Date: Wed, 08 Nov 2023 13:13:35 +0000 From: Centaur356 Subject: The Road That I Travelled Part 1 For as long as I can remember I have kept a daily diary, which all started way back when I was about 12 years of age and I was given a 5 year diary for xmas. The entries were pretty mundane until one day something `new' happened to me and something that changed my life. That was when I realised that my diary entries had to become more discreet. Fortunately I found a way, a kids comic book that I used to read had a story about a spy in it and part of the story told how the spy would send messages in code and it even showed the way that he coded his messages. That seemed to be the way so I began to put my diary entries into the book in my own code. That has been the way for similar entries over the years until I got my first computer and thought that I could de-code the annotations and put them onto my computer. In doing so I suddenly found myself typing and getting very aroused at the almost total recall that the entries gave me, I even ended up when typing that I would have to sit at my computer naked because I got so aroused and would often have to pause partway thru typing to relieve myself. I have published a few of my `experiences' under headings such as Dartmoor by Moonlight, Cornish Cream etc., but having had some feedback on those I decided that it was time to tell about how my salacious life began. At the age of 13 I didn't have many friends and was somewhat deprived of love and attention at home. But there was one friend from school that I had, Ronny, the same age as me and we would go everywhere together as two kids having lots of adventures until one day our adventures `changed'. We were on our way home from school one sunny summers afternoon and we ventured into some woods that we often played in, no rush to get home as parents were at work so we could spend ages exploring. After playing for a while Ronny said that he had to pee and without any hesitation he pulled the front of his trousers open and took his cock out. Now I had never really seen another cock before and seeing his was something new. What I noticed though that as he started to pee in full view of me his cock seemed to get bigger because as he peed he was stroking it. I was fascinated and could hardly take my eyes off it, but when I did and looked up at his face I could see that he was watching me with a curious look on his face. He said, `I like to take my cock out in the air it feels lovely'. I had never heard it called a cock before but the word seemed to excite me. As he finished peeing he didn't stop stroking himself though as he stood there, even letting his short trousers fall down around his ankles. He said, `you should try taking yours out it feels lovely'. Not being backward in doing things especially with my best friend I quickly but nervously undid my trousers and let them slide down my legs leaving me in my tiny little white briefs, he told me to take them down too which I did feeling so adventurous even though I sensed it was sort of naughty thing to do. He then showed me how to stroke it as he was doing to his and I did so. Then he said, `no you're not doing it right, here let me show you' and before I could stop him he reached out and closed his warm hand around my cock. That feeling that ran thru me is still so memorable, the heat of his hand, the way that he held me, the way that he stroked gently, it was like something that I had never felt before and ooooh it felt so good. I think that I must have groaned or something because he said, `it's nice isn't it' and all I could do was nod vigorously as he continued to stroke me. Something else happened too, my cock began to thicken and get harder until it was almost hurting but I didn't want him to stop I just stood there like his `toy' as he stroked me. Then he reached out took my hand and placed it on his cock and I felt a rush run thru me again, the sponginess but the hardness as well was such a delight. He suddenly stopped and looked down at me and said, `ooooh yours is bigger than mine now. Come on lets go to our den and I'll show you something else'. Our `den' was an old air raid shelter that we sometimes went into explore so pulling our trousers up I follow him meekly tingling all over until we got inside the shelter. In the semi dark and out of the way of prying eyes he turned to me and said, `do you want me to show you some more things that are nice like that'? I nodded again and with that he quickly undid his shirt and took it and his vest off then his trousers until he was standing there naked and he reached out and started to unbutton my shirt and said, take your clothes off like me it's nicer like that' . I was nervous but buzzing with the newness of it the adventure of it and I just wanted him to teach me. Standing naked facing each other he reached out and started to stroke my cock again and without even thinking about it I did the same to him. I could feel such feelings running thru me when he suddenly shuffled even closer and said, `try this' and wrapped his arms around me and pressed his warm soft body against mine. It felt so `heavenly' that my legs almost collapsed our smooth hairless bodies pressed together our cocks pressed together. He reached down and took hold of my cock and pushed it down under him and closed his legs around it and started to move backwards and forwards I a movement that I learned to love so much over the years and as my cock slid between his thighs I could feel it slipping , little did I know that my cock was leaking causing my pubescent precum to make it easier. I could feel his cock sliding against my belly as he thrust against me and he whispered. Ooooh so nice isn't it'. Finally I