I got home about six and I was just in time for supper. Danny had on a new ball cap which he had bought at the mall and he was wearing it at the table and showing it off. Mom waited till we got ready to say grace then made him take it off....lol.

I said the blessing being sure to thank God for my family and my friends, (Bastion especially) and then it was time to eat. Since mom was short on time after going to the mall, she had made a taco casserole and served it with a big salad. It was yummy and there wasn't anything but crumbs left at the end of the meal.

We talked about our day and Dad told us a story about how he had taken his up (that's car talk for his turn to help a customer) and thought he had drawn a looser, but the guy turned out to a big rancher and bought a car and a truck and dad made a good commission off them.

Mom and Danny went on and on about the mall and when it was my turn I gave them the PG version of my day, starting with the swimming and ending with playing hoops at the park, but with all the sex parts cut out it wasn't very interesting.

Danny and I cleared and Danny rinsed while I loaded the dishwasher and it gave us a chance to talk. We hadn't been alone together since Tommy showed up yesterday and there were a few things I wanted to say, but I wasn't sure this was the time or the place.

"Did you and Bastion have a good time?" Danny said sounding kind of catty.

"Probably as a good a time as you and Tommy," I said before I thought.

"Whatta you mean by that?" Danny asked sounding worried.

"Nothing, just kidding. Relax...okay?"

"Oh, yeah...he he....wish we could've come over and swam in Bastion's pool though. That would've been fun."

"Maybe the four of us can to that sometime. Hey, wanna play some Wii when we're done?"

"Sure, I'm gonna take a shower first though and get ready  for bed."

"Okay, I had a shower after we swam so I'm good. Meet ya in my room."

I texted Bastion while I waited and we had a few laughs.

It was a most amazing day Cody. I really had a good time.

Yeah me too. It was crazy actually and what happened with Marcus was wild.

I still feel a little guilty about that, but I'm glad you were there with me.

I thought it was cool. We both satisfied our curiosity about black boys. 

Yes, and I'm quite in favor of them...lol

Yeah, I agree.

Hey, my brother is going to be in here pretty soon to play Wii and I'm going to try to get him to fess up to what happened last night.

Do you think you should?

I won't rest till I do, plus I need to talk to him about some things, like how he needs to take a shower after so no one can smell the sex on him.....lol

Oh my, was it that obvious?

Yeah, my mom thought he had skipped his shower, and you should have seen his eyes....he was horrified.

Well, with a good brother like to you to guide him I'm sure he will be okay.

Here's Danny now, gonna have to go..but I'll try to text later.

All right, if not goodnight love.

Yeah, goodnight. Love ya.

Danny was dressed in shorts and a tee and he piled down on the bed beside me and sighed.

"Tired baby bro?"

"A little, we....um...stayed up pretty late."

"I bet," I mumbled beneath my breath.

"What does that mean?" Danny asked hotly, "If you got something to say, just say it."

"Whoa, calm down bro, I'm just yanking your chain. It's what brothers do...right.?"

He relaxed a little but he was almost whining when he replied, "Don't pick on me Cody, I don't like it."

"Okay, okay.....simmer down. You still wanna play Wii?"

"Yeah, sure....but no more teasing." he scolded.

I chuckled, "My aren't we sensitive today? If I didn't know better I'd think you had something to hide."

"Cody! Stop it or I'm going to my room and you can play with yourself....I mean by yourself..." he sputtered. 

I fell into a fit of laughter at his messed up words and he hit me on the arm, "Okay, that's it. I'm going to my room."

"No, please...don't go," I said getting my laughter under control, "Please, I'll be good. I'll shut up," I said making the zipping motion on my lips.

"Okay, but one more crack and I'm going to my room," Danny fumed.

I didn't say another word as we slid down into the floor and took our controllers and started playing. We were absorbed in the game before too long and we didn't speak much for the next half hour.

Then Danny sighed theatrically and said, "You know, don't ya?"

I didn't ask what it was he was talking about, we both knew and there was no need to play stupid so I just nodded.

