Date: Mon, 14 Feb 2005 18:42:51 -0500 From: Dwedno Smith Subject: Tunnel Chapter 41 Hi all, Not much new to report on this end just the usual hello and thanks to all readers and e- mailers. I have gotten a good response on one of my other stories and i wanted to pass it along here. Back in 2000 i started a stroy called Casey and lately I have revived it and recieved more comments about it then I thought I would. It is in the same section as Tunnel and was just updated the other day. If you have any interest please let me know as all of you great people do with this story. I thank you in advance for any comments. There is some Casey in storage and it actually coincides with another story I started which was the first one i ever posted on nifty called Most Unusual Problem which is also on nifty but hasnt been updated in a while.(Its listed in adult-youth under Sept 15 2000) there is more of mostly all of my stories... I will gladly update or share any of my stories for anyone interested but with limited free time all I ask is for you to ask for it and I will gladly deliver ASAP!! I am not trying to push any of my stuff but as sad as this might sound to some I got a request for Casey the other day and wound up re-reading the entire story because I got so into it thus the reason behind my offers at this time but not to keep anyone else from Tunnel please feel free to ask for anything, I have over ten stories in total and some have never been read because I just didnt think they were good enough. I still am working on a website that will post everything but as I have said in the past you cannot rush something being done for you for free. Take care and enjoy... Dwedno. Chapter 41. Dealing with bad memories and some. I didn't rush back knowing I would either be bombed with what stupid questions or stupid comments about how I am. As I approached the house I climbed the driveway and turned off the lights hoping not to be noticed but who was I kidding with a diesel truck? I turned the motor off and got out quietly shutting the door. I walked up and opened the front door which for some reason was unlocked. I assume they had been waiting for me. The lights were on but no one was up. It was after 4am now and I guess they got tired of trying to reach me. I climbed the steps and walked to my room. I flicked on the light and shut my door. As I turned to walk in I had a visitor sleeping in my bed. It was Shawn! I turned off the bright overhead light and walked over and put the dimmer one on next to the bed and sat down next to him. He was sound asleep. I sat motionless and watched him sleep for some time. He didn't move the whole time. What a sweet angel. Eventually once or twice he smacked his lips together and moved his arms but other then that he was silent. I reached out and brushed back a small clump of hair that fell onto his forehead after he moved his arm and it brushed his head. What a beautiful boy! I guess the attention I paid to his hair woke him. He opened his eyes and looked at me and after focusing for a second he smiled widely. "Tommy! You're back!" He sat up and hugged me. "I'm so sorry I hurt you Tommy." Was all he squeaked out. He just held me tightly and I did the same, neither of us in any hurry to let go. Finally he went to let go but before I did I kissed his cheek as I cuddled my face into the nape of his neck kissing him a few more times before finally letting go. I spoke to him in a very low tone. "Cutie you have nothing to be sorry about, I am sorry for whatever I did to you. I don't even know what it was but the way you left just broke my heart." He grabbed me again and held me tightly. "I love you so much Tommy." "I know I love you too cutie." I kissed him again several times all over and then I looked at him from head to toe as we broke our hold. Then I looked into his awesome eyes as I got real close. Our lips met and the magic spark that always did me in hit me. As usual it shot right from my lips to my brain and then right to my cock totally arousing me. I placed several quick kisses on his sweet lips and the held the last one with him not pulling off either. I stuck my tongue out and he opened his mouth without hesitating. I played with his tongue as he did with mine both of us opened mouth and swapping tongues back and forth between each others mouths. Finally we broke our kiss with a final lip lock that lasted a few second. I looked at him again and he seemed satisfied, I know I was. I cleared my throat and spoke. "What happened before Shawn? What did I do to hurt you like that?" He just sat there and didn't answer. His face began turning red just like before but he didn't cry or make any move to leave this time. I gave him all the time he wanted to adjust to the situation. I just sat next to him and held his hand. "Tommy this isn't easy to talk about." "That's okay Shawn. You don't have to tell me anything if you like." "No I want to; I need you to know why. what happened before. I trust you and I should have said this to you already but there wasn't a time I could just bring it up. It's very hard to talk about. It wasn't your fault before when I left. The night you saved me after those guys hurt me. he squeezed my hand... Tommy I didn't tell you everything. Some I blocked out because it was three days or more that they had me but one thing I never told you about was what." he sniffed back tears. He was red as a beet now. "Shawn you don't have to say anything its okay sweetie I totally understand." "No, he sniffed; I have to say this now Tommy. I need to get this out! That ass hole that hurt me the most Tommy, him. the one I kicked hard. actually he kicked both hard but. that guy. he. he. he sniffed back tears once more, he called me sexy over and over while he stuck his dick up my butt. He kept saying you're a sexy boy and I am gonna love doing this to you sexy! He just kept calling me sexy and it made me sick and it hurt so bad Tommy he just kept hurting me over and over, harder and harder until he moaned and got off of me each time. It was horrible Tommy I. don't." He buried his head in my chest and started crying. I held him tightly as the tears ran down my face and I wiped them with the back of my free hand. I didn't know any of this and I guess calling him sexy before while we were about to get into the shower and being naked and in that position with me probably brought it all back to him and he lost it and took off out of my room like that. I felt so terrible but I didn't know.He wept for a while and finally he grew quiet as he apparently cried himself back to sleep. It was almost 5am now and I grabbed a pillow and got as comfortable as I could without moving him and fell asleep holding onto my sweet love while keeping him safe and protected as we slept the rest of the night away together. Morning came quickly as Shawn stirred while still in my lap and I immediately woke. He sat up as I opened my eyes and stretched as I moved the pillow and got into a better position. "How you feeling cutie?" "A little better, I'm glad I got to tell you that I feel like a whole lot of weight is off my back now." "I'm glad you did. I am very proud of you Shawn." He smiled at me. "I am really honored you felt like I could know something so important Shawnie. I feel so proud of you for telling me that it must have been so hard to talk about." I grabbed him and pulled him over and hugged him. His head in my chest while I supposed the rest of his weight as he lay up against me. "I am glad I could tell you too Tommy. Now you know everything about that night I got away. I am so glad you found me and I was able to get away from those horrible men." "I am glad too; you are the best thing outside of Kyle being alive in the world to ever happen to me cutie." He lifted his head up and looked at me. "You really mean that Tommy?" "Hell yeah, you should know that by now. Outside of my brother I love you the most of anyone in this world." "Even Jon?" "Yeah even Jon and if you ever tell him that I will." I reached out and started tickling him. "I swear Tommy I wouldn't tell him that for anything in this world!" "I know Shawnie kid. I know." "I love you more then anyone in the whole world too Tommy. You are my hero and the person who saved me from those nasty men and I will never forget how proud I was when you came out and saved me that night." I was blushing from his praise now. "Tommy can we go finish that shower from last night now? I still feel a little dirty and we never did get to play." "You sure you want to? You're up to it?" He took