managed to gasp out a `yes' and after a couple of minutes he stopped and said, `let me show you something else that's nice' and stepped back a little. I was almost sorry to have his body taken away from me but then he dropped to his knees and took my cock in his hands and said, `just shut your eyes and see if you like this'. I did as he `commanded' only too willing to learn more things to delight me. I shut my eyes and concentrated more then than any time I'd concentrated on my school lessons in school. All of my concentration was in the pleasure centre , my cock. I heard him say, `wow you're so hard' and then my legs did buckle a little because I felt warmth and wetness envelop me shaft. I opened my eyes and looked down and saw that I was in his mouth. I thought `yeuck' but as I thought it his tongue slid along the underside of my cock and I shuddered with delight and stood there as he moved backwards and forwards slowly sucking on me. Oh my god, where had these feelings come from , how had I not felt them before, how could I keep feeling them, it almost felt so tender and loving from him. I wanted more and more and more/ I felt his hands move around me and cup my little round buttocks as he pulled me towards him and I could hear him slobbering over my cock almost, it felt so good. After about five minutes I guess, the time seemed to stand still I felt a sudden increase in the feelings running thru me and then like a bolt of lightning going thru me which would have frightened me I think if it hadn't felt so good', I had my first orgasm. I didn't ejaculate, I hadn't learned how to do that yet, but I had to put my hands on his head to stop myself falling over but he no doubt knew that he `had me under his control' right then and pulled me deep in his mouth gripping my bottom tightly to pull me forward, When I came back to earth he let me slip out of his mouth and sat back looking up at me and said, `nice isn't it'. When I got my breath back I managed to say, `wow that was amazing, how did you learn that' . He told me then that a man had taught him and he loved it. Then he said, would you like to try it on me'? Oooooh yes I thought and dropped to my knees infront of him straight away. He stood up so that his cock was infront of my face and I got a closer look at it gingerly in my hands and held it looking closer at it. I realised that it wasn't as big as mine but looked pretty much the same otherwise other than the fact that from the little slit in the head I could see a little bead of moisture which made me have a little `yeuck' feeling in my belly because all that I could associate with that was pee. But I so wanted to pleasure my best friend as he had done to me' I moved closer and let the shaft touch my lips at first and then tentatively stuck my tongue out to touch it as I did so I tasted that little drop of fluid and found it to different. I thought this isn't pee I'm sure, it felt sort of a mixture of sweetness, acidic, and slightly salty. I heard him say `open your mouth for me' and I did obediently and felt him feed his cock onto my tongue. I was so tentative for a while just holding him in my mouth resting on my tongue, smelling his body and tasting that juice then I thought that I should try what he had done to me and closed my lips over it and as soon as I did he pushed and more slid into my mouth. He pushed in so much that my young mouth gagged for a second. But I heard him moan, `yessssss' and knew that I was doing something for someone who I felt so tenderly towards that I wanted it to be good for him , so I copied his earier movements and began to move backwards and forwards hearing him gasp with each movment. I slid my hands around him as he had tone for me and cuppled his buttocks and when I did that I felt his hands reach back onto mine and guide my fingers between his buttocks and I felt that I was touching his hole. Yeuck I thought again but heard his moan of pleasure that I gently let my fingers stroke him there. Unbeknown to me at the time, Ronny had been indulging in this delightful pursuit and more for about a year with the man that I was to meet in the future and he had been taught so much . So, when his body began to show me that he was enjoying it and he said, `gonna cum' I didn't know what he meant but I soon found out. His cock in my mouth gave a sudden sort of jerk and then I almost choked, because he started to ejaculate onto my tongue. I thought that he was peeing at first but immediately knew that he wasn't because it was thicker than pee would have been and tasted oooh so sweet as well. I couldn't pull away anyway because he had one hand on the back of my head holding me in place saying `don't' stop yet pleasssssse'. His other hand reached back somehow and gripped my fingers that had been touching his hole and he pushed them and one fingertip slipped into him without me realising it. H4e groaned and bucked against me for what seemed like ages then he suddenly relaxed and let me go again and slipped out of my mouth. He stood there panting for a few minutes and said, `oh that was fnntastic. You're a natural at it. Did you like it?; I felt a bit embarrassed for some reason but I had to nod again, when I think back now I think that I nodded rather enthusiastically to be honest. I loved it. I even loved the taste of his cum in the back of my throat , I wasn't quite sure why but I didn't even spit it out, I swallowed it. Bad boy eh? Both spent we got dressed again in silence and left the shelter and set off back home again. But for the rest of the day and when I got into bed that night I couldn't get it out of my head the feelings that were running thru my body and the thoughts, so much so that when I went to bed that night I found that