"You think I'm a...a....hyp...o...crit or whatever, don't ya?"

"God no!" I said turning to look in his eyes, "Why would I think that? You been cool with me and...and how I feel about Bastion. Why would you think I wouldn't be cool with you?"

He shook his head and shrugged, "I just...I mean...you know? You were sort of teasing me about it earlier."

"I'm a mean bastard," I chuckled, "and...I have a confession to make. The only reason I know is...because I heard you guys when I went to the bathroom and I...well, I peeked in and saw Tommy giving you a (whispered) beejay."

"Oh, my God," Danny said burying his head in his hands, "I am soooo embarrassed."

"Why? It's not like I haven't seen that before?" I chuckled.

"Oh, Cody...what if it had been mom or day?" He said looking pale.

"That, little bro is why I wanted to talk to you about all this."

"Huh?" Danny seemed to be in shock.

I snaked my arm around him and he snuggled in close to me. Instinctively I kissed him on his blond head, "Remember when mom said you smelled and ask if you forgot to take a shower?"

"Uh, yeah....OH!," he said in horror, "she smelled....uh, what we did? Cody..."

"What little bro?"

"What you saw...that wasn't all we did." he said looking scared.

"I know baby bro, I didn't have to see it to know either," I sighed, "It's none of my business except...I don't want you to get into trouble, so...if you plan on doing this again or even for instance with a girl later on....you need to cover your rear better, no pun intended," I chuckled.

"I...don't know if I'll ever do that stuff again, but what can I do to cover my....rear?"

"First we put a latch on your door like the one I have on mine. If mom or dad says anything, just tell them what I did, that you're old enough to want privacy and for others to respect it by knocking first."

He nodded, "What else?"

"Take a shower after you do that stuff, you can't smell it cause you're so into it, but others can...trust me, I know."

"What else?"

"Well, there is one other thing and I been thinking about this since you caught me with Bastion, together we can hep cover for each other. I mean like if Bastion is over, you can help me...if Tommy or whoever is over, I can help cover you."

"With mom and dad you mean?" 

"Yeah, I mean we don't have to exactly know what goes on, but we can help keep the rents away and cover up the deed," I said grinning and showing my teeth.

"You'd do that for me?"

"Well..yeah, and you could do that for me...right?"

He nodded, "I feel so stupid," he whined, "I made a big deal out of catching you and then....I turn around and do the same thing....and worse."

I covered my ears, "La la la, I don't need to hear that part," I teased, "but I bet I know who was on top." I laughed, "You little stud you."

He blushed but he smiled and gave me a grateful look, "I love you Cody, you are like the best bro in the whole world," he said jumping up and hugging my neck.

"Whoa, don't break my neck," I said laughing as I hugged him back.

"Cody?"

"Uh huh, can I ask you one more thing?"

"One, two, ten, a hundred...it doesn't matter."

We moved up on the bed and were laying side by side and Danny sighed and looked away before beginning, "Does...does this mean...that, that...I'm gay?"

"No, not really. You still like girls, right?"

"Well, yeah....but I kissed a boy," he said sounding upset.

"So? Doesn't mean you're gay. By the way, just curious, how was it?"

"That's why I'm upset...it was nice...soft and wet and....I closed my eyes and pretended he was a girl," Danny said sighing.

I nodded, "Cool, that's so cool. Now when you find the right girl you'll be an expert kisser and trust me, girls love kissing."

"I know," Danny said smiling, "And I really want to kiss a girl....and soon."

"So, you sort of answered your own question. You're not gay, you might be bi...you know what that is, right?"

"That means I like both, right?"

"Yep, and that would be so awesome. Look at it this way, your chances to score are twice as good," I chuckled.

Danny laughed and it sounded wonderful, "Yeah, I guess that's a plus," then his face got serious again, "only problem is...Tommy is gay and he kind of hinted that he wanted me to be...you know...his boyfriend."

"That's his problem baby bro. You told him no, right?"

"I sort of made it clear that I wasn't looking for a boyfriend but I don't think he will give up that easy."