my hand and brought it down to his crotch and rubbed it over his cock which was growing by the second. "I guess you are you little bugger!" He smiled and started laughing. "I want to be with you a lot Tommy but I know you get tired of me being around sometimes and its okay if you want to be alone sometimes I really understand." "Where did that come from Shawn? I didn't say anything about that to you." "I'm not stupid Tommy; I know everyone needs time alone especially you and I know Jon wants to be in your bed too." "No Shawnie kid you aren't stupid, you are one of the smartest people I know." I rustled his hair as I got up from the bed and headed in to start the shower water. I adjusted it and came back out to get him and he was standing totally naked on my bed playing with himself. "This is for you when we get in the shower Tommy!" I went over to the bed stripped off my underwear, I was totally naked now and I picked him up and carried him into the bathroom with me shutting the door after I put him down. I locked it and we both got into the shower and warm water hit me and then him as we both got wet. He took his turn under the shower head and as soon as his head was wet I ran my fingers thru his head of hair and began rubbing his scalp. "That feels good Tommy wash my hair for me and then rub my hair and." "Slow down there speedy. One thing at a time." I grabbed the shampoo and put some in my hand and rubbed it onto his head. His hair is so thick that it tangled quite easy and I almost had a hard time getting all of it soaped up. "That feels good Tommy." "Okay rise off." He rinsed off and turned to me and handed me the bar of soap. "Wash my back for me please?" I took the soap and lathered up my hands and went over him from his shoulders to his sweet butt cheeks but I didn't touch them yet." "Tommy would you tickle my back for me? Run your finger nails up and down and all over it. I totally love that." I didn't say anything I did as I was told. I began running my fingernails over his soapy back and arms. He immediately began to get goose bumps and shudder as I was tickling him up and down and all around his back. I stopped. "No, no more please!" I did it again for a few minutes and brought out another round of goose bumps as I ran down his back and over his sweet buns this time. "That feels awesome Tommy. Thanks." He shuddered once again and finally told me to stop as he went under the water and rinsed off. He looked like a drowned rat after he was done with his hair all wet and clinging to his head. His tan was starting to fade now I noticed as I washed his back before I could see less tan between his back and cheeks now. I grabbed the soap and washed his front as I soaped up my head with shampoo and washed it. While I was doing that he started soaping my body which was a little surprise. It felt good as he did my back and ran his hand down to my ass. He soaped me good and then ran his slick hands down each leg to my feet and on the way back up he made sure he either touched my balls or cock each time but nothing more then touch. He was making me hard too! He started on my belly now as I stood there and watched him wash me. Occasionally he would look at me and smile but he went right back to work with little hesitation. I stopped him once and planted a kiss right on his wet head. "Thanks Tommy." He said as he went back to washing me. He reached as high as he could and did my shoulders and then he went down and started gently washing my cock and balls. My eyes closed as he rubbed the entire area with his soapy hands not missing an inch. He went between my legs and into each side and underneath in between my legs which tickled like hell. Then he paid special attention to my balls and finally he grabbed my cock with his soapy hand and started stroking me. I let out a moan as he sped up. I was already hard and didn't think I could last too long from him teasing me. I didn't get to cum last night with all the shit that went on and he was doing well to make it happen now. The soap was working fine as his hands continued to stimulate my hard cock. He sped up his stroking and I let out a gasp and then warned him I was close. I tried to hold off but he was too good! I guess the little bugger knew exactly how to please me now after doing this often. I was ready! I blew out a few streams of cum which flew onto the shower glass wall with a semi quiet splat and then the next few squirted onto Shawn as he purposefully got in the way. He got hit with a few shots and began to rub it on his chest where it hit. I watched in silence as he did this. It turned me on watching him play with my cum on his body. He did it for just a few seconds and let the water wash if away. Then he soaped back up and washed the area again. I never felt better after that. He looked up at me and smiled and I took him into my arms and held him as we both soaked under the water. Finally I leaned over and started kissing his freshly shampooed head a few times before I let go of him. "You know Tommy its okay if you want to try and do me in the butt." I looked at him with surprise on my face. "Are you sure you want that Shawn?" "Yeah only by you though, never anyone else. It's only gonna be you or no one." "I'm honored Shawn but I just blew my load. I don't think I could now even if I wanted to." "Okay well if you want to next time I trust you enough and I know you will be careful with me and not hurt me. I thought about it a few times and even after what happened to me back there I love you enough that I want you to give me that special thing." "Okay Shawn you think about it a little more and if you are sure we will work on it. You are very tight back there and I don't want to ever hurt you so we will have to go really slow and make sure you don't have any pain." "I understand Tommy but I want you to love me that way." I didn't know what to say. I was at a total loss for words after his last comment. I just grabbed him and pulled him tightly too me and held him. I whispered to him. "Shawn I don't know how you do it but you make me feel like no one else in the world can. so special and if I ever hurt you or did anything bad to you I would just die. You make sure you never forget how much you mean to me okay Shawnie kid?" He looked up and me and smiled. "I love you too Thomas." He called me Thomas. I laughed. "Come on you little turd lets get out of here before we are two prunes!" "I am not a turd!" "Yes you are!" He went to get out and I gently smacked his wet ass leaving a slight red mark. "Damn you have such a cute ass Shawn!" "Yeah I know! You tell me enough!" I started laughing as I turned the water off. He was already draped in a towel as he handed me one after I got out and started drying his back off as he tried rapping one around my bottom half. I brought him to me again and gave him another hug just because I wanted to and because I could. It was the best feeling in the world holding him! IF I didn't have to let go I wouldn't! Anyway we finally dried off and I started to dressed as he opened my door to check if the hall was clear, it was barely 7am as he shot totally naked out of my room and into his which was steps away. I laughed for a second as he darted out. The last thing I saw was his cute buns. About five minutes later he came back in with a shirt and shorts on. "Tommy can we go out alone for a ride today?" "Sure I guess so, why?" "I dunno, I just want to be alone with you some more. Is that okay?" "Sure is. I don't mind at all." I really don't! "We can go after breakfast, how about the park or something. I haven't been there in a while. Want me to push you on the swing or something?" "Yeah that sounds good and we can go on that big thing there. I love that!" "What the monkey bars?" "Yeah I guess that's it." "Sure, sounds good to me." "Awesome! Just you and me! This is great!" Yeah I totally agree even if someone else who wants my attention probably won't! "I think maybe tonight it's gonna have to be Jon time before I totally piss him off." "That's okay Tommy I understand." "Good, I don't want any problems with Jon either." "Yeah I know. I don't want him mad at me either." After I fixed the bathroom and combed my hair we headed down and I started cooking breakfast. Today is the last day Joey has to be locked up and hopefully he has learned his lesson. As I started mixing the batter for the pancakes I heard pitter patter coming down the steps. Luke walked into the kitchen. Apparently he was an early riser. "Morning Luke." "Hi Tommy, What happened last night? I heard