my cock was rock hard and gave me a bit of a sleepless night. The following day at school I sat across from Ronny and looked at him in a new light, how could he have been so knowledgeable, what a `teacher' I had in him, I also felt a sort of boyish love for him. When we left school together that afternoon I couldn't wait until we got to the path that went beside the woods and wondered if he'd want to go into the woods again. That sense of wonder left me when he looked up and down the path and then suddenly grabbed my hand and almost pulled me back into the trees and said, `do you want to do it again'? I knew what the `it' was and said, `ooooh yes please' and we quickly set off for the air raid shelter and repeated the day before, the only variation this time though was that when he was sucking me his fingers reached into my cleft and tickled up and down my puckered hole which seemed to increase my feelings even more once I got used it it. And when I was sucking him I did the same to him but he told me to push my finger in him which I did and he immediately began to buck against me. # Over the next few days it was the same thing again and again until the Friday when it was the beginning of the school holidays. In that time my curiosity was answered in some ways when found out that an adult had taught him how to do such lovely things, although he didn't tell me who it was. Summer holidays in those days always seemed to be warm and sunny and I was left on my own to do my own thing. No thought was given to a boy getting into any trouble in those days. So, one day Ronny asked me if I'd like to go for a picnic down on the meadows not far from home. We packed up a sandwich or something and set off going into the meadows and exploring and generally having fun as kids do. It was after we'd had our picnic that Ronny said, `I feel tingly, do you want to go and do something'. I had been waiting and hoping that he would ask and said `yes' immediately. He said maybe I can teach you something new that I like/ so we set off across the meadows for the woods the other side. He seemed to know exactly where to go something that didn't occur to me at the time, but we were in among some thick bushes away from prying eyes, although there was no one about anyway. He'd brought a small blanket with him and laid it out on the grass and without a word he suddenly stripped off his tee shirt and shorts and laid down on the blanket. I followed suit and laid next to him and we lay there in the sun stroking each other until he sat up and leaned over me and started to suck me. He could obviously tell that he'd `got me' from the noises that I was making and the way I was wriggling as he sucked me, because he suddenly stopped and sat up and said, `I want to do something else this time, is that ok'. I nodded, thinking anything you want. He turned the old army small pack that he'd brought his picnic in and took out a small jar opened it and coated his fingers in the stuff. It was Vaseline. He smeared his hand all over my cock which needless to say was so hard and then he got some more and reached behind himself. I didn't know at the time what he'd one at the time but soon found out when he said, `lie still let me do it'. Then almost before I knew it he was kneeling stride me, I looked down in wonder at his hard cock rising above my belly and then I felt his hand as he reached under him and then I felt him guide me until I was touching his hole. What What What ! I thought and wanted to say `no that's dirty' but then the gentle pressure on my cock head increased and he gave a long sigh as he sat down quite quickly on my cock and it slid all the way up inside him. OMG! Another sensation that sent surges of `delight' thru my body. I was leaning so much and loving it. The way that it felt, as I slid so easily inside him aided by the gel, it felt as if I was being held in something that was like silk gripping the whole length of my cock. I looked from where we were joined up to his face and saw him looking down at me with a little smile on his face , a smile of triumph almost. Then he said, albeit a bit breathlessly, `oooh that feels so good, your cock feels super. Do you like this'? I couldn't help but nod as usual a bit breathlessly at what was happening and trying to breathe with the sensations. He leaned forward and said quietly, I thought later that he said lovingly, `Just lie still and let me do it' and then he put his hand either side of me and started to move up and down with me looking right into his eyes. I can't describe the feelings of that first time properly it was like something out of this world, his body moved up and down with long slowly movements as I felt my cock sliding in and out . He kept moving very slowly for a long time then he slowly sat up and as he did so he pressed down on me deeper until I was completely inside him and then he reached down took hold of his own cock and began to stroke it as he rocked up and down on me. All the sounds of the woods that had been around us seemed to disappear and all I could hear was his breathing getting deeper and deeper and the sound of the wetness as I slid in and out of him, punctuated now and again with a little groan from him when slid all the way down on me, Then his movements began to get more urgent and I watched his hand working up and down his own cock getting more frantic as well until he suddenly sat down hard on me forcing all of my cock inside him and at the same time he gave out a long groan and I watched his fist slide to the base of his cock and it erupted with cum. I'd only felt it cum in my throat up until then but to suddenly see it pouring out of his cock was amazing and thrilled me, He stayed pressed down on me as his