"Do you feel like you can still he his friend?"

"Well...yeah, I like him a lot, but I'm just worried...that's all."

"Well, if it gets too bad maybe I could talk to him, okay?"

"Yeah, that would be good. He likes you."

"Tell me about it," I chuckled, then I told him about the passes he'd made at me. 

"Hey, stop trying to steal my boyfriend," he giggled.

"Sorry, I swear I didn't touch him...I only looked," I said grinning.

"Well, you're lucky he didn't rape you," Danny giggled, "he's pretty horny all the time. We even did it that morning."

"La la la," I said covering my ears again, "TMI."

Danny cuffed me on the arm, "Yeah, right! I bet you'd like everrrrry detail, wouldn't ya?" he teased.

"Well," I sighed, "No! I have enough trouble as it is. I don't need to think about my baby bro going at it like a rabbit."

"How'd you know?" he giggled, "I was like the Energizer Bunny and I just keep on going."

"Oh my God, you did not say that," I said cracking up.

Danny jumped me then and began tickling me, then he fell on top of me and began grinding his body against mine. It didn't take me long to figure out it was starting to get sexual and I couldn't let that happen. Pretending to be wrestling I rolled him onto his back and straddled him and held his arms at his sides,  but I made sure no part of my crotch was touching him, because I had a raging hardon and from the look in his shorts, so did he.

"Calm down," I said gritting my teeth, "I'm not Tommy," I teased, "maybe you better go to his house next time."

I didn't intend to hurt his feeling or make him feel bad, but I guess I goofed because the look on his face broke my heart.

"Sorry, I didn't mean anything."

"I know, it's just that we're boys and we're always horny and we have to be careful since we're brothers and all."

He nodded, "You can let me up now, I'm cool."

I rolled off and we just lay there for a minute catching our breaths as our hardons wilted. I rolled my  head toward Danny and smiled, "You know as far as brothers go  you and me...we're like the best together, don't you think?"

He nodded and smiled back, "Even if you are a jerk sometimes," he teased.

"Am not," I pouted sticking my lip out and mocking tears.

"Awww...poor Cody," he said stroking my face, "better call Bastion and tell him you need a kiss."

"Why you...I oughta..." I teased, "only if you call Tommy and tell him you like smooching with him."

"I might," he said sticking out his tongue, "he's a good kisser."

"I bet," I said suggestively, "maybe I'll have to find out for sure next time."

Danny shrugged, "Fine by me."

"I'm teasing, I don't think Bastion would like me kissing another boy." I didn't mention that he had no problem with me jerking one or getting jerked back.

"Is he jealous?"

"Not really, we're pretty open about things, but it's just that when you love someone, you really want to do what's right and I don't think messing around is right."

Danny nodded, "I get that. If I was with someone...uh, a girl probably, I'd be true to her too."

"You're a good kid," I said yawning. I was actually starting to get a little drowsy.

"You goin to sleep now?"

"Naw, you can hang around if you want."

Danny nodded, "You know...it was actually kind of nice having someone to snuggle up to," he said blushing.

I smiled, "Sometimes I think it's the best part of having a boyfriend," I said thinking of Bastion and how good it felt to be snuggled up against him...even when we weren't doing the nasty.

"Yeah, I could see that. It was...nice."

He was quiet for a while and when I looked over he was asleep. I didn't have the heart to wake him or move him and I was suddenly dead tired. I reached over and turned off the bedside lamp and soon I was fast asleep.

I awoke when I heard a noise at the door and rubbing sleep from my eyes I looked up to see my mom peeking in. 

"Well, I wondered where your brother was," she said smiling, "Did you boys fall asleep talking?"

"Yeah, I guess so," I said sheepishly. Moms know everything I guess.

"Well, it's sweet that you boys get along so well now. It's like I have two different boys and I approve."

I felt the pain again that I had caused my mom and gave her an "I'm sorry" shrug and tried to look like the sweet and innocent son she thought I was. Only thing was I wasn't so innocent these days.

"You boys want to eat breakfast with me and Dad or sleep in?"