you peel out and then the whole house was awake." I almost forgot about that. I guess I am going to have a lot of explaining to do as everyone gets up. "I had a little problem and needed time away Luke. That happens sometimes when this place gets to me." "Oh, well I hope you are okay now." "Yeah I am, thanks for asking." I started making pancakes now and bacon on the grill side. I heard water running and more banging around was heard upstairs. I guess I was waking everyone with the smell of bacon and pancakes. It probably won't be long now before the kitchen is full of hungry boys! Sure enough Benjy came down shortly after that and so did Billy. "Bill how are you feeling now?" He came over to the stove by me. "Pretty good, hardly any pain anymore. Just some scabs left and some scars and bruising." "No other problems?" "Nope none. Sorry about the drugs and all I just didn't want to be in pain Tommy." "Its okay I am just glad you didn't get hooked!" "Me too, I didn't realize what I was doing, I am glad you put me in my place. Ummm, are you okay? I heard you leave last night." "Yeah its okay Billy, thanks, I just had a problem I needed to work out alone." "Good. We can't afford to lose you EVER!" I gave him a quick hug and he returned it as I patted his ass. I whispered into his ear. "I kinda got spoiled seeing you naked so much so I guess you won't mind an occasional pat on the ass now!" "From you, not at all. After what you did for me nothing you do bothers me Tommy. You really saved my life ya know!" He smiled and walked to the fridge. That was good to hear. I started feeding hungry mouths as Kyle walked in and gave me `the look' I was busy now so he will have to wait. Everyone started coming down now and eventually Jon walked in. I got another look as he walked over to me. "Nice show last night, who pissed you off now?" "I'll fill you in later, here take this and eat!" I handed him a plate of warm pancakes and crispy bacon. He smacked my ass and went over to sit and eat. Everyone was fed now and some were done eating already. I took a plate full of food and headed up to see Joey. I knocked on his door. "Come in." I opened the door and he was on his bed under the covers. "I brought you something to eat." "Thanks Tommy." He took the plate after he sat up. He had on just underwear and nothing else. "Not dressing anymore?" "For what? All I do is lay here, no reason to put anything else on." "Yeah I guess you have a point there." "Today is my last day in here isn't it Tommy? Please??" "It hasn't been totally bad. I mean you got ice cream and lots of time to rest." "It has totally sucked and I swear I will never do anything like it again. Being alone for one day blew! If I make it through today it will be a miracle!" "I can't imagine what a week would be like." I said. "I don't even want to know. If I didn't have shower privileges and occasional bathroom runs I would go totally insane, I haven't talked to Billy in almost two days or anyone else or even seem him. How is he Tommy? Is he healing okay?" "Yeah he is and he didn't get hooked on any meds either." "That's great!" he said with a mouth full of pancakes. "Yeah I know. So what is the first thing you are going to do in the morning?" "Well if you are cooking I am gonna eat some more awesome food and then I really want to take a swim in the pool! I have missed that more than anything. You really get to think about a lot when you have nothing to do!" "I bet." "So when I get up tomorrow morning I am free to leave here?" "7am, Joey, after that you are free okay?" "Awesome. Can I wake you at 7?" "You wake me at 7 and I will put you back in here for another week." He looked at me like I was totally serious. "I am kidding!" "Oh, you scared me." "If I am up you will know if not then 9am! No one bothers me before 9 unless its an emergency!" "9am, fine with me but I can leave here at 7 right?" "Yes, with the understanding that if you ever pull this shit again I am gonna cut off your balls and feel them to Luke's dog!" "No way! I swear I will never touch anything bad again! I swear!" I got up and rustled his hair. At least he was clean. After all what else did he have to do but shower? "Call me or one of the guys if you need food otherwise I will see you tomorrow when I get up." "Okay, its gonna be another long day isn't it?" "Yeah for you it will be. I'll see how I feel later if I am in a good mood maybe I'll give you a surprise." "What? What are you gonna do?" "No, not telling. You will see later. For now enjoy breakfast." I got up and left. Jon was at the end of the hall as usual waiting for me. He waved his finger at me as I looked down to him. "This is gonna be fast Jonny, I haven't eaten yet and I don't want cold food after all that cooking." "Sure I just want to know what the hell happened. You are such an ass sometimes! You could have at least answered the phone so I didn't worry so much!" He punched me in the arm. "Owww! Guess I deserved that!" "Yeah well I thought about kicking you in the nuts but I didn't want to die this early in life!" "Good thinking." He kinda smiled at me after that. I told him what happened with Shawn and he got pretty upset over it. He really likes Shawn and when he heard what happened the first time it bothered him. So he totally understood what happened. "You know you could have come to me and I would have listened Tommy!" "Yeah but I needed to be alone Jon! I didn't know what I did and how bad I hurt him." "You didn't do anything Tommy!" "I know, I know. But I didn't then." I gave him a big hug. "Tonight me and you okay?" "Kewl! We can shower and then I think I want to make you cum so bad I can almost taste it now!" "Easy there Jon boy!!! Think about it and tonight we can have fun" "Good because I haven't jerked off since we last did it in the pool so I am gonna blast you good tonight!" "We are gonna have fun tonight Jon I owe you that." "Yeah and maybe if I am in the mood you can fuck my ass too." "Now that sounds awesome! I want to shoot my load up there again!" "And I want your hot cock throbbing up there too!" "Jon you have become an anal whole!" He smiled evilly at me. "What have I created?" He just shrugged his shoulders at me. I gave him a big kiss on the lips and got up. He followed me out of his room playing with my ass the whole way. "Knock it off Jon! I don't want to go downstairs with a hard on!" He laughed and smacked me once more. "Just remember Jon you might be able to get away with all this but if you keep going I know exactly where you are most ticklish and I will not stop until you pee yourself." He didn't know what to do or say after that and he appeared to be unsure if I was mad or not either. I turned and walked to him and he appeared to be very hesitant as I approached him. "No I am not mad!" I said as I got in his face, then kissed him on the lips once more and then I turned and walked away leaving him standing there not sure whether he should attack or back off out of total confusion. I headed downstairs and yelled out I love you to him as I walked down the steps. As I got to the bottom he finally headed down after me. Not quite sure what to do he just watched as I walked away and headed to Kyle's room to talk to him if he is there. I knocked on his door and opened it yelling inside. "Yeah I am in my room, come on in." I entered his room he was on his bed playing PS II with Danny. Christian was over on the floor with some book coloring. It looked too good to be true with everyone so behaved. "I guess this isn't a good time to talk." I turned to go. "See you later." He paused the game. "Danny I'll be right back." "Okay Kyle. No problem." "Wait bro." I turned to him. We were already in the other room but still. "I am not talking in front of him." "Yeah I understand." "Good lets go outside for a minute." "Okay just let me tell him I will be right back." "He won't be mad if you make him wait?" "Danny? Hell no he would do anything for me." "Ohhhh I see." "Shut up!" He turned and went back inside to talk to Danny. I met him out on the front porch shortly there after. "So what was that all about last night and why didn't you pick up the phone when I called you dumb ass?" "You know you are the only one who can get away with calling me that." "I am the only one who can get away with almost anything, you are my brother!" "Yeah, yeah! It was Shawn." "Well at least that explains why you were upset. Either Shawn or Jon take your pick!" "Hardly." "Hardly?" I went on and told him everything that happened. that pertained to issue only. he became quite