cum dribbled all over my belly and now and again his body gave a little shiver. I haven't got a clue how long he stayed sat astride me like that but eventually he slowly lifted up off me and said, `lie still' and went into his pack again and came out with a small cloth, he'd obviously come prepared, and wiped my cock and when he'd finished he wiped his cum off my belly and then he took hold of my cock and stroked me until I had an orgasm of sorts. Afterwards I asked him how come his cock gave off that thick white stuff and mine didn't. He said it'll happen eventually it took him a while before he could do it properly like that. We lay there side by side in the sun with me asking him questions which for the most part he answered and he told me that his `friend' the man who had taught him was so kind and considerate. I found out that Ronny loved to suck n the mans cock and loved to make the man cum he even told me that the man put his cock in his bum a lot and it felt great to have him in there especially when the man `came' inside him. The way that he talked about it made me quite envious in a way, I thought that he was so lucky to have someone pay him so much attention and treat him so nicely. I asked if it hurt when he had a cock inside him and he said it did at first but he soon got used to it and that `now' it was a lovely feeling. The way I looked at him when he said that he must have seen inside my thoughts because he said , `we can do it with me inside you one day if you like'. I thought for a moment and then nodded but said I was nervous about it hurting. He told me that if it was his cock it wouldn't hurt so much and maybe one day I'd want a man cock inside me and then I'd feel really good. I think that I was probably a bit eager when I said, `when' because he laughed and said, `maybe tomorrow if you really want to try'. I said ok and it was set for another picnic the next day. After another night thinking and dreaming about all that Ribbt had taught me and all that had happened to me as it seemed so suddenly, introducing me so many new things and so many new sensations. It really did feel as if I had a love for Ronny and to be honest I would have done anything for him , just to show my `gratitude' and to please him because it somehow became so important to me. Lying there before I went to sleep that night I was stroking my cock which seemed to be almost permanently hard and thinking about what was going to happen the following day, I got out of bed and after making sure that everyone was asleep I crept into the bathroom and out of the cabinet I took a tube of hand cream that I had seen my sister use. I squeezed a large amount into the palm of my hand and then crept back to bed. I put some in one hand and coated the cream around my cock the slipperiness sending a shudder thru me as I slid my fist up and down then with the remainder of the cream I lifted my knees under the covers and reached around and touched my hole. The sudden coldness of the cream made my body jerk for a second then as it began to warm I rubbed my finger across my hole feeling every wrinkle. Spreading my legs wider I pressed against the opening with my one finger and felt myself resisting for a few seconds then suddenly it felt wonderful because I began to relax and open up, then with another little push suddenly my finger was inside just to the first knuckle but it was there. I moved the finger tip around a little and felt that lovely feeling that I'd felt when Ronny did it to me so I pressed a little more. Past the entrance I at first felt a little light pain and I almost stopped , but then as I moved my finger the pain went away as I moved my slippery finger in and out slowly, it was replaced by a tingling that seemed to go from my hole to the base of my cock and I had to bite my lip to stop myself from making any noise. Suddenly unexpectedly I was lifting my hips upoff the bed and pushing back down again against my finger my cock throbbing like crazy in my other hand. Ronny had said when I had been sucking him that I was a natural, little did I think of it at the time, but all of a sudden it seemed to me that sex was the `thing' . I loved it. I worked my finger in and out for a while very slowly then with a little nervousness I eased another finger in alongside the first, more feeling of pain that almost made me yelp but then a feeling that made me feel hot. I could feel the sweat running down under my arms as my two fingers moved in and out and my hand on my cock began to stroke faster until I was bouncing on the bed as if i was on a bouncy cushion. It seemed as if the feelings overtook my body and I had to move my head an take a mouthful of the sheet to stop myself from crying out. Then at one point I had my fingers pressed deep as they could go and I happened to crook my fingers bending them and I must have touched somewhere different. My feet pressed hard into the bed, my lower body was levered upwards off the bed and my cock pulsed in my fingers for a second then I saw stars, bouncing like that against my hand and I didn't feel it at first but then I suddenly realised that my belly was wet, not just wet but sticky wet. I groaned into the mouthful of sheet and hovered there my body jerking for a few seconds before I collapsed back on the bed, as I did so my body came down on my hand and my fingers were forced deep inside me and I groaned again. I lay for a while limp and exhausted trying to recover unable to move. I don't' know how long it took me to come back to my senses and slowly lift up so that I could ease my fingers out then push the bedclothes down and roll over to switch on the bedside light. It seemed as if I was in a dream. But when I sat up and looked down at myself