cuddle as we watched the scary ones that were his favorites. He knew I protested violently and pretended to be terribly "grossed out" if he tried to cuddle while he was still in his clothes, so of course, he had already showered and put his jammies on. This is not one of those stories where the baby sitter and the boy get it on. I wish it were! I wouldn't run the risk of grossing him out by perving on him openly, so for the same reason I resisted the urge to feel him up under the blanket during the movie. Well, except for accidental brushes with heavenly places from time to time. But who can be blamed for those? So I sure was suffering a major case of blue balls from the hours-long hardon I had while he was nestled next to me. He was groggy as the movie ended. He always was: his little body clock always seemed to wind down at the same time every night. So we played the carry me to bed and tuck me in game, which I of course cherished as one of the highlights of my day. Plus he almost always demanded a back rub until he fell completely asleep. I swear that was not my idea in the beginning. It was all him, I swear. I wouldn't have thought of it on my own, since it had never been part of my own previous experience. But I sure loved giving them to him. He seemed to toss and turn heaps unless he got his back-rub, prostrate on his tummy, arms and legs flung akimbo on his bed. I kept my rubs light as a feather under his pajama top at the end when he was asleep, and never let my hand stray anywhere below the waist. Not until he was snoring, that is. He had the cutest little snore, I swear. But this time, the massage would be different, I hoped. His thin body was so warm, his flesh so tender as I pressed my hands and fingers over his shoulders and back. He softly hummed, "Ohoo, that feels so good," as I kneaded his back. I skipped over his butt for now. But I promised myself I'd concentrate on that pretty soon! I pressed my hands into his thighs and legs, then down to his feet. Eddie was purring and I didn't want to disturb his reverie. I gave his legs and feet long rubs with both hands as I moved my face closer to his ass, loving his boy smell and wanting to touch and kiss everything I was looking at. On my way up to his back I gently rubbed each cheek over his pajamas. No reaction. Good. Back again now to his legs, more boldly pressing my hands into his ass cheeks on the way. The purring seemed a bit louder, and I was encouraged. On the trip back I concentrated on his butt, rubbing every part of it more and more sensually. He responded at least twice that I noticed by gently pushing his ass up into my hands. Good! I returned to his back and shoulders with renewed hope and horniness as I ministered to his muscles. I was now straddling him on the bed as I returned my hands more vigorously to his butt and then back down his legs. On my path upward, my fingers reached under him slightly. Another of my little tests to see if he protested this teeny invasion. He didn't. I couldn't believe how soft, yet firm, his ass cheeks were. I fondled and rubbed and caressed them, having stopped paying any attention to the rest of his body at all. He seemed to be drifting off to sleep just like he normally did, so no danger signs still. So I began to occasionally permit a thumb to enter his crack. It was slightly sweaty and damp there and felt so good. No complaints. I had never been so forward with my wandering fingers before. My heart was beating about a thousand times per second, I swear, and pounding in my temples. I had become very good over the years at telling the difference between sleep breathing and almost asleep breathing, and there is a difference. Eddie slipped into sleep in less than ten minutes. His breath was deep, rhythmic, and slow. I slowed my back-rub (well, now it was really only an ass rub, but never mind...) to almost no movement at all, and there was no protest. The muscles on his face pressed into the pillow were slack, and his lips were parted slightly. I had never kissed anybody before, but I wanted to right then. My heart was continued racing at fever pitch even though I kept everything else to a hushed slow motion pace. My mind was full of nervous questions. Should I turn off the bedside table lamp? No! I wanted to see what I was doing, so I took the added risk of remaining in the light. Although I loved being astride his torso, and my rock-hard dick was getting a good rubbing on his bubble cheeks. But nonetheless, I shifted to the side, so I could see and reach and not have to twist my own body too far. Something else that might wake him up. I was ready for the next step. I was as scared as I was excited! My hand moved south, and once again cupped the butt cheek nearest to me on the bed. Not a quiver from Eddie. So I felt free to feel him up some more. Have you ever felt a boy's softness in that spot? Even beneath two layers of light cotton (his briefs and his pajama bottoms), I knew I was near to Heaven. Then I slipped my hand under the elastic waistband of his PJ's. It was warmer there, and I was closer to the Holy Grail than before. Eddie took a deep gulping breath, and I could feel his butt cheek clench and grind down into the mattress just a little bit under my touch. I froze as I considered running from the room, but he didn't awaken any further. It was time for the next step. Slowly, I adjusted my position beside him so I was lying on the bed next to him, our bodies almost touching. My head was