upset when he learned how badly Shawn was hurt physically and mentally I told him some when he got back but I never got into details like I did now. I know how he loves Shawn and it killed me to tell him about this but he needed to know or wanted to was more like it. "I know it sucks Ky, but I didn't do it and we can't take the pain away from the poor kid." "Yeah but BB that is the worst. one word did all that damage? SEXY??" "No Ky, one word brought back all those bad thoughts." I put my arm around him. "Look its pretty much under control and you know you can't just go run up to him and start talking about this." "Yeah I know. But it just fucking sucks so bad!" "Now you know how I felt when he told me. You know exactly how much I love the cutie and when he left my room like that I felt like my heart was torn out of my chest!" He gave me a hug. It was more out of desperation then anything I think. "I wish I could have been there BB, I wish I could have helped him that night! I wish I could have been there to blow their motherfucking heads off their shoulders when they did that to him BB!" "I know Ky, I know." I held him tightly for a second. "Come on go back to Danny. We can't change this and if I get a chance I will tell Shawn I told you a little about it so he can talk to you some." "I am just surprised he hasn't already BB he usually tells me everything." "Yeah but don't be upset this isn't something he shared easily this hurt to talk about. I know I saw his face and tears as he told me both times Ky." He yelled out in anger and punched the air. "I hate this so much!" I grabbed him and put my arm around his shoulder as we walked back inside. "Go be with Danny and have fun love, don't worry so much about it neither of us can change it and we certainly can't kill them again!" "Thanks BB I love you so much for sharing this with me." "Just keep in mind that Shawn doesn't know that you know this, if he did I would totally lose him so you treat this like it's a bomb okay?" He nodded yes. I gave him another hug and kiss on the cheek as he headed back into his room. "Later Ky." He waved as he shut his door. I went upstairs to see who was doing what. There was so much I needed to do today but right now all I wanted to do was take Shawn's pain away and that was impossible. I headed down the hall and Luke's door was open and Patches was sleeping in the doorway. I stepped over him and found Shawn. He was playing PS II with Luker. "Hey boys." They both waved not wanting to break their concentration from the game. I got on Luke's bed and sat right behind Shawn and when he realized it he leaned back on me and used me as a pillow. I started rubbing his back almost instantly Luke noticed it and immediately wanted some too. So it seemed. He moved closer but there wasn't much of me left. This was interesting. I didn't see Luke as the jealous type but he has seen me with Shawn now a few times and I guess he knows something is up between us. There was some type of intermission and Luke paused the game so I got to talk. "Where did you get a station from Luke?" "Its mine." Shawn said. "Oh, why are you two in here?" "Luke wanted to play in his room." "You are such a good boy sharing like that." I rubbed Shawn's head and he moved away as if to say `not here' to me. Luke kinda laughed as I teased Shawn and Shawn poked me in the ribs with his elbow. "Okay, okay I get it. Don't kill me." I reached around since Shawn was still using me as a pillow and when Luke went to get back on the floor I grabbed a handful of Shawn. He yelped and nailed me again with the elbow. "Okay that's enough of you, he said, off the bed pillow!" I got up but he was smiling. "I'll get you later cutie!" He stuck his tongue out at me. I rustled his hair and then did the same to Luker and I headed out of the room. Luke said something after I left and I stopped. I didn't hear him but I heard Shawn's reply. He said yeah I love him tons. I smiled and walked away. I could only imagine Luke's question probably do you care about him or something like that. I wonder how much that will affect Luke. He is just starting to come around now and jealousy is a strong factor even if Luke is four years older then Shawn. I headed down the hall and stopped at the next open door. It was Trevor's room. "Can I come in?" "Sure Tommy." "What have you been up to lately Trev?" "Still adjusting to being here with all you guys." "Can't get used to the gay thing yet huh?" "Not really and not too many of the guys want to hang around with me either." "Can you blame them Trevor? You treat them like they are going to touch you wrong every time they get too close. You have to understand big guy that no one is going to do anything to you if you don't want it. You aren't going to be raped or have someone rub your dick because you became their friend. Until then you are going to feel like an outsider. Give us a chance like you do to me and you might become friends with a few more boys." "I get along okay with Danny we do things sometimes." "That's because Danny probably isn't that into gay stuff either, he just puts up with it because its give him a safe place to live and someone to help him with his brother. Danny is probably straight or at best bisexual if that still exists. And as much as I hate to admit it Trevor I don't know how many girls are out there if any so if you ever want something besides your hand to satisfy you I suggest you keep an open mind." "No thanks Tommy, I just can't get into having another boy touch my penis." "Yeah well I did." "I know you did and I didn't really enjoy it either. You are the only boy to ever touch it and if I have my way you will be the only one that ever does." "That's up to you Trevor but you are still welcome to stay here as long as you want to I will never chase you out because you are not into it." "Thanks Tommy." "Anytime Trev." I got up to leave and rustled his hair real fast and he smiled at me. He really is an awesomely cute boy especially when he smiles. I left his room and Benjy was out in the hall. Close enough that I figured he heard everything. I waved him with me. We got to my room and I called him in and shut the door. "How much of that did you hear?" "Almost all, sorry I didn't mean to eavesdrop." "You aren't gay are you Ben?" "No Tommy I am not. Boy's really don't interest me that much." "Oh?" "Don't get me wrong Luke is really cute and so are a few of the boy's here but I don't see myself jerking off another boy unless I really, really needed to have sex. I don't count anything out but I am not into it either." "So you look?" "Look? Sometimes but only if they are really cute and in a swimming suit. Sometimes they would catch my eye if I was life guarding and a real cute boy came by but that's normal and doesn't make me gay!" "Yeah I would have to agree. But like I told Trevor we don't bite and aren't about to make any advances towards you other then to bust your balls. And by that I mean me." "Yeah I kinda figured that out." "So maybe you can find time to talk to Trevor?" "I would like that." "Good because he needs a friend and he is pretty cute to." "Yes he is very cute Tommy but still not my type." "Okay, okay I got ya, thanks for helping out some." "Anytime, I live here now and I will do anything I can to help out." "Other then swimming what other things interest you?" "You already know the life guarding thing. I mean I have some levels of experience but from what I hear not as experienced as you are Tommy." "I have been around it since I was ten Ben that's why. My uncle taught me a lot he was in charge at the beach." "Oh that's pretty neat. So you learned a lot from him?" "I learned everything from him. I spent almost every summer at the beach with him or a parent until I was fifteen, last year was my last with him." "Where?" "Point Pleasant, over in New Jersey." "Oh, never been there but I hear it was pretty nice." "Yeah it was, it took us hours to get there too," "Yeah I bet." "So why did you stop going?" "Last year was it because my parents got tired of driving out there so far and I have learned a lot now and they thought I could always do it at a pool around here if I wanted to and then well the comet hit and that sorta ruined further thought of that." "I guess so." "Yup, so you will hook up with Trevor some way?" "Sure no problem." "Okay Ben, thanks. You will become more and more important here as we get to know and trust you I think." "Sure hope so Tommy because I am not thinking about leaving anytime soon. The weeks I spent alone after the comet was