my belly was covered in thick cream fluid, like Ronny's I had done it, it seemed I had had my first proper orgasm and my first real ejaculation. I sort of felt proud. Yes this sex thing was the thing for me I decided there and then . I got up and with using an old pair of shorts I wiped myself clean back and front and my hands , dumped them in the rubbish basket resolving to throw the contents of the bin in the rubbish the following morning. I then got back into bed and went off to sleep straight away exhausted. The next morning when I got up just before my mum went off to work she asked me what I was going to do that day !! I fumbled with my words for a second trying to think of something to say, after all I couldn't say , `I hope that I'm going to have Ronnys cock in my hole', whatever reason I gave she said, `well be good , I'll see you when I get home'. As soon as she'd gone I did my chores and went and had a really good wash in all the places that I thought would be important and then buzzing I set off, excited but very very nervous, because I felt that I was taking a step into a new realm of wonder. I got to the park where I normally met up with Ronny and despite waiting there for nearly half an hour he didn't turn up. I guess that I could have just thought that he wasn't coming that day and gone off and done something else, but I was so, as they say nowadays `wired' to the thought of more sexual adventures that I set off for his house. As I walked up to the front door I had a horrible feeling that maybe he wouldn't be there and then what would I do. But I knocked on the door and sure enough Ronny came to the door. I asked him if he was coming out to `play' with a emphasise on the play and he told me that he'd got to stay in that day because their babysitter was ill and he'd got to look after his baby sister, I didn't even know he'd got a sister. He invited me in though and I found that his sister was almost a baby probably about a year old. She was pottering around in a playpen in the lounge so we sat in chairs reading comics and chatting between the two of us, with me feeling very disappointed. After all I felt that I'd psyched myself up to ask him to `do' me that day and it wasn't going to happen. Around midday he went and made his sister some lunch and we helped feed her then we both had some sandwiches and something to drink then he said that it was time for his sister to have a nap. He picked her up out of the playpen and carried her upstairs and put her into her cot. Then he turned to me with a whole different expression on his face and said, ` Come on she'll sleep for an hour or two and we'll hear her if she wakes up, lets go into my room'. The way he said it and put his hand on my arm as he said it sent a tingle thru me and I felt that tingle between my legs too. Once in his bedroom there was no hesitation, the second the door was shut Ronny walked over an pulled the curtains and then turning round quickly and I mean quickly, his shorts and tee shirt came off and he was standing there naked infront of me his lovely cock sticking out already hard. My senses went up so many degrees and I quickly stripped off too as he came towards me. We stood there naked about a foot away from each other for the first time in privacy and in the warmth of his room and he said what do you want to do today. I blushed I must confess for a moment then I said, `I want to try with you doing to me what I did to you yesterday, can we'. He looked at me with such a soft warmth on his face and then stepped forward and gently wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. Oh heaven, the feeling of his warm skin against me sent such thrills thru me. His hard cock was pressed against my belly and I could feel my own getting hard as well As he held me his hands were sliding over my back now and again caressing my bottom with a touch that seemed to be like feathers on my skin so light and tender/ Then he said, `I was thinking last night about you, we're like two lovers aren't we, like a man and woman would be'. His words were like they folded around me as his arms were holding me and I almost melted against him and then he said, `maybe we should play like lovers'. I couldn't believe his words so softly spoken (little did I realise at the time that his words had been suggested by his man friend to further seduce me......but even if I had known at the time I wouldn't have minded they meant so much to me), I nodded back to his words and with his face right infront of me looking directly into my eyes he suddenly came closer and I felt his lips on mine, he wa kissing me. At the soft touch of his lips I did melt and almost sagged against him as I returned the kiss amateurishly. He broke away and said, `no look do it like this, do what I do' and he softly kissed me again which I mimicked and then as our lips pressed against each other his opened slightly and felt his tongue touch my lips. As if a natural thing I opened my lips slightly and let my own tongue slip between them until they were touching. On of his hands slid up my back and to the back of my head and he applied pressure pulling me towards him as his tongue delved deeper into my mouth duelling with my own tongue. I took his direction and did the same to him and soon we were locked in what I guess was a passionate embrace lip locked. During it all I suddenly felt wetness dribbling down my leg and although I just felt it I didn't care what it was as I was like jelly inside but warm soft jelly. It turned out to be his precum dribbling out of his cock. When we both came up for air his face was only inches away from mine and he was looking deep into my eyes and I said it, the words that had run thru my head for a few days