Danny was awake now and looking baffled, "How did I get here? Oh...yeah, I remember," he said yawning, "We were soooo tired."

Mom laughed, "I guess so. Well, if you want breakfast come on. If not I'll save it for you."

"I'm ready to eat," I said jumping up, "I can sleep later," I added grinning.

Mom went back to the kitchen while we went to pee and wash up. We stood at the toilet side by side crossing our piss streams and I was glad to see that there was no sexual tension between us today. We washed up and headed off to breakfast and I was glad  we did. Mom had outdone herself with French Toast, omelets, bacon and hash browns. 

Danny ate like a little pig, but I put away some food too. Mom was happy to see her boys eating and dad was just happy everyone was happy...lol. We talked about our plans for the day and I realized I really didn't have any. Dad was going to wash the car and mom was doing laundry, so I asked Danny if he'd like to ride down to the park and throw the ball around. He was all excited about it and as soon as we finished eating we went to get dressed.

I was lacing on my shoes when Danny popped in grinning, "Hey, if you wanna you can call Bastion and see if he can meet us there."

"You sure? We'll behave," I chuckled, "We could use a third in case we wanna bat."

I called Bastion and after checking with his parents he agreed to meet us there in fifteen minutes. I stuffed our gloves and a couple of balls in my gym bag and Danny bungied the bat to his and we were off.

Bastion rode up just as we were parking our bikes, I waved at him and he was all smiles as he rode over. This was the first time he and Danny had been together since he had caught us having sex and I was afraid it would be awkward, but Danny was all smiles and Bastion was his usual sweet self.

"Hi Danny, how are you?" 

"I'm cool," Danny said smiling.

"Don't I get a hello?"

"I have something special for you," Bastion said hugging me quickly, "hello Cody, I have missed you."

"I missed you too," I said glancing at Danny to see how he reacted to our show of affection. He was smiling and looked fine with it so I relaxed.

We played three corner catch for a while then guess who showed up? No, not Marcus....lol, it was Carlos the boy that was with Marcus that first day. We pulled him into our game and we played home run derby for a long time with each of us taking turns pitching....no not that kind of pitching...lol.

When we got tired we peed and got a drink and sat down in the shade of a tree and talked. We found out some interesting news about Marcus, he had been in a fight at school and got suspended and had gone to live with his dad for a while in another part of town. I wasn't surprised I guess, but it seemed a little sad that he was sent away just because he had  a problem. I mean, who knows, it could have been some asshole picking on him or he could have been defending some other kid.

"I got to go you guys," Carlos said after a while, "but it's been fun man, I see you again, okay?"

"Any time," I said bumping his fist, "you're a good batter, you should play ball this spring."

"I might, if my momma can afford it," he said looking embarrassed. 

I felt sorry for him. It wasn't fair that some kids couldn't even play ball because their folks didn't have the money for a uniform or the sign up fee.

We played on the monkey bars for a while then Bastion said he had to go home. I gave Danny a pleading look and he winked.

"Why don't you guys go pee before Bastion has to go," he said grinning. I'll wait out here."

I smiled and gave him a grateful look and practically drug Bastion to the bathroom and as soon as we were in the back stall I attacked him. I was on my knees and sucking is cock so fast he didn't know what hit him...lol. He was moaning and running his fingers through my hair and pretty soon he threw back his head and started to come, and come, and come. He was shivering and his knees went weak and I had to hold him up for a minute.

As soon as he was spent and I had his cock all licked clean I spun him around and spit on my dick and pushed it against his hole and slipped inside easily. He was moaning even louder as I pounded him fast and hard and it didn't take me ten strokes to blow my load. It was my turn for my knees to go weak and I grabbed onto him and held on as I unloaded in Bastion's hot tight hole.

We cleaned up as best we could and straightened up our clothes and went to find Danny. I didn't see him at first and then...there he was sitting on the merry-go-round talking to....to a girl.

She was blond and slender and as we got closer I could see that she was quite pretty. She wore pink shorts with lace on the legs and a white frilly top with more lace around the neck. As we got within earshot I could here her laughing and she had a one of those sweet soft laughs that some boys have.