enough loneliness for a lifetime." "Okay, talk to you later." "Yup, I think I'll go talk to Trevor now and see if we hit it off." "Good idea." All this visiting and fun stuff has made half the day pass already. As I entered my room the clock said noon. It's really flying by quick as usual. So what else is new! I have seen or checked on just about everyone now. I never did find out what Ben's background interests are. Maybe he can help with something other then just the pool. I will have to ask eventually. Just then there was a knock on my door. "Come in." It was Luke. "What's up Luker? I thought you and Shawn were playing a game." "We are but Shawn had to go take a dump and I wanted to talk to you." "What's on your mind?" "The diary Tommy. I read a lot of it and wanted to tell you something." "Oh Sal's diary, so what have you learned?" "I learned he loved me. He was going to ask me if we could have sex that weekend. This is so unfair Tommy, he loved me! We could have done something together!" He ran to me and hugged me. "He wanted me Tommy he wanted me!" He said as he held onto me tightly. He broke his hug and looked at me. His eyes were teary but he didn't really cry. "This is so unfair! I would have had everything I ever wanted with him Tommy! I feel so cheated!" "Sorry Luker, I wish I could make it better but I can't and neither can anyone else." "I know it just sucks!" "Thanks for sharing with me Luke it means a lot to me." "There is more but I don't want to keep Shawn waiting and I haven't finished it yet there are a few more days left to read. I think I am two days before the comet hits now so pretty soon I will know everything about what Sal left behind." He was pretty upset but who could blame him. I wonder what else is in there in for the final two days. I guess if he wants me to know he will be back. I don't know if it's better for him knowing what he has learned so far or if it was just better wondering what could have been. But I suppose it does make things better knowing what could have happened as long as it was good for Luke. He took off back down the hall and joined up with Shawn once again and they went back to play more game in Luke's room. I heard a door open and Joey came out. He didn't look around he just walked down and headed straight into the bathroom. A minute later he was back out and he waved to me as he went back into his room. I waved back. No words were exchanged. So Luke is with Shawn, Ben went to talk with Trevor. as I try to keep tabs on everyone, Joey is in his room. Danny is with Kyle and his brother, I am standing here counting heads, that's nine. I walked down the hall all that's left are Billy and Jon. Billy's door was open and no one was in there. I turned back and knocked on Jon's door and his room was empty too. I headed downstairs. I found Jon in the kitchen surprisingly cleaning up what was left of this mornings mess. "Jon have you seen Billy?" "Yeah last I saw him he was headed for the pool. He said he wanted some quiet time to see if the pool water would help his wounds any." "Okay, thanks." "You going in too?" "No just doing a head count seeing where all the boys are." "Oh okay anyone missing?" "Only Billy. Talk to you later sweetie, thanks for cleaning up." He smiled at me and I turned and headed for the pool. It was pretty quiet as I approached but sure enough Billy was in the water. I yelled to him as I entered so I wouldn't scare him. "Hey Tommy, coming in?" "Nope just wanted to check on you. How are you doing?" "Great, no pain today. Second day in a row since the fire. I am still having some nightmares though." "Nightmares? You never said anything about that." "Yeah I know I felt embarrassed but they aren't going away and I thought maybe its time I told someone and since you seem to be the one around here who is in charge." "Don't put it like that Bill, okay. We all live together and I oversee us to keep everyone safe. That sounds better to me." "Sorry I wasn't trying to be a ball buster." "Forget about it. You want to tell me about these dreams?" "I'd rather not, not because its you but because I am trying to forget about them." "Okay then, if you change your mind or they get too bad just come get me. I don't care what time it is because I want to be there for you. You have had a real tough time and you seem to be healing great on the outside." I said to him as I stood over him at the side of the pool. From what I could see he was marked some, I hate the word scarred. But he has come a long way from the boy I was taking care of weeks ago. "Well Billy you really have come a long way since that happened. I am really happy for you. From all those bandages and long nights to almost healed. It's a great thing." "Yeah and I have you and Joey to thank. If it weren't for you I might have died Tommy and Joey stuck with me all those hours helping me change bandages afterwards and feeding me too." "Yup he really cares a lot about you." "I know I care a lot about him too. We have gotten very close. I miss him a lot these past two days." "I bet. The good news is he has about seventeen more hours of punishment left and then you and him can hook up. I'm sure you have been waiting for him in more ways then one." "Not really Tom, I love him for what he did for me but I feel really sad about what he did when he used those drugs." "So you mean you aren't going to forgive him?" "Not just me, I talked to a lot of the guys and just about everyone is mad at him still." "Really? That's news to me." "Yeah well I don't think anyone is proud of what happened but I have been asking around out of curiosity and other then Benjy and Luke who hardly know him the others seem to be happy he is okay but not ready to forget how stupid he acted the other day." "Damn and here I was thinking they couldn't wait to get him back. Boy am I the fool." "I don't think it has anything to do with you, mostly everyone agrees you did the right thing by punishing him. Danny had a little bit of something to say but I think that it might be best to leave that alone." "Seems like you sure have been busy polling the boys." "Yeah I wanted something to do to get my mind off what happened to me so I decided to kinda do that. I always liked that kind of thing in school and when I read the newspaper. Those polls always made for interesting reading for me." "Interesting to know that Billy I guess we all have our things that make us tick." "Huh?" "We all have hobbies of all different kinds." "Oh, yeah that for sure." "Let me guess you know about everyone's favorite hobbies too?" "Not everyone just a few of the guys. You want to know?" "I think I'll save that for a rainy day Bill, thanks though. I am more concerned about your health." "Well don't be too worried Tommy, tell you what if I have a bad nightmare I'll come get you okay?" "Okay, that sounds fair. Unless I hear you screaming from down the hall then I will be at your door." "They aren't that bad. Although." "Although what?" "Ummm, let's just leave it at that for now, okay? Like I said if I need you I will come get you I promise." "All right Billy, enjoy your swim and be careful alone okay?" "I will, I'll stay out of the deep end for you." "Thanks. I don't need anymore problems." He laughed and I headed out. So the boys are still mad at Joey. I thought everyone would be okay with this but boy was I wrong. I guess when he gets out of jail tomorrow he is going to have a surprise waiting for him if he tries to become chummy with some of them. I can imagine he isn't too high on Danny's list after the truck incident. This is going to be quite interesting for sure. Looks like Joey might be in for more punishment then I offered. Time will tell. I was bored now and not tired either so I decided to go out to the garage and see what I could learn about the back up system. Something I have been wanting to do but never seem to have the time for. Now is as good as any I guess. I headed out into the garage and then into the room. I don't really know what I am looking for other then some way to make sure we are safe if the power does fail. I don't think it can last forever. My biggest fear is what we will do if it does go out. Even more how will we get gas or should I say diesel for the truck if it does fail. Probably have to drive miles every time it gets low. But that's better then not having anything at all. We'll worry about that if it ever happens. I looked everything over and the spec sheet was there and it said the reserve tank holds 250 gallons of diesel fuel. Too bad there isn't a pump I could always