swimming, because I had never actually been beside him like this before, other than once in a while on the sofa. Gradually I insinuated my hand under the second elastic barrier between me and skin. I wriggled my fingers ever so slightly and I was in! His underwear wasn't too tight, and allowed my hand without any protest. I was feeling his actual bottom. It was warm; a bit damp in fact. And silky soft. I loved it. I stopped moving, and just enjoyed what I had already achieved. My other hand had to adjust my own throbbing dick inside my jeans. My shorts had somehow caught it so that it was pointing southeast and hurt like a son of a bitch. What a relief it was to straighten it out (so to speak)! Blood flowed even more fiercely into my cock as it was freed up, and it was harder than it had ever been, this side of orgasm at any rate. Eddie started in his sleep, like he'd had a little electric shock. Of course, that sometimes signaled a wake- up, so I froze again. But I didn't risk removing my hand from where it was pressed into his ass. The retreating movement might have awakened him more than just leaving it where it was, and besides, I REALLY didn't want to move it anyhow! And other than mumbling a couple of incoherent words, he didn't wake any further. But he did do something that I wouldn't have tried to do to him. He shifted onto his side, his butt to my crotch. And of course, I simply followed his motion, and also turned more onto my side as well. All of a sudden, he was nestled like a spoon against me. And now my hand on his ass was in the way. So I removed it, and Eddie pushed his butt backwards into my crotch. He seemed to grind it a few times, making himself comfy, possibly. But I was certainly more aroused than ever...Oh my God, what this boy could do to me! I was breathing as softly as I could, because I didn't want to tickle his ear or his neck. But I nestled my face into the nape of his neck and hoped for the best. And he still didn't wake up! Cool! And as gradually as I could, I moved my hand to his chest...I wanted to go for the gold right away, naturally. But I played a little game of delayed gratification with myself, and decided to save his crotch for last. Of course, feeling Eddie's chest under his pajama top was no big sacrifice, let me tell you! I only had that one free hand, the other being scrunched up underneath us both. Hey, you can't plan for every contingency, can you? But one was enough. Hell, most of my best work had been done one- handed. And if you didn't just laugh a little at that, then you're a really cranky so-and-so, aren't you? Anywaaay...I couldn't resist Eddie's chest. Not chiseled, not muscle bound, but firm and solid enough to prove that he was an all-round athlete. He just liked swimming and running more than he liked football or wrestling. I loved to feel him breathing in and out. His abdomen fluttered a little when I passed my hand over it the first time. Probably a little ticklish, so I hardened my touch just a bit. You have to learn to adjust to these little things, right? His legs straightened and stretched. I froze once again. But nothing else indicated that Eddie was anything other than fast asleep. And that's an interesting term, isn't it? I mean, where did the cliché "fast asleep" come from in the first place? There wasn't anything fast about it. Not unless the term was coined by somebody like me, that is. Well, it's a theory. Think about it and get back to me! I must have spent about half an hour enjoying the pleasures of Eddie's medium-sized torso under the caressing touch of my hand. I was almost in dreamland myself. And he slumbered on. The only change was that his little nips got pointy and hard as I caressed them. But that could just have been a physiological response, and not have anything to do with him liking it. But in my fantasy, he was loving every minute of it. In my mind, he was shivering in pleasure, and urging me on to bigger and better things. So I accommodated him. Well, I accomodated me, that is. OK, then...both of us! As my fingers softly strummed his baby six-pack, I couldn't help rocking my dick into his butt. I hoped it felt more like a rocking chair to him than humping. And I tried to time my caresses and the humping to go along with the rate of his breathing. Somehow, I thought that would feel more natural to him should anything strange seep into his unconscious musings. I have no idea whether any of that is accurate or not. Just telling you how it seemed to me at the time, is all. And so I couldn't make myself wait any more. My wandering hand wandered further down his body. I played with his innie navel for a bit, but didn't want to risk tickling him so much that he woke up. And then, almost reverently, my fingers touched the Holy of Holies. The fly of his pajamas wasn't gaping open, but neither was it shut firmly against me. One finger traced the opening with a touch as soft as a feather. There wasn't a huge hard-on. I was sure it wouldn't be huge anyhow, as that wouldn't really fit the proportions of the rest of his body. But I did feel the slightly coarser cotton of his briefs. And the ridge of the fly opening on those. Haines, I think they were. There! There it was. Soft as a silken worm, I traced its outline inside his undies. It gave under my touch, and wasn't hard at all. It also wasn't confined too tightly, and so fell naturally downward over one thigh, pointing at the bed he was laying on. Tucked over what I thought at first