Date: Fri, 5 Feb 2021 16:35:00 +0000 From: Andrew Passey Subject: The Deal Part Nine (Young Friends) Jamie and Tom went into the bathroom to get clean. Jamie was waddling and using his hand to try and not leak cum on the carpet. They had a quick shower and dried off before walking back into the bedroom naked. Jamie reached for his clothes but Tom stopped him. "Mum and Dad won't be home for ages, let's get into bed and talk," He said climbing into bed naked and pulling the duvet back for Jamie to climb in. Jamie climbed in and they both lay there looking at the ceiling. "I need to tell you some things Jamie," Tom said. "It's going to be hard for me to say and hard for me to admit to. So please try and let me finish having my say before you say anything. I've been doing a lot of thinking recently and trying to....process everything going on with me. Basically.....I know I've been an utter arsehole to you. I'm really really sorry about that. I've made your life hell and you're the last person I'd ever want to do that too. It's all my fault we were no longer friends. You were my best friend. You meant everything to me. I loved you like a brother..but....once we started secondary school I got a bit jealous that you had other friends. I guess I felt that you were leaving me behind. More importantly though, I started puberty pretty early and it just scrambled my mind completely. That love I felt for you. That brotherly love got mixed up in my hormones and I was so fucking confused." Tom went silent for a moment. Jamie kept quiet and waited for him to for the words to continue. He reached over and squeezed Tom's hand, hoping that would give him the confidence to continue. It must have worked because Tom gave a big sigh and started speaking again. "I remember the first time I decided I couldn't be friends with you Jamie. I blamed you but fucking hell it was all my fault. I'd seen you naked at swimming and that night I had a wet dream. About you, about us doing stuff together. I woke up and felt mortified. I didn't want to be gay, I couldn't be gay. I blamed you. I decided it was your fault. I thought that you must be gay and that you'd bewitched me somehow. I know that made no sense but I was confused and I knew I didn't want to be gay. Unfortunately I'd still find myself fantasising about you. However I couldn't admit it to myself so I started to bully you. I'd already fallen in with Carl and the others. Acting macho and bullying smaller boys gave me a sense of power, it made me feel more masculine. I guess I convinced myself it made me feel not gay. Then when you offered me the deal I jumped at it as I could prove to myself I wasn't gay. After all if I was in charge. If I dominated you, well you were sucking my dick because YOU were gay not because I was. That's what I told myself. The other day when I was angry with you and you thought I would rape you. I never would but I let my anger at you take over. I was angry because I'd told you I loved you a few days before. It came from a place of lust and I couldn't control the words. But afterwards I just couldn't handle that. I couldn't cope with what I'd said out loud. I needed time to think. So I was an arsehole again to you, hoping it would help me deal with it. However I still couldn't process it until today when we kissed and suddenly it all fell into place. So yes, I think I do love you Jamie and I'm so so so sorry how I've behaved towards you. I also am sorry for how I've been towards other boys over the past couple of years. I love having sex with you but in all honesty I don't deserve you, I don't deserve to have sex with you. I think we should end the deal," Tom said, pouring his heart out. Jamie looked over and could see Tom's eyes glistening with tears and he realised how hard this had been for Tom to admit. "Wow. Tom, shit, you have been really fucking confused. So do you accept you're gay?" Tom grimaced, "Sort of. Well gay for you anyway. I suppose that means I'm gay." Jamie put his hand on Tom's, "I know how hard it is to admit to yourself Tom' He said. "It's taken ages for me to come to terms with it and I only really have recently. Even when I was enjoying sucking your cock I'd tell myself I was only doing it because you made me. I guess a reversal of your position on it all! If I could convince myself you were forcing me and I had to do it then it gave me deniability. However the other day when I begged you to fuck me..... well there was no coming back from that. I already knew really but then I definitely knew then for sure I was gay and I knew I loved you. As for the deal, you're right, we should end it," Jamie said. Tom looked disappointed but nodded, "Yes, I took advantage of you and it wasn't right. I hope we can still be friends though and still hang out sometimes,"He said sadly. Jamie giggled, "You fucking idiot. We should end the deal because it's not necessary. You love me, I love you. Let's be boyfriends. I imagine we both want to be? We can have sex together as much as we like! I can come round and help with schoolwork everyday. We can have sleepovers. You can fuck me as much as you like. You can still dominate me if you like and boss me around. In fact you can fuck me now if you want to although kiss me first. I like kissing you," Jamie said smiling at Tom whose eyes widened as he processed the words. "You'd really be my boyfriend? After everything I've done to you?" He asked in wonderment. "Yes! I love you! I love kissing you! I love sucking you, although we don't do that anymore it seems. I love you fucking me. I love spending time with you. I'm not expecting us to be boyfriends at school but we can be outside of school," Jamie said leaning over to kiss Tom. Tom kissed him back then wrapped his strong arms around Jamie and rolled them over so he was laying on top of him, kissing as his hardening cock mashed up against Jamie's. Tom broke the kiss and to Jamie's amazement started kissing his chest and sucking his nipples before making his way slowly lower and lower. "What are you doing?" Jamie asked in surprise. "Something I should have done ages ago, after all why should you have all all the fun," Tom said with a smile before he engulfed Jamie's hard dick with his mouth causing Jamie to squeal with pleasure. The next few minutes were some of the best of Jamie's life, the boy he loved was sucking his dick! He'd never felt sensations like it and realised how much he'd been missing out. Then with a scream and a flood of ecstasy through his body be shot in Tom's mouth. Tom stayed on Jamie's dick until he softened then worked his way back to give Jamie a cum filled kiss. "How was it?" Tom asked nervously after they'd finished their kiss. "Amazing, thank you!" Jamie said. "My pleasure, I enjoyed it! Made me wonder what it would be like to take it up my arse,"Tom said with a smile. "Hmm well you should try it but I think you're more of a top and I'm definitely a bottom. But why don't we have a sleepover next weekend and spend a long long time trying a few new things?" Jamie asked with a smile. "Sounds good! Between you and me I love being in charge but I also liked the way you took control earlier. It was fun. Actually it was pretty fucking epic! I want to try loads of different ways of doing it!" "Me too! On that note...would my boyfriend like to fuck my brains out?" Jamie asked with a giggle. "Fuck yeah,"Tom said and Jamie rolled onto his side. Tom lubed them up and he entered Jamie from behind, slipping his hand around to wank Jamie gently at the same time as he thrust away. Jamie might have only just cum before but he was instantly hard. He was loving the feeling of Tom's hand wrapped around his hard dick while Tom's hard cock thrust in and out of him. They had no need to keep the noise down and the room was full of grunts and groans. As Tom sped up Jamie suddenly came with a cry of "unnnghhhhh" with Tom filling him up soon after with a grunt. Jamie rolled back over and they kissed before holding each other close. Jamie then asked a question that was on his mind. "What happens now at school? I guess you'll ignore me but it'll be hard and your friends will still bully my friends, particularly Pete. He now knows about me being under your protection and wants to know why and how, and how he might manage that," Jamie said. Tom looked thoughtful, "Well fucking hell am pretty sure neither of us wants to be out at school do we? I mean that would just be nuts. However I get your point on Pete. Stopping the bullying needs some thought and planning. Carl is really the most trouble, everyone else is just a hanger on. Also....I'm not TOTALLY sure Carl might not be gay or have those feelings anyway. He's tried to force you to suck his cock after all. He sometimes looks like he might be perving on boys. After all, it takes a perv to know a perv! Give me a bit of time. I'll think about it. I might be able to work out a plan," Tom said before saying they should probably get clean and dressed before his parents get home.