use that. So it runs on diesel and starts automatically. Looks like the own spent some big bucks on it. I looked around a little more as curiosity got the best of me. There were pipes and a gas meter in here too. I traced them and they ran out of the wall to outside. I opened the garage door and went around the side of the house. When I got there they ran to the gas meter. Wholly shit! Not only is this generator run by diesel it looks like it has a natural gas backup too. I ran back inside and looked around. Sure enough there was a switch on the generator that said Gas/Diesel. Totally awesome! I don't think we would ever run out of natural gas! But what do I know. It is great though if we do lose power it looks like we will always have a supply running the generator till that dies. Always a catch isn't there? Now the only thing left to do is hit every hardware store in the area and stock up on shovels and anything we might need. We can keep then in the garage I guess not that I want to clutter it and anything extra I guess we can store next door in that garage. I want to get a plow too and maybe it might be a good idea to bring the fire truck up here and park it somewhere close. After all it did us well at the apartments and I might be paranoid but who else is gonna save us if I don't think ahead? Anyway. it looks like next door will be our second home now that we have the greenhouse in there. Too bad its not closer but I guess in a way its good it isn't incase there was a fire or emergency we always have a second place a two or three minute run from here. Or a lazy five minute walk. (To be politically correct for those who will ask.) Ha, ha!!! That takes a lot off my mind incase we do get a really bad winter like we usually do. There is a generator there too so all the better! Last year the snow was so deep at one point we almost couldn't see out or front window at the apartment and we are up a few hundred more feet now so not that I am a weather person but I think that might mean more snow or ice? I shook my head. Okay Tommy lets not get too far ahead of ourselves. One winter day at a time and its not even fall for about another two weeks or so. So the only major thing left to figure out would be filling the truck tank in an emergency. I could always go get a portable generator and keep it with the truck when we get closer to winter but that won't do much for hooking it up to a gas station unless I get one so big I can carry it on a trailer attached to the back of my truck??? Hummmmmmm. I like the sound of that. I am sure some place around here has a huge ass generator that might run a big store or something. next time we are out I am gonna start looking around. Then all problems will be solved for sure. I know they make them to run huge places the only question is can they be moved? The fire engine has a big ass generator on it that one of the firemen told me could run a city block once. I didn't know if he was serious or not but it sure sounded like a neat thing to have. Oh while I am doing this check list thing I think some extra five gallon bottles of water might be good too. There is a water place a few miles from here and I am sure there are plenty of full five gallon jugs there. Now I need a list! I started writing everything I wanted and soon we can start loading up the garage next door with anything we need and I think in ours we can first put the spare car outside all winter, I'll get one of those cover things just to keep it nice like it looks now and the plow in its place and next to it we can use that for storage for anything we need here and the basement for any extra. Boy are the guys gonna be working their asses off in the next few weeks. At least we have two drivers now with Benjy having some experience. This sounds like a plan. I worked on a list for the next hour and pretty much had everything on it but the kitchen sink we have enough of them..sinks. "Hey you gonna spend all day in here? Geeze I have been looking for you nearly an hour I was about to call out the search dog." "Hey Jon, sorry I got busy. Look at this." I handed the list to him. He looked it over for about a minute. "Wow looks like we are set if we get all this." "Yeah and I found out we have endless back up electric too." "Huh?" "The generator. it's hooked up to natural gas so as long as it doesn't die we are good to go. Plus I am going to go look for a bigger portable one too just in case we need to light up the town." "That's great to know but why do you want something that powerful?" "No power to diesel, no truck to drive." "Ohhhh, I think I'm glad you are in charge I would never think of that or half this shit on your list. Paper towels, why did you put tampons down? You expecting women?" "No silly, they absorb liquid and I want some just incase." "Incase what one of the boys has their period?" "HA HA and HA! No dumb ass!" "Either tampons or diapers. Just incase someone gets real sick and we have to move them I don't feel like cleaning up shit." "Ohhhh, yeah I guess that makes sense." "Are we going to have enough room for all that you have written down?" "Yeah if we use next door and that garage." "So we will have to walk over in bad weather to get supplies?" "Yeah but it's for safety. It's better to go next door then down that hill if we get feet of snow. We might slide off it. So next door is as good as any place." "You really did put a lot of thinking into this." "I have to sweetie; I have to protect you and all the others." "I know Tommy and I really do love you for that. We are lucky to have you." "And I am lucky to have you, even if you are sometimes a pain in my butt. But a loveable one." "Gee that sounds like a really backwards complement." I smiled at him. Then gave him a kiss on the lips. "What's that for?" "Because I called you a dumb ass and I wanted to make it up to you, besides since when do I need a reason to kiss you?" "You don't but I love teasing you." "You suck!" "Yes I to Thomas! Yes I do!" I laughed at him and ran my hand over the lump in his shorts. "Maybe you need that taken care of?" I ran my hand over his cock outside his shorts a few more times. He quickly grew as the bulge in his pants proved. I started gently squeezing its outline and he began to look for some place to lean. I was squeezing and rubbing up and down the outline of his cock through his shorts and he was losing control quickly. "Ahhh Tommy you are getting me close and I am still dressed." I stopped. "How long has it been since you blew a load?" "Day before yesterday, that night." "Dammmmmmmn you are gonna shoot nice when I let you." "Let me? How long you gonna tease me?" "Until your shorts are wet with precum soaking through." "OH come on Tommy that's not fair you are gonna kill me if I wait that long." "That long? It's not that early. Geeze it's almost 4pm already." I reached for it again and started rubbing it once more through his shorts. He wasn't stopping me so I guess I will keep going. He was leaning on the wall now for support. I can't believe we are doing this in the garage of all places. Oh well who cares! I started kneading his cock now and running my fingernail up and down the underside of it. His eyes were shut and there was little doubt left that he was going to blow his load soon. I saw a spot now forming on his shorts. It was working! I grabbed some padding that was close by and got down on it. I got real close to him and took a whiff of his scent. He smelled like boy, just how I like him to smell. I started nibbling at his cock now still with his shorts on and he let out a gasp. Again I went back to running my fingers all over it and paying special attention to his cockhead now. There was a bigger wet spot now and I was sure he wouldn't last. I wanted him to blow in his shorts just to see how it would go. I started stroking him up and down whatever part I could grab best and I could hear his breathing speed up. I had him now and there was no turning back. He was going to mess his shorts right here in the garage for me. I could smell him and he was ripe with the tinge of cum and ready to blow. I sped up and started rubbing his balls now or what I could grab of them. I was going as fast as I could and he was rock hard as I continued to rub the outline of him harder and faster. I was almost getting clothes burns on my finger tips from his shorts. Suddenly he let out another gasp followed by a moan and I knew what happened when the little wet spot on his soft clothed short started to get bigger and bigger. I milked it one more time and then