to be a tidy ball sack. But no! As I explored a bit further, I had to poke a bit between his damp thighs to feel his balls at all. They were nestled up there, and not hanging down at all. Oh my God, I breathed softly to myself! Just as I had suspected from peeks in the bath...that ball sack had an incredible set of danglers. Danglers are what I call a very low-hanging set, which in an older man would become pendulous. But for now, his nuts would hang lower than his pre-teen prick would if he were standing up. And I have to say, that turns me on like an electric jolt. I have no idea why. I've read extensively since those earlier years in psychology and the science of sexuality, trying to figure myself out, but I never have. I don't know why, but I love low hangers more than any other kind of balls on the male form. In more recent years, I have come to love how they move inside the scrotum all on their own when the rest of the body is aroused, and I lust after the sight of balls raising upwards almost into the base of the prick when the guy they're attached to is just coming. The balls go up...the toes curl...and Vesuvius erupts. I love it. OK, where was I? Right! Eddie's balls. As I thought about them, I had to feel them better. In my most daring foray yet, I pulled his whole body backward into mine, and prodded one of his feet so that it was laying over one of mine. And lifted it up just a bit. And voila! His thighs separated a bit. He sighed and settled again, but that was it from our young Master Eddie. And I was free to pinch his ball sack gently between two fingers and ever so gently pulled it away from his crotch. Sure enough, those delightful nuggets followed right behind, and sank inside their folds of skin downwards. His ball bag was now, just as I suspected, hanging lower than his dick. And the whole package fit perfectly into the palm of my hand. Have I just spent half page writing about a sleeping boy's beautiful balls? Yup, I have. Didn't think I had that much to say about the subject, did you? Well, I surely do! My soft humping resumed right about then, I have to admit. Cupping my perfect boy's perfect jewels in my hand was as close to Heaven as I had ever been until then. I lay there, barely twitching my fingertips, exploring the surrounding territory with minute gestures. Eddie heaved another sigh, and started snoring softly. A beautiful sound to me, indicating that everything was right in the world. And then I noticed something else. My fingers weren't the only things down there twitching. Oh no, there was something else. Eddie's dick was waking up, even if the rest of him wasn't. Very slowly, in miniscule shivers and twitches, his dick began to swell under my fingers. I couldn't believe my luck! I had the opportunity to measure it in every stage from flaccid to fully erect. It took about a minute, I guess. And I only had to help it along a little bit, so that it didn't catch in anything. Soon it was pointing toward his belly button inside his briefs, and had left his low-hanging danglers behind. It wouldn't all fit in my palm anymore. But I wasn't sad about that! See, there was much to learn about Eddie's dick. I hadn't been completely sure if he was cut or uncut, for example. And now I knew! He wasn't. I could tell that much from manipulation beneath his undies. But his pajamas were becoming annoying: the opening now tight against my hand, almost cutting off my circulation. So I took another risk. I unsnapped the fly of his pajama bottoms. Open sesame! And they were no longer in the way. Just one layer between my fingers and Eddie's Finger of Joy. I spent many minutes simply pinching the head of it softly between my thumb and forefinger, so that it would pop into and out of his foreskin. Pop...in...pop...out. Pulse of blood in his veins and more intense feeling for me as it became more aroused beneath my fingertips. Better not play with it too hard, or disaster will strike. Back to the balls then. Hardly second best. And his dick still twitched and pulsed even though I was only touching his balls now. Ah, he likes his balls then? Cool! Something else we have in common. I have to say that my humping was becoming less and less like a gentle rocking chair. I couldn't help it. Could you, if you had a gorgeous boy with a hard-on draped across the front of you, dead to the world and putty in your hands? I think not! I was getting closer and closer to spurting my approval of the evening's events. My fingers became more insistent and more urgent on Eddie's goodies. And then he stopped snoring. I froze, nothing moving except my twitching dick and my ragged breathing. Eddie was breathing normally, as far as I could tell, but something seemed different. Beneath my frozen fingers which remained splayed on Eddie's hard-on and cupping his dangling balls, I could feel the tiniest of pelvic movements. It wasn't a pelvic thrust by any means. More like a pelvic twitch. Very subtle. But all of a sudden, I wasn't the only one rocking on the bed. Eddie was moving, too. Just a tiny thrust upward against my hand, and then an ever so slight grinding back into my dick as it tried to crawl into the crack of his perfect ass. Teeny little movements, which I'm sure weren't even visible to the naked eye. And the basic problem with this form of intimacy came up and bit me right on the ass. Was he awake or not? Were these movements involuntary, or were they calculated? I couldn't break the rules and ask, could I? I wasn't