but I'd been too embarrassed to say, `I love you Ronny'/ He gave a little warm smile in reply and said, `I love you too and I'm going to treat you like my girlfriend now'. Tingling I let him lead me over to the bed and lay me down in the middle of it , I hadn't noticed at first but he had a double bed. I laid there looking up at him as he knelt on the bed beside me then he leaned over and kissed me again just lightly but then his kisses began to travel all over my body getting lower and lower until he came to where my very light patch of soft pubic hair was. He kissed the patch which meant that my cock , now rock hard was resting against the side of my face then he began to slowly kiss and lick up the length from the bottom to the top where his tongue slowly caressed the head. I was looking down at him watching his every move and he turned his head and looked at me smiled and opened his mouth and engulfed my cock head. I must have groaned or something because he let me out of my mouth and said, `nice?' I nodded eagerly and he went back holding the head in his mouth then sliding his tongue around it. I was on fire again , it had been good in the woods but in the privacy of his room it was even better it seemed and I couldn't help but push up against his mouth and very quickly he had gone all the way down and I was completely in his mouth. I was back in heaven only this time mega heaven. He kept it up for a few minutes then sat up again, leaving my cock sticking up shiny and wet from his saliva and turned to one side, and said, `I love the taste of you'. Which once again sounded so `loving' the way he said it. He reached into the bedside locker and took out a tube and squeezed it onto his fingers and then without saying anything he went down again and took me back in his mouth, only this time with his arm he eased my legs apart. For some reason seeking a more comfortable position I raised my knees up so that they were spread apart, little did I realise that was the perfect position because as soon as I did that his hand came down under me and I felt his slippery fingers, from whatever it was that he'd got from the tube, wriggling between my buttocks. Realising what he was aiming for I lifted up a little and felt his finger tips touching my hole massaging it lightly his fingers slipping over the wrinkled entrance so easily sending tingles thru me back there. That feeling coupled with Ronny's mouth still moving slowly up and down on my cock felt almost overwhelming and I knew that I'd have done anything for him then, I also knew that I wanted what I wanted, his cock inside me. His finger pressed against me as I knew it would and I felt the same feeling as I had done the night before when I'd done it to myself but even more intense. At that point just as he pressed his finger into me he stopped moving up and down on my cock and turned his head and looked up at me. I sensed that he was questioning me and I gasped, `don't stop please. Go on do it'. And suddenly as I said it my lower body relaxed and his finger slid inside me . This time there was no pain only pleasure and I think that he knew it because he began to slide his finger in and out deeper until he couldn't get his finger inside me any further. He kept it up for a while with me bucking up and down in time with his movements pushing him into me and then I felt him insert another finger and the pleasure suddenly increased and I must have groaned again because I saw a smile form on his mouth still full of my cock. The two fingers moved in and out slowly but each time as deep as they could, I was in ecstasy, if he could make me feel like that with his fingers what would his cock feel like. I looked to one side where he was leaning over me and saw his cock, the thing that I wanted below his body still rock hard and dripping onto the bed covers and I reached out and gripped it in my hand and squeezed it. As I moved my closed fist up and down it I moved my eyes from it back to his head and saw him looking up at me again. Then I realised that he sort of wanted my permission and my mind seemed to be turmoil for a moment then I said it, `I want it, oh Ronny I want your cock'. As soon as I said that he lifted his head up leaving my cock and said, `do you want it really'. I was almost breathless when I said, `yes I want it inside me like you did yesterday with mine.....please'. Later I realised that the look on his face when I said that was a sort of look of triumph. He kept his fingers moving in and out of me and sat up straight and reaching over to the locker again he took the tube and squeezed it onto his cock then rubbed it all over coating it. Then he began to move around me until he was between my spread knees. He leaned over me and took two of the pillows that were above my head and pulled them down lifted me up and placed them under my lower back and taking hold of my ankles he lifted them high in the air and shuffled closer to me. I could feel myself trembling knowing what he was going to do, nervous almost frightened in a way because once this happened I somehow knew that I'd be changed forever. Little did I know though just how much I would be changed. But at the same time I was excited, as nervous as I was I felt that I wanted it, if only to be closer to Ronny, to show him the love that in my adolescent state I felt that I had for him. He looked down at me with those big brown eyes and said, `are you sure' and when I nodded back, he said, it might hurt a little at first but then it should be ok but I'll be gentle. I trusted him and waited. I think that because he'd used his fingers in me and I'd done the same to prepare myself previously that it wasn't actually too bad. I felt the head of his cock press back