I stopped what I was doing and let him enjoy the fluids he was now soaking in. finally he opened his eyes and looked down at the mess he made in his shorts. "Awwww man! Now I have to walk back to my room and clean up!" "Yeah but how did it feel?" "You were great! It was different but awesome!" "Yeah and no squirting mess all over." "I know just in my shorts. It feels all gooey now. Ewwww!" "It might feel gooey but about a minute ago you were in never, never land!" "In how! You always know exactly how to get me off Thomas! Now if you will excuse me I need to shower and change into clean clothes." "Want me to do your back?" "Nah that's okay, you did fine and I love you for that but I'm not ready for another round yet. I think one is okay for now and maybe tonight if you invite me into your bed." "You are invited! Shawn already knows tonight is me and you!" "Awesome. So maybe anal tonight then?" "Jon if you want me to bury my cock deep into your ass I will gladly do it!" "Sweet! Now I have all day to get horny again! Like that will take long!" He turned and tried to walk away but I assumed he was just a mess in his pants as he walked funny climbing the two steps back into the house. When he was gone I laughed a little and knew I had as much fun making that happen as he did enjoying it. I think. I headed down to the kitchen I was getting hungry and decided a late afternoon snack was in order. I made some crackers with peanut butter on them and before I could eat one I had three visitors helping me by eating then as fast as I could make them. After the first twenty I finally chased Billy, Danny and Christian away so I could have some. I poured a nice cold glass of semi fresh milk that was taken out of the freezer the other day and enjoyed some food myself. I probably spoiled my dinner and theirs but I don't care maybe I'll just eat later tonight. I headed back up to my room and lay on my bed for a bit. I was a little tired and I closed my eyes only for a minute. That minute turned to hours as I was woke with a bang on my door. I looked at the clock and it said 7:02pm. It was getting dark outside. Damn! Oh well I really didn't have anything else planned. I could have sucked a cock but this was good too. I yelled come in and Jon appeared. "I'm hungry!" "Come here I will feed you cock!" "No I want real food!" "Oh that hurt!" "Come on Tommy seriously I am hungry can we go have something some where and some ice cream?" "Sure as long as you don't think we can go alone." "I knew that. If we leave without the others we will start a war!" "You know it!" I went and washed my face and hands as Jon watched apparently making sure I did it right or that I didn't stall. He was practically dragging my ass out of the bathroom before I could dry them. "Damn boy will you let me at least dry off!" "No I want food!" I am gonna give you food! Right in the ass!" "No that's later I want food!" "Bitch, bitch bitch! Go round up anyone else who wants to come, I'll be right there!" Finally he was off my back for a few seconds. As he left I followed behind him and locked my bedroom door. I threw off my clothes and ran to the toilet and sat down to take care of business. Now I have nothing against company even if nature calls but I just wanted to be alone for a little bit. I let fly with some wind and then did my other business and washed up. I got dressed and headed down to see who else was coming with us. Danny and his brother, Kyle, Jon, Luke, Benjy, Billy and Trevor decided to come eat. Joey is grounded so obviously he can't go and no one found Shawn so I went looking for him. Ten minutes later I found him in the bathroom himself. He wasn't done and apparently having a small problem with finishing up. "Shawn are you okay in there?" "Not really, I mean I just have diarrhea. I don't know what happened but my tummy started feeling bad before and I have been in here twice now." I opened the door and poked my head in. It wasn't the best smell in the world but I have stunk worse then this. "You want me to come in?" "You know I don't care Tommy sure you can." As I walked in I heard him bless the toilet water with another round. "I guess I really don't feel good." He let out a blast of air. "I don't know what it was I ate Tommy but I guess something wasn't good. What did you want?" "We are going out to eat and I wanted to tell you." "You can go without me Tommy. I don't think I could make it even if I stopped going." "Okay Shawn we won't be long but I want you to keep the cell close by and if you have a real problem yell for Joey. I want you to sip some water when you get a chance okay? We don't need you getting dehydrated." "Huh?" "I don't want you getting sicker because you don't have water in you." "Oh okay. You can bring me back something if you want." "Sure I will cutie. Hope you feel better." I walked over and kissed his forehead and checked for a temperature at the same time. He was warm but not hot. I turned and left. I stopped at Joey's room and knocked. "Come in." "Hey Joey I am going to get some food you want something?" "Yeah sure of course." "No problem but I have a favor of you." "Sure anything." "Everyone is coming with me to eat but Shawn; he is stuck in the bathroom with an upset belly. Keep an ear out for him incase he yells for help." "Sure, poor Shawnie kid. Is he gonna be okay?" "Sure hope so. It's too soon to know more. He will have his cell with him and we won't be long." "Sure Tommy, consider it done. It's getting close to freedom." "Yeah I know. First thing in the morning you can go free." "Awesome, thanks Tommy." "No problem Joey, 7am you are free." I turned to go. "Tommy." "Yeah Joey?" "I really am sorry for what I did to everyone. I know I can't pay back for being so stupid and trying that joint. Last time I sampled it was the first time and it was nothing like this. I got silly and it wore off and nothing else happened. This time was different. I had time to think about everything being in here for two days. I don't think what I had was just pot Tommy I have a feeling it was more then that. i figured at worst I would act silly again and fall asleep but I never thought I would become an out of control ass hole. I know it was wrong and maybe tomorrow I can apologize to everyone." It all sounded good and he seemed to be sorry but I have boy's downstairs waiting. "Tommy?" I turned and it was Jon. Well I guess I took too long. "Jon, sorry things got out of hand Shawn is sick." "What's wrong? Do you want to cancel dinner?" "No we can still go just have to make it quick. He has an upset belly and I was asking Joey to listen for anything and we got caught up talking. I am coming now." "Okay that's fine." "Joey we can finish this tomorrow. Keep an eye on Shawn and we'll be back soon." "Okay Tommy." I headed down with Jon and saw seven hungry faces. "Sorry guys, Shawn is in the bathroom sick so I got caught up there." "What's wrong with him BB? Is he okay?" "Relax Ky, he has the shits." "Oh so we can go now?" "Yeah Joey will keep an ear out incase and we just have to hurry incase he doesn't get better." We took off and walked to the truck and headed down to look for something to eat. I entertained ideas for dinner and we decided on tacos. I haven't had them in a while and hopefully it won't be too tough to do. I took the ten minute drive down into town and we saw a lot of burnt out building and Ben and Luke commented on the mess. It wasn't pretty and there was little doubt this pyro would have to be caught eventually and either killed or put away. I don't know how we will handle it. I pulled into Taco Bell and we got out and searched the place. It wasn't that clean inside but after the search all of us did a quick clean up and then I found some fresh meat and semi fresh taco shells and beans and made us all some good or what I would call good food. The rest of the night there is little doubt everyone will be farting or so from the beans and meat I think. But anyway we ate like pigs and I brought a dozen more tacos home for Joey and Shawn if he can eat. We went for ice cream and had another good time there and to make a long story short rushed back home as soon as I scooped the last cone instead of eating there. "Anyone gets ice cream on the seat or rug and you will lick it clean!" That was the only warning I gave before we took off for home. I wanted to check on Shawn as soon as possible. The cell didn't ring so I assumed it didn't get worse. As everyone ate their ice cream I zoomed home and back up the hill and pulled into the driveway. "I don't want