going to whisper in his ear and see if he answered, was I? No, I was not! After all, if he was asleep, that was that. And if he was now awake, he was likely playing by the sleep rule. God knows what would happen if I asked him to decide if he was going to continue playing along while awake. No, I couldn't test for it. All I could do was decide whether to keep on or to stop. What would you do? I have to say that I wasn't good at stopping this close to the precipice. So I decided to keep on. My fingers continued to play on Eddie's stuff under the soft cotton of his white undies, and I resumed rubbing myself against his ass. But I worked at timing it according to the thrusts coming from Eddie's loins as well. And they were now a bit more pronounced. His breathing became deeper. His leg muscles stretched as he tried to find some more solid purchase to thrust himself into. His hard-on throbbed under my fingertips, and his balls weren't hanging so low in their sack as before. And just when I was about to burst, Eddie astonished me again. Scared me to death at the same time. But suddenly, he took a shuddering deep breath and put his hand over mine on his crotch. He pushed it more firmly and urgently into his crotch than I had been doing. And a soft whine came from low in his throat. It sounded needy. He sounded like he wanted something more. And just then, he pulled the elastic of his undies out and away from himself, and my hand was all of a sudden cupped against actual skin. I was touching him directly! And the elastic waistband snapped back into place, trapping my whole hand inside. He continued to hold it against himself, and his thrusts were now more pronounced than ever. His breaths became gasping groans, and I was now just along for Eddie's ride. I was no longer the one pulling the strings for myself! And then his whole body erupted into orgasm. You know how it is when pre-teens can't produce cum, it's almost as though their entire bodies make up for it somehow. It seemed like every muscle in his body tightened and let go all at once, and a moan escaped from deep inside of him. His little dick was hard as a rock and thrumming with electricity one moment, and then throbbing the next. Three times, four times, more. He ground his pelvis into my hand, every bit of himself tight as a wire, and then he was limp. All of a sudden, he was just a damp and sweaty boy mannequin, no independent movement in him anymore at all. His breathing went from ragged to serene once again, and his hand dropped back to the bed from where it had forced mine to remain in his undies. I discovered that I had missed my own cumming, but could feel the clammy dampness seeping into my own underwear. I wasn't quite as hard as I had been. And the thoughts racing through my mind weren't at all post-orgasmic, let me tell you! They were full of panic and fear as well as excitement. What would happen now? Would he "wake up" and call his parents? Would they call the police? Would he not do anything now but wait until the next day to drop the bombshell, after I went home? That would be the safest route for him, after all. He wouldn't have to deal directly with me about it. I had never in all my night-time adventures had evidence of such obvious orgasmic pleasure from any of my "partners." Nobody had ever had an orgasm except for Timmy that first time, and of course me all the times since. But nobody that I ever played with responded like Eddie had just done. Oh shit...talk about your greatest fantasy being your greatest nightmare all at the same time, or what? As all these thoughts raced through my mind, my cum continued to seep into my balls, and my hand continued to unconsciously rub and pet Eddie's dick and danglers inside his undies. His nuts were distended as they had been earlier, and the dick was only semi-hard. Sort of like mine now was, I thought. And he seemed to be sleeping like a baby just like before. I lay there, getting my own breath back, and considered my options. What should I do? There were no options really. Playing by the sleeper's rules, I just had to let him keep on sleeping, if that's what he was doing. Or pretend to sleep, if that's what it really was. Those were the rules, and they bound us both if he was awake. The rules bound only me if he was truly asleep, of course. So, that was it, then. I slowly and carefully extricated myself from Eddie's undies and his bed. I softly re- arranged everything as if I had never been there, and remembered to fasten the snaps on the front of his pajamas. I snuck from the room after turning the lamp off, and left the door open just like always. And Eddie never moved the rest of the time I was there that night. His parents came home about 3 am, and I was dozing on the sofa when they arrived, just like normal. There was the usual chitchat as they paid me and I went home. I showered the crusty cum off my crotch, and continued to worry about what would happen. That was Friday. On Saturday, I drove past Eddie as he was shooting hoops in his driveway, and he waved and grinned at me just like he always did. On Tuesday when I got home from school, my heart lurched as I saw a message to phone Eddie's Mom. But she was just confirming the next time I was scheduled to stay there, which was Thursday night. No warning of disaster, nothing outwardly different. But everything was different inside my head, that's for damn sure. So. Does anybody want to hear what happened on Thursday night? Let me know.