there and thought at first that it wasn't going to go in, then he said, `push as if you're going to do a poo until I tell you'. I thought that was strange at first but I did as he said and then he said, `relax'. I felt the resistance and then suddenly as I relaxed.........he was in. I felt the head of his cock it seemed to go in me very suddenly making me give a little squeal which made him stop, and he said ok? I could hardly speak, he was inside me, oh god I had been thinking about it seemingly for so long, my head was spinning, I just nodded up at him. He stayed where he was not moving for a minute or two then I felt him starting to move just a little at a time. Each time he move it seemed to get easier and it felt nicer. He paused now and again making sure that I was ok and I just nodded in reply when he asked. It was a few minutes before suddenly I felt something strange, a sudden warmth inside me and a tingling deep inside me that seemed to flood thru my body, I hadn't got a clue what it was but it felt so nice I suddenly felt a `need' inside me and pushed up towards him and gave a little groan. I was looking up at Ronny all the time and saw him give a little knowing smile and then he said, `nice?' I nodded back again only eagerly, oh yes it was nice, it was beyond nice it was all consuming, I wanted it more and more. That was when Ronny began to move in and out more without pausing in his movements. When I think back I can realise that his knowledge and expertise at such a young age was incredible, he had certainly been taught well and was passing that knowledge and I must say pleasure on to me in turn. My whole body felt alive, I seemed to be tingling all over but no-where more than inside me where his cock was , it seemed to be sending rush after rush of tingles thru me and I seemed to be meeting his gentle thrusts with my body. I realise now that I must have been made for sex, I had never known feelings like it and the fact that he wasn't or didn't seem to be forcing it but seemed to be doing it with care made it all the better. Yes I loved it. No words were spoken between us but I don't think any words were needed, I remember looking up at `my lover' with such tenderness wanting him to know how I felt, not really knowing how to express myself. He was looking straight ahead though so didn't seem to notice for what seemed like ages then suddenly he looked down at me and said hoarsely, `I'm going to cum inside you' and all I could do to answer was nod again, as his movements got a little faster and I saw his body tense then suddenly he stopped, his cock half way inside me. He gave a grunt and then an `aghhhhh' and I suddenly felt it, something different a sudden warmth that I hadn't felt earlier. He stayed still for a minute as I felt the warmth grow inside me and suddenly realised what it was, it was his cum, he WAS cumming in me. The feelings that devoured me then were such love for him , he had made me his. Then he pushed down into me a little more for a few seconds and then suddenly he pulled back and his cock slipped out of me and he sat back panting and I noticed his flushed face as he looked down at me. I lay there infront of him not knowing quite how I felt now that it was over for a moment then he moved over to the side of the bed and laid down next to me panting a little with his arms by his sides. I was so consumed with feelings for him I rolled over on my side and snuggled up against him. After a while of just lying there both of us sort of recovering Ronny sat up and turned to me and asked if I was alright? I said that I was fine and then I told him how wonderful it had felt and thanked him for doing it and showing me what it could be like. He said that he was sure that I'd like it from the way I'd been when we were playing before. I was so , whats the word, `hyped' maybe, that I told him that I wanted to do it again. He said, that we could certainly do it again and I could do it to him too! I wasn't quite sure if I wanted to do it to him but I was willing to just about anything for him I was so `in love' with him. He got up from the bed and said that he'd go and get us both a drink and he had to make a phone call, and as he walked across the room I said, `can we do it again when you come back'? He stopped and looked at me with a surprised look on his face and said, `Gosh you really want to, did you like it that much'. I nodded and he smiled and went out of the room. He was gone for about ten minutes and when he walked back into the room carrying two glasses of drink, but it was his cock that I looked at as he walked into the room. I was amazed , it was sticking out hard again and seemed to be even harder than before. I guess that he must have stroked himself before he came back into the room. I did find out later that he'd been talking to his `friend' the person who had taught him about having fun, the adult male. I believe that he'd been `reporting back' to tell him how I'd responded earlier. As he put the glasses down on the bedside table he stood there with that lovely erection and looked down and said, `do you really want to do it again'. I nodded quickly staring at his cock and he said, `when'? I said, `can we do it now'? He gave a sort of knowing smile and said `ok but a different way this time and see if you like it as much'. I was puzzled until he told me to get up and get on all fours on the bed. It was only when he got on the bed behind me that I realised the position, he showed me how to put my head down and lift my bottom up and then he got some cream and rubbed it on my hole which made me tingle again. We were going to do it again, I felt so excited and in a way so grown up, I was learning. I hardly had chance to wait for long