"Well, you've been busy," I teased.

Danny blushed, but I could see he was happy and proud, "This is Amanda, she's in my class. Amanda this is my brother Cody and his friend Bastion."

"Hi Amanda," I said smiling warmly.

"Hi," she said shyly.

"Hello," Bastion said smiling and exposing his braces and my knees went weak again.

"Hello," she said smiling at Bastion. She seemed to be affected by Bastion as much as I was.

"Well, I have to go," Bastion said to me, then to Danny he said, "Goodbye Danny, it was nice playing ball with you. And it was nice meeting you Amanda," he added.

"I walked him to the edge of the park so Danny could smooze his gf a little longer...lol, and when I got back they were actually holding hands.

I winked at Danny when she wasn't looking and said, "I'm going to go sit on the monkey bars. Just holler when you're ready to go."

Danny nodded and gave me a grateful smile and I was grinning as I walked away. The little stud sure did move fast. At this rate he'd be in her shorts before the week was over.

I sat on top of the monkey bars and watched Bastion ride away till he was out of sight then hooked my feet behind the bar and hung upside down for a while. I was facing away from Danny and his girl friend and was surprised when Danny grabbed my shoulders and shook me before climbing up to sit next to me. I swung back up and let the blood drain back into my body.

"Where's Amanda?"

"She had to go home, but we're going to have lunch together tomorrow," he said beaming.

"Why  have I never heard about this girl before?"

"Well....I've like her for a while now, but I never thought she liked me till today. I think she's pretty...do you think she's pretty?" he asked all excited and dreamy eyed.

"I think she is cute as a button," I giggled, "and sexy too," I teased.

Danny blushed but he was grinning, "Well, that too. I really want to try kissing her."

"Well, I'm not sure what the teachers or the principal would think about that," I teased, "but maybe you could sneak a kiss in the hall or something."

"Silly, I know I can't kiss her at school, but maybe she could come over to our house some time."

"I think mom would be cool with that, and I'm pretty sure dad would. He'd probably sigh with relief knowing one of his boys is straight," I laughed.

"It's not like he knows you're gay or anything."

"I know, but I've never brought a girl home...or even talked about one before," I said suddenly starting to worry that I was being too obvious.

"Well...I don't wanna cause dad to think you're...umm, different....so maybe I shouldn't invite her over," he said looking sad.

"Are you kidding? I didn't mean that, you should definitely invite her over."

He smiled, "Well, maybe...if her folks will let her."

We stayed a little while longer then rode home in silence. We had had a good day and the weekend was almost over. I would see Bastion at school tomorrow and Danny would see Amanda. Life was weird sometimes. I went straight to my room and texted Bastion and told him the news and he texted back that he was happy for Danny and proud of him. I smiled, Bastion was just like another brother for Danny, so did that mean Bastion and I were committing incest?...lol. 

Dinner was fried chicken, mashed potatoes and gravy and green beans and for dessert we had cheesecake. I ate mechanically but Danny seemed to have a hearty appetite. I kept watching him and he was smiling and looking smug the whole time. I chucked and waited for him to bring up Amanda but he never did. As we were doing the dishes I asked him about it.

"Well, it's sort of embarrassing and I don't even know if she wants to or she can."

"Oh, I'm sure she will want to," I said grinning, just ask her tomorrow.

"I might, we'll see how it goes."

"You little stud you," I said poking him playfully.

He slapped at me but he was grinning, "Stop it Cody, you jerk."

I giggled, "Glad one of us is a stud."

"You're a stud too, only...only in a different way," he said beaming, "I mean (he looked around to make sure we were alone) Bastion is pretty hot."

I raised my eyebrows, "Why baby brother, you're not hot for my man are you?"

"No, no way! I just mean..." he said blushing.

"I'm just jerking your chain, I know what you mean."

"Well, any way....I had a great weekend and so did you," he said grinning.

"Yeah, and now it's back to school and back to the grind."