anyone near Shawn until I know if this is just a sick belly or what it is. If he has something and it's catchy I don't want anyone else near him. John please take the tacos to Joey and don't stay long he is still being punished." "Sure Tommy." I got out as did everyone else and rushed back up to the house. I walked upstairs and headed to his room. When I got there I cracked the door open to check on him. He was lying on his bed in just his underwear and a tee shirt. As I walked in his eyes opened and he looked at me. "Hey cutie, now you feeling?" "Not good. My belly hurts and my butt is sore from all the wiping I have done already." "Do you feel like you are gonna puke?" "No just crap every five minutes or so." "Did you have any water?" "Yeah I took a cup with me and sipped some like you said to do but I fell asleep and when you came in you woke me." "I'm sorry." "No don't be I want you here it makes me feel a little better with you here." He took hold of my hand. I squeezed his hand and held it. I'm gonna go make you some hot tea cutie, be back in a bit." "Okay Tommy, thanks. I have to go again." I got up and he got up and ran down the hall. I followed him as he ran in and sat down on the bowl. That was followed by a splash and moans from him. I am sure he has a sore ass hole with everything coming out of him. Poor kid is probably burning his ass up too with all that. I went down to heat some water and I was bombed with questions about how he is. I told everyone he was still sick and to please stay away until we know more. Last thing I need is seven or eight sick boys. If I get it that's one thing but I don't need everyone sick if this is something other then bad food. About five minutes later the tea was done and I was heading back upstairs. I got to the top of the steps and Shawn yelled for me so loudly it echoed down the hall. I put the tea down and ran to him. "What's wrong Shawn?" "I am bleeding please help me." He got up and I looked in the water and it was a little red. I looked at his butt and it appeared it was just from him going so much and I didn't want to look closer since he wasn't quite clean back there. "Shawn I want you to finish, wash your hand and sip some tea and then take a shower. The cleaner you stay I think the less pain you will have back there." "Okay Tommy anything you say. I just want to get this over with. I feel so bad and tired now." With that he let out another round of toilet filling fluid and moaned from either the relief or the pain. I wet a few paper towels for him. "Use these to wipe yourself sweetie, at least they will cool you off some." He immediately took a wet towel to his butt and cleaned up some. I wet a few more and went to leave. "I'll be outside waiting for you so you can have some privacy while you clean up." "No Tommy please don't go I want you to stay and I don't care what you see." Yeah but I do. I couldn't say that to him but I am not into shit and diarrhea. He wiped off and did his thing. "Make sure you wash your hands well cutie." He went over to the sink and washed up. After that I walked him back to his room grabbing the tea on the way. It was still warm and he drank some before he lay back down. "Tommy my belly hurts and my butt hurts too. But my butt hurts more." "I know cutie I'm sorry you have to be sick." "Will you rub my belly for me?" "Sure Shawn." He lifted his shirt and I put my hand on his warm belly and began to rub him some. He immediately closed his eyes and tried to relax some. I did this for about five minutes and then stopped. I think he is asleep. I sat and watched him rest for a bit and then got up and went to wash my hands in my room. I came back after washing and a quick check of the clock to see how late it was. It was 9pm and someone was having a ball downstairs. I heard a whole bunch of cheering and so on. I guess they are playing some game and everyone or most are watching. I don't have time now to enjoy that sadly. I went back in to Shawn and he was on his side and still sleeping or resting. I wasn't about to ask if he was awake. He was now in soiled underwear either from an accident while I was gone or just not wiping well. I got closer and it was fresh. I guess he shit himself while he was sleeping. Poor kid. I got a few towels and placed them so he wouldn't soil his bed. He needed to be cleaned up now for sure but I wasn't about to wake him just yet. I put the towels as close to his bottom as I could and got a chair and sat a little away from his smelly underwear. I love him but I don't love that smell. If it gets worse either he is getting woke up or I am leaving. Either way he needs to change soon or the pain in his backside will only get worse I think. I didn't know what to do I was torn between taking them off and waking him. I decided to take them off if that were possible to do without waking him. I took hold of them and tried to pull them down and I got them past his hip as he began to stir. He rolled over onto the towel and immediately sat up. "What happened? Tommy did I go in my pants?" I nodded yes. He got up as fast as he could and tried to take them down. "Shawn stop if you do you will totally mess the floor." He ran out to the bathroom. I followed. "I'm gonna get in the tub and do it Tommy." I stood by as he lowered them and the mess was more then I wanted to see. I backed off. "Shawn start the shower and wash off and rinse off those pants." "Okay Tommy." He started the shower water and I yelled to him I was going to get him a towel and fresh underwear. "Thanks." I headed out and got what I needed from his dresser and I checked his bed for any mess. Thankfully it was clean. I grabbed a towel from the hall closet and went back into the bathroom. At least it smelly soapy in there now rather then how it reeked before I left. "I'm back Shawn. I'll leave your towel and under stuff here for you. I'm gonna go downstairs for a bit." "Do you have to leave?" "Not really I just wanted to give you some privacy." "Please stay Tommy. I don't feel like being alone." "Sure cutie, no problem. Are you okay in there?" "So far I am. It was messy but at least I feel clean now." "Know what Shawn I am gonna go get you some medicine to take hopefully it will calm your belly." "Okay Tommy, I'll be out in a little bit." I headed out and downstairs to the area I put all the medicine in and looked for something to calm his belly. I found some Donnagel in with all the other meds and grabbed a tablespoon and headed back up to him. I knocked and entered the bathroom. "Feel any better?" "Nope my belly is making all kinds of weird noises and I feel sick to my stomach." "Okay take some of this." "What is it?" I handed him the bottle and he looked it over. "I don't know what it is Tommy but I trust you." I poured some on the spoon and he took it and I gave him another spoonful too. "It doesn't taste bad at least. Mom always gave me stuff when I got sick and it always made me want to puke." "Glad I could help some." "I hope so Tommy I feel so weak and my butt hurts so much from going every five minutes." "I'm sorry cutie I wish I could do something for you but the only thing I can think of is maybe a little Vaseline. That gets messy though." "No thanks. I am finally clean I don't want that greasy stuff on me." "Okay, finish drying off and get dressed I am gonna go make you some tea and toast." "Thanks Tommy you are the best. I am hungry." "Good I like hearing that." I waked over and gave his semi wet naked body a hug and him a kiss on top of his freshly shampooed head. "Be right back." I headed out and downstairs and into the kitchen. I threw in a few pieces of toast and put water in the tea pot. I grabbed some butter and lightly buttered his toast and threw a tea bag into a cup and poured the hot water in it for him and headed back up to him. He was in his bed under the covers when I entered his room. "Thanks Tommy. That looks good." He ate the toast and had a few sips of tea and lay back down and closed his eyes. "I'm gonna rest for a while Tommy will you stay with me?" "Yes till you fall asleep." "No can you stay longer?" "Shawn I have things to do and I will be very close. You yell and I will come okay?" "Okay Tommy that's fair enough." I sat and looked at my sweet boy resting quietly in front of me. After about five minutes or so he appeared to be sleeping and I got up put on his night light and turned off the overhead light and quietly left the room. I left his door open a crack incase he yelled and headed down to join the others. To be continued... dwednomail@hotmail.com