when I felt the warmth then the spongy head of his cock touching me. He said, `ready', I murmured a yes into the pillow and he pushed. I knew what to do now and it seemed within seconds he was in me and my head swam again with feelings. He said, `I'm going to do it this time like I like to have it done to me;, I nodded into the pillow my acceptance and felt him take hold of my hips. Then with one long slow movement his cock slid all the way inside me, in that position it seemed to go in deeper still and I felt so full up. The he started to speak and he used words that I hadn't heard before and said things that were alien to my ears but oh god they seemed to excite me so much. He said, `right you little cock slut, I'm going to breed that tight hole and fill it with cum until you need cock in you more and more', `you wait until you feel a full sized man cock inside you you're gonna love it `. I know now that you love it don't you? I nodded into the pillow and groaned as he began to move in and out in long slow but deep strokes and without realising what I was doing at first I found myself pushing back against him. How long he kept it up that time I don't know time seemed to stand still and I was almost delirious the amazing pleasure that it seemed to be giving me. I could feel my own cock waving beneath me , swinging as he pushed in me and it felt so hard too. Then after what seemed an age of thrilling enjoyment he said suddenly , `right bitch you're gonna get your hole filled now so I hope you're ready' and with a huge thrust that made me cry out with the suddenness of it his cock seemed to burst. I suddenly felt that lovely warmth inside me , the warmth of being filled with cum. I heard him groaning and saying, `that's it take it all you slut'. Ooohh such excitement. Then as he stayed pushed deep inside me I suddenly felt his body laying over mine his chest pressed against my back and his arms slid around me. I held him there for a few moments then couldn't take the weight of his body anymore and I collapsed flat on the bed bringing him down ontop of me with his cock still in me. This time I could feel his cock twitching inside me and it felt so good, it felt alive inside me twitching and jerking and I found myself squeezing him as he lay on me his panting breath in my ear. We lay locked together for what seemed ages until he slowly lifted up and I felt him sliding out of me his cock so soft then and he sat on the bed next to me. I was in a bit of a daze for a while not wanting to move, my emotions and the sensations in my body were all over the place and it took me a while before I sort of floated back to reality. Ronny was sat quietly next to me not saying anything but stroking my back and my bottom which felt so sort of dreamy. When I eventually turned over onto my side and looked at him he was smiling and said, `alright'? ALRIGHT! Oh I was more than alright, I leapt at him throwing my arms around him and hugged him and said, `yessss' . After giving him the biggest hug we sat facing each other on the bed and he said, `I didn't think that you'd enjoy it that much, you really did didn't you. The first time I did that it made me cry because it hurt so much but it didn't seem to hurt you at all'. I said, that it was probably because I'd fingered my hole before and he had too and then he said that it was probably because the first time he'd had a cock fucking him (so many new words to learn)it was a big cock because it was a man that did it .Eager for knowledge and to know more about what he'd done I asked how big the mans cock was and he motioned with his hands to show me. I sat there with my mouth open at the dimensions he described in the air with his hands but I felt a funny feeling inside and wondered what that would be like. And said, `gosh I wonder what it's like to take one that big' and Ronny gave a little smile and said, `maybe you'll find out one day'. Over the next week or ten days of the school holiday Ronny and I were almost inseparable seeing each other most days, although there was the occasional day when he said that he couldn't meet me coz he'd got to go somewhere. Each time we were together though we had some sort of sexual enjoyment, sucking each other and yes of course fucking each other and I really got to love the feeling more and more of his cock sliding into me. Most of the time we did it in his bedroom but one day did it in our secret den in the woods. I loved having my cock inside him too but not as much as I did his in me. Some days fucking him was different, usually sliding into him it was like being held tight and then other days I seemed to slide into him with hardly any resistance at all. I wondered if that's how I felt to him but never asked. It was only later that I realised that it was after he'd been to see his `friend' who had obviously stretched him. At the end of the second week of the holidays Ronny dropped a bombshell when he told me that his family were going away for two weeks holiday somewhere or other and I realised that for the first time I wasn't going to be with him . It was like losing a part of me and I was quite upset and spent the first day that he was away just hanging around feeling very lonely and lost. Missing not just my best friend but someone who I'd sort of in my young way come to think of as my `fuck buddy' too. My mother seemed quite concerned because I was wandering around the house looking miserable and after a couple of days she asked me to go and do some shopping for her and said that after that I could go to the cinema, something that was a real treat in those days. Ha. I never did get to the cinema that day.................................... 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