"I don't mind, I get to see Amanda tomorrow."

"And I get to see Bastion, so I guess it's not so bad after all. Come on squirt, let's go see what the rents are up to."

Monday came and Bastion and I were having lunch as usual when Luke came up and asked if he could sit with us. I pulled out a chair and he plopped down and looked at Bastion sheepishly.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, but Tommy told me what you said about....well, about talking to you."

I nodded, "That's how friendship starts," I said grabbing a fish stick and waving it around like a wand. It was so hard and overcooked it could have been a real stick.

"Tommy has been raving about his visit at your house all weekend," he said grinning. His green eyes seemed to sparkle with joy, "I told him he was lucky. I never get to go nowhere."

Was that a hint? "Well, he's a good kid. Danny had a great time too," I said trying not to sound too suggestive.

"Yeah, well....I guess you too sleep over at each other's place a lot, right?"

"Well, not that much," I said, " but when we can". I looked across at Bastion and he was smiling.

"Haven't you made any friends here yet?" Bastion asked innocently.

"Just a few kids here at school. We sort of hang out together for protection. We're alike, all of us...kids no one else wants to be friends with, but we don't hang out when we're not in school."
        Bastion nodded and took a bite of his coleslaw, or 'grass with mayo' as we call it, and nodded. For once he seemed at a loss for words.

"Well, I'm sure there are other kids here who would like to be your friend if they took the time to get to know you."

Luke laughed nervously, "Only thing kids here wanna do is torture me."

I looked down at my plate and tried to think of something helpful and soothing to say, but I couldn't think of a thing.

"We'll be your friends," Bastion said speaking for us both, "we're not like the others."

"Really? Cool, and when they see me with you guys they'll think I'm cool too."

I laughed, "I don't know if we have that much influence, but who cares. Screw the haters. I do have some good friends here...from my old school and I'll introduce you to them."

"Cool, well...I'm gonna go now. See you guys later...and thanks," Luke said grinning.

"Well, at least we didn't feed him," I joked when he was out of earshot.

"I feel sorry for him," Bastion said, "he's like a sad puppy dog."

"My point exactly, and now we've petted him and he is ours forever...."

Bastion laughed, "It's not that bad. He has his friends and I'm sure he won't be hanging around all that much."

"We'll see," I sighed, "We'll see."

As soon as I got home I went looking for Danny but I didn't find him at first. I went to his room and his door was closed and I didn't know whether to knock or not. I mean we had sort of worked it out that if our door was closed we were busy. I only know one thing that he could be doing that he wouldn't want anyone to see, and that sort of excited me. I stood there for like five minutes with my hand raised and ready to knock, but I finally went to the kitchen and dug out some chips and poured myself a glass of SunnyD and sat down at the table.

About ten minutes later Danny came in looking flushed and grinning, "Hi," whatcha eatin?"

"Chips, want some?" I said watching him as he sat down across from me. I sniffed the air but since Danny didn't come yet there was nothing to smell even if he had been beating off.

He reached for the bag and I pulled it back, "Did you wash your hands?" I teased.

"What, yes...why?"

I made a jerking motion with my hand and he looked away but he was smiling, "How'd you know?"

I shoved the chip bag at him. "You have that look, plus your door was closed. We sort of agreed that when our door was closed we were busy and that's the only thing I could think you'd  need privacy for."

"I was.....looking at her picture," he said proudly, "her tummy is really cute."

"A naked picture?"

"No, silly, but she has this short top and her belly button shows in  the picture."

"Nice," I said noticing my cock was starting to get hard.

"So, how was your day?"

"What? No, you don't get off that easy?"

"Well, she said yes about coming over and....we held hands in the hallway and I did kiss her behind the bleachers in the gym," he said grinning.

"Way to go little bro," I said high-fiving him.

"I...I think I love her Cody," he said turning serious.

"Whoa, kind of early to tell isn't it?"

"When did you know...uh, that you  loved Bastion?"

"Well, I see your point. It doesn't take long to figure it out once you find the right person."

"I love her eyes and her smile and holding hands with her was soooo cool," he said getting all dreamy eyed.

I laughed, "You've got it bad bro, this girl must be something special. I'm happy for you. She seems sweet. Can't wait for mom to meet her, she'll start planning the wedding right away," I chuckled.

Speaking of mom, she arrived a few minutes later and kissed us on the top of the head, "How was your day guys?"

"Wonderful," Danny said, "I have a new friend."

Oh, oh, here it comes, I thought.

"Her name is Amanda," he said grinning and mom's face split open wide with her own smile.

"Well, when do I get to meet her?"

"I was wondering if she could come over Saturday and spend the day?"

"Well, I'd have to talk to her mother, but I think that would be fine. Cody can keep an eye on the two of you to make sure there's no hanky panky," she teased.

"Uh uh, not me," I said holding up my hands in defense, "Besides I was hoping I could spend the night at Bastion's Friday night."

"Well, we'll talk about it later in the week. Right now I'm going to go take a hot bubble bath and relax. I had the day from heck."

When she was gone I poked Danny, "Even she doesn't trust you, you little stud," I giggled.

"Shut up, its' not like that. I don't want to do that stuff with her," he said sounding annoyed.

"Whoa, calm down. I'm just teasing. I know girls aren't as easy as us boys. I think it's cool that you want to be her boyfriend and just kiss and hold hands."

"Really? You're not disappointed that I'm not a big stud with her?"

"Bro, being a stud doesn't mean you have to nail everything that comes along. It just means that you can attract them."

"Yeah, I guess," he was quiet as he munched some chips. He got up and got a bottle of apple juice then sat back down, "Cody, I saw Tommy today. I think I hurt his feelings."

"What? How?"

"I was with Amanda and I told him I was busy and he looked really sad."

"Well, he'll get over it. It's complicated when two guys are buddies and a girl comes along, but you'll work it out."

"I hope so, I like them both, but in different ways."

Of course my dirty mind was thinking, Tommy to fuck and Amanda to love.  I got up after a while and went in to change. I closed my door and stripped off my clothes and had a dirty little idea. I stretched out on my bed and started rubbing myself till I was hard. Then pulling the waist band of my undies down I pulled my dick out and began to fap slowly enjoying the feeling and letting it build. I thought about Bastion mostly, but Tommy slipped in there and even my little bro as I'd seen him getting head that night. I closed my eyes and let it go and pretty soon I was there. 

I grabbed a sock from beneath the mattress and stuck it on my dick and finished up and it was a big one. I gushed and gushed and filled the end of the sock with my hot sticky cum then collapsed while I recuperated. I finally wiped up and got dressed and went outside for a while. I sat on the back step and stared out at my yard and day dreamed about what was ahead for me and Bastion. I had my whole life ahead of me and a lot could happen, but one thing was for sure, I would never forget Bastion or what we meant to each other. 

I thought about Danny and in a way I envied him. He was young and just getting started in all this and he liked girls. I sort of felt sad that I was different and that I would never know what being with a girl was like, but I guessed that if God had wanted me to be with a girl he wouldn't have made me gay. I still got that sick sort of feeling in my stomach when I thought about what my parents would think if they knew I was gay, and that made me want to be extra careful about what I said and did around them.

I must've been sitting there a long time because when Danny finally came out and sat beside me it was starting to get dark.

"You okay?" he said gently.

"Yeah, just thinking."

"Supper is almost ready, mom says to come in and wash up."

I nodded, and for the first time realized I'd been crying. I wiped at my eyes with my fists and sniffed, "I'll be right there, you go on."

Danny got up and just stood there for a minute then he leaned down and kissed the top of my head like I had done to him many times. I smiled up at him and then he smiled back and went inside. I took a deep breath and stood up and started toward the house, then turning to look back at the yard I sighed, I was no longer the boy who had played out there, whose biggest worry was what I'd get for Christmas. No, I was someone else, but I was stronger and better than I'd ever been and I was sure I could take on anything that came my way. Smiling I walked to the house and to my new life.